Former Christian now not religious: Recent Episodes

I decided to create this podcast 8/2019. I was raised in a strict Christian household for many years. At the age of 12, I gave my heart to Christ and was baptized. At the age of 24, I got really serious with my faith and became more determined to please God in all that I do, say and think. I gave so much money to churches and prophets thinking I would get 100-fold blessing in return. I even gave away my car to a church in Brooklyn, like a dummy. April 2019, I renounced my faith in Christ Jesus. It was the most painful experience ever. I tried fighting for my faith but I couldn't as I came to the realization of several things. I shut down my two big religious channels "Womb breakthrough prayers" and "Alwaystestthespirits". I am not religious at all.
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