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B Prior
B Prior is a contemporary Master whose life is utterly devoted to the awakening of humanity. He offers a profound Teaching of Truth and of Love crossing the range of human and universal experience. Uniquely, B speaks of the divine nature of the Masculine and Feminine Principles and the potential for that divinity to be lived between man and woman. He is the author of “Love Without Duality – Awakening in Intimacy”. He is the Originator of The Form Reality Practice, a profound vehicle of self-mastery and awakening. For full length audios of B's talks around the world: bprior.org/membership Retreats & events: bprior.org
Cascading Into The Wonder Of What The Other As YourSelf Is - Love Without Duality by B Prior
When one is inspired to deeply realise and expand your Awareness of what really is,you are going to get in touch with how the universe works and dissolves identification with false concepts of body-mind identity and duration. There is no duration in what you are. It is timeless. There is only seeming duration at different frequencies, dependent on where you are going to what levels of realms you go into. for there is such a thing as time but much finer time in other higher realms. It is not time as we know it.
The difficulty we're speaking of is entanglement. And the entanglement is not of the person but of the human psyche.
Only bend down to the Deep Never bend down to the false ( the ego) . Do not bend down to that false energy. Only bend down to your deep. That's The Form. Don't go bending down. Keep your back straight. Keep your face up. Keep the Openness happening in all directions. Don't bend down to that . Don't fight it, but don't bend down to it . So that , that you are knowing in your belly is a pattern that is still very much alive or nor ..but because you are mentioning it , it is ready to transform , to transfigure in your alchemy of knowing what you first are.But don't bend down to it .Stand up straight clear and real. Whatever it is , is not yours as somebody, but it IS yours as consciousness but never become an individual with that..just be the deep knowing of that . Stay with the deep knowing of that . Don't name you. Don't give yourself an identity. This is not disassociation, This is pure knowing . You are knowing that you transcend and include.
Doubt and this buzzing of an existential fear ..as if the fear is out here. The fear is in here , but you're not going to find it . It's not a thing. It's a sensation of idea. But through the lens of light that comes from outside but not light that one already is. If the light that already is, were to fully meet the light that appears to be outside, there would be real light and light amongst all the forms. Light itself would realise itself. But because we place our attention in activities outside rather than what we're knowing inside, life becomes an activity outside , whereas really life is a movement from within that then appears as activity outside.So all the stars and planets ..all that is going on beyond ego information Is the activity of the universe Is the activity of big mind, Is the activity of the light of being shining. So doubt is the ego's way of being you - a construction of patterns tat has intelligence and it can speak , it can seem to think and it definitely can interfere with the feeling self. Fear can also project as seeming outside ..but it is literally psychic.What we're doing here is remembering Reality as ourSelf. When that happens , the boundary you unwittingly apply in everything that you do , is going to come down ..and you'll think that you're dying. But what is actually happening is you are transfiguring the memory banks of space time and you are recoding them from another place. Until you can say: I am in another place. 05:38 So the moment we get a little energy of doubt and fear we are in the matrix of the known. Doubt happens when your higher calling or your attune-ment to what you more deeply are on invisible but intuitive levels has you crossing the boundaries on the inside-outside , but you have an emergency button called ego which presses the fear button. can't go beyond your limitations! Stay limited! 08:41 In here, what we're doing is un-filtering . You are sitting here to un-filter your perception your knowing of a limited box that you are seeing that you have put yourself in.Expansion requires what you are to move to the next.
You are seeking in some way the current of God , the current of God-consciousness. The current of That.In everything you do , no matter what it is you are seeking the pure current of God You are seeking Source Code. What you are seeking is the singularity of realisation, which actually illumes the whole of creation already.
When you turn around you are like salmon going back to from where you were spawned. You are going up against the down current of believed apparently perceivable experiences ,repetitive experience. Lazily one just follows the norm. Duality is exactly what is coming home to what one is, the ground of it all.You must discern duality from what you are. Silence ., without doing anything , moves as Light and energy in a holy instant of creation and dissolution. A flickering. This is but a flicker of a candle. beautiful poetry..absolute Reality.
With a little quietness, which is the ground of it all..whatever one is is aware of being aware and that that arises from it and returns. It's he dissolution of the distraction of I am this or I am that . It dissolves in Being realising aware. It has been the ground of this retreat and it has been the constant pointing to the ground of Awareness. In the practice of The Form that is the sole movement of it all that there is no 'I' with some am sitting on the chair .The I am the am arose together. They are the same One arising. There is no this or that or this person over there or this person has done this to me . The subject and the object are the same one . Look a little deeper and the `whole cosmos is arising as this and a display to that that is Reality itself. Everything dissolves in Awareness. This moment arises and dissolves in pure Awareness being aware that it is aware. Even light comes from that. D5 S1
What makes you think that your body is You? Spiritual Laziness, makes you think that your body is You. Wanting comfort, wanting things to remain the same patterns...That's what make you think your body is you. Because your body is a divine vehicle, a Merkabah. It is able to go into transcendence and bring those frequencies down into humanity. Each one os us already exists in multi-dimensional planes of the one existence that is the Pure I. Each one of us already exists on each level because we ARE the Totality. from 20 August session
“When we close our eyes, do you notice the Resistance? - the belief that there is someone looking into the Deep, & that someone is a pattern looking into the black…So that Black then, can only be a limitation of the mind that creates an image…Feel the energy of the body… That body is sensation is energy…. Can only appear from the black… So whilst there’s still someone who’s having an image, looking into the black… the body will be the limitation of that image and the one who believes it’s perceiving and looking into the black…. so the body becomes the living image of that level of perception”As you’re looking into the black, and you’re feeling the body, notice how there are times when you make a decision from the very same place, but you think you’re doing something else… what you’re actually doing, is making a measurement, making an image, and that appears as the feeling of your body now…The deeper you’re able to dissolve this centre, this imageThe body can only vibrate at the level where you as an image, or a habit, have completely disappeared…At death you’ll do this, apparent death.At death you’ll enter another body as it were on other levels, according to how you perceived directly what you are.& in very much the same way, whilst you have this human body, you can travel the universe, in another kind of body that’s not physical as it were… And you can even have another body which is a body of light, and travel the Divine worlds…And the more you’re clear about this whilst having a human apparent body, an alignment happens - when you realise you’re more than any body - you’re the light from which all bodies are made possible… you’re Source.This is what one is doing in this apparent human life right now……and you do it now… you can simply fall apart of all energies… Not cling to one of them… and you will fly, you will flow…It’s a strange thing to realise apparently that God who, not knowing him / herself is subject to the limitation of mind which s/he looks through.But that’s not the ultimate truth. God - or you and I - is not subject to the limitation of mind…But the limitation, or level of mind, is subject to our realisation of that that I Truly Am.That is the case, that is the way, that’s what this is about - a raising up.…What is it that you want folks? Habit, or try immediacy of your Love. From 20 August 2023 - Sunday Session
I invite you to take a breath with me as we close our eyes. And see it's very natural for the natural appearance of boundaries such as my body, your body, his body, her body, Earth body, tree body, cat body, sofa body, all disappears. And as it disappears as we close our eyes, contraction ends because there's no need to draw lines, no need to have shape. And entirely different river of depths opens up.
There's the natural softening in, threads of identification dissolve, and the living essence of Presence begins to fill.
Relaxing in being, relaxing in being. As you relax in being, new opportunities are landing in spaciousness, for a Source, you're always called to say 'Hello' to your Self, to love your Self, to greet your Self, to give your Self, to be new, to be open, available. And you so love that openness for it's pure You.
And you recognise the fruit of that openness in this manifest realm of yours, wild love. And you learn to drop the images of your fathers, fathers, mothers, mothers, because you're realising, you're your own father mother, son daughter. And such fulfilment begins to move as You and you love sharing that fulfilment.
And see your new life, hear your new life, smell your new life, taste the new life, cleansing the biometrics spheres of expression, the real hu-man. You are the creator, you do manifest, you do restore, you do bring forth. You are Reality but you come from You to You to realise You. This serves the whole of the Cosmos for it is You in any living way, all living ways. You are Pure-Self-Love.
So done by a somebody, that inner work is the depth and breadth of your own allowance to be aware of it all. You are wild love.
And by this simple resting and recognition of What You Deeply First Are, you transform and build new life-forms that give living reflections of the deep beyond you are exploring. Here, it manifests to give you taste, sight, sound, vibration, feeling of the invisible You, that you may know your Self and realise What You Are and travel deep fearlessly into your unborn nature.
Here, you can just open your eyes or not as you want, that means looking after your perception of thinking, doing, seeing, how you move, how you relate, looking after the energetics of this moment, not living from pattern that seems to be the hand me down of space-time appearing as mother, father, son, daughter.
You're no longer interested in living someone else's pattern because you're realising you're the One.. and yes, individualised and yes only One. This is the mystery. To realise you are building the unseen, made present as this Universe. This day, this moment, fearlessly, wonderfully alive, which means harmonious, naturally present, still, nothing to lose or gain but so rich, so rich.
It's so, so easy to get familiar with the breath until you're suffocating, so easy to get familiar with food until you have none, so familiar for you to get familiar with the sky until there is none, so easy to get familiar with life until it's taken, so easy to get familiar with this Earth, with the companions in this life, with all things. And all that familiarity is not on the outside, that familiarity my friends, is you being familiar with You.
There is no cause and effect. The Universe simply mirrors to you the full embodied living of you whether you live life fully as a wild love finding the Beloved seeking the Beloved, realising the Beloved or whether you just live the normal images in your mind, not seeing that they are actually just that.. images, fake apparitions, a ghost.
It is You that has no beginning and no end, it is You that is the only singularity, the only event unfolding itself in the here and now. It's so easy to just store and store images, not realising what this instrument does and even what it's made of. For you to keep your heart, your mind, your belly all deep reservoirs of the Beloved absolutely aligned and in tune.. with no right or wrong, please I'm not speaking of right or wrong, I'm speaking of You realising You.. never getting familiar.. that you need a certain thing to be You.
So, easy just to fall into a limited reality when You are the vibrant Soul of the Universe, who's light sheds and carry's worlds upon worlds. And without travelling you do have the possibility of opening to greater depths of What You Are. And here is just one very wonderful place to birth on the Earth more of the deeper levels you are realising. But there are other levels of You birthing other levels of You, which would actually outshine this level unless You outshine this level by remembering Who You Are. Then this level is not outshined, it is the shining.
You are shining the sun, You are shining the stars. It's happening naturally. But to realise it and respond to this, this knowledge, this gnosis. So, you see to, as it were, partake in gnosis you have to understand your need to know your Self. And to know your Self you're going to need compassion otherwise you won't be able to love your Self. And certainly, you won't be able to love another as your Self because another is your Self, for there's only one Self.
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Awareness does not use perception to be aware of itself, that's the beauty. Awareness being aware that it's aware is the end of the phenomenon of creation. It's immediately Reality Itself. That's the strange thing. And because the brain is so functioned in the cells of the human body, you've got to realise that this instrument is incredible because it contains all the information of God. All the information of God. And I mean information of God we know is not the kind of information we often see as information. In other words, all the codes of the entrance of God are sewn into the body quite naturally. Quite naturally.
So, when Awareness is being aware of being aware, it's the end of creation. There is no creation. It's immediately The Self. Now this is a strange thing and I can only speak from this from my own experience; in the moment that is, because it doesn't happen, it's What Is, a light shines forth created by Awareness being Aware, which we call The Self, a light shines forth and all the dimensions of the dimensionless Self form from light to manifestation in a Holy Instant.
So, the more Awareness returns to being aware of being aware, creation is renewed with a blink of an eye or a breath. It's the truth. But to find that out you have to live this and you have to be strong enough and courageous enough not to use all the implants, imprints of our society, our culture and the belief that you need to know yourself on a phenomenal level. No, you need to know What You Are as the Source of it all, because then the phenomenal level walks in the complete glory and wonder of the One who truly is. And you can talk to the birds and they will answer you and you can talk to the trees or even a blade of grass and a blade of grass will turnaround to you and say "I know I'm a contraction of You". In that moment that's called renewal. So, if you can forget yourself, you realise The Self and remake your Self in the blink of an eye. Most of us are taught to have memory and camera's so that we can take pictures of the past and think we existed then. No, we only exist Now. 220501
I look at that beautiful room that you're in... allow the plants to speak to you, the plaster that's falling off the wall over there, let that speak to you as well. It doesn't say 'repair me', it says 'see me'.
Let phenomena speak to you, not as phenomena but as a reflection of where phenomena come from because a phenomenon has that capacity. Any phenomenon is only phenomenal because of the spaciousness of the presence of Awareness.
There is nothing that is in this room that's not the manifestation of Awareness. So, when you include all the background in everything and not divide then you'll see everything lives as living Awareness. There is nothing separate. So, un-practise the world in oneself, un-practise it. So, however it is that you go to sleep, that's the way. Go to sleep awake.
Find, as we close, in one short sweet breath, you return without going anywhere. One short sweet breath and you're returned whole.
The wonderful thing is; if you let the Silence work, there's a shift of everything, there's a shift of inspiration, there's a shift of aspiration, a shift of intention, a shift of direction. Everything shifts when you let Silence work and it always upgrades everything to a brighter light than includes all of life. It never says, 'that's not it', it includes it all, and that's what's happening on this apparent planet, an inclusion. But no matter where another is, everything is included in this life that's discovering its own infinite capacity and power.
B: But one can limit oneself, we started with this, by identification with the phenomenal body-mind. One can limit yourself thinking that your body-mind shouldn't be felt to be a limit. The answer is inner rest, openness, relaxation is it, is the answer. But as you relax more within, funny thing is, there's more to do without. That's where Shakespeare got those famous words.. 'much to do about nothing'. Thank you.
It's actually a beautiful play when you really look at things. Imagine a blade of grade being told it's a contraction. "Blade of grass, you are a contraction". Imagine an apple being a contraction, imagine a mountain being a contraction, imagine a star being a contraction because that's what they are. They are a contraction of the expansion coming to a fine point of experiencing What It Is. At first that grass, that apple, that star, that mountain identifies with, its a mountain, it's a star, it's an apple, it's a blade grass on a lawn in a Universe, in a range of mountains.. it separates itself and being a centre.
B: By and by it begins to relate, that the mountain relates that all the meadows and the rivers and everything around it are also one with it. There's no over there and over here. It's all What I Am. The apple begins to relate to the tree, to the dirt, to birds that even eat it, and the apple begins to relate to all that there is. Each contraction leads inevitably to an expansion and every expansion leads to a more wonderful contraction. From finite to infinite, to infinite to finite.. it's a dance of opportunity.
Eventually the ego system drops away and you realise the dance of it all. Contraction, expansion, same thing. Something, nothing, same thing. Over there, over here, same thing. That's what you begin to realise. You absolutely know you've gone mad and everybody thinks you've gone mad and you are wonderfully mad!
There's nothing that's not a taste of one's own Awareness. When we really begin to see life like this it becomes exciting, fulfilling and enriched and can expand.
Everything is the taste of Awareness. There are no opposites. That's living a really full life. If you as a cell of this level, the body of this level, the source of this level realise that, then clearly the cell of this level, the body of this level, the source of this level infuses this level with the living truth and builds this level differently.. not because it's wrong but because it grows. The strange thing is about that, you partake in its growth, you partake in watering its growth but then you must let it go.. that you ever succeeded in helping this level grow. You must let it go, if you want to remain deeply realising depths of your infinite love and capacity.
So, if you're really being stretched at this moment, it's because, not that there's a because, but it's because you're being called to your next level of capacity, which means you're called to take more of the world's phenomena on, inside of what appears to be your Awareness. But you are Awareness, Awareness, you're not somebody.
When Awareness is aware of being aware, there is not even perception, there's just Source being Itself. And to the mind, that is empty but it's full of being aware. We can find that out as Awareness while we appear to have form.
We will definitely find out when the body drops away because when anything drops away Awareness is behind it all. It's very good for you to get that. Whatever drops away, Awareness is behind it all. Realise being aware, Awareness. It's more than the phenomenal objects, which play the game of Awareness realising it's aware.
So, the opportunity that's presented every moment to Itself, Awareness, this is just one tiny speck of Reality, which within this tiny speck of Reality contains all Reality is. Total paradox.
Objects, perception and space. Objects, perception and space. At some point, Awareness started to objectify its experience of being aware. You can see it in a child. They don't objectify experience, everything is quite spontaneous. But then there comes this moment when they begin to objectify experience and everything becomes 'mine'. Remember this one? We were discussing objects, perception and space.
Now if you look at objects, you can see that any object that you can see, you can know when you perceive it, when you identify with it, or whether it is You speaking to You. You can see, so we're speaking as Awareness, whether you identify with an object.. it's over there and it's mine.. whether you perceive an object, but there's something different about it, which leads to that object being in the innermost of You, speaking to You on the outside, opening You to being aware of being aware.. and of that, that's, as it were, unlimited within your Awareness that appears as the Cosmos, or appears as your body, or appears as life or appears as other.
So, have a look at this once again because it's leading to somewhere if we can get there in this session.
Is an object an object? Mostly when something is just an object, it's because some part of us believes it's mine. When an object is not an object, in other words there's no objectives, the perception of the object is beyond objectives and that's when the innermost speaks to you from outside. So, the Cosmos is speaking to you from within itself appearing to be outside. So the Cosmos, the form of the Cosmos, is the invisible cosmic state speaking to You its Source from the outside.
And even in the brain, there's levels within the brain called mirror neurones. So, these mirror neurones, most people don't ever get to exercise because we so believe that what we see is separate from what we are. We don't see everything as a mirror. But there's mirror neurones and they begin to activate when Awareness begins to be more aware of being aware than totally objectifying or identifying with objects.
When this completely, Jesus put it "when your insides turn out and your outsides turn in", when this begins to really happen, everything falls apart. When it is falling apart, because now the fixed position of objects no longer relate to the subject, 'I'.. and so there can be fears that arise. And often when we get to that stage fears arise and we grab for the known, or at least it's the mind grabbing for the known. But that's a door to the unknown and the unknown is the one who's listening to these words now, Reality.
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And as we close our eyes, Awareness may buzz or vibrate the feelings of softness and openness or even holding, all only possible because of Awareness or as Awareness. So, I invite you to just come for a moment, just relax and notice that phenomenal body is buzzing differently, Check it out Awareness. But as you're checking out this phenomenal body buzzing, isn't there a brightness about this, a wholeness about this, that that has no beginning or end, is that not Reality, that that I already am?
So that buzzing or that sensation, is it just buzzing, just sensation or is that buzzing, that sensation the energetic movement of the manifestation of the invisible? And that buzzing is the universal body manifest and energetic. That buzzing is this human body manifest and energetic. The buzzing is not just buzzing, it's the movement of the power of Awareness where natural expression occurs from nowhere creating and returning, somehow knowing itself in the singular movement.
Would it not then make sense that when Awareness is purely aware of being aware that the next depth of its unseen levels buzz through Awareness and create new life, transformation, transfiguration? But if Awareness simply acts out of memory, acts out of patterned identity of thousands of years of formation, as it were, does it not simply become a prisoner of its own inability to know its ability? And isn't that a wonderful joke too? Prisoners by the belief of identification. That simple! That simple! New life pours out and fulfils by non-identification and we're thrilled at how that occurs. "I love that", we can say.
Finally, as it were, we come to the peak of your knowing understanding, which is not limited, one begins to realise the more I identify with images whatsoever, the more I limit or remake the same creation. The more I release images, settle deeply softly down into the greater depths of Awareness as myself, new life begins to shine and it even gives you a call before it arrives. "Hello, I'm coming". And you begin to see the movement of life as warm Awareness. Positive negatives have married in the sublime life of What Is. Society in you has fallen away but you may still play the game. Culture has fallen away but you still may play the game but you're free of it.
You are Infinite!
Discover you are Infinite in the simple moment of discovering you are aware of being aware, where all phenomena simply disappear. And in between, as it were, phenomena disappearing when I-Awareness am awake, my perception of What Is, is pure, bright, sharp, clear, loving for the entire Cosmos and the worlds beyond Cosmic Reality shine in each and every one of us as that!
So, quite simply put, is our life, our daily life just to do the same old drudgery, the same old limitation or is our life infinite and wonderful and yes sometimes appearing difficult to the small self as we ask it to open and match the Beingness I Am? But then we must love our Self for our Self to be able to open.
I do know this: There's nothing that you can put your hand to, your body to, your mind to, your intelligence to, your Awareness to, that does not vibrate throughout all worlds without beginning and end.
Phenomena shine through You, not through themselves. Open, practise opening and watch the Universe shine forth from true nature.
So, are we going to tune in as Awareness to this moment of opportunity, which is life? Are we tuning in this vehicle that is within our perception, so it's a vehicle of our perception, are we going to tune it into our highest deepest loves potentiality or just let it belong to a small birthdate?
Look Awareness, it's written here; do you remember the beginning, do you think there is an end? Are you evolving or is it the levels of intelligence that are evolving through You being aware? Turn everything inside out to know your true stateless state. You are immaculate. Love already!
Have you ever experienced anything die? Have you ever experienced anyone die? Have you ever experienced anything come and go?.. then you must be Awareness from which it comes from and which it returns to, and that will include this apparent body, and Awareness is either joyfully having the experience of, or falsely claiming to be itself. That's the levels where Awareness will awaken shaking its own ground out of its rootedness in the false but not making something that is wrong about it but quite natural as it awakens to its own infinite ability, power and grace and wonder.
So, somewhere in all of our lives right now, the roots of true Awareness can already see and know the 'next' that's coming in and the 'next' that's passing away without identification.. or at least, as it were, it practises feeling non-identification with that that passes through its blue, blue, black, black, white, white ground of being aware.
That's the same as saying; we cannot keep ourselves small or we will suffer. On the human level we will suffer. On the mental, emotional, psychological level we will extremely suffer.
We must move on, right where I Am for how could I be anywhere else?
And so this Infinite Awareness can cease fooling itself and embrace the feeling of limitation as a friend.. as a friend.. as a friend no matter where that feeling comes from. If it seems to come from another, if it seems to come from family, if it seems to come from a lover, if it seems to come from society, if it comes from one's own human mind, embrace that feeling of limitation that was not felt, more than likely in childhood. And certainly, our societies do not show us who we are and how we can transform the very Cosmos in the blink of our 'I' of Love.
Be interested in what's communing in You as You, as 'I' even. Right now, be interested in the communion, the communication. It's all that that You Are that didn't begin, that doesn't end and doesn't evolve. But everything that begins and everything that ends and all that that evolves is a movement of the depths of Awareness.. the display of Awareness, the timeless, spaceless display of Awareness, displayed in a mind that comes, that goes, that evolves all in a spaciousness that doesn't come, that doesn't go and doesn't evolve.
So, right now as we share this, the ability to perceive this is evolving is it not? The ability to see and know evolution is evolving. The moment Awareness identifies with that evolution, it traps itself in limitation of needing to evolve. The strange thing, you have to try this though, that when you're not trying to evolve but simply rest deeper, awake and alive, natural evolution, very natural moves. The moment that you've identified with that evolution you shrink. The more you leave it alone in spacious Awareness, the more it evolves.
And just like that first touch of whatever it was Awareness, for you identified with the phenomenon that comes from this spaciousness of Awareness, you're learning to let it go. And it's the letting go of the phenomena, the non-identification with the need of phenomena, the relaxed open spaciousness that Awareness realises its own Awareness begins to occur in that that doesn't not occur.
So somehow, when Awareness begins to awaken in simply being aware, 'I'm aware of being aware'.. that's Awakening. 'I'm aware I'm aware, I'm aware I am Awareness from which all phenomena arises and returns', and somehow there's some light, growth, movement there that opens and opens to What I already Am.
New phenomena arrives on many different levels whether it be of mind, whether it be of body, whether it be a feeling level, whether it be an energetic level, this phenomena of humanness naturally vibrates at a higher frequency and depth of Awareness realising it is aware and seeing through, as it were, the whole game of ever believing that you
Now it's very natural for Awareness in its so-called return to realise it is aware, outshines the world of phenomenon and false identity. Amongst that outshining, all as it were, distractions or falsehoods with no positives or negatives intended also show up. And to leave those energies of the belief that you ever did something that may shatter the idea of the energies that you have formed in your mind, in your body, in the Universe actually, that you are a somebody, begin to dissolve into the molten power of the Infinite Love Awareness already is.
And I'm suggesting, to be so aware of being aware is paramount in this beautiful day night of life because in this domain of phenomena there are patterns that are in the very cells of these bodies and the cells of all these forms that are ripe for change and ripe for the new. It's simply the identification with these patterns that hold these patterns where they are. So, when you have a society of culture that you've not investigated, does the culture come, does it pass, does it evolve?.. then it cannot be What You Are.
So, why would we listen to, when we are fully awakened, to the culture or the society and live what we are not? It's not a positive or negative attitude it's just a simple seeing. I-Awareness neither come nor go more evolve. But the wonderful thing is, I-Awareness can look at anything and it evolves immediately within What I Am. Immediately!.. just by seeing it as it is, just by being still enough, quiet enough in this Heart that is beyond the word. The entire Universe evolves within the presence of Awareness being aware.
Can you find where Awareness ends? No. Can you find where Awareness is evolving? No.
If you look at this.. that it is Awareness being aware that is knowing this.
Awareness, you know not where it comes from, you know not where it goes to and you know it doesn't evolve. If you look at this then look at life and its movement from the placeless place of being aware of being aware you now can see forms coming, you now can see forms going, you now can see forms evolving and moving, you now can see forms that are disappearing or collapsing, forms that are evolving and moving into a new place. You can also see forms that have not actually formed as yet but just like that moment, have to play this kind of game, when you were very young and the first thing that you tasted suddenly triggered a response of identity with form.
Now, what can take place instead of identifying with form no matter how much pleasure it apparently gives you in the belief that you are a form or of space or of time. As you sit quietly deeper and any belief system, you begin to see that you come from nowhere and you go to nowhere and you have no need to evolve. But everything that passes through, your Awareness grows, demonstrates what it is in your perception, evolves or falls away and passes away.
Somehow, all phenomena coming out of this unspeakable Awareness grows and evolves through Awareness being aware of being aware without identification with formed experience. Something incredible happens there. We call it Love. Love did not come from a somebody and does not come and go or pass away. Love does not come from space or time or forms of experience. Love is not beholding to any particular form of experience to be Itself, none whatsoever.
But those, and it's most of us, who get entangled with identification with phenomenal experience have built a body of distraction and illusion and we begin to believe as we build up this identity, identifying in other words with the phenomena that comes out of that that Awareness already is and we get distracted.. Awareness gets distracted into more and more and more and more forms of experience.. mental, emotional, sexual and so many different levels of identification. It's not so much the experience, it's the identification of experience.
When Awareness is simply still and aware that it's aware, then those beautiful geese flying in the sunset light that's so beautiful and red, those beautiful geese and the sunset are in Awareness fully felt, known, experienced as that that I am without any separation.
Do I Awareness, did I begin, do I end, do I evolve or does all that that begins and all that that ends, and all that that evolves, like intelligence for instance, does that not all come from and pass through What I Am?.. And is that not the delight of my Self for I Am The Self? So then the flower is me, the bee is me, it is all me, everything, whether seemingly through the mind positive or negative, nirvana or samsara, it's all What I Am. It is made of What I Am. 'I' am not coming, going or evolving but all that comes from Awareness and all returns to Awareness is the play of that that comes from the intimacy of What I Am. That movement is Love and it doesn't belong to anyone or anything. 1 May 2022
Is the body a manifestation of where I, the consciousness, am aligned to and what I believe in and what I respond to or is it a reaction? So, if we look at our lives can we feel and know the words we use to communicate something more meaningful, more gorgeous, more wonderful. Can we begin to slow down and consciously drop all the signatures of negativity. We have to discover what that would mean. Can I do this? I can't do this! Should I do this? What if I don't do this. Can we change all the negative vibrations? Can I do that, without the expectancy of wanting others to do it. But maybe if we are an example, maybe our bodies in the signature of our first vibration, like the one that you were born with, the alignment of I am That, maybe by being so open and clear about the words that you use, communicate your belief, but they also communicate what you want, what you want to manifest. We might not know or believe this but you've only got to check out your life and you'll see that your body's emotion moves according to your alignment with what you believe in. Now, if you look in these times right now, or any time, imagine a society that is programmed to feel certain ways of switching between positive and negative. Imagine, not that you have to imagine this, of course, but imagine if you could see how switching from positive and negative creates energy, but what it also does is create doubt, fear, anger, disturbance and mostly lack of self worth, switching between polarities. And when we switch over polarities like that our body manifestation belongs to a limited vibration and we're always then listening outside for something that can bring us to what we really want and what we really love. So we become slaves of swings of positive and negative, listening to the outside, waiting for something or someone or some situation outside to change the way we feel inside. Now let's have a look, are you ready? We know that, somehow the body and emotion has something to do with what we belong to or where we come from, you have to see if this is the truth, because this is exactly love's great reset because if the body and it's feeling sense is dependant on positive or negative charges, in other words polarity, then we create all the circumstances to manifest that vibration outside. Hence, we have a world as it is at the moment, locked down. And I'm endeavouring to say that, that is because we seem to lack the knowledge of what we deeply are and how the body is an instant manifestation, instant, the Now, and its emotion, it's charge, it's an instant manifest form of what we are connected with and where we come from.
So ...... inside, the body and outside, like a trinity, we experience literally what we belong to or where we come from and its instant. It looks like the world has been hanging around for thousands of years and it looks like I switch from one feeling to another and it looks like I dodge inside and out. If you keep seeing the inner, the body, the exterior, no wonder we are all confused, because we are looking for an emotional response, which is the instant of love, which is the instant of Now in our bodies. But we're looking for it through the outside and how we, Awareness, have tuned our bodies to swings of dualism, or positive and negative charges. We didn't have that as children .... Mostly, our bodies were the manifestation of our innocence, our love and the depths from which we come and the outside world always, in innocent consciousness is a living of inside out.
From: 210326 RESET-Retreat Reimagining the Universe as Yourself
Switching Between Polarities Pt2 - from- 210326 RESET
So, we can see that in our lives, to a great degree, we have an inherent belief that the outside will give us love and good feeling of certain people, objects or situations. So we receive our charge from forms that come and go. We receive our emotional body from that that keeps coming and going. Hence you've got a body polarised, moving from one to the other, one to the other. It has us always doubting that actually I am eternal and I am manifesting the Universe as myself here and now .... If there's something that you want, that you want something, it really doesn't matter what it is, but you want it and it's something that you have outside, you'll be looking for whatever it is outside to match the emotion in your body. And if you don't find it you'll have to have a negative charge ..... If outside conditions determine your state of being you are going to be very, very lost and your manifestation depends on thoughts and feelings that are objectified as exterior and not your own eternal power in the depths of your interior. Now when I say depth I'm talking depth is here right now appearing as this moment and all is inclusive in it. And that kind of alignment of knowing you are eternal and knowing actually you are manifesting this moment and both the Cosmos and the body is the instant manifestation of your eternal light and presence. Thats what it actually is, then there is no need of objects although they come. There's no need of other reflection although it comes, completely aligned with what you fully are in your own signature of being. When we're letting go of all those key words for us: 'I can, I can't, I mustn't, should I', all those switches of doubting who you are, which configures the energy of the body emotionally in to positive or negative charges, swing according to whether you believe you have what you want. When you are finally done with that, I won't ask you if you are finally done with that, but, are you done with that?
Awareness, you must be true to knowing, not knowledge. Knowledge is the space-time identification with events and polarities. I'm talking of direct knowing. So it's like being here right now, you're able to be knowingly aware and resonant and stable in what you're knowing. You are able to hear you know and its not knowledge, it's not something that you've gathered. It's actually beyond your mind. So right now then, you're needing to focus your attention on being knowingly aware. It's more in the resonance than the words, because if you can hear this you don't need your mind to know you know for you are eternal presence. But when you know you know directly, not only is it possible for knowing to realise it's own light, but you can't get that to happen, you be true to knowing and that knowing opens all the inner doors and all the outer doors and knowing forms as you and this life here and now. And through that, whoever you are, whoever we are, I say we're knowingly aware, we are Awareness itself, Source itself, we learn to distinguish between knowledge, the pattern veiling what we are and knowing, the light that makes all this possible. And it's not only our source connection, it's what we first are. Being true to knowing, you see this moment exactly as it is without colouration. You realise your inherent freedom. I say you must really want to realise what you are, that is the same as saying realise God, realise Source, or realise Self. It has to be so valuable to you that the whole universe would open up its mysteries to serve self-realisation. It's not something you're endeavouring to go and get and it's not something that you're leaving alone. It's your total practice and dedication to be utterly present here and now and spontaneous to what calls you, what moves you and what moves through you to form. That's why, if we're really clear about this you'll see in the kind of clarity in those moments when you truly are true to the depths of your own knowing, that knowing not only enlivens the body-mind, but you know even more, you exceed the depths of your knowing. There's even more of you to know and in the depths of knowing that moves possibilities within this Universe and certainly within the human life, to manifest that knowing as this life here and now and I suggest for all beings to be free. Deeply being true to knowing, it's natural for the abundance of what you are to arrive in this life, without you wanting, or needing, or seeking. It's just you being you and you inherit the entire Universe, for it's come out of you for you to realise you, Awareness.
From: 210529 MAY D1S2 - Stability in Beingness
We are able to communicate right now and really we are able to communicate through frequency and frequency makes this possible, energy makes this possible, consciousness makes this possible, technology is making this possible. None the less, what it all boils down to is frequency. So you could say right now you're hearing my voice on frequency, but could you not say you can hear the kettle boiling in the corner on frequency. Can you hear the car passing in the street via frequency. Are you not knowing your thoughts or your feelings, if they are your thoughts and your feelings. You can hear that on frequency. Who is receiving the frequency and who is sending it out? Can you actually hear the pot plant in the corner of the room? Frequency. Can you hear the spider that's running up your wall? Can you hear the frequency of a star that you gaze at? Can you hear the frequency of the moon? If we can't hear this, if, then we must be a slave to a limited idea of what we actually are. Ask yourself a question, are you willing to own up where your slavery is? No we're not going to right now soften what I've just said by 'Let's meditate first because we need to soften.' No, I'd like to just go right there because going right there is where love is, because love is not a frequency, it's the ground in which existence is.
So can you acknowledge truly, can you acknowledge you know even the frequency of the wall of your house? You know the frequency of the door thats asks to be fixed. That wasn't a man statement! That's just a truth. Can you see that there is nothing for you but frequency? Every level of you as the absolute awareness speaking to you as it's source that once again can you hear that? If you can hear that you're either letting go of this slave to myself idea, this slave to other idea, that's not to blame any other, this slave to my thoughts, this slave to my feelings, this slave to my history, this slave to my future. Are you the slave? Or are you the Source? It doesn't mean you are going to start performing miracles because quite clearly you can see when you are no longer a slave, the miracle is called life and that life is the life that is here now as I. I am the miracle. All that I experience is the miracle, of the frequencies and the play of that frequency as both inner worlds and seemingly outer forms. Are they two, the inner worlds and the outer forms? Or are they one, are they slaves or are they resounding frequencies of original nature and freedom?
So, whilst we tune in to the myriads of possible frequencies that make it possible for the Absolute to see itself as multi-dimensional colours such as us, we, you and I. This is frequency dancing, this is frequency in its ultimate pleasure the dance of what it is as Source. But this dance is so deep! It's not refined to an instrument of sense perception, that's the slave mentality. Have you got to the edge of being a slave? Is that really burning out? Through many different ways, through being over this idea that you think it's you that's thinking. That you are the one thinking thoughts, but they are just thoughts thinking themselves. Have you got over feeling the feeling as if it tells you anything other than feeling is feeling a feeling? Are you over that now?
Our Relationship is with Source
You can't just play games with Essence or if you want to call it spirituality… That it's just another form of entertainment, that it's just another form of life… It's far more than that. It's your essential nature.
As you head into it and you're very clear about diving into a meaningful life, then you'll be raised beyond your sense perception. That means that gives your sense perception opportunity to shift and reshape mentally, emotionally, psychologically and all relationships will change because basically our relationship is with Source. It might look like your relationship is with outside, with thoughts or feelings, with others but actually your relationship is with Source as your Self.
S4 NY 2122Retreat
Personal Pain Is you Disagreeing with Reality as Your Self
Do you realise personal pain is your disagreement with your own realisation of your essential nature? Do you realise personal pain is your own disagreement with realising you're so much more than just physical, mental or emotional? Your pain is your disagreement with Reality as your Self. That's your pain. Therefore, you're disagreeing with what you have called yourself to turn into.
Imagine a caterpillar who sees itself as a butterfly but won't go into the cocoon stage, the chrysalis. It's going to be a bit messy. So really look at this. Let's look at this disagreement with the realisation of Reality as our deeper pull to transcend this world, I'm not talking about the Earth, the idea that we're somebody and all the structures that this world invents.
Rather like Jesus Christ said: “I'm in the world and not of it".
That's the same as saying: I have small-self form but I am not of it, it is of What I Am. I'm already in transcendence of it but I include it, for it is the possibility of manifesting That, that I am in the mirrors, multidimensional mirrors of Cosmic Divine Reality.
S4 Version 1
can we can we begin to agree, that means not you and me, but You with You agree that you're here for your highest potentiality, for your deeper realisation, even if that rocks the boat of your human structure body-mind identity. You're here to live that fully and absolutely for You and for all beings to realise their own inherent freedom.
The Room
If you jumped into a cat you'd have a different perspective of this room, if you jumped into a friend you'd have a different perspective of this room, if you jumped into an alien you'd have a different perspective of this room.
What is this room? Life without the furniture. That's What I Am, this 'I' that's listening to these words now. Life without the furniture. What does that mean? It means Pure-Awareness is not furniture or content, it's more than space, indescribable Awareness that is the Ground of All Being before the room starts to apparently fill with life, being and form.
To return now to the room is You being true as the space from which even the Cosmos and the deeper Divine Realms come out of. And somehow however you've done this, your body describes the whole inner, outer journey and return. That's what your body describes. The moment nothing became everything is what your body describes and you'll return into the room without identifying with the furniture. It's called Love.
You're not here to stay small, you're here to be the glory of Love Itself.
S4 NY Retreat 21 To 22 1
Are we individually, am I ready, am I, are we, collectively ready to own up and to own up to the truth that this old world is passing away very rapidly.
Sunday 9 January 22
part of a meditation from the new year 's Retreat with B
And here, whoever we are, is learning to allow all that opens to open regardless of levels of experience. For this is information energetically moving also as life through whatever awareness is. And here, somehow, we learn to allow information to flow without the need to understand or pick or choose.
Let the body rest, let everything rest, which means you're not looking for rest.. there could be unrest in your rest but the knowing of unrest in your rest, is rest. And as you rest, energy flows regardless of choice. Levels of unrest in Awareness.. Awareness, meet those levels in unrest, don't push them away. That's an invitation of death to saturate your unrest levels. So, welcome the unrest levels and those unrest levels will be saturated in death, which leads to life.
It's like the body has become a tree and this tree has many levels to it and many branches to it and some levels are flowering, some levels are budding, some levels have fruit and other levels are decaying and be happy or full with the whole tree as it is.
Long deep full in breath and out breath and just become the silent watcher of it all. Whatever you are is learning to flow in it all, as it all but also to know levels of it, a branch, a fruit, a flower, a bud and even the decay without specialising in any of it but letting it be, fully felt, known. From this Awareness, can experience the field of energy, the field of light. It can experience levels growing, revealing, shedding. Neither play with it, nor leave it alone. Utterly be with it as openness itself. In this whoever I, we are, deepens but, as it were, allow death to take care of new life.
The informational field is your body. It extends far more than just your family or even the human family. The deeper you go into this moment the informational field in your body will change. That will show up in many different ways. Disturbance in the mental field, upheaval in the emotional field, in the energetics field, in relationships both inside and out. It all gets wonderfully disturbed to be met and balanced with you realising What You Are, from such harmonics as realising What You Are.
I remember this quote from JC, "many are called but few come", which means to me loosely translated, "everyone is God, or all are Gods but very few want to realise that. Very few want to be the power and the glory and the wonder and have no, as it were, past and future. In other words, burn with death the idea that you ever existed in any other moment than now but you will enter space-time history not only of your apparent body-mind structure-culture but you will enter the Earth and the Universe and begin to unfold records or recording that's beyond your known identification. In short, you'll not be knowing you as you used to. You'll be realising more and more what you believed was you is just passing information.
And then there's something more I want to invite in this time of great change I'm suggesting to you. Can you sit with another or others and allow the breaking down of the known in others, completely and absolutely come through your space? Because you are realising that this breaking down is actually the opening up to greater reality and that we're not actually here for ourselves, we are here for that that is our original nature. So to completely and absolutely open and feel this dimension with everything going on is your entrance into greater reality.
But to move on this level, trying to avoid or get out of this 3rd dimension we're not actually realising that this 3rd dimension is so much more than three dimensions. The higher reality shines here right now, but higher reality makes immense changes to our experience of our impressions it invites us to completely flow like a river. And somehow as we begin not to push away this moment of life no matter how it appears, it's natural to awaken in to greater reality, very natural. And the body begins to open up the codes of supreme reality and the body begins to awaken within it the memory the ancient memory that you have not just existed as a human you have existed as other beings throughout the Cosmos. That you have a wealth of experience and of how the Cosmos works and what your heart is for and what your mind is for and what your hand is and that you can move a finger and the entire Cosmos feels your movement, knows your movement and knows you as Itself. So somehow in how you respond to this moment you're reminding all beings throughout the Universe of our true nature. You are a valued part of the evolution of the entire Cosmos and to awaken to that not only has you realising what that means in life, that has you opening to your own true nature. And you're invited to grow and move in being and the power you gave to self-image and the power we gave to the ideas perpetuated in this world are transform. Not just for you as an individualised power, but for all beings that become blessed simply because you're realising what you are. Life becomes very, very different. We actually begin to realise we are not a human machine living a pattern, we are light and love creators expressing original nature. And often as new power opens up within our intelligence things begin to change in how we see ourselves and others and how we live our life. And deeper integrations begin to take place because we've always wanted to discover that not only are we one with God, because we are that, but we are individual creators able to create what our soul really is, as a living being. We begin to understand what we're all cleaning up in the psychic pool of misidentification and instead of fearing each other we begin to heal ourselves and each other in remembering who we are.
D1S2 NY RETREAT
D1 S1 New Year's Retreat 21
Is the key to life or love simply letting information pass through? Is the key to life to simply allow information to pass through, although that information may manifest as an action. Can information moving as an action ever be you, this is a question, but information is just passing through right now. How deep can you go in your ability to know that information, without identification, although it may move as a flow having a structure? So this is the key I'm suggesting to you, one key to a life without beginning and end. Is information passing through this space called 'I' right now? And somewhere I choose to hold onto certain information, deny other information and try to find information I want to have and is that called in truth 'suffering'? So, we do know that there is so much information just passing through the airwaves of what's being transmitted on this planet. But is there information of the entire cosmos and every being within the cosmos, in experience, passing through right here right now? And that the body is an informational field of such vibration most of that information doesn't touch a human being, because maybe a human being tends to only search for the known, only search for its polarity of like and dislike. Therefore builds an image, an identity through like and dislike and never actually experiences the entire cosmos alive in this moment. I hope that's not too much for you, because if it is you just might die only to realise what was just transmitted. Just like when, apparently, you and I were born. If you were mother, father or whoever was holding that child, you were just holding the Cosmos in your womb, in your arms. The whole Cosmos is living through a newborn baby child form structure, without any interpretation whatsoever. I'm suggesting that is the potential of every human being on this planet to completely utterly feel the Cosmos and not divide it into an 'us' and 'them' an inside and an outside, a 'this' or a 'that'. Somehow to experience this moment actually as it is regardless of structured pattern of identification in the mind or held in the body, to actually experience completely the felt experience of Now is ultimate death, realisation and new birth in this moment. Giving whoever we are access to multi-dimensions of it's own pure nature undivided feeling, undivided perception, undivided knowing, all springing from not needing to know.
You got to really want God or Truth or whatever it is that you know that 'what you are' is already That..and it doesn't come wrapped with particular signs. The sign is that you are already alive, you have consciousness and ability, that you breathe ..that is a sure sign that you are Essence.
If you really want to realise what you are, then stay open for what that is... constantly. Not as effort but as Love ..then the blackbird is going to sing it, the fish are going to wriggle it in the water, the breeze is going to blow it and someone who can pick up the guitar and play great music is going to touch your soul. there is nothing but God alive here.
from Sunday 10 October 2021
If you want the Good Life, feel it now with your body, see it now with your eyes, know it now with your heart! And that, if you want to call it a practice , is your moment to moment living recognition.
Otherwise we are just living the past , lived by the past, lived by the future, which is just the past..
But you want to live utterly as Freedom. Freedom is not having what you want. Freedom IS you. You don't need anything and yet you will have it all for you are Love. You are Reality.
12 SEP 21
from a conversation in satsang ...
"The earth is perfect but the world is imaginary. Anything that is imaginary has a beginning and an end . So the imaginary sense of self is what's dying and the universe will make sure the imaginary sense of self will die. What that will do ...that will bring about the unimaginable True Self rise for those beings that are preparing their consciousness to real to them what they are.
So none of this can finish ..what we're experiencing until more of the ground of the next level of Being is laid in the psyche. Because it's true the old world will not come back, but the New Earth is definitely awakening. A new heaven ( new consciousness) a new earth ( a new form of that consciousness) a new way ..each and every individual awakened to their true nature having real form , universal form. Don't expect it to ever be the same again ..but do find out what you are..but you won't come to an end of that ..finding out what you are. Yes...death is good...death and life go hand in hand ...
Satsang 12 September 21
CLIP 12 SEP 21
You consciousness can discover what you are at root. Then life becomes fresh and and new and you'll watch struggle and conflict end in the tide that goes out appearing as our earth, our brothers, our sisters ..including the brothers and sisters within the universe.
Remember who you are . Have nothing to do with struggle or conflict. It's a lie. Have everything to do with the recognition you are Love and abundant already..Smell it ! Taste it ! Feel it ! Be it! ...and watch the miracle.
Like right now don't just feel the field..BE the field...recognise the field..see how the field in its recognitions stills all the instruments of perception and Awareness awakens to itself.
See there 's no need to think. Being is IT. This is coming home. This is healing those inner conflicts we haven't recognised that are ruining our life. This is coming home. Watch how the body-mind responds to You as Source. I am surrounded by the brightness, the goodness, the wholeness I AM . I am utterly abundant and free. I am utter brightness. Infinite, eternal. I recognise this to be the true, the real state of all beings. It's time to come home ..and truly be a universal being and also recognise you are Source .
Move just one iota away from this is like a builder that has 3 cm off on the wall and down further it is 3 meters off..`
Be true and your life will be true - no conflict , no struggle . Abundant pure lovely beautiful You. The earth hears this. Your body knows this. Your body then becomes this incredible loving power that shows you how the universe works, that shows you the frequencies and the dance of the frequencies throughout the universe and how your mind becomes the instrument of the Beloved as the beloved for you ARE the beloved. Everything else is unreal, untrue and a lie. This is a New Humanity.
12 SEP 21 CLIP
One image, many mirrors in the universe. Light bouncing everywhere to find itself, until one has no need to control how light bounces or reflects... ..and we just realise what we are. We become so simple and so settled, we have no need to control anything because now we're not an image.
Clip from satsang 12 SEP 21
The world is showing everybody: "Don't be the Truth", because that is the end of the world. It's actually the end of conflict. Because without world there is no conflict , there is the living earth, a the vibrant universe and a heart that's beaming with original Love. No matter what we do, if we don't recognise our own inner conflict, it definitely brings conflicting circumstances into our life, into our world, into our business, into our societies. That's how it happens and I AM the source of that. This 'I' is the source of conflict or the source of Love and clarity.
There is no outer conflict. That is quite something to teach the kids, quite something to bring into life.
Conflict is: I'm living a pattern. Conflict is: "I do want you to tell me this, this and this because I have conflict in me and my conflict is I must put it onto you because without it I have to face my pattern." So I put it onto some other situation. But truth is, "No, there is a pattern in me that I must burn out, face, empty, because I can no longer live in conflict with my inner state and my outer manifestation. I must no longer divide two and be in conflict. I must live this pure life of Being, which is not an ideology, not an idea. I must do it, even if it hurts family even if it hurts friends, even if it hurts the government..no matter who it might hurt ..it is not actually hurting them for they must also be living conflict.
I am asking the question are you living in conflict with your own need to live yet another pattern because you have pain in the past but now you are going to live that pattern and you can expect further conflict. Because you can't lift the past without facing it again and it being far more. You must see the truth of this, then you won't have conflict but it does mean you wont live a pattern. And in not living a pattern you will immediately be the presence of openness, Pure Life Now.
Out come all your old ideas of what you think you need to do to be free, when you're already free.
How strong are those patterns that threaten us with a gun of conflict . You don't want conflict, don't face the pattern and allow the pattern to live you. This just speaking the truth, not against anything, it is is just clearly the truth. You have conflict then clearly you have identified with a pattern. The world is conflict and pattern, the earth is not. The earth is wildness aliveness and expression that is natural - no conflict.
12 SEP 21 COMM
The practice of The Form is that when you're dancing you're actually moving in the great nothing. But moving in the great nothing ..you would open your eyes and the great nothing has become the great everything ..or at least this instant of body-mind functionality. Instantly, from the great nothing there is the great everything - existence!
So when you move in The Form you must feel the entire body, although from that place it is not a body. From that place the most you could say is it is pure awareness, pure consciousness, pure energy.
B from 19072021 NZ community meeting
The relating has to do this triangle ..until you only relate ..not to your sense of self, not to the environment but to What You Are at the pinnacle of the pyramid, Consciousness itself.
Stillness is the way. That's why at the very core of the practice of The Form... you're not a movement of somebody. Have a look, you are a profound movement of Awareness. Discover that in the practice of The Form. There is nobody bowing down. There is nobody that is coming up. There's nobody holding anybody's shoulders ..there's nobody moving around..You're Awareness. Completely. You're the spaciousness and yet you're the spaciousness moving throughout the words of form, because all the form is arising in your Awareness. When you get that in the practice of The Form , that affects how you relate to what appears to be outside and what appears to be inside. Suddenly the speed of your perception can reach a peak frequency of 'first light' and that's registered here not only as goodness but as: 'I am the Self. ', possibly even realisation.
from 4 July - community
FIND OUT MORE ABOUT THE FORM : realitypractice.org
Leave the experiencer quietly alone. Breathe that for a moment. Leave the experiencer who arrives in your awareness quietly alone. Its not what you are. Some people will say that’s quite an ask. But reality is quite simple. In anything that disappears in your experience it can’t be you. Without seeking, you are looking for you, without seeking. What am I. who am i. So to leave the experiencer quietly alone, we may just realise in this that often we go off in our belief systems and maybe we haven’t really seen they are belief systems but we believe in them so adamantly that they become real for us. We don’t really truly get curious about what we deeply are and are what we believe in or give power to. So all this requires deeper commitment to realise and to grow your ability in able to respond to the deeper levels of your knowing.
That means your daily life is a gym to realise what you are. In other words you stretch the muscles of your longing to realise what you are. You stretch the muscles of your passion to love the one that truly is. You stretch those muscles. You stay with it. Like for instance when we wake up in the morning, and you could say to yourself, leave the experiencer alone, quietly leave the experiencer alone. During the day, just pause and leave the experiencer alone. Now I am suggesting to you, as you leave the experiencer alone, although there can be a lot of discomfort in leaving the experiencer alone because the experiencer wants to go and get and solve the experience it doesn’t want and it wants to go and get the experience it does want. That’s the movement of duality. Basically, that’s hidden suffering.
When you leave the experiencer alone, although its uncomfortable, particularly in the sense perceptor body, particularly in the mind but more than likely in the emotions and nervous system. You can begin to practice transparency. That’s your ability to feel and know the body and as you feel and know the body look to see that the one who sees and feels and knows the body is actually beyond the body. The quieter you become, the more still you are, you will see that as you feel and know and see the body, you’re the one beyond the body. And there begins to be transparency. That transparency has to be brought into your everyday life. That you begin to leave alone the little details that the experiencer wants to get into nitty gritty details. How many times have you experienced that? That’s what the experiencer wants to do but if you just sit back a little bit more and you have honestly practiced not taking the hand of the experiencer and running with it, you begin to see that you are the one that’s watching all this, just behind sense perception. And it will go deeper than this.
From: 210530 2day MAY D2S2 Leave the Experiencer Alone
What if the meaning to exist is only about realising what you are. And from that comes a waterfall of possibilities, where whoever this is begins to discover what it is. If there is any meaning, and the highest service is to realise what you are amongst everything that seems to be happening, because what you are looking for, what you want is stability. I'm going to ask you a question: how stable is this world, please? How stable is it? Is there anywhere in this world that you can go and it's going to remain the same? How stable is anything in your life? Really, on the outer sphere, how stable is that? Or is that all passing away? So where is the stability? Is it within me or am I that stability? That is the direct path. So do things give you stability, does the world give you stability? Does your mind give you stability? Do your emotions give you stability? Does anything really give you stability? If you put a focus to something you might find stability but that stability will be you, not what you are doing. And you can head towards doing things that give you a sense of stability but you want to realise stability itself, which is you Awareness, knowingly realising itself.
When I am not directly knowing what I am and remaining true to what I am I'll be dissatisfied and anything that I get or gain from outside that might give me a temporary satisfaction, it'll just pass and you'll be back de-stabilised again. So to realise what you are and to realise the potentials contained only in what you are, you must be undistracted, but that's the same as saying you must be love. You must bring your whole attention in the knowingness within awareness.
From: 29MAY21 D1S2
If you completely only use your mind for your Being, your Being will fill up your mind with what It is , which is presence, abundance, love, consciousness.
When you a history..to recognise that when you are playing on history you are literally winding yourselves up in belief systems.
We're not making a problem of this, we are just being wisdom keepers, love seeker, protectors of the divine heart to live on this planet earth as you and I.
When you are really available and you are still enough, which means you are not bothering with what thoughts are telling you, deeper levels of you begin to open. Pay attention to them ...
If you could sit in a blank room, still enough quiet enough a lot of your historical references would evaporate. This is what meditation is about . This is what the practice of The Form ( The Form Reality Practice) is about ..that when you move in silence and in stillness and in presence, you literally reconfigure the mind to match the Being and the Being will always take the opportunity to fill up the mind with Beingness.
If you keep remembering your 'self-reference' , that's all you can ever have ..but YOU are infinite ..You can have it ALL.
9 May Satsang
Presence is that that bonds the human to the divine and the divine to the human.
What this does, this prayerful, slow movement: you will begin to realise: There is never a moment you are not walking through your own quantum field of possibility. In actuality it seems like you’re walking on a carpet, on a road with trees or shops but you’re actually walking through a quantum field of possibility, a quantum field of extraordinary magical aliveness, living colour and presence.
When you get clear with what this movement is you are making your home in another place … BEFORE the body passes away. Then the body will naturally manifest a phenomenon of the place Beyond made present in this passing human life.
The quantum field of the crown of life is drawn to manifest itself in a human form.
This is exactly what this is …a prayer FULL of moments of divine ecstasy, bliss awareness…and the language of beyond is your very Presence. The deeper the relaxation, the more abundant I am as Presence, in living Awareness.
Here in this total openness, Self realises itself in all its realms of living Love.
from 9 May 2021
In response to a question around the frustration when old levels are revisiting...again...
'I' whoever I am, this 'I' that's listening to these words now, is responsible for my return as Source Connection to the entire Universe and beyond. I alone am responsible for that. I alone, am responsible for my return as Source Connection to the Universe and beyond in what appears to be a daily life. My response is my ability. No response, no ability. My response reveals my ability. Reaction is the old world ensnarling you in the idea that you're just a body-mind.. a body-mind that is literally, if we look, programmed in certain behaviour mannerisms and affects. And none of it is what you were born with and none of it is what you belong to and none of it is real. But it is given permission to have function as an idea that that's what you are.
So just to reiterate what I just said; whoever I am, it is my response-ability as Source Connection to return the frequencies of all my action, even my breathing, to the Source Connection I Am, and that connection that is throughout the Universe and in the Beyond. I Am That and my ability is already inherent in What I Am. My response opens my ability. My no response to the truth I know I am Source Connection, holds my body-mind as my identity and holds my attention and my abilities held and a prisoner captive in patterns of behaviour that are not yours and certainly not your birthright.
I who am listening to these words now, am already response-able. I have the ability to respond to the moment as Source Connection, to the entirety of the Universe and the Beyond. I Am That. If I do not respond to that knowledge, there is reaction. It's literally a chain reaction. And if I look in my family and my ancestry I see the chain reaction of the rejection that I am not Infinite and have infinite capacity. And literally, not only am I multidimensional but there's nowhere that I cannot be found, for I am the one wholeness that is within every cell of the Cosmos and Beyond. That is my knowledge. I Am That. Just a little reminder, keep your own 'I' in your own centre.
Then it's only when we react to this moment that is here right here, right now, that we begin to move in a setup plan, it's a setup plan, we move in particular ways that our families, families, families and our ancestors have moved for thousands of years in a believing setup that I am a body-mind, a limitation. But I am not that. This body-mind is an infinite light, an infinite spark of What I first Am as Source Connection. The body-mind is only here and now. It does not move in space and time. That's an appearance. It moves in What I already Am, a profound light of Consciousness and Being that can be said to be Love. In other words I Am Love. There's nothing else that I am.
But if I, whoever I am, do not respond to this moment, please hear the words, I'm going to go over them quite consistently, but I'm either, a response to that knowing I am, or I'll be in reaction, and reaction is the world and is the program and it's in all of us in myriads of ways. It's in our families, it's in our relationships it's in our intimacies, it's in our business, it's in every single level where we have ever given our power away in the belief that we are a body-mind. But the body is in the Divine Mind that I Am and I am the Divine Heart and I am Love and I am Source and its connection throughout the Universe and Beyond. That's What I Am.
from Sunday Satsang 2 May2021
Massive Action I must commit to being alive. It's not a maybe, should be.. I must commit to it. It's a must! What excites in this moment of my life? What am I grateful for? I must commit to my life. All this, takes massive action. What is massive action? It's meaning? You get up in the morning and you remember who you are. And you don't listen to all those little voices that you used to listen to. You only listen to your heart, directly and intimately. Massive action is you know what your day really is about. What your day is really about is enjoyment. It's about enjoyment, not enjoying things, but enjoying you. Enjoying your inner, enjoying your heart, enjoying to breathe, enjoying everything. It's about enjoyment, it's about enjoying you. Massive action! Be true to everyone that you meet. Be true to everything that you do. Never, ever look back. Massively don't look back! And massively don't look forward, but massively continue to go vertical. All your energy given only to your heart, only. Let your heart not just be a resting place, but a place that excites you, a place that you will give everything to, on every level of your life, massively. You see, because if you don't do this massively you will keep splitting the energies in to little bits and pieces and you will just stay playing little games with the voices in your head and the feelings in your belly and what you should and shouldn't do. Its like being in nursery school, you've got to be massive with this. You've got to be massively clear this is going to be a massively real day. You'll be taking actions on being massively open and massively knowing, let the whole day massively belong to your heart, whatever happens. All the energy is given only to your love, to your passion, to your compassion, to you being alive and no use of history. You've got to keep all your energies on having a clear mind, a mind that serves your heart. Its got to have all your energies on clear feelings, that you're very clear that this is a beautiful day, a beautiful life, with all those energies going vertical constantly, because you've trained them to be all over the place. But now they need to be in one direction - vertical. You want to grow because the beauty of verticality is each and every moment verticality always lays down with what appears to be time-space, but its just its game. Its always vertical.
You've got to be whole with this. Then you're realising that you're building a new field that the Universe can fill up. You're building a new field that opens the doors to the Beyond. You're no longer going to stay small and inhabit a small home. You want to be so massively you, because you know you're infinite. You have to master that mind. You've got to bring it home to love. You have to, as it were, be very clear that the body's beautiful, sacred and amazing. Otherwise you're just going to live a tiny little life doing nothing that has any meaning. It doesn't open the doors beyond, it doesn't pour what you are, it doesn't transform your mind, it doesn't transform your life. You're the only one that can do it, because you are god, whatever that means for you.
Love's Great Reset Retreat 210310 D3S2
How much has everyone you've ever met, including those most intimate beings that are no longer in your life. How did that really serve you into Love? This is reset, to see how things really are because somewhere we are holding on to some very old wounds and they can't go into the reset, they can't go into the next.
I’m going to ask you a question: do you love? Do you love? Unafraid, unashamed, do you love, this moment, this life, do you love yourself? However it is, your self, I am asking you can you love it? I am asking you, do you love it? Unashamedly loving it. Because then, if that is the truth you're not trying to make anything better, you're just being growingly, cleanly, clearly you. No matter what your life looks like its serving the Universe, but if you don't know how its serving you, you won't remake you brand new. You must remake yourself brand new, so that you no longer recognise yourself. You're giving it all away to the deeper level of your being. You're leading everything home. So just check, how much did you let go today? How much did you give today? How much have you grown today? Did you meet what was today, fully, no matter how it looked or felt? How much did you just meet it, because you are remembering who you are?
210310 LGR Retreat D3S2
It’s Time to Build a New Humanity
Did you know you can actually restart your life completely and utterly from zero now. Did you know that? You can actually stop the old life, change your name if you want to, change the way you dress if you want to. Change even where you live if you want to. You can change everything and you can live an utterly new life and someone might say You can actually have a new life, any time you want. All the ideas that you have to follow some particular way, when you are the way.
Its definitely the start of a new human, happening and submerging from and as you and I. It might look like something else is going on, but there is a new human emerging and a new universe thats calling that emergence of the new human. And just like burning your boats so there's no going back, what do you think the pandemic is? Its not going to turn back the same way. That life is over, its time to build a new humanity, time to build a new you, time to actually see yourself differently.
My question is to you, do you actually feel a new presence emerging as you. Do you feel like when you see an egg being cracked from within and there’s cracking going on and a tiny little beak pouring out and the cracking is sharp. And there's little pieces of this beingness looking through. Just check out how a butterfly arrives. Its no little thing, its no little thing. Recognise you're in metamorphosis. All your boats are burnt, you must move forward, you must be all different. You must release the old ways and just let them fade, by not giving them any energy other than bowing down, thank you. Bowing down, thank you. Bow down, thank you. Becoming a leader is leading yourself back to your heart. Leading everything, leading the mind, the nervous system, the daily life, everything back to your heart. So, you become a leader of your interior and that begins to appear in what appears to be an outer life of expressing that interior.
Do you see the opportunity that you are being given to really recreate yourself like the caterpillar and the butterfly, from the depths of your being. Like the caterpillar, do you need to stay the same? Does it enrich you? Are you ready to meet those parts that really hurt, the wounds that are somewhere in there, but you can see them animate your choices. Do you now have the courage and the love to allow those wounds to be met by your heart? Like you would share when you were at school that you wrecked your knee on the playground, but everyone wanted to see that wound, so you could watch it mend and heal and discover this amazing humanness that is here. Can you see how life is like this? Its actually not an ABC life, its an extraordinary life. Do you want that extraordinary life, whatever that means for you?
Are you discovering every corner of you and not turning back? That you want to see your whole inner matrix. You want to know it, you want to see it, you want to finally be unashamed of your power, your passion, your love. You want to be unashamed of being you. And you wanted to find every alleyway until you could finally sing in that alleyway. Have you ever sung in an alleyway? It’s pretty amazing, its like a choir. This is your destiny, to find every level of you and fill it up with your awareness, your brightness and finally your love and then transport it all into the beyond.
From 2310310 LGR D3S2
The Human Possibility
Is your humanness a possibility but you are believing it’s you? Because you believe the body is you, the mind is you..so then the possibility doesn’t live.
So unless you live your infinite nature, in other words, that you are so much more than a body or you are so much more than time and space, then you Awareness are aware and the life of the body, then the body begins to demonstrate its a living possibility of what you infinitely are.
Flow begins because you are not mistaking the body to be you. Let me just kind of point to what happens when you mistake the body is you: you do suffer, you do have, as it were personal pain. But mostly you are dull or dead.
When you Awareness do see that the body is not you, but is the possibility of you, in other words you being the living essence that has this form, this body, your infinity flows. The Celestial meets the possibility and it moves. And the possibility begins to demonstrate the infinity that one is, the beauty, the wonder, the mystery, the power, the joy, the incredible sensitivity, the warmth, the love, because its a possibility, its not what you are. But if you mistake the body for you, you'll get dull, you'll get fearful and then you'll mistake energies that move you to be a problem rather than energies are the light of your infinity moving.
But if you've identified with the body those energies become dull and then what happens is we don't live this incredible possibility of having human form. It doesn't become celestial, it doesn't move as light, it doesn't move potentiality. Each and every one of us is the Beyond and having a form is incredible potentiality here. So Im asking you, are you realising that the body is the instrument of you, not you? And that energy moves according to your commitment of living and discovering what you are, like the salmon flowing back up the stream rather than just going downstream. So, you are flowing into what you've come out of, discovering what you are, with no beginning or end and that lands in this vehicle of potential. You begin to live a life that’s impactful, an impactful life that moves the celestial and transforms the terrestrial. And thats the inner marriage that manifests appearing as a human life. But when we do not live this, that we live small or we live as a separate sense, then we blame others for our fears that arise. We blame our father or our mother because he was so terrible to us. We blame our relationships more than likely past relationships because that person stopped me doing what I wanted to do. Thats actually just excuses, its just an excuse. We can develop ideas around 'thats not an excuse', but the deeper you go you won't develop those kind of excuses because you are entering the power and wonder of what you deeply are.
Only the human needs an excuse, but you are infinite and when you embrace your humanness, embrace it, there is compassion which is essential and this vehicle comes alive and is responsive to what you directly are and it becomes an instrument and then the minds gets sharpened, or polished, or opened. The body becomes alive instead of dull because you are not holding on to history, you're not holding on to little mind excuses. You are truly a transformative beingness that's committed to the transformation of this moment because you know that you are infinite and this is a glorious infinite possibility called humanness.
D8S4 Love's Great Reset Retreat 2021
Each moment is a threshold event...A threshold event is simply when Awareness is so completely open and rested that the emergence of new consciousness moves everything exactly. It moves it all, reshapes existence, reshapes our mind, reshapes our life, takes us in a very authentic way, an authentic direction which means that kind of direction doesn't have an outcome. If you look we are all trained to have outcomes, so we actually think that we have to control life with a certain outcome, otherwise we are not fulfilled. And its that kind of thinking that old way that actually does not open us to our heart's depth and fulfilment, because you can't truly control the threshold event. So I want to look at this with you and I'm assuming that we are maturing in to what is already whole, what is already eternal, thats our maturity and understanding that we are already free and eternal. So what do we need to control? Of course there is this tendency in the body-mind to move to control and for outcomes. It doesn't matter whether its in business, its in a relationship with another. Whatever it is, its an attempt to control that comes from a belief that we need to get what we want rather than discover what we are, which is free and eternal. So I'm going to propose something here and for some of you it will sound kind of whacky, but maybe not, that what is happening in our lives is actually the crossover point between terrestrial and celestial, thats another way for saying the Beyond and this human terrestrial experience of this mind thats actually come out of control, or survival, same thing. But what we are discovering here if we are maturing in to what is already whole, already free and already eternal, that's what moves you to breathe and live in this moment. You are discovering that this terrestrial life, maybe you haven't looked at this as terrestrial, in other words your intelligence, evolves around being human, being someone. My question is: have you discovered that there is more to you than just being human or being someone. Is your heart drawn to that? Is your mind drawn to that? And of course if you look at the terrestrial level of that it wants an outcome, which means it wants a belief system that its going to get somewhere and that there is actually a pot of gold at the end of that rainbow! But there is no end to the rainbow and the pot of gold is everywhere. So the terrestrial and celestial means there is more meaning to you, more than the terrestrial, that there is celestial, in other words a power that is beyond your usual two eye sight, an inner sight that belongs to a different level of you, as Awareness. Another way of putting that is there is in us a spiritual domain and a sensible domain. If you keep looking at these things you'll see that the movements we do are all about this, the union of what appears to be opposites, the marriage of form and formlessness. So theres something really calling us to raise up our life, raise up our vibration because we want to discover the more that we are, the infinite that we are, that we are not driven by the need of success. Im not saying don't be successful! Im saying are we driven by the need for success? Or are we moved and more deeply moved by that that we long to be touched by, come from, that creates through us, as our real self.
210315 RESET - Retreat D8S4
If we sit at the door of the innermost, we have to sit there and be the energetic presence of the one who's knocking on its own house. If you put that energy into what you think you need to do to fulfil an old part of you, if you put that energy into an old way of thinking and moving, an old way of relating, that door will remain closed because you are taking energies anywhere but to knock the door of your own realisation, your own embodiment of that realisation and your own power. When you leave the power that is sitting at the door, in other words Awareness deeply being true to Knowing, there's no leakage of energy and all that you once were is led in to what you're coming into in the Deep and we're not talking spiritual, only it may be translated that way, although for you to come upon that you may come directly to the Beloved. And as we give our energy just to be, going in to the Deep, we begin to see how the Deep is already pouring and manifesting the Universe and the opportunities that come to us in the moment. In this we learn self-mastery, in this we learn self-love and in this we discover what we deeply are and what we deeply treasure. Living in such a depth and width of what we are we become unafraid to live in this human field. In actual fact the human field is turned around and becomes extraordinarily alive. Our mind becomes crystal clear, we become very wide open in our heart and our body. We are able to, as it were, accept energies that once we refused and closed to. We are able to see the many little parts inside of us that have been fashioned in needing and wanting. We are able to hold those parts and cherish them home, to lead them home and in a moment that level that was so held together with restriction on its return that level of intelligence suddenly becomes in alignment with the Deep, the True and the Real. So much becomes deeply clear to us and we are able to move from the Deep out in to expressing what the Deep is as existence. That’s when we actually become creators and yet we belong to beyond being creator.
D4S3 LGR Retreat
Yin Yang - and in each is a tiny little dot of the other. Black dot in the white, white dot in the black
This movement is in the first movement of the Deep which is light or the Self. So there's light, then there's this Yin Yang .....
The Yin Yang is pure Masculine, pure Feminine not a man or a woman, but the principle powers of the Alpha and Omega of beyond. So then, in each of us there is masculine direction, forget the guy, please! There is masculine direction, the direction of consciousness which means really, the direction of all light and life is for self-realisation, to realise I Am That. To realise I am that that is expressing what it is, not only throughout the Cosmos but in the Invisible, I Am That. So the direction of all life in the masculine is that and that's his direction. It brings with it always the unseen nature, the power of beyond, but it also encompasses all existence as consciousness before any identification or individuality as a sense of self, a person. Then there's the Feminine power and that is that that holds it all, nurtures it all, provides nurture for all of it and relates to each level, this power of life. And because they have a dot in each other they are both opening and penetrating, opening and directing. Both flowing out and returning in by the virtue of the dot of each in each. So that's in us. So that means right at the very core of what you are, you have pure Masculine direction able to be the Beyond, move in the Beyond in to existence, without force but with just sheer knowing consciousness. That means also then, that within you is this openness that is so ultimately open that its nurturing every aspect to the relationship of realising Source. And the encouragement of raising everything up in alignment with realising Source and relating everything to everything. That's in all of us and thats now. That means that this power, in no matter what you do or where you are, you have both infinite direction and ultimate care of every aspect of your being. Its not only loved, but cared for. Its not only carried, but directed. Ultimate care, ultimate direction, ultimate meaning in you right now, no matter what happens. Just keep seeing this. Thats like the inner leader, that power opening and directing all to its high integration and higher relationship, but also to its deepening and profound meaning of life, bringing the invisible in to relationship and bringing relationship in to meaning and purpose, nurture. That's what's in each of us, no matter what our thoughts do, our feelings do, what happens, thats the leadership within each and every one of us. That is pure meaning, pure love and pure care in each of us and that knows no beginning and e
210314 RESET - Retreat D8S1
We are always informed by Being, its Awareness thats informed by its own being and the movement of being becomes so obvious. Don't tune out of the world, but simply not belong to it. Don't tune out of your thoughts, but simply not belong to them. That way you discover every level of you as Awareness. Which means when I experience I who am listening to these words, when I experience resistance, although for some very challenging and for some less challenging, it really depends, it might flow from challenging to less challenging. To totally accept resistance grows you, to know you, to develop the forms of one's perception as Awareness, but also to evolve Awareness itself, to realise what it is. It can't grasp it, it doesn't need to understand it, but something happens as I take care of all within my own experience, but in the real experience I am the experience of pure being aware. Then comes the experience of the movement of form. If we seek fulfilment from forms we will most definitely be dissatisfied. But if we move towards deepening presence aware the forms that we experience match our own pure living awareness. Again thats the same as saying, I lead all I am in the experience of having form, mentally, emotionally, psychologically, physically, everything I lead. I am the leader that leads all this to my core. Then we may come upon levels of decision making that we were going by and we thought that was what we are making decisions. But they're simply a repetitious energy that established itself in our psyche as if it were us, but its just that this is a patterned level of reality. So its just a part of reality. And we may have discovered that this patterning will never end because form itself is a pattern, but now the patterns are free of separation and the energies and the forms dance with our conscious awareness. At some point we actually experience as Awareness our being move rather than difficulties, rather than emotions or thoughts that were constantly leaders. So there are many parts within the human psyche that actually we believe lead us. We are looking for something, but we are right here, right under our own nose! So in this being present awareness you grow the garden of opportunity that the form offers only to realise you. Only to realise that you are fulfilling you. Somehow you as awareness, somehow this fulfilment of you recognising you, grows a different sense of self, a different life, no longer reflecting past images, but present living awareness.
from 8 Day Online Retreat D 4 S3
So the nature of love, life is also death. Death in that to fulfil this moment, do not take one single thought of the past, let it pass through. Our thoughts are fooling us. We've created a psychic structure and we've created cultural energies to fool you. But you're fooling yourself, to look and use the past. And that past is stored in your mind and your nervous system and its a continual movie, moving, moving, moving, but what you are can dissolve it in this instant. For really, you are only really this instant. You are the whole instant, the holy instant, the sacred instant, the joy instant. You are That. So actually you determine how through this body-mind you feel or you experience, through you either looking back using the mind to look back, or discover and enter within and move within. Because truly the Cosmos comes from within, is made from within and returns to within. This moment, this body, this functionality, what you are, what is possible is the living function of the power that is within expressing what it is totally without. And without what? Without reservation, without holding back, without a single thought, without a concern, because there is no-one there to be concerned about. Just wholeness, alive. Take one thought, and all that, it doesn't come crashing down, it just gets covered. This is why we stop for a while and just pause. At first we might find a centre, so we come to the heart. As you really go in to the heart, Awareness, truly going in the heart you'll be in the practise of letting all historical references go. And as you really come in to the heart, not only is there no outer reference, but there is no centre. You might laugh, absolutely fully and joyfully for the first time, tears might pour from your wonderful eyes. You won't find a body, just a joy body. But even as that begins to settle, you'll find there's more to what you are than history. You are already the infinite living possibility. Take no thought! And this begins to pour and you begin to return and yet the paradox is on your return what you are pours out. On your return what pours out you will see on the physical, mental, emotional, human level as change. But your returning to what you are changes everything. Your not returning to what you are doesn't change a thing and can't change a thing, because living, using thought and past experience, mental, emotional, psychological entraps you in the cage of space-time and the belief that things have happened to you in a centre that you've built. Check out a baby, it has no centre, it is already flying. Now its joy is also to walk. Walk, yes, but also find you can fly. Have the past if you need it, but you don't really! Otherwise on very subtle levels you are held in limitation and what you really want, you can't have, simply because you are living in the past. And you are limited by your belief that you existed in the past. But you are Existence now! Its a complete switch. Then what you actually want you can have. There will be a lot of movement around that in this space-time vehicle until it is emptied, but you see actually you are not a centre in the Deep. But out in Existence you are the whole appearing as a centre. So you are a wonderful centre. You are a wonderful centre of love, passion and compassion, life and a living possibility.
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You Are the Home of It All From 210214 Global Sunday - Sovereign as the Heart
When we're ready home inside will become more sovereign for us than any other home. That kind of sovereignty will take over everything and everything that we ever considered to make us feel home, like a good meal, like the very car that we want to drive, like our ideal partner, or our ideal job, it just won't work anymore unless 'I am home', sovereign to home, sovereign to what I know at the very core of heart. It wasn't working anyway! The flowers were popping in the garden, because the flowers are home. Please forgive me for washing away any illusions that any of us might have, but the flowers aren't in your garden. The flowers are in their own garden and its called home, it just looks like they're in your garden. Isn't that wonderful? I don't know how you see that, but why you love a flower is because a flower is home. And why you love its fragrance, is that fragrance is the beloved state of home.
And why you love your car ....... you step in to your own sovereignty. You step in to the light of your own awareness, that actually to die to what you believe makes you feel home actually shows you, you are home. You are the home of the Universe, I don't know if you know this but if you look out at the stars at night they don't want to stay outside, they want to come home in you. Thats like saying they love to be seen by the One that all things come from, this 'I' thats is listening to these words now. So sometimes we are not sovereign to actually being home, the home of all experience. Then we have this belief, that actually causes suffering, that we need to get home. But if you are home, if we are really home there is nowhere in the Cosmos that you are not home. You're the home of it all, you Awareness, I Awareness thats listening to these words now. Suddenly what we find is when we're not trying to get home and recognise I am home, I am home of it all, then we can't find boundaries , we can't find distance. The idea of 'over there' is gone. The idea that there is not enough time is vanished, we realise home is timeless, what I am is actually timeless, the home of it all.
I am suggesting to you that leads to beyond it all and its quite a journey less journey to be sovereign as the heart of it all. Simply because its like we wear clothes of the conditional realms. But the conditional realms, to the conditional realms it is I who am home, for those realms to come home. Thats why I say 'the Earth on its own can't bring you joy or the immensity of what you are, for even the Earth comes out of what I Am. What I am speaking of here is just to be clear to keep our attention, or our awareness within our heart. I am home of it all. So then if I'm the home of it all, will I welcome anger home? When I welcome jealousy home, when I welcome fear home, when I welcome disappointment home, when I welcome shame or guilt home will I be the home of it all and say ‘Welcome'? That is to be sovereign. Then the Earth, she definitely is home and she streams forth from the home of that, that I am. And her wonder and her mystery forms what I am as a continual expression of the beloved's intelligence, wonder and profound mystery. Everything is dying to come home through the one who is listening to these words, including the speaker. If there is any experience, it just wants to come home, that's all, it just wants to come home. It wants to find a good home, a sovereign home, a home that does not deny experience. The home that does no longer see nirvana, samsara, good or bad, right or wrong. Its not a neutral home, its just home of all that appears. Its an alive sovereign home.
(from 210214)
What I'm pointing to is: Rather than identify with the phenomena, the 'am', identify with the 'I', the light. Then the phenomena turn into 'phenomenal you'. Identify with the phenomena and your heart will not shine. You'll be chasing around trying to make things work from the idea that you are phenomena, a body-mind that keeps passing away. The object of existence is to realise how deep do you go...well you're endless. You are are phenomenal! The moment you let go of the phenomena you become brightly alert brightly aware of what you deeply are. But the moment you turn away your gaze from the phenomena like you cannot lose anything because you are already the wholeness. You're the one which the cosmos radiantly pours out off and also returns to. So then the work is to simply let go of the phenomena. And you'll watch that you shine, You will see that you shine. What you call your life, its shape its form its thoughts its feelings? It is obvious that most of our days are filled with the same old thing. Routine! Do you honestly think a river flowing is routine? Or as a river flowing absolutely gorgeously phenomenal, radiantly flowing and free? When we hold on to the phenomena our life doesn't flow, our life doesn't glow. We've identified with a sense that we need security, mentally, emotionally, physically. To a certain degree we need to look after these bodies, sure! But to not be attached to the form, because if we are we will suffer because it is passing away. We can look after the body, but the moment we start protecting the body we protect all manner of things.. the phenomenal things; thoughts, feelings, events... and our brain starts to collect item after item of identification. We begin to fight our own freedom. Watch a petal fall of a flower , watch a leaf fall off a tree through the sky. It's falling into the freedom of its release of the flower. It doesn't need to remain on the flower to be free. You don't need actually..but you have to discover this ..you don't need your life to stay the same for you to be secure. Your life staying the same brings insecurity. Your life moving from the shine of your heart brings radiance, freedom. A genius is set forth, creativity starts to stream, Love starts to abound everywhere, When you're not fixed to how things should be, you are like that beautiful petal free of a flower. When you let go the things that you think you need and you float free of the things that you think you need: thoughts, feelings, situations...When you float free of those things you come alive, you become beautiful, you become radiant. It begins to be so obvious that in desperation we cling onto the known, but as freedom we're constantly radiantly phenomenal.And the body is radiant because were not living from the pattern that our mind collects. You are gorgeous. You are radiant. What holds you away from realising you are gorgeous? Identification with phenomena.
There is gonna come a time when your body is just gonna fall away beyond your control , but what if it was to fall away now. You are going to be like that petal floating in the air of your brightness. And all the treasures that are truly yours will just come from the universe, just because you're free of the need of mental or emotional security. CLIP 7 FEB
Just because one might doubt that we are love it doesn't mean that doubt is real.
The moments when you doubt you're Love, be bold. Be bold and say "I am Love" I am Love . Watch when you announce that you are Love, Love just streams through this body because this body is made of Love. And this blesses all the ancestors. The moment I announce I am Love all beings that ever lived on this planet or ever will live on this planet are blessed by the announcement " I am Love " .
Love gives you lots of work. Love says whatever you are experiencing is Love's work. How about that ? Whatever you're experiencing is Love's work. Love's work isn't to change it. Love's work is to be Love amongst it. Love's work isn't to change it. Love's work is to be Love amongst it. Then love others as yourself! It's just how it really is. And none of us can help our phenomena. The phenomena... we can't always help. Sometimes it takes over. But you can always love the light behind the phenomena. Right now the light behind the phenomena is activating.. coming up with each and every one of us. It moves when acknowledged fully. It's really not frightened of this world. It enjoys jumping in a little leaf that falls off a tree. It enjoys the smallest little things. You know like I do, there is no such thing as death, but there is immense endless Love. You know that.
So I know in this moment in each of your hearts I am utterly connected and you know in each and everyone's heart you are connected. And we're a field of radiant loving. So whatever you're given... your job isn't to change that, your job is to be Love amongst. I love the faces of God. I love the faces of that Great One. I love you beautiful petals. I am a petal amongst you.
CLIP 7 FEB
A beautiful clip from New Years Eve satsang 2020 / 2021
What could you hold in your hand that is a valuable seed of growth, of divine knowledge, of freedom thats so clear to you that you've no need to play any of that out again. Could the seed that you have in your hand now, from what appears to be one year, could you take that seed, could you ingest it? And you'll have the kind of new year that shines everything you know you are: fearless, free, infinite, wonderful, gorgeous, loving, passionate, compassionate. That you could live that life in its fullest? What now is in my hand that I could set the universe free? Make no mistake, I am, you are, we are crossing over to another place.
And how much gold do you now have in your hands, oh beautiful one, oh soulful one, oh wonderful one? You crossed frontiers, you crossed boundaries, not only yours, but you crossed because you were asked to cross, from the Earth, from the stars, from your being. You crossed frontiers that you had to cross for all beings to be free. What is in your hands? Can you see it? Can you let go, completely and absolutely of this year and actually have that seed take you in to the new place? Because it just looks like another year and it just looks like it might be the same Earth, but its all different. And you might see the same living room tomorrow, you might see the same garden, at least on the surface. But are you now ready, are we now ready to live this life of great freedom as itself and let go of all the narratives that say otherwise in our own mind, in our own society, in our own cultures? Can we let go of all those small voices, not with judgement but with wisdom? Can we love that much that we can let this entire year burn in to flames, in the heat of divinity, turn to dust which equals gold and go in to the new level of the Earth?
Truly like no other year can you cross the threshold in to the Unknown? And who is it that is Unknown? Is it not 'I'? I am unknown? I am fresh, I am unknowable, I am pure and open. Welcome to the Age of Aquarius! Welcome to the ageless age, the timeless realm When you are no longer someone with objects, that you reflect from and to. You are the field of real consciousness, you are the field. This is Aquarius. You are the field, not just a part or an object. You are no the content of the field. You are the field. Can you feel the resonance of that? You are not a resident in it you're it, the field. I am that. I am the field and this is the seed. But I'm also the source of the field and the seed. I am that!
Moving in to Aquarius is the building of the field, not its return, the complete and absolute immersion in to a field where there is no return. That’s like saying you'll discover its impossible to live from a thought, impossible to live from yesterday, impossible ever again to be someone who needs something. You'll go forward and deep without taking a thought. You'll be taking no thought. That is the being-ness of what you are."
from a conversation..
What's so poetic, so beautifully poetic is this breeze comes from nowhere and goes to nowhere and that is what is actually the breath.
The breath is the seeming manifestation of the breeze of Love that comes from nowhere and goes to nowhere. And yet this breeze of Love is pouring through every dimension as itself. That is where I mentioned you are being touched, touched by the Beyond... but the Beyond it is not gonna turn into you, you are going to turn into the Beyond. CLIP Teacher Call 30 Jan
The unveiling of the Beyond also comes with the unveiling of holding on. Those two which are one can come together and you can unveil the Beyond and unveil a place of holding and those two move as one…and that’s called an OUTPOURING OF LOVE. That’s called a completely new state of Presence, Love and Awareness manifest here and now.
It seems to be dependent on : can you transcend all the ideas you have about yourself?
Well, I can tell you when you will. You know when that is, that's the moment of death. You won't have to do much transcendence I can tell you that, but youwill still be around because you are the Here. Freed of a great deal of the images ..maybe. But most of our problems and difficulties is that we bound ourselves by time, space and image and most of us don't even look to see that that is the case, simply because we're yet to discover we don't actually value what we deeply are. We value the world or the worlds of thoughts, feelings and small action. We don't actually value and treasure the diamond we are in the heart of hearts. Because we know somehow that's the end of our lives in smallness.
So have a look, you could, we could, I could be 'suring' up an inevitable collapse. So we do things to make sure that that doesn't collapse. And that is often related to others in this world where God reflects Him-Herself to Him- Herself.
So, what is it that we want? Do we want to just feed off this imaginary world?
Do you want to just keep on feeding off the idea that you are a particular someone and not the Profound, not Great Love? Do you want to keep being small and distracted? Or would you move to the other side of the universe if you knew you would realise YOU?
That's like saying would you cease seeing another like you have been seeing them every single day from your own distraction? Would you make them God in the manner we're speaking of ? Will you be God? Have you had enough collapse that you have become really fearless? Have you have enough collapse that the courage of your soul is is so unspeakable? Have you had enough collapse that what you live for is the Golden Truth itself as everyone that exists?
CLIP 31 JAN 21
Whatever is happening in your life right now, there are doors closing. Do you recognise them? And doors are closing because other doors are opening.
Do you think the universe doesn't know what it's doing? That door is closing, don't go and open it, Because this door won't fly open. When you are really ready to have all doors open, you wont have to go and open them. You realise you are the spacious glorious-ness which all doors open to and from.
I am going to give you a little challenge. Here's a little challenge... What's really precious to you? Can you give it away? Can you give it away? On any level..? And can you give a thought away that you have used like some secondhand item? You can give a thought away ? Can you just throw that away and come from somewhere else ? Can you give away a feeling that you are so used and you use that feeling so that you don't feel the universe. Can you give something that is favourite for you in your home and it's like you come to your home and it could even be your home, could even be your home ....could you give it away? If you can't give it away come to something that is equally as really. Are you ready? Appreciate it! Appreciate it... Appreciate your home, appreciate your car, appreciate those around you, appreciate your body, appreciate we can have conversations like this because then you are appreciating the Source and the Source shows its appreciation.
It's quite easy to have conversations like this but then just go back into the usual Will you come with me and treasure the unusual? Can we treasure the unusual? You are not of repetitive action. You're not repetitive transaction. You are not a repetitive pattern. You of pure, bright light.
There is no repetition in you. How can this come through? Gratitude. Appreciation. When you have not completely met someone stop for a moment and meet. When there is a group of you having a conversation and out of your mouth come something very very typical, turn that around. I want to say that again. You have to do that all day long ... Turn you into you. Turn us into us. Turn everything into God, into Source.
CLIP 31 JAN
But only when there is a collapse... I am speaking on the mental level, psychological level, an actual psychological level related to how you live life, maybe related with others or another.. and it is not until that collapse happens do you realise how much you love the Beyond that that collapse has collapsed into. The return of your mind to divine mind. The return of the divine mind unspeakable Absolute-ness.Therefore you get washed into the total collapse to where it's falling into.
if you've had or are having big collapses of identification with you or collapse of identification with others.... go on your knees. Go on your knees. And the collapse becomes merciful, beautiful. Gratitude sings even in this terrible collapse. And seeing as God or whatever you want to call that unspeakable-ness that is here right now, appearing as you and I. It definitely does want to know every level in which just its Presence creates the cosmos and it definitely also wants to understand the collapse of the cosmos into itself. And it definitely wants to understand how that cosmos came about in the first place and where is it going to and why should it return in such ways?
And how did this create? And all this is a guide that you may be that One yourself.
It's not just initiation, that would be too weak a word for this. It is that you want to love this much. You want to die this much, you want to be returned this much that you are now over the distraction, you are ready to deeply return.
What you are actually saying then is you know you cannot exist needing to know what your existence would look like in some believed future . You know you once believed you existed in what your mind tells yo is the past, but if you're deeply called you can only exist Now. Then you will walk that ocean and you will have much collapse but in that collapse you're returned all the way to that that you deeply are. You will still be here because you are here . Because you are the Here. You're not actually going anywhere but you want to discover how hereNow looks like 'this ' feels like 'this' but all 'this' is the activity of your mind . Even the cosmos is the activity of your mind. And you whom you seek has placed an image of you in that activity because without being placed in that activity you could not know who you are in creation. That's why you disappear quite often during the day or at night or in those wonderful times when the disappearance of your thoughts and feelings have no longer anything to do wth what is HereNow. It is right then that you find out the entire creation is in you already. And you're in it and yet you're beyond it . You're its totality, it's source . You're not the focal point of a time-bound experiencer. Your real experience is utterly present as Presence and unassumingly, completely and absolutely whole already, It has nothing to do wth polarities likes or dislikes and you find you as joy, because never have you been anything else.
from 31 JAN2021
" I am no longer seeking paradise as if it is somewhere else other than here. I am no longer trying to avoid hell because that might pass through as some old idea that I am someone...but I know I AM Infinite - I cannot be anything else. Immeasurable power is here. Immeasurable Love is here. "
21 June Satsang
Is it that the mind can either belong to silence…. and that somehow silence , moving the heart into the mind…. whatever that Silence is ….just by it being what it is….. through the heart and mind …. and creation Is??…And it happens in mind?…..
Is this far larger mind, mirrored through what appears to be a separate mind?
So what is vulnerability?....How is vulnerability indestructible?
It can all be destroyed as you can destroy a flower!
Does that mean that “whatever it is behind - and yet in all this…” can choose to keep the mind not knowing itself…. and that it comes from the heart.? Can it destroy at will... or choice? Can it maintain, consistently the known, and not let Silence, the Immeasurable BE… and create just by being what it is, the New?
Is it that openness is vulnerable, in that it is simply completely open? And it's that openness….that vulnerability that’s indestructible?…. And flowers just flower.
from 13 DEC 2020 Satsang
“ Vulnerability is the profound openness of a mind blown open through belonging to a heart that belongs to Who or What I really am.. ..and creation changes because I am realising What I Am and I am unblinding through mind and heart what I once thought believed I needed to be ‘me’.”
13 DEC 2020
"Like me, you must have found by now how many images live in this body? I mean Warner brothers cinema ..or whatever it is where you are ..offers nothing compared to the show that can take place in the human mind on the screen of its blinded intelligence and produced in its self form throughout the whole nervous system.
And it's not free by the way this cinema ..it's not free. It costs to have such screening going on constantly..but what IS free is the light which freely streams Infinity , that freely streams the universe and that is actually beyond the appearances.
from DEC 13 2020
In this clip from a Dec 2020 session B reads and comments on a Krishnamurti piece. A longer and profound clip to really dive into.
If we look at C-O-V-I-D, in many ways it’s pointed towards the restrictions we impose on our own consciousness. But what if all the delights and wonder and the great mystery that is Thee, is right where you are now? And its You!
And not the body, not the mind, not the nervous system, not the thoughts, not the feelings, not the emotions can give you, You.. Only You being You, non-bipolar, in this only instant there is that appears to be time locked in a grid of past and future. Only in you being the Presence of this moment, do you realise You, and You are streaming this moment.
There are infinite versions of You throughout the Cosmos and in the Beyond. It gets finer and finer until there is only What You Are and that is streaming, teeming, with life right now undiluted. Undiluted!
So this is quite a time for compassion, quite a time for meaning, quite a time for death, quite a time for life and quite a time to completely surrender all the false ideas about You. When you, when I surrender all the false ideas about my self, all the false ideas about everyone that I meet, I drop to my feet and there is only glow, there's only Knowing, there's only bliss and life and wonder.
What one is, is the only instant there is throughout the Cosmos.
Death then, Love then, is simply being the Love to breathe this moment only and let you unfold quite naturally What You Deeply Are. Death is all of the body, the mind, the senses, the nervous system, the thoughts, the feelings, all the polarities that have been placed in them because they were not there at birth, completely surrendered. One man put this that you'll go through the eye of a needle. I think that's a little bit big.. it's a bit big that eye of a needle, I think it's got a lot smaller.. and you'll go through multidimensional deaths. But that's how you awaken as a multidimensional being of Oneness. It really is instantaneously here. What one is, is the only instant there is throughout the Cosmos, and the beyond or the Self is realising itself amongst it all and 'I' who am listening, Am That.
a clip from the recent 8 Day Full Online Immersion
Because all of this is magic. All this is magic, all this is far more than what you can see physically. But when you see as You undistracted from what you've built as your sense of self, then you're going to begin to love your self. Then you discover there's levels of ‘new you’ already happening within the human field. Don't get distracted by that otherwise you'll run to only be in those levels that are new.
It's not about polarity a like and a dislike, that's the core of what we're looking at. It's about not running away into polarity but to stay as the Presence of Now.
Now is infinite! You have so many streams of light, so many other levels of reality that do already exist as You, in the higher vibrational field of You. It's those levels that are destined to play as You on this level of you in the forming.
Each moment you're informed of this, but to capture the interpretation of the body, the mind, the sense of self, the person, the nervous system all clogged up with the belief you're somebody and not the radiance, the Presence, the Beyond forming and glowing as the Cosmos.
8 Day Online Immersion Oct 2020 D1 S1
A beautiful piece from a conversation on retreat
Nothing actually deepens for the one who is here present now without the love of 'what is'. Not the object, but 'what is'. Then the objects within 'what is', dissolve into 'what is'. What really is, is ALL is Love.
8 Day Online Retreat OCT 2020 D6S2
A short piece about brokenness from the 8 Day Online Retreat
" Brokenness is beautiful.
A broken heart opened to, leads one sinking int the depth of one's original nature. Brokenness is a stage where the work really accelerates, the work of the 'return'. In brokenness, made conscious and aware, the deeper levels can come through. Because they can't come through a heart that belongs to a somebody. It is a stage of awakening and development all the way up to the form.
Most people have this idea that a heart ache is terrible..It is actually the Divine in process, for the body-mind and heart doesn't belong to itself nor any person, it belongs only to that One who truly is.
And the recognition is I am that One. So when one experiences such brokenness, truly experiences the brokenness, levels and levels of brokenness allowed to be felt deeply , then at some point the Beloved itself arises through that brokenness or pulls the consciousness, that is now set free of name and form unto Itself.
Brokenness is sacred and holy but one most realise, what can be broken can't be real and it's in the brokenness on another level that one is now available for the unspeakable feeling fo Pure Love and Being. The 'I' knows what it is and knows what it is doing. It is just realising itself ..
To be available for that Life in this moment is the divine practice; to remain open to it all.. You're on a super highway of evolution and possibility to truly know yourself and realise the light of your original nature. "
8 Day Online Retreat 3-0 Oct 2020 Clip D4 S1
Q: It seems to my knowing that the pain and the constant difficulty in the body brings me to a new place of surrendered-ness and openness. Yes, it has taken me to a place where I'm noticing surrendered-ness. That's the flow.
B: Yes, there's nothing like pain to move an awakened being on, really. Just a little bit of pain, ouch, and you could move in the deep or in the shallow. If you're really awake, then a little bit of pain somehow loosens the grip of the conditional forms that are hanging around. Whether you, whether in the field, it really doesn't matter, but a little bit of pain says actually I don't belong to this pain. I'm not trying to get rid of it, this pain inspires me to be ultimately true. But get to the point where you don't need pain to be ultimately true. I think that's pretty good.
Q: The pain seems to constantly bring me to my knees. It's like giving up of condition, how it should look like, how the body should be and it's just constantly like giving up.
B: Yes. Well it's total. Well what we are really is total surrendered-ness. We arrived. Not through wanting or needing, we just arrive. And yeah to return you'll need to return the way you arrived. So you'll have to follow that streaming, and you didn't stream to hold onto anything, you didn't stream to change anything, you didn't stream to get anything, you streamed. Remember when you were a baby if you can, you streamed up to form and back as easy as the sun shines and clouds pass in the sky, you just, you knew the way. But what you didn't know was that the purpose and meaning of form and how form behaves. You didn't know how it behaves. You didn't know how mind behaves, that's a form, you didn't know how thought behaves, that's a form, you didn't know how feelings. You didn't know anything, so you had to enter all that form is and really know yourself before you could love yourself and release you of yourself. And then be, instead of being intimate as somebody, return to intimacy as Being, Knowledge.
How deeply do you know yourself? Because until you deeply know yourself, you won't be able to, as it were, realise the Self, yourself amongst the (small) self.
You see, when you really know yourself, you'll realise the laws of humanness, are not actually about yourself. They're about controlling yourself. They're not about your 'self', the laws of humanness are about controlling yourself. Now universal laws as you go deeper are not about controlling yourself. They're about unveiling yourself to your self. So when we step a little bit deeper, the universal laws, laws on levels of being that we didn't even open to, that we didn't even realise that levels of our being have different laws, the ultimate law being love. But we begin to realise that as we go a little bit deeper, then a different law applies to our sense of self and not the one that this human law tells us. There's a different law. But this law doesn't understand that law cause this law is far more subtle and far more, as it were, just. And all that it points you to is, there is more of you than just this law of yourself. So different laws apply and it looks like you are breaking the law but actually you're one with the lore, l-o-r-e, the lore of this deeper level that you are entering. So you might say a thing and it won't make sense to another person because they saw you doing something, but actually you were on another level doing what they thought you were doing. I don't know if this makes sense to you.
Q: Yeah! It's the lore of the Lord.
B: Yes it is, and that's changing the genetics. So what most people think somebody is doing, actually being is doing, and that changes the genetics cause without the genetics through the metaphysical, the unseen levels, the deeper unseen levels can't stream as your life. So let me just try and point towards this and then we'll go somewhere else. Until one is awakened you think that you're somebody walking around okay, but there are several laws, thousands, lots of conditional laws that are streaming, all streaming into your body. And all these laws are telling you what to do, what not to do, how we should act, how we shouldn't act, what you can have, what you can't have. See the law is different than our law, you know our jurisdiction you know that law. You're being streamed and told what to do so different lights coming..
There's only one influence and it begins to awaken you and move you. And that is the influence of Awareness direct to the light of Truth or Love itself.
Now within that, within the Truth touching your heart, there are also streams of higher levels of Being-ness coming in and becoming you. Streams of higher level Being-ness being you.
So you're a function of deeper levels of Being as a human being, whereas most human beings are a function of an unjust society moved by conditionality's in the belief of dualities, likes and dislikes.
When you awaken you are streaming at many levels, and the idea is to know all those levels as Awareness and stream all of those levels as one Being-ness. That's Self-realisation. Different laws begin to apply to you inside. Those laws may apply outside when enough human beings are turned inside out.
Within every condition is the Unconditional. The Unconditional does not rise on its own. Amongst the worst conditions the Unconditional is and it's actually all that exists.
What exists as conditionality, is the possibility of an unconditional Awareness living within forms that are mobile, that begin to flow and change according to the depths of Awareness, observing or perceiving.
Without the conditionality of these forms, they could not change to the next level, and the next and the next.
It could not be a new humanity, or could not be a new tree. There could not be a new anything. There could not. The forms have to be conditional, but they're conditional in that they match the unconditional levels of Awareness moving within them.
That's what we don't get, because we've so made an identity out of the conditional levels, whether it's a family condition, a religious, a cultural, a behavioural condition that's passed down and that we built on it.
We build on everything but what we are. We need to learn to build what we are unconditionally. That's our deepest intimacy, Awareness true to Knowledge.
That kind of building is literally manifesting the cosmos.
THAI 190422
As you speak, catch yourself speaking as if there are two of you. You who had the experience in the past and you who exist now There is not two of you. There is not three of you: one who is in the past, one who is in the present and one who might be in the future. It is not there, but that is who you are functioning . You are the Presence of the Almighty NOW. What you are saying is valid but it sends energy back into the past, it sends energy and brightness back into objects. All that energy and consciousness cannot marry NOW. Because you are going this way or that way or that way
But if you stop doing that and you discover ...to connect the resonance of the Knowing with the here and Now in your body , when you're able to speak NOW , when you're able to speak what you're saying NOW inside of you, you will have realisation..however that is ..it might e a touch, it might be total - either way it is going to be wonder-full. 40:04
So when you speak, keep moving towards not projecting what you're saying as if it exists in the past and that you existed in the past. You are Existence , Totality, NOW.
And you have to keep bringing what you are saying ..like two wires that don't want to meet. You have to bring them together, fuse them together..
We think so outwardly, as if we're a subject to objects ..we are so out there and what we don't realise is that what we are is connected inside our brain instant. You can see this when you look at a baby, because they are so connected. There is no past or future . You can do that now. You make those connections..do that now but just let go of the idea that you're someone making those connections... If you wanted to taske bread and butter right now, you could without any bread and butter If you want to taste your favourite food right now, you can taste it right now. If you want to know our Love right now, you can know it right now.
Q: And if you want to experience anything from the past you can experience it now..
B Exactly what I a saying...the whole point though is , if you want to experience your past right now, then that's a dimension of Now , called an illusion. If you want to experience your past as the light you are Now , that's perfectly fine. Have you go to that kind of mastery? can you zip in the past in the future up, down, sideways ..anywhere you go and you remain omnipresent ? Well then you must be quite a Beingness. If you can go in the past without identification, go in the future without identification you must be God.
Because if you can do that and you're able to go into the past you can change the past. You can forgive those you thought you can never forgive and you can even forgive yourself. You can do that right now. Then if you can forgive others in the past, the biggest lesson you're learning is actually you're only forgiving yourself..fully ...
You 're the one that mistook you for a separate entity.
These are real fast track realities..that unless you live them and Of course what appears to be the outside world does not live this , will not believe it because the function of their brain ,their body-mind has not been calibrated in such profound truth - or simple truth or real truth. Truth for Real.
You can't get there (What You Are) from here ( ..thinking you're somebody, having a past)
Here is nowhere else but HERE and it is not of space or time but space and time appear in it. That's YOU: spaciousness. You can't get there from here means : identify with any thoughts or feelings in any space or time ..you will never know that you're whole. You will only know a separate sense.
We are discovering what we are, and what is the nature of Knowing or Consciousness? And what is the nature of Awareness? What is the nature of humanness or experience? or experiencing? Do I really want to realise that, that I truly am?
Am I that deeply called? and am I that excited to be alive?! That this life is an excitement of profoundly realising what I am is eternity.
And in this excitement I'm not, or doing my best, to not program in avoidance - of experience. I've played that game. I've played the game of moving to opposite dimensions - polarities.
I've done very well at it, thanks. I look in my school book of life and I've made a really good job of avoiding everything there is possible to avoid. I've got really good marks. But now I'm going to drop all that. Because I want to realise deeply and simply the ability to realise I'm love. The ability to remain profoundly awake.
The ability to master or love my mind, my self, my person as what I authentically am. My ability to be so full in the clarity of what I am, I stand alone in all my wonderful friendships. I stand sharing this amazing full aloneness. The discovery of what I am discovering in the beyond. In the up, in the down, in the out, in the in, in the centre, in the absence - of it all.
For me, for even producing this, creating this I'm moved by my many faces, and my many places and my many forms. And all the levels of evolving intelligence for I am a diamond with multidimensional bright facets of love streaming regardless of how it might feel on a level apparently called humanness. I am the diamond. Shining brightly. I am able to know this diamond, or at least I am growing to know this diamond whatever level I am, on any level of this - let's just call it - this amazing system of universal humanness. Which I, as the source of it all, is evolving and developing. And I am so clear that I can disappear into identification with creation.
I can not only just disappear into creation as a whole, I can disappear into a fragment of creation and call myself a creator - of that that I experience. I'll get so lost in it, that I may even experience creation as opposites. I may even develop opposition to these opposites.
I mean what a job I've given myself, to get lost in that that I create. But here is the real news. It's quite devastating this news! No matter how lost I get in it. I am always beyond it. No matter how lost I get in the knowing - objective (the objects, the forms of life) or the subject (the me-ness the I-ness) - I might discover I am awareness as a traveler. I am traveling awareness - I have a rucksack of potentials. On my back. And the weight on my shoulders is pretty amazing.
But i'm just going to dive right into this. Even lose my innocence. Even if I have to feel I am guilty. That's how serious I Am. Please keep your eye in your own knowing. I am realising what I am, who I am and how all this is in this full life. I want to enter it, discover it. Every nook, every cranny. Every feeling, every sensation, every word, every deed - every level of sexuality I want to discover What is that thing?
Every level of it.
Every level of brokenness I want to discover. I want to find out - do I actually change in brokenness? Or is brokenness just another expression of my infinity. And as infinite awareness one perception of brokenness on any level - personal, self - on any creative level sexual, mental, emotional -I want to enter and see: what is at the core of this?
I want to discover if what I am is really painting this. And that it is my will that is being done. As the unspeakable presence and essence of it all. For something in me tells me this is real. Something in me says I am so much more than my small self experience.
What is NOW? Who is NOW? Is it a thing? Is it an energy? Is it a body, is it a mind, is it a movement? Is it a thought ? Is it a feeling ? What is NOW?
You CAN go there ,because he one who is listening is Now but the mind cannot do anything but keep making that NOW something other than the one who is here, objectifying it . That's what really hurts. You think everything else hurts , but that's the only thing that hurts. Objectifying NOW. You can't 'do' NOW, you can only stay openly realising What NOW is. What is it that's NOW? If I say 'Who?' that's another arrow of another way..but what is it that is NOW , that has Awareness disappearing . As Awareness disappears it realises WHAT it is. Then Light happens and then the disappearance of Awareness turns into bright instantaneous Pure Knowing or Consciousness.
The only thing, when we say 'perception'..you don't perceive things and there is no one there that is perceiving. NOW is perceiving NOW. WOW! Your mind is like a 1000 doves or more.
Then all the shields around this idea that you're a someone and that there are others..they just crumble. So the moment a shield comes up just be so open that you really fully allow yourself to experience that resistance because it is also in NOW. You get to come to a place where openness is no longer just a word. Heart is no longer some mental idea in your brain. You begin to actually experience what openness is because it is What You Are.
It's quite different to live a life so utterly belonging to That and still have clarity and intelligence within our daily life.
But NOW, NOW there is not a single thing that is not made of NOW. That's a treasure beyond belief. Everyone is convincing everyone that you are not NOW. You ARE. You ARE That.
From Lounge Room session NZ 200709
To whom does this perception appear'? To whom does this moment appear' ?
If we look, just stop for a moment, we might see that actually we're looking through the veils and images of our own sense-self, the shadowy hall of likes and dislikes.. Nothing wrong with any of that because it's all made of Knowing or Pure Consciousness.
Does this sort out how am I going to feed my kids? Does this sort out, "oh I've got a bit of a dodgy leg at the moment" ? Does this sort out my mind? Those difficulties here and there. How do I sort all that out with this? Well the real answer is, you might not.
But whoever you are, we are, we might discover directly that we're Love or Consciousness itself. We just didn't stop to see to whom is this moment appearing?
And I am suggesting you that in such a daring feat as 'just to stop', what we've been running from might let loose. I believe that's most of our fears.. or we fear our own disappearance, replaced by the light of Infinite Life. Is that something to fear?
But the moment that we truly stop, the moment that we fully accept 'this', the moment we soften 'here', we may seem to lose control as energies and images and different levels of conditionality find their way home in the only 'I' there is.
Did you ever consider that 'I' is mind?
And as Awareness, are we turning the mind back in on itself? Then what is no-mind? I'll have to use some kind of words to point to this but they won't be sufficient.. Am I no-mind, am I prior to mind, am I prior to 'I'?
In the tantric perspective of this I might find whoever I am, that within all objects 'I Am'. Not one cell is not made of What I Am, That that is prior to 'I'. And What I Am is Pure-Consciousness or Light.
What we're all actually looking for is Pure-Knowing or Being and the Knowing knows no object. Is it not true, in openness, is it not true that my body is no longer a body? Isn't its texture different, its feeling different its energy different? Isn't there a kind of lightness of buoyancy? Really, do you constantly name your body all day long? Have you ever looked at this ?
Nobody fears the body dropping away at night. Maybe it doesn't drop away because maybe it doesn't exist, only in What I already Am.. Knowing. And only on the level of humanness, in the development of that level of mind is there an image, an appearance that I have named as 'me', but it vanishes during the day even, and definitely when I go into deep dreamless sleep. Why do I use my image? When there is no image, how do I feel? Isn't functionality quite natural, movement quite natural? Isn't everything quite magical? Isn't energy pure, isn't Seeing and Knowing pure? Answers just come and flow. Answers to what?
That means, 'do I answer to anything other than What I first Am'? That's very much the same as: at rest and open all is given. It's my mind that divides inside and outside, but What I Am is undivided".
from Sunday Satsang on 21 June 2020
First off give up listening to the news, give up all media accept the media of the heart, the media of warmth, the media of care, the media of 'more'. More love, more wholeness, more recognition. Give everything else up. Give up looking at yourself in the bathroom mirror. Give up the the idea that you are a someone! Catch yourself believing your are someone. And love that in softness. Give up all the things that are related to anybody called 'your name'. But love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Then love others as you. Love you. Love you. Love you. Don't pick up a newspaper in between. The newspapers are just the censorship of you. The good news is You. That's it! The good news is us. That's it! That's the good news. Do that for a month. And you'll see the difference. You won't bother with the news. Give up those distractions. The good news is here. It is I AM THAT. That's the good news. Now respond to that constantly.
From Sunday Online Satsang 200628
To be what you deeply are you have to agree with it as the only constant thing that needs your agreement. You have to agree, that you are The Self, you are Pure Being, you are innocence. You are the Source of all this. In fact you are beyond even the Source.
From NZ Satsang 200306
This One I Am has no before or after, has no above or below, it is neither close nor distant.
It doesn't contain how or where or when. There is no time, no moment and no duration. No manifestation or place. It is One without Oneness and Singularity without being single. It is apparent without appearance and hidden without hiding.
No one sees this One except this One itself. No one reaches this One except this One itself. No one knows this One except this One itself.
Only by means of itself does it know itself, realise itself and simply disappear into itself without disappearance.
This is more than subtle that I am endeavouring to put across. It's saying I Am That. I AM That.
And using the words such as we or Awareness you can hear the grasping of the masking of the endeavour to realise this as being someone, but this One has never been anyone and yet this One is everyone.
This One doesn't come or go, this One is close and yet immediate without any closeness. This One does not appear and yet is in all appearance.
So, whoever this is, can look at this and has access immediately, to every level of existence. I have access in what appears to be years but in frames of experiences. Did I ever exist separate from what is? Do I exist in distance, time and space? Am I truly immediate, everywhere yet nowhere? That that I Am is present, constant ..not even intimate because I AM That.
There is nothing but gold. There is nothing but That. There never was space-time distance. There never was existence separate from infinite gold. There never was, there never could be, there never will be. It is all What I Am.
From Global Satsang 200614
Have you ever known yourself without existing? Have you ever known yourself without existing? Have you ever actually had anything pass away? Are YOU passing away? Did you ever pass away? Will you ever pass away?
This brings us to the next question.. Can there be two realities? Can there be a reality that says 'I'm a person', 'I'm a someone', with all the content of conditionality , all the personalised imprints of polarity such as likes and dislikes. Do hear we are not making any of this wrong.
Maybe we might find it is actually a play.
There cannot be two realities, a self, born in certain conditions with certain rules, a self that moves in and as space and time looking for familiarity to move by as if familiarity is pure knowledge or pure I, in other words, the gold?
Or is it that THE Self is real, so that's The Self with no before or after, no above or below, no closeness or distance, no how or where or when. No time , no moment , no duration. Literally no manifestation and yet manifestation is made of 'This'.
No place, One without Oneness, Singularity without being One. Apparent without appearance hidden without hiding.
All that I hear is the deeper Truth, the truth of That that is Here. Not anywhere else but Here. You could call it the Lord if you want, or the Truth or Pure Light or Awareness.
I am actually asking you or at least I am pointing towards your own deeper entrance into knowing What You Are.
Will you live as the world, will you live as time and space ? Will you live as if you have a duration? Will you live as if you're someone? Will yo live to a certain code or a certain truth ? Or will you live completely openly AS You?
Again, Who Are You ? How will you live ?
Will you simply remember Love , be Love and eve though tere may be feelings of fear, will you just leave fear alone ? Will you leave time and space alone ? Will you leave the future alone ? Will you leave the past alone?
Of course I can speak in many different ways ...I could say that you are Consciousness and you have access to many different dimensions, but what of what good or benefit is that to you, if you believe you are a someone? Does someone have access to the No-one?
Can your past identified and names as a someone ever know itself? Can only the Beingness of Truth , not divides from some outside idea, some book or some other , can only Truth know Truth? Can only Love know Love ? And yet I am saying that the one who is Here, and please keep your 'I' in your own core ..is Truth, is Love, is That..no duration.
Where utter Openness and Freedom is, delight is, joy is that One. We might hear that the mind is still making the listener other than that One. But that One is speaking and listening, that One is seeing and hearing . That One is That that is Here, wherever Here is .
So then it is said that if you know yourself without existing and passing away you actually know God, not You as someone , but You as You.
from 200614 -
Maybe, when I centre my movement, my life on what I see with my eyes but not what I know with my 'I' , there is surveillance going on building identification. Keeping me in a limited scope of knowing, seeing and belonging, creating .
But when I am not surveilling, when I am given to the truth of What I Am, when my heart , my breath, my feet my hands, my ability to think , my ability to feel, when all my ability is given to the core of What I Am , I am no longer a surveillance camera , building identification, building information.
Then this whole humanness opens to the light of That that I Am. I see myself and and know myself as infinite reality.
Some people call this enlightenment, but is more than life changing. When the light itself, realises itself on any level of itself, we call that self-realisation. It is the end of surveying to make sure I'm safe, to make sure I'm still moving in identification with polarity.
When I'm finally free of surveilling everything, of my surveillance system. My whole system belongs to Truth, belongs to Love, belongs to great Openness, belongs to gold, super gold.
It is very paradoxical because there are moments of immense wonder, when my ability to see and know anything in this earth life, extends beyond limits and I'm not 'in touch with' a limitless reality, I AM limitless Reality knowing itself.
And whilst there is still attention aware in this level of form...this level of form is, as it were, formed from infinite light and care and wonder. And even that's a paradox, in that there is ONLY This. There is nothing else. And yet the way that I function, the way that I live, the way that I see and perceive is changed by what I deeply Am, what I first Am, which is not a separate self.
So if we are on this kind of wavelength, we're going to give up, as it were, sorting our lives out from linear perception and history.
We turn our gaze around to the light of Knowing itself as our self. Not our self that produces sensation, not our self that produces thoughts and feelings related to some outside symbol. When in What I first Am, there IS no in or out. I am That. There is is no time or distance. There is only this fullness. It does not mean that I will experience this day to day, but my knowledge is: "This is the Truth." Then and is it our self that is true, that is Reality? Or is Reality what I first deeply am and there is no other or any thing else? Do I need to stay with that or is that the simple and direct Truth?
From 200614
B: Which will you belong to?
Q: to Being
B: Yes...so Being may breeze you down a black hole. In other words, into your own unknown potentiality. That, that is not formed. That, that does not reflect light, but that from which light emerges. It is beautiful because it is that One that IS the beauty.
In just a moment of disappearance ' I am That' and then we just erase the 'I' . That's That. So as that opens, how is that? Somehow we will be refining not just 'how' that is but 'what' that is. That is also like saying, "Who am I?"
That breeze may bring what is to burn and return for a new Becoming. But does that move in time or is that a lack of knowing what we are?
from US Teacher call 200606
The finer experience of being is what's becoming, not a program of past identification, whether yours or whether the whole of humanity's, moved over space-time. What's landing has no relationship to space-time. It just instantly becomes. It's like a porthole opened from the beyond and the beyond becomes this moment.
In that way what's being developed is brave hearts. Brave hearts to me are hearts that have no recourse to the past or to the future. Brave hearts are vertical. A living verticality of porthole beyond porthole, aligned with the One as oneself. No need to memorise to be the instant of that form. What it takes with verticality is the willingness to be nobody, a willingness to open to it all no matter how it feels. The willingness to let it all in and yet respond to that verticality.
Teacher Call 15 June 2020
I am going to suggest to you that when you're ready to drop everything, whoever you are, and you're ready to hear the depth of you, you will pass through the darkness. Some call it the dark night of the soul.
But you will pass through the darkness of the manner, the ideas, the energies which you believed made you you. It's dark not in terms of good bad, right wrong or evil, it is dark simply because who would you be without particular concepts, images, patterns, that actually you put up daily to relate to? So we pass through darkness where our old life can abruptly end. We didn't realise we called for it, in realising more truthfully who we are and what we really belong to.
So then just like in the matrix the old energies just begin to collapse, the old images that you have about yourself, have about others and have about life.
Most of us battle these because we experience our subconscious. We didn't even know we had trauma in our nervous system, maybe of being in the womb, maybe from when we have young children or when sexuality first started to move. We had no idea what energies were building in our nervous system and our sub-consciousness.
And when we are called to some greater depth, and often we don't realise that we are being called, we are called to finally tune in to something more than a linear timeframe, more than a habit , a pattern of generation to generation. Somehow we have got hold of That that does not pass away and it is what we first deeply are.
Then all those old levels of relationship in our self become no longer available. We might claw to get hold of them and wonder what's going on or we might tune in to a finer a possibility, I'm suggesting at the door of our heart. We have actually entered a deeper realm of our being-ness. It has an entirely different movement, does not move in a linear manner.
So we may pass through quite a collapse of an old life. We're not taught this in our schools, in our societies. We're certainly not taught who we are, that we are infinite and eternal, the one we seek. And that there are realms of wonder and beauty made of the stuff of what we originally are, conscious light itself. So a few of us here, like this one, have had a collapse of old life, old habits and yet there's a butterfly coming out from all of this.
From 200607 Kiss The Frog
What if who we are does not need to feel a particular way to be free? What if the world that you and I have created, seeks a false good? A good that is a good in terms of polarity - your good may not be somebody else's good, your bad might not be somebody else's bad. But the true Good with no polarity is the I that is actually listening to these words now.
A bit of a dilemma, maybe you can hear this. Everything then, that we endeavoured not to feel turns our life into a fantasy of what we believe we need, to be what we originally are. So we build a fantasy. We build a fantasy around identification with what we believe we need, to be what we are. I don't know if you're getting that, but that's the kind of amazing joke, if you really get the joke. Maybe all that we have to do, truly, is drop all fantasies. And in some way, just stop. Completely stop and remain open as all the energies we have endeavoured to avoid and all the energies we have endeavoured to collect, so there is polarity there.
And I am suggesting we call that the world or a limiting sense of self. You decide whether the world is a limited sense of self. What is the world? Is the world some kind of fantasy? Whose? I suggest if we just stop still, the energy that seeks liberation in the light of Awareness simply comes home.
Simple question, who would you be when everything stopped? Would you not be pure openness? Would you not discover what you are or where you go in deep dreamless sleep? Is deep dreamless sleep actually profound?
from Kiss The Frog 200607
Liberation is simply You, Consciousness, completely freed of the belief of objects, of the believed concepts. You Consciousness, returned to Pure You. What if liberation is simply everything you have ever named as 'other than Pure You' coming home. What if liberation is simply the return of all the naming of things, of energies, of experience back to their original state of You - Pure You. What we experience, what you call experience in this world, that we believe has such meaning, is simply levels of a patterned sense of consciousness, levels of patterning returning to the Source? The liberation of the split parts of what we actually are. And this growing belief that there is something wrong with us, or something wrong with the other, or something wrong in our society... What if that is just a build up of conditional forms within our own consciousness? They are rather like clouds covering the sky, these conditionalities which seek the light of liberation in the light of Awareness.They seek. So the many parts of our self that we have identified and named are seeking liberation in the source from which they come. That is 'I', the one that's listening to these words.
Most of our difficulty is the belief that we need to feel good, the belief that we need to feel freedom to know freedom, rather than have the knowledge: 'I am free, that is my nature.' So then we seek liberation through energies on thoughts or feelings that are actually seeking liberation for the only one who can liberate any sense of self, or person, or energy. I am that Liberator. I liberate the conditions or the patterns within my sense of self. I liberate those patterns, for I am awakening to realise all those conditions and patterns are simply seeking the light of 'I', to be liberated back to what 'I' deeply purely Am.
from Kiss the Frog 200607
Liberation Is Pure You
Liberation is simply You, Consciousness, completely freed of the belief of objects, of the believed concepts. You Consciousness, returned to Pure You. What if liberation is simply everything you have ever named as 'other than Pure You' coming home. What if liberation is simply the return of all the naming of things, of energies, of experience back to their original state of You - Pure You.
Most of our difficulty is the belief that we need to feel good, the belief that we need to feel Freedom to know Freedom, rather than have the knowledge: 'I am free, that is my nature.'
from Global Online Satsang 200607
What if everything you've ever heard in your life is nothing but a belief system.
Can you rely on anything that your mind says? Can you rely on anything that your nervous system says ? Can you rely on anything, truly?
To get the point across, apparently we are told these are hands. Right? We are told this is a pair of hands but what if that is a belief system? That, what we are is manifesting what in our experience is here and now. Who told you that these were hands? Who told you that this was a face? Who told you that those there are others?You got it ? Who told you that there is an other but you're someone over there ? In all our experience, quite simple experience, the body disappears every night you go to sleep, particularly in deep dreamless sleep.
Can I, whoever this I is, be so open and fresh ? Can we pull on, call on, connect with That that has no name, right here right now? Can we connect with that has no name?
I'm suggesting to you that this is your true nature. And certainly as a young child you never named anything. You never knew you had a self. Try and find a self now! What you will find, you who is aware, I'm suggesting to you, what you'll find is a bunch of memories, including 'this is a hand' and 'this is a face', and 'that's an other' You will find a bunch of memories.
When you were very young, you never had a bunch of memories. You just had a movement of innocence and a movement of mystery, a movement of wonder.
So whatever this human thing is... Is this human thing made of memories or is this human thing made of nothing more than Consciousness? Profound consciousness. Knowingness, that is Consciousness, a Knowingness that doesn't know objects, because there are none.
See how difficult it is to even hear this, unless you are called towards or more excited by something very original and very genuine that is not out here but something that I essentially know within me.
From Global Online Call 200607
Function is quite natural. It's easy to see how function is quite natural. Do you have to function your heart beating ? No. It's quite natural. Do you have to function breathing ? No. It's quite natural. The whole body functions quite naturally without a doing of this.
I am saying that in very much the same way you don't have to think about function. The world has taught you to think about 'You', about That that cannot be thought about. You cannot think about 'You'. You cannot .
When you’re taught to think about ‘You’, your brain thinks that you are ‘the doing through thinking’ and thinking, if you look, it is always in the past, in some past action.
So, somehow thought and function have been thinking and functioning as if they are 'You' and that is the pattern that has got into the body-mind and overlaid your gorgeousness, your wonder, your innocence.
Many people on this planet think and function as if they're ‘someone’ and it's not the truth .
That's why we as humanity are really quite unhappy or distorted or ‘less than we know we could be’. It is because we think far too much about doing something , yet the whole universe is the expression of what we ARE without thinking or doing .
I will endeavour to express what I mean by this:
Quite naturally What You Are, which is pure bright black Awareness moved to know itself and Light happened .
You Awareness, move and Light happens and that Light, its movement on every realm that is manifest, is a function of You realising You. The entire cosmos is about Self realising itself, stars, planets, life and death, all of it is Self realising itself.
And within that there is natural function.
As Awareness, you and I, really start to rest, a function happens that is nothing short of a miracle. Things start to come our way that the mind might say are a coincidence but what it actually is, is a coming together of our interior and of our existence emerging.
So as we truly begin to rest at the level of the heart, Awareness, both the hemispheres of the brain, the left and right, rest. They are the masculine and feminine instruments of divine perception. That's what is yin-yang in all of us. When the brain, left and right hemisphere, is rested pure direction and pure life begin to emerge in the spacious consciousness of I AM.
We begin to awaken to our immediate Awareness, our immediate intelligence and the deeper realms of our pure Being and the function is exhilarating and joyful, blissful and natural. The whole body belongs to that and is manifested in that profundity of Light and brightness. That is what we are.
Teacher Call 6 June 20
Excerpt from the Online Easter Retreat 2020
Have you investigated whether a thought is actually You, whether a feeling is actually You ? Not you as in 'Oh, that stuff belongs to somebody else', no 'You'! You are beyond is all. You!
Death is only of a thought system as an identification. You are the very Presence. Then the case :"Oh I was present yesterday.." just doesn't apply anymore. "Yes, I was present for a little while" doesn't apply anymore. You're either present or you're not. Then you'll begin to realise that Death and Presence are actually inescapable, because they are the same thing.
To be present is to no longer exist as a separate entity, and to die is no longer to be just somebody. You begin to realise you're living as a Totality and as Presence you can forever realise more of What You Are. In that you discover what you are not and that's the level that dies.
Emptying the nobody then of image, of thinker, of the linear way of perceiving things but growing the ability to be able to go right to the beginning of time and even in a so-called future, but only as Presence.
Do you want me to speak about that a little?How you can go into the future?
When the vast Black emitted a speck of Light that seemed to consume the Black, and that speck of Light had such a brilliance, that within its brilliance without changing the speck, the brilliance began to form as Light, as energy and as matter, everything that was ever, ever possible. Ever possible. Thy will was already done.
Everything and anything that was ever possible on any level is already done, including good and evil, including the 'One Good' which is beyond those dualities. Everything is already done.
So, it's like you could pull out a segment right now in any of you and it would either burn your hands and you have to drop it or you could pick up your future and turn into it, because it's already done, because You are the One that already did!
So the future is quite simple. It's what's already done. How gorgeous that actually is, it's already done. It's just another level of You, unrealised.
You are to collect all the levels of you in good and evil to realise the 'One Good' that the good and evil come out of; the so called forces of opposites that grow the beings to have the power to realise the 'One Good' and to function the 'One Good' in the opposites and therefore bring out the opposites not in opposition but wholeness.
For even the 'One Good' wants to know all that ever can be. This is God and yet you are not God. You are beyond that too, unspeakably beyond that too. So then the future is very simple.. it's already done. And the past is very simple, it's already done. It's the Presence that's not already done.
It's the Presence that's not already done, because it's the One that did it all, and that's Love.
an excerpt from the Easter Retreat 2020 On the tyranny of the thinker and what Easter is.
The Tyranny Of The Thinker
This morning I just wanted to bring some Awareness around the tyranny of the thinker. The tyranny!Dissolve the thinker. BE.Then, when this is really integrated a thought no longer moves as an identity, as somebody endeavouring to have something. A thought then is rather the same as the body, an instrument, for even the 'I' thought is not What I Am, but it serves What I Am, knowing what It is. That what an 'I' thought is.
Every day we become really present, no longer functioning in a thought, then the natural movement of doing what we do will just occur far more beautifully, far more in a fulfilment because then the thinker-you, the thinking you're someone won't be out to get something to fulfil itself.
Life itself is fulfilment of the One who truly Is. For some people, to allow a thought, to not be the ruler of their life can be extremely difficult and painful. For others to allow a feeling, not to dictate or have any indication of What I Am is psychologically terrible. And there are others that are mixed in thought and feeling and are being moved by thought and feeling for some while, and that is pure suffering. Nonetheless, amongst all of that there is Presence that has never gone anywhere.
What Easter really is as if it was anything at all, is to practise the Way, because only Love is the Way, and the Way doesn't need to think in the way of being someone. To take no thought is Easter. Take no thought is being True You, is Easter.
There will be multiple deaths of the thinker and the feeler, the body-mind identifier. But what will arise from that is sheer beautiful essence of Presence and presence of Essence. That is Easter.
Easter is celebration of real life and intimacy. It isn't a death. It's a total renewal and a remembrance of What I most profoundly Am, and I cannot not see it everywhere, for I Am Omnipresent, I am everywhere and yet I am nowhere whatsoever. Easter is a celebration of renewal.
Forms, whether they be thoughts, feeling, actual, whatever level, forms that once served you are now free to dissolve, and you wildly expect the New You.
Never are you not pregnant with Greater Reality, it's your destiny because in the Deep you are already That. It has already happened.
B's response to a question on retreat around the wish and the difficulty to really surrender in meditation.
"When you really love God or What You Truly Are in the most profound, when you really get so clear that That is what you love and it Is You, you begin to understand that the immensity that You Are is too much for the worldly self. The first stage of this is to be true to your self and love your self and then while you're doing that, love others as your self.
So you're learning more about What You Are and how all this that's taking place is nothing short of a miracle. When you really see this, you know that it's not the ego taking over, it's the program you created to do your will instead of You living Your will.
When you really awaken, you will give up your will. You'll give up your will for your deeper Self-knowledge that You ARE The Self. That's a deep level of trust because then you don't go to manufacture life, you give it over to What You Are most deeply, most really, most brightly.
Lots of dying takes place and burning in the system and through it you begin to come Home. There are moments of immense love, immense gratitude, and then there are moments of immense terror, and immense fire and then there are moments of profound peace and clarity and it just keeps moving like some amazing puzzle. You're unveiling your self to your Self to realise What You Are."
From Easter Retreat 2020 Conversation S4 Easter
an excerpt from the Online Easter Retreat 2020
"Such power exists in a human Being. It is no different from the power that ignites the Universe. We are trained to think that’s just imagination. But to me, that is the Love of 'What I Am'. That is the Love of God. Good old-fashioned word for what I am. Please keep your 'I' in your own 'Am'.
There’s an instant recognition that I Am that I Am and there is also an instant recognition I Am beyond the I Am. We are not talking ego, we are talking immediacy, we're talking Love. We are talking Truth. "
a short piece from a conversation in satsang on 2 April 2020
Let go of the idea that what you're hearing and reading in the news has anything to do with Reality. It doesn't. Reality is the one that is listening to these words now. What Reality believes in is what's going to come real for that level of Reality.
This is a time to realise your own inherent radiance, your own inherent depth, your own inherent power. By our power I don't mean the power to do something, I mean the power that actually vibrates to cosmos. Then there can be the transformation on the level of humanness.. the mind can now vibrate at the vibration of no-mind or the mind of God. And the heart can pulse at the levels of deeper pulsations of profound Reality. And the body can move with without striving to be What It Is, equal to the movement of God in the universe. For it is this! This is real. You have to let go of all those stories.
Our highest difficulty is the surrender of the entertainment stories. Whereas if you just had one touch, and I know you have, of this inherent breath of divinity that you already are, you would love sinking into that, realising more of that as your own way of Being. That's how it is. - B
NZ 2 4 2020
Maybe this current 'lock down', maybe it is is really 'in come'. Come in , come in! Spend whatever period the lockdown is on discovering YOU, discovering What You Are. Openness. Look at things there are to do...differently, look at them with a fresh heart, new eyes..touch them with new fingers.
..a conversation in satsang during lockdown
"Be absorbed by what you deeply truly know is real and let everything else fall apart. If you keep checking on how you’re doing without falling apart, then you’re just holding it all together.
Maybe this current 'lock down', maybe it is is really 'in come'. Come in , come in! Spend whatever period the lockdown is on discovering YOU, discovering What You Are. Openness. Look at things there are to do...differently, look at them with a fresh heart, new eyes..touch them with new fingers.
25 MARCH NZ sessions
"I invite you as Beingness-Aware, to be aware of forming, to be aware of vibration, to be aware of Presence, to be aware as Being. And how instantly for Awareness having form perception in its brilliance has brilliant infinite forming in this Now-moment.
There is really only this Now, this Now, this sound of Being expressing forming ...that sound..that word..vibrates , tingles, sensates incredibly intensely as the cosmos and as a human, as a stone , as mud, as pain, as joy..all manner of things ..intensely being lived by Pure Being, absorebed into this.
I invite you to breathe this...be this breathing. Be this breath, exhaling the light forms of its vibratory expression and inhaling the in the same infinite moment. Within this, the invitation is to see breath is not just oxygen. Breath is the fuel of Pure Being. Multidimensional levels of Pure Being are breathing in and out. The whole cosmos is a giant lung and womb and heart and body. And the stars and the planets are the systems of the biology of Being. In very much the same way, a human is the biology of the Being of the universe, indeed of the Cosmos. And just like this vast Being-body of the cosmos, the human body has many finer bodies.”
a satsang excerpt - 25 March
"Times like these are a a good demonstration to show you, to show Awareness where your attention has been wandering in the subconscious. In times like this we may take the opportunity to be directly absorbed in Knowing, rather than belief systems. " - B
25 MARCH NZ Satsang (context: COVID 19 lockdown )
...a super short snippet from last night's satsang with the community and friends round the world in 'lockdown' (25 MARCH)
"Only the New is You. Only the New is Reality. Anything that has any past in it is on the horizontal plane. It's not vertical. It's past. The New you have discovered, are you living it?
It is essential that you live the new as you and you let go of anything as identification with your past. It's difficult for most of us to live this unless we're truly, sincerely engaged with living Truth, living Awareness, simply because if you look in your paintbox of self and person, you only find the world.
The New You is NOW , not in the future. The more you give you to the New ,the more your being integrates what IT is in thought, feeling and in action. Start now, when else? - B Prior
19 March 2020 NZ ONLINE
From a conversation in satsang about using the energy of one's rage into a power of awakening.
"Your difficulties can be a gift of alchemy, TLC and greater vibratory awakening. They point to your 'already-greatness', 'already-wholeness'. The belief that you can become less and that you need more is the movement of suffering. The knowledge that you are already more and can discover the more as You, is a movement of Love.
Reality doesn't suffer.
Awareness can appear to suffer when it identifies with its small self experiences that come and go. .
. Awareness aligned with what it deeply knows is true is able to transform the self and the person.
Not by doing but by knowledge
Then the energy of your challenges will be transmuted or alchemised into finer attune-ment with the natural state of bliss-aware. It is energy after all, either configured to separate or configured to express divinity." –
NZ 19 Online Satsang 19 March 2020
From a conversation in satsang in February 2020
Start seeing differently, crazily, wildly! It is in simple things...The cosmos exists in painting, in cutting the grass, in looking at an ant.
We go so blind looking at everything as if we have seen it before. What if we could look at everything as though e have never seen it before. You would have to die for that. Well then die..and you will be reborn. That is literally what this means, looking at everything with brand new eyes. It will crack your body open ..but that is expanding, growing..New levels of where you are now coming from begin to re-encode the brain. Start being fully You. See that there is life . See how precious life is. It's precious. You're precious.
- B NZ 12 FEB 2020
A tender, beautiful session about close-by and complete intimacy with and as the very substance of Being.
From the 2020 New Zealand retreat sessions with B Prior
a short clip from the first day of the NZ Retreat 2020
"Our body, our nervous system is either vibrating in living or vibrating as Life and in Life there is always more for it is eternal."
An excerpt from the NZ Retreat 2020 about the gift of difficulty ...and so much more.
"Your difficulty is your entrance to your greatness. Your difficulty is your entrance to your simplicity. Your difficulty is your entrance to your almighty. Your difficulty is the entrance to YOU, what YOU deeply are, that never was not. "
Your difficulty is the plumber.
Your difficulty always, as Awareness, points You to You. It never asks you to sort these things out with one form to another form. As if a thought can sort out a thought, as if a feeling can sort out a feeling. That is just adjustments of the same old energy. It asks YOU to be YOU. It asks YOU to be YOU. Totally freely YOU, prior to any thought, prior to any feeling, prior to the need to even live or breathe - you will still BE. More than you could possibly breathe in one breath but one breath contains all of YOU.
The ability of being utterly opened Awareness resolves the forms of any apparent life situation . Awareness resolves its forms.
Awareness in its capacity to be opened in What Is resolves all life and life begins to flow like a river.
Our capacity to open to What Is reforms this life in the Deep. We begin to see we have greater ability by being with What Is . It sounds quite ordinary but it is actually extraordinary.
We begin to connect with the deeper levels calling and we're able to connect with those levels within our self and person that we separated from as Awareness. In that connection one could say there is healing, one could say there is emptying and fulfilment.
Become so opened and aware that any level that we pushed down or split from is perfectly welcome home to this here and now.
a short piece about disappearance and emergence.
One has to disappear to reemerge. To disappear to reemerge. Nature is doing it all the time but it appears to be doing on a timescale. This this is the beauty of the planet but there are more realms of a planetary consciousness that is the garden of What I Am.
What we see is a process of emergence and reemergence in a set kind of frame for the purpose of the manifestation of the realm of 'I', a purpose that shows every level of our own emergence disappearance and reemergence. In What I Am there is no such thing . There is only Presence of Now but I do know it is multidimensional. I do get lost in all the dimensions to find that all the dimensions are already in What I Am. I am that 'What'. I used to believe I am an 'am' - a form, but now I know 'I and form' am What I Am.
Disappearing to re-emerge.
Here the simple signal of disappearing to reemerge is breath. You will not remember this you might, but there was a moment you breathed YOU as manifestation. You breathed You. And then the same sound of you emerging from the Beyond like a tremendous echo - they call it the Big Bang, but it is actually the big song, some call it OM...that same sound that you pass through, emerging as Nothing created a sound from the light that moved when You moved.
The sound happened and You emerged and the moment you emerged all creation happened NOW. Never did exist before your emergence. and when you disappear never does it ever exist. For YOU are all that exists when you emerge and when you disappear, clearly don't exist as a manifestation but You are PURE YOU. You cannot not be Pure You.
Aengsbacka 2019 NY
A short piece on true authority and compassion.
" Authority is yours alone and no one else's. It is a teaching to keep going as no real authority. You're not here to live a program. You're here to be You discovering You. That's what you are here to live.
So, if you're a thorn in society..well maybe that thorn points to each and everyone's potentiality and we have no ned to live a controlled existence . If you can live that, that will resurgence in your body. It will change your mind, your brain, your energy. It will turn you back to You formed. It is a resurgence. That's evolution. And You emerge. And with that kind of emergence comes something very very valuable to you and maybe other beings: piercing compassion.
Until you can be pierced by having compassion it is not compassion. If you can have compassion and not feel another's pain it is not compassion. Compassion is piercing , like an arrow or a dagger or a knife. Compassion pierces even YOU, if it doesn't it's not compassion."
Glastonbury Retreat 2019 / D2 S5
B speaks about the focus of one's attention, disturbance as Life's way to point to a deeper Reality and the only Now there ever is.
Excerpt from the Crete Retreat 2019
The function of te higher levels of our Being require Awareness to be true to the Knowing.
Every movement is a movement of greater depth and the movement is a movement of pure meaning . There is not a movement you can make that doesn’t ‘mean’. It is all meaning. You will see this in the practice of TF and Maybe you begin to see this in all of life.
There is not a single movement that does not have meaning. Sometimes you can really be fascinated and sitting up on the hill here and watching the ocean move …and how easily the birds fly through that movement and it is like the movement of the ocean and the movement of the bird is the same movement and the movement of the sun and the movement of the moon is the same movement and the movement of my finger and the blink of my eye is all the same movement and even the movement of my anger and the movement of my difficulty ..are all the same movement, disguised, veiled. I who am listening , including the speaker , I unveil Reality for I am THAT.
So then there is a different functionality that begins to happen within the human levels. A function of Beyond. This is not new age theory, this actually is and it does not deny the body and it does not deny the difficulty , and it does not deny the pain and the anxiety and all that happens in our humanness. It is not in denial of that. It is actually coming into that. In many ways ..
That requires a warrior spirit, not to change things ..no no, just the kind of power that is willing to go into this and the kind of warrior that doesn’t fight but the kind pf brave heart that enters it without turning around. So you have a warrior spirit – that is not a warrior to fight, but a warrior to enter the depth of what a human is and meet all the levels of humanness as they come to meet what is coming in.
B speaks about the 'being gutted' , the power of the gut and the tigers roar.
Have you ever heard a tiger’s roar? A tiger ‘s roar is the same as the sound of creation. It is the warrior of you, not the worrier or you. The sound of creation is the moment that nothing became something. Light expressed as the entire cosmos. That’s that roar. You still have it! But sometimes you rather be a pussycat.”
A brief excerpt from the Crete Retreat 2019.
The movement of a human life is really inter-dimensional. In a very ordinary way , the inter-dimensional of a human life is that You, as Awareness, can swiftly move between a thought a feeling and an activity from inside and outside. At an incomprehensible speed you are bringing levels together in Oneness.
But levels together, like thought and feeling, through imprints of past will not bring you joy. The joy is the unknown. You are the unknown That’s your joy and yet you have a comprehension and a really tactile comprehension of your humanness.
So you will be able to love be love , give love , receive love but it will begin to have nothing to do with your past. It has to do with your heart as the Presence of Now.
The ‘present moment’ is actually a New Age invention. If you don't invent a present moment, then there is only Presence. Presence is the Love everyone seeks either in the past or the future. But it is only Now and Now doesn't need a past and future because it is already full of Love, full of Presence.
When you get to see this, that there is only this Now, then clearly if there is Now only and not the present moment, you won’t find a past to reference this Presence to and you won’t find a future to head towards, to become present in, for you are already IT! Only from this Presence is life fully lived, then Presence streams the Now and that is Love or fullness, where everything is actually shining and working and there is no need to reference past or future as an identification of someone. Then the body mind is a streaming of Now and in the streaming of Now there is only a full living life and actually no such thing as death. There is no future to head towards and no past to look back on. Now you are really realising Now is Eternity. And it is not 'someone being in the Now. There is only this Now shining as all of us. READ FULL ARTICLE HERE:https://www.bprior.org/blog/there-is-only-presence 19 April 2019 - Ohinetahi Community , New Zealand
When you give up struggling for something to work although that might appear difficult in the nervous system, in the life, there is a Supreme Intelligence that Is What You Are breathing this. Just say yes to it, because it IS You.
We're all over being old. We want to be fresh and new. Then give up what came before. You will enter the deeper presence of What You Are.
As a kid in the cinema I loved to go to the cinema and I would sit right in the back of the theatre. What did something within me was the moment when all the lights went down. It was as if when the lights went down there was a roar. And I am not talking about the lion's roar of the Metro Goldwyn Mayer lion. The moment the lights went down there was a roar of the light going down within me. It was raw, a raw-ly roar and the moment that the screen was lit, the blackness was lit with a beam of light.
Everyone was more interested in the play of light in terms of images and activities. I was more interested in how the light streamed and danced and that it came from an aperture. I would look at the movie but I was constantly looking at the streaming of the light and how there were particles dancing and what seemed to be non- physical appeared physically on the screen So the light that you could put your hands through became physical on the screen. It had three dimensional form, it had activity, it could speak, it could do things - there was action in it That was not too dissimilar from the light beaming and streaming but the light beaming and streaming was purer than the activity on the screen.
I am endeavouring to give an expression to Reality, that this 'I' is an aperture and this 'I' is the first light streaming this level of reality called existence. And this level of reality called existence is experienced as solid and real for it's made of Reality.
Underlying this idea 'I am someone' is a no-one. Underlying this from is formlessness. Underlying every action is actionless-ness. Underlying every hearing is silence . Underlying every seeing is pure Seeing. Underlying every sound is pure Hearing. Underlying everything is a formless dimension of Reality and it is coming up and streaming this level.
NZ Retreat D3 S2
Are we the ‘non-local’ localised ? Are we actually another realm of the cosmos made into form? Do we bring different gifts and abilities from another non local location of Being, here into this life? The alchemy is right here in the life as it is. Blood, guts, tearing, sinews, thoughts, feelings, they're all in the mix of the non-local made local.
To breathe the 'non-local' is to change the 'local'. That is awakening. And that change isn't done by 'someone'. It is a natural change by no-one -the non-local, localised. Then the old local-ness of identification with space, with time, with experience, with ‘I am someone having experience’, begins to open and there are unknown scales in this. Even the breaking of your skin is the tearing open in a black hole in the cosmos.
So when we breathe in the non-local we can expect change within the local but if you carry on breathing the oxygen of the non-local, the non-local begins to be the living locality of Consciousness itself.
There, our greater ability begins to live where we begin to see, know and experience experiencing far beyond what we call human but it is made localised as a human life, thereby making human life cosmic. A cosmic human. A universal human-ness. Divined. Divined meaning open to greater ability of the non-local to the local. Our only pain or suffering is that we know we're distracted by the old local - our selves, but we long to be non-localised in this location-whole.
This is our opportunity, always, always: to breathe the 'Non-local' into the 'Local'. You never know how that is going to happen. The ‘Non-local’ wants to breathe this locality, until every cell is a universe, until every word is cosmic wind, until we see as Light itself, unhindered by the belief that we were ever born or will die.
And yet we’re loving this birth. It’s a paradox!
NZ190114
A short excerpt about singularity from the New Zealand Retreat 2018.
"Singularity is the same as saying , there is only One, or Oneness. Singularity is the fact that both subject and object arise in the same space. The knower and that that seems to be known arrive in the same space. It is the space that is the Singularity. It is the space that is the Oneness - but the subject is the Knowing.
Each and every one of us knows. The mind will add 'What do we know?' and that can be a proliferation of Knowing. Most human Knowing is knowing self-experience through things experienced. Yet even those things that are experienced are experienced beyond a thing. A thing for instance can have emotional content or it can be experienced mentally.
Right now there can be in any one of us a Knower-sphere that is still highly charged with personal self-consideration. The Knowing heads straight to a me-centre surrounded by thoughts of me and sensations of me and feelings of me . That's perfectly fine .. it is rather like a building block of a deep possibility. And the deep possibility to shape that building block in the likeness of the Deep. That what this body is.
So within the subject of Knowing within the human realm, Knowing has different frequencies, colours but the Knowing itself is the fragrance and presence of Pure Being, the light of Awareness.
See how in the pause we can drop into the Knowing. When we drop in to Knowing , we're knowing no thing, just deep nothing, knowing no thing. No objects within our consciousness. If we look that is substantial peace. A quietness that Reality itself . Within Reality itself there are many levels of Reality, formed and formless but Reality is One . It is already the Totality, it is a singularity but it has functions on levels of itself in different frequencies, rather like a waterfall. The water is the same but the width of the space and the depth of the water varies. isn't it true that there is the same water in a raindrop as there is in the ocean? So could you enter a raindrop and know the ocean? Can we enter a human life and realise the Source? Not Two but the same One?
All this is a movement of conductivity. Whether the hand moves to pick up a glass or the hand moves to touch your face or just moves without you even realising ..what is it conducting? A hand gesture conducts a sphere of life where the subject 'I' is coming from and endeavour to give expression and meaning to a place I am currently walking in.
We can just walk in our conditional sense of self or we can walk as Consciousness itself. Consciousness itself can walk as Consciousness itself in amongst the levels of its cascading Love. It can walk in more than one level in a single moment because it IS singularity.
That is to say that each and everyone of us, although we appear to be a drop , we are the whole ocean.
But to access the ocean you have to BE like the ocean. If we just stay in a wave, that wave is going to end up back on the shore. The waves gone. But if you can see that rather than being a wave you can know the wave and remain as the ocean. Then the wave is the movement of the expression of the ocean 11:22. That is a human life. Then we deepen in the root of being oceanic, deep and we are actually exploring the What I Am. "
NZRetreat 2018 D4 S1
Essentially what the message is here or the pointing: if you're really serious about awakening to what you deeply are and being That moving, then everything that you used to move your name with will begin to falter and break down. What most of us do is we go and grab more of the known and many many many more images instead of being tenderly true to what we're knowing in the Deep.
Although a lot is felt and our self becomes incredibly vulnerable because your familiar sense of self can no longer show you the way. It was never the way anyway. But now you are awakening TO the way and that way is You. You are the light of reality and as you respond to the Knowing amongst all the false information of the body-mind until it is emptied, then you're walking on a tide that was coming down but you are on a tide on return. So you will be passing through all your old ways and imaged.
You will be learning to stay so wide open but function from Knowing amongst a tide of doubt and fear because you're not moving by that like that anymore. You must be true to what you deeply are . All the other information that is going to come to you says: "You got it wrong." but you're actually being it . And as you travel up the stream and you are still giving expression to what you once believed you were, all the energy within those forms ..just to hold this together, just to hold the flower together ..the universe is held together with tremendous energy. Now that tremendous energy is returned to you. If you still have an image, that tremendous energy will make more of that image than ever before.
To be sincerely awake and travelling up the way you came in, all the forms and images that you're moving through awaken and responding to the deeper Knowing you become fully present and alive.
Those images then, the energy will be felt in your nervous system, moving in your mind, moving in your relatedness. What do you do? Nothing. It is quite difficult do nothing. You want to do something with it and you will fight it and fight it and more than likely with others. More than likely if you are in an intimate relationship, you will fight it with the other. You'll have a fight. And then you will stop. You might see through the fighting ... for a while. The fighting will return until you give up the fighting and let it all return.
When does it return ? NOW. No other time. Each image returns exactly at the precise moment for it to return, so therefore everything is always in order and in its right place. You awaken amongst the breaking of the old images, the breaking of the relationship that you believe was others, but it was what you first Are. As this really begins to warm your heart, you warmly with others that are also awakening and undoing. Stockholm 18618
As we say we're to awakening we give permission for our innermost being to wake up the surface to what the deep is. As we listen and know deeper in the Seeing and Knowing we begin to know a realm within the unseen levels of our Being that we can touch upon and it touches us back.
It is like a of recognition of more than the surface. As we dwell, Awareness more in the deeper Seeing and Knowing, this directly initiates change on the surface, mentally, emotionally, psychologically, actually, socially. It activates change. Not to change anything purposely but meaningfully. Not to change for change's sake but we long to realise What We Are at depth with no end AND to manifest in this moment of humanness, divining the humanness.
So the moment we recognise just a little bit deeper, we don't have to understand it, we know it at this heart level and even our mind stops and is knowing a light of the heart that we are entering. Then that initiates an emptying of the surface level, because what we need as awakening to our original purity, which we not left, is for the alignment of this moment of life in the bodymind to match the deeper Knowing.
The moment we know and see deeper, we may not have it on our tongue, to say it to another, we may not be able to put it into words, but it is already emanating from our flesh and it brings about within our heart and within our relationships a longing to form to give the more of what this is. And we go across boundaries, the boundary of needing the familiar. We realise freedom is not in the known, it is an unknown, the levels of our deeper knowing that have not had form. We want to realise not only what we are but we want it to have flowing form of expression whilst we have this form.
So we literally enter the deep for the transformation of the surface, through giving away the energy of familiarity, pattern, separation back to our Being. Each and every moment as we awaken we begin to see, challenging a great deal of the time, not to react in the familiar way in which the self has been patterned and functioning. But also to discover that no one is to blame for this. This is a deep cosmic thing, a divine thing, a mystery that is happening...
But then being true as Awareness to the heart of our Knowing becomes our living breath. And we begin to know ourselves like we've never known our self. Often quite distastefully we know our self. But within the Knowing of our self without the judging of that self, even though it is distasteful, The Self is revealed in our own Awareness as being what we first deeply are. That moment is a balance, a goodness, a profound-ness, a place of deep okay-ness. Everything is fine as it is but we must move deeper into our Knowing.
By and by, slowly, slowly, quickly, quickly backwards, backwards, forwards, in and out until there is a steady way. We give up moving as if we're a linear someone, heading for a future because we are getting away from our past. We need to stand still and be silent and open and welcome our past home as a welcome experiment to reveal what we essentially are. Now we really begin to live thoroughly as the Now for we are the Now.
Glasgow 1st Night June 2018
“Nothing can replace the Beloved. Nothing. No one. Anything whatsoever. Nothing can replace the Beloved whatsoever. Love the Beloved, you'll realise the Beloved. Love the Beloved, you’ll realise the Beloved is the only one that’s here. Then all your relationships begin to move as the Beloved.”
From NZ Retreat Dec 2017 D0S1
The beautiful opening to the recent five day retreat in New Zealand Retreat
" You realise being here ruins how you expect your life to continue. Shall I say that again? No! Ruins your life from how you perceive through your sense of self. What I hope to bring about together, isa deeper living way - to discover that together.
For instance, we could be anywhere, we could be in town, could be on the beach or sitting in the living room. We could literally be anywhere but deeper streams of your love deeper streams of your being, greater depths of what you are is the one constant that is present.In many ways we are not awakening to what most people believe they are awakening to. This might change your slant on this. Your mind is awakening to You, You who is Awareness knowing, seeing Now without name, without form, without identity who moves through all names, all forms and all identities. That is truly what is present."
"The invitation is everywhere to realise the Source as one's real Self. Our difficulty is the belief that the past can tell you who you are and the future is going to make you what you are. It's not the truth. It is all wonderful revelation, revealing you to you, with everyone you meet. We begin to know and realise that we are already Love.
SHORT D0S1 NZ RETREAT
"Love does not exist in space, time - past or future. Love doesn't exist, doesn't move in any of that. You have been looking for Love in that, as that and that’s why you can't find it. It’s not there, wrapped up in the belief that you can be Love tomorrow, wrapped up in the belief that you were Love last week or thirty years ago when you had your first awakening.
If you had awakening thirty years ago and you knew Love, you opened beyond space and time and you came into what you already are, which is Love. Then we see that what we have done with Love is that we have made Love about space and time, about a particular person in duality (I and someone else) and we have made Love about an emotion linked to a thought, linked to events in the past that I thought were Love. So we're always held in this idea of past in the hope that we get that love again in the future wrapped around a space-time body that is an utter illusion."
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A beautiful clip from the New Zealand Retreat Sessions - Dec 2017
" If you are awakening you are being weaned off of the need for manifest forms to tell you who you are. All manifest forms, thought is a manifest form, feeling is a manifest form, birdsong is a manifest form... So many manifest forms as you can see, as it were 'outside'... your body is a manifest form, your word speaking is a manifest form.
But if you are awakening you are awakening to relate direct to your Being and to the Self. In truth there is no existence without the light of the Self and its movement bringing itself home to realise what it is. It is the one constant in the universe."
SHORT NZ RETREAT D3 S1
15 minute piece from the last day of the NZ retreat with B in December 2017
" The light of Knowing is only knowing its own light - aware and real. Refracted means you have to look in the past and have a future and it is definitely a hall of mirrors and not one glow, one whole bright Reality.
When Awareness drops a little into the truth of what truly is and doesn’t divide that into ‘other’, then what seems to be difficult, painful is simply the shedding of the old way and the movement of the new that has no need of past is now moving.
Awareness begins to see that what it is at source is already flourishing , no matter what takes place in the hall of mirrors. It all comes from and returns to the great hall, where nothing ever happens.
There will always be a hall of mirrors . and a great hall which the refracted light returns to know itself and returns each refraction to the hall, which means the whole. That’s the cosmic game and the one who is listening is even beyond all that. So paying attention to what’s moving becomes very very foolish. Giving your power to what is truly moving it is wisdom.
You now have one relationship only – to the depth and it is not divided , no matter what happens in the hall of mirrors. "
FROM DAY 5S1
Awakening Awareness is called to go beyond all distraction, all contraction, all inflammation and be its first light and movement.
This will change the world we apparently live in. You are never up ‘against’ society, up ‘against’ your family. You who is aware in the light of Awareness, are always meeting what is out-flowed and becomes solid identification.
I have been here since the beginning of time and I am here at the end and I discover I am not a beginning or an end. If you enter society as what you are first, you transform it, because you are what made it.
You are prior to all relatedness. Relate only to that Knowing in all your relationships, that is how the universe is born.
Then you are not growing in strength you are revealing simplicity which has untold mystery and power that never gets used by anybody.
NZ RETREAT DEC 2017 SHORT D5S2
Be less interested in what is already manifest. Let your conversation be centred around the unmanifest manifestation.
When Consciousness is interested in the unmanifest, the unseen, it begins to pour like liquid into the cup of experience. You will be less interested in how it manifests - it will simply manifest.
You will be more interested in where this is pouring from. The more you engage the Unseen, the more it pours and manifests the Next.
Have real conversations. Speak of what is infinitely more than self-experience. Then what is infinitely more than self-experience is realised as the Self and comes into self-experience.
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A short excerpt in which B speaks about Deep Dreamless Sleep.
As you go to sleep at night, slowly, slowly, slowly you become naked of using structure. You strip yourself bare of your thoughts and your feelings and you lay down all your structured identity. Because as you are heading towards going to sleep, and that word is only something that the self tells, the self tells you you're going to sleep. The truth is you are not going to sleep, you're going into an unformulated level of your Being that does not move by an identification with any form of structure.
Therefore, your self cannot and does not go with you in deep dreamless sleep. You go towards deep dreamless sleep like a caterpillar would go towards the chrysalis. It has no idea what it is turning into now.
In deep dreamless sleep, or in you heading towards sleep, be clear how you love it. There's more in the Deep that you love then in your structured sense of self. You believe you love it but you don't. You love to hold onto it and identify with it and make believe it’s you but you know it's not. You could in fact and you will at some point give it all up. So you are heading towards sleep, but you are heading towards the Unknown and yet you know you love it.
So you strip yourself naked of all forms and structures of identification and you fall in, because you know on some very real deep level, you cannot enter the Deep as a sense of self identity. But this level is untouched it just waits for you to come back ,move in it and it all sets off, all the wires up, all the patterns wire again and you're back with this belief that you got something to hold together, you got something that needs to be repaid, you got something that needs to be taken away, you got lots of things to do lots of things to let go of and lots of things to continue and it is all a lie. It’s not the Truth. It cannot enter where you go you strip it off, you let go and you fall into the Deep.
The reason why you don't know what you are or where you are in deep dreamless sleep is because you're not using the faculties of the body-mind relationship and the manifest movement of thoughts and feelings, because that realm and deeper realms do not relate to this level whatsoever.
Doesn’t relate to this level whatsoever. Any deeper level of You that you ever enter in deep dreamless sleep or even if awake, if that was possible, none of the deeper levels can relate to your self-identity. None. Not one single one, not at all. In fact any level deeper than this structured level would dissolve a structure of yours.
And that is what you fight against, because you want to keep those structures and you want payment from those structures and you want something back from those structures and you want and you want and you want and you want. That's really how it all is. It is a fear of completely being no- one, no-body and no-thing. But as you strip off off as you head towards sleep, then this realm does not enter where you're going and you love where you have gone to, but not enough to bring it ‘here’. Because it's the end of controlling who you believe who you are and what you believe you need here and what you believe you need from everybody. So you make sure you don't really bring it back ‘here’, because it would take from you all your beliefs and turn YOU into the Deep.
From Community Satsang NZ 170808
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An excerpt from a Day Seminar with B in Japan - July 2017
Let me show you an unusual dream... It is called your life. 'All this' is an unusual dream. One day you will wake up from this dream -maybe Now! Whenever it will be, it will always be 'Now'.
When you believe you are in time, you are late. When you believe you are of time, in time, you locate yourself as a body. When you try to go beyond time you locate yourself in a body. Whenever you try to do something, you always locate yourself in a body, in a space, in time. You will be limited. Whenever you think about someone doing something, you locate yourself in a time, in an identity, in confinement.
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When you have deep experience, there is nothing to do, because you're complete. There is a sense of completeness not on the surface. You can't action that completeness as your name, as your past , as somebody. You can't action the Truth as a somebody. You can't move that that is already complete as any being that has a history or a future. It won't move. It's an illusion! That means, everything begins to fall out of your hands as something that you can grasp or hold onto that has any real value, because it's just like clouds. It passes away. Suddenly what you will find is 'What you are' does not pass away . So then you can bring to the surface what does not pass away, even though the forms of it will pass away. You did that from the moment of seeming birth. You knew this is passing away this form - but You are not.
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A Satsang Excerpt from January 2017 - She Community, New Zealand
You know the 'end of your time'. It is easy to recognise the end of your time. The end of your time is the most difficult period you have had in your entire life. That is the end of your time.
If you are having a difficulty, real difficulty, it is the end of your time dancing as the person you think you know and are. The dance is over. Get off the dance floor. It’s over.
Difficulty is a marker of a higher intelligence of Love calling. To be up to the mark is quite simple but seemingly difficult, because to be up to the mark means to not need to work anything out on the level of self, time and space. It is a return to innocence with a deep trust , like when you go to sleep and all is well. You will have to have that kind of trust when the body drops away. That kind of trust is in truth where you come from and what you really belong to.
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CLIP What You Are is Instant
You can't get the realising of Truth as You, whilst you function as a memory of someone. You can't realise the Absolute as that that changes. That's why to be more still and gentled in each moment, you begin to know and see as Beingness and begin to let go of this idea that you're somebody. Otherwise the sense of self and person is filtering out what you 're hearing back to you as being a someone.
Truth points to You being no-one. So the moment you begin to struggle, stop and be still. The more you are open and still, you begin to see as Consciousness itself, but this way of awakening - being true, loosens all the stories of being someone. Look deeper than the sense of a story. What You are is so instant. You won't find What You Are in space and time. I know you know this..so then keep softening and opening.
Give each moment to move in openness rather than being someone doing something . You struggle more because the mind has an investment in knowing the Truth. The mind, when you see through it,remains open and silently still and only shines the Light of the streaming and then forms the Light of streaming without past or future. It looks like when we look into the universe that it's millions or billions of years old. That's the mind - it is streamed now! Keep relaxing. When you find your mind trying to get hold of something, relax and open. Do what you need to do but live what you know to live from the streaming.
from "The Me Is Your Root Possession"Turin 2017
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There are many things that we possess, but the root of all that you possess is the possession called ‘me’. That's the only root possession we could own up to, all other possessions are held by the glue of possessing a ‘me’.
The biggest death, the most valuable ‘jewel death’ is the death of the belief of 'me', because in that singular death the 'I' points towards and dissolves in its original streaming. It realises It IS the Light streaming ALL reality! Not just human reality, yet in that moment true human life arrives; a body-mind realised in the streaming of the Light.
170409 Turin
In truth, where I come from, You are the Light streaming Reality. Truly this is Life streaming. Your essential nature is streaming this moment alone. The belief that you have a past or a future is through the interpretation of mind only, the conditional aspects of what we believe belongs to this planet. We're told that we come into a conditional planet but what we're not shown is that all the conditions of this planet are true for Self-realisation, despite appearances, despite experience of a seeming separate sense of self.
This planet is aligned with our essential nature and its conditionality is ripe for unconditional realisation. If we look through our mind, which means looking through a separate sense of self, our conditional thoughts and feelings present to us a dualistic experience.
Awakening is recognising and moving only your heart, not relating to sense perception in thoughts or feelings of experience, because even by having a body you've inherited a conditional sense of self , but like when you were a baby that conditional sense of self is not for you to listen to or try to fix it . When you were very very young , you simply moved in innocence. Where I come from innocence is radiance . You simply moved as a being , not as a body mind. You were told you were a body mind. For you as a baby the conditional functionality of a body didn't bother you whatsoever, but somehow as we seem to grow up we seem to listen more to the condition of the body. "How my self feels, how my self thinks, who I think I am." So then we project ourselves out . Now we're someone having forms of experience. But what you loves as a child , there were no forms of outer experience . Your experience was profoundly rich and deep . You were rich, simple and already whole. You weren't touching outside forms . Everything that you touched was liquid to you, because you didn't see yourself as a body. You just moved in the innocence of Being.
So awakening is when we awaken to a deeper calling than a separate sense of self. Awakening is a very disturbing time because it brings us to true responsibility to only listen to the depth of our heart and not to count the cost of what that would be for our sense of self . So when we really awaken we begin to see how much we value true awakening over and above keeping our comfort zones safe. One of the things that really happens when we start to awaken is that we begin to see the stories we tell about someone who doesn't actually exist. We begin to see that the stories keep us separate from what we are and we can be quite afraid to give up the story of me.
Its not until we really respond to what we are at the level of Heart and deeper that the fear disappears. What we begin to discover when we're true to the Heart is that we have access to our innocence once again. We have access into our radiance once again. We have access into a very familiar Knowing that is already complete. Suddenly when we truly give ourselves to awakening, although there are still levels of fear existing in our self, or sense of person.
We learn to be wide open in the meeting place of each other. Because this meeting pace IS meeting God. This meeting place is the meeting of meeting Self as Self. This is Self-Realisation. This is Self-Realisation. This is realising What I Am, being so open to this meeting that it reveals the very essence of Oneness. Being so open to this meeting and reaching into each other's hearts that the sense of self and person is immediately aligned with our original nature. Not through doing something not even through trying to understand what we are, but through the simple act of soft opened deep meeting with All Life.
SHORT ROME 17 Eve 2
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B in response to a question about the choices we make and their consequences.
B: What You Are has no need to reflect off of any belief that anything is previous to What You Are. In short: You're not of time or space. Your Being doesn't function in a linear way. You, as Awareness, have identified with a level that believes it lives in a linear way.
So in a deeper place previous choices have no reality although the forms of previous choices will still be moving through.
But in awakening leave the forms of previous choices, although uncomfortable when you don't do anything with them anymore, leave them alone and belong to the deeper awakening you're knowing. You'll experience, You Awareness, you'll experience the death of previous choices within your experience. You'll experience that death of previous choice through your relatedness but you are introducing to your relatedness the depth of new Knowing.
So there are moments of uncomfortable sensations and experiences as you let go of previous choices. It's that you're no longer held prisoner to your old way of a sense of self. Shocking as it is to your sense of self and how you believe you know others. All that will change. Others will say they don't know you anymore, because you are no longer supplying them with a familiar reflection. And in the same way you are not supplying you with a familiar reflection.
You're dying to the known and deepening into the Self-Realisation. But you must belong to it ,You Awareness, not you the someone. So your experience of what you once believed you needed will be dying. You must leave it alone. It only heals through you being deeply true to the deeper awakenings of What You Are. You must go deeper, realise deeper, belong to the deeper and the deeper will become you, because it is YOU as Awareness, but you can no longer use any familiarity.
You must die to the idea that you were ever someone and die to the idea that there are others. You must meet everyone as your Self, as pure Beings at the level of the heart, regardless of how difficult that is for your old sense of self. That sounds a lot to undergo, because you're used to fixing things for a sense of self, but now you're awakening to your essential power of Love, although it might not feel like it.
The more you 're true to your Being, the more the old levels heal and awaken to what you are bringing forth from the Deep. Stay bringing forth the Deep. Any moment you show up as a someone, you let that someone go.
What you really are is not locatable as a someone. This is why you're perfectly fine when you go into deep dreamless sleep. You are now not locatable. In deep dreamless sleep you are perfectly the Wholeness of What You Are. Then the awakening will begin to fill up your heart, fill up your self and fill up your person. You will clearly see What You Are and you will love what's moving because you're awakening to True You.
Of course as a separate sense of self you are supposed to be responsible for previous choices, but that entity doesn't actually exist. There is no separate sense of self! It is all Pure Consciousness in its play. But you can't live two lives, you can't try to belong to your separate sense of self and previous choices and belong to what's deeper in the awakening. That’s duality. You must clearly belong to the Deep. Then you will see the Deep everywhere and you will be able to meet the Deep in others, the same as you're meeting the Deep in you. You must go that way to see how this wonderful Being that you truly are moves.
Your life will change because you are bringing more of what you are in the Unseen, in your growing ability to be true to what you authentically are.
RIMINI 2 April 17 Day Seminar S2
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It's quite something for a human being to let go of the idea 'I exist' . In this whole realm, on the level of reality that has formed experience, conditional formed experience, there is the belief that What I Am exists as a 'someone' but the truth is that what exists exists in What I Am. It's actually the reverse. We're not taught that yet.
We're looking at the turning around of 'I am someone who exists' into the Pure Knowing: 'What exists exists in What I Am and What I Am has no beginning or end - and this CAN be realised, direct.
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The One who does not exist cannot express Reality. The One who does not exist cannot, does not express Reality.
Now if you just get a tiny little drop of that the mind slips and spins out. Slips and spins out. Whoever it is that is listening to these words that move through the mind to discover Reality, which its own Self, finds traction in the mind and attraction in the mind. In the mind then attraction turns to aversion so then there is an attraction and an aversion. It's the movement of polarity moving. It has traction but it's an illusion, a super-imposed image on pristine bright mind or Consciousness. The moment that Awareness hears this the mind slips, looses traction and spins out, for it is not the One who is total and totally in and All.
There are many levels to this Great One and it is shining Reality. All levels are on their return and as Awareness awakens to its own bright Self it is in the experience of the return of all levels being realised by What It Is. Unchanged by the return, Awareness remains its own inherent Self in its own inherent Freedom in its own inherent radiance. It's the Truth.
Forms then are an expression, from light to existence, are expression of this expression and its return. It is called Infinity. Infinite Awareness in the enjoyment of timeless experience that it is already perfect in its totality. Here in this human field it seems that there is separation from this. Mind is the proliferation that Awareness is a particular someone with particular wants and needs but that in itself is the illusion and identification with that is the struggle.
The struggle then, is the endeavor to remain in the traction of identity. Any real awakener will constantly slip and spin out until you observe that the slipping of mind is that you are freeing What You Are, your Awareness, from identification with any form of experience other than the brightness that One is.
The birds sing this, the plants sing this, the stars sing this and are in the realisation of this constantly, all drawn Home into the black hole of Wholeness. The black hole of Wholeness is the ground in which all forms emerge, return and resolve of which there is experience of on every level. But the ground of that experience is Reality itself, realising Itself. No-thing, realising it is not a thing, where all seeming things are already One in its experience, not two.
Your Deeper Body
When you look in the bathroom mirror, you who is seeing, you see a body. But if you go a little bit deeper than what your mind tells you you see on the surface, you'll see a deeper body. Because this body is a surface display of a far, far greater body, such as the Universe, such as the Cosmos, such as the body of Pure Being or Pure Love .
When you cease relating to the surface form and your relationship is with the heart as an entrance into the light of your own Being, the body in your experience begins to open and there are moments when you drop into a deeper body. You drop and sometime you startle and you go: ‘Oh!?’ and then you just dismiss it. But that was a shift of Awareness into a deeper unseen placeless place of Being that then is a relationship within a deeper level of embodiment.
If you realise deeper, the body will open into the more of what embodiment is. So then that drop that you sometime feels is, not only are you dropping into a deeper place of the Unseen, but it correlates with a deeper opening in the body. Then the body opens to the deeper mystery that is the One who is hearing the words now . Then there is a deeper unseen mystery in terms of Consciousness itself , like in deep dreamless sleep, which when you close your eyes - the ground of all existence is that black, but if you just close your eyes s, that black is radiant.
So when you open to what is deeper, your body will open, but if you're holding on to a storyline, you'll believe that something is happening in your body that someone else is doing, such as a partner. ‘No, this doesn't feel good!’ you will say.
But if you open to what is deeply calling you, you realise that that is you holding on to a surface idea of who you are. Once you get that, it's like turning the golden key into a new place of light and Being. Your body opens up and the well being you're knowing is because the deeper realisation is now pouring into the deeper body and you're changed and you're more whole. That is without beginning and end. That is the deeper body through the deeper seeing and belonging to Awareness Knowing in the moment. That will continually open.
Until the body drops away the non-purpose purpose of this is to realise What You Are and yet on the surface that has a purpose in that everything evolves and moves to shine the Light of the One who truly is here and present.
SHORT D7S1
You ARE In Communion With The One
Let's stay with the word communion. There is nothing but communion. We can pretend we don't know who we are in our meeting. We can pretend that you are someone I have never met before, but we're always meeting 'this One'. We are always meeting this One.
This One is the Only One one can ever meet, regardless of the display of thoughts and feelings that give you false information, that ' there are others over there. Others who don't get this...'I am getting this and they don't'.'
No! I AM This! No-one is not This - I AM This. You're only ever meeting in communion with What You Are, regardless of its display. The evolution of humanity is not ‘done’ by someone but The One who is the Master of the Universe is mastering the universe in each and every one of us.
When Awareness is true to Knowing then Awareness is being mastered by the Knowing. Stay true to Knowing; that is Self- mastery. The Master is at the heart of each and every individual and as each and every apparent individual awakens to Knowing,the Master is mastering in its Knowing the sense of I. Transformation. And so the Universe moves.
So when we meet we're actually in communion, even if you say we've never met you before or even if you are in the grocery shop, you are in communion You are in communion with the Self or the Beloved, whichever word you want. You can dress it up as much as you want, but finally it is the Truth, ‘You are in communion wit the One.’ Everything else is the display of that One, regardless of events.
The only event that is taking place now is not happening to someone. This is the singular event of the wonderment of I and it's Now.It's Here! No-one is involved in this because there is only this One!
So then when we commune in apparent bodies, that communion will shift your Knowing and you will either move to a deeper knowing, so we can meet and we can know the light that is the I, so your body is made of light, the birds are made of light, the song is made of light, the carpet is made of light. All there is, is light. Check it out.
You need an object to know this light. Go up into space - it's black. Everything is appearance in Pure Awareness, Black. But you see the sun in the distance, but you don't see any light unless you have an object for it to display itself on. The light is knowing its own Knowing. Objects are simply the mirror of the Knowing. There is no-one here. ALL is the Goodness.
You cannot meet anyone but that that you already are. No-one is doing anything to you. The One event is Now and you are the light that is shining this right now. Rather than awaken to What You Are, awaken to your dreaming this. Awaken IN the dream, not away from it. Awaken IN the dream.
2017 INDIA D7S1
When we close our eyes for instance, if you really rest, you will find that the sensation within the body begins to dissolve into the black.
Because all phenomena are an appearance on the screen of Pure Consciousness. In the sensation of your body it is no longer a shape of a particular body and Awareness dissolves through all its forms of objects. Another way to put that is: all objects return to the core of the Knowingness.
Somewhere in there , which is nowhere, the simple joy of Being in Presence is revealed. Then the nature of existence naturally forms the expression of that Presence. You may call it 'my body' but are you really limited by this body or are you really a much larger body of existence? So then we begin to commune and communicate not through thought and feeling but through Knowing and meeting and merging as Being. That is the satsang space but truly that is the universal space.
But the level of your self and person may feel a little 'displaced' by your merging back into the ocean of your own Awareness, made new by your response to the depth of Knowing in your heart. INDIA SHORT D4 S2
“When Awareness is knowing a deeper Knowing but is still distracted by , which means it is still pulled towards the discomfort, the agitation of a level of self, then you will either close down the knowledge of the deeper knowing in preference to see what this is that is agitating this sense of me , which doesn’t actually exist.
Then Awareness is concentrated on ‘why I feel agitated’ and not move to 'How is it that I know this moment of Knowing?’, which pulls you deeper.
Is this knowledge known through a separate sense of self or is this knowledge known deeper than the someone you ‘ve believed yourself to be.
Someone related to objects… Is this one who is the subjective knower of an object, is that one deeper than just a subjective called me? Is there a deeper centre of I that is knowing this?
Then that pulls your Awareness into deeper Knowing and Knowing spheres. You must abide in that Knowing , because that Knowing is the I that is knowing the form . IAM. I AM really is the totality of all that one could observe. All forms are known by the Knowing , which makes all form one form of movement of the Knowing . I am That that I AM.
The Knowing gets deeper beyond an I and then you lose the sense of I. Stay with IAM first because that’s your first deep seat, your first depth of real clarity, real deeper Belonging to your eternal nature. As we awaken our Awareness is no longer confined to a subject with objects and polarities.
Short INDIA D4S1
“If all around you has to burn, don’t put it out... INSIDE. All that will remain is what You truly are. And in the nature of Knowing knowing, new forms of the Knowing in its dynamic of pure timeless Awareness, form. Here you can know that as a building of a new sense of self, a new sense of person, a new movement of deeper belonging. If you reference that in the past, you are back where you began, still believing you are a timeline but not the wonder of NOW.“
Short India D4S1
"If you are having conversations about anything whatsoever. Converse Being to Being, Heart to Heart. Love each other more than the conversation you are giving form to. Now that's Real. That's the enjoyment of being together - where there is no other.
You want to talk about airplanes- I talk about airplanes. You want to speak about cars I talk about cars. Yo want to talk about camping or coffee I can talk about that. But if you want to talk about TRUTH, you will not come back. You will disappear with me . Everything is changes right there."
India SHORT D2S2
"When the body drops away you will realise the difficulties that you had in this life were golden doors to deeper realisation. It's the mind that tells you that they're difficult, because the mind believes that there should be a certain way of life in accordance with my relationship to polarity. Like or Dislike ..and if you look this world is the movement of polarity, not self realisation, not The Truth."
"This moment s a moment of the Highest Reality formed as You. Use thought and your thought will tell you otherwise. Go to your heart and discover What You Are."
"When you belong to your heart you can walk anywhere and realise deeper and deeper awakening to what you are. Hear with your heart, hear with the Light in your heart. Walk with the light in your heart. Nature supplies you an easy way - the deeper realisation is to walk amongst the people."
SHORT INDIA 17 D1 S3 SHORT
A very short little snippet from the first session of the India Retreat.
"And the voice of those songs gets louder and louder as you realise The Self. Self Realisation is not Freedom from all of this . Self Realisation is being in the thick of all of this, because if God is omnipresent and omnipotent then all experience must be known ,felt and taken."
You are all Universal beings regardless of who you ever think you are on the level of humanness. That's a game that you are playing until you are over it. You Awareness, who is the Supreme Being, unaffected by what takes place in the world.
But definitely affected on the level of surface form - definitely! But on the level of surface form, to bring What You Are all the way to the surface so the surface form matches your deep Supreme Intelligence, the Light of your Love, is the movement of why you sit here today. It is a deep movement , because you are all here, a deeper movement and a deeper impulse in what you call your life. But your life is not this little thing. Your life is as big as the Cosmos. You keep it contained in a thimble called ‘me’. The dream passes away but You will not. You will remain. The idea, as it were, is to awaken in the dream. you don't need to be free of the dream. You are already free of the dream but you choose to believe you're not through thoughts and feelings that arise because you're not realising that You put those thoughts and feelings together.
One single word manifests where you come from. So if Awareness continues to identify with any level of body-mind needing a particular feel-good and not needing an uncomfortable feeling. The moment you move to get away from an uncomfortable feeling, on that level you are forming more density, by believing that level and not being available to be the Openness that it is all coming from. Then that level is going to be integrated more than the light of your realization. Because You are a creative force because You are That that is behind all experiences in any level of existence. You are behind it. You're not actually in it. This very difficult to hear when you believe so much that you are.
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"The light of Knowing, by which you know anything, is the same light by which you are already free."
Recorded at B's home in New Zealand - Oct 23 2016
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B in response to the question: What is Awakening?
Real awakening is the most uncomfortable thing that could happen to anyone on the planet. It is the most uncomfortable 'no-process process' you could ever go through.
Jesus said : You will go through the eye of a needle. Tell me, What do you have that could go through the eye of the needle?
Really listen to this but allow it to touch your soul, because that is all you have. So everything that you thought you 'had ' in your life is replaced by the Beingness that you have .
The Beingness that you love can't be poured into a cup that still has a self in it.
So you must really believe in your Real Self, in your Being and then all your patterns that begin to undo are mastered by the Beingness that you are realising. You can't be fainthearted and come home. You want Pure Heart, then only be true to what you are knowing at the level of the heart.
When you just give a little bit to this , just so much , then your mystery will start to move , which is the inner movement of what you are called to become .
Awareness truly knowing at the level of the heart and responding to that Knowing in all things has Awareness realising itself.
Because that's your relationship . As You, as Awareness, speak to another and you speak to the other from Pure Heart knowing regardless of any discomfort of your self.
Your self becomes very vulnerable in your awakening ..because your self is used to you belonging to your self, your patterned preferences of life.
But when you as Awareness speak to another and the other is seen in the light of Being, then your self feels vulnerable because you have never been so clean and honest in your life.
You have always lives a conditioned reality. Now you are awakening to move as the unconditioned reality of what you are.
Then for you, your relationship with another is the realisation of the Self. Clearly then there is no other. Every being being met as the light of Self. Then self development is the development of the true nature of Being manifesting true form. What every realiser throughout the centuries has ever endeavoured to put across.
Then comes your real Goodness. Your real Goodness begins to stream through. It is a Oneness Goodness that starts to bubble up through your heart. It is not a Goodness with an opposite.
It is the One Goodness that you really are. But you need to move that in the world, whilst not being Of the world.
From Rimini 18102016
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"What you are is Awareness. Is your body made of what you are? Is a thought made of what you are? See clearly, it is. Within a thought you are still Awareness-Knowing. The thought doesn't contain what you are. You are what you are - uncontainable even within a thought.
Your body doesn't contain what you are. You are what you are even within an apparent containment of a body.
Be what you are amongst any thought, any feeling, any body - anywhere, and you will BE and realise What You Are."
Next upcoming retreat with B: October 2-14 in Crete/Greece http://bprior.org/all-events/crete-retreat-2016-1
NZ Sessions 31 August 16 Full Session Recordings available here : http://bprior.org/recordings/
In this excerpt B responds to a question about the extremes appearing in humanity right now.
Go to the extremes. What happens in extremes? Have a look... if there were extreme weather conditions - right now - extreme ..what would you do? You would wake up - would anything be normal for you ? No. What you be taking care of ? You would be taking care of The moment - fully. This moment of Life . Suddenly you would cherish life with all that you are with every breath in the moment. Suddenly you woke up to what you are and what you are is extremely One with the universe. You need extremes to be woken up.
Look at extreme weather conditions - what weather does, what the seasons do is keep the surface moving . Weather doesn't allow the surface to stay in one season. Weather brings all seasons to the surface so the surface can know real movement of full life .
Life lived at the extreme at its peak awakened-ness. Weather clears the surface , blows it free , nourishes it and starts all over again. This is what Extremes do - in extremes you don't know what's going to happen and yet you come fully alive in Life.
If you just treat the surface from the surface then What You Are will go to sleep and just become a surface instrument. You become self concerned , self satisfied , self important. It will all be about your comfort zone and the smallest bit of weather will have you upset. Therefore your surface won't get cleaned , wont get broken , nourished reseeded , replanted and won't regrow the next level of you. It is too shallow to take the seed of gold that you are."
Cease taking care of your self . Take care of THE MOMENT with your heart and everything will come alive. You will come alive! You will create the very extreme conditions of presence that Goodness can plant all that is Real in. Your mind will be blown away like a thousand doves. Because all that you are know in this extremity of fully living is incredible peace and passion. Instead of taking care of all the things that have no meaning and value . None at all. Taking care of the future - using self. It is just taking care of your self , which actually cannot be taken care of because it is an illusion . It is all a mental overlay over the precious Oneness life moving in a torrent of passion missed by 99.9 human beings.
There is no peace when you are hardly living. There is no peace when you are only taking care of your self, your wants and needs. No peace - in fact there is war and division and starvation and limitation. It is only when you are living at your optimum that everything is alive and real and nothing can be destroyed. That's when you're at peace . A peace that knows no end. Nothing can touch it and there is no need to protect is . It is really What You Are.
NZ community 162207 Full Session Recordings available here : http://bprior.org/recordings/ Next upcoming retreat with B: October 2-14 in Crete/Greece http://bprior.org/all-events/crete-retreat-2016-1
Wherever you are, you are learning to move what you are realising. That is no little thing because it s very easy to think that you are in the world to do worldly things.
But you're not in the world. You are in YOU: Awareness. ‘This’ is an appearance in your Awareness, a level of your Awareness having conscious form. So ‘This’ is all IN what you are.
So when you're in the world you will function and move according to the ABC of the functionality of being in the world. Waking up is realizing: “I am not in the world! I am in realization of what I am."
So you can be in your work doing your work but if your work isn't moved by he subtlety of what you’re realizing then you are belonging to the world and not the realizing of YOU as Awareness Knowing.
There is nowhere you could ever be, no matter what you are doing, that you are not in you. So then in awakening you are awakening to what you are and all the images of what you thought you are, are before you too. All the old images energies and movements will dissipate as you realise You.
Some will dissipate and some won't dissipate until they 're translated ...so often before the dissipate they seem to grow but they're the ones that you really are gong to benefit the most from . Right there is self mastery. Give that to your being . Respond to what your being will do with that . What will your being do with that? Nothing! It will just be IN it and within it respond.
So often within big movements of life are the supreme treasures of the deeper levels of realisation. You could sit there in a cave in the Himalayas and you could open and realise more profundity and more depth and even realize…but it is not until you come out into the world that what you realised becomes alive. Because when you realised ..what you realised as YOU will move you into the world. It will move you to the people. Right there you are going to discover what you realised. That's when the facet of the diamond that you realise really begins to live. Not stuck in the cave. Right there in life itself is where you discover: Wow! …and now it has you whole body your whole life and it is so much bigger than just you - you see it amongst the people , you see it amongst everything.
Right there in the chaos is where you realise the value of the One you realised.. Not in pretty flowers, quiet little groves - not in the quiet places but in the turmoil movement of the world.
If you really realise God…. God doesn't want to stay quiet - doesn't want to stay silent. God wants to express - hence the cosmos is a living moving being. You can deepen into more silence and into a great depth but you want find out what hat really is in the cave - only in the manifest realm and you are already marrying the seeming two. So it is constant realization - right where you are and THAT moves you. You are unveiling yourself. Unveiling what you are will have you seeing and knowing and moving in what you did yesterday. Often those that are really unveiling have a lot going - a lot happening until they're unveiling so fast they're in the original moment in which nothing became everything - they are a living Big Bang.
Next upcoming retreat with B: October 2-14 in Crete/Greece http://bprior.org/all-events/crete-retreat-2016-1 NZ Sessions May 16 Self Mastery Full Session Recordings available here : http://bprior.org/recordings/
How much are you willing to see the illusion you are living? How much? If you look you will see that you shield an illusion of you throughout the day. You trade truth and honesty for comfort and familiarity. You literally trade it, you trade illusion with being true. You actually prefer comfort and familiarity to being true. You prefer illusion. Have a look! You actually prefer it to keep your self comfortable, rather than move what you are into life on every level with everyone on the planet.
Check it out just today alone where you traded illusion for being true – where you traded honesty for having comfort, honesty for having familiarity. You actually think you can be familiar with what you really are. You can't - that creates an illusion! So on some levels you want to stay true and other levels you want to stay in the illusion and you keep the illusion moving when it is quite clear how to live a life of Truth with the simple honesty to what you are Knowing is true, regardless of what you protect as an illusion, your sense of need of a security, your sense of need for security on any level . The security is always about the me . Me in business, me with the kids, me with someone else, me and society, me and the community. It's always about the me. It just keeps coming straight back to that.
Are you willing to surrender the totality of the illusion, letting go of all your filters, all your boundaries on every levels of life ? From partnership to business, to kids to society - all manner of relatedness- to totally surrender the illusion that you are a me ..and be true.
Now if you are really intensely on fire with awakening you would not trade illusion for the truth and for honesty. You wouldn't do that anymore. You would gladly give away all the filters and boundaries that you use to keep your self dishonest and in the illusion that you are a particular someone that needs particular securities and particular comfort zones. You would let all that go and you would start to live a divine life.
See where you live and support the illusion of your self and of others rather than support the awakening of all being and those around you. Through simple honesty on every single level of life - no trading it in because you might feel uncomfortable or because others might feel uncomfortable, which is really about your uncomfortable-ness -not others’. You don't want to feel uncomfortable.
Are you willing to bring true love to this planet, which actually IS You? Are you willing to do that or do you still prefer being familiar? How much would life change? How much would it change if you gave up the illusion ? How much? Is that what your fear is, that if you gave up the illusion on every level…in honesty on every level to your being.. are you afraid that there wouldn't be anything left for you ? Or are you afraid that all that would be left would be You..what You really are.
Have a look how much this would change what you do every day. I would suggest that it would change 95% of what you do . You coiuldnt do the same old thing . You would be giving so much . So much. ou owuldn't count the cost of how much you are giving , what you are being , what you are moving . You wouldn't count the cost. You wouldn't know a moment to create another illutrion - you would be living what you are .
You wouldn't fear failure - you wouldnt fear anthing . You would realise you , you would realise each other . You would realise what's really here. The illusion would fall away. So ask yourself what are you waiting for ?
From NZ Sessions May 2016 - 'Shielding the Illusion' Full session recordings and full recordings of Retreats can be purchased here: http://bprior.org/recordings/
“ One day you will wake up and you will be all different. One day we will all wake up because the world will change.
And it won’t change in weeks - it will change in seconds. Go towards that change NOW because you love that much. Then you become part of that stream of Love that streams a new reality for all beings on this planet.
Because for the human mind it looks like you are sitting here in space and time .
I am very clear I see you – You are streaming your body NOW . It is manifesting Now! You are a stream of Light from the Source of You instantly manifesting a form of where you come from.
If you perceive deeply you are That that is prior to all form ..and you form your own reality ..You are doing that anyway ..but blindly. “
FROM COLOGNE APR 16 Session 3 Full Session Recordings and Audio Retreat Packages are available for purchase here : http://bprior.org/recordings/
Stay Seeing! Full bodily, heartfelt Seeing . Don't pull the blinds down . No matter what the cost. You are there to be true to what you know without going blind. That's the way in which Awareness Knowing divines the human body. Every moment we are true from our heart all the way to the surface we integrate divinity into our self and our person. We are no longer blind to the world and the ways we have moved it in. We are there to be what we are awakening into - we are there to give all of our selves from the Deep to the surface Wen we are not blind there will only be light that we know , mobile in our Love . Not only will awareness be able to move through its own body but it will be able to move through all bodies as One-ness.
From Cologne Sessions April 2016 S3
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In awakening your phenomenal life must belong to the depth you are reaching inside. You must relate to the Deep you are awakening to.
That is how this world will change and how your phenomena will begin to be forms of your direct Awareness, which makes you a creator of the universe. YOU Awareness.
That's how your life comes into balance and harmony from you innermost Knowing because form is 'after' YOU. YOU are prior to all form . Your are B - 'Being prior to all form'. Form follows YOU as a Being .
What You believe in will form..and yet your first Knowing or belief , which is the radiance of what YOU ARE formed the entire cosmos and it knows you and it is the form of you , but the intelligence within it is growing to form cells of you as realised being.
From Glasgow Series April 2016 - Session 3 Full Session Recordings and complete Retreat Audio packages available here : http://bprior.org/recordings/
B speaks in response to a woman's question on retreat in Crete 2015.
When woman forgets that she belongs to the Deep; Awareness-Knowing, she's just a body-mental-emotional woman. When woman awakens to what she's really knowing in the deep of her Heart..I mean REALLY knowing, then what she is knowing is the whole direction of life.
She is knowing the power that she is one with in the Deep, moving the entire universe endlessly into what seems to be a future of time - but it's not, it's the revelation of the One that really is here.
It's a revealing. Then she is in real masculine power, the direction of real life. In that she opens to what some people call the Divine Feminine or the true radiance of what is the Higher Feminine. She becomes a higher woman. In that moment she radiates a power of stillness of Love and of sweetness that everyone recognises; Her, when She comes through.
All you have to do is not live your old ways of living the stories through feelings or thoughts but now begin to live what you are really knowing, totally and honestly. Honestly means you are really committed to this Love. Then you will no longer fear the masculine energies that seem to be around you in bodies. It's because you forgot at core that the Masculine and Feminine is One in you.
So then you come upon a direction of all life which is pure and simply Being True. That's the direction of all life and it goes: “This way!!” Then everything that you look at goes in the direction of that knowledge. That is Masculine power. And when the deep Feminine in you, through not being a story-teller woman but a woman of openness which is the Real She, then She will know Him , wherever He is. Whether He's in a man, whether He's in a woman, whether He's in a carpet, whether He's in a bird or wherever He is... She opens for Him , always, always, always... He… ADORES her, always, always, always. That will begin to happen with man.
On the level of your relationships, whether that will happen with the man you're with or the woman you're with should not concern you. What should concern you is being true now with whoever you're with.
If you are with someone, be true to him now. Be true through your heart to their heart. That's all you have to do. No goals in real relating. It's all about your openness to who you really are in the deep and opens to who the other really is in the deep. That's what brings real living relationships alive in living love amongst the undoing of a self so that self can be made in the lightness of your radiant heart not through something that you do but through how you respond to that knowledge.
From Crete Retreat with B Prior D5 S2 Full session recordings and retreat audio packages can be purchased via B's website www.bprior.org
Lots of lovely, lovely, lovely stories. So many stories that just aren't you! You keep giving all your power to a story that is not really you. Hence all the emotion is still stiring because without this and this and that , there would be nothing but stories here because they are not linked to Knowing.
When you link your self to Knowing there's no stories in the Masculine or the Feminine ... They are supremely one and radiant and self evident.
The power within the universe appearing through the eyes of every man and woman if they would only awaken to the smallest little Knowing.
So you can stay with that story that was probably plugged into you and you put hooks up. Or you can or you can plug in to what you really know.
Play the game of stories and you'll be dealing with lots of hooks or plug in to the most sublime power of the universe. The Real You. Plug in!
And if your body were to drop away right now, all this would come home and you would be in the Knowing and you would be in total alignment agreement, and wholeness with it. While you have form though, it seems like you can mess around with that Truth but then it will make you very unhappy and you won't embody the Power of You.
So you'll keep using blankets of stories until you give up those stories and be what you are: Awareness -Knowing which equals Love.
When Awareness knows , Love moves, goes and fulfills.
Step into that! Be all that you really are. Step into it! Give up the story! Let life truly begin. Give it up. Everything is looked after deeply. Respond to that , in here. Then, on this manifest level, things will change rapidly and reflect the on egood. Kick the habit of your stories. Inhabit your heart instead. Then it won't be inhibited by your story.
You can purchase Retreat packages and full session recordings here : www.bprior.org From Crete D5 S2
Your growing ability to respond to your Heart is your growing ability to move in the Deep In your body. Then you body will match your Being and your Being will move through your body. Right there is a total transformation of your sexuality, your embodiment and what you bring about into form and what you reaise in your formless nature. You become the sacred marriage in your self. You also can know it with another and certainly can know it with humanity.
From the "It's ll About Man & Woman" Pure Sexuality and Enlightened Awareness Weekend with B Prior in Bristol 2016 ( D2 S4 ) Full Weekend Recordings and many other Sessions are available for purchase here :
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Beautiful excerpt from a conversation with a man about the availability to Greater Love..and all that this asks of us ..
"I am encouraging you to be straight - powerfully radically raw and honest - then you will know whether you love and whether what she is, reflects your love. If you don't know that you will be powerless in Love's movement- powerless in past movement. You need to go to the Truth - anyway that you want to come to it!
If you really want self transformation and to open to an enlightened perspective of relatedness to what God is in man and woman, then you must expose your likes and dislikes of self ..to you - through the woman. She will show you exactly where your likes and dislikes are through a level of self that may open and she is moving by it .
So she demonstrates in many ways that your body is a formation of her ..and that when you are clear about your deeper consciousness, being That that moves her into form, then it won’t be about your response or reaction to her self, it will be her response to Knowing you love that within her that is Love. So your consciousness reaching beyond her self and reaching the light of Love you are Knowing that drew you together. She wants to feel your depth in her body, regardless of how much self that releases.
She wants to know that you have the depth of consciousness that she could reveal her self and you remain in that depth, otherwise you are just quite an ordinary man that is not called to a depth of relatedness that moves the stars , evolves consciousness and is the Light of Love moving .. So then when her self moves, how much of her self is still known in your body, in other words your self ? If you are not able to bring all your consciousness into your body- how can you bring it into hers? So you just have to move by a little bit of Heart-Knowing to be with her and you will be able to reach the part of Heart-Knowing in you, in her.
But she will be willing to reveal all that she is as a self, to shine the light of her heart through that, if you are available to let her self pass through you .
You're not really available for her? You're not really available to change your conscisouness. She is not really available for you? She is not really available to change her way of relating. In short you both want to keep the same - you don't want to move into the unseen; That that is unknowable until you move into it and how it will then appear: The New. .
What you are holding in your body and mind is what displayed in the pieces of your self the interior and the exterior are the same . You can't keep your interior clear while your exterior is not clear. You can't keep your exterior clear while your interior is not clear- one affects the other. You can be open to her on the outside..but are you open to her on the inside ? You can be open to him on the outside but are you open for him on the inside? I
Is form going to be recreated by a profounder state of consciousness or not ? Is is Shakti Shiva? Or is this just about the same old continuance of the same old drama?
Are you really available for the Profound Power of the Masculine and Profound Love of the Feminine ? Well then your past is going to be totally blown away.
As it is blown away you will experience the hurricane of it - until it turns into a breeze....
INDIA RETREAT MAR 16 D9 S1 Full Session Recordings of B's satsangs are available here : : http://bprior.org/recordings/ The India Retreat Audios Package will be available shortly after the retreat finishes.
When man needs space - when he already IS space - he is in the wrong place ! He is not available for Her phenomena.. The basic space of phenomena is the forms of sexuality moving from the lights of basic phenomena of Awareness. Awareness moves and Light is created : Consciousness.
The phenomena is Her, the Consciousness, the space is Him. If he needs his own space he has confused space with a particular room and confused form with something other than what is coming from him. If he just stays open, space-lessly spaced, She can move her phenomena in his Awareness without him needing any other space .He will die to believing that form and forms of relatedness with woman can imprison him.
The he wont need to go and find his own space. He IS the space in which she dances her phenomena. If his space is confined to his self, she will be too much for his confined space.
All this is known by moving more deeply and meaningfully into the heart when relating. It is simply revealed. Take the woman to be a woman other than the brightness forming the reality of the consciousness that is the space of phenomena, the Awareness that is the background of All, then you will think you are a particular man and a particular woman, but actually you are Awareness knowing Consciousness that is radiant free and spacious in which all phenomena, the bright lights of what She is dance.. in that space , displaying every level of her body. Full sexuality - aroused and moved by the Presence of the basic space of what the Masculine is . He won't need to escape her.
INDIA RETREAT MAR 16 D10 S3 Full Session Recordings of B's satsangs are available here : : http://bprior.org/recordings/ The India Retreat Audios Package will be available shortly after the retreat finishes.
It looks you are here for 'all this' all this form..but when you begin to awaken you will be taking out the form ...out of how you move and relate. You will be learning how to digest forms that you created and ingest them back through your heart, back into what you are. You will be learning to dissolve form and bring more formlessness of What You Are in the Deep into integration in the self, through this person .
Often when this happens you will be feeling a discomfort at the level of your self and person. Levels of you that are to be brought into what you are realising - first though your dissolving into That that is deeper than your self-experience, back into your Being and through your growing ability to form the formlessness in all of your relatedness. Right the way through into your humanness expressed through a person that will be trans-formed ..So that what comes through you is What You Are - all the way!
Anybody listening to you have the opportunity to meet you where you are coming from and actually meet you where You are coming from , transcending all forms of relationship , which makes all forms of relationship enlightened.
Life is never so good as the moment when we are challenged by 'More than what we know'. Somehow when we are challenged by 'More than what we know', 'More than your self experience', we are enabled to dive deeper ...into a deeper calling of having life and realising What we Are ..and it has no end.
So I am very clear that the body that we seem to have is actually put together in the moment ..
Current science is transcending the idea that the body is created in time. The body is created in Presence by Awareness Being what IT is and THEN Awareness that moves into time and identifies with space time as particular likes and dislikes holds on to the body: cells of remembrance of a past that belongs to someone that doesn't actually exist.
Many people playing the same game of holding on to patterns related to a dream of past relatedness... when in Truth all relatedness is the relationship between 'What You Are' - 'Who You Are' - the very nature of Consciousness Itself, which where I come from is LOVE...
...and when I say 'where I come from' I am speaking of 'the I that is listening Now'.
STOCKHOLM 050416 Full Session Recordings of B's Satsangs are available here: : http://bprior.org/recordings/
In the manner of Truth there is not much for you to hold onto as a self ..is there ? There is not much for you to hold onto as a person ..is there ?
Well it's exactly the same as death isn't it though! Nothing knowable to hold onto !!
You don't need blind faith to move as What You Are . No ! You need awakened Faith!
Faith that does really know and believe that you do not pass away; that you are so much more than any experience you have ever put together in trying to be repetitive about that experience because it touched you somewhere ..that you found familiar. And yet there is no familiarity in What You Are. What You Are moves and literally the Cosmos happens . What You Are moves and an aspect of the Comsos opens up as a body....
STOCKHOLM 050416 Full Session Recordings of B's Satsangs are available here: : http://bprior.org/recordings/
I do my best to move tenderly openly that I may feel and know everything ...every step within you, within me and be totally in the vulnerability of what opens .
In that way I love Thee. I just point the way.
I am prepared to go in any direction you go - no matter what happens in this body.That way I may know you as my Self and love you as my Self - because all there is is God. Then we are non - different , not separate , not two - the same One .
NDIA RETREAT MAR 16 D9 S1 Full Session Recordings of B's satsangs are available here : : http://bprior.org/recordings/ The India Retreat Audios Package will be available shortly after the retreat finishes.
It is clear that the energetics of nature on the planet are designed to keep the bodies being made . There is a mechanism within the psyche of earth that moves all creatures to procreate, but nature conspires not to pro-create but to create true forms of true 'Being-I-Aware' , all in the profound blueprint of the universal design for any star system and planetary consciousness, the earth included.
So then when one raises up the sexuality from just the need of sex, you begin to see that the energetics of the whole planetary structure is Pure Sexuality and moving through that Pure Sexuality is the light of Being .
And that is Love. So sexuality and light moving through it is the making of real Consciousness having real intelligent forms. It is the movement of Love and so enables you to know Love in all things; all at the level of your heart like a radiating sun filling up your heart that knows all forms are the formulation of this union.
Whilst Awareness has moved sexually from patterns, often from parental, societal patterns or just the need for experience, which is quite natural... you will soon discover that the root chakra is not a function of its own the root chakra is actually a function of the heart and Being . A radiance of Pure Self shining. Both the male and the female chakra are radiance shining at the level of the heart and also at a point within the brain that is totally connected with the cosmic movement of all life streaming bright-full Awareness-Knowing , forming Reality - a Greater Reality all the way into this denser form.
So you are raising up your sexuality to actually belong to your heart. But you really need to have sexual experience to discover that sex on its own is not fulfilling and ties you to body-minds and attachments and doesn't give you the ability to profoundly be with any thing in the universe and know its profundity, know its love, know its grace , know its wonder, know its grace , know its mystery.
When your sexuality is really coming forth from your heart then you are enabled to read the mystery of the earth and the universe and the mystery of another that you may have a calling to know Love with.
That is a transmission of Beingness that has all your forms, all your body and all your life, so you are able to move deeply into this life and into union with God in another, with the Divine in another, through You.
You are knowing with your Being what sexuality really is - it is singing in the birds, it is moving in the skies. It is in all creatures and in all things and it is light that marries it and moves it . That is a movement of Love. That always opens up the Deep.
INDIA RETREAT MAR 16 D9 S1 Full Session Recordings of B's satsangs are available here : : http://bprior.org/recordings/ The India Retreat Audios Package will be available shortly after the retreat finishes.
Respond from your heart concerning your body and your self. Then you have integration of what Love is in your body and your self. You will have a loveliness about you where ..it really doesn't matter about your body...Your body is known to be lovely. Your body is known...and you have reflection that says : "My you are beautiful! "
Because it is not how the body is formed ..it is the Beingness moving through it that makes the body beautiful. The Beingness moving through anything makes everything beautiful..
You move self into your physical body and you will know separateness, you will know ugliness and you will become lopsided in your beauty Your beauty will be about yourself but not about the essence shining through So it will be a false beauty - it will be an:" I am beautiful."
When we experience beauty in our body - we are in the movement of what is beauty, forming.. and it is our Being . Then there is no self there that says: "I am beautiful", there is just beauty being known and as that pours through your self and through your person you will know beauty pouring through your self and your person and everything in you comes to rest in the astonishment of the grace moving through.
INDIA RETREAT MAR 16 D9 S1 SHORT
Full Session Recordings of B's satsangs are available here : : http://bprior.org/recordings/ The India Retreat Audios Package will be available shortly after the retreat finishes.
When we say : "I don't like form . What am I doing here ? I just want to be Pure Consciousness. What am I doing here ? I just want to be the Self "..we 're not truly knowing what form is. Form is light and light is form . All light is form and all forms are light - just different densities to the fineness of pure light, which means pure light is just a hint of form. That hint is the idea of the cosmos. It is a blueprint.
That's why Christ is blue , Krishna is blue or Shiva is blue. It is a blueprint. It is a design and it is not a design that is static - it is dynamic . The basic design is creative power - a movement of creative power that gives expression to what Aware Consciousness is multidimensionally.
So when we say form and formlessness we are still speaking of Consciousness. Consciousness doesn't come without form . Most people think it does, but it doesn't It is non- different - it is the same One. One is finer or more refined , the other has matter in it like clay.
When you say to somebody: "What's the matter ?" You are actually asking them how they are formulating their forms of Awareness. What forms of Awareness are giving you trouble ?
It is saying : You're an artist but you have not quite got your art right and aligned with your Being as yet and maybe your knife has slipped and cut your head off !
You are actually saying: Ok I understand that you are reaching int the depth of your Consciousness and you are endeavouring to give an expression of what you are in in the Beyond , which means: 'no matter' . It is definitely light and definitely consciousness, but here the consciousness until this ground is lifted has more matter in it and more form. But when you go into the Deep - according to how deep you go and you think you don't know anymore ..The not-knowing is because it has less form - one side is formless light , which still means it has form in it , because it is light form. The other side is light formed as matter. This is moving as light .and this one is moving as the matter of light and this keeps changing .
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Every level of you is a receptivity. Most definitely the levels of your self are a receptivity. Your heart is a little different.
Your heart is receptive only to your Being not to your self, because it doesn't belong to your self. When your Being comes up through your heart and moves into your self because you Awareness have made it possible, available, by being true and responding to the Truth you are knowing on the level of heart, then your Being moves up through your heart into your self.
Now your heart is receptive to your self and your person and your heart flowers.
Your heart is only receptive to your Being - not to your person and self that is unintegrated. But that non-integration on the level of your person and self, through you, has had your body, so you will feel the reception of what has not integrated in feelings mentally and emotionally and physically in your body.
You are still awaiting or preparing or moving through response at the level of the heart and deeper to have your body.
When you move in response to the depth of what you are Knowing and believe it totally with all of your life in that singular moment - it becomes embodied. Now your heart registers your body and your body registers your heart and all that it registers and knows is the movement and profundity of Love ..
From there it moves into your self and into your person and into this world and your heart is the flowering of all that is registering inside and out. You are knowing Totality. You are becoming a total Beingness becoming - ALL belonging to what you really are in the deep. It is an ongoing revelation.. movement... belonging . It is actually Alpha and Omega. It doesn't have a beginning and en end. It is infinite potentiality .
Now your body has come into its potential to embody the deep and your self has come into its potential to be really what it was designed for - to be able to express the profound in the simplicity of the Real Life.
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Who you are is the movement of Awareness having a self - the Real Self and the Beingness that moves and radiates throughout the universe from light to matter.
When you believe in anything that your mind says, anything that your self says , anything that your history says , anything at all whether it is from another or from you. When you believe that you are empowering a belief that is not of your heart of what you deeply know is true . the moment you start to listen to information from likes and dislikes, the moment you start to listen to history , to what others belief instead of what you truly know ..you will be putting that in your body. You will always embody what you believe in and as you embody what you believe in through thoughts and feelings then your self, which you are s Awareness evolving through belonging to what your heart is at the level of bright being , your self will remain un-integrated. You wont integrate what you are as the Divine in your self. So you will be split on many levels . You will be moving from a person that doesn't really know itself . You will be moving from a self that thinks it is the only self in the universe as separate from every other self.
When you respond to what your heart deeply is, the experience of having a body is beauty, wonder, mystery, Love's openness. When you just stay with your self it is pain suffering indifference ..so many levels ..all spit just because you are not functioning from the core essence of you , which begins with Knowing in your heart. When you stay in your heart, live from your heart you being opens up .
When your being opens up your nervous system changes and begins to integrate what your being is in your body, in your self in your person and in your life . You will be flowing like a stream of brightness from a golden ocean that is Real , that has a Reality in it that is Supreme , because it is where you really come from . There won't be such a thing as detachment. It will simply be what it is: Freedom Itself !
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Whatever you believe in will have your body - you will embody whatever you believe in . No matter how terrible it is or how Divine it is . You will embody what you believe in . Believe in What You Are and What You Are will realise! then your belief will be directly known in your own Real Experience . A Greater Reality will reveal itself than just sense perception.
Believe in Who You Are. One man said : "Believe in me for I will set you free " You can get your finger ( toward yourself ) and say
" Believe in me for I will set you free" for that is where it is. It wasn't someone outside of you.
He was pointing to your own Authentic Beingness. The Me being the embodiment of That; the I being the super-intelligence of That and the Knower being the profound Awareness that is knowing That.
But you WILL go through the undoing of how you put your self together . Don't avoid that! Just respond to the deeper opening..and watch the Goldenness take place.
So you can say I was experiencing heartbreak and still identifying it through your self - or you can say : I was in total heartbreak ! So all beings an be free!! Am I just mad ?
Any heart that can break is obviously not real. What You Are is unbreakable in the Deep - so then what breaks reveals a deeper place of loving and Being ..so let it break!!
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Notice that when we're dancing 'The Form'*, it is quite tangible where you go to. It is not a 'thingy place' it is a moving Living Presence of Essence.
An essence of what? An essence is OF something..An essence is not IT.. it is an essence, but is is the beginning of what you are drawn to, an essence that leads you to What You Are.
So when we dance The Form it becomes very tangible the Presence of the Essence of YOU and the levels of What You Are - it is very tangible in the dance.
Because in the dance you are MOVING What You Are and it is having levels of formless form - all the way to formed levels as your body. You are moving What You Are; YOU as Awareness-Knowing ..and Awareness-Knowing can actually go into what it is moving and bring it here.
The Mother spoke about that in some of her work on the boards yesterday, where she is opening doors to bring It down. You have to open those doors and bring it here. You can't as a someone...only as Awareness -Knowing .Your Beingness being What You are - you can bring it down and introduce it to the levels of your self until All that you are is One with what You are bringing in..
- (The Form Reality Practice)
The Form Reality Practice is the living transmission of the ever evolving universal dance of Life. It is a profound vehicle of awakening and transformation that originated through B Prior.
D3S1 India SHORT
Q: So there is no control here ?
B :No, there is the Presence of a Beingness that you are actually merging into and moving as.
Look at it like this : On the surface you are moving things. On the surface you have a mental functionality - well YOU are moving that mental functionality. You have an emotional functionality and YOU are moving that functionality. You also have a psychic functionality that you don't even know about .
All these abilities of movements that you are moving. You clearly have the ability to move form, but what you don't fully know is that you have the ability to create it and dissolve it and recreate it. You have the ability to move as WHAT YOU ARE in a WHO YOU ARE and form new life. You have this ability.
Externally your ability is to move 'things'. That is a lesser ability of the same deepening ability.
You are able to move more than just things . You are able to move no- things into shapes of things that maintain the resonance of What you are in the Deep. Giving form to That...Then the forms you create are beacons of what you are. Whatever you do then is a Beacon of what you are, a presence that is radiating a new vibration wherever it is placed. It doesn't matter what it is .
You speak one word of Truth anywhere and that place is infused with the Truth of your Being . You create anything from a deeper realm of your Being and it has form. More than just a word or a thought, let's say a 'thing', a solid form you create then is a beacon that sings the presence of another realm of YOU.
It all builds a New Consciousness for humanity to move by and deepen into.
Whilst we only know our selves as being what we are we stay in a loop of self-consideration, pain and anxiety. Limitation. When we let go of that. Completely let go of that ..although the letting go of this is not felt as anything that is pleasant whilst you as Awareness have been wanting feelings to demonstrate what you are for a polarity. So some people's feeling good is different to other people's feeling good but really beyond that polarity there is only One Good.
So then the emptying out of those levels of old form will take place. You can take care of those levels and raise them to where you are now coming from ..and often those levels are not just a demonstration of thoughts or feelings or Knowing inside . they are also relationships . They are the relatedness ofg how That is able to commune and communicate a level of You that is now ....crrrrrrrrrrrr( background noise) doing that!
Then you are bringing in levels of Being that move entirely different than the vast majority of people on the planet. You are inviting beings on this planet to move in a greater purity of their own Being .
A new possibility can arise through YOU being that gate - YOU Being that door.
Not because you must do it, but simply because you are awakening to that is what you are!
That level of Being that is coming in is coming in anyway, despite what you are doing ..and changing this world. You can belong in it and Be what IT is and prepare the world for a new language a new Love a new form of what YOU ARE.
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Respond to the glimpse in your body- mind, self, person, world. Respond to That. Move it ! Move it here!
This is what 'The Form' (The Form Reality Practice) is about. The practice of The Form is Moving what You are coming into, into the existence of You.
The difficulty is growing what You are ..So when you experience difficulty that is a level, a belief structure that through You meeting that difficulty and transcending it in Knowing, the difficulty reveals the next level of You having form in your expression as Being Human.
Difficulty is not something that is there to obstruct you. It calls you into more of what You Are.
It is like a painter painting on a canvas or like a sculptor sculpting this wonderful form out of a solid block. The more you meet the difficulty with what you are Knowing in your heart - the difficulty opens in the shape of what you are Knowing and you are more full.
When we come to The Form really begin to get this as you 'dance. Come into those new levels . Then when you are moving the body, you are not moving the body. You are moving All that you are: Awareness-Knowing Moving . You open your eyes and you see its embodiment. We are going to change the very DNA of the human structure , the more people wake up. This is already being engineered in the secrete places of your being : a New Humanity opening to a higher level of Divinity.
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What a pulse is, any pulse – any pulse it doesn’t matter whether it is in your body, in a creature's body or the pulse of a star - what that pulse is, is the very nature of Awareness moving into the Black expressing as Light. Moving into the Black expressing as Light. That rhythm is the profound rhythm of the entire cosmos in expression. Not one single being or creature in the universe is without that pulse.
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The Universal Pulse Are you alive? Let’s see ? Anybody dead? You need to make sure you're alive..What is that pulse ? That pulse isn't the pulse of your body, that's your pulse of light.
If you looked at a star, you will see that the light isn't constant. It is pulsing. Light comes from blackness, then light come out of the blackness and pulses, disappears into the blackness. Expression! No expression! Expression… no expression…
The stars also have deep dreamless sleep. So the stars when they pulse..their pulse is an expression, the light is an expression is an expression of the Deep that that star-being is present in .
What a pulse is, any pulse – any pulse it doesn’t matter whether it is in your body, in a creature's body or the pulse of a star - what that pulse is, is the very nature of Awareness moving into the Black expressing as Light. Moving into the Black expressing as Light. That rhythm is the profound rhythm of the entire cosmos in expression. Not one single being or creature in the universe is without that pulse.
So even a star has deep dreamless sleep. But when a star goes in and when a star gives expression it is at a speed that you cannot comprehend. Your possibility to move at the speed of Being true as Awareness is very much the same . If a star turned its Awareness to looking in a direction of the past it would fall out of the sky. It would probably come into human form to start all over again: " OMG I took a thought and I fell out of the sky of my own Awareness!” When you don't take a thought you shine in the heavens. When you don't look in the past to know how to move in the Present, you shine as a star... When you move as Awareness having form, you are the form of Awareness shining in the heavens , moving as a Human expression.
Now let’s come right home to our every day life. Understand that the pulse in your heart and in your veins is the moment you come into existence. You come into existence, you transcend it and you come back. In the same moment! You both exist and you are beyond existence in the same moment. That is the pulse.
It seems like you exist right now. It seems like you exist and your forms of existence, if you look, they all exist in your past , they don't exist in your presence. They only exist in your past. That's why you can think about all your past history and all your past experiences- positive or negative – you can think about those but you can't think about the Present moment. You can't think about You Being presence - Being the Presence of your Real Self you are free of all past experience and history. You are Freedom Itself. Awareness free of identification with ANY form .
So stars fall into the black and then express as light - what they fell into.. They fall into the Black and then they express the Black as Light . Stars don't fall into the Black and then express history once again. They express what the Deep is: pure ,real Light . You have the same opportunity!
Your pulse has nothing do with your past, with your history or any level of your self . Your pulse has nothing to do with that - it is not bothered with your past. Your pulse is only pulsing your True Self- not any form of identity ..it is pure .
There was one man - his name was Jesus and he said: “Take no thought “ and he also said “Tarry not in the past...which means ..Don't go into the past…
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B's response to a question about The Form in relation to the use of Mantra in meditation
Q: I have been practicing meditation since I was young and that meditation form uses Mantra as a vehicle to go deep. My question is: Is the movement the vehicle in the Form?
B: Is the movement the vehicle? No, it's the frequency that moves The Form, the frequency that we move in, forms the form of the movement.
When one sings a Mantra, the Mantra is the form of a frequency that is MORE than the Mantra. That is the same as saying: your body is a Mantra-form of what you really are in your Divine Presence . What you, what we are in our Presence is animating , creating , moving the body. But this body is only one of your bodies. This is the microcosm of the macrocosm of your enormous great body, which is the Universe. The Universe is your real body.
This body is just one body in the Universal Body. You move your hands and the universe moves…What you are is manifesting and moving the Universe - in the deep of what you truly are. This human life is a mini-form of your large movement of the Universe.
So your body is the form of the Mantra, your life is its song but YOU are the Power that is manifesting and moving it. The Mantra just puts you back in touch with what you are at Essence . So believe first what you are knowing at the Heart. That Knowing is believing that you are eternal - because you are!
But you must live that manner - you must live in the way of the Eternal.. How do you do that? By simply being true to the depth of your heart. That's all! That will form a different kind of life. That kind of life matches the movement of the Universe and its Source .
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Your heart is not your self, your heart is the very beginning of YOU; it is the door to your Eternal state. Here neither are you born nor do you die …
You are building this sense of self from where you come from in your heart ….
The more you recognize when you're in your self and when you’re in your heart – your self begins to transform from the light of your heart …less and less will you listen to the information on he outside ..more and more will you listen to the voice on the inside …
This what your life is .. an invitation to come home to your heart- in all things. In all levels of life… be in your heart. This rebuilds your self in the likeness of your light.
from Tokyo Sessions FEB 3 2016
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From B;s Opening Session in Tokyo - January 2016
This is what I am endeavouring to point toward with all of humanity.
Where you move from creates the reality that exists . Where you come from, where you move from creates reality as we know it for all of humanity and your own life . It seems like it is going on ‘out here’..but it is going IN HERE! THIS is the expression of what is going on 'IN here'. So in the deepest place in here - that knows now end - in the deepest place you are expressing the cosmos.
Too big for you?! Well this is how big it gets!
This one's endeavour is to help individuals find a deeper depth of meaning to exist. So that we can come from and relate from a deeper placeless place in every moment - then as conscious Awareness you get to know your self in the unseen places. You get to awaken ..so when we walk we're walking in the black. When you walk in the black awake - it creates light . From light to matter YOU form yourself.
Walking awake produces the light that creates new life, encodes a new reality. Let me get this clear to you: My endeavour is to link and relate what you ARE and how you move in a human body. I am clear - that's what you are. You are the light of the universe..you are its SOURCE and you are the profound Awareness in which light comes forth.
The Form is a dance of Awakened-ness and there are different codes in it . So there is a structure to the movement - in very much the same way there is a structure to our universe. We have a sun and all the planets move around it . It is a profound structure... The planets orbit the sun in profound alignment with what the sun is .. Where I come from that means the planets give expression and form to what that light is ...
so there is a structure to this but as you move in the structure you move into the Source of that structure ..because there is no end to what you can deepen into ... You have a human form - it is a structure . Go in your heart and it is beyond the structure. It is the source of the structure... It re-structures and re-codes the structure of the human body and its expression.
from TOKYO 27116 Dance of Awakening
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The Deep only knows what it is through YOU. Awareness only knows it is aware through YOU Consciousness only knows it is conscious through YOU The marriage of Consciousness - Awareness is only known and married through YOU.
Everything that exists in your experience cannot marry that that has no experience.
The marriage is of You marrying the Unknown You and form naturally forms it.
YOU are Pure Awareness, learning to move as YOU in Pure Consciousness without any condition. You will not enter as YOU with out becoming conditioned ..
The YOU-Awareness marries YOU-Pure Consciousness and as Pure Awareness has no beginning and end and nor does its expression which is Pure Consciousness form continues as light to spill out and expand the universe, so beings can know their own innate freedom, their own innate divinity and their own innate creativity to naturally give expression to what they ARE as pure aware beings .
Just by a simple movement of Being aware.
NZ Sessions JAN 16 from ' Sounds of Silence 240116 ' Full Session Recordings and Retreat Audio Packages available here : http://bprior.org/recordings/
a short excerpt from a response B gave to a participant's question about leadership.
Leaders, where I come from, are born from presencing their Awareness and their life in their hearts and letting the heart that belongs to the Deep lead the way
As you walk that way everything that you are evolves. A leader is willing to learn as he or she leads but they are realising that they're not the leader, that really they are leaning into the 'One and Only Leader' and the one and only leader doesn't lead in terms of want and need ..that one and only leader is giving everything away freely.
Leaders don't move power for themselves. Leaders lead with power for all beings to be freer. On many levels..
Real leaders use the power of their lead to empower the people to move their own lives with the power of their Being, the power to be fulfilled by their Being and Being in existence.
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Your nobility is your ability, nobility is the same as divinity, to read the Deep and BE that all the way up to the surface in this life. Then you are noble ...
You do have an ability, quite naturally, to BE the Deep..and you read deeply and you fall further into the Deep and you literally move what the Deep is into form. Not through thoughts and feelings , wants and needs , which the world teaches you, but because you directly identified with reading the Deep, dropped into the deep and you are the movement of that depth ad you are moving that all the way up.
That's how you actually have a body. You are the movement of all that is coming up and forming . It is NOW.
So you are moving what you're Knowing is deeply Real and you realise you belong to the Deep and the Deep is moving all the way though every level , right to the surface form .
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What we are is Pure Consciousness. In Pure Consciousness our state is bliss.
Bliss is not something that one gets. Bliss is what one IS . It is our natural nature. It is not a feeling , it is literally the light of our consciousness. In its movement it creates joyful bliss. It just seems like you were around yesterday and in everything that we do mainly we reference past.
As soon as we get up in the morning . What are we going to continue today? What are we going to continue today? And that literally twists our consciousness into that we are a continuity, but we are continuum.
A continuum doesn't have a past it is Now , Now Now . There is no content in a continuum - there is lots of content in continuity.
So when we reference tomorrow, we are building a self. We are literally building a self.
A self that is not actually us ..it has no joy in it, although consciousness as identified as a self tries to seek some sort of a feeling called joy . Some form of feeling called Love , some knowledge of bliss. It seeks it!
But the experience of joy is not only fleeting - the experience of joy in the state of believing you're a someone, it is not stabilised in what you are.
It doesn't come from what you are , so you seek through yesterday's experiences that you are building a self to get a feeling of fullness or goodness. You are seeking it through things. All things arise out of yesterday's referencing. You are building a self, but the self you are building is not for your self. The self you are building is for you as a Being to give expression in as your Being .
Your Being does't reference anything . It is Pure. It does't need experience. It doesn't seek it.
As it moves in a self , whether it's a universe or a human being , there is no self reference. It is Pure Being.
Short From NZ JA 16 Raising Yourself Up Full session audios and retreat packages can be purchased here: http://bprior.org/recordings/
There is always the invitation to be higher and deeper. To be higher and deeper is always to be true to the higher and deeper and what the higher and deeper reveals.
When you're being higher and deeper, even a flower will transfigure in your perception to being higher and deeper. When you’re being higher and deeper with somebody, then that person will transform to be higher and deeper.
The key to all of this is to be more quieted inside. It really is the key . Quieted in the heart means you're not using the heart to get anything, you're not using your self to get anything.
Come and be quieted in the heart. Walk down the street and be quieted in the heart. Be with others and be quieted in the heart. Don't move energies that you don't need to move. Keep them quiet. When you become quieted in the heart, the profoundly real opens in you.
It doesn't open with noise although there might be a noise when you open deeply. It will be the noise of creation.
Come and be quieted at the heart. Any time when you're not doing anything be quieted at the heart. Any time you are in nature be quiet in the heart, any time you are holding each others hand be quieted in the heart.
You will then find your body will be come quieted. The more you become quiet at the heart, the more you will appreciate the birdsong. The more you become quiet at the heart, the more you will appreciate others.
The more you become quiet at the heart, the more Reality you will begin to know, begin to be and to have and you will begin to move in a quieted Consciousness that is blazingly true, which means it is open, it is real. It doesn't force it simply flows.
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A short piece from the Crete Retreat sessions - B speaks about illness.
We take the body for granted. We think the body is just an electrical impulse moving muscles, but it is not. The body is a manifestation of the light of Conscious Awareness, having instant form, moving by code aligned with where you are coming from.
Illnesses on the planet are the misalignment of the human intelligence with its own divine birth right.
That 's what disease is in the body. Just because you are aligned it doesn't mean you are not going to get the disease of a humanity: the separate sense disease. Anybody can have it because we're all one. We are One Body.
You might be living a really extraordinary life of alignment and still your body might get the disease of distraction, as whatever it is cancer or whatever it is . It is not what you are doing, it is what you are taking through by Being in the human experience . You're IN the human experience ..
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Bring your Awareness to your heart. It is the entrance into the Deep. For me this is like a jug that pours out what IT is and all this takes place. It is the entrance into the Deep and the discovery what the Deep is. It is the entrance into your profound Being-ness. It is here, right here and even deeper than the heart.
When Awareness fully functions from the Knowing of the heart, from what Awareness is knowing at the level of the heart, then the named Knower disappears and revelation, deeper awakening or even enlightenment takes place.
“When I speak and when I see Thee and speak to Thee I am not speaking to you as a self-centre. I come to you as Awareness-Being. I don't see you sitting there in Form. My name is Be Prior- I am prior to form. I am where form springs from and am even prior to Being. When I speak like this I am not speaking about someone on the chair; that is a manifestation of what THIS is. So those that come… I just point them in the same direction as the realisation here.No one actually gets enlightened, but there is a return of Awareness moving into Knowing, which is light of the Self. Enlightenment then is Awareness no longer getting confused with the sense of self as a me. “
Everyone's life really is a translation of their Knowing, the Knowing of a Greater Reality, the Knowing of Source, truly as who or what they really are. It is the awakening to that knowing, that light of Knowing that draws’ you to satang. For me satsang is not just here ..it when you are buying your vegetables, when you are on the bus, when you are walking on the street. I don't see anything but God. This is a total movement of God. When Awareness returns to that Knowing, all the functions of this vehicle of conscious Awareness return direct and immediately to the movement of Knowing.
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A beautiful excerpt from the sessions in Tiruvannamalai Dec 15
B's responds to a question about pain and suffering in awakening.
B : If what you are is omnipresent , if one is omnipresent as a Being … in your omnipresence there is no suffering . You falling completely into what you are as a Being , you will know no suffering and know no thing happened. But there you are totally opened . You are learning to stay opened in existence. In the Beingness of existence there IS NO suffering, but bring your Beingness down to the level of existence and you will know pain. You will know pain on the level of existence.
"You will know the I in the am of existence that is completely and utterly One as Love. Then you will move down into the field where perception is distorted by the belief of other. In your awakening you are practicing no other - no other! -"
Then when you really begin to awaken - REALLY begin to awaken , you let all pain and all suffering pass through you and meet it . Doesn't matter whose it seems to be . You let it all come through. You stay open! This is the practice in your awakening .
Your belief is that you shouldn't be feeling the pain or having the pain. Buddha said : Existence is painful.
Then as you awaken and the self in you arises and is painful you allow more and more of what you are to meet that pain in and as the heart. Let it and meet it with the heart.
You are growing the ability to be what you deeply are, so that you can walk amongst in the world and know suffering and not be of that suffering but be there in the presence of your Real-Being-Self. Then you are of service to beings because you're not afraid of pain anymore.
Fear wont be there either. Fear is just the distorted energy that you think you are someone that needs to be safe and needs to be protected and needs to be shielded. That falls away in the Presence of what is God , or that that you really are.
Clearly there is suffering in the world, but the core suffering from where I come from is simple: Not Knowing WHO ONE IS and what This is for: the movement of Light evolving Consciousness and its forms It is continued awakening IN and AS the One , for all beings to be that Freedom , having forms of moving Freedom in sync with the Deep and because we're infinite and eternal then that will consistently be a deeper and wider movement , having deeper and wider forms .
This doesn’t require your trust. This requires your Love of the Deep and now separating the Deep from existence. Every aspect of existence . God is omnipresent within all forms .
Then suffering has the opportunity, through you, to be released The distortion of the belief in separation is the rise of a New Humanity , should you walk through the streets with a Heart that is open, no longer self - protecting , but Self-radiant.
Then you will have the knowledge , direct and immediate of what truly is and you will know suffering for what it is , but you wont belong to it , but you will serve from the place you are now coming from , because in the Deep you are already Freedom and right now you are already Freedom.
Recognise it ! But that knowledge will need your embodied response in all things.
That will have you moving Meaning throughout your life . Anything that doesn't have Meaning in and as the depth of you, you wont touch it anymore , or you will bring meaning to it , but it will be YOU bringing meaning to that, to what you are!
You won't need to protect anymore - you will realise : That's an illusion!
FROM Deeply Believe in Who and What You Are 151213 India Sessions DEC 15
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Satsang requires great Love through great honesty. Great honesty leads you direct to Great Love. It is not the kind of honesty that we're used to on the surface of this life. That's a moral 'other ' honesty. It has no context where I live, where I come from. Honesty is direct Knowing. The same as you know you're in this room. The same as you know where you live. You Know. There is nothing you can look at that you do not know. You know.
And you always know deeper than the objects that you look at: thoughts feelings, forms. You are always presented with what is deeper, but whether you would function from what is deeper… That is awakening. That requires awakening and Belonging to what is deeper.
So if we looked at our lives you will be seeing surface meaning and without any reason whatsoever that surface meaning is pierced by a light of deeper Meaning or Truth. It is pierced. In that moment in your life, where all your attention used to go just to the surface, the ‘surface you’, the person and the self, just the ‘surface you’.
Now You as Awareness have become aware of deeper meaning or light piercing the surface of you. You were just introduced to the Real You, the Transcendent You . The self. You must have been ripe for it. You're ripe. You are fruit on the tree of life and yet you are the tree and the ground it has come from and the nourishment that feeds it. That's what you are.
So there is this meaning of the surface life and when one begins to truly awaken, the surface life and its meaning gets shattered and it gets shattered in your person and in your self.
If you look with me now and you are knowing a deeper meaning than the triggers that get triggered in your person. And you see that the triggers you set in place, like you would set a trap if you were a hunter looking for game. You set a trigger there that if anything, anyone, any experience went beyond your self needs and wants - right there a trigger would happen and you would scramble to keep your self comfortable and not move into the Unknown,
As you awaken you'll get triggered. It will trigger in you. Your tendency is to run to the calling of that trigger but in awakening you move in response only to the calling of the deeper Meaning you are now knowing and becoming aware of. Nothing like the surface. It is clean and unknown. It is pure and in its purity that brings greater vulnerability to your person and to your self, which after all are instruments for you as Awareness to move in as That that you truly are or That that you are awakening to.
Truth. Honesty . An honesty that is not about any honesty you find on the surface. It's an honesty aligned to the light of you Knowing. Be clear about this because all your surface vehicles. We know these come and go. We know they pass away but the One who is knowing this neither comes nor goes nor passes away. That One is Pure Consciousness as it moves in this world it is Pure Love, because it brings union with the surface with the deep. That movement is Love. Not a surface Love, but a depth of Love where there is no other.
From ' Piercing the Surface Meaning ' India DEC 15
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...a beautiful excerpt about pure sexuality and deep intimacy.
The entire universe is a movement of pure energy which is pure sexuality and Love is moving it . It is one movement of the light of Love moving pure energy and it is the totality of embodiment. Nothing to do with sex as it were. It is Love manifesting form on every level , from the unseen levels of form , energetic levels of form to the matter levels of form . All is bright movement , the wholeness light of Love, moving energy, which is light , into form . This body is pure sexuality, moved and known by and as Love . It is a pure form. Sexuality then is the door in which Knowing moves through a body and is able to communicate what Pure Consciousness is IN the body. Sex then is no longer about anything below the heart. It is about heart radiance able to communicate from one body-being to another body-being the One Love that the I is, the I am.
Nothing to do with sexuality as most of us know it, but its deepest level of sexuality where Awareness Knowing has raised sexuality up, away from the belief that sex is something that you get, to pure sexuality as the movement of Love between us all.
From Orientation of Belonging India DEC 15 Full sessions and full retreat recordings are available for purchase here. http://bprior.org/recordings/
As a young child your Knowing was bright and free. Your Knowing didn't belong to an orientation of a self. It belonged to Pure Knowing. You looked, you saw, you knew and it was bright and it was good.
It was Real ; it had you and moved you and all that you knew was open joy, Open joy cascading through the body, cascading through the senses. It had the whole of your tree of life .
It wasn't until you started to think you were a someone that you started to Know through thinking as a someone and not know immediately as Pure Knowing .
That Pure Knowing is still behind all that you know . But you have made it a background. It is no longer the foreground .
Awakening then is to awaken to the Knowing . To be very, very clear and clean in one’s movement of Life, to belong to Pure Knowing and to BE that Knowing and not ‘someone that knows’.
To BE that Knowing . In the moment you are being Knowing and not someone that knows you no longer exist .
You return to the very joy you knew whole-heartedly and whole-bodily and wholly as a young child , before you began to think about what you were knowing and what you were seeing what you were doing and how you were moving . You lost your innocence .
To awaken then is to be very clear in every moment of life and in all movements of life.
Return your Knowing direct and immediately as Awareness-Knowing even deeper than the heart. You are gone into the depths of the Unknown being known by You as Awareness.
When Awareness then perceives the body and sees the embodiment of Awareness it knows this body differently . It knows this body deeper. It knows deeper Belonging , deeper seeing , deeper movement , deeper hearing , deeper knowledge , deeper heart and the noise of the believed someone is evaporating or gone ..
In this manner as Awareness you will enter deeper and deeper Meaning . Everything that you could possibly see and touch and taste reflects to you an entrance into deeper Meaning , deeper Knowing and you being that Knowing , being that Meaning . It is the end of your orientation moving anything ..the mind, the heart, the hands, the feet, the body, the life as a someone .
Your whole orientation has been given away to Knowing and it is YOU .
Tiruvannamalai India DEC 2015 From Orientation of Belonging Full session recordings can be purchased via B's website www.bprior.org
As one awakens toward Enlightenment , which where I come from simply means returning in and through the I that I have always called myself: I am this. I am that. I will..I won't..It all points to the only I that is . Enlightenment is bringing all the energies moving your forms belonging to a self - bringing all those energies and returning them home with every breath to you heart.
Little by little , leap by leap, Awareness is no longer strangled , stagnated , held prisoner by its own self- deception of believing it is a body mind. It releases its Awareness by being true to the deeper perception of being true . So much more than that happens because then Awareness gone home, no longer has a name . No longer is self-consumed or self identified, but is awake and is returning to the light of its own Pure Knowing . No one then in their return to Pure Knowing embodying that Knowing is a particular someone who is enlightened . That One represents the entire human endeavor. That One is the enlightenment of humanity. The possibility , the real possibility of not just Awakened-ness, which is Knowing more but Enlightenment which is to BE that on the planet.
No little thing . Everything touched must be known as Awareness- knowing . Everything moved must be moved and known by and as Awareness- Knowing . Everything must belong . All the vehicles of perception..the entire embodiment to belong to Awareness-Knowing .That needs your full permission. Your full Yes! Your full agreement in any moment .When Awareness has returned so beautifully profoundly home ..all the noise of the world is music. All the movement of this world is an immediate dance of stillness inside one's own heart and perception. This world then becomes a movement of the expression of Love . Self-contraction dissolved.
You moved into a home that has no beginning and end.
Tiruvannamalai India DEC 2015 Full session recordings can be purchased via B's website www.bprior.org
Where your self is challenged is where your heart is enlightened. Such integrity in this universe - at Source. Such integrity, such Love , such knowledge!
When one has challenges on the level of self , where I come from, there is a reciprocal knowledge of a level of opening to a greater Light of Self-knowledge , Knowing and Belonging . When there is any challenge in the self , there is a door to a Greater Reality. To pour into that meeting place where the challenge to YOU, the one who is awakening to More of what you are , surrenders that challenge by dropping away any form of identity that you are a self.
Just in the moment - letting go of your name , the idea that you had any prior existence to this moment, to reference someone that is in pain.
You are referencing your old forms . Not referencing where you are now opening up to .
A different kind of home than the home that you physically thought was your body or your address in whatever street you live in . So when there are challenges in the self , there is a door to knock and open in the depth of the heart.
A new place , ready to receive what you truly are as Awareness. Awareness can walk into that place but Awareness must be naked of identification with the problem, with the pain , with the one who is believed to suffer, with the one who is believed to be challenged .
The challenge is rather like a step or a door to step into a profounder reality that is a natural opening to All as we have life in an awakened manner of moving from the Beyond . The beyond then is having existence because Awareness is released from the illusion that it was ever a someone, a thought or a feeling .
Enlightenment then , in the manner I am referring to it , is always an open door for you as Awareness to walk into , in the surrender of the challenge as being difficult for a believed someone . It is a simple invitation to be profoundly honest to the new place-less place you are literally reaching into .
As you would reach for a rock , climbing a mountain , as you would reach to deep sea dive - that's a reach too. Maybe you haven't deep-sea dived anymore, so you will have to reach into it , to have the courage , the power to dive so deep. It is a reach. You are reaching as Awareness, letting go of the belief that you are a someone and yet as you reach : all your form moves with you in that reach and as you reach you transcend your form and your form is made new.
Life is truly meaningful - not Life itself but the One who is the mover of that Life called ' I ' the One who is here present. the One who is listening. The One who is seated evermore into a deeper place of Awakening .
One's real response as awakened Awareness revealing more Awareness, a greater depth of Consciousness to move in this life free of all forms as your identity and as your contraction.
But all forms moving in how YOU move as Awareness into the depth of your heart. In response!
Full open response to this moment that you breathe. The is moment that you have existence as Awareness.
And what you bring has Awareness which naturally arrives - without your usual as a self moving something energetically appearing to be physically , mentally and emotionally to get things to work for a supposed someone who doesn't actually exist. An entirely different movement moved by and AS Being.
Tiruvannamalai India DEC 2015
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Satsang can be the most incredibly beautiful 'place ' on the planet. It's not just a conversation - a movement of thought forms but a movement of Beingness together - a movement of the Beyond .
The Beyond is manifesting that communion into form ..and in that form there is no history - no birth date , no death date ..instant Oneness, instant opening . All that we know we love in that One ...
The body is not of the past The body is the display of the field of our communion - our being One together.
It is what we're here for . The communion and the recognition of the deep having bright Awareness, wonderful bright form , moving in the Deep, moving from the Deep having immediate expression with no past, no one , no separation, no other.
An intimacy of profundity! We may call it God. I call it 'Good with no other - no other - no opposite.
One constant availability of the Beingness of Truth that DOES exist as 'I' - does have a body called 'am' and is also transcendent as 'is' - all here moving , Knowing .Full of wonderful nobody-ness, full of wonderful everybody-ness, giving us deeper access into our union - into the Deep through the One that we truly are , even though the mind might tell us we are many
Truly there is One and the display is many expressions of the One ...an artistry of Love.
A profoundness to be Love to be in to move in t share in to see in to know in and to be in the experience of - direct and immediate AS that Love ..It has wonderful immediate form of what that prior union is . Be prior to all of these thoughts , all of these feelings , all of the stories, all of these notions of separation , be prior to all that! Be prior ! Be prior!
Be prior!
From : India Session Tiruvannamalai DEC 15 - 'Where your self is challenged your heart is enlightened.'
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I am very clear that I am Awareness. Very clear that that is who is here. I am not pointing to this body. I am saying that all that is here is Awareness. Awareness is here moving in Consciousness and for us in this domain of reality: in human form.
To me we have never been apart. Never ever been apart. I know you as my own Real Self. This is not just ;satsang talk' This is what I am - this is also what you are.
Every day you are having Darshan. Every day your are given satsang , you are given Darshan by the woman you are buying the groceries at.
You look into her eyes and she is giving you Darshan ! You are giving her the money and you are giving her Darshan... It is All Darshan . It is All God, knowing, seeing, being, moving, manifesting ....disappearing .
This is it!
It is the movement of Love . It's the movement of Love without any person or self that is moving it ..and yet it moves in self , in person ..in a world.
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When we deepen, when we truly deepen - those moments when you as Awareness have deep connection and communion in your Inner-ness , in your heart towards your being , then what opens is stillness. Stillness is not a concept - not just a word but actual. So still and so deep that it stills the noise of your mind.
It stills all the sense of perception and it brings them all back into the depth of what is truly real . The self that is at the core f your being .
So when you start to realise Awareness Knowing at the heart is what you are giving response to in the totality of life , then you realise that that stillness or that still point is basically where the One is and where the One and the Zero is .
I am Nothing but I know One - I am Knowing . From that moment onwards when you are really able to hear this Stillness rules.
Stillness rules. It is the ground of the entire cosmos. All moving out of stillness and it capture all that we have become and it returns us to our Being . Stillness rules. Stillness has the capacity at its root to transform the entire cosmos , the entire universe of one's life .
Full sessions are available for purchase here : http://bprior.org/recordings/ Bristol I'ts all about Man and Woman Weekend' NOV 2015 D1 S3
I am pointing to a Greater Mystery than man and woman as selves. I am saying in both man and woman there is more than just 'man and woman'. The universe knows itself through our union and our loving and we know the universe and we know and realise the Creator and we know and realise the Self that we are through our unfamiliar movement towards each other, where we end our familiarity and we stay open to meet each other , not using our past or any form of identification as a self, but we unfold our Knowing which is the light of our heart, as we reach into woman and as she opens into man, into the Deep of each other and we reveal the greater realities hidden in the secrets of woman, in the body, which is far deeper than this flesh and hidden in the secrets of man, which is in the deep of the profound Consciousness that He is and how that can arrive here.
It changes the life because when we open to a deeper reality and that reality is brought into a relationship with our self, our self changes . It definitely moves and changes. That is Tantra or the Love of God through the Calling of man and woman.
If the self doesn't change and the life doesn't change you are living the old paradigm. You are not living this fullness of a deeper realisation together, where there seem to be two but there is just One and yet there are two and there is the dance of Two as One - and what that opens in our human sphere of the universe and of the mystery.
From D1 s1 Bristol Nov 15 Man Woman Retreat - Full sessions and weekend package available for purchase on brior.org
It's All About Man & Woman Weekend Bristol Nov 15 - D1 S1
Known to you or unknown to you, you are actually in the process of undoing old levels of self. YOU as Being woman, YOU as Being man. BEING is prior to - being man or being woman.
You may have partnership in your life and you may not.
Nonetheless these levels get undone , because in this manifest universe, there is nothing but the mix of the union of the Oneness of the profound Masculine and Feminine moved in one Self , one Body . To discover that in your relating in you and to discover that the Other is IN you , awakened in two bodies is the kind of enlightenment that most people have no idea about .
Most people think enlightenment is happening in ‘this single body here’ but from where I come from there is the enlightenment of the Consciousness , the Awareness in and yet beyond the body in a singular entity or individual - man or woman makes no difference - but there is also an utterly different realisation that is still quite rare on the planet .
To awaken to man and woman as one Being , one Love , one movement, one Goodness, one God-ness - one moving Evolution of the life of this planet, appearing through what seems to be two bodies and two utterly different possibilities.
So it is possible for man and woman to be so one , without the use of self and transcend all space and time and in that know One Goodness, one Godness one Love, one utter Realisation and know no end to that inside .
That will utterly change not only how man sees himself and woman sees herself but change your purpose ever to be with another because it wont have any self orientation. Nothing to gain in a self , only to give up the self to that Greater Calling to unify in Love and in the making of Love - whether we make love physically together or we make it in the Unseen , which will be known in these bodies and made in these bodies.
That is the possibility - should that possibility become enlightened in your relationships together: it is not actually of this planet. This Union is beyond all space and all time and happens beyond all space and all time and then floods all space and all time with that union.
This is my realisation and the realisation for man to deeply know and read the pure light of the one he is being with and reach into her ‘prior to her having a body’ , and know her mystery is to enlighten his heart felt in his body known in his body - SHE in her Love and it is not a self thing - enlightens his body .
HE in his Love enlightens her consciousness and they discover they 've never been two. They've always been one and that One is Now.
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A 15 minute excerpt from the opening session of the 'It's All About man and Woman" retreat that is taking place right now in Bristol.
"We tend to function as a woman-self, as a man-self, but to me woman- self and man-self are simply the vehicles for an amazing , incredible Mystery. The light that calls you to go toward man or toward woman is so much more than your self. So much more ! "
Attraction has a backdoor - there is a parachute on the backdoor. The Calling doesn't have any door. No doors to get out of . You don't need them. You are learning to walk through walls of misunderstanding. You are learning to fly through ceilings of a Higher Calling you are learning to allow the floor to drop away from below your feet and be absolutely present in the wall-less, ceiling-less, floor-less room of Love "
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From the Satsang "Wonderfully Being No-one" available here... www.bprior.org/audio/wonderfully-being-no-one
When you have fear, fear is saying that you really, really know a level of life is finished . Fear means that you have the capacity for something More. That is the fear.
This is gobbledygook for your familiar sense of self.
Fear isn’t saying “ I am fearful.” Fear is saying “ I am ready ! A new level of me is ready ….and THIS is the level it is going to fill up. I have to let that go so that the Love that I am can fill that level of self up. I have become more embodied in the nature of my Self , in the nature of my heart.
So fear is not ‘ warning lights’ …like ‘doing something wrong’. Fear is a demonstration that the Unknown of You is ready to be poured in to empty out the familiar.
Awareness has no potential whatsoever. If ever you have had the experience of Nothing, it is WONDERFUL.
But in the moment of opening to Nothing, there is no one there to know that. It is a difficult one to explain isn’t it ? But is it ?
Because even when you go into deep dreamless sleep in the morning you can say : “I slept well.”, so there must have been the power of Knowing amongst that.
That Pure Knowing as the Real Self is the expression of Awareness. It comes out of Awareness. Out of Nothing came the first born: The Real Self.
It is the Real Self where everything is. Endless possibility, Infinite possibility. Infinite Knowing, with infinite growing ability.. but in Awareness there is nothing to do, nothing to be
When Awareness moves to Itself it comes alive with Knowing. Suddenly you have a profundity of Awareness without beginning and end, with a power of movement without beginning and end.
That marriage manifests the cosmos as a continuum movement. Not continuity! A continuum. NOW. It is here right now!
When you really awaken you will be needing to detach your Awareness from your sense perceptive forms because you won't get entrance into your possibility that not only allows you to enjoy life and its form of Being but to move into the deep and into the profound.
There is not one moment of your life where you do not KNOW . If you don't add anything to that Knowing… knowing a carpet, knowing a woman, knowing a man…You would only know God. But then you would know God in every thing.
Then you would know God without beginning and end.. Who IS that one ? It is who you really are.. I get so passionate about this because it is the only way humanity will ever be free to come home to what they truly know is true in the moment.
Discover then how you move and what with? Do you move with the familiar conditions?
When your body drops away, none of your conditions, none of your sense of self will have any meaning for you whatsoever. The sense of self will not be your vehicle to move into the deep. You will be learning to move as a Being, but Being is omnipresent.
But why wait until your body drops away? Why not respond to the Truth of your being NOW? Respond as a Being.
There will be cracks appearing n your in your self ...Sometimes you will think you are going a bit loco ...Definitely people will be pointing fingers at you on the odd occasion - that you are ‘not the one they used to know’..and there is a Truth in that! “ No I am not the one you used to know but I am the one you REALLY know, the ONE who is in the heart of everybody.
That is what you are awakening to in a LIVING way..where it moves in the manifest as a Being ..
Look at everything with your heart ad then move into the Meaning. Be absorbed by this Life. Behind this life is the Real You
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When you are really called, you want to learn fast! You want to belong to the Deep!
Everything for you on one level speeds up ..life speeds up ..but on deeper levels it slows down ..rather like the prayer we did...(cosmoFORM)
Forms don't move like you see them through sense-perception. All forms move in the prayer of One Love .
Everything is a movement of one Love ... Just one small movement creates the universe...
So when you have the attitude and manner to move in the same way as your Being, you begin to see and know profoundly and your life , you realise, is totally in your own hands as a Pure Being ..and it becomes wonderfully real for you.
Everything slows down but it all speeds up ..it is always a paradox. Your ability to see and know Love is immediate . You have a different response to your daily life ..but more than
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THIS is really where it is. It is not just about awakening 'over there' in the Deep. The Door to the Deep is your life in this moment. That's where it is. Whatever is going on in your life is a million doors to the Divine, to awakening, to Healing to Love to a New Humanity.
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Really the entire manifest universe is a movement of Pure Being flowing through Pure Sexuality. So when your Being moves through your sexuality, that is the highest frequency of the Real Life.
Then when you as a Being share your sexuality, in other words your life, with another ..it is Pure Sexuality when it is coming from your heart.
See humans are mainly mistaken about sexuality . They believe that it has something to do only with the sexual organs. It doesn't.
In any form of communication you will need sexuality. The way in which Being reaches through the energetics towards another. So even to smell a flower you will need a heightened sense of sexuality.
When you are really enjoying let's say the scent of a rose, that is your heightened sense of sexuality and it is your Being that is smelling the flower though your sexuality. It is a communion . All that is really here is communion.
..and to commune while you are in existence you will need all the energy of your sexuality, which actually comes from the heart. It doesn't come from lower than that.
So when we know another we are using the flow of Being moving our sexuality . It is Real Intimacy.
Oneness is a flow of True Sexuality. Oneness is clearly a level of intimacy that includes ALL of YOU. Every aspect of you in communion, so if we merged in Oneness that would include our sexuality. We would be whole- bodily merged in the heart as One.
That is when every cell in the body comes alive as One Love, but that is far too intimate for most humans at this present time, because humanity at the moment practice separation. We make ourselves separate bodies with separate sensed experience.
The Oneness some people are looking for they won't find because their sexuality is not opened up. You really have to be clear about this : Sexuality is your entire body opened to your heart . That is why in realisation you can have whole body experience with the Divine.
I have heard of nuns believing that Jesus made Love to them because to be in deep communion with Christ or Pure Consciousness the whole body has to open up and in that moment the body is divined in the grace of Love. So the whole sexuality has to open up - not confined to a belief that sexuality is a genital area experience. It is literally how you become one with the tree..because there is no subject or object .
I actually believe that not too far away the contraction of humanity will fall apart and the idea of separation will just collapse. I have no idea what the experience will be in between Chaos maybe ..
If you are holding on to any past sexual experience with an other that will hold you back from opening up the entire body to divine experience. Because whilst you still have your own will you are the power-holder of your experience. You decide what you open up to and what you keep closed to. Until you give that game up.
Don't keep your consciousness trapped in past sexual experience. Don't keep your body and your heart closed. Only your human heart can break. Your Divine Heart can't....and if your human heart breaks then your Divine Heart will pour into that breaking . That is the possibility!
From Faleria, Italy Weekend OCT 15 D1S4 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org/downloads/
To reconnect with the Source…. would mean to reconnect with who YOU really are and if you were to reconnect with who you really are - all your connections with self and person would be changed.
The belief that you are not what you want to connect with already is how Awareness uses the body mind to get what it already is . If Awareness ceased using the body mind and its instruments to get a sense of self, then your self would start to empty out. Jesus spoke about this. Literally your self would start to empty of the false beliefs . They would rise up into your Awareness.
Until you are really clear that you are called to the deepest Reality you would judge what you are feeling and the thoughts that are passing through as wrong terrible or not what you want, and try to get another sense of feeling - but it will never work. There is only ever one Real Way Awareness-Knowing, Awareness living Knowledge. So when then you as Awareness experience the uncomfortable sensations in self you won’t use that information to judge how you’re doing in your awakening. You wont try to avoid the uncomfortable-ness on the level of self .
That will take devotion in many ways to what you are to what you are Knowing and awakening to, because you are used to avoiding sensations and thoughts that are uncomfortable to how you put your self together.
The world is always teaching you to put your self together through your wanting and needing. In that way, you are literally being controlled by your own self. You have given it the keys to your Queendom. You have to take the key back but through loving of Knowledge.
So that in awakening you are Knowing deeply that you are Pure Awareness and you respond to that knowledge no matter how uncomfortable your self may appear. The more you respond as Awareness awakening to its own real self then you are in your self but not of it. Your self will start to change.
But you have to be clear bout this YOU as Awareness don;t need your self to change because it doesn't determine who you are. But how you constructed your self along with your friends,your family your neighborhood ..you made it a very distractive self. But it is the light of your own original Awareness awakening which is You - that is taking place amongst the distraction. Softening and deepening.. gently so at the heart brings you in to your being .
Being gentled amongst the movement of a constricted sense of self opens you to Pure Awareness. This has to be lived of course! You can't just do it when you want to - when you feel good about it. It has to be your way of life.
Always seeing deeper than your self or the world. Always seeing in and from your heart. That is the way of your being.
You are returning home. Form will then be shown to you to be the expression of what home is. But you won't be using form to know who you are. You will be Living Knowledge.
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When you begin to awaken you learn to bypass your self no matter how it feels. You begin to realise in Real Awakening, that your self doesn’t define who you are. You are actually indefinable.
You begin to realise no matter what sense of feeling or thought… it doesn't determine who You Are or give you any real information.
In Real Awakening you are drawn to the Light of your Real Self . Somehow you are Knowing there is a purity of Being and Love that transcends experience. ..and to be in life exactly how it is , how it is unfolding, but having a growing perspective of life from You awakening . Your fulfillment lies right there.
You are growing the ability to bring in the Unseen You as a flow of response to this life .You no longer go with this idea that in awakening you may have heartbreak. You have no need to protect yourself. You are coming upon the Truth that deeper than heartbreak the Untouched You remains. So you can come into in the little bit of Knowing Light and Love and there is where you can live.
From Faleria, Italy Weekend OCT 15 D1 S2
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You're plugging into a deeper body. Have you ever looked at the stars at night ? How deep can you go?
It's like that song .. How deep is your love? You look out at the stars at night and you are endlessly deep ..THAT is YOUR body!
Plugging into a deeper body. Plugging into a deeper heart. Plugging into deeper Knowing . Plugging into deeper Seeing . Plugging into activation. Plugging into deeper forms Plugging into deeper relating. Plugging into the deepest Love.
When you plug into deeper Love and don't hesitate to plug in to deeper Love you are already relating instantaneously on every level of the Deep . Love does it. Love Is it . Belonging to Love you are one with the Truth of your Being . Instantly plugged in Instantly being That.. You plug into the deep and all this lights up! You plug in and it all comes alive.
From Crete Retreat D1 s1 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org/downloads/
In response to a woman about her relationship with her son.
What you share makes me think about my relationship with my son. It is the relationship where my tendency to control comes out most strongly...
B: You can change you relationship. Very quickly! Very simple thing to do: relate as Awareness-Knowing in the heart to your son. Cease dividing your relationships by relating from a someone to a someone. Cease doing this.
Relate as Awareness-Knowing, heart to heart. You have transcended the relationship as a separate sense of self but at the same time you have included the self in the wholeness of the relating to Knowing in the heart. Suddenly you will be meeting him deeper than you thought you ever could. You won't be meeting him as 'your son' you will be meeting him as 'the sun'.
You will be astonished at the awakened-ess of that meeting and the availability of more of what you are in that meeting place of heart to heart.
He won't be knowing his mother as a separate sense of self. He will be knowing the beauty and wonder of the Beingness of his mother as Wholeness caring. Meet in the essence of the other.
This ideas that he is your son, just for a moment will evaporate and you will be knowing the grace of having another being in your life and he will be knowing the grace of having another being in his life …who call themselves mother and son. And those words 'mother and son' will have radiant Meaning.
Suddenly everything is moved into real deep change. All the hooks have been removed, replaced by lights of love and Beingness and the discovery of who this is that is meeting; a Real Living Love of a family.
From Milan, Italy 2015 Session 2 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
Your seeing of sense perception for me forms what I know. I can put that very simply: I know All is God. I don't doubt that.
God playing many games if you like. It looks like God is playing hide and seek. But really God is not seeking or hiding. God or your Real Self can be known anywhere...
In any event any situation, any movement. In Truth you are the movement of that One. In a deeper Truth You ARE That One .
You see, Satsang for me isn't something that I am 'doing'. Satsang is what I am.
I can't move anywhere, do anything say anything, see anything that is not Satsang. The divine teacher divining everything. It's like the way..it is right here right now.
My experience is endless possibility and my Knowing is One with the Absolute. And I see That everywhere.
Milan 15 2nd Night SHORT
You are awakening to that that is immensely vulnerable...Fragile, subtle and so Real. When that awakens in a body in this human form, the human intelligence tends to translate that into a problem.
Before we truly awaken, we don't enjoy being so transparent but as you really awaken you discover that transparency IS your Real Way.
And when I say fragile... and the flower is fragile. But that's where its power is.. in its fragility, its delicateness is its power. It might look like you can be trampled upon but its vulnerability is its sweetness of Love. It is where our power lies...not in being strong like a rock or a mountain but our strength is in our Belonging to the Divine.
Yesterday I spoke of that as Awareness-Knowing because to me is obvious and everything is Awareness and everything moves and has form in Awareness.
But the Knowledge of that is in the Real Self. The Real Self that is coming out of Awareness while being IN it. So when Awareness goes what it truly knows at the level of the heart, it comes into the immensity of what the expression of Being really is.
Milan, Italy Sessions Oct 15 S 2 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
Awakening is an oceanic movement. You can't keep yourself a puddle. Even your drop Is due to fall back into the ocean.
And somewhere in this field of growing awakened Awareness, you know you cannot understand that through your past experiences. It is the willingness and the Calling to dive deep into this movement of life and discover not only do you belong to the ocean, you are the movement of it , you also stream rivers in it . We are all the ocean and yet we are streaming. Streaming what we are awakening to and in the streaming every level of what we are is opening. And it is all Being filled up by our Belonging. When Awareness responds to Knowing at the Heart there is an emptying and filling happening.
Often before we are not moved to be given all our Love to the Awakening . When we are still are saving ourselves on some subconscious level. Then our tendency is to hold on even tighter to our self-experience.
But when we're really given to awakening then we discover that awakening is NOW and there is no process in it. It is instant Awareness-Knowing in living knowledge. It's not a process. We awaken to the Being-ness of the One instantly!
But when we are still holding on to levels of subconscious self, we tend to identify with the processes happening on the level of the experiential self. That will be a process. A process of mind, a process of emotion, many different processes in the self and in the body. But that has nothing to do with who You ARE. It's a natural process of self emptying.
The awakening to what you know as Awareness - Knowing at the heart and deeper is now and instant. It's the Holy Instant. It is the realisation, that what I am in Being is whole already.
from Milan, Italy OCT 2015 S 2 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
“ You see where I come from.. May I speak a little about where I come.
I come from Nowhere. I belong to Nowhere. And I'm going Nowhere. It is the most beautiful Nowhere - place. Nowhere has my body. No one has me and I have nothing whatsoever.
And yet as Nowhere who is No-one I can look at someone or everyone and they are immediately drawn into the Only One… Increasingly so…with no beginning or end ....
Although I am speaking of phenomena here, the speaking of ‘No-one as Every-one being the Only One’ vibrates through my body.
So in what I just said my knowledge of the Only One increases. But then as a someone that decreases …
In awakening there is an increase in the decrease and a decrease in the increase. That excites everything in my heart!! I see this in flowers…. There was a centipede scrolling on the wall morning as I got out of bed. I saw it in that! I see it in the sky. I see it in the sun . I see it in the carpet. I don't stop seeing it.
And it is constantly speaking and it is the Meaning of the universe. That is the Only One speaking through Every-one.
A movement of The Profound having all Life and it is One with every thing. “
From MiIan Sessions - October 2015 - 2nd Session Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
" In the Making of True Love woman's body registers to man's consciousness the openness he is entering into in his profundity of Awareness, registered in her deeper body as an open YES to his presence .
She registers where he is coming from. He knows where she opens to . That's how this registers in man and woman. That's where it goes.
Man and woman is a blade of grass. Man and woman is designed to be trimmed and grow again and trimmed and grow again until man and woman become a field of Living Love’s Awareness."
from Crete Retreat 15 Sessions - D1 S2 'Nothing to Hide'
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"Where I come from, the conditions of the universe are the right conditions for the Unconditional Realisation of Your Real Self.
There is no condition that cannot be met by the Unconditional You, no matter how many conditions are held in your mental emotional physical body. No matter how your self is. Nothing can stop your deeper realisation of that that you are. All conditions are conspiring for your Unconditional Realisation. Everything reflects back to you your Perfect Knowing. Everything! "
From 17 10 2015 Session in Milan , Italy
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Your being is deeper than your heart. The heart is the landing place of what is deeper than the heart. That is you Innermost. It is the landing place of what seems to be outside of your heart – that is the outmost existence.
Your heart then is where form and formlessness weds its Real Self. What doesn’t get married there informs you of what your self – knowledge and work is.
What doesn’t get wed there is how much energy you are still giving to an idea of separation. When you as Awareness knowing gives up all ideas of any sense of separation through deep listening at the core of your heart, then everything that you meet inside or out will be wed in the likeness of your real self, so your heart then is where as Awareness you can go deep into your Being, which is beyond your heart.
For someone who has been identified a lot with form it would seem that there is not much there when you go in or it would seem too black for you. But for you awakening as Awareness Knowing you would enter depth of pure bright blackness. The more you went into that as Awareness Knowing deeply – you would be all changed and not come out the same. In Truth as Awareness Knowing coming out in to the outer- you would be the movement of Love as Light. So the heart then is the communion centre and the union centre of your being into form.
In going so deep as Awareness Knowing having a body a self and a mind and a life. As Awareness Knowing you would know all the levels in which you are holding in the body, in the mind in the life, but as Awareness-Knowing knowing the Love in the profoundly Deep You. You discover that your being doesn’t hold anything. It’s all beautifully still movement. In that that touches you so deeply it is very natural for you to let go of all the holding places and give them to the meeting place of your being. You are learning to move as you did prior to believing you are a body-mind. You are remembering on levels of remembrance beyond your body-mind. This is your returning home and returning home whilst you have a body – this realm is made all different by your presence .Not because you DID anything to change it but just because you were radiating in your original presence.
from 171015 Satsang in Milan, Italy
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At some point you'll realize She's not there... She's not in sexual experience. You're never going to discover her there... Impossible! You're only going to discover Her, you're only going to discover Him; when the heart of your Being moves through your intimacy... that's when She's there...
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You are Emerging like you have never emerged before. Like a flower in the first sun of spring and the dewdrops on your leaves are sublimely quenching your thirst ..
Your first flowering is in your heart. Flowers ,flowers ,flowers flowering .. and then your mind . When your heart flowers it takes you into the deep. Deep deep black. It is less of an experience ..it is more of a subtlety and when the nectar of that flowering reaches your mind this begins to explode with flowers ..and you see how the entire universe is yours.
The body becomes the flowering of Love's wisdom moving . Recreating Omnipresent - Self-radiant - Self fulfilling .The whole mind flowers and each flower is a universe and you are completely no -one . In the enjoyment of being no one ! Amazing enjoyment! No one there..
Your mind is displaying its full potential to serve you as Awareness- Knowing . Your heart is displaying its full potential to open you to endless depth of purity - wonder..
You realise it is your deepest longing being fulfilled.
You cannot live a shallow life anymore.
When you do it is more painful than any other time in your life. One little movement away from this display of your own being is super painful . You will think you're a baby because it hurts so much ..but everything begins to flower in an opportunity . You are actually the gardener in the garden. You are actually its Source.
From Crete Retreat 2015 D3S1 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
" You believe you are 'over there'..but you are not... You are Here.
Tell me, where is Here?
You are used to thinking 'here ' is where your body is ..but 'here' is not where your body is...Here is where Awareness is. Awareness can never be anywhere but Here. Never not here. Awareness then is the omnipotent Omnipresence of Real Self. Awareness is HERE. When you are in deep dreamless sleep - are you there or are you here? Clearly you are here. You are still here . You are never not here..."
"You believe the content of your mind - your person is only a speck in your mind. the person is not in you as Awareness. YOU are YOU as Awareness. You will be the same one when the body drops away.
You will be Pure Awareness and you will wonder why you identified with subject-object , with things mental and emotional. You will wonder: "Why did I identify with people , with places with like or dislike ..When your body drops away there will be no holding on to that whatsoever .You will be completely wholly what YOU Are as Pure Awareness. THAT is the possibility NOW.
Your person is a speck of movement of identification in your mind that you filled up with ideas of other and likes and dislikes but really your REAL mind is not a mind that you can know as a person , Your real mind is empty and yet full of what your heart is ..That's who you are...
As you awaken you are called to know who it is that is present by Awarenes being present to the heart you come into Presence . "
From Crete Retreat D1 S2
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“ Recognise that you are a Being. As Awareness Being you have no need of any thing. You are fulfillment itself. But you misidentified who you are, when it seems that you were a body with a mind and a feeling. You misidentified the body, the mind its feelings as you. The body and the mind and the feelings have duality in them . They have opposites, which is the nature of conditional experience..it has opposites in it : light and dark up and down ..the nature of the human body is opposites, but it is not Your nature. Your nature is pure. Pure Being . So your return is to your Pure Being. Be the Pure Being IN what you are now in. What you are now in is whatever arises. Whatever arises …BE in your Being while that moves through your Awareness. There will seem to be opposites.. Your body-mind, through the way you taught it to react, will show you your own reaction. It will show you how you move in opposites, likes or dislikes, wanting or not wanting. Your body-mind reflects to you what you are believing in and so does the outer world. It reflects to you what you are believing in and what you are ‘Being In’ ..instead of Being You; One with You. “
From Crete Retreat D1 S2 No Need to Hide
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A beautiful guided movement from the opening session of the Crete Retreat 2015
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As you get more gentled and stiller a the level of the heart, then deeper joy and Knowing and Belonging naturally opens ..in the Beyond and in the body.
Begin to see and know that everything that occurs in your Awareness ,whether conscious or unconscious is known by You. You , the Awareness in which the entire Cosmos moves in ..
See how quick that slipped by - because we kind of push that away..
We replaced the Knowledge of knowing ‘I am the Knower of the universe’ ..with ‘things to do’ for a bogus person. Bogus!!
FROM CRETE RETREAT 2015 D0 S1 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
"I want to assure you are in the right place, that you are in a place of Love. I want to assure you that I am sure who you really Are. I am that assured of who IAM. This I that is here in each and every one of us.
I am not speaking about someone sitting o a chair - I am speaking of the one who pervades all of us. We are that One.
The Calling is simply to undo this fictitious character called ‘me’ and in the moment discover my true face, my true heart, my true Self, whom I did not leave… Cannot, who is the only reality that makes anything real that I touch , see taste or know. THAT is the Calling.
Unfolding all the you really are – now to me THIS is sublime! Unfolding all that you really are is that who you are is endless.. You don’t have a beginning or end ..
You look in the bathroom mirror and name that one….and you have a beginning and an end. It's just a belief system! Somewhere deeper, if you look deeper you will know you know that you have no beginning or end. And if you keep living that kind of life you enter a place-less place where Awareness meets its one and only opportunity, which only ever exists now to be MORE than its self experience ..."
From Crete D0 S1
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All movement m regardless of what is moving, all movement is a sexual movement.
There is nothing that is not sexuality moving. The entire universe is sexuality moving. When sexuality belongs to our self-experience then it is a very shallow movement. It is about your self. You are defining your self through sexual experience. Sexual experience cannot define you.
But as Awareness Knowing at the heart …when movement is known from the heart, then sexuality belongs to the heart.
The entire universe is a Union of Awareness-Knowing. Awareness-Knowing moves the universe..and as it moves the universe in an instant just beyond the movement, there is the Masculine and Feminine Principles that are One in Real Self and that's expressed. That union is expressed and that's the Goodness that is in the entire universe..
So anything that you do whilst you as Awareness has a body involves sexuality. Sexuality split from your heart is a distortion of your consciousness and your relationships will be distorted . It will be a about a me . Sexuality , in other words your formed life and its movement and your intimacy, aligned with what you are knowing in your heart will be the formation of the Real You in relationships. The Real You will start to form.
When we are called to another in deeper intimacy it is not actually about something for the self. It's about a union of Being that then fills the heart fills the body and fills the self with what Love really is . In fact when two are moving in that way there is such a deepening and such an opening ..it really can't be mistaken ..It has nothing to do with your self! Nothing to do with your self .
Because your true unions are not for your self they are for the meeting of what you really are in the Deep of You. That kind of ‘Calling’ -I am not calling it attraction, because attraction has duality in it - attraction is: 'likes and dislikes' .
Calling is when your Being calls for that, that is truly deep… A Calling can be that the one you are ‘called to’ is nothing like your self would want ..
When you really awaken to a Calling there is no aversion. Attraction is aversion - there will be opposites. In true Calling - although your opposites will come up, they will be met by your Union and the aversion will be transcended.
When you are really called into Deeper Intimacy, your life is no longer yours as a separate sense of self to the other. Your life belongs to Truth and in the Truth your self will come up for you to meet like you have never met before ..Each meeting will be new..
Then there is a marriage in your heart, in your being in your body with the apparent other ..but now the other is disappearing, because you are meeting inside and you will see clearly and experience: There IS NO Other in the true meeting of Love .
From Stockholm day Session 2 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
What we are is undefined by our experience,but we have created a world defined by experience and we wonder why in all of experience the world cannot define who we are. And yet we continue defining ourselves through experience ! That's what is happening ..The dilemma of a crooked life not aligned with what we are knowing but still aligned through the need for further experience even though we know experience is killing the planet, in many different ways. Killing the Truth although it can't be killed or touched .
So then ..can experience define what Love or Truth is or is it indefinable and only response through Knowing can ever come into true form and it will be now and it will have no past or story in it and that is when we know we are Love .
When we are undefined from our storied past and when we clearly don't know each other through experience but through Being to Being. And yet that will come in wonderful forms of experience ..So there is dimension of experience and there is even higher dimensions of 'no-experience; Greater Reality still moving as undefined light ..and each and every one of us knows we belong to That and even Beyond . The question then is: Can I , which is the only I in the universe, move without the need of experience telling me which way to go? Will I respond to Knowing without the need of the safety of having a positive/negative experience ?
That would be awakening .
Awakening is when for no reason whatsoever not formed through experience, I awaken to a deeper higher dimensionality that does not move by experience but moves by response to Being . Somehow I know I already exist on that Greater Reality - in fact I am the Source of all Realities..Somehow I know this ..I know this because That is what I am ..this I that is listening.
from Copenhagen Session2 - 10 Sep 2015 ‘Everything is Ideal'
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Our self gets uncomfortable when we, Awareness Knowing ask deeper questions and no longer use our conditioning to answer this moment of Life. That 's the same as saying : our likes and dislikes and what we 'have' in this world. Likes ad dislikes in terms of thought and feelings and habit ..They are all conditions of the separate sense self, They are not the Truth.
The Truth is : the One who is listening is the very source that you are looking for in all your life. You are the very Source of all life and when you finally have an awakening beyond answering your life from your conditioning you step towards your heart.
The depth of the heart is where the Truth of who we are rests and when we come there , the whole world of our conditoning quietens in the presence of That that we first are prior to believing that we are a body-mind identity.
From 6 92015 Ljunskile S1
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Where I come from your body is in me ..and I am not the one sitting on the chair. This is a form that is also in me.
Where I come from I am Pure Awareness radiating the entire cosmos, consciously ...and where I come from I can go into every aspect of Being and know and see and manifest .
Where I come from you are within me.
That capacity is in every being but it has to be awakened , because what you are as Awareness is manifesting the entire universe.
You just think you are sitting on that chair but that gives you a point of Awareness to develop and aspect of self in a person ..and as you develop that aspect of self from your heart in your person and in your self, you awaken to your true person, which is your Real Self because that is the only one who is doing and being this. Follow this ? You are That !
That begins to open up many many different aspects of Knowing and Being Truth. In me and in This life and in this stream, although I am the ocean.. but I am streaming...
When I am streaming, the stream is the Feminine and I am the Ocean of Awareness and its Consciousness and She is streaming from That that I am. She is the expression of That that I am..but I am not an 'I' or an 'am' but
I (the Knower) AM (its forms) are One . So then I know Her, see Her and She is my form and I am Her Consciousness but the Truth is: Awareness.
Do you see the entire play?
From Sat S1 Worcester Gathering 2015 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
Everything that you have in your life is a construct of the energy that you as Consciousness put together. And you reflect off the constructs of your energy - that appears as your likes and dislikes.
Once you allow your being into your self what becomes really apparent, and this is Real Awakening,is that the construct of the universe is NOW.
NOW is the only time the universe comes from Being into Becoming. Now is the only time that form has form and is True Form. NOW is the only time emptiness is full.
Only your being makes Real Form and it is Now .
So within that you are learning to let go of constructing form, doing any thing for your self.
You are allowing and discovering to spontaneously move as a being. Therefore what arises in your life is the Good Life. Not positive and negative but the One Good , begins to manifest in each heartbeat anew. More and more of your self is known; you begin to really know your self and you begin to integrate your self from what you are now discovering in the deeper levels of consciousness and that becomes a response and your life begins to change and you will discover that you have less and less self and more and more Being-ness. You are becoming Pure. Pure You and THAT is what you really love. You love the Pure You.
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From D1S1 UK Weekend 2015 AUG Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
What I teach ...and teach in The Form Reality Practice is that what we are is Pure Awareness, having Consciousness, being Life. It is a trinity basically. That's what we are. Our confusion lies in that we tend to move our life from what we have and try to hold onto it, whether it is thoughts or feelings or someone or ideas or things...
We tend to store everything up in a little box called 'me' . But that's the illusion, there IS NO 'me' here. That's the illusion. There is only I. Anybody not call themselves I? When we say 'I ' we often think that that is another I over there, but that is the same I. We are Oneness moving, but we are Oneness moving in individuality. Individuality of Beingness. That individuality of Beingness has a person, has a self and is a movement of Life and that individuality of Beingness is pouring what IT IS into the person, into the self and into the Life.
It is a cosmic figure 8, it is a constant 'pulling in the More' - in other words the 'Unseen' , and the 'Unseen' begins to manifest. In that manner I suggest to you that you are manifesting the New. You ARE the New Manifestation. One man said: 'the New Testament' - it is much the same as what I am saying , that You are the New Manifestation of where you are coming from.
S1 Sun-Moon Festival UK 22082015 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
Everything that you see in sense perception comes from what you are as Pure Awareness having Pure Consciousness having Pure Knowing and literally moving as a Pure Life. Anything that is added on top of that is your own confusion of who YOU actually are.
Not you sitting on that chair ...To me the chair is empty.
There is no one actually on it. You are not a person, you are not a somebody.
You are That that you seek. You are that Love that you are knowing but you think it is somewhere else other than within . You put your energies into the world but not into who you ARE ..that actually creates the entire universe and not just this planet.
So when we see creation we are actually in our own creation in what we are as Awareness. Awareness is the shining light that creates creation and also dissolves it in the same moment.
S1 Sun-Moon Festival UK 22082015
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Not one single being on the planet in any time or any space navigated their way into a human life and existence through navigating as a person, moving as a someone , navigating through thoughts or feelings . No one arrived here through experience . there was no turning left, no turning right There was no up or no down. There was no good or bad . There was no referencing experience for any being o this planet to arrive her. They did not move . No single being moved into this earth body though experience of an earth life . No one .
No one used experience of any sort - human or otherwise to arrive in this body. No one .
There will never be anyone that arrives here through human experience and there will be no one leaving here through human experience ..
You are moving on this planet as if your humanness is dependent on your experience . But it is not . Your humanness is totally dependent on You being You - the movement of being Your humanness. That's what makes your humanness alive - that's what make it radiant . That's what makes it creative, makes it growing in a fuflilment that is fulfilled in every moment just because it belongs to Awareness Knowing. It is the way.
Your humanness can never be complete . It will never be complete It is only complete in the moment of the marriage of Awareness Knowing moving on the level of your humanness. In that moment it is fulfilled.
There is much that gets undone as you really step into awakening .
from NZ Sessions - 7 Aug 2015 ‘All Alone All One '
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B’s response to a pregnant woman's question: “Tell me about babies!”
The Being in the womb is actually in its own womb. It looks like it is your womb, but it is its own womb. The child is its own mother, its own father, its own uni-versity. It really is. Your enjoyment is that it is moving through a space that seems to be you, as this woman, but is actually moving through You as a being. So this being has chosen your Being-ness energetically to move through. It is being for you, a facet of deeper possibility.
You are there as its guardian. Guardian of its body. You are not a guardian of its soul. It is a guardian of its own soul. Where your joy comes in in that being coming through is that you are serving a greater purpose than your separate sense of self.
See that you are constantly birthing - whether it is a thought, a feeling, a choice, a this, a that or the other . You are birthing. Birth the beauty and wonder and innocence that is coming through you . THAT is what it is inviting you to know. So it is another universe that is being created coming to join a family of Being-ness.
Your opportunity is to love it in Being-ness and then you really love the Being-ness of the child and that is sublime and then you will not mould the child in some social order or some order of your separate sensed family. You will be letting it take the shape of its Being-ness moving through its heart and you will love the way that it does that and it reminds you for you to return that and to be and do that for yourself.
Have adoration that every moment is our child. Every moment! Imagine that! Every human being having adoration for THIS moment! This moment is a birth of the New Eternal Human Being. Have adoration for THAT. That is really what is here.
from Circle of Life – NZ sessions July 2015
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If you just move in your sexuality then your sexuality will be devoid of your being and your heart , so then your sexuality will be just about survival.
The moment that you relate your body, its energy , your sexuality to your heart then you relate to what sexuality is in the deep. Suddenly sexuality becomes profoundly moved by what you are present in in the deep of your heart and enter it . Suddenly you are in true form in true sexuality and it is full of heart and your sexuality is pouring into new forms and new kinds of relating wit the universe and you have entrance as Awareness into deeper deeper realms of your being and everything is growing . Your Awareness, your heart your body, life your relationship s your friendships are becoming a movement of One0ness.
So when you are truly relating to your body from your heart then you have entrance into your being and when you are really in your being and you move into your body then your being moves into your sexuality and your sexuality moves into your being. your being is able to move in the forms of your self, forms of your person the forms of this world without a change of its Beingness. It remains pure being moving in pure forms , purely relating as a being ,purely centred in the core of the heart.
from NZ Sessions - 7 July 2015 ‘The Circle of Life '
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The universe is actually the immediate expression of your own Being-ness. Immediately expressed. it is your BIG body and it didn't happen a billion years ago. It is being expressed NOW and the universe gives you or points to..that that vast universe , which is one's large body, one's big body, has a microcosm called 'I' or 'me' ...the one who is listening to these words and it is possible that that huge body and the Source that is expressing that cannot only have entrance to Itself as the Source it can also express that entrance - the entrance to deeper Heart connection , the entrance to one's deeper levels of Being. It can express that as a universe as one's own Real Self.
So everyone is really a possibility of a universal expression. The truth is everyone IS a universe. Everyone represents a universe and everyone IS a universe...and the universe of your self and everyone's self is at different levels of Knowing , Being and evolution.
You cannot do anything but meet universes in development in meeting anyone . You cannot do anything but meet universes when you meet another and meet the God of that universe or the Source of that universe ..and it is always a UNI-verse that is in the making .
How you move and where from determines whether your universe is separate , egoic or Real and universal. Whether it is just full of illusion or whether you as a Being have enabled your deep Knowing to come through your heart and manifest real forms of Real Life.
from NZ Sessions - 07 July 2015 ‘The Circle of Life'
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What we really are is Pure Awareness, knowing at the core of the heart and our endeavour is to manifest what we know to be True - the Knowing-ness in the Heart, the Deep; to manifest the Deep and allow it to have expression in the forms of our self, our person and life.
from NZ Sessions - 7 July 2015 ‘The Circle of Life'
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B's beautiful response in conversation to a man about a deeper kind of relating...
One of the things that we all have to learn is that what grows the relationship is not self and is not just form. What grows relationship into true form is utter response from what you know in the core of your heart without any need to feel comfortable.
Both men and women experience the death of where they once moved from. If either man or woman looks into the world for help, looks into their past for help, looks into their self for help, you will be in more pain and separation.
Man and woman when they are really together in the Love of Truth they are creating a field; a Oneness- field. That Oneness-field is their future body. The field of your relationship is your future body. So sometimes you are knowing this deeper love but it is not matched by what is happening in the physical relationship, the mental relationship or the emotional relationship. There could be fear there. But if you just step into your heart you will realise the presence of the field of your love together already has a new body. You are already moving as a new body.
When he really loves her at Source, she streams to him what he knows is real, as a mirror of his consciousness. Suddenly from her heart comes a stream of light that he begins to know aligns with his deeper consciousness and they are knowing an inner marriage. That is the marriage you belong to. By belonging to that marriage it will begin to have form.
SHORT from Exclusive Online Event June 2015 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
When True Lovers Begin to Meet …
Beautiful excerpt about the True Calling between Man and Woman
" In a very ordinary world and not a dynamically free universe, which is the Truth, but in a very ordinary world, both men and women are taught to keep this kind of relationship from not happening and just have day to day ordinary relationships.
Whereas what we are looking at is how to have Real Bright Relationships, that truly begin to understand what is the Calling between the Masculine and Feminine, appearing as man and woman.
Is it not to end suffering on the planet? Is it not to bring about radiant relationships that free the Hearts of each other and for each other of fear?
Surely that is what it is about.
SHORT from Online Exclusive - 07 June 2015
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To truly live in this world is to know you are Awareness-Knowing moving as Consciousness. It is to truly know you are not the form, but the form is a form of YOU and YOU are animating it.
It is a form of YOU. It is a Real form of the Real YOU. Anything that you make from your heart is a form of You, it is as much your hand as your hand is, it is as much your heart as your heart is. It is as much your eyes as you eyes are. It is as much your soul as your soul is. Soulful form. You will know no end. Even when the form itself drops away it will have a blue imprint in the ether of the universe as a True form. It will be sending out frequencies of your Love of having form in the universe. It won't end. It will expand the universe. Any other being coming along who wants to tune into that will be inspired to create their True form. They might even mistake that it some other God - but it is just a reflection of their own Real Self.
When you create something from your heart, from The Heart as a being, you will actually undo the self that you used to create from. When you function to make something from your self that has not been integrated from your heart it is selfish or separative. That energy is not a beacon of light beaming through the universe saying: “Only Love Is.“
When you let go of your self and you listen to the inspiration of your heart and you move that forward in whatever you do, you will be dying to the use of self and you will be living to the movement of your heart. You will never use your self to bring the Real in. What that will do though: the Real will fill up your self and THEN you will have a Real Self. The more you are Real with your self and only manifest from your heart, you are building a Real Self.
What happens when you build a Real Self is that the Realness of YOU is also animating the form and you will be knowing that you are 'That' instantly and less do you think about what to do. You just move as a Being. Being doesn't think. Being just moves and it All happens. The moment you think about what to do in terms of 'what you need to do 'for a me' you are creating distorted forms. That will always give you and the world trouble. The more you create from the heart, that doesn't create trouble. That creates a beacon of light that says who everyone Is. The practice then in dying and rebirthing and dying and rebirthing is the same as you 'not using your self to do anything ' but ‘being the Heart that does’.
That will fill up your self with light and you have integrated your self from your heart and that is your continual work. There is no end to that, but you must know when your functioning from your self and make sure you are functioning from what you are Knowing. What you really know in your Heart WILL stretch your self - but let your self stretch! YOU take your self where it doesn't want to go ..which is to Be You. The Life that You are. That's birth - that's death.
You are quite capable of dying and rebirthing the next levels that you are moving into. The only thing that dies is that, that can die. The Real cannot die and that is what YOU Are. So when you move with a Greater Truth and with a depth of honesty you will be capable and able to manifest more of what you are knowing in the Heart and you will be able to make friends with your self in that you transform it. Not out of need but because you keep pouring who You Are into it.
From NZ sessions Pouring In- Pouring Out 150609 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
"It is clear to me that the biggest belief system on this planet is that we're all separate. There is this belief that there is someone 'over there. I am boldly stating that everyone of us is actually a creative force of All of human experience. Everyone is a core creator , but that core creator is not everyone - that core creator is the Only One. "
from NZ Sessions - 31 May 2015 ‘One Body One Mind One Self'
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When you are really awakening your life and your human life you are constantly integrating a higher deeper marriage. It is not actually about what is on the horizontal plane. What is on the horizontal plane just gets You as Awareness the ability to see where you are coming from, the ability to see where you have been invited to and you are not completely functioning from or where you have absolutely stepped in .
The universe is a trillion endless doors of opportunity and as a human being you have a trillion doors of opportunity every single day . When you step into a new door, break the old mold! Don't step into your usual safe route. Come this way! take a different route! Discover what being here actually is.
This is a Real thing I am endeavouring to get across.. it's not just about 'getting on with your life' - it is about consciously as Awareness moving into deeper and deeper no-place places. It is about real communion with those deeper levels that will fundamentally change how you see yourself and the world.
This world wants you to function as a self . A self that is manipulated and controlled. You're not supposed to be manipulated and controlled! YOU ARE Freedom Itself exploring what you are as inherent freedom . What makes you unfree is what you put together as a self. What you flow as a being into this world and into your self is free - inherently so. You do have that inherent freedom.
You have to clearly see that mainly you just 'get on with your life ' but you're not heere to 'get on ' with your life and do the 24 hour sleepy,wakey, eaty , friendly socially thing..
You are here for a dynamic exchange of hearts communing as the divine.a dynamic exchange of movement that opens even more possibility for all beings to know their inherent freedom and their gift to not only c--create human experience but to realise the creator force itself as one's Real Self.
from NZ Sessions May 2015 'a Revelation' 150526
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In a Death experience you will be a being with a human shell that falls off, but you will have an energy body of humanness, unless you have transcended your humanness by including it into your Beingness.
You don't transcend humanness. You' are not supposed to 'get out of it ' By being your being it includes your humanness and your humanness goes home hand in hand with your being .
That's like saying : God is taking you home.
When you die, the shell of your human form will fall but the energetic body of your human form will already be 'being made new' as you ascend to wherever you are going and you'll get to a door and you will look and it will be incredibly , beautifully powerfully silent . Silent and everything will be alive ! and there will be no central point but everything is flowing as if it's a dance as if it's all gliding . And you' will see beings ..other beings that you may or may not have a moment of communion with..
Either way you will see thousands of beings moving and you;ll know their communication without even speaking to them . You won't be able to speak to them because you wont have words. You will be a frequency of communication , so others will know what you are thinking and how you are moving without the use of your lips.
Your lips now are vibratory and every cell of your being are lips speaking -vocal cords..and you will see beings coming out of different places going to different lights.
And that is actually what is taking place NOW! but it is coated with human self experience so you can't actually see that you're making choices now that determine how awake you are in the realm of Beingness or how asleep you are in the realm of humanness and Beingness.
You are making choices now that determine how you move as a being and how much Beingness you have once this body drops away. You are growing Beingness, you are expanding or developing Awareness as much as this body.
Let go of developing a someone ! Develop 'Awareness having Consciousness' . That is what you are prior to and in 'all this' - the form is simply a passing movement of your choices. That's what is actually happening .
From NZ sessions May 20th 2015
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“Everything embodied is a ‘code of consciousness’ and the highest code of consciousness is to live the True Life of I - the I that is the code of all life. “
When we look at a vast panoramic view there is something in us that recognises an immense vision. That vision is just a microcosm of an immensity of vision that is ongoing and it is always here and now. It is the ongoing immensity of the vision of one’s Pure Being or Pure Beingness.
I am speaking of this in the context of the Life that this 'I’ really is; the unfathomable light that I am.
It’s an immense vision, and just in a split moment it unlocks an even greater vision and that is the cosmos itself - an endless cosmic movement of light energy and form - consciousness dancing.
25 minute excerpt from NZ Sessions 150427 April 2015 'Deeper Vision, Finer Codes'
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Form is not an illusion. What is an illusion in form is the non-alignment of the form, any form, your form, the forms that you identified with . When you're forms are not aligned with you as a Being, that's an illusion, because you are living in 'the Wake', you are asleep in the past.
You are not Now . That's the illusion .
When you are awake as a Being in the wake of your own Beingness all your forms become awakened regardless of anybody's experience of you as a Being .
In that moment you are fully in alignment and all your forms are lined up with your own real light .
Your One-ness light . There is no illusion in form in the alignment of you as a being .
One little identification with space time as an identity - that's an illusion.
If you are aligned with your being in this body right now you can look into any sphere of past, of your wake whilst remaining as a being .
That's you waking everything up. That's you waking up the entire universe. THAT's who YOU really are. You are the wake-fullness in the wake of your own movement of Being ...
from NZ Sessions April 2015 'Be Awake in the Wake '
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Contractions are your servant. They are not something that are not of your making. They are not of some other. The contraction is of you - you DO the contraction to serve you. YOU are the Master of the contraction
They serve you to keep you from being All that you are whilst you still believe in the world, whilst you still believe in the 'me' , in the separation.
They stop you crossing the line that you set your self up with. They are like spring traps that you put there so that you don't go beyond the self that you have set up.
They are serving you in remaining set up, limited and small, in you not crossing the line of this world of your self.
They serve you until you are finally done.. and you realise you are Pure Awareness and as Pure Awareness- Knowing you create Pure Creation and that is pure Goodness and has nothing to do with the world that you have set up. That world is an illusion.
from NZ Sessions April 2015 'Contractions are Your Servant'
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Powerful 15 minute piece from the India Retreat 2015
I am at Your Door There is no man or woman that can break your heart - only the Principles of Love break your heart. They'll break your heart so that you can come home to theirs, the One you came out of , the One you still belong to.
Right no you are living on multidimensional levels of Pure Being - right Now . You are already living there now , but it is not a life that you know in your human form . It is far far far more subtle but it is landing here in your heart.
It is your heart that is Knowing . Your heart knows it all. Is that why it breaks when I come to know more that what I am used to with my heart that I have made so hard. is it the hardness ? Where I have shrunk my heart to stay in a world of forgetting who I am?
Only the Real can exist or ever be..
When you allow the entire universe to shine in your own brigh Awareness you realise who you are and there is no end to the realisation and no end to the awakening and no end to the abundance of your Knowing having form. You are without beginning and end .
from India Retreat D2 S1
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Live Your Universal Body
You must have faith in your divinity , but that means 'living it' It is not a question of good and bad - there is no right and wrong in this ..It is simply: Be Awareness-Knowing.
If you can die now - truly die now, by simply responding to this moment as Awareness Knowing, you will enter your bigger body - not 'this one' but the one that is wider than this one ; the universal body of Awareness Knowing .
You can realise immortality. All your fears and doubts will go out the window..and you will laugh and laugh that you could ever thought that you are such a minuscule piece of dust. You are LOVE and you are Love of Awareness Knowing .
There is nothing in the universe that can ever fulfill you. YOU are your own fulfillment.
from NZ Sessions 27 March 2015 "Holding The Realisation in The Body"
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Session Excerpt from the 2015 India Retreat with B
Knock and the door shall open! Enter and all will be given! THIS is the Truth.
The doors are everywhere. The More is everywhere. Step into it ..and really know what you are stepping into.
Don't listen to any knowledge form your self until your self becomes more and more of IMMEDIATE belonging to You, as Awareness. The more you are true , responding to your heart in your self, your self begins to know who YOU are and becomes equally responsive to YOUR way of Being .
Your self will always fight and struggle while you are not Being YOU but being something that you are not; an idea , a concept , a want, a need.
Your Being has no want, no need and has no concepts.
It is pure .
Everything is an entrance. Let that really land in your Awareness; in your heart.
Then it will have your form and your self and very, very rapidly you will be a total movement of Love , depth , peace , harmony and real well-being.
You will be a living being of Awareness.
For you there will be no death. Because you are already entering into death by seeing everything as an entrance into More .
You have already crossed over this minuscule death of the dropping away of the body, because you are moving in what is more than the body and more than the self.
Therefore you have already died and you are alive and real in another place and yet you are here having this form.
Everything is an entrance point of your more , your evolution , your possibility.
It is your destiny for you to cleanly and clearly know how You create the universe and expand it and that you ARE That, which is even beyond This.
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Begin to see everything as an entrance to That that is indescribable ..until you enter it and then you can speak of it . It is always more than your self!
Your real human enjoyment is when you enter into the More and you relate that to human life .
This is your Real humanity and it evolves humanity. So every thing is an entrance point. There is not a single thing that is not an entrance point into Divinity and always more more, more.
See everything as an entrance into More …
That will have you being true , that will have you Being true , that will have you loving Truth and what spills out of the meeting place of Awareness-Knowing being true.
Then you know what you are moving into - not as a self , but as Pure Awareness knowing . That makes you truly a Real Human Being .
from India Retreat D15 S1
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B's beautiful response to a question about the idea of having to 'get over' one's humanness.
from India Retreat D9 S3
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NEXT UPCOMING RETREAT WITH B – Crete , Greece 1- 11 October 2015
Question: I have to get over my love of my humanness..it seems like within that there is great depth, there is great love , there is great joy and Meaning .
B : But they are all attributes of your Oneness!
They are not actually human, they are divine. You are in human form so you believe those attributes, those colours , those fruits, those feelings, the joy of the ocean, the wonder of hearing birdsong , the smell of rain on soil when it has really come down after a dry period, the smile on faces.
There is so much in human experience that opens to where human experience comes from.
Trying to get over your human experience is not it actually. You have to be IN IT totally but as Openness. Then the human experience becomes divine and you ‘ll realise that human experience is simply one expression of what you are in Pure Being .
It is too incredibly fantastically real for you to even think about.
Why come into that when the body is dead ? Why not come into that it whilst you have form?
It’s because then anything about your identity as the body -mind will have to die for it to turn into its embodied divinity as you.
You don’t have to get over your humanity.
That is you contracting when you don’t like a certain event and opening when you believe that everything is going your way..
If everything could change and you can sit in that amount of change without that change needing to stop , that’s you being the Real You.
Instantly your humanness would take an entirely new form and when I say form I talk about from light into the flesh . You would be the movement of another place.
Then your humanness for you would be much vaster than the limitation that you currently put onto it before a deeper awakening occurred.
In the realisation of what is deeper, which you have had , your life is about living the message that came wrapped in experience.
Live the message and don’t need the experience to confirm that you are living the message.
Nonetheless, because the way of the universe is to display where you are coming from ..you will come into experience, but by that time you won’t need the experience of divinity to know that’s what you are in the deepest place.
You will need nothing to be who you are.
So a human being then can display an intelligence way beyond this world and even this universe. There could be an intelligence two billion years away that you actually ARE right now , that comes through your humanity .
There can be levels way in the Most High that can land here AS YOU and it will completely change.
Suddenly you will be a different kind of human being . Your humanness will be vast.
You will be a future human being in the Now.
from India Retreat D9 S3
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When you really hear you notice that place has a particular calling. If you are hearing just as a self, you will just stay as a self , but if you hear from where you are hearing what is said, you will land in the place from which is spoken from . That gives you a fundamental shift of Awareness in a deeper place having form having self.
Don’t just hear what is said but go to where it is spoken from.
Go to where I am calling you from, where the moment is calling you from. At the core of what that means you will meet the light of Meaning and you will BE the light of Meaning meeting Meaning and that is realisation .
You begin to know that you are being known from a place that is beyond your personal experience, your self–experience.
You are being known literally from Beyond, so when you move towards what is calling you, as a response to what you are knowing is true, you will meet Meaning knowing Meaning . You will meet as Meaning knowing Meaning and for the first time you realise that you have always been known and seen, no matter what your experience, from an authentic place-less place that is the Real You.
You have always been known. Now you know that you are Knowing and meet that Knowing .
Listen to the Calling.. It is always beyond your self -experience but the way of your Real Self always includes the self-experience. Only transcending self-experience fully includes it and brings the self to the True Self-Nature which is unconditional Love in a conditional universe that is Love. from India Retreat D9 S2
Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org ..India D9 S2 Short Clip
Movement is sexuality.Deep sexuality is how the entire cosmos moves.Deep sexuality is the movement of One-ness moving all forms, from light to energy to physical form.
from ‘Deeper Sexuality’ New Zealand Sessions (2 FEB 2015)
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Do not people you love - reconfigure you? In other words they change you? They may do something that changes you just because you love ..and if you choose how that love should look there is no possibility of Real change and infinite possibility cannot be one's immediate experience of true life , true form , true love because we're channeling the energy of the experience that comes from beyond the heart through the heart ..we're channeling it into personalisation on some level.So we re-experience the images of past identification and experience insteadd of the like-ness of our true being .
From Tuscany Retreat 2014 D1 S1 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
I would really like all of us to look at this 'my heart ' idea. Yes we have this idea of 'my heart' and we have this other idea of 'I' as opposed to 'you'. There is 'I' this idea of 'I' ..You say 'I' and you actually believe that I is 'you ' sitting there with your experience as self with a person . You actually believe it . It's a belief.
from Tuscany Retreat 2014 (D1 S1)
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You as a Being can move in What Is.
What Is contains all the scenarios and structures you could ever possibly imagine , but only your Being can bring about the Real amongst the False . You are the Real amongst everything - that changes the field of everything .
SHORT CLIP from New Zealand Sessions 141207 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
Over thousand of years we created societies to want and need and we have lost our innocence , which means our Beingness .
It is only the Beingness that flows through everything that we create ..that is our fulfillment. It is not what we want – it is what we ARE.
If you live more of your Beingness in your body in what you do – you come back to full Life.
From NZ sessions 141206
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"Nothing could ever describe You. Ever! Only this moment of Beingness having form is immediately what You Are...doesn’t come in the future- didn’t even have a past. If you were to realize – you would only realise NOW."
From New Zealand sessions - NZ 141206 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
When man and woman truly meet in their heart, everything is give and surrendered ..a new kind of masculine and feminine presence begins to move in their relationships together and on this planet.
Difficulty is a calling to source finer knowing and knowledge and to give and receive that. We begin to give up dreaming – we begin to give up needing to give any water to our past – we begin to give all our life to the presence of our longing and yearning to truly meet and become one consciousness, one body , one Life and be free in that.
from ‘It’s All About man and Woman’ Retreat Ireland - Post Retreat Call
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The Form – Reality Practice™ is a living transmission of the eternal, ever-evolving, cosmic dance of life. The movement awakens you to ever-finer frequencies of innermost experience, forever leading you beyond the confines of who you believe yourself to be. It is a pure and powerful tool of transmutation and self–mastery.
cosmoFORM contains quintessential frequencies of The Form-Reality Practice™ and yet is powerfully complete as a movement. CosmoFORM™ brings the body into direct alignment with the cosmos, 'downloading' new energy and uplifting all past. It holds cosmic energy from the Most High and anchors it into our human body.
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B speaks to man about true presence and sexuality.
from ‘It’s All About man and Woman’ Retreat Ireland - Post Retreat Call
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In this beautiful excerpt B speaks to man and woman about the calling to a Higher Love and the true purpose of difficulty in this.
Difficulty is part of the Calling... Difficulty calls on your innermost resources. Difficulty calls on your innermost Knowing from your deep deep Beingness. It calls you to 'not function from your self - it calls out of you All that is no longer required ..
That is self emptying .
The Making of Eternity together is the loving of the Being-ness together , no longer sourcing what we do , what we say and how we communicate through our self , but the moving together in our Beingness, which then includes our bodies. So our body becomes a 'body of Being' ; our bodies melt , our beings melt , our hearts melt.
from ‘It’s All About man and Woman’ Retreat Ireland - Post Retreat Call
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Our power doesn’t lie in rudimentary creativity that belongs to this world. This earth doesn’t come from rudimentary creativity. This Earth is a blessing and a grace form the Heart of all hearts that brings the Real into form and that form is destined to remind you of who you are in the formless
Ohinetahi Sessions Nov 17 2014
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The Real Way is forward into what is next and new for you. There is no backward movement to what is next. Next is next and never has been before. It’s a healing to move into the Unknown and to allow it to have your life .
Ohinetahi Sessions , New Zealand Nov 17 2014
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You are the Power, as one man said the glory, which means endless potential, endless possibility. As you really begin to rest in your heart , you begin to know more than your self. That is your communion with your own Being – the One that you never left….
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" When the light of Oneself meets the light of Itself . It realises it is One and it is the Being-ness and the Doing-ness of 'This'."
B is the Originator of The Form - Reality Practice™, a movement practice and instrument of the Authentic Self, evolving masculine and feminine consciousness to manifest Great Love on Earth.
The Form is a living transmission of the eternal, ever-evolving, cosmic dance of life. This is a short excerpt where B speaks about The Form to a group of practitioners and teachers of The Form.
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From Teacher Call 16 1114
There is an utterly complete realisation just as the realisation of That that transcends all persons, all places, all things, all experiences, all movements, that is the Profound Realisation.
In my own case it led to the Realisation of the Principles that are the, as it were, the pure light of consciousness moving in their union in creating the manifest universe.
And that That can be realised between man and woman that begin to see deeply, know deeply, and discern through depth, through pure love and through pure engagement of their knowing inside....
from ‘It’s All About man and Woman’ Retreat Ireland (2D S1)
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" I’m suggesting to you that there can be no real realisation of Oneness on the planet whilst man and woman see each other as separate. Man there. Woman there. Realisation on this planet takes two. Oneness is Twoness being One. Oneness is Twoness being One"
from ‘It’s All About man and Woman’ Retreat Ireland (D2 S1)
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“Do you need time to be true and real Now to what you ‘re knowing in your heart? I suggest thatis the mind ..going on a long journey. But what do you ultimately know to be true ? Are you the One? Are yo the only One ..Are you That One ..or to be more precise are you that No-One ? “ Most people are confused in why they suffer, why they believe their life should be different than it is . It is simply because they believe more in the ‘content’ of their lives, their body mind rather than the context.
I see a vast context – sometimes called possibility. Most people are caught in the content as if that determines who they are. That would be the same as saying : to have no journey but to realize you have arrived.
You are the space that the Highest Reality moves through – for that truly is who we are. “
SHORT CLIP SUNRISE RANCH , Colorado OCT 2014
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"Whilst we play around with an illusion of separation this is what we bring form to. We literally become doorkeepers of illusion and we make sure that we don't see that we are keeping the illusion in our door; we make the doorkeeper invisible....."
from ‘It’s All About man and Woman’ Retreat Ireland (D3S1)
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"No relationship on this planet is about keeping you the same . We're all really here to change the levels of consciousness coming in and having form and returning home. It is the figure 8. At the core of the figure 8 is the 'I' that I call myself . Whenever you say the word 'I' you are speaking that you are the core intelligence of the universe. The power that is the Real You. "
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Short 141014 Copenhagen
"When two people come together in the true nature of Love - then it releases the energy that is tied up in the body and in the consciousness that is tied up with past , with thought, with feeling, tied up with separation. Love does that Love unties all the knots that keep you separate from the realisation: We are One - I am One . "
140529 BRISTOL
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Excerpt from a retreat with B - Tuscany 2014
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Your Willingness to take her on ….
Excerpt from a recent session where B speaks to a man. "Your Willingness to 'take her on' equals your willingness to be true to this life and your Real Possibility..."
140524 IRELAND S2 Session Recordings and Full Retreat Packages can be purchased via B's website : www.b-satsangs.org
If you want to realise the principles of the Masculine and Feminine in the attraction to man and woman as a Life of God or Love, you must realise your principal fear and dissolve it - which is 'other'.
What I am expressing here is that fundamentally this belief in 'other' is where all our fear comes from. It comes from nowhere else ...and up until this point it has been pushing humanity to evolve .
This belief in other cause pain and division - you can surely see that over centuries and centuries..That's the way it is because all this movement is evolutionary, but I suggest we are are moving to another place ..
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Tuscany 14 D4s1
" Why is it we have the ocean, the actual ocean? Why is it we have cliff edges? Why do we have mountains? Why do we have peaks? Why do we have lows , why do we have highs? Why do we have sharp edges and soft greenery? Why do we have all these things , this contrast on this planet?
Because it is the way of this planet to expose Reality.
The soft plantation for instance , the soft greenery , the butterflies , the jagged edges on a cliff as opposed to a soft rolling hill... All these sharp edges that you see in nature are the sharp edges you come up against in your self. They are there for the purpose of knowing oneself, transforming oneself through transcending oneself. The sharp edge IS the edge that you have to meet in self .The sharp edge IS the edge which pierces you into a higher reality.
The higher realities have no edges, have no peaks, have nothing that is sharp or jagged. There is nothing there to meet. It is all flow. It is constant flow. It is Unity.
That's why you long for that so much. You long for that flow of beauty and simplicity that does not end . But you couldn't know that flow until you came into a place that seemed to dam the flow..In fact it invites you to be the ocean which the flow spills from while seemingly being dammed or limited, in a seemingly limited body.
What that brings out in your consciousness is flavours of those higher essences, flavours of that divine essence that is your Real Self.
For instance, gentleness cannot be known there because there is no need for gentleness. Gentleness is needed here where there is such a thing as roughness, such a thing as sharpness, such a thing as beginnings and ends.
I used the word forbearance earlier in the retreat . Forbearance you won't find there .. there is nothing to forebear in those higher pure realms ..that flow out of self ..it doesn't even know what Love is for it IS that . It can't know it .
The qualities of 'that place that can't know it is that place' are known here.
What seems to be limitation is perfection; uniqueness knowing itself though what appears to be the drama of life, appears to be the chaos of life, but really is the divine place of making one know oneself utterly as Love and Truth itself .
So there are no boundaries in those higher, deeper places. There are no beginnings and ends.
HERE it is necessary to reach a beginning and end to expose the place of no beginning and no end ..so that Love and Truth can be know actual, direct, formed in this Here and Now moment.
I had written down here: 'commitment' and 'forgiveness' ...
There is no such thing as commitment and forgiveness in the deep. It has no need of it . There is nothing to commit to and nothing to forgive. It is pure. HERE it needs commitment to be pure and realise you are the 'prior to' purity of all life that's moving jaggedly.
The very landscape is a demonstration of the self that is needed for all human beings to realise themselves..from softness to hardness, from sharpness to bluntness, to thick to thin, to heavy and solid to fine like the air .
The are all demonstrations of higher powers that move and become solid so that the Higher Power can know itself. All this seeming restriction is unique possibility.
See any moment as restrictive and you are of the self, the actual thing of the self , the actual jagged-ness of self. Commune , communicate and MEET that jaggedness and the qualities of the higher levels begin to be known as your Real Self. You transcend with no need to transcend.
There is no need to get away from this place . None whatsoever ..nonetheless there is Transcendence ..as you begin to be able to move in your original flow.
Until your original flow with all the touches of something much finer begins to be known in you.
You begin to know and be enabled to move as That among the jagged-ness, the roughness, the heavy-ness, the solidity, the restrictions, the boundaries.
You begin to make this place as That place and in that process you remember who I AM. That is the work that is taking place. It gives you entrance into your original authentic flow.
If you find it at all here it is through not escaping here and bringing about those qualities.
Through communing, meeting as Awareness knowing and seeing ..all this is revealed .
If you struggle with it and fight it, you create self to guard yourself against this immensity of possibility.
When you have met enough edges and you have met enough jagged points and you are no longer deterred by those jagged points to be 'ALL that you are' then that cliff edge is of no use anymore
It falls back into the ocean of Awareness.
I do believe that there will be an utter planetary shift. I have no idea how it will happen - but the landscape will change to bring about a new possibility.Shapes, forms , everything ..Different kinds of softness, different kinds of hardness, different kinds of pointed-ness and sharpness will all move humanity into a new possibility.
That is why your life changes shape. You can change it as your self trying to make things better, or you can change it through meeting everything as Awareness and grow and expand your Consciousness, your Awareness, your Knowing-ness, your True Belonging.
That is the meaning of all life and in this you enter the Unseen that has no need to escape this realm. It is natural simple transcendence and inclusion."
From the satsang 'Loving Each Other As God'
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"The Tear is the belief that woman and man are separate. So woman tends to live her life separate from man and man tends to live this life separate from woman. But the whole point of this manifest universe is you’re in the pull to realise you are one. So when you deny that man is the other side of your heart and do you deny woman is the other side of your heart, you will be feeling that tear where you made yourself into two."
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The more you open in to your Knowing, and live from it, you actually enter that sphere of Knowing.
What you don’t engage can not become yours on this planet. If you engage the higher levels it turns all you are into the higher levels. So therefore there won’t be any death for you because you’ve turned all this into all that you are.
from ‘It’s All About man and Woman’ Retreat Ireland (D1S4)
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The pleasure of Real Life and the awakening of who you are on-goingly is to LIVE from your increasing Knowing of what truly is. You are already the universe, you are already free and you are already the very nature, or the source, of what truly is. That’s the real I. This is the bliss resonance of the Real You, the Real Self, constantly in expression of the light of what it is, coming all the way into form, very simply but immediately.
from ‘It’s All About man and Woman’ Retreat Ireland (D S)
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Don't look for silence - acknowledge it. There's only one thing going on and that's Love, creating the Universe.
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In relationship we have the ability to see into the core of another and relate to every level into their core...
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Once you return to the Truth of your Being – all your forms will be of True Being-ness. Everything is returned to your Being. Anything that ever disturbs you – you simply return it to your heart. Not to your self, not to you memory, not to your education. You simply return it to your Heart.
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There is not one single person on this planet , not one man or woman that are not here to unmask you and are not here to show you who you are.
There is not one single person on the planet that is not here to show you, your particular stage of development in being the fullness of your Being, not one person that is not here to show you the mirror of your real heart’s knowing. Everything in form reflects back to you what you are being , what you are doing, what you are knowing what you are seeing and how you are moving it.
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"You can move as a Being without a single thought, without a single feeling as a pure way of Being . You really are like a baby, a pure moving Being, but you have added to your self thought forms, feeling forms. Your first true form is not a form of thought , a form of feeling , it is a form of Being and you can go right to the core of your self now and you can come to your form of Being-ness. It actually is 'a body' and your form of Being-ness is capable of bringing into this world Real Form." B
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What if sexuality belongs to an incredible span of divine consciousness that you don’t know you are. You don’t ‘have it ‘ you ARE it and you create the universe as you give expression to who you are right now as light , energy; sexual energy that immediately manifests light into immediate forms of expression.
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Our destiny as man and woman is to move through each other and BE each other.
We have a potential as men and women to function on many many levels of Pure Being – but what you are really about is NOT your conditionality of your body- mind identity.
What you are really about is the Being-ness of the Feminine – woman, the Being-ness of the Masculine - man.
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"Mainly we speak about the Known. How do you speak about the Unknown? How do you enter it? How do you make Love As the Unknown?"
When there is clarity that’s the pure masculine principle. You are knowing as the pure masculine principle – for you are both inside in the deepest place. And the sensation or tingling that moves up is pure sexual energy. In a moment of clarity and then the immediate sensation… the sensation is the embodiment of that clarity.
When man is no-mind whatsoever - then woman becomes a flower. When a woman is really a bud budding and flower. That is what she is ..she is constantly this and she is constant in this. But she is not a particular woman, She is ALL feminine. She is the totality of Feminine.
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As man and woman who are really called, called by the Deep; it’s not about everything remaining the same! But it IS about deepening and bringing down the New . You’re not supposed to know each other as if you’re a body that’s born and dies. You’re supposed to know each other as eternity , with no beginning and no end.
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The belief that there is Other is the fear. There IS no Other. All this is self-Radiance - form and formlessness is the same One. You are the Knower, the form and the space. You are That One.
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Endeavour not to make the room this limited space. This room of the old you. YOU are called to be NEW. You are called to be New. You are realising that everything that came before is old and YOU are unlimited possibility.
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Man and woman are not a subject - man and woman is the Truth of The Universe. Man and woman are an incredible process of awakening and self-transformation. But you must get into the process... to know the Love that's possible. You must allow the process to move through you to awaken to the no-process Love.
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Un estratto di una sera con B a Milano - Ottobre 2015
"Da dove io vedo le condizioni..qualsiasi condizione dell'universo e' esattamente la considizone perfetta per la realizzazione del tuo Vero Se incondizionato. Non c'e nessuna condizione che non puo esser incontrata dal tuo esser senza condizione."
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