Kept Secrets - A podcast about overcoming childhood (sexual) abuse: Recent Episodes

Nikki R.

Hi my name is Nikki. In this podcast, I will try to help you if you are a survivor of childhood abuse (sexual, neglect or any other type of abuse.) I will discuss treatment that I personally went through…things that happened to me that caused me to need treatment. Hopefully, you will find something useful to apply to your life. Stay tuned!

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This episode discusses how we dissociate and the longer-term problems that occur in our lives.

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Let’s talk about the link between trauma and dissociation.

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A quick update on feelings and anxieties about returning to where my healing began in 2007.

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In this episode, I discuss symptoms of codependency and how to escape it.

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In this episode, I will give examples of flashbacks and things that you can do to cope. I will also discuss personal experience.

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Part 2 about Post-traumatic Stress Disorder. I give personal experiences and discuss treatment options.

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In this episode, I give some detail about what PTSD is like for me.

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Previously recorded but not shared on Spotify.

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This episode is Julie’s story. It’s crazy how much she and I have in common. Take a listen!

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This is our FIRST listener story! Anna’s story is a powerful story. You have to listen!

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In this episode, I will give 6 ways you can help boost your self-esteem

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In this episode, I will talk about low self-esteem and see if we have it

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In this episode I will give some examples of the long-term side effects that I personally struggle with and a little more…

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In this episode, I will discuss why we may have issues in our adult relationships. I also give some examples.

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In this episode, I will talk about reasons why kids don’t tell anyone when they are sexually abused.

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And this episode, I will talk about five different adult behaviors of someone that has experienced trauma as a child. I will also give a few examples of my own.

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In this episode, I will give examples of what you can do (and what I did) to find and nurture my inner child.

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In this episode, I will talk about an interaction I had with my main abuser…and how it affected my inner child.

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In this episode, I will discuss my personal experience with the legal system in a small town in the mid 1990’s. There are a couple trigger warnings but I think I caught them all and warned you this time. :)

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In this episode, I will discuss ways to talk you your kids (all ages) about sexual assault.

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This episode discusses symptoms of PTSD. I discuss some personal experiences, too!

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In this episode, I talk about shame and how to recognize it within your own behavior.

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In this episode, I will tell the story of how I was groomed by my main abuser.

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Tonight’s episode Ryan and I discuss our relationship and dealing with my trauma.

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This week’s episode discusses the Traumatic Bond that was broken, the self-destruction I put myself through and a love story. And a special announcement for next week!

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In this episode, I will give examples of things you shouldn’t say to or ask a victim/survivor of sexual abuse. Be warned. I get very defensive for us. ❤️

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In this episode, I will discuss the 7 steps that I took to become a survivor of childhood abuse.

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In this first episode of season 2, I discuss baggage I still carry from my childhood. I talk about sadness, depression, anxiety, PTSD, and other things I still work through daily. (Disclaimer: in the first line of the opener, I say episode 2 then say episode 11…I meant to say season 2, episode 11. Sorry, bare with me till I get back into it!)

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In episode 10, I discuss ten ways you can heal from your trauma. I talk about examples during my personal journey to healing.

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Grab a blanket and a warm beverage. This episode discusses putting the name back on the abuser. I also discuss PTSD and different types of things I have experienced.

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Grab a cup of your favorite coffee, a blanket and go with me as I dive into my anxiety issues. This episode discusses how to find a nurturing relationship with your inner child and how to realize your red flag moments.

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Grab a blanket and some tissues and hear how God took the brokenness and healed my soul.

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Grab a blanket and a cup of coffee! This episode talks about how I finally had the courage to tell someone about the many years of childhood sexual abuse I endured. **I apologize for the rudeness of my dog in the background. :)

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Grab a blanket and some tissues. In this episode, I discuss the relationship I had with my mother…to the very end and even now.

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Grab a cup of coffee and a blanket. Cuddle up to hear about how I finally found the anger toward my abuser. Listener discretion is advised.

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Grab a blanket and a cup of coffee and get ready to talk about grief and the mental torture of my abuser. **Trigger warning, I will be talking about an attempted suicide.

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Grab a blanket and a cup of coffee. We are going to talk about my experience with an abuser and the things that tormented me mentally. I discuss interactions with my inner child and how I work through anxiety.

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Grab a cup of coffee and a blanket and let me introduce myself, my past, and my childhood secrets to you. This episode is mainly a big ball of introduction!