This is the chapter of my life--where I was very lost and destructive....the band had broken up-- and I was spinning out of control....stealing-lying-cheating- and I was just finding myself acting irrationally and compulsively. Reaching for temporary happiness in substances. Running away from my responsibilities and not wanting to grow up. My family was sick of my behavior.....I was hurting them too.... The story of how I first met my then "brother in law or step brother" as he was the arresting officer-- A little tough love form my mom- and how I made a painful and dark time into a positive learning experience and used it to grow and change so I wouldn't be someone that is in and out of jail all the time! *This was a hard episode---I don't want to overexpose my past--but I feel it's a very important chapter in my recovery and my journey into suicide-depression and addiction. I have worked extremely hard to destroy the person in this story....I've worked hard to evolve and realize the chaos and hurt I was causing. But I needed this story to be told.