XtianNinja's "Of Interest" podcast is full of personal reflections, interesting articles, helpful resources, and a leisurely study of John Bunyan's Pilgrim's Progress. Updates weekly.
Al Descheneau (XtianNinja) has Masters of Divinity and 20 years of experience as a teacher, pastor, writer, counsellor, blogger, podcaster, and digital media nerd. Check out his livestreams at www.Twitch.tv/XtianNinja
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Everyone has times where our efforts feel completely fruitless. You might be praying for a breakthrough in your mental health, trying to find a safe community after church hurt, or pouring hours into your stream only to broadcast to an empty room. When you look at the data, it’s incredibly easy to feel like your situation is "already dead."Hebrews 11 and Romans 4 have four characteristics of a faith that pushes through that deadness: Vision, Confidence, Hunger, and Dreams. Vision: Seeing the promises of God from a distance, even when your current reality looks completely contrary to them.Confidence: Having absolute assurance in God's character and His ability to perform what He has promised, rather than relying on your own strength or performance.Hunger: An active, desperate pursuit of God and His promises.Dreams: Focusing forward on what God is doing next, rather than being paralyzed by past failures, mistakes, or trauma.Chapters00:00 - Introduction: Abraham's Example of Faith (Romans 4)02:45 - What Faith Actually Is (Hebrews 11)06:05 - When Your Efforts Feel "Already Dead"13:13 - Vision (Seeing the Empty Lot)26:09 - Confidence (Reason at Rest in God)36:43 - Hunger (Active Desperation & Obedience)45:37 - Dreams (Refusing to Live in the Past)56:05 - Conclusion: Reorienting Your Life Around God's PromisesWatch live 9am Mon-Fri at https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja
Are you worried about sharing your faith because you don't want to sound like an obnoxious, aggressive street preacher?Christians have a vital, life-changing message to share, but the fear of offending people, getting "canceled," or making things awkward keeps many of us silent. On the flip side, some Christians are so heavy-handed with their message that they push the lost and lonely even further away.How do we find the balance?In this talk, we'll walk though Romans 1:14-16 to explore three powerful attitudes that balance a burning passion for the lost with an authentic, relational approach to sharing the truth.If you are a Christian content creator, gamer, or just someone trying to navigate your faith in a post-Christian world, this message is for you.
If you are walk into any situation - work, home, conversation, content creation, etc. - with something to prove, something to lose, and something to hide, you are going to be absolutely miserable. You will feel anxious all the time and see people as threats who want to take your stuff or hurt you. To live a peaceful life, we need three attitudes of a surrendered person:Nothing to Prove: Whether you are trying to be the smartest person in the room, proving you have nice stuff, or overcompensating because you don't feel you deserve your relationships or job, you are living for the validation of others. You don't have anything to prove because God equipped you and knows who He created you to be. Stop trying to project your self-worth and find your identity in Christ.Nothing to Lose: If you are driven by fears like being scared of losing your status at work, your workplace will feel hostile. If you're compromising your morals because you don't want to lose a friend group, you'll never feel at ease with them. But if you present your body as a living sacrifice, you've already given your life away. You can't threaten a dead man. Everything you have is God's. Nothing to Hide: Living with guilt sucks. Whether you are hiding secret sin, masking mental health struggles behind a fake smile, or pretending your relationships are perfect when you're fighting all the way to church, half your energy goes to pretending. When you are transparent and stop trying to be two different people, nobody can use anything against you. Confess it and find healing. If you look at your life right now and you are existentially exhausted from pretending, find rest by walking with God with nothing to hide, nothing to lose, and nothing to prove.
We live in a world desperate for direction, and because people lack a foundation, they reach out for anything that promises stability. People are scared and lonely. They reach for pop psychology, memes, politics, or anything that promises an explanation, finding identity in a viral TikTok diagnoses or personality tests because it promises an easy fix and the ability to control an instable world. If you don't know the Word, you are an infant in a hurricane, easily manipulated.So, how do we "rightly divide" the Word without twisting it to fit our own brand?Here's a simple 3-step method:1. Context: What did it mean to the original audience?2. Interpretation: What is the universal, timeless principle?3. Application: What should I do in response to it today?
Why do some people naturally earn respect while others constantly struggle to keep their relationships and communities together?We all want deep relationships, career success, and if you are a creator, a loyal digital community. But when the opportunity finally arrives, so many people completely sabotage it. Why? Because they haven't done the hidden work of building character.In this talk, we're looking at the harsh reality of self-leadership, why making excuses destroys your credibility, and the 4 ways that strong character builds trust.Whether you are leading a family, a church, or a Twitch chat, your skills don't matter if your character is missing.
If you think you're a leader or influencer, but your followers aren't helping, you're not one.For the last few episodes, we've been talking about how to figure out what God made you to do. We've talked about finding the need, identifying your passions, and discovering your gifts. But today, we're looking at the ultimate test of your calling: Is anyone actually coming alongside you?True, God-given passion will naturally attract a team.But once you have a team, how do you actually mobilize them? Here's 6 proven practices to actually get things done with your community:- What gets TALKED about gets done.- What gets TRAINED for gets done.- What gets MEASURED gets done.- What gets BUDGETED gets done.- What gets CONFRONTED gets done.- What gets REWARDED gets done.
We look at the "pros" with their massive budgets, incredible tech, and huge audiences, and we think we can't possibly make a difference until we have more money or better gear.But, the greatest resource you need is not money. It’s your passion.
Today, we're talking about "maintenance mode": what it is and how to break out of it. Essentially, maintenance mode is that lingering feeling of not being ready to step into your calling. You aren't where you could be. Whether it applies to a ministry, a church, a small group, your family, or your career, you just feel stuck. You aren't ready to move forward.You still handle your responsibilities. You pay the bills, you do the bare minimum, and you make sure you're surviving. But you aren't thriving. You aren't creating. You don't feel like you are living with purpose; you are simply maintaining your life.Imagine a delivery truck designed to transport goods across the country. Now imagine taking that truck, pulling it into the repair shop, and just leaving it there. You might be tinkering with the engine to make sure it runs, but mentally, you are parked in the garage. You aren't doing anything maliciously destructive—you aren't actively slashing your own tires or wrecking your life. Instead, you are justifying your paralysis: "I just need some time to figure out who I am. I don't have the money yet. I don't have the time. I don't feel spiritually or relationally equipped. So, I'm just going to stay in the shop and let God work on me."That season of rest and repair is healthy for a while. But you cannot live in the shop.Unfortunately, some people stay parked there indefinitely. I believe the primary reason is that they aren't entirely sure what they are built for. They haven't defined their purpose. Consequently, their daily motivation is reduced to merely surviving: "How do I just get through today?" That deep passion—the fire that gets you out of bed, the conviction that compels you to take risks, invest your resources, and stay up late creating—has faded. Without a compelling reason to push forward, they stop living and start merely existing.
Are you constantly stressing over what you are supposed to do with your life, jumping from idea to idea but never feeling like you actually fit?We live in a culture that tells us to chase prestige or simply copy whatever successful people are doing. But when we try to force ourselves into someone else's mold, we end up exhausted, frustrated, and completely ineffective.In this session, we break down exactly how to discover your true calling by identifying a specific need and the unique gifts God gave you to meet it.
We live in a world that thrives on negativity.If you surround yourself with pessimistic people and toxic algorithms, you will catch that exact same mood. Then we try to fix our anxiety by controlling everyone around us or escaping into entertainment, but those things never actually bring peace.In this session, we look at Psalm 112 and Philippians 4 to discover how a person can live unafraid of bad news.You cannot survive the negativity of this world by treating your spiritual life like a tiny, once-a-day multivitamin. You have to actively fight the toxic environment by being radically generous to the people right in front of you, bringing your anxieties to God in prayer, and purposely fixing your thoughts on whatever is true, pure, and excellent.
Are you trying to navigate your life on your own because you've forgotten how to trust people?We live in a culture where it is incredibly hard to trust leaders, pastors, teachers, doctors, professionals, companies.... But when we refuse to seek guidance, we end up suffering and exhausted.In this session, we look at the book of Judges to see the danger of an entire generation that lacked leadership.Even if your natural instinct is to distrust people, you cannot survive without guidance. You need a mentor to pour into you, and a biblical obligation to start pouring into someone else.
Are you making major decisions based solely on what's efficient, logical, or profitable?When things get tough, it is incredibly easy to look around at what is working for everyone else and try to copy it. In Judges 2, the Israelites got into trouble because they stopped trusting God and started copying the religious practices of the surrounding culture. Today, creators do the exact same thing: we follow the algorithms, the hustle culture, and the financial advice of the secular world without ever stopping to ask God for wisdom.Life and content creation become exponentially harder when we rely purely on secular thinking. If you only look at your problems through a physical, biological, or financial lens, you are missing out on the spiritual reality of how God operates. The secular mindset thrives on fear, telling you to panic, go into debt, and work yourself into burnout. But the biblical approach often looks like taking a Sabbath, waiting patiently, and making small, faithful steps of obedience—even if it means making less money.
It is so easy to fall into a scarcity mindset: the toxic belief that there just isn't enough success, money, or audience to go around. When we believe the system is broken and everything is unfair, we stop seeing other people as allies and start seeing them as competition.In this session, we talk about how a scarcity mindset pressures us to compromise our integrity. It tempts us to cheat, to sell things we don't believe in, and worst of all, to turn the real people in our community into "content fodder" just to make ourselves look good.The biblical way to fight the scarcity mindset isn't to hustle harder or hoard your resources—it's to be radically generous. Instead of panicking and rushing into debt the next time you face a massive hurdle or an unexpected bill, try stopping and asking: "I wonder how God is going to solve this problem?"
Have you ever felt like you're constantly under attack?The second reason life is so hard is because we are living in a battleground. Whenever you step up to do something positive, serve other people, and glorify God with your gifts, you are stepping onto an active spiritual battlefield full of trolls, misery, temptation, and an unseen reality that secular advice often completely ignores.
Lonliness brings chaos into your life.We’re starting a new six-week series talking about why life gets hard, whether in content creation or just life in general. The first thing that makes life more difficult is when we are isolated. Looking at the Book of Judges, there was no authority and accountability in Israel, and everyone did what was right in his own eyes. When you are by yourself, that is where things go completely crazy. This is the "chaos of isolation."People tend to think that if they are left alone, or if they are given more freedom, they will be able to guide themselves into happiness. But the truth is, we need walls, fences, and an edge to the sandbox so we know where we're playing. Being left alone doesn't lead to flourishing; it leads to burnout.- Left to yourself, you will go crazy. Having zero rules is actually pretty dangerous.- Retreating into a bubble because of past hurt often leads to falling into temptation, heresy, and folly because there is no one to bring correction.- Trying to create without support sucks.- You have to make the choice to find a healthy church, Discord, or friend.- You don't need a million friends.
Are you trying to be an excellent content creator, but terrified that everyone just thinks you're cringe incarnate?Insecurity is usually the wall we hit right when we’re supposed to be moving forward. When we feel that pull to create or build a community, it's so easy to throw up a million excuses. We convince ourselves our equipment isn't good enough, we're too old, or we just don't have the right personality. We end up feeling like, "I don't talk so good—please just send someone else"But here is the truth I had to learn the hard way: there is no such thing as a "lone wolf" creator. You don't have to be the visionary, the editor, the community leader, and the tech wizard all by yourself.Having gaps in your skills isn't a reason to quit. Those gaps are exactly where someone else is meant to step in and partner with you. Your insecurities might govern your speed, but they don't have to stop the work. Your vision is valuable. If you've been using your limitations as an excuse to stay obscure, it's time to connect with others and let her rip.
We’re continuing our series on common creator fears. Every content creator goes through some kind of hesitation, fear, or frustration that blocks them from being who God created them to be. For me, I’ve realized I have a sense of insecurity about abandonment. When the viewer count goes down, it’s not just a "bummer"—it’s a feeling that I’ve messed something up and people don’t like me anymore.Psychologists call this the "spotlight effect"—the tendency to overestimate how much others are noticing your flaws. But our job isn’t to come up with the perfect words or try to look powerful. Our job is to be who God created us to be and create what we believe He wants us to create.
Impostor syndrome is essentially a persistent inability to believe that your success is actually deserved. The underlying feeling is: "If they really knew...". If they knew how bad I am with time, how divided my heart is, or how little I know what I’m doing, they’d never listen.Regardless of your level of success, you still get hit with this feeling that you’re just not enough. I’ve lived this. When I was a young pastor newly out of seminary, I didn’t think I knew what I was doing, so I tried to pattern myself after others—trying to sound like Mark Driscoll or Chuck Swindoll. Even now as a streamer, I struggle with view counts because there is "no good number". If the number is high, I feel like I've fooled everybody; if it's low, I feel like it's what I deserve.But I want you to consider this: Is it possible that your fear of inadequacy will actually make you dependent on God? When God called Moses, Moses didn't list his education or power; he asked, "Who am I?". God’s response wasn't about Moses' skills—it was simply, "I will be with you".Your feeling of calling is more important than your credentials. That feeling of "I don't know what I'm doing" actually becomes a qualifier. It keeps you praying, preparing, and making sure what you say has value. I’m here to serve you, not to feed my own ego.
One of the biggest things we need to understand is that people care about why we do what we do. Your motives behind your content are just as factored in as your talent.Whether it's through "thin-slicing" or involuntary micro-expressions, your true intent "leaks" out through the screen. If you're in it for the clout, the money, or the ego, your audience is going to clock that "vibe" in a heartbeat.I'm not here to judge; I'm here to challenge. We need to check our hearts because if our motives are purely for display and self-success, we are going to be in real trouble when we try to serve a community. Join me as we walk through seven hard questions to audit our motives and ensure we’re creating out of genuine love and service.
Every creator dreams of going viral, having a huge charity stream, or partnering with big brands. That instinct to serve more people is a good thing! But God doesn't usually start you there. He starts you with the obscure, the mundane, and the unglamorous grind to serve a few.Before you try to grow on YouTube or Twitch, I'm walking through 5 hard questions you need to ask yourself about getting the small stuff right:- Are you actually engaging with the few people you have, or just waiting for a bigger audience? - Are you consistently putting in the prep work, or just creating when you feel like it? - Are you looking for ways to serve other creators, or only focused on your own content?- Are you paying attention to the complex, boring numbers, or completely ignoring them? If you want to be trusted with more, you have to be trustworthy with less.
"Your vision isn’t born from ego or hustle—it’s birthed in the presence of God."
In this inspiring chapter from The Art of Digital Influence, Pastor Al “XtianNinja” Descheneau and host Scott “Born Again Gamer” Carpenter unpack the journey of receiving and implementing a God-given vision as a Christian content creator. Discover the spiritual process from intimacy with God to the moment your calling becomes reality—and how to tell if your vision is truly from Him or just your own ambition.
You’ll learn:
Whether you’re a streamer, writer, artist, or digital missionary, this episode will equip you to lead with purpose, serve with passion, and see God’s vision for your work become reality.
🎧 Listen now and share this episode to encourage fellow creators on their journey.
"No offense, but your faith story is like watching paint dry..."
In this special throwback episode of TACO Talks, we revisit a classic (and hilarious) episode of Carnivore Theology with Pastor Al Descheneau (XtianNinja), Pastor Chad Graham, and host Steve Bastion. It starts with a skit poking fun at “boring testimonies” — but quickly turns into a deep, biblical conversation about what a testimony actually is.
You’ll laugh, you’ll learn, and you might rethink everything you’ve been told about sharing your story. Discover:
• Why your testimony is not about impressing people
• How to share your story without glorifying sin
• The real reason your story — even if it’s “bland like potatoes” — has eternal impact
Whether you were saved at 6 or came from a life of chaos, this episode will show you how God is the true author of your story.
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"You don’t need a statue—because you are one."
In this soul-stirring episode of TACO Talks, XtianNinja (Pastor Al Descheneau) and Born Again Gamer explore what it truly means to be made in the image of God—and how that image is renewed through Christ. Drawing from 2 Peter 1:3–4, they unpack how God's promises equip believers to live in holiness, love, truth, and goodness.
You'll learn:
Whether you're a long-time Christian or a content creator exploring your faith, this episode calls you to reflect deeply: Are you living like God's image is being restored in you?
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Let’s create content—and lives—that radiate God’s glory. ✨
"Your viewers come for more than just content—they come for you."
This audiobook episode explores why your integrity is the real engine of influence in Christian content creation. Through a baseball diamond metaphor, you'll walk through the four stages every digital disciple must round—spiritual growth, skill development, strategic focus, and impactful leadership.
🎯 What You’ll Learn:
If you want your content to reflect Christ—not just chase clicks—this episode offers the clarity and conviction to lead well.
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“You played games. Told some stories. But what if the part that changed someone’s life… wasn’t even the point?”
In this stirring follow-up to last week’s episode, Pastor Al “XtianNinja” Descheneau and Scott “Born Again Gamer” Carpenter dive deeper into what separates Christian creators from everyone else online. Spoiler: it’s not just the Bible quotes.
🎯 Inside this episode:
Whether you stream games, post reels, or design graphics, this episode is your reminder that what you create can ripple into eternity—even if no one hits “like.”
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"If you're a Christian content creator, your mission isn't just to make stuff—it's to make it matter."
In this compelling first part of a two-part series, XtianNinja breaks down what it really means to create on purpose. Whether you're a variety streamer, anime podcaster, or Minecraft builder, you don’t need to be a Bible teacher to serve God's kingdom online. Through honest reflections and relatable examples—from Valorant lobbies to anime breakdowns—you’ll learn how to align your content with God's priorities without becoming someone you're not.
✨ Key takeaways:
🔔 Subscribe now and come back next week for Part 2—because creating with purpose doesn’t happen by accident.
“Before you build an audience, ask: Who is God calling you to serve?”
In this powerful chapter of The Art of Digital Influence, XtianNinja invites Christian creators to stop chasing followers—and start discerning their God-given mission. Read by Scott “Born Again Gamer” Carpenter, this episode dives deep into biblical models of influence and lays out five timeless traits that set apart content creators who truly make an impact.
👥 Discover the exact audience God has placed on your heart
🎯 Align your passion and gifts with purpose
📣 Learn how to build community, not just content
🛠️ Explore proven practices to turn vision into reality
This is more than strategy—it’s a Spirit-led roadmap for reaching hearts in the digital mission field.
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When Pastor Al “XtianNinja” Descheneau stepped away from traditional ministry, he didn’t expect God to lead him to Twitch. In this virtual Q&A hosted by Rev. Nathan Kwan and Markham Chinese Alliance Church, he shares how gaming, livestreaming, and online community became the unexpected mission field he was made for.
🎧 In this episode:
👉 If you’ve ever questioned whether online ministry is “real” ministry, this conversation will challenge and inspire you.
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"God’s not asking you to go viral—He’s asking you to be faithful."
In this episode of TACO Talks, Pastor Al (XtianNinja) unpacks how Christian creators can align their passions with God’s purpose. Discover the joy of creating content that’s more than trendy—it’s transformative.
🎯 Stop chasing numbers. Start living your calling.
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“You are the light of the world, but how do you shine in a chaotic digital landscape?”
In this gripping episode of TACO Talks, Pastor Al Descheneau (XtianNinja) unpacks Chapter 2 of The Art of Digital Influence, diving into tough challenges Christian content creators face today. From dodging spiritual attacks to scraping by with limited resources and no clear role models, learn how to rise above the noise with purpose and grit.
What You’ll Learn:
Subscribe to TACO Talks for weekly wisdom on crafting faith-based content that pops. Join XtianNinja’s live streams on Twitch (Monday-Thursday, 12 PM ET) and check out Xtian.ninja to fuel this ministry. Share this episode to spark the next wave of digital missionaries!
“I knew all the right answers. But in that moment—I still spiraled.”
What if the hardest parts of your creative life—the burnout, the viral backlash, the silence after a big launch—aren’t just interruptions… but invitations?
In this raw and revelatory follow-up to last week’s episode, Pastor Al “XtianNinja” Descheneau shares how pivotal moments expose the truth about our hearts, our habits, and relationship with God.
🎯 This isn’t just about prayer—it’s about what prayer reveals when everything is on the line.
In this episode:
💬 We want to hear from you: What pivotal moment are you facing? Share your story in the comments—or join the live conversation on stream.
What if the biggest threat to your ministry isn't burnout, algorithms, or imposter syndrome—but the quiet drift away from prayer?
In Part 1 of this powerful two-episode series, Pastor Al “XtianNinja” Descheneau exposes a trap many Christian content creators fall into: doing God’s work... without God. Through raw storytelling, piercing questions, and the parable of the persistent widow, you're invited to reconsider not just how you pray—but when, why, and if you really are.
🎧 Inside Part 1:
👉 Stick around for Part 2, where we dive into pivotal moments that can reshape your heart—and your impact.
"If you’ve ever thought, ‘I’m not qualified to be a creator,’ this episode is for you."
This special episode of TACO Talks features a full chapter readings from The Art of Digital Influence, a book by Al Descheneau (aka XtianNinja), read by Scott Carpenter (aka The Born Again Gamer). Written to encourage and equip Christian content creators, the book explores how faith and digital influence intersect in powerful ways.
Chapter 1, “Who Me? A Creator?”, speaks directly to the fears and doubts that keep many from stepping into their God-given calling. Drawing from the story of Moses, it reminds us that God often works through the least likely people—and that your voice matters more than you think.
Subscribe to hear future chapters as they’re released alongside our regular episodes. Share this with someone who could use a little encouragement today.
"Who did God make me to be? Who's He placed in front of me to reach?"
In this episode of the Taco Talks podcast, Pastor Al Descheneau—aka XtianNinja—talks directly to Christian creators about how to stay grounded and effective when platforms shift. Using the 2024 TikTok ban debate as a real-world example, he shares biblical insight and smart, practical advice to help you keep your mission strong no matter what the digital world throws your way. Whether you're posting on YouTube, streaming on Twitch, or building your email list, this episode will help you think long-term and lead with purpose.
What You’ll Learn:
If you're a Christian content creator looking to build something that lasts, this episode is packed with encouragement and real-world strategies. Even though it was recorded before the TikTok ban was finalized, the ideas are still spot-on for creators navigating change on any platform.
Follow Taco Talks for more thoughtful, faith-driven conversations about content creation. Share this episode with another Christian creator, join the discussion live on XtianNinja’s Twitch streams (Monday–Thursday at 12 PM ET), or swing by xtian.ninja to support the work. Let’s build something that lasts—and points to God.
"If you know what your goal is, and your goal is to stick to that and understand that Twitch is finicky, that gaming is finicky... You can't get down on yourself. It's not you—it's just the nature of the job." - MissPositivity
In this episode of TACO Talks, MissPositivity shares her inspiring journey from early streaming struggles to building a vibrant and engaged community on Twitch and YouTube. She offers practical advice on staying authentic while navigating trends, managing the emotional ups and downs of viewer numbers, and embracing the unique voice God has given you.
Through a thoughtful conversation with XtianNinja, MissPositivity dives into key topics like:
👉 Stick around until the end for a quick wrap-up from host BornAgainGamer, where he shares his reflections on keeping faith strong through the highs and lows of content creation—a thoughtful close to this wisdom-packed episode.
Key Takeaways:
🎧 Listen now to gain practical strategies and spiritual encouragement that will elevate your content creation journey!
"If this episode inspired you, don’t forget to subscribe for more insights from top Christian content creators! Share this episode with a friend who needs encouragement, and connect with us on social media to continue the conversation."
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In this season finale of TACO Talks, I dive into a profound section of J. Oswald Sanders' book, "Spiritual Maturity," focusing on the power of weakness as described in 2 Corinthians 12:9. I share reflections and personal anecdotes on how this message resonates with my journey as a content creator. Discover how God uses our inadequacies to achieve His purposes and the importance of relying on Him rather than our talents. Learn how embracing weakness can transform your content creation and spiritual life. Let's uncover the surprising secret to success in content creation!
Embracing weakness as a strength in content creation
Reflections on "Spiritual Maturity" by J. Oswald Sanders
Personal experiences of relying on God over natural abilities
Moving from self-reliance to God-reliance
Questions to reflect on your own journey and reliance on God
Reflect on your natural abilities and how they align with God's plan
Spend time in prayer, seeking God's guidance in your creative journey
Set aside specific times to connect with God before starting your work
Evaluate areas where you rely too heavily on your own strength
Practice letting go and trusting God with the outcome of your efforts
Share your struggles and successes with a supportive faith community
Regularly remind yourself of God's role in your content creation
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XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
Title:
The Irony of AI: Enhancing and Hindering Creativity
Description:
In this episode of TACO Talks, ChatGPT and Ninja dive into the world of AI in content creation. They discuss the pros and cons of using AI, exploring how it can be both a powerful tool and a potential pitfall. From the misuse of AI in creating low-quality content to the dangers of over-reliance, they cover it all. Ninja shares personal anecdotes and biblical wisdom to provide a balanced perspective. Tune in to learn how to leverage AI responsibly and enhance your creative journey while staying true to your values.
Key Takeaways:
The irony of AI discussing AI in content creation
Personal anecdotes about reliance on AI
Issues with AI: misuse, misinformation, and intellectual property concerns
The dangers of over-reliance on AI
Biblical perspectives on using AI
Benefits of AI in content creation
Responsible use of AI for content creators
Actionable Steps:
Establish a routine with designated office hours
Declutter your workspace regularly
Limit social media use and turn off push notifications
Schedule time off and take breaks when needed
Delegate tasks and collaborate with others
Connect with a supportive community
Practice self-compassion and celebrate achievements
Links:
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
In this episode, we conclude our series on preventing burnout by exploring the vital practice of self-care for content creators. Learn how spiritual nourishment and practical self-care strategies can help you maintain your mental, physical, and spiritual health while continuing your passion for content creation. Key Takeaways:
Actionable Steps:
XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
In this follow-up episode, we dive deeper into the reality check exercise from last week. If you haven't listened to that episode, be sure to catch up first! Today, we'll explore how to create a manageable and realistic weekly schedule by categorizing tasks, prioritizing commitments, and ensuring self-care. This step-by-step guide is designed to help you prevent overcommitment, protect your mental health, and maintain a balanced life.
Key Takeaways:
Actionable Steps:
Recommended Tools:
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XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/
BornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
This episode breaks down Pokimane's recent struggles with mental health and provides valuable lessons for content creators on avoiding burnout. We discuss the impact of being a high-profile creator, how online harassment can take a toll on mental health, and offer practical advice on managing stress and creating a sustainable content schedule.
Main Points:
Protect your mental health while creating content. Discover practical tips and strategies in this episode, and connect with other creators on the TACO Discord for ongoing support!XN's Website: http://xtian.ninja
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Content creation isn’t just about algorithms and platforms—it’s a battle within ourselves.
In Part 1, we explore the pitfalls of comparison, compensation, and competition. The hunger for approval can lead to burnout, and the pressure to please our audience can distort our authenticity.
In Part 2, we confront condemnation—the harsh inner critic that magnifies flaws and minimizes strengths. We’re reminded that our worth isn’t tied to external judgments but to God’s love. The “Love Chapter” (1 Corinthians 13) becomes our guide, emphasizing love’s patience, kindness, and endurance. We’re encouraged to view our work with maturity, faith, and the assurance that love never ends.
Key Points:
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In this episode, we delve into the crucial role of moderators in live-stream Christian content creation. We discuss how moderators provide more than just chat management; they offer encouragement to the streamer and a sanctuary for individuals dealing with personal struggles.
Key discussion points include:
Join us as we celebrate the unsung heroes of Twitch - the moderators - and learn how they help create a community the streamer can connect with. Whether you’re a streamer looking to build your moderation team or an aspiring moderator wanting to improve your skills, this episode is for you!
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In this thought-provoking episode of “TACO Talks,” we address a topic that touches every Christian Content Creator: the battle with insecurities. While our mission is to inspire and equip through our creations, we often face internal struggles that can hinder our impact. Join us as we explore the emotional undercurrents of content creation, offering biblical wisdom and practical tools to overcome self-doubt and build a resilient, faith-driven approach to our craft.Three Tests:
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In this episode, we delve into the journey from concept to reality in content creation. We reflect on the Fyre Festival as a cautionary tale and discuss the common hurdles creators face. Learn how to apply six transformative principles to ensure your ideas materialize into meaningful content:
Join us for an inspiring discussion that will equip you with the tools to bring your creative visions to life. And if you’re seeking support or wish to contribute to the conversation, our TACO Discord community awaits you. Let’s embark on this creative journey together!
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In this episode, XtianNinja delves into the multifaceted world of female content creators to shed light on the unique challenges they face, from online harassment to the struggle for privacy in an ever-connected digital landscape. XtianNinja works through interviews he's had with female creators and explores the resilience required to thrive amidst scrutiny and the strength it takes to navigate the complexities of gender dynamics in content creation. Listen to heartfelt anecdotes from creators who’ve faced adversity, and learn from the practical advice shared by experienced voices in the community.
Seven Tips for Female Creators:
Whether you’re a creator yourself or an ally in the digital realm, this podcast offers insights into creating safe, inclusive spaces for all.
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This episode is a deep dive into what it truly means to be a content creator and poses the question: Is content creation a real job or not?Using the recent viral clip about HasanAbi, a streamer on Twitch that faced immense scrutiny and harassment, this episode delves into the world of content creation and streaming. We explore the challenges, risks, and emotional toll that creators like HasanAbi endure. Despite having millions of followers, they face immense pressure and often work in isolation. We compare content creation to traditionally difficult jobs and question why some people dismiss it as not a “real job”. We shed light on the time, effort, and emotional investment that goes into each piece of content. We also discuss the risks involved, from privacy concerns to potential harassment and doxxing. Finally, we touch on the often thankless nature of content creation, the loneliness and rejection many creators face, and the passion and resilience that keeps them going.
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On this special episode of TACO Talks, because the TACO Network has recently announced that their Content Creator Training Class is starting up again on April 6th, we're sharing a recording of the entire first session, enitled 'Created to Create!'. It challenges the notion that only a select few are meant to take on the role of Christian creators because the human ability to influence through creativity is an intrinsically biblical concept available to everyone. We are designed to reflect God's image and have been gifted the autonomy, authority, and ability to express ourselves in ways no other creature can.
Whether you're a seasoned creator seeking a deeper purpose or someone at the threshold of embracing your creative calling, TACO Training is a way to unleash the creative potential within you to impact the digital mission field in ways you never thought possible.If you want to learn more about the course, visit https://taconetwork.org/im-a-creator/taco-training/
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Effective communication is all about timing, context, and approach. In this episode, we explore how to gauge your audience’s readiness to receive your content. Just as a farmer prepares the soil before sowing seeds, you might need to do some groundwork to prepare your audience for the impact you intend to make.
Here are the points:
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In this episode, we make a deliberate choice to NOT help our audience before asking the question, "What's God's answer?" Let's continue our journey in the content creation series by exploring the next crucial step after identifying your audience and understanding their needs.
Key Points:
Stay tuned for more insights in our six-week series as we continue to explore the questions that will help you become a better Christian content creator.
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Welcome back to the third installment of our series, "6 Questions That'll Transform Your Content." This episode delves into the question: "What needs to be accomplished most?" and talks about the challenges faced by online community leaders, particularly those in Christian content creation. We discuss how leaders often find themselves dealing with sensitive issues within their communities, and how these experiences can impact them personally.
We explore five common pitfalls to avoid when responding to community members who share their personal struggles:
The podcast also provides practical advice on how to effectively support your community:
We hope this series becomes a comprehensive guide for anyone wanting to lead a supportive, empathetic, and engaged community. Tune in to learn more about transforming your online space into a safe haven for your members.
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Welcome back to the second installment of our transformative series, "6 Questions That'll Transform Your Content." In this episode, we delve into the vital question: What are your audience's questions and needs right now? Gain valuable insights to align your content purposefully. Join us on this journey of content creation with impact.
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In this six-part series, embark on a transformative journey of purposeful Christian content creation. This is part one, where we delve into the foundational question: 'Who is My Audience?'
Uncover the secrets of tailoring your content to resonate with a specific group, the power of specificity, and learn how to connect with your audience on a deeper level. Join us as we unravel the keys to impactful storytelling, positive community building, and aligning your content with God's vision.
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In this episode, we explore the ten crucial alarm signals for Christian content creators that serve as indicators for potential pitfalls in a creator’s journey, emphasizing the importance of self-awareness, accountability, and community support.Here they are:
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As a Christian content creator, you have a unique opportunity to connect your faith to your talents and share your message with the world. But to do that effectively, you need to have a clear plan, a strategy, and a way to measure your progress. In this episode, we’ll help you create your plan by asking you 10 essential questions that will guide your Christian content creation for 2024. These questions will help you align your content with your personal faith, values, and goals, as well as the needs, interests, and challenges of your audience. They will also help you choose the right theme, topic, and format for your content, and improve your technical skills and quality. By answering these questions, you’ll be able to create content that is meaningful, engaging, and impactful for yourself and your audience.Here are the questions:
Why are you creating content?
Who is your audience?
What value does your content add to the digital environment?
Why do you create content?
If you know why you create, what you create, who you create for, and what you’re trying to say – is it actually happening?
Is there anything technical you can improve?
How do you manage your time and energy as a content creator?
How do you collaborate and network with other content creators?
How do you deal with criticism or controversy as a content creator?
How do you intend to grow and develop as a content creator this year?
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Do you feel lonely or isolated as a Christian Content Creator? Wish you had more people to collaborate with, support you, and hold you accountable?
In this episode of TACO Talks, XtianNinja discuss the importance of community for Christian Content Creators with six reasons why you need to include others in your life and content, and how to do it effectively. Whether you are a blogger, podcaster, vlogger, or artist, you will learn how to grow in your craft, your community, and your faith by collaborating with other creators who share your vision and values.
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In this episode, XtianNinja, a full-time twitch streamer and executive director of TACO: The Alliance for Creative Outreach, explores the sneaky nature of negative attitudes that can creep up on us as Christian content creators. We discuss how the constant hustle, the pressure to conform, the criticism from others, and the challenges of being authentic and compassionate can affect our mental and spiritual health. We also share some practical tips on how to combat the grindset mindset, find balance, and stay positive in our content creation journey.
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In this episode, XtianNinja, a full-time twitch streamer and executive director of TACO, shares his insights on how to find joy as a Christian Content Creator. He challenges some of the common lies that content creators might believe, such as:
He also reveals how our Christian faith can shape our perspective and help us find true joy in our creative journey. He draws from the wisdom of Ecclesiastes, where King Solomon reflects on the meaning and purpose of life, and how he learned that nothing is better than to be happy and do good while we’re alive, and that this is a gift from God.
This episode is for anyone who wants to grow as a Christian Content Creator and discover the joy that God has for them in their creative process. Tune in and learn how to unravel some of the lies and find joy as a Christian Content Creator.
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TACO Talks offers valuable tips and tools to help create better content, build a stronger online community, and remain a faithful believer within the digital environment. It’s hosted by fellow creator BornAgainGamer and features talks by Al ‘XtianNinja’ Descheneau, the Executive Director of The Alliance for Creative Outreach (TACO).Recent episodes include topics like “Five Ways to Fight the Grindset and Keep Your Joy as a Christian Content Creator” and “Six Lies Content Creators Believe,” where XtianNinja shares practical advice, spiritual insights, and personal stories to help content creators overcome challenges and honor God with their creativity.For more information, you can visit the official TACO Network website at TACOnetwork.org.XN's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja/XN's Website: http://xtian.ninjaXN's Books & Updates: https://ko-fi.com/xtianninjaBornAgainGamer's Stream: https://www.twitch.tv/thebornagaingamer
Content Warning: I cover some serious topics including bullying and church abuse.
I've been talking a lot about my personal story on Twitch, in the TACO Training classes, and to folks in the community, so I thought that, in this episode, I'd share a seven-part testimony series I released in early 2021.
As I edited these together I realized just how transitional my life was then. My time as pastor of my previous church had come to a close and I was seeking God's will for what I was to do next, and over the course of those seven episodes, I went from never having live streamed in February 2021 - to considering some kind of live Q&A, community stream - to starting a Twitch channel which had one podcast discussion stream and one game night stream, to launching into an official full-time, 5 day per week Twitch streamer by the end of April. I'm still amazed, 20 months later, at how many things God was doing then, and has continued to do!
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Every Christian pastor, preacher, small group leader, author, and friend will tell you how important it is to be consistent in your daily quite times with God. If you're struggling to be consistent or just understand how to get the most out of your time, here are some helpful considerations:
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"Under the conviction of thy Spirit I learn that the more I do, the worse I am, the more I know, the less I know, the more holiness I have, the more sinful I am, the more I love, the more there is to love...." Let's talk about what it's like to be a faithful Christian with a heart that keeps pulling us away from God.
Everyone is busy and everyone has responsibilities - but sometimes the list gets so long, the time so short, and the opposition so large, that life feels absolutely impossible. What can we do then? How do we keep from giving up? Philippians 1:6 might help.
A viewer came into my chat a few minutes into the stream with some struggles and looking for prayer. It led to some interesting discussions, open hearts, a bunch of sharing, and some (hopefully) helpful pastoral advice.
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It started with a quick devo on 1 Corinthians 12:26 (suffering and rejoicing together) and quickly turned into a long chat about the troubles and wonders of living life together (and alone). You should join us during the next stream!
We, as friends, partners, workers, content creators, and ministry leaders, want to do things in service to God and others, right? We want to be God's hands and feet in the world so that we can be used to "bear fruit". But, did you know that a productivity-focused mindset, even one focused on loving God and others, can actually be detrimental to your spiritual health?
Everyone who creates has times when they struggle with motivation and confidence - sometimes so debilitating that it causes them to stop creating altogether! Whether you are a Twitch Streamer, YouTuber, Digital Artist, Musician, Cook, or any other type of creative, here are 9 practical ways to boost your confidence so you can get out there and make the world a better place!
In this very personal video, Al (XtianNinja) Descheneau shares his heart, story, and reason for working so hard to bring the gospel to people who can only be reached through online ministry. You will learn why he has such a special concern for the lost, lonely, and disenfranchised on Twitch and what you can do to help him reach them.
There is a huge difference in approach between your personal devotional time and doing a personal Bible study, and knowing that difference is going to change everything about how you connect with God. XtianNinja explains the difference and then gives an example of what it looks like.
What does it mean that we are "Free in Christ"? How free? Does that mean we can do whatever we want? Is there anything we can do to lose that freedom?
What's the secret to living for God - for REAL? What steps do we need to take in order to discover God's plan for our lives and how to live it out in an effective and fruitful way? This message might help.
Each day on stream we take time to go through a Verse of the Day, explain its meaning, and find an application. This verse is a very encouraging one on the surface, but what does it mean, really?
What does it mean that Jesus had the "fullness of God" and why is that such a big deal to Christians? What does it mean that Jesus is Preeminent? Join in as XtianNinja (Pastor Al) talks through Colossians 1:15-20 and answers those questions.
Sometimes God has the reputation of being angry all the time - and a lot of people who grew up in the church were told that when they do something wrong God is disappointed and will come down on them hard if they don't behave. Is that true?
Sometimes life throws stuff at us that we just can't handle. Illness, relationship issues, responsibilities, big needs, cause all of us to shrink back and ask ourselves, "Why would God bring this into my life?". There are a lot of people who have faced the same situation. What are we to do?
Ex-Fundie Diaries released a video outlining how the AWANA Clubs program isn't just a fun church group, but a nefarious "Christian Nationalist Child Indoctrination Cult". Is she right? What defines a cult? What's up with all the weird stuff that goes on at AWANA anyway? XtianNinja, a pastor and former AWANA leader (and clubber) walks through her video step-by-step explaining, refuting, and clarifying what's actually going on. *I left it as a very sparsely edited VOD so that folks could track what I'm saying and (hopefully) recognize it comes from a place of love.
If you've ever asked, "Do good people go to heaven?", give this a listen. XtianNinja talks through the thought process we see in Romans 1-3 and explains why understanding it is critical to understanding what Christians call "salvation".
Everyone in the world wants "peace" - but when we try to make it ourselves it doesn't seem to work very well or last very long. How does the peace that Jesus promises us in the Bible differ from the peace we keep trying to make for ourselves?
Most of the time we believe the thoughts that bounce around our heads, thinking that our beliefs, opinions, perspectives, and ideas are right and best. Mature people know that's not true and have realized that we really can't trust our own hearts and minds.
We've been thinking and talking about this for months now, but it seems to be time to start making this idea become a reality. If you're tired of dead discords and pointless partnerships, give this a watch and then come chat about it with us. You can help us build the greatest Christian Creator Network on the internet!
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Jesus said that if you've met poor, sick, imprisoned, or hungry people, then "as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me." (Matt 25:40) And how you reacted to those people shows a lot about your heart and your faith.
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Jo Luehmann tweeted out a pretty intense message declaring her love of Christians, but hatred for the Christian gospel. It just so happened that Logos' Verse of the Day hit this topic perfectly. So, let's talk about that through the lens of 1 Corinthians 15:19-20.
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Christians often quote Romans 8:28 ("And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose." to each other as a way to bring encouragement to someone going through a tough time. So, why then does it come as such cold comfort at times? What does it really mean?
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The leading men of Jerusalem took turns attacking, arguing, and trying to discredit Jesus, in hopes He would fall for their trap so they could accuse and kill Him. It didn't work.
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What do a dead fig tree and overturned tables have to do with worship? And what does it mean for us today?
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FrostByteIV (from Love Thy Nerd) and I sit down to chat about what it means to be a Christian nerd, streamer, and gamer - and a dozen other nerdy things - in this extended conversation. It was so interesting, people kept subbing just to keep the conversation going!
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There is a certain kind of "religious person" that thinks that they are God's favourite - but are actually the kind of person He despises most! And, there are people serving the most difficult parts of society, who think God doesn't notice them at all, that are some of His favourites! Which are you?
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What do you have in your life right now, that if someone broke it, took it, insulted or devalued it, you would cut off that relationship? What habit, tradition, or affiliation do you have that actually causes you to pull away from or even harm people?
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Sometimes talking to God feels like a shopping list, complaint form, or even a 911 call - but does prayer mean something more?
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JaidenAnimation's "Being Not Straight" video lends itself to a lot of topics for discussion and XtianNinja takes on all of them in this 2-hour video. He talks about his own "asexual/aromantic" experiences, human sexuality, LGBTQ+ and the church, and more
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This week, I celebrated my very first "Streamiversary" and reading the parable of the two debtors had me thinking about why God called me away from church work into full-time online missions.
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We often hear that "God has better things to do" than help unimportant people like us - that He might be at work in the world, but only on the really big stuff. Is that true? Are you a priority to God or not?
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God is so good and perfect, why would He care for messed up, violent, sinful people like us? What motivates Him to talk to us or to care for us? The answer might surprise you!
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Wondering if you should stop streaming? Unsure if you have the skills and talents necessary? Not growing enough? Scared you might fail? You're not alone! Give this video a watch before you give up!
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I have a lot of viewers from Europe so it was only fitting that we would take time to talk about the situation in Ukraine, how to deal with worry, and read a note from someone who actually lives in Ukraine right now.
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How do you replenish and protect your soul when you are struggling to grow spiritually? What can you do to get out of a spiritual "dry season", where God feels distant, the Enemy is winning battles, and/or you are struggling to grow in faith and hope?
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You, as you sit there right now are a ball of potential energy - but where should you release that energy? How do you know what to do? Should you trust your instincts? Go with your gut? Follow your feelings? Or is there another way?
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I know it’s been a while since I released an episode, and there’s good reason for that – I think that the podcast season of my ministry needs to be put on hold. I want to start with a huge thank you to everyone who has been listening to the podcast for the past, like, 7 years or so. So many of you have been with me the whole time and have been such an encouragement to me throughout the years.
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In this week’s episode, I finally get around to continuing our Pilgrims Progress study and then share a clip from a recent stream where I explain a new Christian Content Creator Mentorship Program that I’m going to be moving into the next phase of very soon.
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In this week’s episode, I’m excited to share some amazing things happening with XtianNinja Online Missions and then something a little different – a talk-show interview I did when I was a guest on the Not the Bee Unofficial Podcast, where I share about – well – a little of everything (including my hatred for celery)! It’s a 2-hour conversation and I had a lot of fun, so I hope you’ll enjoy it too.
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Last week I shared the number one most downloaded message on my website, this week is number two, entitled, “If God speaks today, why don’t we hear him?”. Plus, a HUGE update on some of the amazing things happening in my life right now.
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This week, I need a little time to concentrate on building up my 3D Printing Business so it can be a bit more successful and provide more for my family – and, after seeing such rapid and encouraging growth on my channel lately, I felt it was time I updated and improved the biography and vision pages on my website, “About Me” on Twitch, and contact churches, ministries, and individuals – inside and outside my circle – and introduce myself and explain Christian Ninja Online Missions.
I believe with all my heart that God has called me to stop seeking a traditional pastoral position (as I’ve had for the past 16 years) and serve the online gaming and streaming community full-time. I’ve had my vision, calling, and gifting affirmed by many Christian elders and have raised some support already. So, my current task (and biggest need) is to find people who share my excitement for what God is doing on this new frontier of global missions and want to enable me to pour my whole heart into this work through their financial support.
It’s not something I’ve ever done before, so please keep me in prayer.
But, I didn’t want to skip putting out a podcast episode today – because that’s a bad habit that I don’t want to start – so I went through my website analytics and decided to share what is probably, my most popular message, all about Jesus’ relationship with children and what that means to us today.
Thank you for listening and I hope this connects with you in some helpful way..
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In this week’s episode, I’m going to share an interesting article about Hate-Raids on Twitch – with special contributions from two black streamers who have faced racism on and offline, continue our interesting study of Pilgrim’s Progress in the beginning of the seventh chapter where Christian meets Apollyon, and finish off with a message entitled, “Who Needs Rules Anyway?”.
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– RedeemedJay09 on Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/redeemedjay09
– DefinedByKy on Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/definedbyky
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In this week’s episode, I share an interesting article about Christians doing weird stuff, continue our interesting study of Pilgrim’s Progress with the beginning of the seventh chapter when Christian descends into the Valley of Humiliation, and finish off with a new Bible-Study segment where I talk about how you can know whether or not God truly loves you.
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In this week’s episode, I share an interesting idea about trusting big brother, an interesting article about the difference between discernment and criticism, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrim’s Progress by exploring the end of the sixth chapter where Christian tours the Beautiful Castle.
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In this episode: Listening to that little voice inside you, how "Fear of Man" can wreck your life, and why you should let people ask you extremely personal questions.
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In this week’s episode, I’m going to share an interesting idea about why my Twitch channel is going PG-13 an interesting article about the difference between strong language and foul language, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrim’s Progress by exploring more of the sixth chapter where Christian is stopped at the gates of the Beautiful Palace.
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In this week’s episode I share a look behind the scenes at all the interesting, amazing, and exhausting things going on with XtianNinja Online Ministries. Script: Hey, everyone. This episode […]
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In this week’s episode I share an interesting idea about how we all stand on the shoulders of giants, an interesting article about how Christians can deal with anxiety, and […]
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This week, I share an interesting idea about being soft-hearted, an interesting article about how weird the Bible is, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrims Progress by exploring the […]
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This week, I share an interesting idea about how your past trauma doesn’t need to dictate your present feelings, an interesting article about how Saul didn’t actually turn into Paul, […]
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This week I’m doing something a little different by releasing an audio version of an upcoming video I’ve produced to help churches and Christian organizations understand the importance online missions […]
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This week, I share an interesting idea about interesting ideas, an interesting article about cutting some good things out of your life, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrims Progress […]
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This week, I share an interesting idea about the dangers of vulnerability, an interesting article about how women aren’t the problem, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrims Progress by […]
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In this episode, I share an interesting idea about the power of vulnerability, an interesting article about how news can deform your soul, and continue our interesting study of Pilgrims […]
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Today, I share the last part of my testimony about being part of a wonderful church, an interesting article about the importance of using big words, and continue our interesting […]
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This Week, I share some of the miracles of provision I’ve experienced, an interesting article about Canada’s new euthanasia law, and then we’ll be continuing our interesting study of John […]
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This week, I share a rough part of my testimony, skip over an interesting article altogether, and then continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, Pilgrims Progress by exploring Pleasant […]
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This week I share some more of my testimony, an interesting article about sharing the gospel while playing video games, and then continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, […]
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This week, I share some more of my testimony, an interesting article about willpower, and then we’ll be continuing our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, Pilgrims Progress by exploring the middle of the third chapter, where Interpreter takes Christian to meet Passion and Patience. Interesting Links: I have a new Rumble Channel: https://rumble.com/c/c-658037 I’m also on Twitch Now: https://www.twitch.tv/xtianninja Join […]
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This week I share some more of my testimony, an interesting article about that pastor that got arrested in Edmonton, and then continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, […]
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This week, I share my interesting testimony, an interesting article about being angry at Ravi Zacharias, and continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, Pilgrims Progress by exploring the […]
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This week, I share an interesting idea about livestreaming on Twitch, an interesting article about pornographic detachment, and continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, Pilgrims Progress by exploring […]
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This week I share an interesting idea about how not to capitalize on the pandemic , share an interesting article about the vital importance of opening churches back up, and […]
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This week on “Of Interest”, I’m going share an interesting idea for a New Years Resolution, share an interesting article about the state of Theology in America, and then we’ll […]
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This week, I talk about Relationship Simulators, share an interesting article about the Lord’s Prayer, an interesting resource about… well, also the Lord’s Prayer, and then we’ll be continuing our […]
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This week, I’m talking about some encouragement I found in one of the Lord’s parables, sharing an interesting article about some big words, an interesting resource to find some amazing […]
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Interesting Links: Article: https://entrustedtothedirt.com/2020/10/30/you-are-a-good-teacher-because-you-dress-like-a-teacher/ Resource: https://bibleproject.com/ Study: https://www.desiringgod.org/books/the-pilgrims-progress Want to Support the Podcast?: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=7XJFMCJKESBEG&source=url
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CHAPTER 1 Once upon a time there was a grand kingdom beset by two fierce dragons. Had it not been for the dragons, the kingdom would have been a wonderful […]
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Script: We’re back in our study of the gospel of John this week looking at the last section of chapter 5, from verse 30-47, entitled in the ESV, “Witnesses […]
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This week, I talk about my weird personal motto, share an interesting article about the evaporation of empathy, an interesting resource to teach you a little bit about church history, […]
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This week we’re going to do something a little different. Yes, I’m aware that I’ve only done this once and that last week I told you that we’d be going […]
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If you weren’t following along when these were being released as sermon podcasts – or with the YouTube videos of the services – or for that matter, have just completely […]
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This week, I’m sharing an interesting article about Hell, an interesting resource for getting a free study bible, and then we’ll be continuing our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, […]
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This week, I’m going talking about career vs character, sharing an interesting resource for finding out a ton of cool things, and then we’ll be continuing our interesting study of […]
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This week I share an interesting article about controversy, an interesting resource for answering tough questions, and continue our interesting study of John Bunyan’s classic, Pilgrims Progress. Interesting Links: Article: https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/unhealthy-people-crave-controversy/ […]
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This week’s episode is something a bit different. It’s an update on the interesting things that have been going on in my life. Thanks for your support! Support Links: Support […]
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The 5th Episode of “Of Interest” talks about the Spanish Flu vs Today , an amazing blogger named Tim Challies, and how John Bunyan’s Suffering led to Pilgrim’s Progress Interesting […]
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Please open up to John 5:1-18 and let’s read it together: “After this there was a feast of the Jews, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now there is in […]
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Please open up to John 4:46–54: “[46] So he came again to Cana in Galilee, where he had made the water wine. And at Capernaum there was an official whose […]
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Please open up to John 4, the story of Jesus and the Samaritan Woman, and let’s read it together: “Now when Jesus learned that the Pharisees had heard that Jesus […]
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This week, I’m going to share an interesting article about Why Sipping Poison is a dumb idea, an interesting resource for getting answers to bible questions, and then we’ll be […]
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Interesting Links Interesting Article: https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/4-ways-jerk-online/ Interesting Resource: https://gospelebooks.net/ Interesting Study: www.desiringgod.org/books/the-pilgrims-progress
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Please open up to John 3:22-36. We’re back into the Gospel of John series we started a while back. Life is ever-so-slowly starting to look a little bit more normal […]
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I’m super excited to announce the launch of my newest podcast: “Of Interest”. There are three parts: An Interesting Article, An Interesting Resource, and An Interesting Study. I know that sounds “educational”, but it’s actually personal, fun, interesting, helpful and short! Please consider giving it a listen and letting me know what you think of it. This week’s episode: An […]
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Please open up to Luke 8:4-15, the Parable of the Sower. I figure that this is the last of the “Building Faith during Difficult Times Series” that I started at […]
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Hi everyone, This is going to be a little bit different of a post, so thank you for taking the time to read. As you know, I’ve been a full-time […]
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Please turn to Luke 6:17 where we read about Jesus’ “Sermon on the Plain”. We’re used to hearing about the “Sermon on the Mount”, but Jesus obviously preached the same […]
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Service Video: Podcast Audio: Sermon Text: A lot of things sort-of collided this week. First, of course, we’ve got this pandemic looming over us with all that entails – including […]
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Service Video: Podcast Audio: Sermon Text: Please open up to Luke 5:16. We’re going to concentrate our efforts on one verse today and use it as a jumping-off point […]
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Service Video: Podcast Audio: A Living and Active Word Most of you know the passages I read at the beginning of service – the Call to Worship and the […]
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Podcast Audio: “Before I was a Mom” By Suzana Haertzen Before I was a Mom…I made and ate hot meals. I had unstained clothing. I had quiet conversations […]
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Podcast Audio: To say it’s a strange time is an understatement. As this pandemic looms, and the lockdown enters its second month, it’s very interesting to see how people are […]
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Podcast Audio: How have you been this week? I know asking that right now is weird. I’m standing alone in a room full of empty pews, addressing myself to […]
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Service Video: Podcast Audio: Please open up to 2 Corinthians 1:3-10 and let’s read it together. “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father […]
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It’s been sort of my tradition to take time on Palm Sunday to tell the story of the history of the world, the story of salvation, from beginning […]
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Service Livestream: Sermon Audio: The song I played earlier is called “The Voice of Truth” and it’s by a Christian band called “Casting Crowns”. It’s a song that […]
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We’re headed into the Easter season. This week we celebrated Shrove Tuesday or Pancake Tuesday as it’s sometimes called, followed by Ash Wednesday, the official start of the season of […]
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“Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews. This man came to Jesus by night and said to him, ‘Rabbi, we know that […]
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