Carol Jane: Recent Episodes
Carol Jane
I am no Mother , but an Aunty to all. Sharing my journey as I grow through generational trauma, relationships, friendships, God and Self development. I’m here to inspire, uplift and encourage just 1 person to live a peaceful life.
I guess the Lord was talking to me.. I’m VERY GRATEFUL, here’s a little of MY testimony and who I am! Can you love me eve though I’m flawed! Will you support me when I can’t support myself? Will you trust that God and God alone is enough!! Will you complain about life being hard and unfair..? How much TIME are we spending on this cause you’ll NEVER GET THAT TIME BACK!
Conviction. Definition please! This was hard I mean so easy for me to share! Enjoy. Don’t make me feel alone! We in this life thing together. I got you, but I need you to have my back too! Love you
Real quick * I wasn’t ready bare with me as I get back into recording. Progress over perfection! I love you. !
I had to get this off my chest! Hopefully I’m not projecting or feeding too much negativity but our life needs balance of good bad and ugly.. If you’re going to be Anything BE FOR REal
Today is May 9th and honestly I’m rambling, so good luck with this one!! But RIP Connie
It’s my grandma bailey heavenly birthday, it’s my nephew Brandon’s 10th birthday and my sister’s in law mother’s Funeral.
Trigger warning I am discussing an active shooter occurrence so please listen with discretion
It’s May 3rd and I turn 29 and these are my thoughts on my life thus far… baby we made it!!
Rest in peace to a wonderful being Ms. Connie I’ll never forget you.. disclaimer talks about life and death and mental health only listen when you’re in a good space. With love Aunty CJ!
Welcome back.. it’s another podcast entry.. we getting back into it for Mental health awareness month!! Love you
Sed and relationships.. minding your business of course. And thanking God! Making it happen RIGHT NOW!!
Rest in peace!!! This episode was inspired by a recent death that occurred in a mutual circle of life. Trigger warning for anyone to unstable to listen. Listen with caution and please practice being more compassionate!
Hey in this episode I'm rambling about life tings and sharing my purpose and mission in life. Enjoy and thanks for choosing to be here..! You are important and you are loved.. Put God first and love who you are second in His image you are already enough as you are!
In this article this episode i update about my life and how I don’t want to be here. I made it to January 7, 2023 and this has been enough for me.. Suicidal talk and death so please only listen if you’re in a good space. Take it one day at a time and dont worry about anything but pray about everything.
Trigger warning talk about suicide and mental health.. you may be having a bad day or even years but you do not have a bad life that you have to end it early! You got this!!
Pslams 62 & Matthew 6:19 let the Lord be with you and hug yourself today!! Love you first!
In this episode i go over Psalms 90 and disclaimer talk about murder! Life and lifestyle commentary! Be present! Be joyful today!
I’m recording every day in December to bible study and share my daily progress with you!! Join me in getting closer to the Lord!
Please pray for these babies, and become better humans. You deserve to live a long and healthy life! Your life is a privilege not a right rejoice in every day in every way!
In this episode I talk about performing when you’re not okay! Take care of yourself first!
In this episode i talk about the responsibility of being a secret holder and who you should tell
Please stop being nice to ppl who don’t deserve it,, let ppl mess around and find out they got the right one!
In this episode I talked about projecting and how your mom used to bake me cookies when i went to jail?
So i needed to let you know that I’m so proud of you! Lol but seriously I’m tryna to maintain my schedule and things got mixed up. I hope you enjoy! I love you so much!
Referencing When breath becomes air! I was happy uglier and alive! Taking life one day at a time!
In this episode I discuss doing more things I don’t wanna do.. small rant! But I discovered something live that I didn’t want to admit to myself!
You live and you learn right?? Everything happens for a reason.. Family do we really NEED every family member?
In this episode I talk about if it drains you it’s not for you! Sometimes things are not meant for you to get until you let go!
In this episode I talk about the girl who gets cheated on and the girl who gets cheated with… if you always think it’s them and not you don’t listen to this episode it’s not for you!!
In this episode I talk about being really exhausted and allowing myself to sleep as long as I need. It’s okay not to be okay, I don’t pretend that I don’t struggle with living. Just take it one day at a time!
In this episode I talk about allowing myself to breathe and be okay with not being okay.. This might be a triggering listen their is talk about death, grief and sad moments in life. Listen with caution and share if you care!
In this episode I talk about new beginnings, letting people go and of course minding your business and what that looks like
In this episode I talk about feeling safe in your comfort zone and being forced to let go. It’s okay to surrender to life even when you feel like you want to hold on to the things you used to loving
In this episode I talk about my 13th reason. Some light life tid bits on what it truly means to mind your business!
In today’s episode I talk about doing what’s meaningful vs doing what’s expedient and live recording of me being convicted of my own words
In this episode I talk about new beginnings and being happy to be alive just random small talk
In this episode I talk about the events that occurred on Memorial Day my input some talk about family and violent attacks happening to ppl all over the world it can be triggering listen at your own discretion!
In this episode I talk about two brothers one from my moms side who had me messed up and a distant brother on my dad side who made my day! Explaining why we are not family!
In this episode I talk about being mindful of others people experience but I’m only speaking this way cause it’s not my personal situation. That happens but I’m going to therapy to better practice what I preach!
In this episode I talk about learning to love and accept myself and how I have a problem with minding my own business go figure lol but progress over perfection!
Love will always be important but let’s be real the state of the world is telling you to mind your business and survive the best way you can
In this episode I talk about remembering my coworker who passed and how life is in these moments right now and it doesn’t make any sense to me but I’m rolling with it
So I took a vacation and I learned some things the grass isn’t always green.. we can appreciate all life has to bring right?
I’m rambling talking about how ungrateful I am and a young woman lost her life trying to help someone before helping herself. Live and appreciate the good and bad & ugly of life
In this episode I talk about suicide awareness.. feeling empty inside and living day to day.. the pressure to live can break people
It’s my birthday I just wanted to ramble and share my wonderful life update lol.. I quit again!
In this episode I ramble about my weekend and comparing people and nobody is better than nobody and we’re all different and that’s how it was designed. And just because you know better doesn’t always mean you do better, being actionable is a choice and our minds will naturally choose to not do something out of comfort.
So trigger warning I do talk about sensitive topics concerning suicide and mental health but also being mindful on gratitude.. I’m rambling for the most part I hope this helps someone!
In this episode I talk about my testimony and pushing through life’s obstacles to get to Gods glory
In this episode I ramble about not being prepared not being okay and saying yes to saying no
In this episode I talk about a girl battling life and not wanting to be here, me not wanting to be here and minding your business!
In this episode I talk about being comfortable with being uncomfortable and doing what’s best for you despite other people
In this episode I talk about quitting another job, exhausted from life, moving on, & living a lie
In this episode I talk about respecting yourself doing self care and loving yourself more than needing validation from the world
In this episode I talk about cracking and reaching my breaking point with my first version of my purpose! The egg is useful once it’s broken.. & broken crayons STILL color! Never broke you may be bent exactly in the form God needs to use you!
In this episode I talk about a podcast I listened to Womanifester by Katie J on the topic of failure, lil life update, Inventing Anna & more
In this episode I discuss a little life update and being yourself and some details of what minding your business looks like.
A little life update.. I was trying to be transparent to my sister and she thought I was joking.. people don’t really take you seriously til you dead and gone
I’m sad. I had to quit my job that I was boasting about.. I just don’t feel good in life right now. I’m not okay and I’m just taking it one day at a time.. I wish I could sleep and never wake up I’m tired so trigger warning don’t listen if you’re having a bad day, this is for informational purposes and community awareness that you can make a difference in someone’s life!
Rambling about depressing relationships lol, my latest life update cause life is good. I’m just happy to be here :(
I’m talking about random life triggers, experience and expectations and my breakdown and breakthrough over my mother!
I woke up this morning, excited that I get to live and experience another day. Thanking God that no two days are the same!
Just one of them days and I ran across a fb post and I shared my thoughts just rambling really, but help is where the heart is!
Preparing for the pain transformation! Being well and choosing to be well on purpose! Not letting the pain and suffering of life swallow you up!
In this episode I talk about life happens and the things we do to run away from problems.
I’m talking about suicide again smh, I apologize for focusing so much on death but I just feel so drained from life that I understand wanting to leave earlier than planned
Should I just cut everyone off and start over.. I am beyond tired of trying to do the right thing and people keep playing with me
Telling you things you don’t wanna hear also holding myself accountable for not being perfect
In this episode I test out my Apple headphones and discuss how God has moved through my life
Remember the time when you thought life would be one way only if you were older, now I’m older and it’s still the same stuff
The breakthrough I was waiting for I’m giving up trying to fight against things that out of my control
- Must provide money, people want you to fully invest in a plan that they need your help with officiating!
I holidayed but I’m over it.. no matter what I do or how I show up ppl are still gonna say I’m judging them and I’m going to feel like they ask me to come around to be polite but when I’m there I feel unwanted
I just went to my cousins party and realized that the company you keep says a lot on how you love yourself
In this episode I talk about how tired and unprepared I am. Manifestations and acting as if it already is!
In this episode I talk about planning a life of peace and not being fearful of the journey alone.. if God is with me I can conquer anything!
In this episode I talk about Katt Williams World War III tour and money and production the American dream and worrying about the business that pays. Also a shoutout to Trinity on YouTube who has a podcast Brown Girl Self-Care
In this episode I talk about mental health, my well being, being a kind person & Tami Roman
In this episode I talk about my fav YouTuber EX bf commentary on why they broke up, men & money. Life and suffering, staying ready so you don’t have to get ready
In this episode I talk about my past relationship experiences and what I learned so far.. we all fall short the thing is we can fall 9 and get back up 10!! You got this !
Today young Dolph died, living in peace before you die reiterating the importance of minding your business!
In this episode I talk about being rooted in your destiny and missing 100 percent of the shots you don’t take
In this episode I talk about my growth, reflecting on my past trauma, minding my business, working on myself. Letting kids be kids
In this episode I talk about recovering trauma and past experiences.. starting over, God, doing what’s best for you , relationships, death, parenting!
In today’s episode I talk about the comments I received from my mother announcing my exit from my job, more suicidal commentary, more life well wishes
Following up on Black Hole, Joy in the morning.. I walked away from a good paying job to save myself
In this episode I talk about work life experience and wanting what you don’t have! Running from life and the consequences!
In this episode I talk about supporting your friends no matter what and how uncomfortable it is to sabotage your comfort for the sake of loyalty. I still love all the ppl who don’t support me I’m just not for them and that’s okay!
In this episode I talk about the confidence gap and being optimistic about life and goals
Wow totally rambling about relationships ugh I said I wasn’t gonna spend too much time talking about this but here I am
In this episode I talk about finally not feeling guilty from distancing from my family! I am free to be me and I deserve peace!
This episode is all over the place and the quality is HORRIBLE but if you don’t try you’ll never know!!
In this episode I gather relationships, suicidal incidents and the importance of getting back to God!
In this episode I talk about how my job is hell, how being the best you can be can be a curse. Celebrities and influencers are regular people. Fighting the good fight and keeping God first in your life
In this episode I talk about lifestyle, suicidal thoughts, depression, being tired, being forced to fit in. Wanting a break!
In this episode I talk about living mindfully and intentionally. Carefully vs care freely
In this episode I talk about why I am bird poop! When you KNOW, what are you going to do?
In this episode I talk about addiction and when to let go. Chaos can be really addicting!
In this episode I talk about having a horrible day.. is it a bad day or a bad life?? How do we move forward without being anxious? Is fear good.? How much faith do you need to thrive??
In this episode I talk about my family triggering me and how due to financial reasons I will be passing away.
In this episode I talk about how connection is more important than looks and the resume of a person to qualify them for partnership!
In this episode I talk about Avoidant Personality Disorder and how letting things you can’t control destroy you!
In this episode I talk about warranty on my tires and how I am not subscribing also I was today years old discovering I have adhd but by all means be great and grateful for what you have!!
This is actually somewhat of a rant but nevertheless a good quick listen to my thoughts and feelings on the value of being unauthentic and fake.
In this episode I talk about relationships and why it’s important to like the person you are talking to!
In this episode I talk about being emotional and loving yourself. Reminding you to be your authentic self unapologetically!
It’s Father’s Day and I was watching RHOA and I wanted to discuss the hidden barriers people can project from their past. It’s some very restricted conversation about sex and consent so be cautious when listening to this episode as it can be triggering to sexual abuse
In this episode I talk about self care and being cognizant of yourself within your character.
In this episode I talk about chad Johnson and how you should have sex on the first date!
I’m this episode I talk about the importance of saving money and living life according to you!!
In this episode I talk about the importance of discerning mental health vs the mask people put on to save face! I do share some snippets of tragedy and trauma it is a trigger warning at the end about suicidal thoughts but all is well stay blessed and just BE!!
In this episode I talk about the difference between your will and God’s will. I also discuss my thoughts and opinions on marriage and having children. Mathew 6 somewhere says seek God first and all will be added into you!
In this episode I talk about relationships again!! Why bad boys love good girls!! Also check out Shahrazad Ali and get your life together!!
Trigger warning in this episode I discuss a very sensitive topic on suicide and mental health and toxic relationships. Not for kids
Commercial break by Reg Lauren is featured, in this episode I talk about different layers of a person and knowing when to let go
In this episode I’m talking about the show the hills and how minding your business pays and you can’t have it all so you have to choose what’s important to you.
In this episode I talk about the importance of relationships and why you should be single forever because love don’t love nobody. Why do fools fall in love
In this episode I talk about my “first time “ and how important it is for women to take sex seriously. Also mentioned in this episode to refer back to the video reference Girls,Girls, Girls by hotdamnirock on YouTube.
In this episode I discuss the topic surrounding mental health and how you can be a servant to someone experiencing any symptoms. The main thing I want you to grab from the episode is to be a servant to your fellow brother and sister we are all fighting battles we don’t talk about! Pay it forward!
In this episode I discuss being a good person is never in vain. Also if you want to be a great person support my friend Blue_naja1 digital art on Instagram and my cousin @Amariey_ on iTunes and purchase her new ep Different , because when put out good, good comes back to you as long as your focused on your own plate!
In this episode I share how you can support me by purchasing my book on Amazon Donae Bailey “I had to write this before fifty-five “. A snippet of how your close friends and family won’t support you, but that stops nothing because YOU my internet family loves me anyways. Always be kind you don’t know what strong people are battling!
In this episode I’m sharing a slut story, there is no judgment here. We love sluts here!! No shut shaming allowed anywhere near me!