After striving for all of the outside, material successes that parents, education, and society signpost in the West such as a big house, money, powerful job role, holidays, etc and only at the age of 39 did I achieve all of that and sit in my apartment feeling hollow empty. At that point I got curious and I have spent the past 5 years learning how to model being free to be which has included acknowledging my adolescent bullying aged 12/13, self-harming, failed first marriage, burning myself out aged 40, and more.

Listen for Garry Turner's view on masculinity and vulnerability How stillness has awakened him even more We also touch on white shame/ privilege, freedom, free to be, and how he is choosing to change.