The Portal: Recent Episodes

Asemahle Mgayi

The Portal is a place of gaining access to my personal walk with God. It is a weekly podcast which will share faith-based discussions on encounters with God. All lead by the Holy Spirit and thought up by God Himself.

Each week, I attempt to answer what it means to be young and madly in love with God, while evoking conversations about God among believers and non-believers of all ages.

Join me every 2nd Friday at 13:00 (CAT) as I unpack one of the most intricate relationships in my life.

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After a long period filled with hard conversations with myself, I have decided to not continue recording and hosting The Portal.

Thank you so much to everyone who walked this journey with me, I appreciate all of you so so much. 


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In this week's episode, fellow African Leadership College (abbreviated to ALC during the podcast) students Julie and Tessa join me as we recreate a conversation around self-doubt, affirmation and how God continues to show us that we deserve to be here. Here being anywhere that you are and it being specifically university for us. 

The wholesome conversation had me so speechless that we didn't get a worship for the week song and that is alright because the Holy Spirit takes precedence in this space so open your heart and allow these revelations to fill you.


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In this episode I speak about the connection between God's love for human kind, proactivity and loving from a liberated center

The worship for the week: Joyous Celebration - Yesu wena ungumhlobo 


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Listen to the trailer to explore the foundational questions for season 3. 


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In this episode I am joined by David, a fellow student from ALC Mauritius as we discuss what it means to be Christlike. The Worship for the Week dedication: The Blessing by Kari Jobe/CRC Music Group


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In this episode I look into whether Proverbs 31 is the most feminist chapter in the Bible. The Worship for the Week dedication: Uzugcin'impilo yam by Bucy Radebe.


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In this episode I reflect on lessons I've learnt since I re-dedicated my life to God in July 2019. The Worship for the Week dedication: Great are you Lord by All Sons and Daughters


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In this episode I explore the last pillar of reparenting and question whether it contradicts the walk with God. The Worship for the Week dedication: Lord, you're holy ballin by Sunday Service Choir


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In this episode I look into emotional regulation as one of the four pillars of reparenting and I compare that to the walk with God. The Worship for the Week dedication: Never going to walk away by Elevation Worship


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In this episode I go into the 2 part of the 4 part series around the broader question: Do the pillars of reparenting contradict with the walk with God? In this episode I look into discipline, what it is, how I've explored it and how it links with my walk with God. The Worship for the Week dedication: We will worship ft Khaya Mthetwa - Ungizungezile


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In this episode I look into the reparenting pillar of joy alongside the walk with God. The Worship for the Week dedication: Praise Him in Advance by Marvin Sapp.


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This is an introduction to the 4 part series which will compare reparenting and Christianity. Asking one broad question: Do the pillars of reparenting contracdict the walk with God?


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In this spontaneous episode, I share a testimony about my journey to get into University. I also share my favourite scripture and interact on how it fits perfectly with my testimony. A huge and special shoutout to Mecheala and Kagiso for engaging with The Portal and being an integral part of this episode. The Worship for the Week dedication: The Blessing by Elevation Worship


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In this episode I explore what fellowship is, the importance of a balance in fellowship and why I set time aside for fellowship. 

I also share what my fellowship balance looks like at the moment.

The worship for the week: Refiner by Maverick City Music ft Steffany Gritzinger and Chandler Moore


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I am beside myself with joy about the fact that we've made it to season 2. This trailer gives you a bit of information of what you can expect in season 2.


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In this episode I share a teaching about how scripture can inform us about who God is and how it also shows us God's character in us. 

The worship song mentioned in this episode is - Withholding Nothing by William McDowell 


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In this week's episode, I speak about a recent encounter I had with God and how it reminded me of His nature. Affirm that I don't think God wants us to feel guilt, condemnation and shame for He is love. 

The song mentioned in this episode is: Love is a Miracle by Maverick City Music ft Majesty Rose and Bri Babineaux 


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In this episode I explore the sacred power of gratitude, manners in which to express it and how gratitude is an important part of my journey with God. 

The song mentioned in the episode is - God is Good by Jonathan McReynolds 


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In this week's episode I speak about what having faith during a storm looks like. I question and answer the following questions:

  1. What is faith?

  2. What is a storm?

  3. Why is it important to have faith during a storm? 

This podcast was a an amalgamation of some the gems and lessons I lent when God was pruning me in my walk with Him 

My favourite worship song at the moment which is mentioned in the podcast is: My Testimony by Elevation Worship 


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In this episode I speak about the love of my life - God 

I reflect on how I came to love God and continue to love him. I also open up about how my relationship with my absent father created apprehension in my ability to call God dad. 

This episode is a reminder that God is love and that His love is one of the most consistent things in both the physical and spiritual realm, nothing can separate us from it 

The book mentioned in the podcast is: Life Is _ by Judah Smith 

The movie mentioned is titled: The Shack (it stars Octavia Spencer as God the father) 

The song - King of my heart is also sung by Bethel music, Steffany Gretzinger and Jeremy Riddle. I love Tasha Cobbs and Steffany Gretzinger equally as worshippers but I'd been listening to Tasha's version more this week. 


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In this episode I speak about what I think has been a mysterious aspect of Christianity, fasting. I draw a lot from Fasting by Pastor Jentezen Franklin without giving away too much about the book.

Join me as I answer: What is fasting? Why is it important? And share practical tips on the practice. 

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The book mentioned is: Fasting by Jentezen Franklin 

The songs mentioned are: Konke by We will worship and Seasons by Hilsong.


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I am truly honoured to share this teaching with all of you. It is a direct product of my daily fellowship sessions with God. 

Join me as I unpack what the fire is, how it manifests, what dimensions are and how we can position ourselves to dive into the dimensions of the fire of God 


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In this episode, I open up about my greatest challenge and blessing - my impromptu gap year. It details how this gap year aligned me to be touched, loved and used mightily by God. 

Join me as I reflect on the preparation ground which made room for God's glory. 8 months down the line, I am even more grateful to God for that tight hug He gave me, it truly changed my life. 


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In this episode, I have a multidimensional conversation with three ministers (Prince, Seth and Abe)

Join us as we define love in our personal capacity, compare it to our ideas of God's love and ultimately ask if God's love aims to change us. 

We acknowledge that God's love is too massive to comprehend using metrics in the physical realm but we still had immense fun attenpting thus timeless unanswered question. 


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In this trailer, I introduce The Portal: What it is and why it exists . I also introduce myself, and share a bit about who I am. 

Join me every Friday at 13:00 (CAT) as I unpack one of the most intricate relationships in my life.


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