Joint Venture with God and Me.: Recent Episodes
Debra Johnson
In chronicling my journey to self discovery separating the Ego from the form, it started off as a time capsule for my future 80 yr. old self. Much later down my discovery I find that, that very thing I did would be my legacy. This mindful formless being intermeshed within the physical form. I just know my own Truth. Having practiced a bit of meditation while 'sequestered' away during this social distancing/ isolation, I have come to an awareness of who I am. The same as when Jesus was baptized and came on up from the Jordan river. No, I haven't heard God's voice but I have had confirmation.
Yep. It's me. Doing what I do., taking advantage of the tools available to reach, teach axhard-headed non]p thinking ๐ค one that refuse to get the lesson one on one. Yep, by any means necessary. Thank you Heavenly Father Jehovah ๐๐ฅฐ๐๐that I can speak my peace๐โ๐ค๐คฏ๐๐คฌ๐ณ๐ง๐๐๐๐๐
4/6/2021. I speak on so much, who knows what this segment is about. I shall see once I sit to go back over what was on my mental, or what did spirit come down on me to vocalize.ย
Going thru my phone figuring this out, came across this, now ti add/publish it to the rest. Still learning this thing out. Winging it.ย
Continuing on with recounting our past, hanging out and enjoying one another's company, in Butler's driveway.
This one here, Ummmm๐คFlat out it's gonna be pretty offensive to you Judgemental Mofos. So I do strongly suggest that you pass right on by this one. You definitely ain't gon like it. Matter of fact this Gonna piss a few certain Ones off. Not my problem, take it up with God. I Ain't got a Complaint dept./file/or Box. Yeah, got this disclaimer goin' on, really ain't trying to bait tease ya, I'm really letting you know, this one here on the raunchy side. It ain't for prude listeners. But I will tell ya it entails, Ranting, Prodigal son, Fake it til ya Make it, Sara Jane, and Toast to the fool. ๐Enjoy, I do believe there is a lesson in the message. Godspeed.
I inadvertently unlocked ๐ getting to another level in this game of life, by just playing around with Butler, whom I'm most closest to and comfortable with. After viewing the footage of what I just did, I was hesitant but like jumping in a lake of cold water, I just did it. And how liberating it was. My biggest defect/flaw exposed. Up close and personal. A little to close and personal, but hey, it is what it is. All Thanks to Jah, He leads me in the way I should walk. And I'm Thankful for it and this journey.
Loving โค โค โค on my hammock and extolling the many benefits and pleasures that I never knew existed, go figure, I put it on the haters. Why don't hammocks get top billing advertising highlighting it numerous benefits?!?!?! High ups in Charge Executive decision making Mofos don't want a simple luxury like this made known and become a household staple like toothpaste, stoves, and tissue. What ๐ณ you mean?!?! You ain't got No hammock. ๐ค How do you unwind??? Nobody ever told you sitting in a hammock is like being cradled by God.๐๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด ......................didn't realize it was this late. 3:14 am. I take it as Spirit had me talk about sumptin'.
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Another spontaneous segment, Journaling my growth and the feeling of being individually guided by God. God guides us All. I know God got me this far and without a doubt God will continue to. Today is another first, actually living my life contrary to what I had always imagined, first I felt Confident/Elated/Excited, when thru all the motions then landed on reality. Wow! Didn't know it would feel like this, kinda apprehensive. I got used to having a mate, now I gotta navigate this all by myself.๐คHmmmn, I just came to my senses again, I Got this! I Ain't Alone. I don't have a mate, but I have God. God waaaay Better than any mate. I thought about that earlier too, how good God is. There's an account of a woman who felt vexed because she had not bore a child. Yet her husband had other children with his other wife, but he loved the barren wife more. The husband tells his wife, 'am I not better to you than seven sons"....I thought on that and related it to my life. Whoever isn't being right to me in my life, don't stress it. God will make up for it, God is better than a multitude of any persons who God has seen fit to remove from my life.
The Devine give clear direct concise direction, it's up to the person to listen or not. The Spirit never forces. In this I discover a separation from the physical form and it's quite extraordinary that lAdam probably was perplexed when he awakened and had many questions of his originations.
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Basking in the beautifully eye satisfying and pride of self satisfying work that God blesses me to accomplish, God bestowed trait.
Good thing Devine takes the lead, and had impeccable memory cause surely I forgot the content to title it. Short term Memory, I'ma have to look into therapy for that. But I do believe that no matter what I forget, Spirit will definitely recall the thought to my mind, if it's a pressingly need to know.
When I make these podcast segments, I feel like Spirit has something to say and likes talking to me about it ๐๐คท๐ค๐ณ๐คช๐คฏ๐ฎ๐งฟ๐ช๐ซ๐๐คญ๐๐ฅฐ๐๐๐๐
Reading Joshua chapter 7. Having first hand knowledge, very own eyes witnessing the miracles of God, my feet would be a swift as an soaring eagle ๐ฆ running๐ to report any treasonous act๐คฆ especially if coming from members of my very own household.๐๐ณ๐ I'd report everything to God ๐ won't catch me getting stoned๐ซ
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We as humans make life more complicated than it is. I find that such simple choices between A or B can become a conundrum when wanting to encompass a good deed for self, God, and another. I Strive to be a positive, helpful, and encouraging individual. Thankfully my mind works well enough that I know my stress originates with self, certainly not God, for God will not put on us no more than we can bear. Reflecting on these thoughts as I'm typing this out, I'm sure I'll reflect back on this moment inquisitively, pondering ๐ค was it really necessary that I add this segment to my time journey capsule. Yep! I guess so. Here goes! As quirky as it is. I gotta feeling Jah likes my quirkiness ๐ซ ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐๐โจโจ
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Feeling lack, feeling like something is missing/needed in my connection to God. I realized I was seeking validation of a right or wrong path. Jehovah knows my heart, my mind, my intentions, He knows the journey set before me. I just need to go thru life's motions, jump thru the negative hoops life constantly throws our way. Combining the physical form with Spiritual is challenging, especially when you've lived your life believing what you were taught was Truth only to discover that truth is a journey in itself.
353/404 New Spring time resolution for myself and thanking God Jehovah for my blessed abilities to do so.....the Divine Being always helps me in All my endeavors. I waited to fill in the episode title cause I was unsure what to title it. So as I finished this upper portion and went to type out, Spirit helps with word suggestions., therego helping with the speed of texting. It's All Divine to me. The Universe does provide what we need at the apportioned time, to battle what we need, joyously revel in, or easy flow go comfortable in. As the scriptures say, count it all good brothers when you meet with trials and adversities, our trials form us into who we are whether we fail or succeed. A man is measured by his faith. How could it be that you know how really strong you are lest you been tried and tested. I Thank you Father Jehovah that I've cycled thru yet another season. I asked to hybernate comfortably for the Winter season, and I did so very nicely. Now it's time to emerge from my cacoon a little more awakened and matured spiritual being. Ever cycling journey.
Learning the art of silence, every thought need not be shared. The more I contemplate the thought the more I'm intrigued to do so. Til then, relate to you later. #GodTalk
In thinking on whether my banning a person was on the cruel side, the thought came up only due to the fact that we all should be loving and forgiving. Yet, knowing that Abraham did send his firstborn son, Ishmael away I know that I'm well within my rights of being comfortable with my decision to throughly ban whoever I desire that interferes with my state of Positivity.
Thinking ๐ค on God as I usually do which brings me to voice my thoughts and getting over a childhood taboo. It's amazing to myself to discover what pops ups and the things I must wrestle with on this Life journey.
In lieu of forgetting what it was that I originally wanted to talk about, it popped into my head to wish my 3rd born daughter happy birthday, and I Thank Jehovah for the ability to do so.
In continuing my bible reading I'm curious as to the differences in other religious books/scrolls, if minute cumbersome details of livestock count are recorded. Not to be dismissive of God's way, just curious as to why? and is it really of importance to know? Father Jehovah you know I Love your words, but I do believe that knowing just the basic will sustain me.
In my daily bible reading I've discovered that there is a whole lot of facts recorded that I really don't see why is it that I, we, or us, on just the general level need to know these accounts of why who had 50,000 bulls and 45,000 rams counted, I get it that, Yes these were a vast amount recorded for whatever God deemed important, I don't dismiss, disrespect what's recorded, I don't see how it helps in building my relationship with God. I believe the 10 Precepts of God's commandments got me fully covered in what/how/way I live my life and live it accordingly to moral integrity/code/standard. Yet still, since I've begun reading, I am amazed to read upon some interesting details. Also I don't think I'll put it on my bucket list to reread it again just for the sake of having read the bible thru twice or more...don't need to work that into a conversation, "Oh, I've read the bible three times already, and now I'm starting again".........Oh Really???? And for what???? Don't need those bragging rights just to say "Lord, I read Your good book three times and I'm still reading it again." I get it. The Scriptures do say, ponder over these things, be absorbed in them, study the scriptures,..... but cover to cover, God need to check me on that cause I don't see myself doing this again, and I say it in a good way.
Hanging out with Debbie and Ryan, decided to document this moment in our life Sunday February 21, 2021.
I firmly believe that with God All things are possible coupled with the fact that it is our right to exercise our God given right and Inheritance to become cocreators in the Universe, manifesting our hearts desires and even the better if it's according to God's Will and purpose., because although it is possible to manifest a thing haphazardly, it begs the point to have a good relationship with the Most High, that way our thoughts are channeled to positive thoughtful thinking ๐ค pondering even the inherited consequences. Although who really ponders the outcome of anything when we want what we want.
I found it ๐ฅฐ amusing to myself that I asked God not to let me feel guided by Spirit to make a segment yesterday, Yet today turned out to be a good day as per usual, but today I cranked out two segments.
I'm often reminded of Jesus's words, "Greater works than these shall ye do." I take it to be living a life of complete Forgiveness just as Jesus demonstrated. Yet I know it goes contrary to general opinion and ways. It's usually accepted that if a undesired former mate/partner/spouse treated a person badly, the person would be advised to avoid any and all future encounters, and most definitely Head for the Hills, Why would any sane sap still be friends with an ex. Well because God says forgive, and don't hold grudges.
When God finished All His Creative Works God declared that is was good. When God made the 'Tree of Knowledge of Good and Bad', God specifically put restrictions on it, No where is it stated that cannabis was off limits too.
Feeling sad that some view God as not very forgiving, as if God isn't actually merciful as they proclaim, yet I'm more sad at the thought of God being put in a thought that he isn't as loving, merciful, kind, gracious, and forgiving if one dared had an open mind to actually evaluate life in connection with oneness with God.
After having pleasant conversation smoothly, flowingly free dialogue, then being shut down without having the opportunity to respond to a last point put on the floor, I Felt the need to state my viewpoint, and felt as though diplomacy was not accorded to just agree to disagree. I hear your point, you hear mine. We don't agree, one person cannot judge the other's truthfulness/relationship with God. So what we don't serve God the same, God cares for me just as much as he does for you.
I recently finished reading about the early Bible persons mentioned, after two paragraphs into the article I had thought to go back and record my thoughts on the role they played in their own judgement.
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October 28, 2020, enjoy
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Originally dated November 11, 2020 I don't remember what God had me talking about, I know you'll enjoy it though.
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These are going to be a surprise to me to listen to what I recorded cause these are originally dated December 28th 2020 and I have absolutely no idea what I was particularly doing that day, and what was on my mind to talk about, or rather what was it that God wanted me to convey to Y'all ๐ Enjoy.
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Just chatting it up, relating my journey. ......loading these up and I'm curious to go back to listen to em' all, but first I gotta load em'up. Enjoy.
Unexpected Liberation day, Living life to the fullest living my true authentic self. And so happens that when I finished recording this, I was talking to God, asking if I should have really published that. Thinking that maybe I went to far and maybe this wasn't a good one. So happens that just when I finished saying that to God, a old looking grey fly lands weirdly on my hand. Just outta Nowhere, cause I ain't got flies swarming my house. I looked that up and a fly landing on you outta nowhere means something good, the same as seeing butterflies or rabbits.
Honestly I forgot, I just figured out how to upload a bunch of recordings that I never published. Here's the start. Enjoy๐คช๐ฅฐ and Thanks for listening ๐ฏ๐๐๐ค๐คท๐๐คฃ๐ฅฐ๐๐๐๐๐คฃ๐ ๐๐ฃ๐คญ๐๐ด๐ฅฑ๐คก๐ค๐๐ค๐ต๐ซ๐๐ฅบ๐๐๐คฉ
Going through the motions of experiencing higher conscious awareness. And recalling a moment in time when I felt the same experience as a child. I already have confirmation that I know what I know, this experience just amuses me that I have to go thru this, dealing with the human form, what living is all about. Experiencing life and dealing with All that comes with it. Yet, it's troubling at times knowing that I know what I know, yet I don't remain in the state of consciousness, I slip back into living life on autopilot/autonomously with flashes and extended moments of pure clarity. As if being separated from the Matrix if you will. It's deep. I attribute it to an stimulated imaginition which expands, good thing for me I keep my curiosity and imaginings focused on God, Light, and humor., Enjoy the segment. I hope something resonates.
Riminising about my friend, my ex first husband, reflecting on how my current relationship with God is similar to how my friendship relationship with Richard was. I'm so serious about.....I got distracted about what I was thinking about, imagining some crazy far out fantastic fun conversation in a Fabulously lavishly upper scale environment, and I say, "What I'm doing is what I been doing, I ain't got to change a thang just cause God stationed me in a higher position, God choose me for my authentic self, God stationed me here, Not Anyone Person or thing, I Don't have to conform to any Standardization. End of discussion. I state my peace, take the rest up with God whatever issue you got with me. I state my peace, I don't debate with muthafuxers. I keep my Positivity level high and I talk/text alot and full disclosure, since it's so much room to write and since you still reading, I figure I'd tell you, Hell! I forgot what I was gonna say since I wrote so much already.....Psych๐คชI was gonna say, since they got it here that you can put in like over 3000 characters, that's like writing the opening epilogue to a book....anyway, I digress..... I've wrote all this cause I'm buzzed off the bud. Hope you enjoy this edition. It's a bit sad, but Lovingly sweet., and thank you for listening in.
Being as I like to jump straight in and figure things out as I go along, I see that I have two separate recordings that will go into one section. Go figure. Anywho, it's all a Hodgepodge mixture, I just don't go by anyone's format. I do what I do. Fux standardization, I ain't trying to fit anyone's mold anyway. People will listen or they won't.
Intuition/perception. Jotting down notes and arranging my thoughts to comprehend just what it is I need to know. I'm eliminating the word TRY out of my vocabulary/mind/being. Trying to do something put you in the state of not fully accomplishing an act/whatever. There is no trying there is only the Doing/Succeeding. Don't Try, Put my mind to Doing/Succeeding. Putting myself in a "I got this"/ "It's Done!" Frame of mind.
Relating the experience of being in the presence of God. Digressing like tributaries off a river., Time jump, 2020 I spoke half jokingly the manner of my death, but 17 years prior I felt like I was going to die how I joked about. Plus other rambling Mish mash. Good interesting Mish mash.
I'm new to this i don't know how this works I'm just going with the flow, thanks again for the opportunity to work with you and your family a very happy and prosperous New year to you and your family a very happy and prosperous New year to you and your family have the time or energy, ok now the Angles playing with me. Ok, now I'm going to go along, it said stop.
I love real, I love hard and realistically.
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Life Happens and this is how I deal with it. I ain't got the time, nor if I had the time, would I waste it coddling an adult. In minding My business, I'm focused on me, and I refuse to engage myself in another person's affairs, no matter who it may be.
I got cut off with an unexpected phone call, forgot I was recording, then thought I had turned it off. Turns out I didn't, it recorded roughly over 2 hrs of my life. Bonus for 80 year old me, I get to relive a good portion of my 55 year old life. #memorybank
Spontaneous thought that I felt the need to record. Thinking of my Mama, and wondering if she had regrettable moments of departing from her children. I had the thought of telling her more in depth how I understood even at a very young age, that I was alright with her absence from my life.
On s roll, I got stuff I want to talk about, get off my mind. Honestly bout time I get around to writing this part, I'd forgotten what I was talking about to give you a surmation. Then.........Ooooh Shyt! I forgot. I thought I stopped this. This life. Shyt happen like this to y'all too. Keep it real. #Realtalk
This took an unexpected turn to an very adult topic.
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There's a lot of interesting things happening in my life, making these discoveries has led me to rabbit holes of r.evelations about myself. Identified some mysteries.
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A funny thought came to mind of recording private thoughts that I wouldn't want heard., there's public time then there's private God time. I exercise tact, diplomacy, I do realize that some words needn't/shouldn't be said. For everything there's a time and season., I forgot I was recording. It's cut short for a call I throughly Enjoyed.
In this session I had the thought to record the thought that came to mind, but I didn't want to lose it so I quickly ran to get my recorder but couldn't find it so I grabbed the phone instead, great idea, cause then I can speak directly to this app. I start the conversation to others who hopefully are listening, so this is directed at you, it's not necessarily a shared communion time with God segment. Just listen in. It may help you out too. It's quite interesting to myself, I think it may intrigue you too.
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Digression into the thought of being a part of the 144,000 joint kingdom heirs with Christ. I don't want to be presumptuous, so I await new Revelations if any.
How this whole process began, and took a life of it's own. God moves and God moves quickly., is an understatement.
Shortly explaining to Butler what podcast is.
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I have a very unique relationship with God as we All do. I just happen to simultaneously tune into it, developing into it, and openly share some of my communion time with God.
God loves us All the same. God makes it rain upon the righteous and unrighteous. God loves All his children, but not all God's children love display that love.
Here I playfully make this the installation of my personal talk radio WDAG digital radio station 1118. Giving a shout out to and addressing my brother, Reuben. My sweet bro has concerns that I may be losing my mind. Naw bro. In this Journey I'm on, I just found a new Avenue to have fun on. Taking this road laughing all the way, leading to the path of Joy and Happiness. Destination God & Me.
In this Joint Venture with God episode I imagine how a phone call would go if I were to get a call stating that I am not using it for the purposes intended, this is some adult serious shyt and you're playing around with it, trivializing it. No Sir, God says, 'Be ye ever Happy' and that's what I'm doing, I'm having fun and I'm Happy. Disclaimer: I'm No comedian, ain't tryin' to be., no actress either. I'm just an average Joe/Jane, living my life creating fun memories for myself and having fun. Try it yourself you just may tickle yourself.
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Random thoughts, any thought of God is a good thought.
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There's a lesson to be learned in dealing with those closest to you. When dealing with difficult situations in life, view each difficulty as a refining process.
There's no such thing as being spoiled by God, God will never tell you, put yo hand down and stop begging, didn't I give you enough already. God is a good giver of all good gifts. Always ready to give.
When I see anyone doing God's work, I imagine that it must be a Heavy WEIGHTY responsibility., Wow! to do God's work! It boggles my mind. But then, when I take a step back, talking with God, God let's me see a different viewpoint. God in his word tells us, that He will not put more on you than you can bear. Whatever mission, purpose, assignment that God has for any one of us, is light, easy, pleasing, and doable with All joy and rejoicing. This conversation picks up where I'm verbally communing with God, letting my thoughts flow, and coming to the conclusion that, change of course. We're doing a Podcast now God. I do this and God directs where it needs to go. God does use the Universe to serve whatever it is that we need.
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