Had my day of rest. It was boring, but I got to connect with family, friends and acquaintances. Sick of nightmares though.
Just got off about 10 hours of work. And now I have cash and no commitments tomorrow, so I’m worried about relapsing.
Kinda boring episode, but I stayed sober, which is the main thing. That, and I realized I need to check my attitude toward rejection.
Had a slow start today but had a good day overall. Maybe being productive is the cure to my depression and drug cravings. That and photography. And standup.
Surrendered to the 12 steps and the truth of my addiction, and as a result, won today’s battle.
Just got off an 11 hour shift, but I didn’t go to the dispensary on the way home, so that’s good…right?
Got high these last two days. Not feeling withdrawals too badly. But I can’t let that convince me that I can moderate.
Talking about wanting getting high and how I’m an incel by definition but not in practice.
Boring episode, didn’t feel like getting high today. But gotta keep up with this habit.
Just came off my longest sober streak yet and my latest bender. Tune in to hear my solution.
Recapping my Christmas, wrestling with myself over the effects of my weed use, and discussing how much I love my family.
Doing some catch up since my last episode. Don’t worry, I haven’t given up on this yet! Maybe given up on complete sobriety though…
Went to a rally and got grilled if I was a Trump supporter during fellowship. Also I admit a jerk off too much.
Weed isn’t love, but it helps you forget about it. Listen to me whine about the last two weeks.
Coming off a two day bender. Good day overall though, even though I admitted I was a virgin to two LA natives.
While I’m waiting for my editing software to finish un-crashing, thought I’d record an episode since it’s been a while.
Went to church, caught up with a friend, did an open mic, shot a show, did karaoke, met a girl, kept sober. Overall a good day.
Had a bender after last episode. Led to me to some new sober friends. Back to me attempting to be a productive human being.
Exhausted in bed, gotta get up, be productive and fight these cravings. Also, stoicism is mentioned in this episode.
I’m crushing on a girl and it’s giving me anxiety. Also I skipped the gym to get In-N-Out.
I fucked up, but I’m getting back up. Wish me luck and feel free to send me money so I don’t starve.