My Notebook of Symbols: Recent Episodes
Zack Followingz
Short Story Series.
A mystical journey through symbols, thoughts, reminiscences, emotions and subconscious flows - all creating a very unique reality of our own - we call it the life.
These are short stories, updated daily. But these stories could as well become an alien's guide to human emotions someday in the distant future.
Let's think and meditate together.
No one know what's that
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No Lyrics. No words. Just music mixed with sad thougths
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Hope dies last, they say.
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Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
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Up in the sky is the octopus. It’s exactly on the spot where the sun should have been. It’s moving its tentacles and the earth below is trembling and vibrating with the waves sent down.
Its eyes are rolling in different directions and the movement of tentacles together with the rolling eyes creates a perfect image of the chaos in the sky.
What happens when the sun is replaced by the octopus?
— It’s smart…
— We’ve made sure it’s under full control…
— There’s no chaos, all movements have the specific meaning and purpose…
— It’s fully recyclable and the parts are fully replaceable…
— Isn’t it amazing?..
— A spectacular hybrid of biology with technology…
— It’s AI is far more developed than anything we have ever created…
— It’s the shield that brings us the security and peace of mind…
— The new era is here finally with the humankind saved and taken care of…
— This is the ultimate god, all knowing, all feeling, all mighty, fair and just…
— No more imperfections! In octopus we trust!..
As people celebrate and praise the new creation, the octopus reigns in the sky. It’s sending the waves of justice and order down to the earth and its grateful habitats.
One kid is drawing his first painting with octopus in the sky and himself and his family on the bottom of the painting.
A young woman is writing a poem to her beloved one, where she compares the strength and power of the lover with that of an octopus.
A man is sitting with his eyes closed and praying for his family with hands up towards the octopus.
An old man is walking in the valley slowly. He looks up to the reigning octopus and sighs. He still remembers the sun. He is the last one. A vibration from the octopus tentacle is reaching him now too. With his hand to his heart the old man kneels down.
His name was Soul and he lived in deep, shaded valleys. He was the last person to remember the sun.
— Rationality is finally winning!
— The world has the order!
— People live long and happy lives!
— We have eliminated all conflicts!
— We are a new generation!
— We are all Homo Octopus now!
Octopus reigns. Soul is dead.
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy. The topics covered in these podcast episodes are: #Emotional Healing #Finding Yourself #Follow Your Wings #Happiness is a Choice #Meditating #Peace of Mind #Psychological Journey #Reminiscences #Thinking Aloud #Thoughts Thoughts #Leap of Faith #Short Stories #Short Story Series #Blogging Everyday #Thinking Along Writing #Finding Inner Self #Therapy #Art Therapy #Psyche Flow #Read at Night #What to Believe In #Why to Live #What Makes Life Beautiful #Imagination #Creativity #Freedom #Inspiration #Life is a Story #Faith #Uncensored #Symbols
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Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
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Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
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Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
Meditating
Peace of Mind
Psychological Journey
Reminiscences
Thinking Aloud
Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
Blogging Everyday
Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy
Art Therapy
Psyche Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
Imagination
Creativity
Freedom
Inspiration
Life is a Story
Faith
Uncensored
Symbols
Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/zack-followingz/message
Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy.
The topics covered in these podcast episodes are:
Emotional Healing
Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choice
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— It’s better. Will be in shape. Won’t eat so much before sleep. Nothing after 6 or 7 pm max…
He’s trying to keep the hours away from the pill time. The pill is toxic. It affects his mind. It makes him shiver, afraid of everything… With food the effects magnify – the only option is to drink at night – so he changes his nights.
So he thinks.
— Better this way. Healthy life-style…
He feels down… Over a year already – the regimen, the pill, the work, the nights spent alone… Why?
He takes butter and cheese and bread and sits, – as if nothing, – for the first time in months – eating the fat which is making the pill especially toxic…
One… Second… Third… Tenth… More bites, more slices, maybe 10 or so slices with butter and cheese…
He is dizzy. He doesn’t care. This was not a hunger. This was a protest – against everything.
For caring too much, for thinking too much, for loving too much, for crying too much, for feeling of fear, guilt, dizziness, tiredness, – all mixed up; for foul taste in the mouth, for world being unfair, vast, unclear, that care not of him…
Drill down to the core of the earth – you are nothing! Drill down to the molecules, atoms, particles, – nothing! Up, the skies, universe, space – you’re nothing!
Somewhere in between you are – stuck!.. So small for the universe, you think… So vast for the universe in you… Dizzy… Why?
Protesting, against those nights that are no more the nights he loved. With someone next – his love, his friends, his sex partners, his room, his bed – not anymore…
Protesting for living the life of a refugee… Weird stance to live… Self-imposed refuge, reclusion… Or perhaps, inevitable to be here to work, work, work – to pay for the house and the bed he hates…
He protests… His nights were different… He used to feel nights…
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— Are they afraid?
— What do they think about?
— Do they think of it at all?
— Do they find it beautiful?
— They see the sun, those who look at sunset…
— Can’t they be meeting sunrise with similar fascination?
— Why is that considered romantic at all?
— Why do they think of the sunset at the seaside?
— Why do you protest about the sunset?..
People contradict each other and they question the sunset glory which is often portrayed as so enigmatic, romantic, beautiful…
He looks at the grey city. Tens of high-rise buildings. Smog, clouds, mist, rainy late-Autumn weather. He now imagines the scene without all the constructions… How he misses rural views now…
Colors… Sunset colors… How beautiful they are with warm, juicy, homey, sweet feel. They can even make the ugly cityscape look nice.
It’s no longer the imagination of the sun being eaten and then reborn, or it visiting the lover under the sea, or at the end of the world… It’s about the nature now, the blue planet with amazing, thin, fragile layer of atmosphere making yet another turn. There, one more…
— End of time? End of order?
— Freedom? Absolute liberation?
— It’s going down…
— Night is coming…
The light is gone.
Absence. All subconscious emerges. Night’s coming. So beautiful, warm, perfect, and then… Gone!.. Dark.
Silhouettes. It’s gone. No more colors…
He’s back home. Warm fireplace, light at home, all lit up, we’re fighting darkness.
There. Regardless. We are warm. There’s light. We’ll wait for the sun. But we shall not remain in the dark meanwhile.
Shadows, fire, lights, – where humans are. They don’t sleep. They are awake. It’s the planet that never sleeps. Not anymore. Turn, turn, there, we’re lit, lights, streets, homes – let’s go out!
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— By you, God, “Gmerto Shenita” – He heard this once said bu the Patriarch, the shortest of all prayers, the most powerful…
— By you…
— By you…
— By you…
He keeps repeating. In front of him are the two candles, one’s a bit longer than another, both are half burned…
— By you…
— By you…
— By you…
Home he is in, the home of EZ, empty now, cold now, He’s alone. He turns on the speaker his love gave him as a present…
— By you…
— By you…
In front of the candle there are two chocolate balls, with peanuts inside, dark chocolate coating. One is a bit bigger than another. They took those this summer from the resort… Kept in the fridge since then, – sweeties…
— By you…
— By you…
— By you…
At home, but not at home, Both happy and sad. Alone and not alone.
He pours coffee into Berlin Cup, the big red Christmas special from Starbucks. Just yesterday he had a reminder on Google Photos with Berlin photos from 5 years ago exactly… The very photo in the cafe he bought the cups…
— By you…
— By you…
He took the cross with necklace lying on the shelf. He put it on.
— By you…
— By you…
— It’s so cold outside! – He’s got message from his love.
— I’ll keep you warm, always, baby!… – He answers
— Of course!..
— By you…
— By you…
— By you…
It’s like dusk outside. No, not evening yet, but those clouds, rain, – late Autumn..
One thing this house has always been – very intimate – just like dusk…
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— Sometimes I’m afraid these thoughts are too chaotic.
— Don’t be!
— They may not have any sense to somebody else…
— There will be one!
— I doubt it, myself, these notebooks, these thoughts…
— Perhaps, but so, what?..
— The doubt is all about the fear of being mediocre…
— Challenge mediocracy!
— I wanted it to be outstanding, great, unique!
— Be authentic!
— I’m not sure… I’m afraid not to finish…
— Don’t be!
Nights are becoming the longest, he thinks with 22nd of December quite soon, in a little but more than a month… He thinks of the new year ahead. Never has he hoped for the new year more than this time. Never has he remained so loyal to himself, his love, his aspirations, than this year, he admits all of a sudden…
Nights will be the longest. He’s afraid of the long nights, perhaps for the first time.. Yes, for the first time, he’s afraid – how will he meet New Year? No… Not alone… He wants together – with every single member of the family – and he wants to go to his love – next morning – he wants to be there with him. And, the turning point, solstice, new year, it will turn the time to the summer, to sun, to warmth, to love, to his family as he keeps the closest people in his heart. He and his love… Together…
Wait for the turning point. Why? It’s solstice! Even Christmas is symbolically set to that period. A New Year is that period. It’s exactly 12 years that it will be – next year – that they met – he and his love.
He realises there’s something to turn indeed – the solstice, 12 year cycle, the New Year… It’s turning! He and his love – going through the 12 years – towards the solstice, the turning point – all is so logical then…
He smiles. He believes again.
— Doubt?
— Not anymore!
— Winter… Long nights….
— Let them come!
— Love him?
— More than ever!
— Loves you?
— Forever!
— Together?
— Forever and ever and ever!
We’ll turn towards the summer, turning a chapter, beginning a new one, loving, trusting, believing, making plans, fighting, supporting, rising!..
Towards the summer solstice afterwards then! It will begin – wait for the winter solstice, live to the New Year…
He smiles.
EZ, easy, like Sunday morning, baby!
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— No, I have not seen a lot of sunrises…
— The orange, then red, then bright yellow, – all big, bright…
— I know. It’s making all clear, all alive again…
— The fuss starts…
— The change of stance, they cycle, the rhythm again…
— Let’s wait…
— There…
You see the disco that soon becomes too bright to look at, then too hot to enjoy… It can burn if you are close. Some tiny atmosphere is between us and the sun…
— Time to go to the field – the boy and his father are on the path to the crop field.
— Time to sleep – the tiger-mum and her cub are on the path from the night hunt, back to the cave…
Africa… He’s read so much about it… All the wilderness, all the adventures… Rivers… Waterfalls… Jungles… Animals… Heroes… Mysteries… The life so simple… As the sunrise, there, the ball, the disco, the big bright yellow sun… Something pure, sometimes brutal, sometimes evil, but all so human; crystal clear… No… Not kind… Just… Just natural…. Sunrise. The disco rising in the sky.
Africa. Rising.
— How can I learn or perceive all the physics, origins, history, reasoning, mechanisms, – it all has become too complex a system… There’s a theory that evolves, the theory which is all about the rules evolving, hence the theories evolving, meta-laws, meta-theories, theory of everything, all the concepts, meanings – shall I ever try to think there’s any future to general education? Or if there is any future to it, perhaps the whole idea is to scrutinize, criticize, evolve, develop, change, make it all different!.. Again, again, again and again… Creative destruction… Evolution…
— Go ahead! Change! Criticize! Burn! Ashes to grow into something new, better, higher, brighter, smarter… Again, again, again and again…
Rise… From ashes… Re-orient! Towards the rising sun – just like the sun is changing the point of ascent, depending on the time of the year… Yes, there are rules; yes, they evolve; yes, it develops; yes, it’s something new…
— Do not expect the same day to repeat with the sun rising. Expect all new, expect something unique…
— Gooooooood Morniiiiiing, Baby!..
— Gooooooood Morniiiiiing, America!
“Watch, now, how I start the day
in happiness, in kindness.”
/ Mary Oliver / Why I Wake Early /
— Brand new day, – Sting sings…
Rising!
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He feels the imbalance. Around him. Inside him. The place he calls both home and office has proven to fail in both roles. The stance he calls happy, but sad is not a natural one at all. Weird condition of the soul… He feels imbalance. He sees the need to change.
Start again? Can he?
He feels the dawn. Yet dark. He shivers. He remembers best times of mornings and emotions of traveling and feelings that are unclear… He seeks the sun. Yet in the darkness the dawn only brings very subtle sign as to where the sun is coming from.
The dawn. It is the point to gaze. It’s where the sun will arise. Don’t be afraid. The sun will come. Bit the moment of dawn – so mysterious…
So many gods, beliefs, religions – all point to dawn… Where to look? Look where the sun is coming from. They have different names, different images… Just like the theories in physics, they can’t agree. They explain from different points. They resort to that leap of faith; perhaps, no other choice…
Eos and her brother Helios, Hathor, Usas, – what’s your name?
The dawn…
Prepare… Turn to where the sun is to come from. You have the direction. You trust it will arise. There will be light. There will be the balance. You await the sun, clarity, comfort, peace of mind…
Back again. Come back again. He barely holds the balance.. It’s hardest to keep awake that period if you’ve been up all night. There, – the rhythm. There, – the cycle. There, – the dawn! Try to keep that balance – the sun is near!
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Swings. From the highest point to the lowest of moods. From the happiest to the saddest… From hope and power to despair and apathy… Bipolar? Depressive?.. High? Low?.. Week? Strong?
— It’s so tiny… Like a particle… It may grow into the fiercest of fires… A spark… All the particles, unrelated?.. Chaos?.. Yet they are entangled… Somehow… All connected…
— Look at these picture from today, – Dad says.
— These ar really “dear” – Mamida smiling.
— I’ll be the drag queen, – the boy says.
— Zurabi, – how good it would be if you quit smoking – Grandma saying.
— That’s such a great book – Mum says.
— He can sit like that without moving – The Teacher says about the boy.
— I now want to see your wedding – The Grand-grandma saying.
— Bala? – His love saying.
Thoughts link to each other. They tie into knots, fly the distance and time without the reason or explanation… The sparks… One… And it’s triggering all the thoughts, feelings, emotions…
People say, – it’s irrational, impossible, not true…
He smiles.
He sees the fireplace. Not the nice-looking old big, grande… No… It’s a stove… There’s fire inside. The sparks fly out with sounds… They are in the village… The room on the ground floor, barely lit. Winter outside. How he remembered those winter times in the village? He was too small a kid… Sparks…
More sparks on the 5th floor in the common corridor of the block of apartments. The shared stove with neighbours… Cold…
Yes, the sparks seem chaotic indeed… They do not make him warm yet. He just remembers their sounds… Fire is warm, it burns wood in the stoves… But sparks, – they seem so fragile… They can make the great fire, or they can immediately die out… Depends on what they fall into…
— I am the fire. I am the power. I will make the fear appear in the eyes soon!..
— Or you fall onto the iron concrete, or wet pavement, anything that’s resistant to you and you just fade out…
— No! I am the fire…
— No, you are not…
— I can prove it – give me the ground, the soil, the time…
Have we fallen to the woods? Are we on the way down to oceans?..
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He looked at the symbols and images before writing – that’s how his reminiscences were coming to him. But not this time. He knew it was about fire. And he remembers the bright orange drawing, the lines depicting the fire… For him the beauty of that fire was too dangerous to aspire to…
It makes people disappear in the flames. It is the one to bring ashes to ashes, dust to dust… It’s fire… It’s fury… For him it’s never warm, he thinks…
It’s the fire he hates now. That’s the one to make him forget everything and be part of something else…
But what about the emotions, what about the person, what about the soul as we call it and the fate of it, as the body is gone… Ashes to ashes… Dust to dust… All gone?… Will it be there, regardless? Will it burn him? Fire…
— Who brought you to people, really? God? Prometheus? Devil? What are you? How can we have you so close to us, in everything, you, who burn us eventually, you, making alive too, yes, but burning eventually…
There’s no answer from the flames, from the fire, from the sun, from the fireplace, from the burning we see – and the fire that we call our ally, – till it burns us…
— Is there any sense you’re trying to convey?.. Temporariness of everything? You’ll burn you say? You are at the heart, core… You brought the life and you’re to take it?..
And then it speaks.
— I am the life… – it says.
— Why you burn, destroy, why take us away, why create pain, misery; why you keep us so close, and then you burn, then you put us to ashes, to dust… Why?!.
— I am the life. I’m not burning the life, I’m not taking the life. I am the life – fire – light…
— You… You are indeed there where the life is… But how can you be the life?.. Here were are, and you make us warm, make us grow, make us alive, and then you burn us, you take everything away…
— You are putting the groundless blame on me. I have not taken anyone… I am where life is… I am the light, I am the energy, I am the sun, I am the life… Yes, I’m burning… That only means I’m there – where life is. I am only where there’s life – as I am life. The moment I’m gone, there’s nothing – there’s no life, there’s no sun, there’s no warmth, there’s nothing – no life… I am life…
He cannot trust the fire… How can he trust it?.. It burns… You can’t have it too close… But that’s the only thing that makes him feel alive indeed, he realises…
— Fire… life?… Fire – life… Fire… But what about the fire destroying our psyche, our minds, what about the death?!.
— I am not death… I am the life… I am making all alive and I am where there’s life – in hearts, in planets, in wood, in eyes, on the sun, in the spirit… I am the light… I am the life!..
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Minus 25 Celsius. Kiev. 2am. He leaved the hotel room. The street is white and grey. The street lights are there, the cars are there, the houses are there and still the universe seems empty and frozen. Nothing moves. Nothing makes sound.
He tries not to slip on the icy pavement. The cold is in every bit. He feels it through his jeans and through the pair of tight heat insulators below the jeans.
He felt alone, on the outskirts of the world, away from everyone. His choice to travel there. His passion and desire driving him into the realm of frozen cold city which has no heart, no movement, no meaning, no soul…
He walks in the street, on the icy pavement, on the snow, trying to find the fast food chain to get some food. He finds the 24 hour McDonalds, but it is also frozen, it doesn’t have a soul either. All closed. All frozen.
— “Technical break time” – the sign on the McDonalds says.
He hates the place. He walks back, another option to find. Nothing nearby, Nothing to hang on to.
Minus 25. He’s back to the hotel. The hotel is as cold as the world outside. The lobby, Dark. Receptionist. Gloomy face.
— Any food to buy? – He asks the face.
— Some chips…
He gets some. All he wants now is to be home, but he’s far away. He will soon be back to the room. The room seems warmer. He has a young boy of early twenties waiting there. That’s not the warmth that will make him warmer, he will have to realise that. The young boy is not the family, he still has to discover and decide upon, the home is far, far away.
Minus 25. Freezing. It’s not snowing. The snow is always warmer. The snow has the spirit. The snow covers the dirt, mud, all – it makes it all clean.
There’s another city. Few years later. He has his love with him. They go down the tram on Leidseplein.
There’s snow in Amsterdam. It’s night. 8 pm. It’s snowing. It’s minus 10 maybe. It’s warm. It’s full of people. It’s full of love. It’s white. It’s alive. It’s home, although they are not living there.
The mind is silenced. He remembers another snow, from the childhood. The winter that he is in the village. His Grandpa is taking him to the forest to get some wood for the fireplace. It’s all white. He’s deep in the snow, sometimes knee-deep. There’s silence. All is asleep under the snow. He feels the warmth though. He never feels the cold there.
It’s snowing. Many years will pass. There will be Kiev. There will be Amsterdam. There will be Tbilisi. All will come in due time. He doesn’t know yet though. He’s five years old or so. His mind is yet with the warm cover of the snow…
— Belie Snejinki…
He hears the music, the theme, the children’s song – snowflakes. Year 2007. His love coming with the snowflakes song. Was it spring? He smiles at how the winter song became one of his love theme songs from that year on. How the song about the snow, snowflakes and cold – how can it be so warm?
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— You visit the opera and you should be surprised, that’s how it should feel when you come – elderly man is explaining to the group of youngsters gathered in a retro-hip courtyard bar-cafe…
They look at him and listen silently without giving any sign of either approval or disapproval. They are beautiful. All of them. All so young. Torn jeans, but somehow still neat. They appreciate the attitude of the elderly man. They value the unexpected, unknown, misty concept of not caring about losing control.
— It’s that joy, that surprise, that fascination – the elderly man continues… He closes his eyes… he remembers how he was thrown into the realms of an opera and its power at much later stage, late thirties of his life. He feels envious to the youngsters who are to feel it, already in the very realms that he only discovered for himself only in his middle ages…
— La Traviata… – the drinking song theme started playing in the elderly man’s head. Perhaps the very fact of being absolutely unsure of his tastes, knowledge or attitudes towards the opera that made him so fascinated… He remembered planning the trip to Vienna State Opera, with his love – La Traviata…
Will they go? Are they there? Is it the trip he wanted? Are they the happiest? Are they together? All in good health and best spirits? Or is it a dream?
— Who says you cannot feel it? Of course you feel it! You’re in the fog, it’s all around you, you cannot understand where you are. You cannot see the hand in front, but the hand feels the particles, we are in the fog…
— Will it lead us to the shiny opera in another country, another city, another year, another feelings?… Or will the fog make us bling and we slip down and fall into the abyss – somewhere, somehow… What is the fog preparing? Is it like in opera? All the preparations behind the curtains before the act starts – what’s ahead?
— Embrace the unexpected, enjoy the moment in the fog. It’s the anticipation, it’s the thought about visiting Vienna with his love, it’s the thought about the Vienna State Opera, – that’s making it the night full of vivid imageries and emotions…
— You call it fog?… I call it the very substance that makes everything possible… The curtain of life that is there to give us the emotions otherwise unattainable.
— Oh the fog… I thought, I was scared that I could have lost you, but it’s just the fog. Here you are! I prepared tea and some sweets to hug each other and watch the fog move on…
— I stood next. Hands-reach. Waiting for you to reach out, baby…
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His grandpa would wake up at dawn. Long before anyone else was up. He would go to the pool in the morning, he remembers… Or when they were not in town, when they were in the village, he’ll be up, already in the yard, long before the rest woke up. It’s with him that the association of dew comes to mind…
His grandpa’s bare feet slowly pacing through the glass that still had the dew left from the early morning. The silence, only the grass being pressed by the foot gently. The foot became wet. There, the dew moves from the earth to the man.
— You should walk barefoot, – Grandpa turns to him. He’s reluctant. But he remembers the feeling of having done that few times.
All green. The dew on the grass and on the feet. Calm.
— Give me your hand, – his Grandpa never took his hand, but would instead offer two fingers, so that he could comfortably hold on to them. And he would follow, holding Grandpa’s two fingers with his hand…
All green in the village. Contrast to the town. When in town, no dew, he only remembers the town as sunny, – but as Autumn, the golden leaves on the ground. He would follow Grandpa. Where would they go?..
He remembers more dew, much more, on the lawn in Truskavets, the town where his parents took him… Much bigger plains, all green, and some wet grass, he remembers, all green too. Was it dew? Or is it just droplets after the rain?.. He remembers his boots and knitted trousers getting wet. Was he five or six years old?.. All green, grass wet… His Dad and Mum… Rain, rain, rain – but he feels with them at home, the rain doesn’t matter… Neither one room where he is squeezed in between his parents, all three of them on a tiny bed… It’s home for him.
Last summer, some couple of months ago, they drove early morning from the seaside resort. He and his love. The dew was not only on the grass, it took everything, it was in the air, it was all over the car. Then, he felt happy to be going home. The dew was blessing him, enclosing him into the droplets of strange subtle, but powerful magic…
— You should walk barefoot on the grass…
His grandpa turned, giving him two fingers to hold onto.
— “Ozda!” – what’s that?, – it’s “ts” not “z”… He tries to pronounce properly. He’s 39 – otsdatskhrameti – now. He remembers how Grandpa was correcting him.
— When can I witness some more dew – he thinks…
He smiles. He holds onto Grandpa’s hand.
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Since 1998 at least, if not earlier, he’s been noting down, writing, imagining, praying, crying, complaining, asking, again crying, mostly trying to express the sorrow of the times he’s left to himself. The periods of no notes, nothing written, there are months or years often. Then again he’s back to the notebooks… Some of the notes became digital when that era came; the rest still on paper. Some days he tried to digitalize his notes, then he somehow got disappointed with anything digital – he wished to hold it and touch it… Or perhaps there was another true reason… The digital notes could be edited, while those written here – in these notes – on the paper – are meant to stay…
Over 20 years. 2018. He realized it’s the first time when he consistently worked on one single notebook and during the last months, on paper, on this very notebook only. Started in 2017, and now almost the end of 2018, almost two years and reaching the last pages of the notebook – for the first time he feels convinced that his notebook of symbols will be made into something… Something… Something he feels will be worth reading.
By whom? When? How? Stored on the shelves in the notebook?.. Doesn’t matter at the moment – he’s writing, going to the end of the notebook. What started like a diary, some sort of a self-centered psychotherapy, has turned into the reflections, images, thoughts, ideas – and they are not necessarily the past – it’s written now – this very moment – as the thoughts pass by… As the images invoke some associations with inner or outer worlds, present or past, he’s both totally clear and also, paradoxically, still absolutely unsure what he is writing about.
He starts with an image in head, he starts with the fear of uncertainty where the words will lead him, and by some magic, the words come, they appear in the notebook. They create reflections, situations, descriptions, attitudes, moods…
He’s struck by the meaning at some point towards the end… Here, he now realizes what the words were leading to, but it’s not the end-point; it’s the process of pouring thoughts into the notebook; it’s the unique reflections, memories, visions, present, past, or future that he sees – that’s what makes him so passionate about it. It’s not the structure, plot, time, characters, – ignoring what he’s read or learnt, what he is creating is THIS very moment. It’s the focus and absolute dissolve into the concept of absence of time…
What does that mean anyways? – No time exists? How could that be?..
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You anticipate one. There, it comes after lightning, but it’s still something your ears don’t want to get used to. You can’t just listen to thunder, can you? It takes all the attention. It distracts. It calls for you to get scared, be scared, get startled, drop everything… The truth really is that… The truth is there’s nothing to be afraid of when you hear the thunder. The moment you hear it, the lightning has already struck somewhere.
— Life’s playing the same rules as the lightning and thunder… The moment we get scared is usually the least appropriate time to get scared… The lightning has already struck… What to be scared of? Why be scared?… Let it be the sound of your safety, your blessing, your luck – the lightning has not struck you, that’s for sure…
— You got the point, my little scared friend, who are you?
— I’m the tree standing on this hill for more than 100 years already. I’ve seen it all… And why did you refer to me as little? Or as a friend? Have we spoken before?
— No, we have not…
— Who are you?
— I’m the wave, and I’ve just accidentally witnessed your very wise words… Let me think of those… But I’m to travel long, need to move forward…
The wave was gone. The tree shrugged its shoulders. It witnessed many things, many events, many creatures and waves too… Those waves are weird, really, some of them think they are the largest and they are to refer to the rest of the life as “little”…
— This one’s not that long…
The tree sighed… It knew that by some very vague, unclear, fantastic, unexplainable, unclear means its thoughts, speech, attitudes, emotions were traveling to many equally unexplainable, unclear, far, far away places… The mechanism was unclear, the method unknown, the explanation was not something it could figure out… Yet, there it was – Tree… There, it could talk with a wave… There, it had reminiscences. There, it had thoughts. There, it could analyze. There, it was connected… There, there… But how.. Not known…
— Again, thunder… Which one is that… Was that Thor? Zeus? Yahweh? Indra? Raijin? Baal?… Which one of those naughty creatures, debauching up there?.. And whatever philosophical thoughts on my mind, of course, I’m afraid. Perhaps, next time one of those lightning is striking me… After all, I’m on the hill for over the century… And the chances should be getting higher… Those naughty gods…
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— There, you asked for!
— How cruel the gods can be, in interpreting one’s wishes, twisting them, and laughing at humans…
— That’s what you asked for!
— They send flood to those thirsty; they send wealth and take health; they fulfill the wildest dreams, only to discover they are not making you happy…
— The storm came!..
— Let it!.. Stronger… To make the life cleaner, wiser, better… I’m afraid not to say or wish for something that can be interpreted differently…
— What’s not right?
— Nothing is… Why bringing storm… Why make the rain look so monstrous… I still love the rain…
— The storm’s been inside you… You created it… You deal with it…
— So you revealed it to me now…
— All yours!..
— I’m glad… Storms have the peak, the centre, the eye, and they pass!.. They hit and pass… We’ll stand strong… I can already feel it weakening a bit… The storm will pass. The key will be to learn where were the weakest points… Storms come and go… We stand!…
— So perhaps the gods are not cruel after all…
— They are, if we are, – they hit where we are weak; they come as storms, we stand, we learn, we hold each other’s hands…
They stood. Together in the dark… Storm, all around them – the rain, wind, cold – they stood at the seaside, looking at the storm…
— It will soon pass!
— Very soon!..
They stand, holding each other’s hands… No moon yet… Only clouds, rain, winds, dark… They stand.
Together.
And the god blessed them with hearts that will always feel each other, with hands that will always hold each other, with words that will always give them hope and make them warmer in cold, make them smile in the storm. Blessed to be together.
Such was the storm… The peak… And the blessing it brought.
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It cleans, it makes it pure, it brings life, it washes away the dirt, dust, all negative… There comes rain to make us alive again… Dark skies won’t clear without rain falling down. It’s the release, it’s the joy, For him the rains brought some divine energy.
Perhaps because of his earthy astrological sign – his virgo self – rain’s been just as welcomed as air… Perhaps that’s why he wished for rains so many times. For him it’s the biggest equalizer. Rains take us home. Rains make it to our sanctuaries. Rains keep us together. When it rains we no longer stroll outside, but hurry to shelter… His homey self!
Being inside, being with loved ones under the roof, listening to the raindrops outside, being calm they were safe, close, loving, all home… Rains made him feel whole again, as if indeed the earth, the ground cracks, and the cracks in the ego are filled, fed, healed by the rain…
It’s his favorite of all natural events… He wishes for the rain – he wishes to make it clean, purify, make life whole again… He’s not asking for New Age to come, for floods to happen, – but, honestly, he wouldn’t mind, he thinks… Let it rain… Let it clear… And let there be clear sky and the big bright yellow sun after the rain…
Those who are happy with what’s inside their heart and minds are the happiest in the rain; those who stroll, wander, seek something out there, they are the least happy… For him it’s all about inner… I wish it rains, he thinks…
And it doesn’t matter which winds have brought the clouds above… The clouds will be there and he’ll look up and smile and say: let it rain, we’re home, we are together, we are in the sanctuary, we love rain – let it come – for us it’s what will clear the skies…
— Hey, winds of change – you brought the clouds, with so many stories, so different emotions, you go around and make us believe that it’s all about those clouds, those stories you brought… You know that all those clouds are just illusory, we know they will clear – we wait for the sun. We welcome the rain, we listen to the clouds, we listen to your stories, but we are never afraid – let it rain, it will clear!..
You, winds, are the times that change, and you are just moments… We, down here, we are stronger, we learned that the moments are to pass, the rhythm will remain, the sun will shine, – so let it rain… Tell more stories, bring more clouds, whirl and go around – let it rain – let it clear, let it be!…
We smile, we make our notes, we learn from the stories…
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Navajos had four wooden sticks – snakes – with feathers on them. The black one – black wind of the east… The blue wind – of the south… The yellow wind of the west… The white wind of the north…
They sat together – black, blue, yellow and white – next to him. Breath in, breath out. There, they came, all four of them to enter him. Breath in.
— I’ve blown the hair of the emperor as he stood rising above his fifty thousand soldiers, all hailing him, their weapons up in the air, their eyes up to glance their supreme leader. Their gaze, all into the direction of the small black figure they could hardly see on the hill to the east of the army. The emperor stood still, they couldn’t really hear or see any details of him. Too far away.
— I flew from the east… I was behind the emperor. Then, I flew over him. His black hair that was neatly tied into the bun was set free by my strength… I smiled at him, thinking he was the supreme, above all… His hair smell of perfume – mixture of some wild roses. His scent… I took it… I brought it to the first men standing at the center of the army line-up, and then on to the deeper rows… More and more rows…I don’t think they understood. Perhaps, they thought the air all around them got the scent with such a significance of an event unfolding in front of them.
— I didn’t like the emperor and his fanatic army and I only looked back once before I flew forward, behind the mountains… Last thing I saw was the huge shadow of the emperor that lay on the army as the sun appeared behind the emperor, getting brighter, and the shadow started to get smaller and smaller…
— I headed forward… I played with the two eagles circling together the canyon below. Their feathers so tender, who could think of something so light, tender, beautiful, airy, – think of those feathers belonging to the true king and the queen of the valley, circling high there, near the clouds, proud of themselves, confident to cut the air, to play with me, to circle the valley as if performing an ancient ritual, – the true owners of their fate, – the true king and the true queen…
— I flew forward to cross the cotton plains, lakes full of fish, roads with caravans on them, seas with boats and ship, even a small desert with grains of sand sticking to me and begging me to take them for travel to lands far away… I took them to see the parts of the world they couldn’t ever imagine. I saw people horrified as they saw me with the sand… I came to you to tell these stories of the east…
Another one. Breath in…
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He believes in things he can touch or see… And for many years he ignored some very real world around him as illusory or immaterial… Inner is not only projecting into the world, but the inner has been affecting everything around him… He missed so much in life perhaps, ignoring that ability, that function of brain – that junction of inner and outer world – something that he was taught to be absolutely separate… In fact all of that is just the same… Once again, that new religion in his head – thoughts are material, thoughts are the worlds that we experience.
Clouds… They change. Different forms, we see them. We see how they resemble horses, dragons, houses, flowers, dogs, trees, gods, signs, – all the things they can become… It’s really not seeing what you want to see, but what’s the influence?…
He wishes he understands that mechanism… It’s already very obvious and it is no longer a matter of belief. It’s a matter of understanding… Just like, say, radio, waves, frequencies that can travel thousands of kilometers, and through everything, so do emotions, feelings, thoughts… We just really can’t understand how and we can’t really control much of it perhaps…
— Too much thoughts of the inner world… So where is the world that you love? – He asks himself.
And up he flies, above the clouds… They are so big… So thick. So milky… His clouds are kind… No lightnings, no rain… White, milky clouds…
He sees city below. The only city he remembers from above, from the heights of the clouds – that’s London… He sees Big Ben, and the London Eye… And the Thames… From above there it’s not cold, it’s big, but it seems welcoming. He never thought of London as cold, actually… There are some small clouds that cover parts of the city and the plane is slowly going down, – now below the clouds, already very close to the runway…
He sees other clouds from below the ground. His bike is on the ground next to him. His love is next to him. Their bikes next to them. They sit on the concrete that’s left on the hill from some construction many years ago. They look up the sky – mostly clear, but there, the clouds, as angels… And they look at planes approaching the airport runway, flying from the seas-side… That’s back home, that’s Tbilisi Sea (Reservoir)… That’s from the mornings of the bike rides that make both of them happiest.
The clouds are seen from the window of his home, as he often stands at the window, alone, waiting for Mum to come back soon…
Clouds are like angels to form some cushion between him and the world… They are to help mostly, but could scare too sometimes… Clouds he likes and imagines are white and milky… Clouds he fears, remembering from Jules Verne stories, those are dangerous, bringing storms…
Clouds are thoughts perhaps… The wind can shape them… As our minds can try to shape thoughts, but they come and pass and never repeat… Those are the clouds…
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Above us, all the might, all the clarity, all the vastness. He hasn’t looked up at the sky for quite a long time he realized.
Why? It’s not only the clouds or dust or moon or sun, somehow we do not pay attention to any details up there, do not think of sky anymore. Strange… Is it not perhaps the only indication of some order… Some cosmic order… Some rhythm… And as the rhythm is the life itself for us, perhaps it is really the reminder that there is order, there is rule, there is cycle, there is sun, then moon, then day, again, then, night, then spring, then summer, then fall, and so on, and it’s repeating with the order of its own, that we try to record, explain, interpret, use – all to have our hopes and beliefs in order, be fed, be supported…
How can I live, he thinks, if I don’t believe in justice, which, essentially is some sort of a balance, – something that offsets the bad when due… Something that restores justice some day… When? Ever? We hope… And the rhythm of seasons of day and night, of life and death of happiness and sorrow somehow gives us that “proof”… Do they really, though?
Injustice is what we see, what we feel, what we fight, what we protect, and yet… In vein, most of the time in life, he thinks… In life… And hence the belief of afterlife, or hence the belief of reincarnation, hence the rhythm reigning – again and again and again…
Energy can not be lost. And it cannot appear from nothing… It all transforms, again, again, and again…
He misses the sky. The sky full of stars that he’s been wishing upon… He needs that rhythm… Up and down and day and night and winter and summer, cycle after cycle…
Are we getting any better or any different with those cycles? What’s the meaning of us being present in this huge cycle, this roller coaster, this big attraction, – why are we to experience all these?
He wants to believe there’s a meaning to it. He wants to think, it’s a process – some sort of purification, but then – how, when, where is the place for our current, present self to be happy?
If it’s all about the rhythm, can he, as he is now, as he sees himself now, can he be any better? – can he experience, feel and enjoy the things that he misses now? Can he feel the happiness that he fights for in this world? Not as an ash, not as some rotten meat, not as a bunch of atoms, but he, as he thinks of himself now. Is HE to be happy?
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He is so happy. Warmer. He doesn’t realize it yet. Then and there is seems natural…
— Let’s make the bed warm…
— Making it warmer…
— Warmer…
His father made the bed warmer. And it’s not just some extra, unnecessary luxury, back then, those times, it was amazing to have the bed warm… It could take hours to get warm otherwise… Freezing cold…
Head under the cover. Breathing under the cover… Let the breath make it warmer…
He hated cold. He wanted warmer air, warmer bed, warmer feet, he was happy to have the bed make worm!.. Or he could put his cold feet between warmer legs of his dad… Warmer… Dad was always making the bed warmer for his and for Mum too.
He remembered those times, after some 35 years maybe… Lying in the bed of his own, apartment of his own, big, fluffy, heavy cover… Yet he felt cold. For few hours he couldn’t get warm.
Cold. As if the house got colder.
— Why you left me alone?
— Where do you sleep now?
— Do you prefer that ugly, hard, small bed?
— Do you prefer that small, cramped place that you call your room there?
— Do you feel happy there?
No… No… No… – He answers No, to every question.
He doesn’t like there, at another house, alone, uncomfortable bed, no one making the bed warmer. No one, there, to make bed warmer.
— No!
He hates there.
— No!
He loves home.
It takes hours to bring the energy back, to make the home warmer, to make the bed warmer. But why? For whom? Only to go and leave and spent night away?.. Why?..
— Our home… It’s warm when it’s not only you… It’s warm when you have someone making the bed warmer for you, or you making it warm for someone…
Shu… The word is so close… He thought lying in bed… Already warm, He remembered the blue culinary, hard-cover book that contained Mum’s recipes… And the dark brown notebook, – even more recipes… He once took a pen and played with some words there… Making it some sort of fun… He remembered thinking about Shu, and writing “U” in the front, making the heading “Ushu”. He laughed. He wanted Mum to laugh too.
— Ushu, – life the fight school… Not the tender cake with the cream he loves… Mmm…
— Shus, – his love, many years later, brought him shus, so tender, so sweet, amazing cream with sugar powder on top… Shus… In the box…
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Finding Yourself
Follow Your Wings
Happiness is a Choicr
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Thoughts Thoughts
Leap of Faith
Short Stories
Short Story Series
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Thinking Along Writing
Finding Inner Self
Therapy Therapy
Art Therapy
Psycho Flow
Read at Night
What to Believe In
Why to Live
What Makes Life Beautiful
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Life is a Story
Faith Faith
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Live far away and you die of thirst; live too close and beware of floods… and so is the rule in life where one is bored as emotions flee and shocked as they flood. Somehow, he always thought of Noah’s arch as soon as he heard any mention of a flood. For him it really always seemed quite an artificial drama – how can all be covered by water?.. And is that really something experienced or imagined by those who wrote for us the stories of t floods?..
He thought the bible was the book that started all stories. He thought: there, that’s the collection of what people believed and what now is the foundation of Christianity. He never read and imagined the stories there literally – no, he thought of those stories as metaphors…
Je was later astounded by how much of the biblical stuff could be attributed to ancient Greeks, and their world of myths, gods, cruelty, lust, sex, violence… And there also, Babylonian Epic of Gilgamesh, Utnapishtim riding out of a cosmic flood… Weird… How the people where afraid, how the stories of floods were and are still perceived as stories of global floods, rather than local ones… All those, all floods, all covered all earth, – that’s how he also understood the stories…
Well, honestly, the story of Noah he did know, th Gilgamesh, he just heard of… Anyways, are those things of the past? Are they, people, afraid of a global flood these days?
Drowning. Fear of being drowned. Air!.. Need Air! He remembered he was still afraid of depth… Floods… All too much… He always thought it was so stupid, terrible, unreasonable, unfair, dumb, catastrophic, indeed, to have somebody dead because of a flood… These days when humans reach skies, stars, with the speed, strength, technologies… and still, there… News… Floods, disasters, people suffering, – how? why?..
Is it water though? He now thinks with fear about one’s own thoughts, wishes, information, all arriving at speeds unseen, quantity unimaginable, variety immense.. Flood…
He is flooded with choices, options, questions, issues, problems, thoughts of worry, anxiety, – all flooding – the psyche and its flood – much more dangerous then the nature.
— He’s unsure… How shall one survive?
— Absorb? Impossible…
— Divert? Impossible…
— Isolate? Impossible…
Where to escape to?.. Do we have those high-rises, mountains, strong enough, high enough, to climb up there and keep calm and be above the flood… Or to have the vessel… Like Noah?.. The boat? The ark? We are perhaps all destined to face floods… Sooner or later they come, they are to cover everything around us. We will be unable to understand, handle, choose, differentiate, decide, – we will be helpless… Unless we’ve managed to have our ark, before the flood hits… How do we know when?.. We can’t know…
It’s about having that ark ready, built, floating – to save us when we see water rising… Find the materials. Build your ark… Have people, things, concepts, points, ideas, – all that are most important – with you – take those to ark…
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Maelstroms… Dangerous?.. He remembers how he felt nothing below his feet and almost drowned… That’s many years ago at the sea… He seemed so close to the shore… he thought he could stand. Then a wave, another, some stream underneath sacking him down and away. Frightened… How could they be of any good, he thought… Those spirals… They swallow everything… He thinks again… What are they though… Aren’t they just signs that there’s something beneath, something yet to be discovered, something deeper, something stronger, something that’s the reason why the whirlpools appear in the first place…
It’s the discovery, it’s the revolution, it’s the portal… Sucking one in… And we then appear on the other side, in different world… While on earth it may be life and death and afterlife, in the life around us it can be the fear and despair and rise and hope and salvation, again and again… The whirlpools are portals, he thought.
He was in the whirlpool… Big, powerful, deep, it swallowed everything, like a black hole… All in, until even the last thing that he had… His love and feeling of security that made him stand on his feet… That’s gone too… But then, the very moment that the maelstrom took everything, there, he saw another side… He felt he moved throw that portal… And he looked up.
Another world, from the portal – he saw it now opened in front of him and he know he’s somewhere else but somehow he feels that’s how it should have been – the best now, all new ahead…
Since he met his love, he wanted them to go to Opera… How and why that simple thing they couldn’t realized?.. Have been to tens of thousands of kilometers away, but couldn’t plan the Opera… There, he books the tickets.
Something new. Something all new. Yet all good ahead… Who would have thought… Being sucked into the whirlpool… For years, everything sucked into, swallowed, gone, and at the last point, all gone… And it is not the whirlpool anymore, it’s the other side…
Another side… Hallo!..
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Maelstroms… Dangerous?.. He remembers how he felt nothing below his feet and almost drowned… That’s many years ago at the sea… He seemed so close to the shore… he thought he could stand. Then a wave, another, some stream underneath sacking him down and away. Frightened… How could they be of any good, he thought… Those spirals… They swallow everything… He thinks again… What are they though… Aren’t they just signs that there’s something beneath, something yet to be discovered, something deeper, something stronger, something that’s the reason why the whirlpools appear in the first place…
It’s the discovery, it’s the revolution, it’s the portal… Sucking one in… And we then appear on the other side, in different world… While on earth it may be life and death and afterlife, in the life around us it can be the fear and despair and rise and hope and salvation, again and again… The whirlpools are portals, he thought.
He was in the whirlpool… Big, powerful, deep, it swallowed everything, like a black hole… All in, until even the last thing that he had… His love and feeling of security that made him stand on his feet… That’s gone too… But then, the very moment that the maelstrom took everything, there, he saw another side… He felt he moved throw that portal… And he looked up.
Another world, from the portal – he saw it now opened in front of him and he know he’s somewhere else but somehow he feels that’s how it should have been – the best now, all new ahead…
Since he met his love, he wanted them to go to Opera… How and why that simple thing they couldn’t realized?.. Have been to tens of thousands of kilometers away, but couldn’t plan the Opera… There, he books the tickets.
Something new. Something all new. Yet all good ahead… Who would have thought… Being sucked into the whirlpool… For years, everything sucked into, swallowed, gone, and at the last point, all gone… And it is not the whirlpool anymore, it’s the other side…
Another side… Hallo!..
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Here comes the sign again, as he is turning the page to read about the comet. The very stars he wished upon, the very religion that made him strong, the very belief that his wishes were heard, acknowledges, – and he – blessed… The comet, the stars, the very stars he waited and waited and waited and the sky signs that he missed over the past years, so many years…
And there… Unexpected, they appear, during sunny afternoon, when its light, when you least expect. How to reach those? One is the blessing from the dragons that you need, and the second thing is your belief, there came the comet, the star, the hope, the blessing – he felt reaching the top of Lempuyang… Ad always, what has seemed impossible, appeared so close, next to him – just a leap away.
There it comes – leap of faith… There it comes – emotions flooding… There it comes the star – the comet – the wish – the sign…
Praise the comets, ladies and gentlemen, as they, yes, they are the most probable couriers that brought life to earth perhaps, the amino acids, the blocks of DNA… Strange contents they are?.. Indeed… We feel them… Good or bad? You feel it… It’s between you and them.
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The times of Jules Verne… He’s sailing with him, across the ocean, across the seas, brave, conquering the lands… The last one, the least, probably… Ocean was always there… He did not yet think of the difference… Water, he thought… Tides, life, power… Tides, life… Power…
The same tides would then inspire him to think of life as… As waves… Repeating, but never the same… Unique waves… Unique cycles… Seems repeating – not the same again – no, not the same – different, alive!
What is life? It is change…
Ocean… There… Alive…
— No, that’s not the sea, – we’re going to the ocean! – his love said. And then they saw the ocean… Rio…
Another world… If they were to characterize that trip in two words, those two words could be of help – another world…
Far, faraway… There, in front of the hotel… Huge… Powerful… Ocean greeted them… Ocean is there… So close, you can swim, touch, feel… But it’s deep and there are things down there in the depths that we still do not know… No Nemo yet travelled that deep into them…
Oceans are like us, they say, our minds are there too, – simple, yet so much unknown… You can touch it, scan it, record and analyze things, but the game with subconsciousness is never straight-forward… We can hardly boast with any rules and our psychology and studies of mind are in deep crises…
Thought, energies, life, species, urges, instincts, actions, depths – you are talking of the ocean or the mind?.. Rhythm? Waves? Breath in. Breath out. Cycles… Yes, that’s life… Ocean… Where we all came from… It’s everywhere – it’s life.
His love was to open this to him – water, power. He no longer thought of the land and ground he stood as the only primal.
Water is life. Water is love.
Ocean rising. Life rising. Love. As is. Not a fairy tale, not the evil, nor wicked – just as is. Life. Embrace it: Ocean and Psyche… Life as is – full power…
There they were, another world. Strange language, not much common… Copacabana, Ipanema, Christ the Savior, Sugar Loaf… Huge… Green… And the Ocean… Everything so big, just like that Jumbo jet they flew, just like that journey… There they were – across the ocean…
Dosh? – Yes… Two of them. Forever.
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He woke up at 6am. The most unusual and unnatural thing for him. Yet, he set the alarm clocks, radios, light, phone alarms to repeat, to make sure he does wake up. It was planned to be yoga, meditation, exercises – he somehow woke up already tired of it – what seemed like a fresh initiative or rather a fresh hope to keep him together and be strong…
The gym he already hated… Month and a half and some disgusting people with disgusting comments and animalistic attitudes made him feel like vomit, the last time he was there. Insanity, the thought, – animals, – who smoked outside gym, chatted and laughed at others inside the gym, and pumped their bodies with chemical substances about which they couldn’t even have an argument as to what they were drinking.
Disappointed. In humans that made health and exercise a fashion, chemical, bulked up and unrealistic. Why stand there with them – why see them again. He thought – no…
And he found his yoga book… It was never lost. It was all the time next to him… Was it when he was 15 or 16 that he did it?… How much more different it seams now…
By 7 am he finally put the phone and news-reading away and go back to it. Haven’t done for 20-25 years… Yes, it was pathetic. He knew though – the only one to compare to – yourself. He’ll make it.
Yoga on the bed… That bed was not too bad for yoga after all. Not as hard as the floor, but hard enough to make him wake up with every turn at night.
And he though – the only thing what now he seeks to do is to try to write this book. To put his associations, thoughts, feelings, into paper. Chances of somebody reading it is really, very small, he knows. Even smaller are the chances for someone to understand it…
He hates phone now. He thinks how he can abandon using it at all. It’s out of reality, out of sanity, out of human relations, – it’s not what he wants anymore. Checking, checking, news, facebook, news, another news, – all so stupid. All so vulgar, artificial and pumped up – like those, so-called trainers at the gym…
Yes. He started to hate people. The people he always tried to somehow find best sides, the people he was shy of all his life… He met hundreds a mont – schools, trainings – and he played the most social animal of all with them. Only to see yet so many ugly sides of people – gym, street, tv, politics, news, – he hated them…
What kept him talking and liking and loving them at schools and trainings – perhaps the fact that they need him there, they appreciate him there… Nowhere else they do. He got tired of that label of a trainer/lecturer though…
Who is he?
A banker? No more.
A lover? No more.
A businessman? No more? No.
Who?
A writer? He wishes!
Somehow that association of river is not appealing to him. He thinks it’s because he couldn’t swim and he would never have a river or bath in one, or have any warm feelings… Perhaps… The river is not what he thought of, but he now realizes why he doesn’t like rivers.
— “One cannot bathe twice in the same river…” – cause it flows, like time, and it may seem same, but it is not… And we are not the same… We shouldn’t pretend it’s the same… At least not him…
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Tranquility. Peaceful. Yoga. Meditation. Still… We sing and dance and jump into the seas and oceans. We need the lake instead, sometimes. Or is it coming when the time comes? Should we have those rollercoasters, ups, downs, waves, noice and then go to the lake?
Lakes are still so that you can look into them and see yourself. As if they tell you to calm down, look at your reflection, take that grimace off your face… Look into the face, into the lake, inside you…
One, two, one two… Running shoes on the pathway… Misty… He sees the warmth of the air from his body evaporating, as if he is smoking. One, two, one two… He never thought he would jog in such a weather… Is it +2 or +4 maximum? Or is it freezing?… Maybe… One, two, one two… Breath… Keep it steady… One, two… Keeping the pace… All by himself… Jogging… His Nikes… One two… One, two… He is not cold, he feels he’s in control… He thinks where he is… One, two, one, two… Shoes he is looking at and looking ahead… All greed but already getting yellower… Fall… Late fall is it? So cold… Or perhaps it’s because it’ve very early in the morning… Or perhaps it’s the winter already… One, two, one, two, – jogging…
Around the lake… Swans, ducks, some early risers, so quite… So peaceful. It’s just hime, he thinks, around the lake… Or is it a pond?.. That’s a small one… It will be around, half circle and then along the Serpentine… And back… About 5 or 6 km it will be…
Jogging… Past Kensington Palace, Italian Gardens… Small crossing… Into Hyde Park… Round Pond… Then Serpentine… Jogging… Alone… London…
This is when he seems highest… Achieved… There… The Banker, jogging 6:30 am past Kensington Palace… Around the pond, around Hyde Park… Back to Notting Hill Gate, Pembridge Gardens… All good, all cool…
He. Lake. Mist. Shoes. One, two, one two…
He quit. He returned. Back home. Away from London.
Thank you Hyde Park. Thank you, Lake. Thank you, mornings… it’s you, perhaps, that showed me myself. He thinks… If he misses anything from London, that’s those mornings…
One, two, one, two… Swans in the lake…
Tranquility. Peaceful. Jogging around the lake. One, two, one, two…
Home is better, he decided. Was it for the lake and those mornings that helped him make up his mind?
Well… It was so peaceful… One, two, one, two… He… Jogging… His shoes… Around the lake… 6 to 7 am…
Home is better.
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Thinking about what associations he could have with eclipse – the phenomenon he was about to describe, he felt uncertain. Has he ever seen it? Not really… Hmm… He saw one eclipse, the only in his life, that was few months ago, oh wait, he’s got the specific date – 2 months, 18 days, 12 hours, 45 minutes… That’s from the smoking-cessation app counter. He quit that day. Why did he choose that day or why quit at all? Hard to say. It was just one day, end of July, him feeling too down and depressed and he thought, ok – how much more lower can it go – so he quit. Strange to realize that despite thinking he had nothing to remember about eclipses – there it was, in front of hum, the most recent one…
Of course it was not the solar eclipse when the sun was disappearing from the sight of some ancient locals, causing panic, chaos, fear and despair… The one he witnessed was a lunar eclipse.
So what, he thought… Why does that matter. He refused to signify the event or give it any meaning or power or make it a cause for something. Yet, yes, that specific period he actually started to feel his life resembling very much the eclipse phenomenon.
It’s from Greek – eklipsis – he learned – abandoning, failing, omission – this is what he felt now.
There he was, living, loving, smiling, crying, eating, playing, working and still he was not there – part of him was gone – he lost himself and he hoped now it was not a loss, it was just an eclipse… Perhaps, just like during those ancient times, the 8 minutes without the sun did seem so much for the people, there he was perhaps to endure some 8 months, he hoped when he could see the sun, himself, his love – all back – shining, smiling – big bright yellow sun back.
Until then, there was the darkness, – grey, silent, awkward, absolute cessation of everything – feeling nothing, but keeping the hope that it will be minutes only, weeks, months, and hopefully not years, when the cycle will turn to him again and he’ll be happy – rising again.
He saw that image of Kala Rauh, called Rahu in India – the Balinese demon. Perhaps the demon followed them all the way from Denpasar, or Ubud, or Amed, or perhaps, and that’s the most probable, he thought, the demon was angry, because they only went halfway on the stairs of the ascent to Lempuyang – he felt so much energy, so much joy when they were climbing up… Strangely, not many tourists, and then, they realized, it will get dark soon, and they remembered the warning sign to avoid the jungle in the dark, and there was the driver waiting down there to pick them up back to Amed. And his love was so tired – and they decided to turn back… And headed down the stairs… And perhaps another hour or so in descent… They never talked of that turning back as a defeat, but it certainly felt like that for him, – yes, that’s when Kala Rauh perhaps cursed them with the eclipse – and that’s when they made the mistake…
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— Wearing any gold? Touch it!..
Any clue? No, not at that time, but now he gets it. Then, those times, still a kid, what could he be wearing of gold?..
Nothing of course…
His grandma would touch it… She could touch her necklace… She saved them. She fed them, she brought money, food, and, what’s most important, love and happiness.
He realizes, after her death, he lost that most important thing – the fun, the strength, the humor, the joy… She was grandma, – everyone called her Mamida – as she was the sister of his Mum’s father… Yeah… So, for her mother, she was Mamida – but then she was Mamida for everyone – for him especially!..
— My favorite holidays? – New Years… Why?.. Because of Mamida – she made those days… He feels her now… He always felt her…
Mum would say also – to touch the gold… Mamida too. Now he understands that it’s all about the crescent growing – waxing – and so the promise of gold, growing, wealth increase… Or often, that’s mixed with just – wish… Make a wish… Look at the crescent…
His Mum is now against looking at it – she also believes not to look at full moon is an advice worth paying attention… Perhaps, Mum is right. We have too much of an energy coming from the moon even without staring at it.
So what about the crescent? What about Mamida?..
It all depends, if there are the initial pages of those associations and reminiscences, or are there the last?.. No one knows… Hope, these are just the beginning, – so much to remember, he thinks. He would touch his gold necklace and cross now, but he left it at his first apartment. He left it and it’s over a month he’s not been there. He’s with parents, at the second apartment – he’s on the couch, here, he hate’s to sleep on…
The power of wishes and thoughts are really huge and perhaps that’s why he can’t consider this place as home – he bought, planned and though of it as his office – workplace… Could stay, yes… But not home…
Now it’s home… He can’t accept… Just as his rational mind, or rather his rational side of mind – telling him not to believe in the crescent and touching the gold or making a wish… Because, first of all, how do you know if the moon is about to disappear or to grow?.. It’s identical and one needs to have tracked it to know for sure…
Crescent… New moon… Actually, the form of the moon he would imagine and dream, it was always the crescent…
Being born? Dying? Regardless, yet another manifestation of the cycle…
Somehow the crescent seemed more homey, he realized, then the full moon… Perhaps because there’s the shade from earth… Yes, homey, like Mamida, like New Year, like Family…
Warmer… Hello, moon!..
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One needs to explain that mechanism. Essentially it was a rectangular shape, a plastic box, with a bulb and the magnifier glass. Yes, sort of a projector. It could project to any relatively closer, smooth surface, of course. The communist-era children called it Diafilm. One was to put the film – which had slides and go ahead – turn, look, tell, turn again… He remembered that equipment from childhood. Even later, when grown up, they had the version of it. He then showed the stories to his younger sister…
There was that story about… The emperor and the nightingale… Or so he remembers now. Why that thing emerging now with the first reminiscences of the mood… He couldn’t really understand. The quality of those drawings were poor… He can’t even see any moon when remembering it now, but somehow that is stuck in his head as associated with the moon… Nightingale… Emperor… Moon… Night…
It’s that new apartment already where his parents have moved to live happily. Separate apartment. Cold rooms, he remembers. That Diafilm, the story where he remembers the slides with the nightingale, some trees, perhaps there was the moon behind the trees… The emperor?.. That moon is not warm…
He can’t remember the moon from the days spent in the village… Not a single occasion that he remembers seeing the moon there. Strange, as he does remember the stars, the nights…
The moon is also in that gecko game, with the play-system – whatever they called it… It was Panasonic, got from the neighbor, the friend – the one friend he would idealize and pray for and the one he thought was the only friend of that time. So many nights, writings, prayers, letters, feelings… Call it love or friendship or bromance, or mania, or desperation… Call it anything… The same person, many – some 20 years later – he would block on the phone, ignore, avoid, hate, be ashamed to have revealed to him so much… Regretting the truth, regretting the time spent, feeling hurt and wishing to delete and erase him, and the two others too he became friends with after him…
That is a different story, from the different time, from other person. That person was dreaming to have all his best and loved people next to him. He had his wish coming true. They were sitting around the coffee table at his apartment. He was speechless – he had his love, his best friends, – all of them – four guys around him… His wish came true… Some years later most are blocked, ignored… His love remains, but the feeling of being abandoned by him too is creeping and hurting every second… Love remains.
Strange times, strange time, strange to understand that it comes and goes, it is cycle, it changes – everything, everyone, his own wishes included. But that’s later. Back to the moon drawn in the video-game and playing Panasonic console… There it was. The moon… No, not warm.
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His grandma was in bed. She had cancer. He refused to accept the fact and never believed his Mum or uncle saying how bad the grandma was and that she is already not understanding them. They said she couldn’t even recognize them sometimes. They said she was dying. He would come to visit her. And he talked as usual. And he was full of confidence and he told her the story of how he bought his first apartment just recently… And she talked with him as usual, – a bit weak of course – but she was with him.
— The sunny side, you say, – she said.
— Yes.
— That’s nice.
The apartment he bought faced west. The sun would be there from early afternoon till night. He himself didn’t realize that yet. He bought it. All the renovations, decor, all was to be done yet. It was just concrete and the block was not finished yet.
Mum was shocked. She would then tell everyone how grandma’s mind came back as usual when she spoke with him. It was a miracle, she said. They talked about the sunny side being really nice. They talked about him and the work. The grandma was proud.
He now realized that the windows of grandma’s room, as well as the living room, also were on the same sunny side. He remembered being being there, mostly alone at house… Was it before school? Or was it in the first two years that he spent at that house. That house and the furniture, and the family – that really was home for him. And those sunny side windows and the balcony and the shades. Yes. That was his home… Not for long. Not from the beginning. Not all childhood – they used to live in another apartment too – at his Dad’s parents place… But those days he hates. He thinks of only that one place as his childhood home… And the episodes of reminiscences that make him warm to this day are linked to that house.
The big windows, the sunshades, the renovated and shiny interior. The space, the luxury, the TV, the telephone, the balcony and the kitchen… The bedrooms, the living room, the bookshelves…
The apartment is still there – his uncle lives there now. He rarely appears there. Since the death of grandma, the place is not what it was. It’s dark, cramped, all the different furniture. It’s not what it was. Now it’s just another old 80 or 100 square meter apartment in the suburbs of the city. It’s lost its soul for him.
The sun is still there though. And the same sun is now on the west side, the side where his apartment faces… The sun, he took for granted always… Yes, the same sun, now also on the south side of his bigger apartment; the second one that he bought later and moved with parents there… The sun, heat, summer…
For him the sun is the summer. No, it’s not true that he doesn’t value the sun. He always, always, always had the sun making him alive.
The sun in the village, when he was the kid, the sun making the water in the big iron container warm – to take a bath in.
The sun shining, him with a pot to collect mulberries from the bushes in the forest adjacent to their village house.
The sun in the living room of his grandma’s house.
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So many things come to his mind, so many recollections, images, associations, – numerous, just like the stars. He misses stars though. His city has grown. The lights and fog and he looks at the sky and sees none, or perhaps just few. He remembers the nights, the starry night, where he would dare to step out into the darkness from the open area on the ground floor of the house in Kakheti. He needs to move a bit away, just few more steps to see the sky beyond the mighty trees – the walnut tree and the mulberry three. Oh, and the hammock hanging in between them. The very trees and the very hammock he is in when he imagines himself being Ariel, flying over India, away from evil merchants and sultans chasing him. Few steps and the sky is there. Full… Full of stars… Wow. His Dad taught him that there are satellites. He now spots those too. They are the slow moving ones… They go around the earth. He stares at the sky. He knows of the constellations. Searching for mother-bear and her son… And the polar star. He stares and stares. He is still a kid. He is still so unsure what’s ahead… He’s happy though and he won’t worry of the future. The life has not yet started taxing him with various liabilities and obligations. There he is as simple as that – the boy under the night sky full of stars. He misses the stars now. Back then, he’s not yet into any astrology. Back then he’s not yet paying attention to the Orion constellation. That constellation will be the one he will be seeing many years later from the balcony of a different house. Then the stars won’t be that many – well, the city sky… But still – he would look up and this is when he would think how unimportant, irrelevant and tiny his problems are down on the earth… How tiny he is… And there it is – the universe. And he’ll talk to the God, asking for the signs… The sign… The sign that his prayers are listened… What would he pray for? – Health… Love… Family… Parents… Friend… He wishes all for them… He wishes to be successful and earn money as well… The signs? The sign he could be waiting for hours under the sky, on the balcony, standing with his neck stiffened… He waited for the flying star, the comet… He had those signs… At least twice… He waited enough… He saw the God nodding and blessing him with the wish to come true… Wishes… Wishing best for the loved ones… Wishing on the star… The stars – so far away, but so close and homey. He misses those now. Those wishes on the star – that belief made him strong. His faith and strength many years on – based on those flying stars, those signs – they saved him. They made him. He believed in stars… Many years later when he would have his first real meeting with love of his life, the stars would again be there.. In different forms now… His love, just few hours in, first time at his place, calling his brother… — Hey, what’s the name of that song… NJ, yeah, the NJ song… Thank you for joining me in this journey towards emotional healing, finding oneself and remembering what makes us happy. The topics covered in these podcast episodes are: #Emotional Healing #Finding Yourself #Following your wings #Happiness is a Choice #Meditating #Peace of Mind #Psychological Journey #Reminiscences #Thinking Aloud #Thoughts #Leap of Faith #Short Stories #Short Story Series #Blogging Everyday #Thinking Along Writing #Finding inner self #Therapy #Art Therapy #Psycho flow #Read at night #What to believe in #Why to live #What makes life beautiful #Imagination #Creativity #Inspiration #Life is a story #Faith #Uncensored #Symbols #Short stories
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He has quit smoking. The app shows it is two months and five days. He now realizes all the bad breath he had before. Did anyone really mention? No one close and worth! He himself is urging loved ones around to quit now – bad breath is one argument only.
It’s deeper. He sees breath as life. He seeks it everywhere. His deepest fear is to discover anyone he loves breathless. Breath is life.
It is a subtle hint of everything cyclical in this life. Just like breath – in and out – up and down – here and there – happy and sad – all rotating. He remembers how Greeks explained seasons, with the goddess who had to spend half the time in underworld, her mother, the nature mourning her that period – half year; and then becoming happy again in spring. All cycles… Everything is going around. Breath in and breath out.
It’s the nights and when being next to them – his mother or father or loved one – he carefully listened to them breathing, checking that they are alive, breathing, calm, happy. It was so much calm to lie there next to them and feel happy – he is great, she is great, everyone I love is great… I’m happy . He was the happiest. Breath in. Breath out.
He remembers doing yoga on a rag there in the village. How old was he then? Twelve? Less, probably, much less… Twelve is when his grandpa died. He never really had memories of the place after that. So it was all before… Maybe nine or ten… He still has the book. Almost all teared apart and with his notes on which exercises to do, all the various routines… He wants to use the book now. He wants to relax and breath. He wants to learn again what it means to be relaxed and happy. He wants to breath. The key thing in the exercises of yoga, he knows, is breathing…
He will. He will breath. He promised and will keep the promise. Breath in. Breath out. The rhythm of life… The breath… Now they call it meditation, whatever… He knows this. He always knew that for over 30 years now. He will listen to life. Breath in. Breath out…
Let the cycle flow again. Let it pour in. Let the breath in. And then out. He’s searching. Searching for himself. He needs to.
Breath. In. Out.
The cycle. Again. Again. Again. We always wish to return home, aren’t we?
He seeks his home now – the peace of mind – breath in, breath out.
I choose life – he said. He breaths.
Soul, spirit, spiritus – latin for breath… Of course the soul is different, but breath is the sign on earth for us.
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It’s the smell of hens, touching the solid surface in the hay. The boy finds two of those. He is bent as he slowly retrieves eggs from the shed. Back he goes to the house. There are feathers on eggs. He polishes those. They are still warm he feels.
Someone told him to look at the eggs against the sun to see the life inside – is it in there – the life? He tries to spot it. Sees some darker dot. Perhaps it is. He does not feel sorry or happy or anything. The eggs will be added to the ones in the cellar. There they can be stored for months even, he knows. But he will be serves omelette in few hours or maybe tomorrow morning of those eggs. Still warm – he puts them on the top of the bowl with other eggs – probably about 40-50 of those…
The grandparents would give those to the sons – 20 to each or depends who’s gonna come when. The eggs from the village – fresh, warm, He remembers the omelette – yellow and milky.
He’s out of the cellar – needs to push hard to close the door. Out, in the yard he is again. Tomorrow they’ll lay more eggs and he’ll take more. Again and again – all summer.
They bring him to he village – his parents. He doesn’t like staying there alone with grandparents only. He doesn’t like the concrete front of the house. He is not into any of that village-lives. He likes when parents are there… And he also loves his grandfather telling th stories of mythical Narths… Even many years after that, he remembers Uruzmag and Soslan… Whoever else was there… He remembers reading those and he remembers his grandpa telling the stories from there too…
He likes being at home back in the capital at the other grandparents’ house – mother’s side. He likes there, he loves there… He doesn’t remember anything related to eggs there… He just knows that’s where he always wanted to return. He called it home for many years… He realized it was not his… They moved. Yes. Spacious. Yes. Modern. Yes. With Parents… Yes… Great… No, he didn’t like that place… Not until he renovated and redesigned many years after…
Oh the eggs… He remembers palettes of 20 eggs – 2 of such palettes. Those eggs were different. Mum would hold those and bring those – she did some amazing biscuits, cream, torts – she learned and did at home…
Oh one more egg – piggy eggs – he remembers those done in culinary studio where Mum would take the boy and there he was – not the school age yet – he saw the eggs used to make piggies with peppers as eyes and carrot piece as a nose…
Those were different eggs. The same and different… Many ears after that the eggs did look the same… Carrefour now had those packed nicely,,, He preferred toned – colored ones – those were associated with village.. Up there with his father’s parents and also to his grand grandma – there too he remembers sticking hand into the nest to find an egg – round, warm, with some feathers maybe… Take those carefully and bring home… Another village… This time with the grand grandma.
She sat on the concrete wall of the water sink in the yard… She said, he knows and remembers, – grand grandma happy to have him and she mentions with irony that now she wished for being able to live till he has children… Oh human nature, – she says…
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