This "Story Time with Q" was done with the wrong mic and was only on YouTube for a while, but now a bonus audio episode.
This episode is about the time I burned down my Grandma's house. I was 3 years old so don't judge me and my family is learning about this when they hear this episode!
There's more but take another journey with me down memory lane.
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This "Story Time with Q" is my rough draft attempt to format it like a 'stand-up' on YouTube and audio quality is not the best. I talk about when I was 5 years old in a cra*ck house and when I why the school had me skip preschool. I wrap everything up and give my perspective, while trying to make it funny. There's more but take another journey with me down memory lane.
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This episode is about if you think parents owe their children an apology for how they were raised, if you think your parents owe you an apology for your childhood and I end telling the christmas story from my childhood that I have reference. I give my answer in the beginning, then I explain my perspective in detail. Take the journey and I hope you are asking yourself these questions as well.
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The is the 2nd and final part of "Why I got Divorced!" I start this with the Question, "Why did I stay?" I discuss how I feel Loss affected me and the Losses I suffered leading up. The step that lead to and my Perspective on the Divorce. Then we end with some music and a new just for this episode.
I hoped y'all enjoyed the Journey and you can always go back through and find things in My Message and My Story.
Season 3 we can kick it, but you would have to pay for it :)
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This is part 1 of "Why I got Divorced." 16 years is not easy to explain away but this episode I start with a new intro for this episode, a reoccurring dream I had that seems to apply, plus a lot more. There are 1 of 2 things I need when going through something extremely difficult, Help or Time. I can't make someone help me, but I can take time.
I am not the good guy, hero or victim in this story. I'm just someone explaining their perspective and emotions and hope it can help someone make better decision than I made.
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This is the Story Finale of Season 2 (Wisdom). This is the culmination of each episode this Season. Have you ever seen a Predator eats their Prey??? Have you ever heard the Story of "Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody???" I'm Nobody...
Do you want to be Safe or Free, which one is most important to you???
I Believe Man can make you Safe, but GOD made you Free.
Take the journey to see how the Story of Wisdom wraps up.
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This episode I explore the question of where you place your Belief, in GOD or Man. I think a lot of people have made GOD and Man interchangeable, because they believe want Man told them. How can getting closer to GOD, as a title for the CREATOR, be anywhere other than Yourself. Did you lose Faith in Yourself somewhere on this journey of existence???
No matter what happened Yesterday, Tomorrow with never get here, so you only have Today.
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This episode I talk about the people in my head and ask, why do Men value Sex so much??? Short answer, because Women do but I have fun with the analogies.
I've never seen someone be Successful without a strong Team. What's more important to you... Winning or how someone not on your Team, views your performance???
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If We are Reflection of each other, why do we fight our Reflection? I know it's common but Why???
If you didn't like your reflection in a mirror, would you fight the mirror or work toward changing what you didn't???
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This episode I discuss the question, in what do you invest, confidence or competence??? In yourself and others, which is the more important attribute?
Do you make your choice based on Fear or Faith?
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I discuss my definitio of Wisdom - "To First gain Knowledge of Self, then after learning Who you are, discerning information as Yourself and not the version of You others have convinced or manipulated you to be. That's what Wisdom is to Me."
I use the Crown Chark and these scripturs from the Bible to support my perspective;
Matthew chapter 6 verse 33
Psalms chaper 82 verse 6 - 7
II Corinthians chapter 11 verse 12 - 15
Exodus chapter 7 verse 10
Matthew chapter 4 verse 1 - 10
II Thessalonians chapter 2 verses 1 - 12
II Timothy chapter 3 verse 16 - 17
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This "Story Time with Q" I treat it more like a stand-up special. I talk about some of the adventures I had in a short time at my 2nd of 3rd 5th grade schools. I talk about when I campaigned for the entire school to dislike me, a non-fight physical altercation, getting put out of our apartment after leaving the shelter and my first heart break. There's more, but take another journey with me down memory lane.
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In this episode I discuss the concept of who's Team you are apart, literally and figuratively. How would you know if you like something if you haven't tried it? Are other people's opinion more important than Yours? Are you just lazy?
How is it "your" team when you have no ownership & make no revenue from the team's profit???
Take the journey...
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I discuss the concept of Trust, Purpose and Goals between generations. The Lessons you Learn from your Mistakes are Your lessons and/or ingredients that make You. I use an analogy about being stuck under a amountain for generations, what is needed to get free, why it's wanted and how to achieve it. All destinations take Work and all goals take Time.
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This episode I discuss if you are or even can be a good person. I tell a story of an interaction I had with a guy saying that he was homeless. I discuss if people want to be a good person or want to be perceived as a good person. You are a good person???
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Short answer - There is no difference. Only the proverbial "they" placing bait for the people to fight amongst ourselves. Using tactics that I would call "Word Magic" mass manipulation & "The Backdoor Theory"
While they technically keep their hands cleans.
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In this episode I ask, what makes someone unattractive or undesirable to you? I discuss the statement I've heard a lot, "get you an ugly/unattractive person, because they will have a better personality." I get the concept and simple arithmetic behind it, but I think it's deeper than that. Who determines what is or is not attractive or desirable for you? Take the journey.
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This episode I talk about my role model and the impact he had on my life. It's kind of like a Story Time with Q episode, and I had fun. I talked about how I used to steal his quarters, sneak into his room and play his Sega, how I found his VHS x-video stash, how he got me back for that and more. It's a fun episode where I pay homage to My superhero, My celebrity, My role model... Donnie.
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I discuss if I think people Fear intimacy, what I think people, including myself actually Fear. I tell you all another analogy I have for Trust and I tell you all one of the times I got my feeling hurt and how it affected me going forward. I also debut a song of mine as a poem at the end of the episode called, "Decisions."
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This episode I discussed the possibilities of Me having 2 girlfriends. I discussed my "habitual side chick theory." Do you want what you Want or the Way you want it? I discuss how I don't think Women want us they way they say they do, and I discuss the Love I have for a Woman to be open, honest and trust me enough to be vulnerable with me. I also discus my Trust theory.
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In this episode I discuss another want you can see the reflection in Mother Earth and Women. I explain that no one can tell you how to be what you are, but only what they want, which is not your responsibly to become. If they don't want you for You, why would you want to be with someone who does not want You??? I play a snippet of this song that I believe is amazing and I say what I wrote to it. I believe the Woman is reflective of Mother Earth, that's why if you plant a healthy seed in her soil and nurture it properly, it will produce plants that can produce more plants and seeds.
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This episode is about my "Backdoor Theory." I discuss how I see patterns in existence, in you but you may also call them "habits." The concept is that someone my come to your front door to get your attention, but the true intent is to distract you while their partner sneaks into your home undetected. I'm speaking consciously, while showing the corporeal correlation, because it's all so reflective.
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The first Story Time with Q of season 2. This story time is about when I almost committed a crime, I think. I discussed being thrown into the pool with the only options were to sink or swim. I touch on what Goku taught me, being raised on survival, not being the dirty kid at another kid's expense, and how "thugs" are kids that need help. I wrap it all up to the time I thought I was going to jail for a crime I might have almost committed.
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This episode I breakdown and explain the meaning behind Season 2's intro. Why I love the play "Hamilton." How I want You to know that I believe in You until you have enough Faith in Yourself to. Every decision is between Fear and Faith. I talk about this documentary I watched about a lioness and her cubs dealing with the laws of nature. I have fun this episode and walk on a journey with you. Because We are The Conscious Collective or CC, so I hope you get the message.
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This episode I discuss my belief that all in existence are either Predator or Prey. I discuss that how I believe that we are GOD'S television, Faith without Works is dead, Predator vs Prey is a fight for Survival. Some will do anything to Survival because it's Primal. Are you at least aware of whom You are???
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This episode I discuss the question; Nature or Nurture, which has a greater Impact on whom you are? I used the movie, "The Lion King" as the crux of my story to explain my perspective. I give my answer in the beginning before taking you on a journey of explanation. Think about your answer to the question, Nature or Nurture???
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This is an in prompt to episode because I felt I should speak on it and share it immediately. The episode is about thoughts of You-icide, after putting you aside, and I try to get you to realize that You a side that You can choose. I touch on my own struggles and the call I received at work. In the next episode, I get back to the flow I have planned.
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I have a guest on the show, my guy J We start with a few jokes that led to good topics. J says how he would replace me like Aunt Viv from "The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" for season 3. The imagery in television shows and movies, the dreams developed from art imitating life, relating to characters, phantom dunk, trauma, PTSD, therapy, etc. Then we get into the subject of Attachment Styles. J tried to get me to be detailed about my marriage and divorce to find what he believes is my attachment style. I have a different perspective.
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This might be the best episode of season 2, so far. This is about asking yourself if you are bonding or reacting to the other elements on this period table of life, as the atoms of Creation? I use science to explain why the sky is blue, the 7 colors of the spectrum to which we have access, and valance electrons being like your Thoughts and Emotions. This is a journey where you can ask yourself if you are Bonding, Reacting or Stable?
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This episode is because my nephew just had his first child! I talk about bringing forth creation by choosing to be something for someone you never had. My eldest cousin being that for me, and that act of kindness inspiring me to pay it forward to my 1st nephew. This is the Importance of a Role Model, in my opinion.
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This episode is discussing the 4 four letter works for existence, similar to the 3 three letter words of Creation from season 1, What? When? Work? and With? I start with discussing Faith in science and region that is needed, to show no reason for the fight. I speak to the Artist in You. What made Darkness come first, outside of your Perspective. Your Impact will live on in the memories of others, after you are gone? I didn't wrap the episode like I wanted but I got you episode 3.
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Season 2 premier with background music! I discuss how Men don't have time to allow our sadness to win... Is a Man his Heart or his Decisions... The Danger of a Lack of Knowledge of Self... The main topic is about asking if you have Wants or Dream and I give my definition of both. Take the journey.
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Season 2 officially starts 5/11/23 but I am working on the season current, which is wrapped around Wisdom . In the process of recording an episode the new equipment stopped recording a few times. So I decided 5/11/23 is a while to wait and gave this episode to hold you for a while. Get caught upon Season 1 or go back through it and the Season 2 Intro is at the end of this episode as a treat. I Appreciate you all, and don't let your Past bully your Present into becoming your Future.
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This is me letting my viewers and Team Conscious Collective know that I plan to be back for season 2. I discuss some of the topics I have planned for the season and after. The plan is to get season 1 listened to by more of those that can use and/or enjoy it because it's timeless. Season 2 should be started sooner than later but the Time has to feel right. Don't let your Past bully your Present into becoming your Future. What they call Pure is tampered with, the Cure can't answer it.. You Lost in a world looking for Answers that's answer Less.
This is the Season 1 Finale! I tell 3 stories; I finish the Mr. Burns story, the Kyla story and end with a story of me manipulating a situation that got out of hand that I call an example of controlled chaos. I break everything down and have fun telling the stories. It's the season finale, why not give a 2 and a half hour finale. Season 2 should be about Wisdom....
Remember: Don't let your Past bully your Present into becoming your Future. What they call Pure is tampered with, the Cure can't answer it, you're Lost in a working looking for Answers that answer Less.
This episode is the connection to all the episodes this season. There will be one more episode for this season but this is a pre-season finale. We discuss the wisdom that is needed once becoming aware of the bullies you may have. Information is information but Wisdom and Will are needed to wield you Power.
I have been sick but wanted to give my listeners an episode but didn't want to mess up the plan of season 1 since there are only going to be 2 more episodes for this season. I was asked a question and I explained it in a way that we though was funny and maybe I could tell you all. It's a story of what happened at a key point of my life were My Anger Was Managed!
I start talking about his story not being as valuable as Your story and pointing out some of the things I'm trying to show you with My Story. I touch on Why I do the show and haven't pushed more monetary gain Yet. The overall topic is Why I Believe we should Beware of False prophets and the connect to a Real life you can see and to which you can relate. In my opinion.
The title says it all and I go deeper than I have on this episode to show you all what I'm attempting to show you... you are a god!!!
I discuss the question I was asked, "Are Men Only sexually attracted to Women but seek an emotional connection with their Guys?" I break down my perspective and debut a verse at the end.
Story Time with Q about one of my most tough days in terms of fighting. This story will be completed but I break down the situation and next time I will finish the story about the fight I had with my teacher and how this girl did me dirty lol.
I discuss the show image and possibly having guess on the show. I go into this clip I was sent asking, why don't Women cook and clean anymore. That lead to me touching on my perspective of a Man (managing anything necessary) & a male (manipulating anyone listening everyday).
I finally discuss Love or Convenience, applying my belief of Conflict Management in relationships and the importance of investing your $100 billion with someone. I touch on external work not being as valuable as internal work and why I am no a fan of going to the strip club :D. This was a fun episode for me and I have so much more I can speak on with this topic. Maybe do it in another way....
I start discussing the question of if the devil had good point for rebelling because he wanted the free will that GOD gave Man. I discuss how the devil is more relatable and similar to humans. Then I wrap it all together with the correlation between, GOD, the devil and you... This may be the new Greatest Episode Ever over episode 8 but I will have to go back and listen to 8 again. I think Everyone should hear this episode to see what they get from it. Share if you get the feeling to share.
Hope y'all ready for this level :)
Discussing why I am not human, Man or male, "cheating," mass manipulation and my love for the "N" word lol
I took time off for my birthday and back with a more fun episode. I start discussing how valuable the vibration of inspiration is to all creation. Then we get into Story Time with Q about trying to get some "yummy yummy," my instinct to protect and how 'Crazy' always has a story.
After talkin about my last bully and touching on the question, does might make right... I dive deeper in the concept by correlating it existence interacting with it's reflection and the Ideas of GOD/The Most High/The Universe.
I know this episode aired late but I think it's worth it... Story Time with Q; Talk about my last bully and how it has a long last affect while showing how it connects to everything we discussed. I dive so deep into the vibration of bully in existence, that it became 2 parts. 'Does Might make Right?' Should be airing 7/13/22 @ 12 PM CST.
Start my discussing the meaning behind the Intro, touch a little on racism & conscious time traveling. Main topic is my Perception of what Addiction Truly is... in my opinion.
Discussing why I am not human, Man or male, "cheating," mass manipulation and my love for the "N" word lol
Discussing my conscious and applying it to everyday life in the 3rd demension. Talking about how kids are stupid & cute. Humans still vibrating as kids in creation and refuse to grow up. Touch on examples of the power we have sticking together through gangs, etc.
Start by remembering my Brother Tony with some fun stories. Then I finally give y'all a deeper dive into my conscious perception and how everything is connected. New Intro also!!!
Discussing the concept of creation needing a creator, analogies on the journey for more Knowledge of Self.
Discussing the choice of fear or faith in your life and love. Showing how valuable giving your faith to another god should be and more.
Perceiving that the duality in existence equals something if you expand and/or focus your perception. Finding your perspective through the duality in existence to help obtain Knowledge of Self, to see that your are a god.
Talking about learning yourself and then learn the world but don't learn yourself from the world. You are a god.