Life's Worth Living Podcast: Recent Episodes
Jon Gossett
In this podcast you will hear from amazing people who work in prevention. We will also interview amazing people and their journey to overcome and excel. We will talk all things mental health, and suicide prevention.
Big Budah has been making us smile for years in Utah. You know him from his time as a DJ on the radio, and his time on the AM News, as a feature reporter. Budah felt this was his calling bringing happiness to us his viewers. Then COVID-19 hit, and things got real. It was during this time that things began to unravel with his mental health. When it started, he felt it was harder and harder to bring himself out of the darkness he felt. Inside he knew everyone was against him, but that was just what his mind was telling him. One night he borrowed a gun, and took a drive on I-80 West to Wendover, NV. Somewhere along the way he pulled to the side of the road and he decided it was over. Hear Budah tell his experience, and the reason he is here telling you this story rather than reading it as a headline. Budah has joined with LWLF, and is taking part on our 7th Annual 100 Mile Walk to Wendover this month. Come join us on this life changing event. Register at Walk to Wendover or just come for the after party at the Peppermill Concert Hall for a Linda Ronstadt Tribute Concert with a special guest appearance by current Voice contestant EJ Michels. Together they will give you a night you won't soon forget. Get your tickets at Peppermill Concert Hall
Today's guest is my buddy Joe Hall. Joe has suffered with depression, and suicide ideation for nearly 15 years. During the pandemic, he lost a long time job, and was involved in a motorcycle accident that nearly took his life. This brought Joe the closest he's ever come to taking his life. After multiple surgeries, he made a commitment to himself to run a marathon. One thing led to another, and Joe found himself raising awareness for suicide and mental health, by walking across the United States of America. 3,100 miles. What was his why, and what about this walk has changed him? Listen to hear his story. I had the privelege of meeting Joe as he walked through Tooele County, Utah on his way to San Francisco, California.
Guys my guest today is none other than my buddy Nate Webb. Nate tells about his personal struggles with being bullied. We talk all things bullying, and why the bully bullies. Nate is the Founder of the movement, Bullies Be Gone. We have an open and honest chat about social media, and our children. We talk about how if you don't teach your children, their electronics will. You can literally be replaced as a parent by something you purchased them. I hope this hits home to you parents and that we can change the way we are handling it.
Todays guest is my good friend Ceilly Pellew. I got to know Ceilly from her job as reporter for the local newpaper, as she covered LWLF. We both just returned from our 100 mile Walk to Wendover, and I thought the timing was perfect. Ceilly has a story like everyone, and I just knew we needed to hear it. She did something amazing on Tiktok right before the walk, and it went viral. I can't wait for you to hear this story. She is amazing.
Todays guest is none other than my buddy, rock sensation Ofi. When this podcast aires we will have just completed our Annual 100 Mile Walk to Wendover for suicide awareness. Ofi has agreed to perform a private concert at our after party. Ofi cares so much about suicide prevention, and he has his own personal story. You will only hear it here. Hopefully for many of you, you had the chance to see this mega talent in person. For those of you who didn't attend the walk look him up. Everytime I get the chance to hang out with Ofi, I am impressed with his presence. He really cares. Don't miss this episode.
We are back for season 3, and today my guest is Kenna McCloy. Everyone I knew kept telling me I needed to have her on, an I assumed she was pretty amazing. She did not disappoint. She is currently going to the University of Utah, and runs track there as a sprinter. Kenna has suffered with depression since she was about 14. After losing a close friend to suicide she decided to use her experience to make a difference in the lives of others. Don't miss her compelling story.
I am so excited to share my interview with Bailey James. Bailey is coming out to St. George, Utah on March 5th at the Electric Theater to perform with Hollywood Icon and Country Singer Tom Proctor. This concert is to raise money for our Veterans. Tickets are $20. Bailey has just had her single "Finally Free" hit #42 on the Billboard Charts. This is an amazing accomplishment, and she's only 19. She has performed at the Bluebird Cafe, The Douglas Corner, The Listening Room, Wildhorse Saloon, and has been featured on WSM, the Grand Ole Opry radio station. She has 250,000 followers on her social media. She hosts the "Finally Free Podcast" bringing awareness to Mental Health. She is an ambassador to the Jason Foundation. Bailey tells about her brother Zane who she lost to suicide 5 years ago. She talks openly and honestly about her own mental health. I am so excited to have her care enough about our veterans to come all the way from Nashville to support this worthy cause.
Get your tickets today. http://veteransuicidebenefitconcert.eventbrite.com
My guest this episode is my good friend Dustin Rykert. Many of you know him from his days playing football for BYU. Some of you remember him being drafted into the NFL, to the Oakland Raiders. Today you will hear his story from the beginning. He will tell you his struggles with addiction, that he has stuggled with for a lifetime. Addiction ended his NFL career, and he spiraled down. At one point he worked as Dennis Rodman's bodyguard, which didn't help someone who struggled with addiction. He then lost a very close friend to an overdose, and this stopped Dustin in his tracks. He found sobriety, but like many the path wasn't without pitfalls. Dustin has made it this far, because he still has things to accomplish. One of which is sharing his story, which is full of vulnerability and success. I think his words are going to be helpful to many of you. Enjoy.
My guest this week is my buddy Therapist Jed Thorpe. Well here we are again starting a new year, 2022. The last couple years have been plagued with a pandemic, and it seems to be going no where. Jed is here to talk about how to prepare for a rough year, regulating emotions and normalizing anxiety. We may jump off course and go other places as well. If you are like me, your mind takes you places and Jed was happy to go there.
Today my guest is my good friend Maria Howard. Maria is the Jr High Cross Country Coach. She lost a student to suicide that affected her greatly, and because of that she was driven to look in the mirror at herself, and work on her own mental health. This set her on a healing journey running 3000 miles. The journey all together was approx. 30 full days running. She will tell you about the why, and how it brought her healing. You aren't going to want to miss this.
My friend Dr. Christy Kane and I discuss brain development and the effects of electronics on our youth. The effect of social media being developed to make us addicted through shots of Dopamine, and how too much can cause anxiety. We talk about trauma, and how it effects our mental health. We chat about PTSD, ACE's and how soon one should seek a mental health professional. We talk about how to stop the stigma of mental health and how to break down those barriers through compassion and empathy. We discuss how trauma will find its way out whether through processing it, or through illness or shortened lifespan. We chat about suicide. I think this discussion was fascinating, and I hope you agree.
I am excited to share a conversation with my good friend Dean Adams a former Marine for this special Veterans Day Edition of the podcast. Dean talks about growing up with a strong work ethic ranching in Salmon, Idaho. His family came to Tooele but later returned to Idaho when Dean was a teenager. They ran the family gold mine from a one bedroom cabin in the mountains. After high school, Dean enlisted and his journey began as a Marine. Hear how he was uniquely prepared for this life, and what he learned along the way. Dean brings everything back to family. Thank you Dean for your service, and for what you continue to do for our community.
My guest this week is Debbie Moline. We met a few weeks ago, and after a brief visit with my wife, Tracy told me you need to have her on your podcast. Debbie has had her fair share of challenges and trials. Debbie lost her 4 year old little girl to an accident, she has had cancer twice, a brain aneurysm and 44 surgeries. She struggled with thoughts of suicide after losing her little girl, but yet she is still here fighting. She believes she is a strong woman because of what she has lived through. She now can have empathy no sympathy because of the life she has experienced. She is amazing and believes in small acts of kindness, because we never know what others are going through.
My guest this week is Jen Deveraux. Jen is a #1 national best selling author and motivational speaker. She survived a horrific car accident. A fifty ton truck hit her at speeds of 60 mph. She struggled with infertility, adoption and divorce. She has now married the love of her life and together they are raising her tow children. Jen says, "I have endured, I have been broken, I have known hardship, I have lost myself. But here I stand, still moving forward, growing stronger each day. I will never forget the harsh lessons in my life. They have made me stronger. The only way out is through." I know we can all learn and be inspired by her story. Then I challenge each of you to go on Amazon and pick up a copy of her book. "Thrive in the Journey"
Listen in as I chat with one of my best friends, Becca Brown. Becca and I co-founded Life's Worth Living Foundation in February 2014, after the death of her brother Jed by suicide. She goes back and remembers that day, and the loss. We talk about drug addiction, and the results. She shares happy memories of her brother, and we chat about trying to turn this tragedy into something that would help others not have to go through what she went through. Since that day the Foundation has impacted thousands. None of it would have been possible without Becca wanting to make a difference. I can't wait to share our conversation.
My guest today is Amberley Snyder. Amberley is a barrel racer and inspirational speaker who fought her way back from tragedy. She was in a rollover accident which left her a paraplegic. Amberley is now inspiring thousands across America by telling her inspirational story and competing in rodeos across the Western United States. She has let the challenges she faces refine her not define her. She has a Netflix movie of her life, called "Walk Ride Rodeo" It is also available in book form on Amazon. I am so excited for you to hear more about Amberley, her dark days, and her triumphs.
I am so excited to introduce you to my good friend Box Elder County Commissioner Stan Summers. I don't think you will meet anyone so empathetic. Find out why, as he shares his childhood with us, including the death of his mother when he was only 19. Stan and his beautiful wife Jennifer have had an amazing life, but not one without its challenges. Stan shares his story vulnerably about the loss of their first child, miscarriages and difficulties. He is my hero for the way he lives his life, the way he loves people and how he faces hard things with optimism. They have been blessed beyond measure with their son Talan, who was diagnosed with IGG4 Systematic Schlorisis, and a beautiful daughter Jandie and her husband Matt. They have two incredible grandchildren Huxleys and Lachlan. Listen as he shares what these hard lessons have helped him learn. You will be amazed by this incredible man.
October 16th from 6:30-9pm at the Box Elder County Fairgrounds LWLF will be hosting an evening of dinner and dancing, catered by the Dutch Oven Shoppe. Listen to outlaw country music by Veteran and Hollywood Icon Tom Proctor as you enjoy dinner. Then get up and dance to the music of Charley Jenkins. You will be hard pressed to find entertainers that love our Veterans more. Help us raise money for Veteran Suicide Prevention, by having the time of your life at this event. Get your tickets today at - https://lifesworthlivingveteran.eventbrite.com
Today my guest for the podcast is one of my friends since childhood, Diane Sykes Bartholomew. Diane agreed to come on the show and share her personal story of dealing with mental illness, depression and bi-polar 2. She shares about her dealing with suicide ideation, and a 72 hour involuntary hold in a mental health facility. I some of you will relate to what she went through, and for others it may give insight to what people feel when placed on a 72 hour hold. My hope is that this will give us ideas to better serve those who are seeking treatment. Thank you Diane for sharing your vulnerable truths.
I am so excited for you to hear the last episode of Suicide Prevention month, with my interview with country music star Matt Kennon. Matt's song "The Call" stopped me in my tracks when I first heard it. His message of prevention hit me hard, and brought me to tears. He summed up what I have been teaching for the past 8 years in three and a half minutes. I knew that I needed to feature him on the podcast. Not only does he share that song with us, but also two others, "My Last Prayer" & "You Had to Pick on Me". You will absolutely connect with him and the messages he has felt inspired to share from suicide prevention, addiction recovery to anti-bullying. He's left his mark in country music, and his music has definitely helped many. He has a message for all of you.
So excited to share a real, and vulnerable conversation with my dear friend Ganel Lyn Condie about all things suicide. I believe this conversation will help so many. Ganel Lyn lost her 40 year old sister to suicide, and since then it has become her passion. She is a popular inspiring speaker, and author. She is the popular host of TALK CFM and THE MIDDLE. What an honor it was for me to sit down with her for an hour and just talk. I hope you enjoy.
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This weeks episode features Malory Ruesch and her incredible story. Malory was deep in the throws of addiction, and became very desperate. In and out of jail, her world was spiraling out of control. That is until one day in a courtroom, that an unknown, and unexpected visitor arrived, Chuck. Chuck took her under his wing, and helped Malory decide to start living. This is where her future took a turn. Today, Malory gives credit to her angel Chuck, and she has become a force in the recovery world. You can check her out at rueschrecovery.com She also has a new book coming out by January 2022. Malory is the real deal, and she will help to change lives, so they don't have to go through what she has. You are going to love this powerful story.
This weeks guest is my new friend Ben Schilaty. Ben is one of the co-hosts of the popular podcast "Questions from the Closet". He is an author of the book "A Walk in my Shoes", available at Deseret Book or Amazon. He is the Honor Code Administrator, and Adjunct Professor at Brigham Young University, and he is also gay. In this podcast we talk about how we can love and accept those that are part of the LGBTQ community. Why words matter, and how they can effect us. He talks about his personal experiences, his hurts and his hopes. Ben is an amazing guy, and I learned so much from this interview. I know you will too. BTW it's suicide prevention month. Let's make a difference!
Part 2 with my friend Mel Anderson. In last weeks episode Mel shared stories that would be most peoples worst nightmares. Mel lived those in real life, every form of abuse was handed out by her parents. We hear about her and Mike's escapes, and how they both joined the military. Mel went into the Army JAG program to become an attorney. In this weeks episode we learn about the alleged murder of her oldest brother she believes to be by her parents. Then we hear about the trial of her father being charged with child torture and 9 other abuse charges that landed him in prison with 2 consecutive life sentences without the possibility of parole. Then the arson of her family home, and then the murder of another soldier for life insurance money, that landed her two brothers in prison for life. In this episode we dig into how Mel broke the chain, how she separated herself from this family. Now she is raising a family of her own. She is remarkable, her story is powerful, and she is making a difference. She is writing her own chapters now.
My guest Mel Anderson tells Part one of her story of enduring a childhood that would be anyone's worst nightmare. Violent abuse and neglect came at the hands of those who were meant to protect her. She was the second child of sixteen, in a dysfunctional family plagued by extreme physical, sexual, and emotional abuse at the hands of her parents who thrived on power and secrecy. Mel is a suicide attempt survivor, twice and she escaped a life of hell. With only a fourth grade education became a college graduate, and attorney. Her father was convicted of "Child Torture" among other charges, and was put away with two life sentences without parole. She is the author of "Eleven Regrets", and a Childrens book"The Big Fib" available on Amazon. You must hear this story.
This weeks guest you may notice has the same last name as last weeks guest. Shantel Sullivan is the wife of David. I received numerous messages after his episode aired. A few of which said if you thought David's story was amazing, you need to hear his wife. Shantel shares her vulnerable and honest story, one of sexual and physical abuse. This early childhood trauma led her to a life of drug use and sexual activity as a pre-teen. That life ultimately caught up to her and she had her child taken away and she went to jail. She shares her biggest regret, that of aborting her second child, because she was so deep in her addiction. She was told as they took her to prison that she could be handed down 25 years to life. Today she has celebrated 16 years drug free. Please listen with empathy and understand that while in your addiction, you may do things totally out of character. Today Shantel, is making a difference, and wants to help those who struggle as she did. She wouldn't wish her journey on anyone, but she understands that it has made her the woman she is today. I personally think she is amazing. Thank you for the request. I know her story will help so many.
My guest today is David Sullivan. At the request of one of my listeners, I brought David in to hear his amazing story. David bravely shares his story, which he calls, "My life, my story, my pain and my glory." Vulnerably David shares how his mother told him at age 8 that she only had 6 months to live, and how it affected him. Shortly after receiving this news David began drinking and doing drugs. This led him down a path of criminal activity and ultimately landed him in Federal Prison. David's drug use caused him to miss his own mothers funeral, you'll hear how this still affects him today. Because of his lifestyle, he made a promise to his mother that he would change his life, and he did. It wasn't an easy journey, but today David will tell you how he didn't let his past define him or his future. Today David is a successful business owner, and an incredible person. Trust me, take some time and listen to his story.
My guest is Brandy Vega. Brandy tells of her struggle as young girl with depression and suicide. In 2019 Brandy's twelve year old attempted to take her life. Brandy agreed to keep this between family out of respect to her daughter, and fear of what others would think. Then last February late one night the police came knocking letting them know they needed to check their daughter. A friend who she confided in had called the police. Because of that call her life was saved. She was given a second chance. Brandy, owner of Vega Studios and Good Deed Revolution has been prompted to make a difference mental health and suicide. She is amazing and has an event August 14, at the Dry Bar in Provo, called Dying to Laugh, A funny look at depression & suicide. Tickets are available on eventbrite.com See what she is doing with her non-profit gooddeedrevolution.org
My guest today is my friend Emelie Shinn. Emelie wants to share her personal story of her struggles with an eating disorder. Emelie has struggled for years and is now 107 days in recovery. Hear her why, and how it nearly cost her life. I learned so much from her, and know that this information will be beneficial. Maybe you yourself have struggled, or maybe a loved one has. It's our hope that you learn from this discussion. That it will help people struggling connect with resources, and get the help that is needed. Statistics show only 20% seek medical help.
Todays guest is my friend Charity Wilson. Charity had a pretty normal childhood, but at age 24 she was brought back to reality after a 3 month stay in a psychiatric hospital where she was diagnosed Bipolar. She doesn't have memory of her time there, or why she was taken there. She came home to a failing marriage, and struggling to find some sense of normal. The following decade she struggled with depression, a suicide attempt, and therapists. 2 years ago, because of trauma she was diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder. Since that diagnosis, she has been hospital free. She began volunteering with NAMI, and now is the President of the Tooele Chapter. She has a message of hope to those who struggle with mental health issues, and for families that are loving someone through them.
My guest today is Dr. Robb Kelly. Robb lived an extraordinary life. Natural born musician, who played bass for the likes of Sir Elton John, Queen and David Bowie. He got married, swore to give up drinking when his child was born, swore again when the next baby came, but could never give it up. He stabbed his wife three times when she told him he had had enough. ultimately lost his wife, kids, business and everything and became homeless. One night a stranger took him off the streets, and he found recovery. I promise the story of how this happened will blow your mind. It's nothing short of a miracle. Today he has helped over 6,500 find recovery. He is passionate, and confident that recovery is possible. In fact he guarantees it is. He is the author of "Daddy, Daddy Please Stop Drinking" along with other books on recovery. If you only hear one of my podcasts, I hope it is this one.
This weeks episode is with my friend Debbie Bush. Debbie and I met in January after the loss of her 18 year old son Jayden. Jayden had a smile and personality that could light up any room. The Bush family was awakened in the middle of the night by one of Jaydens friends letting them know that they needed to find their son. That night the Bush families world changed in an instant. Hear directly from her how life has changed. How they are moving forward, and why she can't be silent about suicide.
My guest this week is the one and only Jason Hewlett. I met funny man Jason in St. George at the Convention Center, he was the keynote and I was to follow him up with suicide prevention. I have never been that scared. On this episode he shares how covid19 turned his speaking world upside down. Vulnerably he shares where last year took him career wise, and what got him through. He talks about his new book The Promise to the One. Our discussion is one you won't want to miss. Hear what he has to say.
My guest this week is my buddy Tom Proctor. Tom is well known for his long Hollywood career. He has been on hit TV shows like Nashville, Lawless and Justified. He has had major roles in many movies like Guardians of the Galaxy, 12 Years a Slave, Django Unchained and many more. Tom has begun a second career as The Tom Proctor Band, and is making his presence known in Nashville. Our good friend J. Marc Bailey another country artist connected us and together we all are going to host a large music festival series, Country Roads Music Festival. It will benefit suicide prevention and the Life's Worth Living Foundation. Tom has been touched by suicide, and veteran suicide. He has chosen us to be the recipients of the festival series. Don't miss this episode, and get to know my buddy Tom right from his home in sunny St. George.
My guest today is my friend Alecea Petersen. Alecea heard the shot go off in her basement. It was her 14 year old son, Kodee. He had attempted suicide. The years following would be filled with hospitals, doctors and countless procedures. Kodee survived but not without struggle. Hear it from a mothers perspective. What went through her mind initially. What kept her strong. Today she fights to end the stigma of mental health. She is making a difference.
This weeks guest is my friend Drew Holmes. Drew shares his story of addiction. His addiction sent him to prison, but he came out a new man ready to help others through their journey. It was with that goal in mind that he ultimately found himself once again struggling with a prescription drug prescribed by his doctor. He said when he took the Adderall, he instantly knew it would be his downfall. It got to a point he even had thoughts of suicide. Today Drew is in the middle of writing a book to guide others through recovery. His story will connect with some who have travelled this road before.
My guest this week is Kengo James. Kengo tells us his story of growing up in a Japenese family in Utah. His life was Utah, while his home life was Japanese. In 8th grade he struggled with suicide ideation, until another student smiled at him, and he realized it was going to be okay. Although that didn't solve his problems, he knew he was seen. He now is an advocate for suicide prevention, and works with the youth to help them through. His positivity is contagious, Kengo is no doubt the kind of person you want to be friends with. His wisdom and experience will leave you enlightened. You won't want to miss this episode.
This weeks guest Travis Whittaker shares his story. Travis grew up with some adverse childhood experiences, and because of a back injury got addicted to pain killers. His addiction led him down a hole to where he struggled with suicidal thoughts. Ultimately, a terrible car accident led him to a recovery center where he turned his life around. Today Travis runs Living Recovery Interventions where he helps others find recovery. He is the host of Car Talk with Travis, a podcast where he discusses addiction and recovery, as well as mental health for men. Travis is an open book, because he knows others struggle and ultimately he wants to help. Hear it here before his life story becomes a movie, that will be coming out soon.
This weeks guest is my good friend, Tooele County Sheriff Paul Wimmer. We chat about when he knew he wanted to go into law enforcement. We talk suicide and first responders. We talk about how much they are called out on suicides, and what a difficult situation that is. Sheriff Wimmer shares how his families world was rocked in 2014 when his nephew took his life. Paul has seen the effects personally, and that has given him insight and empathy to suicide. He has been a champion of the Foundation, and a blessing to our community.
My guest today is my new friend Beth Young. Beth teaches about the Five Pillars of Health. Those five are, What we eat and drink, movement, relationships, quality sleep, and stress management. She is a Tai Chi instructor, and we talk about how 45 minutes in to her first class, she began to feel immense joy, and she felt as though 100 lbs had been lifted from her shoulders. Beth is a life coach as well. She has a book on the way. Check out her website refuelingyourlife.com
Today my guest is my friend Summer Smart. At the end of Season 1, I reached out to the audience asking what we should discuss in Season 2, Summer reached out and recommended we talk about Postpartum Depression in men. It's a real thing. Summer lost her son 7 months ago, on the 2 month birthday of his newborn baby. Summer hopes to reach people who are struggling before it's too late. Give it a listen, you never know who this may help.
My guest this week is a hero of mine. Christy Johnson is the Director of the Tooele Community Resource Center. Christy shares her story, that began at age 5 when her father died by suicide. He struggled with alcoholism. Hear how that event changed her life, and how she struggled without a father. Her story is filled with heartbreak. She has taken those struggles, and they have become her strengths. Hear how she uses those lessons learned to make our community a better place. She's incredible, please don't miss this episode.
To kick off Season 2 of the podcast, I brought my good friend Spencer Campbell. Spencer takes this entire episode to talk about bullying. We talk about the effects of bullying, and why the bully bullies. What the bullied person can do when experiencing the trauma and abuse of bullying. Spencer has overcome so much, and his life is in such a good place now. He recognizes how grateful he didn't end his life when he first thought about it. We talk sympathy and empathy. This is one of my favorite episodes, you aren't going to want to miss this.
We look back on season one of the podcast. Where we have come from and where we are going. Huge thank you to you the listeners. 52 episodes down and ready for season two.
My guest this week is my friend Ace Morrill. Ace shares his story from being a "Dare" kid in school to unknowingly using drugs, and how he was hooked instantly. His addiction took his life in a direction he never thought it would go, and ultimately his addiction cost him his children, and led him to prison. While incarcerated Ace found the LDS 12 Step program, which from the moment the prayer was said he felt motivated to change. Now 7 years sober, he has served as a facilitator for the program for 3 years. He has started a group to clean up his community, and he serves on the Life's Worth Living Foundation Coalition. He serves every chance he gets, and is making a huge difference. He wants us to know you can recover.
My guest, Nicole Marie Hilton had some adverse childhood experiences early on in life. Because of what she endured, she developed some mental health challenges. Nicole struggled with this for most of her life. On October 7th, 2020 she decided to end her life. She jumped off a 100 ledge in Southern Utah, in front of her parents, in an attempt she feels was brought on by a personal attack from Satan. She broke nearly every major bone in her body, ruptured many organs and instantly became a paraplegic. Because of the ten story fall, she suffers with memory issues. She now has a message to share, and you are the first to hear it.
My guest Korey Burris shares his personal story, which led to his attempting to take his own life at age 17. He has since been given the nickname "Shotgun". He talks about how Satan can put thoughts in your head, in your own voice that can lead one to suicide. He now works in suicide prevention in his hometown of Orange, Texas. He is a minister, and runs a Facebook group called Suicide Prevention & Gods Helpers. Hear his amazing story, and how he has overcome addiction and suicidal thoughts to make a difference where he lives.
I was privileged to get to meet my guest Katie Cheshire at Live in Real Life, an event I spoke at, at Riverton High School. Katie is a gifted actress and singer. Katie has become a powerful mental health advocate. She is an attempt survivor, and part of the LGBTQ community. Her message is so needed, and can benefit us all. Hold on pain ends.
My guest this week is my friend Jolynne Ward, lovingly known as "Mama Jo" by her students at Bingham High. Jo gets to know us by sharing her story and how life brought her to starting the Golden Gate Movement, which is now in schools across the Country. I love what she has built, and her why. I know you are going to love this episode.
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My guest this week is Dr. Terry Sellers. Dr. Sellers tells his personal story of becoming one of Utah Counties top OBGYN's. Then his journey of becoming addicted to drugs. Finally the walls came tumbling down, when the Orem Police Dept came knocking on his door. He was charged with 6 felony counts of writing his own prescriptions, and ultimately losing his license to practice medicine. He went from making $500,000 a year to $8 per hour making cookies. Listen to see where his life is now. He is making a difference in the lives of those who struggle. This is an amazing episode.
This weeks guest is my good friend Toni Broadhead. Toni is the Hope Squad advisor for Stansbury High School. She talks about her love for her students, and all things prevention. Toni connects with her students, and they know how she feels about them. This is probably why her Hope Squad is so successful. Toni gives a glimpse inside her world to see what makes her tick.
This weeks episode was recorded in sunny St. George, with my good friend Carol Hollowell. Carol shares her story of what brought her to Utah, after being financially devastated during the Great Recession. She founded Switchpoint where she has actively been working with those in poverty, and homeless. Her model has been recognized statewide, and she recently brought her model to my home in Tooele.
I can't wait to introduce you to this weeks guest, three time Olympian and Silver Medalist, Bill Schuffenhauer. Bill grew up in adverse conditions as a child both in foster care and on the streets of Salt Lake City. He overcame the adversity and excelled in life, becoming a Silver Medalist in the 2002 Winter Olympics in Salt Lake City. This amazing story of success could well of ended here, but he continued on to compete in the 2006 & 2010 Winter Olympics. After reaching these pinnacles of success, the bottom fell out and his rock bottom hit in 2016 when he attempted to end his life. Now Bill is a speaker and coach with the desire to help inspire others.
I am so excited to share my conversation with my friend all American pianist, and composer Paul Cardall. Paul has an incredible story. He was born with half a heart, and not expected to live. Paul has a special connection to suicide, fighting to live, he was given the heart of a young man who took his own life. This is guaranteed to be a discussion you likely have never heard before. Paul is an inspiration to all, and suicide will likely be looked at differently through his lense.
Coz Green is a born entertainer. He was drafted by Barnum & Bailey Circus as a clown at age 17. He began broadcasting on major networks, and has done coaching and training as well as inspirational speaking around the world. He produces and hosts virtual events as well. He talks about the day he attempted suicide three times and found himself in a mental health facility. He now spends everyday working on making the world we live in a better place. Coz recently was the executive producer of our Night of Hope Virtual Gala. The night was a huge success and Coz became a friend for life.
We wanted to share our gala with all of you who might have missed it. It was an amazing live show hosted by Nathan Osmond, Casey Scott and Jon Absey. Produced by my good friend Coz Green. Musical performances by Ty Herndon, Paul Cardall, Tim Gates, Charley Jenkins and Nathan Osmond. Special remarks by Chad Hymas, Ganel-Lyn Condie, Michelle Anhang, Gabe Adams, Seth Adam Smith & Bill Schuffenhauer. I hope that this special gives you hope for a better day. Donate today. Venmo @lifesworthliving or text LIFE to (435) 294-3317
Todays Guests really need no introduction. Casey Scott has had a huge career in radio and television, and now he hosts both Project Recovery & Dadtastic KSL Podcasts. Jon Absey, was known for 25 years as the Jazz Bear. He thrilled the crowds over the years with his ability to work the fans into a frenzy. His stunts and athleticism landed him in the Hall of Fame. Today I am luck to call these two amazing individuals my buddies. They together with Nathan Osmond will host the Life's Worth Living, Night of Hope Virtual Gala. Mark your calendars for Thursday December 10th at 7PM MST. It will stream live from the Life's Worth Living Foundation Facebook page. To take part early text LIFE to (435)294-3317. Together we can save lives.
This weeks my guest is Joy Montoya, MS, CHES Fire Captain of the West Jordan Fire Department. I sit down and have a very candid talk with Joy about being a first responder. The statistics are staggering. More first responders die by suicide than in the line of work. In fact 15.5% of firefighters have attempted suicide at least once during their career. We talk about their high workplace stress, dramatic calls, poor sleep quality, and other things that play into this statistic. We talk about losing co-workers to suicide, and the high amount of suicides calls she has been called out on. This is a much needed conversation for us to have.
My guest this week is Julie Lee, she just had her book published entitled, I See You, how compassion and connection save lives. Julie talks about growing up in a home with a father who struggled with bi-polar disorder, and what that looked like through the eyes of a child. She talks about going through her own struggles with anxiety, depression and PTSD. Share her journey with us, and talks about her podcast and new book. julieleespeaks.com
My guest Ty Herndon, is a huge Nashville recording artist and amazing human, with (4) #1's, tons of Top Ten hits, 20 charted singles, a Grammy nomination, and recipient of the Dove Award. In 2014, Ty was the first major male country star to come out as gay. He has since founded the first of its kind "Concert for Love and Acceptance", to help at risk youth. Ty shares his experience, and his insight into the LGBTQ community. He has just released a single with Paul Cardall, and Kristin Chenoweth called "Orphans of God" go to where you download your music and get this amazing song.
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This weeks guest Liz Stone, shares her story of her best friends murder. She tells of her suicide attempt, a sexual assault and being held captive. She pushed through and avoided facing these traumas. Although she suffered much as a young lady, she finally had to face these demons head on to heal. Today Liz is the founder of Empowering the One. She talks about the amazing things she is currently doing, and how it has helped her heal.
My guest Heidi Roundy comes on the podcast to share some amazing things she is doing. Heidi's daughter attempted suicide at age 14, which led Heidi to find out what resources were available. Heidi, started a blog to help others. The blog is meant for those who struggle, as well as parents helping their own children. Find it at pushonhopeahead.home.blog Hear how this blog, was inspired and the feedback she is getting from others. She's an amazing lady, and I'm very happy she sat down and shared this today.
Today I shared about Nicole Marie Hilton, in St. George. Heres the Go Fund Me Link https://www.gofundme.com/f/nicoles-medical-bills-please-help?Watch her video https://youtu.be/0pg-iKfFzUY If you are able to help financially, please do so.
I am so excited this week to have the Chris & Berna Sloan on the podcast. Chris Sloan is on the Foundations Board of Directors. This week, Berna Sloan will share her story. Her purpose for sharing her story of adverse childhood experiences, is to bring hope to the listener, that your past does not define your future. That there is no limit to what you can become. That you can break the chain of abuse and have a bright tomorrow. Berna is a living example of success. I am so grateful for her coming on the show, and willing to be vulnerable to help others along their journey.
Todays guests Peter Clegg & Kevin Neff, from Tooele County Health Department, talk about their new roles in Prevention after coming over from Valley Behavioral. They talk to me about what they are currently doing as a health dept. working in prevention. We talk about the county as a whole and the needs of the community. They tells us about an exciting new program they are rolling out as this episode airs, called Man Therapy. This program is meant for men ages 22-54, which by the way is a group with very high suicides in our county. We are lucky to have these two working in our community, the work they do is invaluable.
My guest Randy Palmer, tells his story of addiction that began at an early age. He talks about why he felt drawn into addiction, and how he began to outgrow it. I am so excited to share what is doing now. Randy now helps with a family led intervention, that is evidenced based. If you know someone entrenched in addiction, see what Randy might be able to offer you. You can find him at familycouncilrecovery.com
My guest Amy Larsen talks about The Communities That Care Sevier County Coalition, and what they are focused on this year during the pandemic. In February 2019, we were made aware of the difficult year this area was facing. They had been suffering a high number of suicides in their community. LWLF came down, and together we focused on training the community. We left promising the community if they remembered what we talked about that the following year their numbers would decrease. Amy shares the following years numbers with me. Amy's job in Sevier County is to bring everyone together, and she is doing an amazing job.
My guest Lark Dean Galley shares her personal story of suicide loss. She lost her father to suicide as well as her 19 year old son. She talks about the struggles and challenges life has handed her, and how she has found the strength to go forward. She explains how she found the courage to enter this space of suicide prevention, and why she is so passionate about sharing the message. She has recently finished a book entitled Learning to Breathe Again.
My guest Tadd Mckay tells his personal story of how addiction and a panic attack led to him attempting to end his life in 1999 with a firearm. He survived not one, but two gunshots to the head. Following his attempt he heard his grandfathers voice reminding him, he had two little kids to raise and to call 911. Over period of 14 years, and over 70 surgeries Tadd continues to try and help others to not go through what he has. He reminds us all about the importance of gun safety and responsible gun storage. This episode is raw and real. I appreciate Tadd for being vulnerable and sharing his personal story.
Paul & Susie Augenstein tell their story of being inspired to find out more about our LGBTQ community. They had no children or family members in this community, but still felt a strong desire to take part in giving this group a community to gather in. Paul was serving as an LDS Bishop, and opened his church meeting to allow his congregation get to know their LGBTQ brothers and sisters a little more. The meeting was a huge success, for the congregation and those within the LGBTQ community. Hear how this amazing couples prompting led to strengthening the understanding of how we can come together with our LGBTQ brothers and sisters.
My guest Jed Thorpe is a Certified Mental Health Counselor (CMHC). We sit down and discuss why we need to be more focused on upstream prevention, and not waiting until someone is in suicidal crisis before we act. Jed shares his thoughts on the direction he thinks we need to be moving in order to stop suicides, and turn the tide. His thoughts will make you ponder how we could be doing a better job in prevention. I think you will really enjoy what he has to say.
Here is my conversation with my friend Michelle Anhang in Toronto Canada. We discuss the death of her husband by suicide. We talk about his diagnosis of Bi-Polar Disorder and a form of Schizophrenia and the struggle that led to his death. Michelle talks openly and honestly about hiding the truth about his death, by calling it an accident. How that hindered her grief process, and how that delayed her healing. There are so many lessons we can learn from her experience. Hear about what she is doing today to help others.
Utah Attorney General Sean Reyes sits down with me to talk about suicide prevention, human trafficking, sex, trafficking and the opioid epidemic. He shares his personal experiences in the fight. Hear incredible stories of rescued children, and the amazing things he's accomplished while in office.
Listen as Todd tells his story, it's one like you will never forget. Todd talks about his 10 years of alcohol and drug abuse. This let to dark thoughts, low self worth, and even planning his own suicide. Listen to how some unlikely people changed his life. One listened to promptings which started Todd on the path to recovery, and then Todd's own prompting to stop at a lemonade stand that cemented his recovery in the books. Hear the amazing things he's done in this 30 years of sobriety. He teaches you the greatest truth, that "there's nothing wrong with you." Don't miss this incredible episode.
My wife Tracy and I sit down to talk with the Hansens about the loss of their son Jed to suicide. Ed is the Vice President of Life's Worth Living Foundation, and his wife Barb is on the Board of Directors. Hear Jed's story from his parents and they helped him battle addiction. Unfortunately, he lost his battle in February of 2014, and although life for the Hansen's will never be the same without him, Jed was the reason the LWLF came to be. Ed and Barb have been instrumental in working with those who are struggling with their own battles. Because of them many lives have been saved.
This weeks episode is thanks to a call in idea for an episode from last week. Kami Perkins called in wanting to hear about; "Women who are afraid to admit that they can't do it all. That reaching out is not a sign of weakness." I am so grateful that Rachael Curfew was willing to come in and tackle this very subject. Rachael is a life coach specializing in anxiety. She breaks this subject down, explaining why this is so hard on women. Then she talks about three easy steps to make a life change to overcome. She explains how anxiety is a gift, and how we can best recognize it. I learned so much from this episode, and I want all my women listeners to know that "You are enough, You are loved and appreciated!"
On this episode, I open the floor to you the listeners. For the week prior, I took voicemail comments, suggestions and topics you would like to see in future episodes. Over that week we received comments from Nathan Osmond, Maggie Mondragon, Amy Larsen, Kami Perkins, Jared Miller and Casey Scott. I play their voicemails for you the listeners and answer their questions, take their suggestions and plan future episodes based on their comments. I hope you enjoy this episode. Please feel free to always comment about the podcast by calling in at (435) 277-0235 or email me at lifesworthlivingfoundation@gmail.com
My guest for this episode has been called "One of the 10 most inspirational people in the world" by the Wall Street Journal. He is the youngest to ever be inducted into the prestigious National Speaker Hall of Fame. Beyond being a wildly successful motivational speaker that travels over 300,000 miles a year to speak at over 220 events. He is an author. Chad has set a world record that we will talk about, wheeling himself 513 miles from Salt Lake City to Las Vegas. He owns and operates the Royal Creek Ranch, and a 5,100 acre elk preserve. He has done all of this after an accident which left him a quadriplegic at age 27. Chad's greatest accomplishments that he remains a devoted husband and father to his loving wife Shondell, and father to their four children. In our conversation we speak candidly about depression, and thoughts of suicide. He gives incredible insight and shares wisdom with how to continue even when life's challenges seem insurmountable. Chad is a blessing to all that come in contact with him. This episode will give you so much to ponder, and motivate you to be the best that you can be.
You might recognize my guest Bob Kittell from his TEDx talk, or maybe you've been one of the over 5 million he has spoken to in his arena sized events that he's spoken to in one of the 300 cities around the globe. He has had the privilege of touring with Zig Ziglar, Rudy Giuliani, Colin Powell, Les Brown, Tom Hopkins, Terry Bradshaw, Joe Montana etc. Bob talks to me about calming your mind, and the importance of human connection. He discusses the problem we face with smart phones, and other devices that we have become addicted to, and how it affects the brain. He talks about the power of eye contact, and how it can reduce your anxiety. He talks about suicide prevention, and other things mental health related. There is so much jam packed into this hour, that you won't want to miss it.
It was an honor for me to interview the Tooele City Royalty - 2020 with my co-host Stacy Smart from Tooele City Communities that Care. Ella Rose Leonelli - Miss Tooele, Eden Legge - Attendant and Suni Norman - Attendant. Join us as we discuss the importance of resilience. In this time of COVID-19 we are all experiencing this world-wide pandemic and the need for resilience just to get through. These amazing young women have just experienced the first pageant in Tooele's history that was done virtually. They walked some unchartered territory in doing so. Hear their life experiences that have taught them resilience, and you'll understand why they are the perfect choice for our Tooele City Royalty.
My guest Laura Warburton, discusses the loss of her 16 year old daughter Hannah to suicide. Laura discusses how concussions, left lasting damage to Hannah's brain, that led to her suicide. Laura felt the desire to bring about some positive changes after Hannah's death, and that is exactly what she has done, with starting the non-profit called Live Hannah's Hope. She has been active at the State Capitol, pushing through bills like, Hannah's Bill, which required suicides crisis lines in the State be answered 24/7 and the SafeUT app which has saved countless lives. These bills would have never happened had it not been for this amazing family, and Hannah's story. Laura also pushed through a bill that required an autopsy for all suicides, and required reporting. This will advance our suicide prevention efforts in the State. Our State owes so much to Laura for taking this tragedy and working to make things in suicide prevention better in Utah.
This episode is my conversation with Mike Pearson, he is a huge success story. Mike battled a gambling addiction all of his adulthood. He has been free of his addiction for over 5 years now, and life is better than he ever dreamed. While in the midst of his addiction he lost his business, a marriage, hundreds of thousands of dollars and nearly his life. Mike attempted suicide twice on his journey of recovery. Now he wants people to realize, you can overcome, and have the life you've always dreamed of. Gambling addiction unfortunately has a high rate of suicide. Thanks Mike for being so vulnerable and sharing this important message.
My conversation with Richard Ostler, a YSA (Young Single Adult) former Bishop of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and LGBTQ Advocate. Richard discusses how he had to clear his hard drive of all preconceived notions he had. He needed to listen, and learn from people within that group. He shares what he has learned along his journey, and how its lead to becoming one of their biggest advocates. Richard is an author, and has a new book coming out in September entitled Listen, Learn & Love. He also hosts a popular LGBTQ podcast with the same title. If you are LGBTQ, or have a child or loved one who is, you need to hear this podcast. Actually, I think everyone needs to hear it, because we all need to learn the lessons within this podcast.
A conversation with Julie Cluff, as she talks about suffering the loss of her brother to suicide, and a failed marriage. Both of these losses preceded the toughest loss, that most of us can't even imagine. On Mother's Day in 2007, Julie was taking a trip from Texas to North Carolina to visit her in-laws with three of her children. She woke up to the suburban she was driving rolling down the median. When the car came to a rest and she later arrived at the hospital, she was told her two youngest children had died in the crash. This is an episode you cannot miss. Julie Cluff is a fellow podcaster, grief coach and author of a new book that comes out next month.
Seth Adam Smith and I talk about depression, his suicide attempt and his wanting to get better for himself. He talks about his brother, and how their dynamics changed after almost losing him to suicide. You may know this story from the "Sitting on the Bench" video that was widely seen online, from the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Seth talks about his alone time in the Grand Canyon, or at least he thought he was alone. He talks about holding his daughter for the first time, and seeing the light in her eyes. Seth talks about his family, and his love of the complete chaos. Seth Adam Smith is an author, blogger and advocate for all things suicide prevention. This is his journey, you won't want to miss it.
My conversation with sculptor Dan Snarr. We discussed his work "Proud" which we unveiled in the Tooele Veterans Memorial Park. It was the 1st in the Nation to discuss the devastating problem of Veteran Suicide. We also discussed Coach Jerry Sloan from the Utah Jazz, and his sculpture of the legendary coach. We discussed Dan's intent to place this monument at the Vivint Smart Home Arena with previous bronze monuments of Stockton and Malone. Unfortunately since the taping of this episode, we lost Coach Sloan. We were joined by phone with Nashville recording artist, J. Marc Bailey who played and integral part in raising money for the "Proud" Monument. J. Marc Bailey joined the call with friend and singer/songwriter Russ Stallons. Hear more of this fun reunion conversation.
Ninzel Rasmuson, Executive Director of Honor 365 sits down with me to discuss our veterans as we near Memorial Day. We talk all things veterans, and how Honor 365 is playing an integral part in assisting our veterans once they come home. We talk about 1st responders, and their fight in this time of COVID-19.
Senator Thatcher talks about the bringing forth of the SafeUT app to Utah's public schools. The SafeUT app is for suicide prevention. He discusses what has transpired from the initial thought of the app all the way to its launch. Hear behind the scenes stories that you have probably never heard. This app has been wildly successful in saving lives here in Utah. The SafeUT app connects Utah students with a licensed clinical social worker at UNI, Utah Neuropsychiatric Institute 24/7, 365. Students can call or text and receive an answer within 15 seconds. Students can also submit tips, from act of kindness to weapons. It has spread from Utah public school students to college students. The nation has watched the success, and look to Utah for advise on developing similar apps.
On this episode we will discuss Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACES) with guest Tracy Gossett. She takes us back through her childhood, with the loss of both of her parents only 18 months apart as a teenager. She talks about physical, mental and sexual abuse in the home. She describes what it was like growing up with a parent who struggled with mental illness, and who abused substances. Parentless by the age of 17, she talks about breaking the cycle of abuse, and how she found herself. This heartbreaking story to her current life of service is one you won't want to miss.
There is a correlation between addiction and suicide, but do you realize porn addiction and suicide go hand in hand? Listen to the Lamberts as they take through their struggles open and honestly. Listen as Isaac tells about the loss of his brother to suicide, who was on a parallel journey, and about his own attempts. Pornography is a major problem throughout the world, but especially here in the United States. We need to be willing to have these hard conversations and get the message out.
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Nathan Osmond is a Nashville recording artist. Nominated for Male Vocalist of the Year. He has had four consecutive #1 hit singles. He performed in the North American Tour of Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat, as well as the leading role in Your a Good Man Charlie Brown. He is a well known motivational speaker, and hosts the Achieving Awesomeness Now Podcast. He is on the road over 200+ days a year. Nathan has recently come back from Nashville, Tennessee where he recorded a duet with Linda Davis. Don't Go There is a beautiful song about suicide prevention, and he will perform it on the podcast today. On the podcast we discuss COVID-19 and some of the struggles that come with it. We talk about mental health, anxiety and panic attacks. We talk about the loss of Marie Osmonds son Micheal, and he and Nathans last words. Prepare to leave feeling energized to make your Life Worth Living!
My guest Gabe Adams was born with hand heart syndrome, and was born without arms or legs. He hasn't let any of that stop him from reaching his goals. He is independent, he is an accomplished motivational speaker, dancer, singer, artist, model and the list goes on. Hear his amazing story of success, that didn't come without struggles. You'll be inspired, and won't want to miss this episode.
Listen to Brady Newby tell his tragic story of the losses to suicide that let him to a life of suicide prevention. His honest and heartbreaking story will touch your heart. He talks about the wisdom his grandmother gave him, "to just love her", as he wrestled with his daughter coming out gay. He is the Founder and President of Kind Like Kamree Foundation, a Utah based 501(c)3 non-profit. Find out the inspiring things they are accomplishing as a Foundation, honoring the memory of his late daughter Kamree. You can't miss this episode!
Guest Jared Miller takes us on his journey from tragedy to triumph. From living his dreams to losing it all to addiction. He was homeless and attempted to end his life. Today the successful owner of Miller Motivation Group, he inspires hope to all. You don't want to miss this episode. If you enjoyed this podcast, please click subscribe, rate and review.
Guest Taryn Hiatt is the AFSP Director for both Utah and Nevada. In this interview you will hear about her journey, and what led her to a life in prevention. You don't want to miss this amazing podcast. If you enjoyed this podcast, please click subscribe, rate and review.
Life's Worth Living Foundation President and Founder, Jon Gossett launches the premier episode of the podcast. Jon promises interviews of amazing guests that work in prevention, those who have been handed very difficult circumstances and conquered. On the podcast we will discuss all things mental health, suicide prevention, and feel good stories that will bring you to tears. Please hit subscribe, rate and review.