A story of the revelation of a hatred of God that resulted in a life really committed to God. Like Paul sometime you don't really know where you are until the revelation comes. 

"[Mat 6:24 KJV] 24 No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."

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