A R I F: Recent Episodes
A R I F
can the dark side light my way out? lay your hand across my face... time we lost, that's all my fault.
please don’t be long, 'cause I want your love i don't have love without your arm life is too short, but I will live for you.
how did this fit in your story? why’d you let them judge your body? i'll be waitin' there outside...
please don't be long, 'cause I want your arm i don't have fun without your love life is too short, but I will live for you you're mucking off, but I will live for you, my selfless love
bite my tongue, I wait my turn i waited for a century. waste my breath, no lessons learned i turn and face the enemy. i'm not scared, just don’t care i’m not listening, you hear? he's never there, but I don’t care i can't tell you what and where.
eyeless in the morning sun you were pale and mild, a modern girl. taken with thought, still prone to care making tea in your underwear. you went out in the yard to find something to eat and clear your mind something bad inside me went away.
quaking leaves and broken light shifting skin, the coming night. the bearers of all good things arrive climb inside us, twist and cry. a kiss on your molten eyes. myriad lives like blades of grass yet to be realized - bow as they pass.
they are cold. still. waiting in the ether to form. feel. kill. propagate only to die.
they are cold. still. waiting in the ether to form. feel. kill. propagate only to die. dissolve, magically, absurdly they'll end. leave. dissipate coldly and strangely return.
[Chorus] I'm going back to 505 If it's a seven-hour flight or a forty-five-minute drive In my imagination, you're waiting lying on your side With your hands between your thighs
[Verse 1] Stop and wait a sec When you look at me like that, my darling, what did you expect? I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck Or I did last time I checked Not shy of a spark A knife twists at the thought that I should fall short of the mark Frightened by the bite, though it's no harsher than the bark The middle of adventure, such a perfect place to start
[Chorus] I'm going back to 505 If it's a seven-hour flight or a forty-five-minute drive In my imagination, you're waiting lying on your side With your hands between your thighs
[Verse 2] But I crumble completely when you cry It seems like once again you've had to greet me with "Goodbye" I'm always just about to go and spoil a surprise Take my hands off of your eyes too soon
[Chorus] I'm going back to 505 If it's a seven-hour flight or a forty-five minute drive In my imagination, you're waiting lying on your side With your hands between your thighs and a smile
on the cloud of unknowing, my world seems open. every satellite up here is watching. but I was here from the very start, trying to find a way to your heart.
all the days are forgetting they've gone out with the tide. lost at sea somewhere, waiting. like setting suns at the rodeo trying to find someone you'll never know.
oh, sinking love on the cloud of unknowing. every satellite up here is watching. waiting to see what the morning brings, may bring sunshine on its wings.
DURJANA SAKA! AKU KIPRAT SEMUA NGILAIAN SAKA NERAKA! PULANGLAH ENGKAU KE GUA NERAKA MEMBAKAR! JANGAN SAMPAI BIAR AKU MEMBAKAR CELAKA! KERNA KAU ADALAH MAKHLUK TUHAN PALING CELAKA!
AKU SILAP,TERUS SENTAP,MANTRA LENGKAP VERSI BANYAK CAKAP MEREKA RENTAP BANYAK YANG DIGILAP,VISI UTAMA AKAN KU LENYAP DARI SEMALAM,AKU BANYAK DIAM,ANGKAT PROTOKOL GUNA CARA SILAM FUNGSI MEMADAM,SERU DEPAN MAKAM, CUBA BERSALAM GAYA ILMU HITAM
KHAMIS HANCING SUMPAH JADI BISING, KORIDOR TANPA SAKSI KU PENING CAPAI GUNTING TAK SEMPAT DIBALING,ELAK KENA KENCING DISEBALIK DINDING JANJI PADAT MISI MAKIN KETAT, KU LUDAH PENAT TAHAP MELUAT HINGGA SYAITAN TERINGIN MENJILAT TAPI MALANG AKU KAPI KILAT
TARIKH DITINGGAL KATA LEBIH AFDHAL TAPI BERTEMAN SUSUK LEMBAGA KESAL SANGKA KEKAL, POSISI ASAL, BELUM DIBEDAL KU MENYAMBUT AWAL HALA KIBLAT DAN SEMBAHKU HARUNG, DISANA AJAK AKU BERTARUNG RENTAK DIKAKI TIADA SARUNG,PERANGAI IBLIS LAMA DIBENDUNG
DURJANA SAKA! AKU KIPRAT SEMUA NGILAIAN SAKA NERAKA! PULANGLAH ENGKAU KE GUA NERAKA MEMBAKAR! JANGAN SAMPAI BIAR AKU MEMBAKAR CELAKA! KERNA KAU ADALAH MAKHLUK TUHAN PALING CELAKA!
AKU KIPRAT SEMUA NGILAIAN SAKA NERAKA! PULANGLAH ENGKAU KE GUA NERAKA MEMBAKAR! JANGAN SAMPAI BIAR AKU MEMBAKAR CELAKA! KERNA KAU ADALAH MAKHLUK TUHAN PALING CELAKA! JELMAAN SI DENDANG MENDENDANGKAN KEKICAUANNYA BERGEMERANCANG WIRA KENCANG LAGI SUARA ANURA MENGUAK RAWAK BERSIRI JERAYAWARA ENGKAU MENGACAR TERPANTUL DIKAPI DENGAN CAKARAN LAPAN UMPAN HATI MEMBATU HITAM LEBAM KERANA DIUNDANGI DENGAN KAFA
MAKA SAKA LEKA MENEKA MUKA TERKEMUKA KETIKA PEKA TERTUKAR LUKA, SUKA? MALANG ANURA MEMETAHKAN LIDAH MELATIH KATAK BERKATA KATA JALAN BERLIKU, TETAP KU MENURUT INDUK SEMANGKU, DISIMBAH PAKU,
SANTAU MENYANTAU DIONARKAN OLEH DURJANA PELAKU KAU BERTUHANKAN KUASA SAKTI, MUDAH LUPA MATI ITU PASTI, DARI TANAH DIMANA KEMBALI,
HATI MEMBARA BAGAIKAN API, FIKIRAN OTAKNYA DICEMARI, JIWA MUSNAH SUKA GURIS HATI, MEMUJA PATUNG TUHAN DIGANTI, SILA JAWAB DI AKHIRAT NANTI
AKU KIPRAT SEMUA NGILAIAN SAKA NERAKA! PULANGLAH ENGKAU KE GUA NERAKA MEMBAKAR! JANGAN SAMPAI BIAR AKU MEMBAKAR CELAKA! KERNA KAU ADALAH MAKHLUK TUHAN PALING CELAKA!
AKU KIPRAT SEMUA NGILAIAN SAKA NERAKA! PULANGLAH ENGKAU KE GUA NERAKA MEMBAKAR! JANGAN SAMPAI BIAR AKU MEMBAKAR CELAKA! KERNA KAU ADALAH MAKHLUK TUHAN PALING CELAKA!
DERITANYA UMPANI RAJA JEMBALANG ANGKATKAN NAMA AZAZIL JANGAN INGKAR WASIAT ANAK HASILNYA AZAZIL TUK ENAKKAN RAMUAN SISA YANG TIADA GUNA
Up from the pastures of boredom Out from the sea of discontent They come in packs like hungry hounds -The seekers of the dark enchantment
They haunt the boulevards and bars They pray to wishing wells and stars They ride the hurricane of hope Not looking back, but on they go Toward the distance and deceiving And all the while they keep believing They are special and apart The lovers, the lovers of the heart... the lovers
And when they pair off two by two They feel they are the chosen few And though their beds are made of straw They feel like velvet in the night And so the night is never ending Its made of distance and pretending Coz they're special and apart The lovers, the lovers of the heart... the lovers
And when love goes away And when love goes... Goodbye... Catches in their throats like cotton Rises in their hearts like rain The good times suddenly are all forgotten The hunt begins again
They search the subways and the streets Their faces tired, like their feet Their bodies aching to be warm And so they hide behind the moon Their loneliness inside them growing But they take comfort in just knowing That they are special and apart The lovers, the lovers of the heart... the lovers
And when love comes again And when love comes Hello... Rises from their throats like singing Catches in their hearts like wind The good things Strangers in their arms are bringing Makes life all right again
They turn their faces to the light No longer hiding in the night So unashamed and unafraid That they can face each others faults And though the waltz will have its ending There is no harm in just pretending That they are special and apart The lovers, the lovers of the heart... the lovers
you're out of complaints you're not following the norm of the cyclones what i preach is different than what you seek we're in different zones you're quite spectacular going spectre in every word you speak
and they're blue endless blues
four years ago my eyes stumbled upon such beauty a little get-to-know was my everyday coffee & cigs
i found my muse so i made a move there's no countermove and retributions to my groove
spare me i caught you in a scissor fight you and i, could've stayed in the past with arms untied to responsibility
we were getting there but never close enough i felt like everything was out of reach so i started to break the line
its getting cold in my sweater, you keep your secrets untold sounding rockets all over my hot chocolate they left me blossom and bloom
One night to be confused One night to speed up truth We had a promise made Four hands and then away
Both under influence We had divine scent To know what to say Mind is a razor blade
To call for hands of above To lean on Wouldn't be good enough For me, no
One night of magic rush The start of simple touch One night to push and scream And then relief
Ten days of perfect hues The colors red and blue We had a promise made We were in love
To call for hands of above To lean on Wouldn't be good enough For me, no
To call for hands of above To lean on Wouldn't be good enough
And you, you knew the hand of the devil And you, kept us awake with wolf teeth Sharing different heartbeats In one night
To call for hands of above To lean on Wouldn't be good enough For me, no
To call for hands of above To lean on Wouldn't be good enough For me...
very glass ceiling-y reverbs on here
There's glass in the park, darling, I can't help but keep Making appointments to sweep beneath the climbing frame If the sun's in your eyes, I'll tighten your blindfold, baby Don't worry, your foot won't get cut, strut carelessly
And when you say that you need me tonight I can't keep my feelings in disguise The white parts of my eyeballs illuminate And I'll wait for you as if I'm waiting for a storm to stop I've heard them talking 'bout how I'm gonna put you off
There's glass in the park and now that I'm up off my knees I've picked up the speed to jump your palisades And I shoot through the night and suddenly all those once lost Concoctions froth and chase the day away
And when you say that you need me tonight I can't keep my feelings in disguise The white part of my eyeballs illuminate And I'll wait for you as if I'm waiting for a storm to stop I've heard them talking 'bout how I'm gonna put you off
Tell me, how can I put you off when you're a matter of urgency I've got a million things that I need to do but they're all secondary Make sure you're not followed and meet me by the death balloon Sungai Petani woman, I'm your man on the moon And like a grain of diamond dust you float And my devotion's outer crust... cracks.
(this is a revised sad song)
so, apropos: saw death on a sunny snow..
for every life.. "forgo the parable." seek the light.. "my knees are cold"
running home.
go find another lover, to bring a.. to string along.
with all your lies, you're still very lovable.
i toured the light, saw/so many foreign roads. for emma, for ever ago.