Who could know my sadness

Or detect this lonesome sorrow?

What shields from all this madness

And the dreading of tomorrow?

People ask me how I’m doing?

And I say I’m doing fine

So they don’t know I’m construing

A way to leave it all behind

My life may never be the same

Without the love I’m missing

Not knowing brings both fear and shame

And from rivals; evil hissing

I’ve never felt so lost before

Never felt such pain and fear

Helpless to return once more

The one I held so dear.

I've been writing my story since I was able to write, but when the media goes to share it, they only choose the parts that fit their idea of what will generate views. If I'm going to share my story, it should be the whole story. The titles are the dates things happened. If you have any interest in who I really am please start at the beginning of this playlist: http://savethecats.org/

I know there will be people who take things out of context and try to use them to validate their own misconception, but you have access to the whole story. My hope is that others will recognize themselves in my words and have the strength to do what is right for themselves and our shared planet.

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