A Year Living Clear.: Recent Episodes
Max Groszewski
A Year Living Clear.
What's that all about?
After feeling cloudy and unsure about what direction I was heading, I made myself a promise to myself. No drugs, alcohol, coffee, cigarettes for a year; and to do the best I can to improve my awareness through practices such as yoga, mindfulness and meditation. Part of that promise, was to commit to a daily check in audio record to take account of how I am going.
This is where those daily check ins live. Every single day. Good, bad and sometimes really ugly. I am doing my best to keep it up to date, so I am uploading in two batches. A current up to date episode list, and a backlog of previous days. This has been hard, and really beautiful. I am learning more than I ever have, and I'm getting to face some big demons and embrace some beautiful experiences. I give full encouragement to anyone looking at taking a walk down a path of self observation and improvement. Any questions. Send 'em my way.
Thanks, you magic beans.
Love Max.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Late may was the most intense period of my life. With Dad dancing on the edge of life and death with cancer, some intense self introspection and hard learning. I was pushed to my self restraint limits with temptation of running away and using substance to cope. But I found nothing but gratitude for giving myself the gift of a clear head and space enough to be in such a hectic time of life.
Changing gears to deal with a family member in need as dads health comes into the forefront of attension.
Passionate moments of focus and bliss amidst a seeming sea of chaos.
And the clear trait that patience pays off, and impatience leads to a cluttered mind, room and surrounding life.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
Cancer in the home, adjusting and living with change. Personal growth. Eating, learning.
Facing some big challenges and doing my best to find focus and to feel grateful along the way.
Feeling so loved and supported.
Been finding it really hard to meditate, finding focus through music and didgeridoo, and yoga.
I've been finding it hard to keep up with all these things, whilst uploading one by one.
SO here they are! Me naked on stage. Learning what I was like and listening along with you guys! Wow. Bit scary.
Been pushing for more music. more flow. and more understanding.
Dealing with dad having cancer hardcore and seeing how it effects the family life. Love you. Be well.
Max.