The Back Pew Bitches: Recent Episodes

Cindel Fish

Two classy broads in their 30s on opposite sides of life, working through trauma, deconstructing old ideals, and connecting with others in the process.

Also, we’re high AF.

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Guess who's back! A M A N D A

I think that's all you need to know. 

I cry ~obvi~ but there were no audible farts in the making of this episode. 

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I'm alive! Just checking in with another addition of Cindel's High Diaries. 

It's been a rough few weeks but we're still kickin'! I got fired for the first time in my life & tested positive to covid all in the same week. 

So, 2020 is still here... but it's not all bad. Please be kind to yourselves! 

Happy Thanksgiving, Bitches!

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I'm sorry it's just me again! I'll try my hardest to have another human to talk with next episode.  In this episode I share too much of my personal life.. per usual. As we all know, life can really suck at times. Especially when you're living in the year 2020. I'm here to share what hard shit I'm currently dealing with as well as how much good is coming. Whatever you're going through, whatever is hurting you, just remember there's beauty everywhere. Find that beauty & hold on to it.  You're a badass & you've got this, bitch!  XOXO, CindelBindel

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Dear John

An open-ish letter to my ex-husband.

At 17 mins in I start a HILARIOUS story & never actually tell it. So, {to be continued..}

Here’s another bit of Cindel’s high diaries.

Sometimes you have old hurts come up out of nowhere.. maybe not nowhere because it’s been there for so long, just waiting.

But here I am, ready to grow.

Join me?

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Listen to me hijack my own podcast & not actually interview my badass guest, Alexa Ace. Alexa & Parker are some of the raddest humans I’ve had the pleasure of meeting and incredibly thankful for their kindness & safe energy during this recording. I, for one, can’t wait for the next time we’re in the same space again.

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We interrupt the {not so} regularly scheduled emotional episodes to bring you this hilarious garbage episode with Ian. We will return next week with the regular emotional shit. I have listened to this episode more times than I’d like to admit. I love deep conversations but sometimes I just need a shit ton of silly. So, come join me & listen to some ghost stories that never actually get told. . .

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Bitches, have you ever been heartbroken from a relationship that you imagined in your mind?! No? Yeah, me either. . .

Get high with me & listen to me make things extra awkward by recording alone & talking to myself while processing my stupid emotions. 

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On this episode we have Parker from the Cherry Sunday Podcast with us and we discuss anything from dating to political penises & everything in between. Whatever that means...

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Trigger warning for sexual assault victims, NAY, survivors. Next ep will be much more lighthearted & fucking hilarious. But just like life, things aren’t always weed, rainbows & butterflies. So, this episode is raw and has parts of me I’ve never shared. If you’re a survivor & need someone to talk to, DM me or email me at tbpb.podcast@outlook.com

I see you. & I love you.

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When Amanda met Cindel. . .

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In this episode of TBPB we discuss the importance of self healing & how talking about life’s struggles, the seen & the unseen, gives anxiety less power. So, I, Cindel, decided to share secret parts of myself in hopes of helping anyone else that may have the same kind of shit. If you enjoy listening to two morons try to tell stories, then hit play, bitch!