Emeee's Podcast: Recent Episodes
John Erwin Larosa
Girl from the Northeastern Side, Only child, Born in the capital, teacher, friend, speaker, advocate, activist, TALAKATIVE, and has affinity to color yellow.
Hi I'm John Erwin Larosa, and here’s a glimpse of my life thru my voice.
Amp pakinggan niyo, dami ko utang sa inyong episode. Last Feb pa last ep ko so ayon. Not so good quality sound... pero quality conversation kemi AHAHAHAHAHHA
Unang episode na nangiyak ngiyak ako magrecord and most vulnerable one for me.... sana mapakinggan ng maraming tao tho. CHarot KEMI...
One of my key takeaways last year ay di ko na kaya na di ako maganda pag lalabas ng bahay and thanks to my good friend ABCD ayan alam ko na magmake-up AHAHAHAHAHAHHA Life is never the same without make upppppp
HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM MEEEEE ANG GANDA KO AHAHAHAHAH makinig kayo kasi di ko rin alam AHAHAHAHAHAH
Its my annual finale episode of the rundown of the year. (oo na grammatically incorrect na pake niyo ba). Listen to the final episode of this season kasi ikukuwento ng isang bading ang mga realizations, mga pinapasalamatan niya, at mga nilulook forward niya this year of 2023.
Malalaman niyo naman in this late posted podcast kung anong wala sa Bingo Card ko this year. Keep safe y'all!
Wala lang life update lang pero a lot of lessons unpacked and I think this month I saw my growth in terms of being an adult just don't make me fall in love yet or not or whatever basta so messed up anyways listen to my podcast
Andaming changes in my life especially home life. Andami kong realizations, she's back in Cagayan, but is she really back?
Grabe, I am speechless all throughout this episode kasi grateful ako very grateful. If not for the people who were kind to me, I wouldn't have been to the events that I've been to. Listen to this episode as I compute, literally, my saved gastos, and how I plan to pay it forward (well nagstart na ako), manifesting works and putting it out there works so I think I am putting things out there, grabe good things happen to good people talaga.
I am back to the school life! And I think alam ni Lord bat niya ako nilagay here, to reconcile my personality, beliefs, and what do I fight for, not kidding. I am happy to share my initial thoughts, hopes and dreams in this episode regarding my degree on MA Women and Development at UP Diliman. May the good almighty, universe, and other spirits out there uplift me always and keep me with this degree jusq. AHAHAHHAHAHA
ANG TANONG NG MADLA: BAKIT NGA BA AHAHAHA.... MAHAL KITA KAHIT DI PINAPANSIN ANG DAMDAMIN KO KEMEEEE CHAROT Pero real bakit nga ba ako NBSB, listen as I dissect, enumerate, emphasize, relate, and tell my story CHAROT again here in this episode.
yimsi yimsi keme AHAHAHAHAHAHAH Ayon so I finally went to a Fanmeet for the very first time this year! I am so thankful for those who donated to make it possible for me to attend the said event. At least diba complete sila and andito sa Pinas. For more kuwento and all, listen to this episode. (ngayon lang nagdawn into me, august pa lang and andaming episodes na this season!!! Beating Season 2 already sa next ep!)
Andaming nagtatanong, di mamamatay matay na topic, minsan phobia na rin siya sa akin, and most of the time bombastic side eye na ang impact niya sa akin KAYA why not pursue med nga ba sa accling na podcaster na ito. AHAHHAHAHA Listen to this new ep brought by me walang sponsors saka na
First ever podcast recorded outside. First ever podcast with a gues in 2 seasons. First ever podcast this month. Andaming First nung episode na to bored lang ako kaya ko ginawa to.
Filler Ep, just need to let my thoughts out. Thanks! Magiisip pa ako content ulet kaloka.
Vodcast again!!!! AHAHAHAH kasi I'm so happy na I got to record myself with a microphone HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUUHUHUH ansaya huhuhuhuh im so happy HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUHHUHUUHHUUH wins this month
Tada second straight ep today! Yaz madami tayong time, and maulan na kasi and nagaanticipate nung effects nung bagyo so, ayan magrecord na tayo habang may kuryente pa, andami kong nasabi in this ep, pakinggan niyo na lang pero one thing is for sure di ako perfect, so you better listen to this episode para umabot kayo sa affirmations part. (tbh gusto ko lang ito ilet out and realizashyuns ito no podcast ko to baket ba). Ayun hope you all listen to the next ep! xx E
A VIDEO PODCAST WOW! Ganda ka, well on her most daring choice yet this season na magvideopodcast kasi gusto ko makita niyo yung mukha ko and confident ako na ganto ako kaganda kahit may semi-breakout sa mukha. Wala pa naman akong boyfriend pero trial na ata tong pagiging patient ko sa mukha ko. So to know more, please watch and or listen! <3 xx, Erwin
Episode cut short, kasi dumating yung nanay ko sa kuwarto na nagiisa dito sa Manila, yes pahirapan magrecord dito with my own and sa privacy kasi nga the explanation is all in this episode. You better knowwwwwwww!~~~~~
Its all that there is. Sorry for being IA in the last month, ito na babawi na at may stable net naman na kami until friday so. Please listen and share me your thoughts kemi
Growth pains.
Yes, I have a new episode. Yes, its all about me. And yes, wala siyang structure. So if you wanna be updated, just putting up this episode here for myself and myself alone to remind me na, Yes, Malayo pa pero malayo na.
I used to be in love with you... you used to be the first thing that's on my mind...
Eme lang. May crush nga ako ngayon pero I am just constantly streaming the same playlist all over again and what is a playlist without Miss Jepsen in it? To learn more about my love for this woman and her gift of writing what my heart always wanted to scream in a poetic manner... listen to this podcast ep.
Feel ko di ko pa to nakukuwento here at all pero now is the right time to do it. CHAREZ. If people would describe me, isa ang word na ito sa feel kong sasabihin nila. And with that let me explain. What if we wrap this topic in one whole almost an hour episode? TADA!
Happy February (For me, relatively)! I have recorded a podcast episode when I was in Manila, but unfortunately, di ko naupload kasi feel ko magulo and di intimate like this yung pagkakarecord, anyways, ang ganda talaga ng thoughts ko lately, I think I'm on my live laugh love era na talaga charot. This episode is how my february went so far... and it so good. Thank heavens. Also, magcacatch up ako and maguupload ako often in the next few days (sana mapanindigan) kasi feel ko need ko na rumami ang episodes nito. xx
Nagresign kasi si Jacinda Ardern, kaya gusto ko tong gawin as an honor to her leadership and how it impacted my point of view in life regarding my womanhood.
Birthday ep? Pakinggan niyo na lang. Random musings yan and reflections. AHAHAHHAHAHAHA Send birthday gifts to my gcash :)
Welcome to my second episode pa rin, eniweiz, 2022 Recap is here ngayon lang ako magrecap and magkuwento and imagine kaya ko pala mag monologue ng 30+ minutes like I used to, kasi akala ko dati di ko kaya. AHAHAHAHHAHA emedu. Anyways, listen to this episode for this.
Yay! Welcome to season 4, ito yung episode na di ko marecord record kasi nga hinahanap ko what this episode should be about. And tada, I learned it. So yeah, if you want to know more how I managed to have this glowing skin, aba mga te listen up y'all!
This podcast episode's topic is from the Notes (charot AHAHAHAH). Napaisip ako and recorded this episode dahil I'm on the middle of writing things again and pff! Ideas came out again. So ayun, as a maraming alam and maraming kayang gawin, please try to be with me and understand my solo rant, not a general rant magkaiba kasi yon, about me, and what are its repercussions about my current and future states. So ayun lang shelemet emiiii
Hi, its me, I'm the problem, its me. AHAHAHAHHA FLSSSSS Yes kala ko dati problema ko yung environment and the contexts, ngayon bhie ako na yung problema. Imagine being unable to know what do I really want and pursue, I'm just so torn. To know more about this crisis, please listen.
Daming endings recently this libra season in my life. As I approach Scorpio season, I look back sa mga nabasag, natigil, at humintong streaks I have been working on or knew the past few months/years. 12th Episode na omg. Shet. Happy listening! Minadali ko tapusin kasi may umiiyak na bata shuta.
Sawasdeekha! Anong oras na ngayon pa ako nagupload well we have time for idea spurts for our podcasts no! Kakanood ko kasi ng Ep 11 ng isang BL, eh infamous ang mga episode 11 or the penultimate episodes of the series ng Thai to have a climax before the Ep 12 na Denouement charot. So In this episode of my only and the best personal podcast out there, naisip kong idiscuss my love and reasons for Romcoms huhuhu. Sana makinig kayo kasi ewan maganda naman tong idea ko na to. ahahahhaha Kasi madami talagang impact ang romcom sa life ko for real, listen to find out!
Bienvenue à Emeee's Podcast! This episode is brought to you by my ever changing and undecided diverging and converging career paths. In this episode, you will be able to be updated kung ano nga ba ang gusto ko talaga mangyari sa buhay ko, nagtataka kayo bakit ako Funemployed? Well here's the reason. I'm currently taking my time and be my self along the process. This is indeed a waiting season, na maraming revisions kasi nga retrograde season na naman. Random bursts of idea again deposited here in my podcast also brought to you by my adviser who asked how am I doing #emotionalgirl #missedumaamdoms #dikorinalamsis #anuna #takingmytime whatever it takes. Ewan pakinggan niyo na lang.
Sponsored by first emotional breakdown this year, yesterday. A one hour long episode with a trip down the memory lane and reflections as you go through this episode. Feel ko ito yung pinakavulnerable kong episode yet. Also, please please if you are my personal friend please pay it forward the kindness you show me and I show you. Let's spread kindness like a confetti ika nga nila. Sabi nga ng isang famous philosopher na itago natin sa pangalang Catriona Gray, "You are never rejected, only redirected.". That's the theme for this episode na hiningal ako chariz.
Streaks!!!!! Learn how I literally am keeping myself busy at home while I am Funemployed, palamunin ako recently but with a purpose and less stressed compared before. From Candy Crush to Gforest to Reading and my new found love again with Duolingo. If you will ask me how I am all I can say is: Ca va bien! Listen in with extra content sa ending chariz. A bientot!
Hi mga beh! Emmeeeeeeee! Spur of the moment episode and as I talk about why I love the color yellow, tingnan niyo yung cover art netong season 3 ko. AHAHAHAHHA This proves I can monologue about things about myself, yes me myself and I episode ito AHAHAHHA ulet. And I feel happy to share this with all of you like for real, sa mga nagtatanong kung bakit ba ako mahilig sa kulay dilaw ayan makinig kayo! So I hope after this ep, enlightened na kayo pls AHAHAHHA See you next ep! Sana may spur of the moments pa rin na episodes like this and feel ko mas maganda magkuwento pag ganto ano.
Filler episode! Wala lang bored lang ako and feel ko kasipagan naman tong dumapo sa akin why I recorded this. If you want to learn more about why I got in to this sector, listen up to the end. Parang awa na. Flop era ko ata. AHHAHAHAHA charot
Diba dapat maguupdate ako ng buhay ko after the elex based on my previous ep? Ayan na okay na yan na yun. AHAHAHAHAHA Well if you want to listen about all how I felt, eh try to finish this whole episode mem! Better yet, try niyo na rin ako kamustahin as a stressed independent girl about life. Ika nga nila'y if life gave you lemons, gawa ka na lang ng lemonade and yung buto magpatubo ka na lang ng lemon tree. Chareng. In this episode you'll learn about my post election 2022 feels, my NCR+ travels, the was supposed to be feelings, and my resignation. Yes, this is it, I'm really on to a new chapter and I know na kaya naman to. So stay tuned!
Ayon, so pagoda na ang ate mo kakakampanya pero wala te laban lang, dirediretso lang last 2 weeks. Final Stretch. Power of the Long Game. Momentum. Etc daming jargons pero laban lang. Ipapanalo natin ‘to but wait, I have reflections and kuwentos about our campaign, curious? Listen to this episode. Powered by Hope.
TADA!!!! Back to back episode yarn???? Anyways, dapat reflections to pero it turned out to be rants on how difficult it is campaigning here in a regionalistic North na some says Diasporic North na daw dahil sa ilocano settlers. Well, 44 days before election day, judgment day, or a holiday eme. I promise to dump updates here (fingers crossed) up until Election Day itself. Mahirap pala magkampanya and mas triple ang hirap neto kung alam mong default na lahat eh ayaw sa kulay mong maminkmink. Wanna know more about my rants, listen to this episode... and anticipate coming eps, too.
AHAHHAHAHAHAHA Late upload because life happened. Dapat February pa to but it isn't like that mabilis iupload. Ang haba neto dahil may visual guide dapat siya so if you want to know who they are, please send me a message AHAHAHHAHA pero kung hindi you can skip it. Been a nice conversation with Ei again on how things happened from the past and how it affects me today, for real! Ngayon kung may dadating pera na lang wag na lalaki. Periodt. AHAHAHAHHA Listen to this podcast to know more about how I have a type of guy that either gave butterflies in my stomach or kabag. So enjoy!
Will upload more podcasts soon! Pramis, may naiisip akong content bawal lang tamarin. Dami lang work.
HAPPY NEW YEAAAAR! Napusit na ako yes, kakatapos ko pa lang isulat yung resolution ko na walang macocovid sksksks. Do not worry boostered si bakla. Anyways, this retrograde got me feeling things na tinabunan ko na, na limot ko na, na things I long for. Confusing and dizziying and drowsy season for me. In fair ha, this ep screams “im a baby too but not that baby”. GRABE DAMING FEELINGS!!!! Listen to find out more, infair rin ulet ganda ng sound ko, HAHAHAH thanks to ipad.
Dear God, If you're here God, make the fire disappear when they stare God. Take away my fear when they interfere God. Do you fear God? 'Cause I fear God and in my backyard, that's a deer, God. - Nicki Minaj, Girl on Fire Inferno Remix. Bilang eldest asian daughter in our household of three, only na nga eldest pa eh bakit ba? Ba't parang kasalanan ko? Charot. All of our sentiments as eldest asian daughters cannot be encapsulated with one episode! Nafeel mo na ba maging plastic bag drifting to the wind wanting to start again? CHAROT AGAIN. Anyways, fave episode so far in this season kasi grabe felt like I was saying Hi to myself right after coz grabe, hirap maging panganay at magisang babaeng anak. I do not have to look up to other women because they inspire me, I look up to them coz I am them. Listen now to this ep kasi malalaman mo ang rants ko and its all rooted in poverty. Makakaahon rin, aangat rin. Joining me today is my dearest friend, the queen of molbio herself, Amy Cabuloy!
Ayan sharing you all my body issues with me trying to kuwento muna here how I feel and wala pang reflectiom. Lets try to unpack it in the next few eps. CHAROT
Long time no hear? Charot. Listen to another episode of this very random and personal podcast. There's a childhood in all of us that needs to be healed. Ano nga ba ang mga traumas ko na not so big sa iba, pero sa akin super big. Inspired by what transpired on twitter as mga child, a form of nostalgia, painful but we need to face it and be at peace.
YAAAAAY! Tomorrow I'll break my record on my shortest job and time span being employed ever!!!! So far everything is okay and a little bit more adjusting and okay na. To learn more about my transition to adulthood here are some reflections!
"When it rains it pours" ika nga nila. Grabe nkklk, andaming nangyayari pa rin sa life ko pero grabe road to stability na tayo charot AHAHAHAH. Anyways, happy gemini szn in a mercury retrograde szn keri naman pero grabe huhuhu. Super fun ng mga nangyayari and grabe major life update episode.
Well, after all nagkacontent rin short lang naman tong ep na to hindi ganun ka-malaman kasi naman that says a lot sa topic. Listen na lang kayo so you can hear it. HAHAHAHAHAHA salamat!
Random kuwento about community pantries. Pak pak pak boom. Pag walang tinapay sa mesa ang masa aalsa.
Stream Like Water by Wendy!!!! Happy Day of Valor everyone! Joining me today is my esteemed close friend na kasama ko kumanta sa OSA nung clearance season namin sa LB, Aubrei!!!! Ayan its pronounced as “Awb-reyyy” hindi “Awbrheyy”!! Proven and tested friendship with this gurl from North to South of the Philippines pandemic or not. Listen as we talk randomness in this episode. From pagiging Reveluvs, pagiging troubled this pandemic, shoutouts (Lelet jean, Ninang tin tin and Kuya Niel and BIO 130a profs), and tips on how to be safe this pandemic with side comments galore.
David Attenborough’s voice This us what a tambay looks like in its natural habitat! HAHAHAHAHAHAH An episode filled of laughters, shoutouts, product promotions na wala namang maibabalik sa amin (salamat sa kanila ha), namedrop kay Amiel #Kapadyak HAHAHAHAHA. Grabe tawang tawa ako. Listen how I deeply miss this bunch of friends kasi grabe HAHAHAHA never a dull moment. Listen to this light episode for goodvibes kinemer.
In this episode find out our favorite places to hangout, study, play, and attend to! Grabe di naman halata na miss na naming dalawa ang company ng isat isa at ang freedom ng pagiging gala sa NCR na umabot pa hanggang Pasay and all. Joining me is my super duper closest and bestest sis and friend, Kaye Baccay of UPD. Malalaman niyo ano ang dynamics namin as friends before and during this pandemic. Grabe yon, we miss traveling!
An episode with my friends Dale Viacrusis- MS Botany, Chi Camacho- Med Student, and Jics- Microbiologist shared their realizations as members of the Gen Z generation, na ayaw naming kami ang last generation charot anyways this is an hour long episode where we unpack, unload, and unwrap realizations along the way. Find out more about our low maintenance friendship in this podcast.
Grabe creative juices galore. After a guesting with jics diretso record agad ng aking life update about anxiety and women’s month celebration na rin, listen as I read my essay last March 8 in voice format charot. Anyways ayon, I hope you enjoy this another impromtu episode. Ano nga ba ang essence of being a woman? Find out in this episode.
Millions and millions of filipinos are going unemployed each day. And joining me today on this episode is my friend and confidant miss Jicslyne na atat na atat magkawork pero same lang rin naman kami gusto na namin ng work and pera. Find out in this episode the factors on why we are not contented especially in the middle of a pandemic. Grabe this took 30 minutes to shoot and impromptu lang po lahat para spontaneous. Charot!
Withdrawal or relapse? Queen or not? Rejected or acceptance? Find out in this episode kung anong nangyari sa akin kasi nakakaloka and ang overwhelming. Another podcast episode that is an attempt to become a motivational speaker.
Grabe this is an attempt to become a motivational speaker. Today I was not only rejected once but twice te. Shuta di man lang ako prinepare anyways, I hope this inspired or will inspire you kung sino ka mang makikinig. Semi proof of life and content of the month rin. Grabe still manifesting that I’ll get into Europe. Ika nga ni Jacinda Adern, we need to keep moving forward.
To sum up my career, charot dejk apply ako ng apply currently for masters degree and I’ll share with you hear a glimpse of my on going journey towards getting that scholarship and a whole new experience outside the Philippines!
SEASON 2 NAAAAAA MGA BEHHHHH! Grabe its been almost half a year since I started to do this thing and suddenly I'm okay with it! Charot anudaw? Anyways, in this episode I'll be sharing my vision board the whats and the ifs of it. Sprinkled with some reflections, this episode will surely gauge you how stressed or hopeful I am in this current season of my life. 22 na pala ako btw. So, see yall for the next episode!
RAMING NANGYARI IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT. Right now we are hoping everything goes well next year and the last few days of this year kasi pagod na pagod na ako. Ayon so please listen as we fervently manifest and hope that good things come na next year.
Inspired with the one episode of Ang Walang Kuwentang Podcast and boredom here at home, I talked about how these men influenced me and left an impact in my life. Yes mga te, til now NBSB tayo HAHAHA charot. If you wanted to know more, check this episode out. Longest episode ever. xx e
September usually every year is my glow up season sunod sunod na yan til my birthday on January kaso mga beh sobrang lala roller coaster of emotions ang nangyari and its been the longest month of the year ever in my existence. Yeah I’m talking about life updates in this episode and I recorded this episode on my phone wow for the very first time. If you want to know more about my life recently and hear me rant about things, this episode is for you! xx - E
Hi. Its been a while. This week, I discussed my over all feeling after I have a life changing decision aka after diving into new chapters. So stay tuned to find out.
I'm an overthinker and an overanalyzer, and my head is always a mess so are my emotions, environment, and my mental and physical being . Its also Virgo season, the season of fixing things where and when it could be fixed. Through out my entire lifetime I always declutter subsconsciously when I am subjected to stress. Along the way I have learned things about myself and life through decluttering, listen to this episode to find it out xx -e
Simplicity is beauty in the eye of the beholder- Larosa,2019. Our skin is the biggest organ of our body, but how does it really affect my well being especially in the aspect of self esteem? Find out my struggles and learnings in this episode.
Its been a year since I went to flaunt my hard earned sablay, employment usually comes after, but what did happen to me and what do I feel about it? Find out in this episode xx
This is my coming out and gender identity eme drama. Maybe you are wondering what's my pronouns, now you can hear it for yourself! xx
In this episode, I'm still trying to figure out podcasting please bear with me as I narrate why I went with this new venture when I already am comfortable to vlog .
Ayan so hello! You have reached emeee’s podcast. I hope you listen to my episodes as it is a glimpse of my life and the stories I’m always willing to share! Enjoy and sana may matutunan ka. HAHAHAHA