keyboard smash: Recent Episodes

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just your average 17-year-old kid living in jakarta with far too many opinions, an alarming amount of conviction, and a surprising amount of time on their hands. join me as i deep dive into an array of topics, from pop culture, social media, mental health, and more! don’t forget to follow/subscribe to this podcast because there are new episodes every week ish :)

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hi everyone! in today's episode, I catch you up on everything you've missed in the past month before deep-diving into the role social media plays in mental health. how does it impact mine? how has it shaped advocacy? what is internet therapy? all of these questions and more I attempted to answer in today's episode. if you enjoyed today's episode, don't forget to subscribe to "keyboard smash" on wherever you listen to podcasts and if you're on apple podcasts, don't forget to rate and review this poddy! 

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the one where i say "i LOVE it so MUCH' twenty times, burp into the mic three times and yell about white men (some more!)

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i read...a considerable amount of fanfiction this year. i'm a bit embarrassed, but i'm not because fanfic has far too bad of a reputation which makes me sad because now people are ashamed of their reading practices when they shouldn't be!

(unless it's an a/b/o fic)

(or one with weird age gaps)

(or anything that smells a little too much like 'after')

(actually, we're also gonna shame wattpad too)

(sorry but ao3 >>>>)

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hey. i'm back <3

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welcome back to keyboard smash! during this episode i discuss my ~feelings~ surrounding my first OCD recovery setback, the relationship between...relationships and social conformism and why getting older is scary but also very, very exciting. if you enjoyed the poddy, feel free to subscribe and rate/review!

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in this episode, I discuss "eternals" censorship in indonesia, being a parent (because I know so much) and why tweens on tiktok irk me, all presented in the shoddy british accent i adopted when i was thirteen!

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WELCOME BACK EVERYONEEEE to the second part of my two-part supernatural special! in this second bit, i talk about the various "goggles" through which to view this show (and how they can lead to WILDLY different perspectives of the same material) and the impact supernatural ahs had on fan and internet culture!!!

if you enjoyed today's episode, subscribe to the poddy on wherever you listen to poddies!!

my mental health ig acc: @conversationswithmyself.id

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DUMDUMDUM!!! the episode that i have teased for the past three weeks!!! part one of my two-part supernatural breakdown! in this episode, i give a basic rundown of the show and i explained how genuinely insane this show is <3 if you enjoyed this episode, don't forget to subscribe to the poddy!!!

find me on instagramawammy at @conversationswithmyself.id :))

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hear ye, hear ye! denver con was Not Great, my diagnosis changed and i call upon my fellow girlbosses (gn) to gaslight gatekeep star trek and marvel!!!

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reparations for colonialism: rating cis white men <3

MY IG ACC THING!!

https://www.instagram.com/conversationswithmyself.id/ 

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helllooooo everyoneeee!!!! i'm back with my peanut brain and semi-lisp!! on our first episode back, i discuss venom 2 (alt. watching the Bros TM get MAD and LAUGHING AT THEM), misha collins being a feral man-child [affectionate] and mister jackman harlow! if you enjoyed this episode, don't forget to subscribe to the poddy wherever you listen to poddies and to rate and review the poddy of apple podcasts!!

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WELCOME TO THE FINALE YALL!! trigger warning for today's episode for sewercide and d3pression (time stamps: 3:39 to 13:15). as a send off before the season break, i talk about a plethora of different things, from mental health, misha collins' tiktoks, the deancas playlist i made, jensen remembering his socials and the seething rage i feel when i see people not abiding by the COVID health and safety protocols.

anteeways y'all, i hope you enjoyed this weeks episode. see you in three weeks <3

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in today's poddy ep i discuss tiktok, the she's all that remake and why i TRULY DO NOT KNOW how to be alone! i also share some pretty interesting things on where i wanna take this poddy (i promise it's not somewhere ooky spooky though). i forgot to add this to the poddy but misha started a tiktok and his first video is vaguely thirst-trappy and y'all better believe i yelled about it in my groupchat. if you enjoyed today's ep, don't forget to follow keyboard smash on wherever you listen to poddies and to rate and review this poddy if you're listening on apple podcasts!!

A GOOD LINK:

https://www.intothelightid.org/ 

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it's time to talk about: the met gala.

(god don't cancel me pls)

DONATION LINKS THAT I TALKED ABOUT:

HAITI: https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=MQV4KT9MKXFQ2

CHANGE A LIFE - KABUL: https://give.randomacts.org/campaign/gish-2021-change-a-life-kabul/c350586

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DONATION LINKS

HAITI: https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=MQV4KT9MKXFQ2

CHANGE A LIFE - KABUL: https://give.randomacts.org/campaign/gish-2021-change-a-life-kabul/c350586

HELLO EVERYONE! on today's episode of keyboard smash, i went through republican/conservative instagram and got so genuinely exhausted, the last three minutes of this ep is just me sighing. fair warning: a lot of sighing and silence in this poddy ep. dear God this drained me. if you enjoyed this ep, don't forget to follow 'keyboard smash' on wherever you listen to poddys and if you're using apple podcasts, don't forget to rate and review today's ep!! thank you for tuning in!!

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hello everyone and welcome to this week's episode of keyboard smash! today, i'm deep-diving into reality television, with select tangents on something i like to call "white worship" and poverty porn. the mic's a bit too close to my mouth today so if you hear me breathing then...i'm sorry? anyteeways, if you enjoyed today's episode, don't forget to follow/subscribe to this poddy on wherever you listen to podcasts so that you're updated whenever i upload a new episode.

DIRECT AID DONATION LINK FOR HAITI:

https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=MQV4KT9MKXFQ2

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this ep was a mess (aHa what's neW)! anyways! on today's ep we deep dive into my spoteefy playlist graveyard!! we see all my mistakes!! and my absolute triumphs!! i also momentarily lose my mind over mas rio waida but that's unrelated... if you enjoyed today's episode, don't forget to subscribe to 'keyboard smash' thru wherever you listen to poddies so you never miss an episode

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TW FOR TODAY'S EPISODE: ANXETY, PNIC/ANXIETY ATTACKS, DPRESSION AND SU*CIDE

HELLO!! today i'm talking about the big pink wrinkly thing in my head called my BRAIN. the very personification of "their heart was in the right place, but the execution-". today's episode is pretty heavy, and i just wanted to say if you need help, you can go to these links:

international

Befrienders: www.befrienders.org

Samaritans: https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/contact-samaritan

indonesia

@ibunda.id

Free Counseling: www.pjarpsikologi.org/konsulgratis

Yayasan Pulih: www.pulihcounseling@gmail.com

anyways!! thank you sm for listening to this week's ep!! promise it'll be lighter next week lol

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alternatively: the BIG BAD MCU DISNEY+ SHOW REVIEW!! i'm spilling the tea and saying my controversial, yet brave, opinions. this review isn't comprehensive in the least, and a majority of it consists of me screaming into a mic :) if you enjoyed today's episode, give the poddy a wee follow, so you can be notified when a new episode drops <3

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hello everyone and welcome to the second episode of 'keyboard smash'! on today's episode, i talk about the complexities of the Internet while also talking about my experiences growing up on the Internet. i would like to say that i do go on a few tangents but it wouldn't be a poddy episode if i didn't do that huh :)

also, i just listened to this episode back and the audio quality is kinda poor but i'm sadly not my IT genius best friend so i have no clue how to fix it HAHAHAHA

anyways, if you enjoyed today's episode, don't forget to follow the poddy on wherever you listen to podcasts and i can't wait to see (or is it hear???) y'al next week!!! bye!! <3

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Hello everybody! Welcome to the first episode of 'keyboard smash'. For today's episode, I wanted to introduce both myself and the podcast to the great, big, scary entity that is ~the Internet~. Don't forget to hit the subscribe - wait is it still subscribe for podcasts or is that just for YouTube? Well, hit the equivalent of the subscribe button so you never miss an episode! There will (hopefully) be a new episode every week so I'll see you then!