Triggered By Trauma: Recent Episodes
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I have never even thought to record while driving before but when something pops into my head that I feel is worth sharing, that voice memo comes in real handy.
As I'm learning about what other people have gone through and listening other people's stories, I keep processing through my own and new things continue to come up for me.
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In this episode, I come to terms with the fact that I am not nor will I ever be PERFECT! All that this 'toxic perfectionism' does it makes me procrastinate and put off the things that bring me the most joy!
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Happy birthday baby girl! In this episode we are reflecting on Age 6 and going back to all the stuff that happened around that time for me.
Come with me as I continue on this chaotic journey at 16, running the streets, being homeless, trafficked and almost un-alived... Scary times, call for future anxiety and irrational fears!
In this episode, I talk about how I ended up in a youth shelter and how this was a huge part of teenage years!
I feel like 16 was the age my life started spiralling. I didn't realize it at the time but all the trauma I previously went through were starting to effect my mental health. I became sexually active, started abusing substances and desired independence like never before.
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This was definitely a tough memory to dig into! It is one of those things that would constantly come up in my life. I feel like this episode is something that inflamed my knowledge of future sexual relationships. Intimacy was not something I treasured, it was an abuse that I was now seeking out!
I wanted throw in a little it of my personality between the beginning episodes. Either as you're getting to know me, or as you're hearing some of my crap, it's nice to remember who I am now.
In this episode, I go over the 1st few years of my life and some early moments of what we may not realize are now triggering us into adulthood.
Apparently I had so much to say before I actually started diving into everything. This is a second Intro about stuff I needed chat about. - Desi
Welcome to my healing process. I absolutely appreciate that you decided to spend this time with me today. Please rate this episode and screenshot it to share on IG @triggeredbytraumapodcast
Let's Heal Together!