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I'm only one call away

I'll be there to save the day

Superman got nothing on me

I'm only one call away

Call me, baby, if you need a friend

I just wanna give you love

C'mon, c'mon, c'mon

Reaching out to you, so take a chance

No matter where you go, know you're not alone

I'm only one call away

I'll be there to save the day

Superman got nothing on me

I'm only one call away

Come along with me and don't be scared

I just wanna set you free

C'mon, c'mon, c'mon

You and me can make it up, anyway

For now, we can stay here for a while

Cause you know, I just wanna see your smile

No matter where you go, know you're not alone

I'm only one call away

I'll be there to save the day

Superman got nothing on me

I'm only one call away

When you're weak I'll be strong

I'm gonna keep holding on

Now don't you worry, it won't be long

Darling, if you feel like hope is gone

Just run into my arms

I'm only one call away

I'll be there to save the day

Superman got nothing on me

I'm only one, I'm only one call away

I'm only one call away

I'll be there to save the day

Superman got nothing on me

I'm only one call away

I'm only one call away


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Yeah I'm chilling on the dirt road

Laid back swervin' like I'm George Jones,

Smoke rollin' out the window,

An ice cold beer sittin' in the console

Memory lane up in the headlights

It's got me reminiscing on the good times

I'm turning off the real life, driving that truck

I'm hittin' easy street in mud tires

Back in the day Potts farm was the place to go

Load the truck up hit the dirt road,

Jump the barbwire spread the word

Light the bonfire then call the girls

King in the can and the Marlboro man

Jack and Jim were two good men

When we learned how to kiss and cuss and fight too

Better watch out for the boys in blue

And all this small town he said she said

Ain't it funny how rumors spread

Like I know something y'all don't know

Man that talk is getting old

You better mind your business man watch your mouth

Before I have to knock that loud mouth out

I'm tired of talkin' man y'all ain't listenin'

Them old dirt roads is what y'all missin'

Yeah I'm chilling on the dirt road

Laid back swervin' like I'm George Jones,

Smoke rollin' out the window,

An ice cold beer sittin' in the console

Memory lane up in the headlights

It's got me reminiscing on the good times

I'm turning off the real life, driving that truck

I'm hittin' easy street in mud tires

Man I'm feeling like a million dollars

Stacked up all hundred dollar bills

Got a whole six-pack on ice

But I'm ridin' on the hottest wheels,

Seat back and I'm perwin' swervin'

Put my pedal to the metal like I'm racing

Turn it up and let the speakers scream for Mr. Aldean

But I call him Jason

Reminiscing on the good times

Water balloons, super soakers

Wet T-shirts, women in bikinis

Kenny Rogers penny loafers.

Smoke blowin' out the window

And all my problems aside

Just feel that summer breeze,

Lay back, kick it and enjoy the ride.

Yeah I'm chilling on the dirt road

Laid back swervin' like I'm George Jones,

Smoke rollin' out the window,

An ice cold beer sittin' in the console

Memory lane up in the headlights

It's got me reminiscing on the good times

I'm turning off the real life, driving that truck

I'm hittin' easy street in mud tires

That's right

Yeah I'm chilling on the dirt road

Laid back swervin' like I'm George Jones,

Smoke rollin' out the window,

An ice cold beer sittin' in the console

Memory lane up in the headlights

It's got me reminiscing on the good times

I'm turning off the real life, driving that truck

I'm hittin' easy street in mud tires

(Kick it and enjoy the ride)

That's right


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R.I.P. Coolio You Will Be Missed

Lyrics: As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death

I take a look at my life and realize there's not much left

'Cause I've been blastin' and laughin' so long, that

Even my mama thinks that my mind is gone

But I ain't never crossed a man that didn't deserve it

Me be treated like a punk, you know that's unheard of

You better watch how you're talkin', and where you're walkin'

Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk

I really hate to trip but I gotta loc

As they croak, I see myself in the pistol smoke, fool

I'm the kinda G the little homies wanna be like

On my knees in the night, sayin' prayers in the streetlight

Been spendin' most their lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Been spendin' most their lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Keep spendin' most our lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Keep spendin' most our lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Look at the situation they got me facin'

I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the street

So I gotta be down with the hood team

Too much television watchin' got me chasin' dreams

I'm an educated fool with money on my mind

Got my ten in my hand and a gleam in my eye

I'm a loc'd out gangsta set trippin' banger

And my homies is down so don't arouse my anger, fool

Death ain't nothin' but a heartbeat away

I'm livin' life, do or die, what can I say

I'm 23 now, but will I live to see 24?

The way things is going, I don't know

Tell me why are we, so blind to see

That the ones we hurt, are you and me?

Been spendin' most their lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Been spendin' most their lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Keep spendin' most our lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Keep spendin' most our lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Power and the money, money and the power

Minute after minute, hour after hour

Everybody's runnin', but half of them ain't lookin'

It's goin' on in the kitchen, but I don't know what's cookin'

They say I gotta learn, but nobody's here to teach me

If they can't understand it, how can they reach me

I guess they can't, I guess they won't

I guess they front, that's why I know my life is out of luck, fool

Been spendin' most their lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Been spendin' most their lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Keep spendin' most our lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Keep spendin' most our lives, livin' in the gangsta's paradise

Tell me why are we, so blind to see

That the ones we hurt, are you and me?

Tell me why are we, so blind to see

That the ones we hurt, are you and me?


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we are going to talk about the Screamo Years ranging from Sounding The Seven Trumpet to Waking The Fallen 


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I'm not the same as yesterday

Ooh, it's hard to explain

How things have changed

But I'm not the same as before

And I know there's so much more ahead

I can barely believe that I'm here

And I won't surrender quietly

Step up and watch me go

Break down, ya really want it?

Wanna make a scene?

Show me what ya mean

Let's get it started

Let me see whatcha got

Can ya take it up a knotch?

Don't think you got it

Can't handle the pressure?

Get, off, stop talkin' about it

Gotta make this count, let's go

When we move

We camouflage ourselves

We stand in the shadows waiting

We live for this and nothing more

We are what You created

I can feel the storm

The winds have changed

Ooh, 'cause we're worlds a part

But just the same

But we won't leave the way that we came

And I know there's so much more ahead

I can barely believe that we're here

We won't surrender quietly

Step up and watch it go

Are you ready? Are ya ready?

Are ya ready for me?

Are you ready? Are ya ready?

Are ya ready to see?


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Met a girl at seventeen

Thought she meant the world to me

So I gave her everything

She turned out to be a cheat

Said she'd been thinking for a long time

And she found somebody new

I've been thinking that this whole time

… Well I never thought you'd stay

That's okay

I hope he takes your filthy heart

And then he throws you away someday

Before you go, there's one thing you oughta know

… If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby

If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby

If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby

If you can't hang then, there's the door

… I don't wanna take your precious time

'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face

But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time

I don't wanna take up all your time

'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face

But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time

… You're the lowest type

You're the lowest

… I met a girl talking away

She found a boy she knew she'd change

I changed my clothes, my hair, my face

To watch us go our separate ways

She said we've grown apart for sometime

But then she found somebody new

I hope Mr. Right puts up with all the bullshit that you do

… Stay the hell away,

While I sit here by myself

And figure out how I got this way

Before you go, there's one thing you oughta know

… If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby

If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby

If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby

If you can't hang then, there's the door

… I don't wanna take your precious time

'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face

But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time

I don't wanna take up all your time

'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face

But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time

… I don't want to get things confused

She said she'd never settle for some boy she couldn't use

So now I gotta call the doctor

So he can prescribe me medication

So I can deal with all the memories of being here this way

… I met a girl at twenty-three

Knew she meant the world to me

So I gave her everything

And she did the same for me

… Imagine that

'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty face

No you're such a pretty, pretty face

Well, oh yeah

'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty face

No you're such a pretty, pretty face

… I don't wanna take your precious time

'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face

But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time

I don't wanna take up all your time

'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face

But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time

… Would you please stay and come inside, baby

Would you please stay and please be mine, baby

Would you please stay and come inside, baby

Would you please stay and please be mine?


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(I'm an angel with a shotgun, shotgun, shotgun

An angel with a shotgun, shotgun, shotgun)

Get out your guns, battles begun

Are you a saint, or a sinner?

If loves a fight, than I shall die

With my heart on a trigger

They say before you start a war

You better know what you're fighting for

Well baby, you are all that I adore

If love is what you need, a soldier I will be

I'm an angel with a shotgun

Fighting til' the wars won

I don't care if heaven won't take me back

I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe

Don't you know you're everything I have?

And I, wanna live, not just survive, tonight

Sometimes to win, you've got to sin

Don't mean I'm not a believer

And major Tom, will sing along

Yeah, they still say I'm a dreamer

They say before you start a war

You better know what you're fighting for

Well baby, you are all that I adore

If love is what you need, a soldier I will be

I'm an angel with a shotgun

Fighting til' the wars won

I don't care if heaven won't take me back

I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe

Don't you know you're everything I have?

And I, wanna live, not just survive, tonight

Oh, oh whoa whoa oh whoa

I'm an angel with a shotgun

Fighting til' the wars won

I don't care if heaven won't take me back

I'm an angel with a shotgun

Fighting til' the wars won

I don't care if heaven won't take me back

I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe

Don't you know you're everything I have?

(I'm an angel with a shotgun)

And I, want to live, not just survive, tonight

(Live, not just survive)

And I'm gonna hide, hide, hide my wings tonight

They say before you start a war

You better know what you're fighting for

Well baby, you are all that I adore

If love is what you need, a soldier I will be


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Greetings. My name is Beef, and today I would like to present an exceedingly excellent "your mother" joke. I will now begin.  Your biological mother is so morbidly obese, when she went to go get her yearly physical done, the doctor took her blood and the results concluded that she had a high blood pressure, onset type 2 diabetes, hypertension and the possibility of heart disease. She also suffers from severe depression, because she lacks confidence in her physical appearance, which enables her to consume even more food, making her more obese. Not to mention, but your mother is becoming so monstrous, she had a hard time fitting through small spaces and exceeding weight limits on practical applications. Your mother has an endless cycle of malicious eating habits that only make her health worsen over time.  I hope whoever has just read this enjoyed the humorous "your mother" joke. Thank you for your time, and have a blessed day


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Who am I?

Am I not unique?

Maybe I'm not here at all

Look, the fakers

Blinding us with lies

To break us all

Oh, it's useless

What could it mean that we're here?

Can we make a difference

If we don't break outta here?

Wake up, get up, get out there

Raise your voice against liars

Feed your anger like fire

Why does nobody want change?

Just imagine you're out there

Swatting lies in the making

Can't move fast without breaking

If you hold on life won't change

The fakers

Are all sick at heart

Their faces hiding their fear

They look down on

All the rest of us

Like they're some special breed

Who's the high lord

Who thinks he's better than us?

Ain't it a crime, that?

Is there a mission for us?

Who is that high lord?

Who'd kill a million of us?

And as the bell tolls

Is there no remission for us?

Wake up, get up, get out there

There's more to life than their way

If you'd live you cannot stay

Why does nobody want change?

Let your voices ring out, yeah

Take the mask off and be free

Find yourself in the debris

If you hold on life won't change

Wake up, get up, get out there

Raise your voice against liars

Feed your anger like fire

Why does nobody want change?

Just imagine you're out there

Swatting lies in the making

Can't move fast without breaking

If you hold on life won't change


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I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

No I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to

Blood is getter hotter

Body's getting colder

I've told you once,

I'm the only one who holds her

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to

I look inside of myself,

And try to find someone else

Someone who's willing to die,

Instead of watching you cry for help.

I know that blood will be spilled,

And if you wont, then I will.

My grave will never be filled,

It's either kill or be killed.

So let heaven be told,

That some may come some may go,

Where I'll end up, I don't know.

But I ain't dying alone,

I keep on asking the question,

"Can I be saved by confession?"

You see this blood on my hands at least there's no reaching to Heaven.

I got to pick up the pieces,

I got to bury them deep

And when you look into my eyes

I'll be the last thing you see

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to.

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

No I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to.

Words turned into blood, and the blood keeps on pouring,

From every pour I wipe it up, cause this just could be the moment

Now someone gotta die and now my only opponent

'Cause I won't watch my baby cry,

So I keep on just going.

Am I a man or a beast,

Its mother nature at least

Watch humanity cease,

Cause it's our human disease.

You got to kill when you gotta kill,

Yeah that's what they say.

And I can't go against God's will,

You better pray

'Cause I'm an angel, a demon.

Yeah I'm hell and I'm heaven

I'm everything you couldn't be, now you believe in the devil.

I got to pick up the pieces, I got to bury them deep

And when the dirt hits the coffin

Just go to sleep.

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to.

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

No I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to.

Blood is getter hotter

Body's getting colder

I've told you once,

I'm the only one who holds her

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die

Now that I see

I see you buried

Six feet below.

Another life, goes into the night.

I couldn't let him breathe,

'Cause I didn't wanna die

Now that I see

I see you buried

Six feet below.

It's not alright

Can't you hear me as I cry?

I couldn't let you live,

'Cause I didn't wanna die

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

No I don't wanna die

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

So you're gonna have to.

I don't wanna die.

I don't wanna die.

No I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to.


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My legs are dangling off the edge

The bottom of the bottle is my only friend

I think I'll slit my wrist again, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

My legs are dangling off the edge

A stomach full of pills didn't work again

I'll put a bullet in my head, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

Gone too far, yeah, I'm gone again

It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends

I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends

One's a bottle of pills, and one's a bottle of gin

I'm 20 stories up, yeah, up at the top

I polished off this bottle, now it's pushing me off

Asphalt to me has never looked so soft

I bet my momma found my letter, now she's calling the cops

I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it

'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance

Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent

'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is

I've been trying too long with too dull of a knife

But tonight, I made sure that I sharpened it twice

I never bought a suit before in my life

But when you go to meet God, you know, you wanna look nice

So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow

Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow

My legs are dangling off the edge

The bottom of the bottle is my only friend

I think I'll slit my wrist again, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

My legs are dangling off the edge

A stomach full of pills didn't work again

I'll put a bullet in my head, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

We hit the sky, there goes the light

No more sun, why's it always night?

When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream

When you can't dream, well, what's life mean?

We feel a little pity, but don't empathize

The old are getting older, watch a young man die

A mother and a son and someone you know

Smile at each other and realize you don't

You don't know what happened to that kid you raised

And what happened to the father who swore he'd stay

I didn't know 'cause you didn't say

Now Momma feels guilt, yeah, Momma feels pain

When you were young, you never thought you'd die

Found that you could, but too scared to try

Looked in the mirror and you said goodbye

Climbed to the roof to see if you could fly

So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow

Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow

My legs are dangling off the edge

The bottom of the bottle is my only friend

I think I'll slit my wrist again, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

My legs are dangling off the edge

A stomach full of pills didn't work again

I'll put a bullet in my head, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

I wish that I could fly

Way up in the sky

Like a bird so high

Oh, I might just try

I wish that I could fly

Way up in the sky

Like a bird so high

Oh, I might just try

Oh, I might just try


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You try to run me through

Hold on

Think again

Don't you know

What you're starting?

But you sure ain't got a clue

How bad

This will go

Don't you know

Know my art

(Art of war)

And as you look to the horizon

Not a cloud

But then stormy weather's caught you cold

Seems like it crept up out of nowhere

All around you

It's not quite what you foretold

You'll never see it coming

You'll see that my mind is too fast for eyes

You're done in

By the time it's hit you, your last surprise

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh

You think you got your game

Planned out

To a T

Yet I'm two

Steps ahead yeah

So, you step into my way

Stand down

It's a trap

One more step

And you're dead

(Yeah you're dead)

Why just a picosecond ago

Clear blue skies

But now lightning's struck your last resolve

It's not an accident that no one

Hears your cries

As your last strength seems to dissolve

You'll never see it coming

You'll see that my mind is too fast for eyes

You're done in

By the time it's hit you, your last surprise

I'm coming

For you

My game's always so fast, so fine

You're spun in

By the net, you didn't catch it in time

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh

Better think

About your game

Are you sure

Your next move's the right one for you?

Are you sure

You won't get outmaneuvered

Again and again my friend?

You'll never see it coming

You'll see that my mind is too fast for eyes

You're done in

By the time it's hit you, your last surprise

I'm coming

For you

My game's always so fast, so fine

You're spun in

By the net, you didn't catch it in time

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh


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Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live, oh

Take, take, take it all, but you never give

Should have known you was trouble from the first kiss

Had your eyes wide open

Why were they open? (Ooh)

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love is all I ever ask

'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Oh, oh, I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for ya, baby

But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue

Beat me 'til I'm numb

Tell the devil I said "Hey" when you get back to where you're from

Mad woman, bad woman

That's just what you are

Yeah, you'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did

To give me all your love is all I ever ask

'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Oh oh, I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for ya, baby

But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire

Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames

You said you loved me, you're a liar

'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Oh oh, I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for ya, baby

But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same

You wouldn't do the same

Ooh, you'd never do the same

No, no, no, no oh


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Oh, her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shinin'

Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her tryin'

She's so beautiful and I tell her everyday

Yeah, I know, I know

When I compliment her, she won't believe me

And it's so, it's so

Sad to think that she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me, "Do I look okay?"

I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

'Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

'Cause girl, you're amazing

Just the way you are

Yeah

Her lips, her lips

I could kiss them all day if she'd let me

Her laugh, her laugh

She hates, but I think it's so sexy

She's so beautiful and I tell her everyday

Oh, you know, you know

You know I'd never ask you to change

If perfect's what you're searchin' for, then just stay the same

So don't even bother askin' if you look okay

You know I'll say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

'Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

'Cause girl, you're amazing

Just the way you are

The way you are

The way you are

Girl, you're amazing

Just the way you are

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

'Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

'Cause girl, you're amazing

Just the way you are

Yeah


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Tonight

I just want to take you higher

Throw your hands up in the sky

Let's set this party off right

Players, put yo' pinky rings up to the moon

Girls, what y'all trying to do?

Twenty four karat magic in the air

Head to toe so player

Look out uh

Pop pop, it's show time (show time)

Show time (show time)

Guess who's back again?

Oh they don't know? (Go on tell 'em)

Oh they don't know? (Go on tell 'em)

I bet they know soon as we walk in (showin' up)

Wearing Cuban links (ya)

Designer minks (ya)

Inglewood's finest shoes (whoop, whoop)

Don't look too hard might hurt ya'self

Known to give the color red the blues

Oh shit, I'm a dangerous man with some money in my pocket (keep up)

So many pretty girls around me and they waking up the rocket (keep up)

Why you mad, fix ya face, ain't my fault y'all be jocking (keep up)

Players only, come on

Put your pinky rings up to the moon

Girls, what y'all trying to do?

Twenty four karat magic in the air

Head to toe so player

Uh, look out!

Second verse for the hustlas (hustlas) gangstas (gangstas)

Bad bitches and ya ugly ass friends (haha)

Can I preach? (uh oh) can I preach? (uh oh)

I gotta show 'em how a pimp get it in

First, take your sip (sip), do your dip (dip)

Spend your money like money ain't shit (whoop, whoop)

We too fresh

Got to blame in on Jesus

Hashtag blessed, they ain't ready for me

I'm a dangerous man with some money in my pocket (keep up)

So many pretty girls around me and they waking up the rocket (keep up)

Why you mad, fix ya face, ain't my fault y'all be jocking (keep up)

Players only, come on

Put your pinky rings up to the moon

Hey girls

What y'all trying to do? (What y'all trying to do?)

Twenty four karat magic in the air

Head to toe so player

Uh, look out!

everywhere I go they be like

Ooh, so player

Everywhere I go they be like (ooh, so player ooh)

Oh everywhere I go they be like (ooh, so player ooh)

Now, now, now watch me break it down like (uh)

Twenty four karat, twenty four karat magic

What's that sound (twenty four karat, twenty four karat magic)

Come on now

Twenty four karat, twenty four karat magic

Don't fight the feeling, invite the feeling

Just put your pinky rings up to the moon

Girls, what y'all trying to do? (Tell me what y'all trying to do)

Twenty four karat magic in the air

Head to toe so player (hands up!)

Put your pinky rings up to the moon

Girls, what y'all trying to do? (Do)

Twenty four karat magic in the air

Head to toe so player (twenty four karat) uh, look out


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[Chorus]

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn? (All alone)

Too many doses, and I'm starting to get an attraction

My confidence is leaving me on my own (All alone)

No one can save me, and you know I don't want the attention

[Verse 2]

As I, adjust to my new sights

The rarely tired lights, will take me to new heights

My hand is on the trigger, I'm ready to ignite

Tomorrow might not make it, but everything's all right

Mental fiction, follow me

Show me what it's like to be set free

[Chorus]

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn? (All alone)

Too many doses, and I'm starting to get an attraction

My confidence is leaving me on my own (All alone)

No one can save me, and you know I don't want the attention

[Post-Chorus]

So sorry you're not here, I've

Been sane too long, my vision's so unclear

Now take a trip with me, but

Don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem[Intro]

He who makes a beast out of himself

Gets rid of the pain of being a man

[Verse 1]

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay

I tried, to drive all through the night

The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights

No oasis, here to see

The sand is singing deathless words to me

[Bridge]

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay

These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today

[Verse 3]

Sometimes I don't know why, we'd rather live than die

We look up towards the sky, for answers to our lives

We may get some solutions, but most just pass us by

Don't want your absolution, 'cause I can't make it right

[Hook]

I'll make a beast out of myself

Gets rid of all the pain of being a man

[Chorus]

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn? (All alone)

Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction

My confidence is leaving me on my own (All alone)

No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention

[Post-Chorus]

So sorry you're not here, I've

Been sane too long my vision's so unclear

Now take a trip with me, but

Don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem

[Outro]

I've known it from the start, all

These good ideas will tear your brain apart

Scared but you can follow me, I'm

Too weird to live but much too rare to die


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[Verse 1]

Watch your tongue or have it cut from your head

Save your life by keeping whispers unsaid

Children roam the streets now orphans of war

Bodies hanging in the streets to adore

Royal flames will carve the path in chaos

Bringing daylight to the night (Night)

Death is riding into town with armor

They come to take all your rights

[Chorus]

Hail to the king, hail to the one

Kneel to the crown, stand in the sun

Hail to the king (Hail, hail, hail)

The King

[Verse 2]

Blood is spilled while holding keys to the throne

Born again but it’s too late to atone

No mercy from the edge of the blade

Dare escape and learn the price to be paid

Let the water flow with shades of red now

Arrows black out all the light (Light)

Death is riding into town with armor

They come to grant you your rights

[Chorus]

Hail to the king, hail to the one

Kneel to the crown, stand in the sun

Hail to the king (Hail, hail, hail)

The King

[Guitar Solo]

[Bridge]

There's a taste of fear (Hail, hail, hail)

When the henchmen call (Hail, hail, hail)

Iron fist to tame them (Hail, hail, hail)

Iron fist to claim it all

[Chorus]

Hail to the king, hail to the one

Kneel to the crown, stand in the sun

Hail to the king, hail to the one

Kneel to the crown, stand in the sun

Hail to the king (Hail, hail, hail)

The King


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Lets take a moment and break the ice

So my intentions are known

See I pity in watching you suffer

I know the feeling of feeling of being damned alone

I got a storybook of my own

Don't you see I am your pride

Agent of wealth

Bearer of needs

And you know it's right

I am your war

Arming the strong

Aiding the weak

Know me by name

Shepherd of fire

Well I can promise you paradise

No need to serve on your knees

And when you're lost in the darkest of hours

Take a moment and tell me who you see

Won't tell ya who not to be

Now you know I am your pride

Agent of wealth

Bearer of needs

And you know it's right

I am your war

Arming the strong

Aiding the weak

Know me by name

Shepherd of fire

Disciple of the cross and champion in suffering

Immerse yourself into the kingdom of redemption

Pardon your mind through the chains of the divine

Make way, the shepherd of fire

Through the ages of time

I've been known for my hate

But I'm a dealer of simple choices

For me it's never too late

I am your pride

Agent of wealth

Bearer of needs

And you know it's right

'Cause I am your war

Arming the strong

Aiding the weak

I am your wrath

I am your guilt

I am your lust

And you know it's right

I am your love

I am your stall

I am your trust

Know me by name

Shepherd of fire


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[Verse 1]

There's a war inside my head

Sometimes I wish that I was dead

I'm broken

So I call this therapist

And she said, “Girl, you can’t be fixed, just take this.”

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm tired of tryna to be normal

I'm always overthinkin'

I'm drivin' myself crazy

So what if I'm fucking crazy?

And I don't need your quick fix

I don't want your prescriptions

Just 'cause you say I'm crazy

So what if I'm fucking crazy?

[Chorus]

And I'm gonna show you loco, maniac

Sick bitch, psychopath

Yeah, I'm gonna show you, I'm gonna show you

Yeah, I'm gonna show you, mental, out my brain

Batshit, go insane

Yeah, I'm gonna show you, I'm gonna show you

Yeah, I'm gonna show you

[Verse 2]

I've been searching city streets

Trying to find the missing piece, like you said

And I searched hard only to find

There's not a single thing that's wrong with my mind

[Pre-Chorus]

Yeah, I'm tired of tryna to be normal

I'm always overthinkin'

I'm drivin' myself crazy

So what if I'm fucking crazy?

And I don't need your quick fix

I don't want your prescriptions

Just 'cause you say I'm crazy

So what if I'm fucking crazy?

[Chorus]

I'm gonna show you loco, maniac

Sick bitch, psychopath

Yeah, I'm gonna show you, I'm gonna show you

Yeah, I'm gonna show you, mental, out my brain

Batshit, go insane

Yeah, I'm gonna show you, I'm gonna show you

I'm gonna show you

[Bridge]

Crazy, crazy

Yeah, I'm gonna show you

Crazy, crazy

Yeah, I'm gonna show you

Crazy, crazy

(Yeah, yeah)

Tired of tryna be normal

I'm drivin' myself crazy

No, I don't need your quick fix

I don't want your prescriptions

Just 'cause you say I'm crazy

So what if I'm fucking crazy?

[Chorus]

Yeah, I'm gonna show you loco, maniac

Sick bitch, psychopath

Yeah, I'm gonna show you, I'm gonna show you

Yeah, I'm gonna show you, mental, out my brain

Batshit, go insane

Yeah, I'm gonna show you, I'm gonna show you

I'm gonna show you


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[Violent J]

Fuck. Fuck this shit.

Fuck givin it to me.

[Chorus:]

If I only could I'd set the world on fire

If I only could I'd set the world on fire

If I only could I'd set the world on fire

Sya fuck the world! (Fuck the world!)

If I only could I'd set the world on fire

Fuck em all! (Fuck em all!)

[Violent J]

Fuck you, fuck me, fuck us

Fuck Tom, fuck Mary, fuck Gus

Fuck Darius

Fuck the west coast, and fuck everybody on the east

Eat shit and die, or fuck off at least

Fuck pre-schoolers, fuck rulers

Kings and Queens and gold jewelers

Fuck wine coolers

Fuck chickens, fuck ducks

Everybody in your crew sucks, punk mother fucks

Fuck critics, fuck your review

Even if you like me, fuck you

Fuck your mom, fuck your mom's momma

Fuck the Beastie Boys and the Dali Llama

Fuck the rain forest, fuck a Forrest Gump

You probably like it in the rump

Fuck a shoe pump, fuck the real deal and fuck all the fakes

Fuck all fifty two states! Oooo, and fuck you

[Chorus X 2]

[Violent J]

Fuck Oprah, fuck opera, fuck a soap opera

Fuck a pop locker and a cock blocker

Fuck your girlfriend, I probably did her already

Fuck Kyle and his brother Tom Petty, Jump Steady

My homie, fuck him, what are you gonna do?

(Fuck that bitch, fuck you!) Yeah well fuck you too

Don't bother tryin to analyze these rhymes

In this song I say fuck ninety three times

Fuck the president, fuck your welfare

Fuck your government and fuck Fred Bear

Fuck Nugent, like anybody gives a fuck

You like to hunt a lot, so fuckin what?!

Fuck disco, Count of Monte Crisco

Fuck Cisco, and Jack and Jerry Brisco

And fuck everyone who went down with the Titanic, in a panic

I'm like fuck you, AHHHHH!!!!

[Chorus X 2]

[Violent J]

Fuck Celine Dion and fuck Dionne Warwick

You both make me sick, suck my dick

Fuck the Berlin Wall, both sides of it

And fuck Lyle Lovett, whoever the fuck that is

Fuck everybody in the hemisphere

Fuck them across the world, and fuck them right here

You know the guy that operates the Rouge River draw bridge in Delray on

Jefferson? FUCK HIM!

Fuck your idea, fuck your gonnoreha

Fuck your diarrhea, Rocky Maivia

Fuck your wife, your homie did, he's fuckin you

Fuck the police and the 5-0 too

Fuck Spin, Rolling Stone, and fuck Vibe

Fuck everybody inside

Whoever's on the cover, fuck his mother

Fuck your little brother's homie from around the way

And fuck Violent J!


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I had a bad day once again, please, leave me alone

There must be something I have missed, where did I go wrong?

You fucked me up, you have no clue, it's what I get for trusting you

You're the only reason that I hate everyone

I'm sick and tired of all the things that keep you away from me

You go run and tell your friends that I am the enemy

I hate this house, I hate your mom, and fuck your friends, I hate them all

You're the only reason that I hate anyone

I hate anyone, I hate everyone

You're always talking shit behind my back

But smile to my face, what's up with that?

You're the reason that I have to hate everyone

So good luck on fixing me, and what we could've been

But you'll always fail to see I'm forever broken

I hate your guts, I hate his too, I hate myself for loving you

You're the only reason that I hate anyone

I hate anyone, I hate everyone

You're always talking shit behind my back

But smile to my face, what's up with that?

You're the reason that I have to hate everyone

Oh, my dear, I have seen better days

Because this is the worst day ever

And I do hate everyone but for you

You are the only exception

I hate everyone but you

I hate anyone, I hate everyone

You're always talking shit behind my back

But smile to my face, what's up with that?

If you only knew the truth, I hate everyone but you

I hate everyone, I hate everyone

You're always talking shit behind my back

But smile to my face, what's up with that?

You're the reason that I have to hate everyone


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… Your a mess tangled with your confidence

You think you haven't sinned

Well you're unstoppable,

Your walls are impassible oh!

I think your better off looking alone,

The boys that chase your hips can just go find their way home

And at the end of the day you think to yourself

My body isn't proud of me and so are the shells

Tell that I can change

Tell that I can change

… Well I know your laying back,

Contemplating your own death

Well just look at what you've done

Don't you dare forget the sun, Love!

(Don't forget!)

… Cold white walls keep you from your pad and pen

You wanna stab again,

I can't believe its half this hard,

You never knew your mind was dark no!

I think your better off looking alone

The boys that chase your hips can just go find their way home

You can dig so deep for scars

You never knew your mind was dark

Come on and breathe with me oh!

Breathe with oh!

… Well I know your laying back,

Contemplating your own death

Well just look at what you've done

Don't you dare forget the sun, Love!

You look down on me so casually, in everything I know

You look down on me, but not right on me Did I wreak this broken home?

… Dear Diary,

Life is trying me

Can I get a sign?

Or a two of mind, a piece of mind

Can I get a sign (a sign), can I get a sign (I know)

… Well I know your laying back,

Contemplating your own death

Well just look at what you've done

Don't you dare forget the sun, Love!

You look down on me so casually, in everything I know

You look down on me, but not right on me

Is it plain to see that life trying me?

… Life is trying me!

Life is trying

Can I think of something, gotta think of something!


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You've got me shaking from the way you're talking

My heart is breaking but there's no use crying

What a cyanide surprise you have left for my eyes

If I had common sense I'd cut myself or curl up and die

Sticks and stones could break my bones

But anything you say will only fuel my lungs

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts

If this is love I don't wanna be loved

You pollute the room with a filthy tongue

Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up.

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts

If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck

Before an audience of death.

You could be the corpse and I could be the killer

If I could be the devil, you could be the sinner

You could be the drugs and I could be the dealer

Everything you say is like music to my ears

You could be the corpse and I could be the killer

If I could be the devil, you could be the sinner

You could be the drugs and I could be the dealer

Everything you say is like music to my, music to my ears

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts

If this is love I don't wanna be loved

You pollute the room with a filthy tongue

Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up.

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts

If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck

Before an audience of death

(Before an audience)

Failure find me

To tie me up now

'Cause I'm as bad, as bad as it gets

Failure find me

To hang me up now

By my neck cause I'm a fate worse than death

What a cyanide surprise you have left for my eyes

If I had common sense I'd cut myself or curl up and die

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts

If this is love I don't wanna be loved

You pollute the room with a filthy tongue

Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts

If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck

Before an audience

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts

If this is love I don't wanna be loved

You pollute the room with a filthy tongue

Watch me choke it down so I can

Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts

If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck

Before an audience of death


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[Verse 1] Rosemary Heaven restores you in life You're coming with me Through the aging, the fearing, the strife It's the smiling on the package It's the faces in the sand It's the thought that moves you upwards Embracing me with two hands Right will take you places Yeah, maybe to the beach When your friends, they do come crying Tell them now your pleasure's set upon slow release [Pre-Chorus] Hey, wait Great smile Sensitive to fate, not Denial But hey, who's on trial?

[Chorus] It took a life span with no cell mate The long way back Sandy, why can't we look the other way?

[Verse 2] He speaks about travel Yeah, we think about the land We smart like all peoples Feeling real tan I could take you places Do you need a new man? Wipe the pollen from the faces Make revision to a dream while you wait in the van

[Pre-Chorus] Hey, wait Great smile Sensitive to fate, not Denial But hey, who's on trial? [Chorus] It took a life span with no cell mate By the long way back Sandy, why can't we look the other way? You're weightless, you are exotic You need something for which to care Sandy, why can't we look the other way?

[Verse 3] Leave some shards under the belly Lay some grease inside my hand It's a sentimental jury And the makings of a good plan You've come to love me lightly Yeah, you come to hold me tight Is this motion everlasting Or do shudders pass in the night? Rosemary Oh, heaven restores you in life

[Chorus] I spent a life span with no cell mate The long way back Sandy, why can't we look the other way? You're weightless, semi-erotic You need someone to take you there Sandy, why can't we look the other way? Why can't we just play the other game? Why can't we just look the other way?


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When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

Well there's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts

We got yeah we got a lot at stake

And in the end you're still my friend at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I got, and what I'm not

And who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

I'm still looking up

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)

God knows I'm tough (I am tough) he knows (I am loved)

We got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)

God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up


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I torture you

Take my hand through the flames

I torture you

I'm a slave to your games

I'm just a sucker for pain

I wanna chain you up

I wanna tie you down

I'm just a sucker for pain

I'm a sucker for pain

I got the squad tatted on me from my neck to my ankles

Pressure from the man got us all in rebellion

We gon' go to war, yeah, without failure

Do it for the fam, dog, ten toes down, dog

Love and the loyalty that's what we stand for

Alienated by society, all this pressure give me anxiety

Walk slow through the fire

Like, who gon' try us?

Feeling the world go against us

So we put the world on our shoulder

I torture you

Take my hand through the flames

I torture you

I'm a slave to your games

I'm just a sucker for pain

I wanna chain you up

I wanna tie you down

I'm just a sucker for pain

I been at it with my homies

It don't matter, you don't know me

I been rolling with my team, we the illest on the scene

I been riding 'round the city with my squad

I been riding 'round the city with my squad

We just posted, getting crazy, living like this is so amazing

Hold up take a step back, when we roll up, cause I know what

We been loyal, we been fam, we the ones you trust in

Won't hesitate to go straight to your head like a concussion

I know I been busting, no discussion for my family

No hesitation, through my scope I see my enemy

Like what's up? Hold up, we finna re-load up

Yes I re-load up, I know what up, I know what up

I torture you

Take my hand through the flames

I torture you

I'm a slave to your games

I'm just a sucker for pain

I wanna chain you up

I wanna tie you down

I'm just a sucker for pain

I'm devoted to destruction

A full dosage of detrimental dysfunction

I'm dying slow but the devil tryna rush me

See I'm a fool for pain, I'm a dummy

Might cut my head off right after I slit my throat

Tongue kiss a shark, got jealous bitches up in the boat

Eating peanut butter and jelly fishes on toast

And if I get stung I get stoked, might choke

Like I chewed a chunk of charcoal

Naked in the North Pole

That's why my heart cold, full of sorrow, the lost soul

And only Lord knows when I'm coming to the crossroads

So I don't fear sh! t but tomorrow

And I'm a sucker for pain, it ain't nothing but pain

You just fvcking complain, you ain't tough as you claim

Just stay up in your lane, just don't fvck with Lil Wayne

I'mma jump from a plane or stand in front of a train

Cause I'm a sucker for pain

Used to doing bad, now we feel like we just now getting it

Ain't got no other way so we started and finished it

No pain, no gain

Never stand down, made our own way

Never going slow, we pick up the pace

This is what we wanted from a young age

No emotion, that's what business is

Lord have mercy on the witnesses

I torture you

Take my hand through the flames

I torture you

I'm just a sucker for pain

More pain

Got me begging, begging, begging, begging, begging, begging

For more pain

Got me begging, begging, begging, begging, begging, begging

For more pain

Got me begging, begging, begging, begging, begging, begging

For more pain


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sorry the last episode of this song was deleted idk why or how

Is this the real life?

Is this just fantasy?

Caught in a landside,

No escape from reality

Open your eyes,

Look up to the skies and see,

I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy,

Because I'm easy come, easy go,

Little high, little low,

Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to

Me, to me

Mamaaa,

Just killed a man,

Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger,

Now he's dead

Mamaaa, life had just begun,

But now I've gone and thrown it all away

Mama, oooh,

Didn't mean to make you cry,

If I'm not back again this time tomorrow,

Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come,

Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all

The time

Goodbye, everybody, I've got to go,

Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth

Mama, oooh

I don't want to die,

I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all.

I see a little silhouetto of a man,

Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the Fandango!

Thunderbolts and lightning, very, very frightening me

Galileo, Galileo

Galileo, Galileo

Galileo, Figaro - magnificoo

I'm just a poor boy nobody loves me

He's just a poor boy from a poor family,

Spare him his life from this monstrosity

Easy come, easy go, will you let me go

Bismillah! No, we will not let you go

(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go

(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go

(Let me go) Will not let you go

(Let me go)(Never) Never let you go

(Let me go) (Never) let you go (Let me go) Ah

No, no, no, no, no, no, no

Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia, let me go

Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me,

For meee

So you think you can stop me and spit in my eye

So you think you can love me and leave me to die

Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby,

Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

Nothing really matters, Anyone can see,

Nothing really matters,

Nothing really matters to me

Any way the wind blows


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Dare me to jump off of this Jersey bridge

I'll bet you've never had a Friday night like this

Keep it up, keep it up, let's raise our hands

I take a look up at the sky and I see red

Red for the cancer, red for the wealthy

Red for the drink that's mixed with suicide, everything red

Please, won't you push me for the last time?

Let's scream until there's nothing left

So sick of playing, I don't want this anymore

The thought of you is no fucking fun

You want a martyr? I'll be one

Because enough's enough, we're done

You told me think about it, well I did

Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore

I'm tired of begging for the things that I want

I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

The thing I think I love will surely bring me pain

Intoxication, paranoia, and a lot of fame

Three cheers for throwing up, pubescent drama queen

You make me sick, I make it worse by drinking late

Scream until there's nothing left

So sick of playing, I don't want to anymore

The thought of you is no fucking fun

You want a martyr? I'll be one

Because enough's enough, we're done

You told me think about it, well I did

Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore

I'm tired of begging for the things that I want

I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

Imagine living like a king someday

A single night without a ghost in the walls

And if the bass shakes the earth underground

We'll start a new revolution now

Now

Hail Mary, forgive me

Blood for blood, hearts beating

Come at me

Now this is war

(Fuck with this new beat)

Now terror begins inside a bloodless vein

I was just a product of the street youth rage

Born in this world without a voice or say

Caught in the spokes with an abandoned brain

I know you well, but this ain't a game

Blow the smoke in diamond shape

Dying is a gift, so close your eyes and rest in peace

You told me think about it, well I did

Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore

I'm tired of begging for the things that I want

I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

Imagine living like a king someday

A single night without a ghost in the walls

We are the shadows screaming, take us now

We'd rather die than live to rust on the ground (shit)


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YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe


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It's been a long day without you, my friend

And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

We've come a long way from where we began

Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

When I see you again

Damn, who knew?

All the planes we flew, good things we been through

That I'd be standing right here talking to you

'Bout another path, I know we loved to hit the road and laugh

But something told me that it wouldn't last

Had to switch up, look at things different, see the bigger picture

Those were the days, hard work forever pays

Now I see you in a better place (see you in a better place)

Uh

How can we not talk about family when family's all that we got?

Everything I went through, you were standing there by my side

And now you gon' be with me for the last ride

It's been a long day without you, my friend

And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again (I'll see you again)

We've come a long way (yeah, we came a long way)

From where we began (you know we started)

Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again (I'll tell you)

When I see you again

First, you both go out your way and the vibe is feeling strong

And what's small turned to a friendship, a friendship turned to a bond

And that bond will never be broken, the love will never get lost

(The love will never get lost)

And when brotherhood come first, then the line will never be crossed

Established it on our own when that line had to be drawn

And that line is what we reached, so remember me when I'm gone

(Remember me when I'm gone)

How can we not talk about family when family's all that we got?

Everything I went through you were standing there by my side

And now you gon' be with me for the last ride

So let the light guide your way, yeah

Hold every memory as you go

And every road you take

Will always lead you home, home

It's been a long day without you, my friend

And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

We've come a long way from where we began

Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

When I see you again

When I see you again (yeah, uh)

See you again (yeah, yeah, yeah)

When I see you again


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**Yeah, it's my life My own words, I guess Have you ever loved someone so much You'd give an arm for Not the expression, no Literally give an arm for When they know they're your heart And you know you are their armor And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her But what happens when karma Turns right around and bites you And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you What happens when you become the main source of her pain "Daddy look what I made" "Dad's gotta go catch a plane" "Daddy where's mommy? I can't find mommy, where is she?" "I don't know, go play, Hailie baby, your daddy's busy Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gon' write itself" I give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother who's the spittin' image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye baby And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that I'm lookin' down on you smilin' And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that I'm lookin' down on you smilin' And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back I keep havin' this dream I'm pushin' Hailie on a swing, she keeps screamin', she don't want me to sing "You're makin' mommy cry, why, why is mommy cryin'" "Baby, daddy ain't leavin' no more, daddy you're lyin' You always say that, you always say this is the last time But you ain't leavin' no more daddy, you're mine" She's pilin' boxes in front of the door tryin' to block it "Daddy please, daddy, don't leave, daddy, no, stop it" Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket It's got a picture, "This will keep you safe daddy, take it with ya" I look up, it's just me standin' in the mirror These fuckin' walls must be talkin', 'cause man I can hear 'em They're sayin', "you got one more chance to do right And it's tonight, now go out and show 'em that you love 'em before it's too late" And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door It turns to a stage, they're gone and the spotlight is on and I'm singin' And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that I'm lookin' down on you smilin' And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that I'm lookin' down on you smilin' And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back Sixty thousand people all jumpin' out their seat The curtain closes, they're throwin' roses at my feet I take a bow, and thank you all for comin' out They're screamin' so loud, I take one last look at the crowd I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seein' "Daddy, its me, help mommy, her wrists are bleedin'" But baby we're in Sweden How did you get to Sweden? "I followed you daddy You told me that you weren't leavin' You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad And I bought you this coin, it says number one dad That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin" "I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin'" "But baby wait, it's too late dad, you made your choice Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us That's what they want They want you, Marshall They keep screamin' your name It's no wonder you can't go to sleep Just take another pill, yeah I bet you you will! You rap about it, yeah word, kid keep it real" I hear a applause, all this time I couldn't see How could it be, that the curtain is closin' on me I turn around, find a gun on the ground Cock it, put it to my brain, scream, "Die Shady!" And pop it The sky darkens, my life flashes The plane that I was supposed to be on, crashes, and burns to ashes That's when I wake


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Yeah I know sometimes things may not Always make sense to you right now But hey, what daddy always tell you? Straighten up little soldier Stiffen up that upper lip What you crying about? You got me Hailie, I know you miss your mom And I know you miss your dad when I'm gone But I'm trying to give you the life that I never had I can see you're sad Even when you smile Even when you laugh I can see it in your eyes Deep inside, you wanna cry 'Cause you're scared I ain't there? Daddy's with you in your prayers No more crying Wipe them tears Daddy's here No more nightmares We gonna pull together through it We gon' do it Lainie, uncle's crazy ain't he? Yeah, but he loves you girl and you better know it We're all we got in this world When it spins When it swirls When it whirls When it twirls Two little beautiful girls Looking puzzled, in a daze I know it's confusing you Daddy's always on the move Mama's always on the news I try to keep you sheltered from it But somehow it seems, the harder that I try to do that The more it backfires on me All the things, growing up As daddy that he had to see Daddy don't want you to see But you see just as much as he did We did not plan it to be this way Your mother and me But things have got so bad between us I don't see us ever being together ever again Like we used to be when was teenagers But then of course Everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to be But it's just something We have no control over And that's what destiny is But no more worries Rest your head and go to sleep Maybe one day we'll wake up And this will all just be a dream Now hush little baby don't you cry Everything's gonna be alright Stiffen that upper lip up little lady I told ya, daddy's here to hold ya Through the night I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why We fear how we feel inside It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby But I promise, Momma's gon' be alright It's funny I remember back one year when daddy had no money Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up And stuck 'em under the tree And said some of them were from me 'Cause daddy couldn't buy 'em I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night cryin' 'Cause daddy felt like a bum See daddy had a job But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom And at the time, every house that we lived in Either kept getting broken into and robbed or shot up on the block And your mom, was saving money For you in a jar trying to start a piggy bank for you So you can go to college Almost had a thousand dollars 'Til someone broke in and stole it And I know it hurt so bad, it broke your mama's heart And it seemed like everything was just starting to fall apart Mom and dad was arguing a lot So mama moved back on the Chalmers in the flat One bedroom apartment And dad moved back to the other side of 8 mile on Novarra And that's when daddy went to California with his CD And met Dr. Dre and flew you and Mama out to see me But daddy had to work You and mama had to leave me Then you started seeing daddy on the TV And mama didn't like it And you and Lainie were too young to understand it Papa was a rolling stone Mama developed a habit And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand 'Cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud Now I'm sittin' in this empty house, just reminiscin' Looking at your baby pictures it just trips me out To see how much you both have grown It's almost like your sisters now Wow, I guess you pretty much are And daddy's still here Lainie I'm talking to you too Daddy's still here I like the sound of that, yeah It's got a ring to it, don't it? Shhh, mama's only gone for the moment Now hush little baby don't you cry Everything's gonna be alright Stiffen that upper lip up little lady I told ya daddy's here to hold ya Through the night I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why We fear how we feel inside It may s


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Soulja boy I tell 'em Ayy, I got a new dance for y'all called the Soulja Boy You just gotta punch then crank back three times from left to right Soulja Boy off in this hoe Watch me crank it, watch me roll Watch me crank that Soulja Boy Then Superman that hoe Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch Soulja Boy off in this hoe Watch me crank it, watch me roll Watch me crank that Soulja Boy Then Superman that hoe Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch Soulja boy up in this hoe Watch me lean and watch me rock Superman that hoe Then watch me crank that Robocop Super fresh, now watch me jock Jocking on them haters man When I do that Soulja Boy I lean to the left and crank that thang, now I'm jocking on your bitch ass And if we get the fighting Then I'm cocking on your bitch ass You catch me at your local party Yes I crank it everyday Haters getting mad 'cause I got me some bathing apes Soulja Boy off in this hoe Watch me crank it, watch me roll Watch me crank that Soulja Boy Then Superman that hoe Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch Soulja Boy off in this hoe Watch me crank it, watch me roll Watch me crank that Soulja Boy Then Superman that hoe Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch I'm bouncin' on my toes Watch me supersoak that hoe I'm gonna pass it to Arab Then he gon' crank it up fo' sho' Haters wanna be me Soulja boy, I'm the man They be lookin' at my neck Sayin' it's the rubber band man (Man) Watch me do it (Watch me do it) Dance (Dance) Let get to it (Let get to it) Nope, you can't do it like me Hoe, so don't do it like me Folk, I see you tryna do it like me Man that shit was ugly Soulja Boy off in this hoe Watch me crank it, watch me roll Watch me crank that Soulja Boy Then Superman that hoe Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch Soulja Boy off in this hoe Watch me crank it, watch me roll Watch me crank that Soulja Boy Then Superman that hoe Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch I'm too fresh, off in that hoe Watch me crank it, watch me roll Watch me crank that Roosevelt And super soak that Hoe Super soak that hoe Super soak that hoe Super soak that hoe Super soak that hoe I'm too fresh, now watch me do it Watch me shuffle, watch me Watch me crank that Soulja Boy Now Superman Superman, do it Superman, do it Soulja Boy off in this hoe Watch me crank it, watch me roll Watch me crank that Soulja Boy Then Superman that hoe Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch Soulja Boy off in this hoe Watch me crank it, watch me roll Watch me crank that Soulja Boy Then Superman that hoe Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch me (Crank that Soulja Boy) Now watch


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My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window And I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray But your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad It's not so bad My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window (window) And I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray But your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad It's not so bad Dear Slim, I wrote you but still ain't callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not've got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin' Sometimes I scribble addresses, too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man, how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a call her? I'ma name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was phat Anyways, I hope you get this, man, hit me back Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is Stan My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window (window) And I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray But your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad It's not so bad Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert You didn't have to, but you could've signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother, man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering cold for you For four hours and you just said, "No" That's pretty shitty, man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just like you, man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back See, I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father neither He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your songs So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else, so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See, everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me, man I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan P.S. we should be together too My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window (window) And I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray But your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad It's not so bad Dear Mr. I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans This will be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing ninety on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka You dare me to drive? You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could have saved that other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could


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They told him, "Don't you ever come around here"

"Don't wanna see your face, you better disappear"

The fire's in their eyes and their words are really clear

So beat it, just beat it

You better run, you better do what you can

Don't wanna see no blood, don't be a macho man

You wanna be tough, better do what you can

So beat it, but you wanna be bad

Just beat it (beat it), beat it (beat it)

No one wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Just beat it (beat it)

Just beat it (beat it)

Just beat it (beat it)

Just beat it (beat it, uh)

They're out to get you, better leave while you can

Don't wanna be a boy, you wanna be a man

You wanna stay alive, better do what you can

So beat it, just beat it

You have to show them that you're really not scared

You're playin' with your life, this ain't no truth or dare

They'll kick you, then they'll beat you

Then they'll tell you it's fair

So beat it, but you wanna be bad

Just beat it (beat it), beat it (beat it)

No one wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Just beat it (beat it), beat it (beat it)

No one wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Just beat it (beat it, beat it, beat it)

Beat it (beat it, beat it)

Beat it (beat it, beat it)

Beat it (beat it, beat it)

Beat it (beat it, beat it)

Beat it (beat it), beat it (beat it)

No one wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right (who's right)

Just beat it (beat it), beat it (beat it)

No one wants to be defeated (no one)

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Just beat it (beat it), beat it (beat it)

No one wants to be defeated (oh, no)

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Just beat it (beat it), beat it (beat it)

No one wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Just beat it (beat it), beat it (beat it)


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Where is the moment we needed the most?

You kick up the leaves, and the magic is lost

They tell me your blue sky's faded to gray

They tell me your passion's gone away

And I don't need no carrying on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low

You're faking a smile with the coffee to go

You tell me your life's been way off line

You're falling to pieces every time

And I don't need no carrying on

'Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me, "don't lie"

You work at a smile, and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down, and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday

The point is they laugh at what you say

And I don't need no carrying on

You had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me, "don't lie"

You work at a smile, and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

And the whole thing, it turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know

That you could be well, oh, that strong

And I'm not wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah)

So where is the passion when you need it the most?

Oh, you and I

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

'Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

You see what you like

And how does it feel one more time?

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

Had a bad day

Had a bad day

Had a bad day


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… No sleep 'til

… Brooklyn

… Foot on the pedal, never ever false metal

Engine running hotter than a boiling kettle

My job ain't a job, it's a damn good time

City to city, I'm running my rhymes

… On location, touring around the nation

Beastie Boys always on vacation

Itchy trigger finger but a stable turntable

I do what I do best because I'm willing and able

… Ain't no faking, your money I'm taking

Going coast to coast to watch all the girlies shaking

While you're at the job working nine to five

The Beastie Boys at the Garden, cold kickin' it live

… No sleep 'til

… Another plane, another train

Another bottle in the brain

Another girl, another fight

Another drive all night

… Our manager's crazy, he always smokes dust

He's got his own room at the back of the bus

Tour around the world, you rock around the clock

Plane to hotel, girls on the jock

… Trashing hotels like it's going out of style

Getting paid along the way 'cause it's worth your while

Four on the floor, Ad Rock's out the door

MCA's in the back because he's skeezin' with a whore

We got a safe in the trunk with money in a stack

With dice in the front and Brooklyn's in the back

White boys got more rhymes

… No sleep 'til

No sleep 'til Brooklyn

No sleep 'til Brooklyn

… Ain't seen the light since we started this band

MCA get on the mike, my man

Born and bred in Brooklyn, the U.S.A

They call me Adam Yauch but I'm MCA

Like a lemon to a lime, a lime to a lemon

I sip the def ale with all the fly women

… Limos, arenas, and TV shows

Autograph pictures and classy hoes

Step off, Homes, get out of my way

Taxing little girlies from here to L.A

Waking up before I get to sleep

'Cause I'll be rockin' this party eight days a week

… No sleep 'til

No sleep 'til Brooklyn

No sleep 'til Brooklyn

No sleep 'til Brooklyn (Brooklyn)

No sleep 'til Brooklyn, yeah

… No sleep 'til Brooklyn (Brooklyn)

No sleep 'til Brooklyn (Brooklyn)

No sleep 'til Brooklyn (Brooklyn)

No sleep 'til Brooklyn (Brooklyn)

No sleep 'til Brooklyn (Brooklyn)

Never sleep 'til Brooklyn (Brooklyn)


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I can't stand it, I know you planned it

I'm gonna set it straight, this Watergate

I can't stand rocking when I'm in here

'Cause your crystal ball ain't so crystal clear

So while you sit back and wonder why

I got this fucking thorn in my side

Oh my God, it's a mirage

I'm tellin' y'all, it's a sabotage

So, so, so, so listen up 'cause you can't say nothin'

You'll shut me down with a push of your button?

But you, I'm out and I'm gone

I'll tell you now, I keep it on and on

'Cause what you see you might not get

And we can bet, so don't you get souped yet

You're scheming on a thing that's a mirage

I'm trying to tell you now, it's sabotage

Why

Our backs are now against the wall?

Listen all y'all, it's a sabotage

Listen all y'all, it's a sabotage

Listen all y'all, it's a sabotage

Listen all y'all, it's a sabotage

I can't stand it, I know you planned it

I'm gonna set it straight, this Watergate

Lord, I can't stand rockin' when I'm in this place

Because I feel disgrace because you're all in my face

But make no mistakes and switch up my channel

I'm Buddy Rich when I fly off the handle

What could it be? It's a mirage

You're scheming on a thing, that's sabotage


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A broken heart is all that's left

I'm still fixing all the cracks

Lost a couple of pieces when

I carried it, carried it, carried it home

I'm afraid of all I am

My mind feels like a foreign land

Silence ringing inside my head

Please carry me, carry me, carry me home

I've spent all of the love I saved

We were always a losing game

Small town boy in a big arcade

I got addicted to a losing game

Oh

Oh

All I know, all I know

Loving you is a losing game

Do you love me, love me not?

Giving pieces from my heart

Tomorrow's coming and has gone

Still I carried, I carried, I carried on

Oh

Oh

All I know, all I know

Loving you is a losing game

Oh

Oh

All I know, all I know

Loving you is a losing game

I don't need your games, game over

Get me off this rollercoaster

Oh

Oh

All I know, all I know

Loving you is a losing game

Oh

Oh

All I know, all I know

Loving you is a losing game


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[Chorus]

It's gonna be better, it's gonna be better

As long as we're together, it's gonna be better

It's gonna be better now

(it's gonna be better now, it's gonna be better now)

(it's gonna be better now, it's gonna bе better now)

As long as we'rе together, it's gonna be better

It's gonna be better now

[Post Chorus]

Oh, I've found you, the storm is over

Oh, I've found you, maybe I'm not

Oh, I've found you, the storm is over

Oh, I've found you, maybe I'm not

[Verse 2]

I see the future, it's looking bright

I falling to you, like paradise

The world looks different, inside your eyes

What I was missing is here tonight

[Pre-Chorus]

So I laugh about it, my tears are dry

No doubt about it, I'll be alright

My past behind me, I'm letting go

And all that I know[Verse 1]

Oh, I've found you

Maybe I'm not lost forever

Out in the dark

The storm is over, you made it stop

I've come to find, you're what I want

[Pre-Chorus]

So I laugh about it, my tears are dry

No doubt about it, I'll be alright

My past behind me, I'm letting go

And all that I know

[Chorus]

It's gonna be better, it's gonna be better

As long as we're together, it's gonna be better

It's gonna be better now

[Post Chorus]

Oh, I've found you, the storm is over

Oh, I've found you, maybe I'm not

Oh, I've found you, the storm is over

Oh, I've found you, maybe I'm not

[Bridge]

It's gonna be better now

(it's gonna be better now, it's gonna be better now)

(it's gonna be better now, it's gonna be better now)

As long as we're together, it's gonna be better

It's gonna be better now

[Chorus]

(it's gonna be better now, it's gonna be better now)

(it's gonna be better now, it's gonna be better now)

It's gonna be better now

(it's gonna be better now, it's gonna be better now)

As long as we're together

(it's gonna be better now) It's gonna be better now


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Yeah

You are my fire

The one desire

Believe when I say

I want it that way

But we are two worlds apart

Can't reach to your heart

When you say

That I want it that way

Tell me why

Ain't nothin' but a heartache

Tell me why

Ain't nothin' but a mistake

Tell me why

I never wanna hear you say

I want it that way

Am I your fire?

Your one desire

Yes, I know it's too late

But I want it that way

Tell me why

Ain't nothin' but a heartache

Tell me why

Ain't nothin' but a mistake

Tell me why

I never wanna hear you say

I want it that way

Now I can see that we've fallen apart

From the way that it used to be, yeah

No matter the distance

I want you to know

That deep down inside of me

You are my fire

The one desire

You are (you are, you are, you are)

Don't wanna hear you say

Ain't nothin' but a heartache

Ain't nothin' but a mistake (don't wanna hear you say)

I never wanna hear you say (oh, yeah)

I want it that way

Tell me why

Ain't nothin' but a heartache

Tell me why

Ain't nothing but a mistake

Tell me why

I never want to hear you say (never wanna hear you say)

I want it that way

Tell me why

Ain't nothin' but a heartache

Ain't nothin' but a mistake

Tell me why

I never want to hear you say (don't want to hear you say)

I want it that way

'Cause I want it that way


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I hear the drums echoing tonight

But she hears only whispers of some quiet conversation

She's coming in, 12:30 flight

The moonlit wings reflect the stars that guide me towards salvation

I stopped an old man along the way

Hoping to find some old forgotten words or ancient melodies

He turned to me as if to say

"Hurry boy, it's waiting there for you"

It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you

There's nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do

I bless the rains down in Africa

Gonna take some time to do the things we never had (ooh, ooh)

The wild dogs cry out in the night

As they grow restless, longing for some solitary company

I know that I must do what's right

As sure as Kilimanjaro rises like Olympus above the Serengeti

I seek to cure what's deep inside, frightened of this thing that I've become

It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you

There's nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do

I bless the rains down in Africa

Gonna take some time to do the things we never had (ooh, ooh)

Hurry boy, she's waiting there for you

It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you

There's nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do

I bless the rains down in Africa

I bless the rains down in Africa

(I bless the rain)

I bless the rains down in Africa

I bless the rains down in Africa

I bless the rains down in Africa

(Gonna take the time)

Gonna take some time to do the things we never had (ooh, ooh)


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Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time

I feel alive

And the world I'll turn it inside out, yeah

I'm floating around in ecstasy

So, (don't stop me now)

(Don't stop me)

'Cause I'm having a good time, having a good time

I'm a shooting star leaping through the sky

Like a tiger defying the laws of gravity

I'm a racing car passing by like Lady Godiva

I'm gonna go, go, go

There's no stopping me

I'm burnin' through the sky, yeah

200 degrees

That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit

I'm travelling at the speed of light

I wanna make a supersonic man out of you

I'm having such a good time

I'm having a ball

(Don't stop me now)

If you wanna have a good time just give me a call

(Don't stop me now)

'Cause I'm having a good time

(Don't stop me now)

Yes, I'm havin' a good time

I don't want to stop at all

Yeah, I'm a rocket ship on my way to Mars

On a collision course

I am a satellite I'm out of control

I am a sex machine ready to reload

Like an atom bomb about to

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, explode

I'm burnin' through the sky, yeah

200 degrees

That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit

I'm travelling at the speed of light

I wanna make a supersonic woman of you

Don't stop me, don't stop me

Don't stop me, hey, hey, hey

Don't stop me, don't stop me

Ooh, ooh, ooh, I like it

Don't stop me, don't stop me

Have a good time, good time

Don't stop me, don't stop me, ah

Let loose, honey, all right

Oh, I'm burnin' through the sky, yeah

200 degrees

That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit

I'm travelling at the speed of light

I wanna make a supersonic man out of you

I'm having such a good time

I'm having a ball

(Don't stop me now)

If you wanna have a good time (alright)

Just give me a call

(Don't stop me now)

'Cause I'm having a good time

(Don't stop me now)

Yes, I'm havin' a good time

I don't want to stop at all

La-da-da-da-dah

Da-da-da-ha

Ha-da-da, ha-ha-ha

Ha-da-da, ha-da-da-ah


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Let's go

Steve walks warily down the street

With his brim pulled way down low

Ain't no sound but the sound of his feet

Machine guns ready to go

Are you ready hey are you ready for this?

Are you hanging on the edge of your seat?

Out of the doorway the bullets rip

To the sound of the beat yeah

Another one bites the dust

Another one bites the dust

And another one gone and another one gone

Another one bites the dust

Hey I'm gonna get you too

Another one bites the dust

How do you think I'm going to get along

Without you when you're gone

You took me for everything that I had

And kicked me out on my own

Are you happy are you satisfied?

How long can you stand the heat

Out of the doorway the bullets rip

To the sound of the beat look out

Another one bites the dust

Another one bites the dust

And another one gone and another one gone

Another one bites the dust

Hey I'm gonna get you too

Another one bites the dust

Hey

Oh take it - Bite the dust bite the dust

Hey Another one bites the dust

Another one bites the dust ow

Another one bites the dust he he

Another one bites the dust haaaa

Ooh shoot out

There are plenty of ways that you can hurt a man

And bring him to the ground

You can beat him

You can cheat him

You can treat him bad and leave him

When he's down

But I'm ready yes I'm ready for you

I'm standing on my own two feet

Out of the doorway the bullets rip

Repeating to the sound of the beat

Another one bites the dust

Another one bites the dust

And another one gone and another one gone

Another one bites the dust yeah

Hey I'm gonna get you too

Another one bites the dust

Shoot out


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Holdin' me back

Gravity's holdin' me back

I want you to hold out the palm of your hand

Why don't we leave it at that?

Nothin' to say

When everything gets in the way

Seems you cannot be replaced

And I'm the one who will stay, oh

In this world, it's just us

You know it's not the same as it was

In this world, it's just us

You know it's not the same as it was

As it was, as it was

You know it's not the same

Answer the phone

"Harry, you're no good alone

Why are you sittin' at home on the floor?

What kind of pills are you on?"

Ringin' the bell

And nobody's comin' to help

Your daddy lives by himself

He just wants to know that you're well, oh

In this world, it's just us

You know it's not the same as it was

In this world, it's just us

You know it's not the same as it was

As it was, as it was

You know it's not the same

Go home, get ahead, light-speed internet

I don't wanna talk about the way that it was

Leave America, two kids follow her

I don't wanna talk about who's doin' it first

As it was

You know it's not the same as it was

As it was, as it was


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'Cause I-I-I'm in the stars tonight

So watch me bring the fire and set the night alight

Shoes on, get up in the morn'

Cup of milk, let's rock and roll

King Kong, kick the drum, rolling on like a Rolling Stone

Sing song when I'm walking home

Jump up to the top, LeBron

Ding dong, call me on my phone

Ice tea and a game of ping pong, huh

This is getting heavy

Can you hear the bass boom? I'm ready (woo hoo)

Life is sweet as honey

Yeah, this beat cha-ching like money, huh

Disco overload, I'm into that, I'm good to go

I'm diamond, you know I glow up

Hey, so let's go

'Cause I-I-I'm in the stars tonight

So watch me bring the fire and set the night alight (hey)

Shining through the city with a little funk and soul

So I'ma light it up like dynamite, whoa oh oh

Bring a friend, join the crowd

Whoever wanna come along

Word up, talk the talk

Just move like we off the wall

Day or night, the sky's alight

So we dance to the break of dawn

Ladies and gentlemen, I got the medicine

So you should keep ya eyes on the ball, huh

This is getting heavy

Can you hear the bass boom? I'm ready (woo hoo)

Life is sweet as honey

Yeah, this beat cha-ching like money

Disco overload, I'm into that, I'm good to go

I'm diamond, you know I glow up

Let's go

'Cause I-I-I'm in the stars tonight

So watch me bring the fire and set the night alight (hey)

Shining through the city with a little funk and soul

So I'ma light it up like dynamite, whoa oh oh

Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na-na, na-na-na, life is dynamite

Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na-na, na-na-na, life is dynamite

Shining through the city with a little funk and soul

So I'ma light it up like dynamite, whoa oh oh

Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na, ayy

Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na, ayy

Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na, ayy

Light it up like dynamite

Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na, ayy

Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na, ayy

Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na, ayy

Light it up like dynamite

'Cause I-I-I'm in the stars tonight

So watch me bring the fire and set the night alight

Shining through the city with a little funk and soul

So I'ma light it up like dynamite (this is ah)

'Cause I-I-I'm in the stars tonight

So watch me bring the fire and set the night alight (alight, oh)

Shining through the city with a little funk and soul

So I'ma light it up like dynamite, whoa (light it up like dynamite)

Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na-na, na-na-na, life is dynamite

Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na-na, na-na-na, life is dynamite

Shining through the city with a little funk and soul

So I'ma light it up like dynamite, whoa oh oh


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We wouldn't be seen dead here in the day yeah

I guess you're lucky that it's dark now

And if I like it then we'll stay

Impress the empress, take a shot now

We got the glow in our mouths

White teeth teens are out

White teeth teens are

Up for it

I know you love it when the hairpins started to drop

I like your reckoning

But we got our methods and there's nothing here to stop

To stop this

If you want we'll help tonight to split his schemes

Give the bruises out like gifts

You'll get the picture of your dreams

I won't be smiling but the notes from my admirers

Fill my dashboard just the same

We got the glow in our mouths

White teeth teens are out

White teeth teens are

Up for it

I know you love it when the hairpins start to drop

I like your reckoning,

But we got our methods and there's nothing here to stop

To stop this when we're

Up for it

I know you love it when the hairpins start to drop

I like your reckoning,

But we got our methods and there's nothing here to stop

To stop this

I'll let you in on something big

I am not a white teeth teen

I tried to join but never did

The way they are, the way they seem is something else, it's in the blood

Their molars blinking like the lights, in the underpass where we all sit

And do nothing and love it

And everything works out so good

I wear the robe like no one could

And everything works out so good

I wear the robe like no one could

And everything works out so good

I wear the robe like no one could

And everything works out so good

(I wear the robe like no one could)

White teeth teens are out


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[Intro] Doh Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh (Aw, ow)

[Verse 1] This hit, that ice cold Michelle Pfeiffer, that white gold This one for them hood girls Them good girls, straight masterpieces Stylin', wilin', livin' it up in the city Got Chucks on with Saint Laurent Gotta kiss myself, I'm so pretty [Refrain] I'm too hot (Hot damn) (Doh) Uh, call the police and the fireman (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) I'm too hot (Hot damn) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Make a dragon wanna retire, man I'm too hot (Hot damn) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Say my name, you know who I am I'm too hot (Hot damn) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh, doh, doh) And my band 'bout that money, break it down

[Pre-Chorus] Girls hit your hallelujah (Woo) Girls hit your hallelujah (Woo) Girls hit your hallelujah (Woo) 'Cause uptown funk gon' give it to you (Woo) ('Cause uptown funk gon' give it to you) 'Cause uptown funk gon' give it to you Saturday night and we in the spot Don't believe me, just watch, come on

[Chorus] Doh Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh (Ya) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Don't believe me, just watch, uh Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh (Ya) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh–) Don't believe me, just watch, uh Don't believe me, just watch, uh Don't believe me, just watch Don't believe me, just watch Hey, hey, hey, oh [Verse 2] Stop, wait a minute Fill my cup, put some liquor in it Take a sip, sign the check Julio, get the stretch Ride to Harlem, Hollywood, Jackson, Mississippi If we show up, we gon' show out Smoother than a fresh jar o' Skippy

[Refrain] I'm too hot (Hot damn) (Doh) Call the police and the fireman (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) I'm too hot (Hot damn) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Make a dragon wanna retire, man I'm too hot (Too hot, hot damn, hot damn) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Bitch, say my name, you know who I am I'm too hot (Hot damn) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh, doh, doh) Uh, and my band 'bout that money, break it down

[Pre-Chorus] Girls hit your hallelujah (Woo) Girls hit your hallelujah (Woo) Girls hit your hallelujah (Woo) 'Cause uptown funk gon' give it to you (Woo) ('Cause uptown funk gon' give it to you) 'Cause uptown funk gon' give it to you Saturday night and we in the spot Don't believe me, just watch, come on [Chorus] Doh Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh (Ya) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Don't believe me, just watch, uh Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh (Ya) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh–) Don't believe me, just watch, uh Don't believe me, just watch, uh Don't believe me, just watch Don't believe me, just watch Hey, hey, hey, oh

[Bridge] (Doh) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Before we leave (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Lemme tell y'all a lil' something Uptown funk you up, uptown funk you up (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Uptown funk you up, uptown funk you up, uh (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) I said, uptown funk you up, uptown funk you up, uh (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Uptown funk you up, uptown funk you up, come on (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh, doh, doh) Dance, jump on it (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) If you sexy, then flaunt it If you freaky, then own it (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Don't brag about it, come show me, come on Dance, jump on it (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) If you sexy, then flaunt it Well, it's Saturday night and we in the spot Don't believe me, just watch, come on

[Chorus] Doh Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh (Ya) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Don't believe me, just watch, uh Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh (Ya) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh–) Don't believe me, just watch, uh Don't believe me, just watch, uh Don't believe me, just watch Don't believe me, just watch Hey, hey, hey, oh

[Outro] Uptown funk you up (Woo, come on) (Doh) Uptown funk you up (Hey, say what?) (Doh-doh-doh, doh-doh-doh, doh-doh) Uptown funk you up (Hey) (Doh-doh


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I'm going back to 505

If it's a seven hour flight or a forty-five minute drive

In my imagination, you're waitin' lyin' on your side

With your hands between your thighs

Stop and wait a sec

When you look at me like that, my darlin', what did you expect?

I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck

Or I did last time I checked

Not shy of a spark

The knife twists at the thought that I should fall short of the mark

Frightened by the bite, though it's no harsher than the bark

The middle of adventure, such a perfect place to start

I'm going back to 505

If it's a seven hour flight or a forty-five minute drive

In my imagination, you're waitin' lyin' on your side

With your hands between your thighs

But I crumble completely when you cry

It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye

I'm always just about to go and spoil a surprise

Take my hands off of your eyes too soon

I'm going back to 505

If it's a seven hour flight or a forty-five minute drive

In my imagination, you're waitin' lyin' on your side

With your hands between your thighs and a smile


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[Verse 1]

Smoking cigarettes on the roof

You look so pretty and I love this view

[Pre-Chorus]

We fell in love in October

That's why, I love fall

Looking at the stars

Admiring from afar

[Chorus]

My girl, my girl, my girl

You will be my girl

My girl, my girl, my girl

You will be my world

My world, my world, my world

You will be my girl

[Verse 2]

Smoking cigarettes on the roof

You look so pretty and I love this view

Don't bother looking down

We're not going that way

At least I know, I am here to stay

[Pre-Chorus]

We fell in love in October

That's why, I love fall

Looking at the stars

Admiring from afar

(My girl, my girl, my girl)

[Chorus]

My girl, my girl, my girl

You will be my girl

My girl, my girl, my girl

You will be my girl

My girl, my girl, my girl

You will be my girl

My girl, my girl, my girl

You will be my world

My world, my world, my world

You will be my girl


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Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone and I'm in the zone.

Don't let me fall, just let me know when we'll make it through.

I got that sh*t that you can bump in your car

Steady lurkin' on my enemies to settle the score

I am never backin' down until the day that I die

And I don't give a f*ck about no hater

On my life

I am the best at what I do and I will always prevail

And overcome all obstacles while walkin' through hell

And if you got a problem now's the time to speak up

Cause I'm blowing up, I'm never gonna stop

Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone and I'm in the zone.

Don't let me fall, just let me know when we'll make it through.

No matter what the price may be, for clarity I'll make it home.

Just let go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone.

I spit the fire and I'm killin' the track

Ambitious from how many knifes are stabbed in my back

And if you think you know me then you're probably wrong

I spill my heart and soul

So lock and load and keep bringin' it on

I got an anger that runs deep in my blood

And I'm always stayin' true reppin' the city I'm from

And if you got a problem now's the time to speak up

Cause I'm blowin' up, I'm never gonna stop

Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone and I'm in the zone.

Don't let me fall, just let me know when we'll make it through.

No matter what the price may be, for clarity I'll make it home.

Just let go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone.

Don't get it twisted, ballistic, characteristics when I rip sh*t intricate

Visions of infinite wisdom empirical spiritual lyrical very cool synonyms

In layman's terms I am the best you must agree

I got that white boy swagger rappin' right down to a T

I got my hand up on the throttle holdin' up a broken bottle

Ready to cut you up and gut you like a f*cking avocado

Desperado on the track in fact if I am gone tomorrow

Then my motto is no sorrow, no apologies just karma

Don't get it twisted and delete me off yours friends list

Stayin' busy tweeting hatred at me all up in my business

I'm getting kicks outta this sh*t like it was my sneakers

And the game fears me like a motherf*cking wifebeater

Just let me go, on my own again,

A rolling stone, I'm in the zone.

Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone and I'm in the zone.

Don't let me fall, just let me know when we'll make it through.

No matter what the price may be, for clarity I'll make it home.

Just let go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone.

Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone and I'm in the zone.

Don't let me fall, just let me know when we'll make it through.

No matter what the price may be, for clarity I'll make it home.

Just let go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone.


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I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface

Don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

Become so tired

So much more aware

I'm becoming this

All I want to do

Is be more like me

And be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me

Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?

'Cause everything that you thought I would be

Has fallen apart right in front of you

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

Become so tired

So much more aware

I'm becoming this

All I want to do

Is be more like me

And be less like you

And I know

I may end up failing too

But I know

You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

Become so tired

So much more aware

I'm becoming this

All I want to do

Is be more like me

And be less like you

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)


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He's got fasting black lungs

Made of clove-splintered shards

They're the kind that will talk

Through a wheezing of coughs

And I hear him every night

In every pore

And every time he just makes me warm

Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Must I hide

'Cause I'll never, never sleep alone

Look at how they flock to him

From an isle of open sores

He knows that the taste is such

Is such to die for

And I hear him every night

On every street

The scales that do slither

Deliver me from...

Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Then I'll hide

'Cause I'll never, never sleep alone

Oh Lord

Said I'm, said I'm, said I'm,

Said I'm bloodshot for sure

Pale runs the ghost

Swollen on the shore

Every night

In every pore

The scales that do slither

Deliver me from...

Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Then I'll hide

'Cause I'll never, never sleep alone

Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Let me die

'Cause I'll never, never sleep alone


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Bar tender I really did it this time

Broke my parole to have a good time

When I got home it was 6 a.m.

The door was locked so I kicked it in

She was trippin' on the bills

I think she was high on some pills

She through my shit out into the yard

Called me a bum and smacked me real hard

And in my drunkin' stooper

I did what I should of never done

Now I'm sittin' here talking to you

Drunk and on the run

I'm sittin' at a bar on the inside

Waitin' for my ride on the outside

She broke my heart in the trailer park

So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car

Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away

You know mo I'll probably get ten years

So just give me beers til they get here

Yeah I know the sun is comin' up

And ya'll are probably gettin' ready for closin' up

But I'm trying to drown my soul

I'm tired of this life on a dirt road

And everythang that I love is gone

And I'm tired of hangin' on

She got me sittin' at a bar on the inside

Waitin' for my ride on the outside

She broke my heart in the trailer park

So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car

Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away

Guess it was meant to be

Romance is misery

So much for memories

And now I'm headed to the Penitentary

See me on T.V.

The next cop series

I am a danger

I guess I shoul've done something about my anger

But I'll never learn

Real things I don't concern

I poor kerosene on everything I love and watch it burn

I know it's my fault

But I wasn't happy it was over

She through a fit so I crashed that piece a shit nova

And now I'm goin' back again

Back to the pen to see my friends

And when we all pile out that county van

They'll ask me where I've been

I've been at a bar on the inside

Waitin' for my ride on the outside

She broke my heart in the trailer park

So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car

Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away


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Low low lo-lo-low

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I was the knight in shining armour in your movie

Would put your lips on mine and love the aftertaste and now

I'm a ghost, I call your name, you look right through me

You're the reason I'm alone and masturbate

I, I've been trying to fix my pride

But that shit's broken, that shit's broken, yeah

Lie, lie, l-lie, I try to hide

But now you know it

That I'm at an all time

Low low lo-lo-low

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I was the prototype like 3 stacks on that CD

An example of the perfect candidate

Now all your girlfriends say that you don't want to see me

You're the reason that I just can't concentrate

I, I've been trying to fix my pride

But that shit's broken, that shit's broken, that shit's broken

Lie, lie le-lie I try to hide

But now you now it

That I'm at an all time

Low low lo-lo-low

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Cause I've been trying to

I've been trying to fix my pride

But that shit's broken, that shit's broken

And now I say

Lie, lie le-lie I try to hide

But now you know it that

That I'm at an all time

Low low lo-lo-low

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Withered flowers forget

What they wept for

Day after day-ay-ay-ay

Withered flowers must blossom

In the stream of tears

They still think of the cause

Turning misery into meaningfulness

Changing day after day-ay-ay-ay

Turning misery into meaningfulness

Changing day after day-ay-ay-ay

Your affection, your affection

Taking pride from fear

Past will tell you when to make yourself a hero

Your affection, your affection, your affection

Past will tell you when to make yourself a hero

Withered flowers forget

What they wept for

Day after day-ay-ay-ay

Withered flowers must blossom

In the stream of tears

They still think of the cause

Turning misery into meaningfulness

Changing day after day-ay-ay-ay

Turning misery into meaningfulness

Changing day after day-ay-ay-ay

Your affection, your affection

Taking pride from fear

Past will tell you when to make yourself a hero

Your affection, your affection, your affection

Past will tell you when to make yourself a hero


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Request for My boy Decker Miles

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Trouble

Blood is in the rocky waters

Hide away your sons and daughters

Eat you alive

Levels

Better put your head on swivels

Dancing with the very devil

Butter to knife

You think you're better than them

Better than them

You think they're really your friends

Really your friends

But when it comes to the end

To the end

You're just the same as them

Same as them

So let it go, let it go

That's the way that it goes

First you're in, then you're out

Everybody knows

You're hot, then you're cold

You're a light in the dark

Just you wait and you'll see

That you're swimmin' with sharks

He's comin' to get you (woo-woo)

He's comin' to get you, get you (woo)

Bubbles

Drownin', you see in doubles

Don't you let 'em see your struggles

Hiding your tears

Crisis

Take advantage off your niceness

Cut you up in even slices

Prey on your fear

You think you're better than them

Better than them (you think you're better)

You think they're really your friends

Really your friends (really)

But when it comes to the end

To the end (oh, no)

You're just the same as them

Same as them

So let it go, let it go

That's the way that it goes

First you're in, then you're out

Everybody knows (ooh)

You're hot, then you're cold

You're a light in the dark

Just you wait and you'll see

That you're swimmin' with sharks

Your blood is pumping (he's comin' to get you)

Don't take it from me (woo-woo)

Your blood is pumping (he's comin' to get you, get you)

Don't take it from me

Your blood is pumping (he's comin' to get you)

Don't take it from me (woo-woo)

Your blood is pumping (he's comin' to get you, get you)

Don't take it from me

Every time my heart is beating, I can feel the recipe

I wonder if my day is coming, blame it on the entropy

My blood is pumping, I can see the end is right in front of me

Don't take it from me, I could be everything, everything

(Sharks)

Don't take it from me

My blood is pumping, my blood is pumping (sharks)

Don't take it from me, I could be everything, everything

So let it go, let it go

That's the way that it goes

First you're in, then you're out

Everybody knows

You're hot, then you're cold

You're a light in the dark

Just you wait and you'll see

That you're swimmin' with sharks

Your blood is pumping (he's comin' to get you)

Don't take it from me (woo-woo)

Your blood is pumping (he's comin' to get you, get you)

Don't take it from me

Your blood is pumping (he's comin' to get you)

Don't take it from me

Your blood is pumping (he's comin' to get you, get you)

Don't take it from me


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hey this is for you F@iR¥

lyrics: Was it the best you ever had?

Was it the worst? You'd never know

I try to tell you what I think and play it off like it's a joke

Oh no, more surprises, guess it's like this

I'd do anything for you, Mrs. Highness

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

The sun is fun, the land is dandy

I only talk to dogs because they don't understand me

My teeth are yellow, hello world

Would you like me a little better if they were white like yours?

I need to purge my urges, shame, shame, shame

I need an alibi to justify, somebody to blame

It's a halibut, party bitch, give it a name and say, "Hey, hey"

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh


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Don't waste your time, it will never work

Don't try and fight, it only makes it worse

And I will never be the one you can defeat

Believe in me 'cause I was born to lead

I'm on your side, don't ever believe

Or let anybody tell you, you cannot achieve your dreams

What are you fighting for?

Let down your guard, lift up your arms

Salute to the sky and be thankful you're here!

The man in the mirror's the one that you fear the most

And just like a ghost, you'll escape your fate

You must not lose your hope

To be the last one standing up

And when that day comes

They'll know what you're about

Don't waste your time cause it will never work

Don't try and fight, it only makes it worse

And I will never be the one you can defeat

Believe in me 'cause I was born to lead

I've got your back, so fuck what they say

The hate that they show, should enable your strength

Don't stray, stand up and fight, rise from the ashes!

Open your eyes and fight

Fuck the ones that are holding you down

Open your eyes, you're wearing the crown

You are the reason they even exist

So put up your fist!

The power is in you now!

To be the last one standing up

And when that day comes

They'll know what you're about

Don't waste your time cause it will never work

Don't try and fight, it only makes it worse

And I will never be the one you can defeat

Believe in me 'cause I was born to lead

The time has come to show them what you're made of

Go!

Motherfucking move!

Don't waste your time cause it will never work

Don't try and fight, it only makes it worse

And I will never be the one you can defeat

Believe in me 'cause I was born to lead

Don't waste your time cause it will never work

Don't try and fight, it only makes it worse

And I will never be the one you can defeat

Believe in me 'cause I was born to lead


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F@iR¥ this is for you tell me what you think good song to the other ones are coming :) Lyrics: Look If you had One shot Or one opportunity To seize everything you ever wanted In one moment Would you capture it Or just let it slip? Yo His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin' What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out He's chokin', how, everybody's jokin' now The clocks run out, times up, over, blaow Snap back to reality, ope there goes gravity Ope, there goes Rabbit, he choked He's so mad, but he won't give up that easy? No He won't have it, he knows his whole back's to these ropes It don't matter, he's dope, he knows that, but he's broke He's so stagnant, he knows, when he goes back to this mobile home, that's when it's Back to the lab again, yo, this whole rhapsody Better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass him You better lose yourself in the music, the moment You own it, you better never let it go You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow This opportunity comes once in a lifetime You better lose yourself in the music, the moment You own it, you better never let it go You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow This opportunity comes once in a lifetime You better His soul's escaping, through this hole that is gaping This world is mine for the taking Make me king, as we move toward a New World Order A normal life is borin', but super stardom's close to post mortem It only grows harder, only grows hotter He blows, it's all over, these hoes is all on him Coast to coast shows, he's known as the Globetrotter Lonely roads, God only knows, he's grown farther from home, he's no father He goes home and barely knows his own daughter But hold your nose 'cause here goes the cold water These hoes don't want him no mo', he's cold product They moved on to the next schmo who flows, he nose dove and sold nada So the soap opera is told and unfolds, I suppose it's old partna, but the beat goes on Da-da-dum, da-dum, da-da You better lose yourself in the music, the moment You own it, you better never let it go You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow This opportunity comes once in a lifetime You better lose yourself in the music, the moment You own it, you better never let it go You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow This opportunity comes once in a lifetime You better No more games, I'ma change what you call rage Tear this motherfuckin' roof off like two dogs caged I was playin' in the beginnin', the mood all changed I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage But I kept rhymin' and stepped right in the next cypher Best believe somebody's payin' the Pied Piper All the pain inside amplified by the Fact that I can't get by with my nine to Five and I can't provide the right type of Life for my family 'cause man, these goddamn food stamps don't buy diapers And its no movie, there's no Mekhi Phifer This is my life and these times are so hard And it's getting even harder tryna feed and water my seed, plus Teeter totter, caught up between bein' a father and a prima donna Baby mama drama, screamin' on her, too much For me to wanna stay in one spot, another day of monotony's Gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail I've got To formulate a plot or end up in jail or shot Success is my only motherfuckin' option, failure's not Mom, I love you, but this trailer's got to go, I cannot grow old in Salem's Lot So here I go, is my shot Feet, fail me not, this may be the only opportunity that I got You better lose yourself in the music, the moment You own it, you better never let it go You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow This opportunity comes once in a lifetime You better lose yourself in the music, the moment You own it, you better never let it go You only get


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I thought I had myself all figured out

But I've spent my whole life holding myself down

And it seems to be that sort of thing I keep doing constantly

Addicted to the pain I cause myself

My head is floating somewhere in the clouds

While I'm paid to entertain a lively crowd

They sing my songs and feel my pain cause pain is what creates my fame

A vicious cycle someday I'll get out

I can't believe I'm standing here at all, I can't believe I made it this far

On my way with a smile on my face to the top and I'm not falling off

And all I need is a microphone, I'll sing about the things that have been hurting me

It's safe to say all the kids I relate to their lives so just keep holding on

It's hard enough try walking in my shoes

To be picked on by my peers to much abuse

And I'm tired of not fitting in

True friends is my final wish, just let me be myself and make it through

I have tried so hard to be a better soul

I have worked so hard at making myself whole

And through it all my better years are still ahead my mind is clear

Just trust me when I say I'm in control

I can't believe I'm standing here at all, I can't believe I made it this far

On my way with a smile on my face to the top and I'm not falling off

And all I need is a microphone, I'll sing about the things that have been hurting me

It's safe to say all the kids I relate to their lives so just keep holding on

I believe I'm just like you

I believe I'll make it through

It's hard to see at times like this,

But I'm not giving in, but I'm not giving in

[x2]

And all I need is a microphone, I'll sing about the things that have been hurting me

It's safe to say all the kids I relate to their lives so just keep holding on

I can't believe I'm standing here at all, I can't believe I made it this far

On my way with a smile on my face to the top and I'm not falling off

And all I need is a microphone, I'll sing about the things that have been hurting me

It's safe to say all the kids I relate to their lives so just keep holding on


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thanks for the request bigpapadanku here is your song please leave a comment to tell me what you think

lyrics: Dare me to jump off of this Jersey bridge

I'll bet you've never had a Friday night like this

Keep it up, keep it up, let's raise our hands

I take a look up at the sky and I see red

Red for the cancer, red for the wealthy

Red for the drink that's mixed with suicide, everything red

Please, won't you push me for the last time?

Let's scream until there's nothing left

So sick of playing, I don't want this anymore

The thought of you is no fucking fun

You want a martyr? I'll be one

Because enough's enough, we're done

You told me think about it, well I did

Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore

I'm tired of begging for the things that I want

I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

The thing I think I love will surely bring me pain

Intoxication, paranoia, and a lot of fame

Three cheers for throwing up, pubescent drama queen

You make me sick, I make it worse by drinking late

Scream until there's nothing left

So sick of playing, I don't want to anymore

The thought of you is no fucking fun

You want a martyr? I'll be one

Because enough's enough, we're done

You told me think about it, well I did

Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore

I'm tired of begging for the things that I want

I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

Imagine living like a king someday

A single night without a ghost in the walls

And if the bass shakes the earth underground

We'll start a new revolution now

Now

Hail Mary, forgive me

Blood for blood, hearts beating

Come at me

Now this is war

(Fuck with this new beat)

Now terror begins inside a bloodless vein

I was just a product of the street youth rage

Born in this world without a voice or say

Caught in the spokes with an abandoned brain

I know you well, but this ain't a game

Blow the smoke in diamond shape

Dying is a gift, so close your eyes and rest in peace

You told me think about it, well I did

Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore

I'm tired of begging for the things that I want

I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

Imagine living like a king someday

A single night without a ghost in the walls

We are the shadows screaming, take us now

We'd rather die than live to rust on the ground (shit)


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i am running out of ideas for songs to do stems so please give me ideas, any comments will be pinned


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Ahhh! Such a beautiful day, uh (yeah) The sun's shining in a beautiful way, uh (whoo) Gonna take a shower, brush my teeth and Life is ultimately meaningless Uhh... Uhh... But I'll get out of the house Get on the road, top down, hands out Put on my favorite song and nod to the rhythm The planet's being destroyed by your carbon emissions But I- I-, I'll head to class Try my best on every test 'til I pass And my grades are screaming in my face, hey 98 percent of what you learn is a waste I get to hang out with all my friends (yeah) My friends are the friendliest friends Can't think of a better way to spend my time Your brain is flawed, and all your friends will die Never mind! I'm alive in the greatest nation! So proud of the exploitation of natives This graceful bird means freedom for all Tell that to the slaves, and bald eagles aren't bald I can live in the moment, milk every second At any time you could get clinical depression But I'll just be happy, no matter what's in store It's quite genetic, and we have no cure Uh, at least We are young Not for long Life is fun It only goes downhill We gotta make the most of it! Make the most of it! Or you'll regret it We are young For now Life is fun For some people We gotta make the most of it! Make the most of it! Good luck Woo! I got a brand new job today! (Yeah) Doin stuff that'll help the economy (uh) I'll save money and buy things at the store Banks can crash and capitalism is flawed And it's all because of my hard work And the thousand advantages you lucked into at birth I put a lotta effort in my resume! Good thing you don't have a black person's name I'm proud to be a functioning member of society Finally, I can be the citizen I dream to be Part of the community, contribute with my tax What could possibly stop me? The shrinking middle class I've at least got a nice stable job Until it's outsourced to China or replaced by a robot Oh God! Well, then I could relax a bit You'll be empty with nothing to distract from it But man, I'm a passionate graduate I can be different, and I have a career paths to pick from I could be a rapper or an animator if I'm lucky Neither of those will make you happy, trust me I'm able to choose what I pursue (yeah) You're a slave to people born richer than you Then screw it, I'll keep going in Then I'll party on the weekend and sing, no, oh, oh oh Thanks to autotune We are young Not for long Life is fun It only goes downhill We gotta make the most of it! Make the most of it! Or you'll regret it We are young We still die Life is fun Until you die We gotta make the most of it! Make the most of it Because you'll die Life is a wonder You'll never know the answer Nature is a miracle Natural disasters It's good to be alive You could wake up with cancer But I'm healthy Healthy people still get cancer I love this show It's the last episode The sun is shining It's going to explode Every species is beautiful and unique, though Children have malaria thanks to mosquitoes I met a cute girl with a ponytail Statistically, that relationship is going to fail I have a wonderful family, it's like no other You're not special, and one day you'll bury your mother No matter what, I can find a home! We, Will All, Die, Alone There's amazing potential in every human on Earth There's no escaping the heat death of the universe I don't have to live life based on negative parts No matter how bad they are, they're just thoughts Yeah, that's fair Wait, really? Yeah, that seems reasonable Wait, wait, wait, wait but you were just telling me to- Whatever man, I dunno, live your life how you want I'm not forcing you to do anything, I'm just saying Oh... Well in that case... We are young! Life is fun! We gotta make the most of it! Make the most of it! We are young! Life is fun! We gotta make the most of it! Make the most of it! Enjoy it while it lasts


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Everywhere I go, bitches always know

That Charlie Scene has got a weenie that he loves to show (bitch)

Everywhere I go, bitches always know

That Charlie Scene has got a weenie that he loves to show

Wake up, grab beer, grab rear, shave beard

Put on some scene gear

Gotta get drunk before my mom wakes up

Break-up with my girlfriend so I can bang sluts

I'm Undead, unfed

Been sleeping on bunk beds since ten

So if I don't booze it, I'm gonna lose it

Everybody get to it, do it, get ruined

Let's get this party started

Let's keep them 40's popping

So just get buzzed and stay fucked up

We'll keep them panties dropping

Let's get this party started

Let's keep them 40's popping

So just get buzzed and stay fucked up

We'll keep them panties dropping

When I start drinking

My dick does all my thinking

Hoes want to be seen with me

And I like their big, fake titties

D-cups with extra filling

Take it out, let me lick it quickly

Calm down, it's just a hickey

I'll blame it on this whiskey sipping, gets me tipsy

Drink fast and enjoy your buzz

Take back streets to avoid the fuzz

I wanna take you home, but your friends won't let ya

I got a 40 in my Ford Fiesta

Buy beer or pay the rent?

My signing bonus was quickly spent

So I'll beat my meat like I'm a fucking butcher

And I'll punk the pussy like I'm Ashton Kutcher

Let's get this party started

Let's keep them 40's popping

So just get buzzed and stay fucked up

We'll keep them panties dropping

Let's get this party started

Let's keep them 40's popping

So just get buzzed and stay fucked up

We'll keep them panties dropping

Let's get this party jumping

Let's see some 40 chugging

I wanna see your booty rubbing

Against my dick when I start buzzing

Come on, girls, I wanna see you drinking

I wanna see your brains start shrinking

Make a move, I saw you winking

Drunken pussy is what I'm thinking

I don't give a fuck if you're drunk or not

Turn it up loud and feel the ambiance

Grab two hoes and do some body shots

I wanna party all night 'til they call the cops

Fuck a wristband, let's all do a keg stand

I'm like Cheech without the Chong, hitting up the beer bong

When the cops show up, they're gonna get the finger

And I don't give a fuck 'cause I'm the designated drinker

Let's get this party started

Let's keep them 40's popping

So just get buzzed and stay fucked up

We'll keep them panties dropping

Let's get this party started

Let's keep them 40's popping

So just get buzzed and stay fucked up

We'll keep them panties dropping

Let's get this party started

Let's keep them 40's popping

So just get buzzed and stay fucked up

We'll keep them panties dropping

Let's get this party started

Let's keep them 40's popping

So just get buzzed and stay fucked up

We'll keep them panties dropping

Everywhere I go, bitches always know

That Charlie Scene has got a weenie that he loves to show, bitch

Everywhere I go, bitches always know

That Charlie Scene has got a weenie that he loves to show


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Lyrics

Woke up in London yesterday

Found myself in the city, near Picadilly

Don't really know how I got here

I got some pictures on my phone

New names and numbers that I don't know

Address to places like Abbey Road

Day turns to night

Night turns to whatever we want

We're young enough to say

Oh, this has gotta be the good life

This has gotta be the good life

This could really be a good life, good life

I say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight

Like this city is on fire tonight

This could really be a good life

A good, good life

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

To my friends in New York, I say hello

My friends in L.A. they don't know

Where I've been for the past few years or so

Paris to China to Colorado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out

Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now

We all got our stories but please, tell me

What there's to complain about

When you're happy like a fool

Let it take you over

When everything is out

You gotta take it in

Oh, this has gotta be the good life

This has gotta be the good life

This could really be a good life, good life

I say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight

Like this city is on fire tonight

This could really be a good life

A good, good life

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, good, good life

Oh, oh, yeah, oh, oh, oh, oh

Hopelessly I feel like there might be something that I'll miss

Hopelessly I feel like the window closes oh so quick

Hopelessly I'm taking a mental picture of you now

'Cause hopelessly the hope is we have so much to feel good about

Oh, this has gotta be the good life

This has gotta be the good life

This could really be a good life, good life

I say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight

Like this city is on fire tonight

This could really be a good life

A good, good life

Oh, yeah

Good, good life

Good life

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Listen

To my friends in New York, I say hello

My friends in L.A. they don't know

Where I've been for the past few years or so

Paris to China to Colorado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out

Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now

We all got our stories but please, tell me

What there's to complain about


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Lately, I've been, I've been thinking

I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

When the morning comes

When we see what we've become

In the cold light of day we're a flame in the wind

Not the fire that we've begun

Every argument, every word we can't take back

'Cause with the all that has happened

I think that we both know the way that this story ends

Then only for a minute

I want to change my mind

'Cause this just don't feel right to me

I wanna raise your spirits

I want to see you smile but

Know that means I'll have to leave

Know that means I'll have to leave

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking

I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

When the evening falls

And I'm left there with my thoughts

And the image of you being with someone else

Well, that's eating me up inside

But we run our course, we pretend that we're okay

Now if we jump together at least we can swim

Far away from the wreck we made

Then only for a minute

I want to change my mind

'Cause this just don't feel right to me

I wanna raise your spirits

I want to see you smile but

Know that means I'll have to leave

Know that means I'll have to leave

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking

I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

So I'll go, I'll go

I will go, go, go

So I'll go, I'll go

I will go, go, go

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking

I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

Even though I might not like this

I think that you'll be happier, I want you to be happier

Then only for a minute (only for a minute)

I want to change my mind

'Cause this just don't feel right to me

I wanna raise your spirits

I want to see you smile but

Know that means I'll have to leave

Know that means I'll have to leave

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking

I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

So I'll go, I'll go

I will go, go, go


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Once upon a time there were three little pigs

who went out into the big world

to build their homes and seek their fortunes.

The first little piggy, his house is made of wood

He lives in a chicken turkey piggy neighborhood

He likes to fuck his sister and drink his moonshine

A typical redneck filthy fuckin' swine!

I rode into town with my axe in my holster

Everybody knows about the wicked piggy roaster

The sheriff at the border , he tried to take me out

I drew my axe with the quickness-and cut his Adam's apple out!

Walked in the village and to the piggy's place

He opened up his door and shot me in the face

And blew me off the porch-and blew my head in half

But I'm a Juggalo so it only made me laugh (ha ha!)

Axe in hand, I rose like the dead

And swung with all my might- made a thump noise in his head

Since we out west, I grabbed a shotgun

And blew his fuckin' tongue out the back of his cranium!

Three little piggies, to make a piggy pie

There's nothing like a sound when you hear a piggy die

I might choose a gun (NO!)

I might choose an axe (YES!)

The Carnival's in town- come and get your piggy snacks

The second little piggy, his house is made of brick

And this little piggy is a motherfuckin' dick

He lays down his rules and reads you your rights

In that funny looking car with the little blinking lights

I drive a Volkswagen bug 17 deep

Packed full of Juggalos, lights out and we creep

To the piggy station and lay on the horn

First piggy out- we blow his lungs out his uniform

Now they in pursuit like Starski and Hutch

But there's only two of them-the rest are out to lunch

They call up Dunkin' Donuts to gather up the rest

25 piggies with their bullet-proof vests

We lead them in a chase, they busting off rounds

But now they all fucked 'cause we at the Carney grounds

And they getting swallowed by their very own greed

Dark carnival and wicked clowns because we need...

[2x]

Three little piggies, to make a piggy pie

There's nothing like a sound when you hear a piggy die

I might choose a gun (NO!)

I might choose an axe (YES!)

The Carnival's in town- come and get your piggy snacks

The last little piggy, his house is made of gold

He lives in a mansion on his own private road

I started walking down it- the guard he told me wait

I snapped his fuckin' neck in two and slammed his nuts in the gate

'Cause this little piggy must definitely die!

I'mma lop his nugget off and toss it in the sky

And then I watch the moon take the form of the devil

And pull it out the sky and beat it with a shovel

People in my city, they fighting for they meals

He sleeps on a mattress stuffed with hundred dollar bills

A richey is the devil- he never will admit it

So I'mma cut his hand off and slap his face with it

Opened up his door, he's sleeping in his bed

I grabbed a brick of gold and slapped it upside his head

He begged for his life, I told him it's too late

And tied his neck in a knot and watched him suffocate

'Cause I need...

[4x]

Three little piggies, to make a piggy pie

There's nothing like a sound when you hear a piggy die

I might choose a gun (NO!)

I might choose an axe (YES!)

The Carnival's in town- come and get your piggy snacks


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Wil you end my pain?

Will you take my life?

Will you bleed me out?

Will you hang me out to dry?

Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?

While I'm falling apart

While I'm going

Will you end my pain?

Will you take my life?

Will you bleed me out?

Will you hang me out to dry?

Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?

While I'm falling apart

While I'm going insane

Most people are searching for happiness

They're looking for it

They're trying to find it in someone

Or something outside of themselves

That's a fundamental mistake

Happiness is something that you are

And it comes from the way you speak

Can you break my bones?

Will you tear my skin?

Can you taste my lust?

Can you feel my sin?

See, I'm a waste of life

I should just kill myself

Yeah, I could slit my wrists

But it really wouldn't help

Wouldn't fix my issues

Or change your mind

'Cause I broke your heart

And you buried mine

Now, I'm six feet deep

And I can't breathe

I got dirt in my eyes

And blood on my sleeves

But I dig my way up

Through these roots and leaves

So I can get some air

So I can finally breathe

And now I'm on my knees

Oh baby, begging please

Will you

Will you

Will you end my pain?

Will you take my life?

Will you bleed me out?

Will you hang me out to dry?

Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?

While I'm falling apart

While I'm going

Will you end my pain?

Will you take my life?

Will you bleed me out?

Will you hang me out to dry?

Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?

While I'm falling apart

While I'm going insane

We cannot choose the things that will happen to us

But we can choose the attitude we want to take

Towards anything that happens to us

Goodbye

And don't you miss me when I'm gone

Goodbye

'Cause you're the fucking reason that I'm not around

Goodbye

Don't you miss me when I'm, miss me when I'm gone

Goodbye

'Cause you're the fucking reason that I'm not around

Fucking reason that I'm not around

Bitch, you're the fucking reason that I'm not around

Songwriters: Alleson Rose Sheldan / Michael Weiss / Christopher Weiss / Robert Joseph Lund / Jarrett Michael Holmes


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If I told you this was only gonna hurt

If I warned you that the fire's gonna burn

Would you walk in?

Would you let me do it first?

Do it all in the name of love

Would you let me lead you even when you're blind?

In the darkness, in the middle of the night

In the silence, when there's no one by your side

Would you call in the name of love?

In the name of love

Name of love

In the name of love

Name of love

In the name of...

In the name, name

In the name, name

If I told you we could bathe in all the lights

Would you rise up, come and meet me in the sky?

Would you trust me when you're jumping from the heights?

Would you fall in the name of love?

When there's madness, when there's poison in your head

When the sadness leaves you broken in your bed

I will hold you in the depths of your despair

And it's all in the name of love

In the name of love

Name of love

In the name of love

Name of love

In the name of...

In the name, name

In the name, name

I wanna testify

Scream in the holy light

You bring me back to life

And it's all in the name of love

I wanna testify

Scream in the holy light

You bring me back to life

And it's all in the name of love

In the name of love

Name of love

In the name of love

Name of love

In the name of...

In the name, name

In the name, name

In the name of...

In the name, name

In the name of...

Songwriters: Ruth Anne Cunningham / Matthew Smith Radosevich / Ilsey Anna Juber / Bleta Bebe Rexha / Yael Nahar / Martijn G Garritsen / Steven Philibin


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Little do you know

How I'm breakin' while you fall asleep

Little do you know

I'm still haunted by the memories

Little do you know

I'm tryin' to pick myself up piece by piece

Little do you know

I need a little more time

Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside

I've been holding back for the fear that you might change your mind

I'm ready to forgive you, but forgettin' is a harder fight

Little do you know

I need a little more time

I'll wait, I'll wait

I love you like you've never felt the pain

I'll wait

I promise you don't have to be afraid

I'll wait

Love is here and here to stay

So lay your head on me

Little do you know

I know you're hurt while I'm sound asleep

Little do you know

All my mistakes are slowly drownin' me

Little do you know

I'm tryin' to make it better piece by piece

Little do you know I

I love you 'til the sun dies

Oh wait, just wait

I love you like I've never felt the pain

Just wait

I love you like I've never been afraid

Just wait

Our love is here, and here to stay

So lay your head on me

I'll wait (I'll wait), I'll wait (I'll wait)

I love you like you've never felt the pain

I'll wait (I'll wait)

I promise you don't have to be afraid

I'll wait

Love is here, and here to stay

So lay your head on me

Lay your head on me

So lay your head on me

'Cause little do you know I

I love you 'til the sun dies

Songwriters: Toby Gad / Ruth-anne Cunningham / Sierra Deaton / Ali Tamposi

Little Do You Know lyrics © Reservoir 416, Maidmetal Limited, Gadfly Songs, Babz And Derf Music, Atlas Music Publishing Llc Ii, One77 Songs


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Some people live out selfish desire

Some choose to shout when they speak and they'll be the star

Caught in the flame of those deep in fire

Seeking out those with a voice, one for tomorrow!

They say we've lost our minds

We've just gained control

Search endlessly, fight 'til we're free!

Fly past the edge of the sea!

No bended knee!

No mockery!

Somehow we still carry on!

(Fear, fear, fear, fear, fear, fear)

Silence your fear, we've got to move higher

High like the stars in the sky, guiding us all!

Battle the will of those who conspire

Take back the passion to live, vanish the sorrow!

Destroy their perfect crime, watch the power fold

Search endlessly, fight 'til we're free!

Fly past the edge of the sea!

No bended knee!

No mockery!

Somehow we still carry on!

Search endlessly, fight 'til we're free!

Fly past the edge of the sea!

No bended knee!

No mockery!

Somehow we still carry on!

Carry on!


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I don't mind stealin' bread from the mouths of decadents

But I can't feed on the powerless when my cup's already overfilled, yeah

But it's on the table, the fire's cookin'

And they're farmin' babies, while slaves are workin'

The blood is on the table and the mouths are chokin'

But I'm goin' hungry, yeah

I don't mind stealin' bread from the mouths of decadents

But I can't feed on the powerless when my cup's already overfilled, uh huh

But it's on the table, the fire's cookin'

And they're farmin' babies, while the slaves are all workin'

And it's on the table, their mouths are chokin'

But I'm goin' hungry (goin' hungry)

I'm goin' hungry (goin' hungry)

I'm goin' hungry (goin' hungry)

I'm goin' hungry (goin' hungry)

I'm goin' hungry (goin' hungry)

I'm goin' hungry (goin' hungry)

uh, I don't mind

(No, I don't mind stealin' bread)

I'm goin' hungry (goin' hungry)

I'm goin' hungry (goin' hungry)


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[Intro: Malu Trevejo & La Perversa]

(Gue-gue-gue-gue)

Güero

Dime mana, pa’ dónde que vamo’ este fin de semana

Vamo’ a rentar una villa pa’ Punta Cana, con molly, con tussy y marihuana

[Hook: Malu Trevejo & La Perversa]

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa

Mueve el culo, dale chapa


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I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

Turn it down you say

But all I got to say to you is time and time again I say No!

No! No! No!

Tell me not to play

Well, all I got to say to when you tell me not to play I say No!

No! No! No!

So, if you ask me why I like the way I play it

There's only one thing I can say to you

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

There's a feelin' that

I get from nothin' else and there ain't nothin' in the world that makes me go!

Go! Go! Go!

Turn the power up

I've waited for so long so I could hear my favorite song so, let's go!

Go! Go! Go!

When it's like this I feel the music shootin' through me

There's nothin' else that I would rather do

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

I wanna rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)

Rock!(Rock!)


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I slide through the wasteland that's my world

My hunger takes your life, preyed on to keep me alive, yeah

Mercy's all that you need, mercy's empty in me

Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night

You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite

That's right I shed my skin tonight but my fangs are hard to hide

And you know that you're going to die, yeah

Mercy's all that you need, mercy's empty to me

Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night

You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite

I can't regret, can't escape decisions made for me, no control

That burns and never dies, wrapped around I'll bury my fangs inside

Making my way through the night you're still in my sight

You're runnin' away cause ya' know you can't hide

My instincts are cold blooded hate; to you I'm the bearer of fate

Wrong place and now the wrong time, now terror is all that you'll find

Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night

You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite

I can't regret, can't escape decisions made for me, no control

That burns and never dies, wrapped around I'll bury my fangs inside

Stay inside tonight, you're out there all alone

Vanish from my sites, venomous control

You can't make it right, my appetite has grown

Lost your final fight, no love will be shown

Stay inside tonight, you're out there all alone

Vanish from my sites, venomous control

You can't make it right, my appetite has grown

Lost your final fight, no love will be shown


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From the manor a cutting whisper

Rising vapors through clocks of gold

Gilding fire unchains the demons

With undercurrents far too strong to hold

The sun burned out today

And fools are dancing in the rain

Scarred by the acid stain

And on the shelf a jar that holds my brain

Nightfall hunts us all from the shadows

Cynical beauty now lights the halls

Before the flicker there's only blackness

The end is coming and all my friends are dead

The sun burned out today

And fools are dancing in the rain

Scarred by the acid stain

And on the shelf a jar that holds my brain

Gripped by an empty world

Suffer the crushing weight

Madness will crawl inside

Alter the sober state

They're feeding all the voices in my head

Slowly we're bled

Slowly we're bled

Slowly we're bled

Slowly we're bled

Slowly we're bled

The labyrinth hedges return to soil

Mother's weeping will go unheard

The dove that once flew here through the mazes

Had seen the darkness and chose to take its life

The sun burned out today

And fools are dancing in the rain

Scarred by the acid stain

And on the shelf a jar that holds my brain

Gripped by an empty world

Suffer the crushing weight

Madness will crawl inside

Alter the sober state

They're feeding all the voices in my head

They're feeding all the voices in my head

They're feeding all the voices in my head

They're feeding all the voices in my head


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My eyes are open wide

By the way, I made it through the day

I watch the world outside

By the way, I'm leaving out today

Well I just saw Halley's Comet, she waved

Said why you always running in place

Even the man in the moon disappeared

Somewhere in the stratosphere

Tell my mother, tell my father

I've done the best I can

To make them realize, this is my life

I hope they understand

I'm not angry, I'm just saying

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Please don't cry one tear for me

I'm not afraid, of what I have to say

This is my one and only voice

So listen close, it's only for today

Well I just saw Halley's Comet, she waved

Said why you always running in place

Even the man in the moon disappeared

Somewhere in the stratosphere

Tell my mother, tell my father

I've done the best I can

To make them realize, this is my life

I hope they understand

I'm not angry, I'm just saying

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Here is my chance

This is my chance

Tell my mother, tell my father

I've done the best I can

To make them realize, this is my life

I hope they understand

I'm not angry, I'm just saying

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance


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Now I think I understand

How this world can overcome a man

Like a friend we saw it through

In the end I gave my life for you

Gave you all I had to give

Found a place for me to rest my head

While I may be hard to find

Heard there's peace just on the other side

Not that I could

Or that I would

Let it burn

Under my skin

Let it burn

Left this life to set me free

Took a piece of you inside of me

All this hurt can finally fade

Promise me you'll never feel afraid

Not the I could

Or that I would

Let it burn

Under my skin

Let it burn

I hope it's worth it

Here on the highway, yeah

I know you'll find your own way

When I'm not with you

So tell everybody

The ones who walk beside me, yeah

I hope you'll find your own way

When I'm not with you tonight

I hope it's worth it

What's left behind me, yeah

I know you'll find your own way

When I'm not with you

So tell everybody

The ones who walk beside me, yeah

I know you'll find your own way

When I'm not with you tonight

:'( R.I.P. the rev foREVer


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All I really want is something beautiful to say

Keep me locked up in your broken mind

I keep searchin, never been able to find a

Light behind your dead eyes

Not anything at all

You keep living in your own lie, ever deceitful and ever unfaithful

Keep me guessin, keep me terrified

Take everything from my world

Say can you help me right before the fall

Take what you can and leave me to the wolves

Keep me dumb, keep me paralyzed

Why try swimming? I'm drowning in fables

You're not that saint that you externalize

You're not anything at all

It's oh-so playful when you demonize

To spit out the hateful, you're willing and able

Words are weapons I'd be terrified

You're nothing in my world

Say can you help me right before the fall

Take what you can and leave me to the wolves

All I really want is something beautiful to say

Keep me guessin, keep me terrified

All I really want is something beautiful to say

You keep livin' in your own lie

All I really want is something beautiful to say

To never fade away, I wanna live forever!

All I really want is something beautiful to say

To never fade away, I wanna live forever!

You keep living in your own lie

Keep me guessin, keep me terrified

All I really want is something beautiful to say

Say can you help me right before the fall

Take what you can and leave me to the wolves

All I really want is something beautiful to say

Words are weapons I'd be terrified

All I really want is something beautiful to say

Keep me guessin, keep me terrified

All I really want is something beautiful to say

To never fade away, I wanna live forever!

All I really want is something beautiful to say

To never fade away, I wanna live forever!


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Hey there bud, how'd it go last night?

I saw you at the band stand looking pretty slammed

Did you see me feeding all my drinks to Cam?

Probably not I guess, you were quite the mess

And that girl who tagged along there with you

I never caught her name, but she seemed fucked up too

From where I sat she looked to be havin' fun

Keepin' up with you just like I used to

Hey there bud, how'd it go last night?

I'm sorry to have ditched out but I was pretty high

Heard from Leslie that on his stumble home

Nat was pukin' up all that beer she'd drunk

Though we didn't talk much, how'd your evening go?

You barely spoke a word to me besides that slurred, "Hello"

But I happened to see without even tryin'

How she laughed with you just like I used to

Hey there bud, how'd it go last night?

I woke up to a pair of shoes I've not seen next to mine

Did you whisper as you crept in through the door

How you'd never done much like this before?

I was thinking back just the other day

Remember when we used to sneak out late to go and blaze?

Seemed like loneliness was all we'd ever do

But now she's knowing you just like I used to


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Somewhere life is good, and things go as they should

It's hard to find, but that's alright yeah

Searching for the way, push harder everyday

It's deep inside, that shining light yeah

But I'm scarred, by barriers placed in my path

I'm scathed

This ride that takes me through life

Leads me into darkness but emerges into light

No one can ever slow me down

I'll stay unbound

Sometimes when we're young, and always on the run

It gets so dark and I know that place yeah

So don't be too concerned, you've got a lot to learn

Well so do I and we've got plenty of time yeah

Don't fall off the track yet with so many races to go

Hold on

This ride that takes me through life

Leads me into darkness but emerges into light

No one can ever slow me down

I'll stay unbound

Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own

But living in fear, endless shame for countless years

I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day

I never viewed my life as something... slipping away

Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own

But living in fear, endless shame for countless years

I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day

I never viewed my life as something... slipping away

There's nothing here to take for granted

With each breath that we take

The hands of time strip youth from our bodies

And we fade

Memories remain

As time goes on

There's nothing here to take for granted

With each breath that we take

The hands of time strip youth from our bodies

And we fade

Memories remain

As time goes on


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Yeah, you've been alone

I've been gone for far too long

But with all that we've been through

After all this time I'm coming home to you

Never let it show

The pain I've grown to know

'Cause with all these things we do

It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes

My heart's always with you now

I won't question why so many have died

My prayers have made it through yeah

'Cause with all these things we do

It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

Letters keep me warm

Helped me through the storm

But with all that we've been through

After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes

My heart's always with you now

I won't question why so many have died

My prayers have made it through yeah

'Cause with all these things we do

It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I've always been true

I've waited so long just to come hold you

I'm making it through

It's been far too long, we've proven our

love over time's so strong, in all that we do

The stars in the night, they lend me their light

to bring me closer to heaven with you

But with all that we've been through

After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes

My heart's always with you now

I won't question why so many have died

My prayers have made it through yeah

'Cause with all these things we do

It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

And with all that we've been through

After all this time I'm coming home to you


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We're only people dancing with the dead

That's what you said

We're not better

We're only crazy laughing in my head

Lying in our bed

Like a feather

Don't be afraid

There's nothing you can undo

When you realize

It's better this way

My only love

What if we disappeared

From the others

Would you love me that way

But now it's time to say goodbye

There's nothing left for us to try

We gave it all we had

You were the only one for me

We're only people dancing with the dead

That's what you said

We're not better

We're only crazy laughing in my head

Alone in bed

Like a feather

My only friend

Follow me down today

As we see the end

Let's fire away

But now it's time to say goodbye

There's nothing left for us to try

We gave it all we had

You were the only one for me

We're only people dancing with the dead

That's what you said

We're not better

We're only crazy laughing in my head

Lying in our bed

Like a feather

And we all turn our faces

To the true god that will bring us home tonight

And believe my words when I tell you

We will dance upon our own bodies tonight

We're only people dancing with the dead

That's what you said

We're not better

We're only crazy laughing in my head

Alone in bed

Like a feather

We're only crazy people

Dancing away

We're only people dancing with the dead

Alone in bed

Like a feather


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Cry alone, I've gone away

No more nights, no more pain

I've gone alone, took all my strength

I've made the change

I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood

All the ones around me I cared for and loved

Building up inside of me

A place so dark, so cold

I had to set me free

Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame

As bottles called my name

I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood

All the ones around me I cared for and most of all I loved

But I can't see myself that way, please don't forget me

Or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away

No more nights, no more pain

I've gone alone, took all my strength

But I've made the change

I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone

Please don't follow me tonight

And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breath inside

Essence left my heart tonight

No more breath inside

Essence left my heart tonight

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Oh

Mmm

Feel the rhythm with your hands

(Steal the rhythm while you can)

Spoonman

Speak the rhythm on your own

(Speak the rhythm all alone)

Spoonman

Spoonman, come together with your hands

Save me, I'm together with your plan

Save me, yeah

Save, oh

Well, all my friends are Indians

(All my friends are brown and red)

Spoonman

And all my friends are skeletons

(They beat the rhythm with their bones)

Spoonman

Oh, hmm

Spoonman, come together with your hands

Save me, I'm together with your plan

Save me

Save

Save me

Save me, yeah

Save

With your

With your hands

With your hands

Come on, come on, come on, come on

Hands

Come on while I get off

Spoonman, come together with your hands

Save me, I'm together with your plan

Save me

Save, yeah

Save me

With your, with your hands

Feel the rhythm with your hands

(Steal the rhythm while you can)

Spoonman


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We're talking away

I don't know what

I'm to say I'll say it anyway

Today's another day to find you

Shying away

I'll be coming for your love, okay?

Take on me (take on me)

Take me on (take on me)

I'll be gone

In a day or two

So needless to say

I'm odds and ends

But I'll be stumbling away

Slowly learning that life is okay

Say after me

It's no better to be safe than sorry

Take on me (take on me)

Take me on (take on me)

I'll be gone

In a day or two

Oh, the things that you say, yeah

Is it life or

Just to play my worries away?

You're all the things I've got to remember

You're shying away

I'll be coming for you anyway

Take on me (take on me)

Take me on (take on me)

I'll be gone

In a day

I'll be gone (take on me, take on me)

In a day (take me on, take on me)

(Take on me, take on me)

(Take me on, take on me)

(Take on me)


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this is the guitar track of almost easy from a7x 4 studio album called avenged sevenfold


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Now look at them yo-yos, that's the way you do it

You play the guitar on the MTV

That ain't workin', that's the way you do it

Money for nothin' and your chicks for free

Now that ain't workin', that's the way you do it

Lemme tell ya, them guys ain't dumb

Maybe get a blister on your little finger

Maybe get a blister on your thumb

We got to install microwave ovens, custom kitchen deliveries

We got to move these refrigerators, we got to move these color TVs

See the little faggot with the earring and the make up

Yeah, buddy, that's his own hair

That little faggot got his own jet airplane

That little faggot, he's a millionaire

We got to install microwave ovens, custom kitchen deliveries

We got to move these refrigerators, we gotta move these color TVs

We got to install microwave ovens, custom kitchen deliveries

We got to move these refrigerators, we got to move these color TVs

Looky here, look out

I shoulda learned to play the guitar

I shoulda learned to play them drums

Look at that mama, she got it stickin' in the camera man

We could have some

And he's up there, what's that?

Hawaiian noises?

Bangin' on the bongos like a chimpanzee

That ain't workin', that's the way you do it

Get your money for nothin', get your chicks for free

We got to install microwave ovens, custom kitchen deliveries

We got to move these refrigerators, we gotta move these color TVs

Listen here

Now that ain't workin' that's the way you do it

You play the guitar on the MTV

That ain't workin', that's the way you do it

Money for nothin' and your chicks for free

Money for nothin', chicks for free

Get your money for nothin' and your chicks for free

Ooh, money for nothin', chicks for free

Money for nothin', chicks for free (money, money, money)

Money for nothin', chicks for free

Get your money for nothin', get your chicks for free

Get your money for nothin' and the chicks for free

Get your money for nothin' and the chicks for free

Look at that, look at that

Get your money for nothin' (I want my, I want my)

Chicks for free (I want my MTV)

Money for nothin', chicks for free (I want my, I want my, I want my MTV)

Get your money for nothin' (I want my, I want my)

And the chicks for free (I want my MTV)

Get your money for nothin' (I want my, I want my)

And the chicks for free (I want my MTV)

Easy, easy money for nothin' (I want my, I want my)

Easy, easy chicks for free (I want my MTV)

Easy, easy money for nothin' (I want my, I want my)

Chicks for free (I want my MTV)

That ain't workin'

Money for nothing, chicks for free

Money for nothing, chicks for free


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You'll never take us alive

We swore that death will do us part

They'll call our crimes a work of art

You'll never take us alive

We'll live like spoiled royalty, lovers and partners

Partners in crime

Partners in crime

This, the tale of, reckless love, living a life of crime on the run

A brush to a gun, to paint these states, green and red

Everybody freeze, nobody move

Put the money in the bag, or we will shoot

Empty out the vault and me and my doll will be on our way

Our paper faces flood the streets

And if the heat comes close enough to burn

Then we'll play with fire, 'cause

You'll never take us alive

We swore that death will do us part

They'll call our crimes a work of art

You'll never take us alive

We'll live like spoiled royalty, lovers and partners

Partners in crime

Partners in crime

Here we find our omnipotent outlaws fall behind the grind tonight

Left unaware that the lone store owner won't go down without a fight

Where we gonna go, he's got us pinned

Baby, I'm a little scared

Now, don't you quit

He's sounded the alarm, I hear the sirens closing in

Our paper faces flood the streets

And if the heat comes close enough to burn

Then we're burning this place to the ground, 'cause

You'll never take us alive

We swore that death will do us part

They'll call our crimes a work of art

You'll never take us alive

We'll live like spoiled royalty, lovers and partners

Partners in crime

This is the police department

Come out with your hands up!

We have the place surrounded

Put your weapons down, put your weapons down!

Ready men? Aim! Fire!

The skies are black with lead-filled rain

A morbid painting on display

This is the night the young love died

Buried at each other's side

You never took us alive

We swore that death would do us part

So now we haunt you in the dark

You never took us alive

We live as ghosts among these streets

Lovers and partners

Partners in crime

Partners in crime

Partners in crime


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A cat-scratch, a whiplash, a witch hunt in black, Sandpaper

Sandpaper tears at my skin, grinding the state I'm in

Millstone my heart it scrapes, grabbing the soul that bleeds within

Abrasive wounds that never heal, bleeding emotions are hard to feel

Evasive sounds of true bliss calling

Mauling your paramour's kiss revealed

Something happens when the dark meets the light,

Something happens when you start up the fight,

Something happens when the sun turns to grey

Something happens when you scare the monsters away

A cat-scratch, a whiplash, a witch hunt in black, Sandpaper

Flash paper burns to the bone, melting away without a moan

Blowtorch my brain away, there's nothing left for me to pray

Eroding all that I've become, taking and breaking all that I've won

Decoding thoughts within my mind, bleeding and feeding what I might find

Something happens when the dark meets the light,

Something happens when you start up the fight,

Something happens when the sun turns to grey,

Something happens when you scare the monsters away.

Something happens when the dark meets the light,

Something happens when you start up the fight,

Something happens when the sun turns to grey

Visions happen that scare us away

Something happens when the dark meets the light,

Something happens when you start up the fight,

Something happens when the sun turns to grey,

Something happens when you scare the monsters away.

A cat scratch,

A whiplash,

A witch hunt in black

Sandpaper.

Sandpaper.

A cat scratch,

A whiplash,

A witch hunt in black

Sandpaper.

Sandpaper.

A cat-scratch, a whiplash, a witch hunt in black, Sandpaper

Sandpaper,

A cat-scratch, a whiplash, a witch hunt in black, Sandpaper

Sandpaper


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this is the drum track of Trashed and Scattered


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Cross off the days gone

Cross off the days gone

Gone by

Wasting away

A self-inflicted slow decay

What should've been, what never was

Became the end for both of us

Heavy is the hand that points the finger (Finger)

Heavy is the heart that's filled with anger (Anger)

So lay them all to waste

Years you decided to erase

And cross off the days

So black out and hide behind the lines

Keep staring down the sun and hope the

Light will finally blind your eyes from seeing

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone by

Cutting you free

The phantom limb was part of me

You have lived, you have lost

The separation's worth the cost

Heavy are the words that go unspoken (Spoken)

Heavy are the promises now broken (Broken)

Will you learn to love the taste

Of the destruction in your wake?

Cross off the days

So black out and hide behind the lines

Keep staring down the sun and hope the

Light will finally blind your eyes from seeing

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone

Gone by

Making my way back from the madness

Shifting my thoughts from the blackness

And the sadness, but the fact is

I'm swinging through life like a clenched fist

Fuck sanity, I wanna bleed

Can't kill the pain, it's everything

It's all I feel

It's what I breathe

Turn the hate I breed into what I need

Heavy is the hand that points the finger (Finger)

Heavy is the heart that's filled with anger (Anger)

Did you survey everything you laid to waste

And cross off the days?

So black out and hide behind the lines

Keep staring down the sun and hope the

Light will finally blind your eyes from seeing

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone by


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Feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

City's breaking down on a camel's back

They just have to go, 'cause they don't know wack

So while you fill the streets, it's appealing to see

You won't get out the county, 'cause you're bad and free

You got a new horizon, it's ephemeral style

A melancholy town where we never smile

And all I wanna hear is the message beep

My dreams, they got a kissing

'Cause I don't get sleep, no

Windmill, windmill for the land

Turn forever hand in hand

Take it all in on your stride

It is ticking, falling down

Love forever, love is freely

Turned forever, you and me

Windmill, windmill for the land

Is everybody in?

Laughin' gas these hazmats, fast cats

Linin' 'em up like ass cracks

Play these ponies at the track

It's my chocolate attack

Shit, I'm steppin' in the heart of this here (yeah)

Care Bear rappin' in harder this year (yeah)

Watch me as I gravitate, ha-ha-ha-ha-ha

Yo, we gon' ghost town this Motown

With yo' sound, you in the blink

Gon' bite the dust, can't fight with us

With yo' sound, you kill the Inc.

So don't stop, get it, get it (Get it)

Until you're cheddar headed

And watch the way I navigate

Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Windmill, windmill for the land

Turn forever hand in hand

Take it all in on your stride

It is ticking, falling down

Love forever, love is freely

Turned forever, you and me

Windmill, windmill for the land

Is everybody in?

Don't stop, get it, get it

Peep how your captain's in it

Steady, watch me navigate

Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha

Don't stop, get it, get it

Peep how your captain's in it

Steady, watch me navigate

Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good

Sha, sha-ba-da, sha-ba-da-ca, feel good


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its the backing track of a7x's so far away


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Keep on writing you're just raping yourself

(Nothing can take my mind away) from them

Don't you ask about me, ask about somebody else

(Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell)

I can feel it, won't embrace it, its overwhelming how far ya take it

(Stuck in a state of questioning)

And don't you tell me you know we're destined, you won't convince me, I won't listen

(Resentment building, you've put our lives on hold)

Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low

You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold

My destination always is known, I'll find my way there

But Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time.

I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone

Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll

And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know

Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control

Play your game and walk away, your integrity don't mean a shit

Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out

Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else

(Nothing in front of me but holes ahead)

Lie about my life, have a story to tell

(Lights went down, was on the edge and I fell)

Oh you're so insightful, let me remind you to twist and break me

Should make you worried

(Long way to go and you're right there)

Two-faced liar, don't try and know me, deceit brings fire, makes you can't breath

(pick at pieces of my body below)

I never bothere with all the rumors, too much garbage (all the same)

(I know my destination)

I'll stand right here, come on you falsehood deceitful liar

(There's no shame)

Don't ever take my side, I know you're never right

I'll justify the means (nothing's what it seems)

I'll stand around and fight, but there's no point tonight, been chained to this machine

Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low

You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold

My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there

But Goddamn impostor are you out of your mind

I walk down these roads alone and now you're seen here

My feelings that I'm having towards you are perfectly clear (I control this ride)

My devil's appetite is tonight and now I'm alright

But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time

Play your game you better walk away cause your integrity don't mean a shit

Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out

I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone

Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll

And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know

Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control

Don't try and get the best of me (no one can help but your own self)

City makes my body ache (lonely, don't try and prey on me)

I feel your world dying, no more use in tryin'

And my body's trashed and low, but you I'll never show myself or what's inside

And you've seen it all before but I'll settle the score, I'll never join your side.


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Before the story begins, is it such a sin,

For me to take what's mine, until the end of time

We were more than friends, before the story ends,

And I will take what's mine, create what

God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,

I was weak with fear that

Something would go wrong,

Before the possibilities came true,

I took all possibility from you

Almost laughed myself to tears,

Conjuring her deepest fears

(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,

I can't believe it,

Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,

Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed

Even when she was sleepin'

Now she's just so perfect I've

Never been quite so fucking deep in

It goes on and on and on,

I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,

With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime

Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs

And I know, I know it's not your time

But bye, bye

And a word to the wise when the fire dies

You think it's over but it's just begun

But baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart

Let's make a new start

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah

But baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,

Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,

Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,

To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear

Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times

I can't believe it

Ripped his heart out right before his eyes

Eyes over easy

Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways

I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done

'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven

While you burned in hell, no peace forever

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime

Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs

And I know, I know it's not your time

But bye, bye

And a word to the wise when the fire dies

You think it's over but it's just begun

But baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart

Let's make a new start

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah

But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long

(What will you do, not long enough)

To make it up to you

(I pray to God that you do)

I'll do whatever you want me to do

(Well then I'll grant you one chance)

And if it's not enough

(If it's not enough, If it's not enough)

If it's not enough

(Not enough)

Try again

(Try again)

And again

(And again)

Over and over again

We're coming back, coming back

We'll live forever, live forever

Let's have wedding, have a wedding

Let's start the killing, start the killing

"Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life'"

"Yes, I do"

"Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life'"

"I do"

"I now pronounce you"

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime

Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs

And I know, I know it's not your time

But bye, bye

And a word to the wise when the fire dies

You think it's over but it's just begun

But baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart

Let's make a new start

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah

But baby don't cry


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Hey, at least in my mind

I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me

There I hold my head high

Get everything right, delusional maybe

Yo, this whole last year was a shit show

Just finding out now what I didn't know

Seems like each time when I get low

I place blame everywhere that it shouldn't go

And that's what keeping me up

Falling apart, man, I keep it a buck

You still act like I'm holding you up

I still feel like I'm totally nuts, so

Tell me what I should've said and I'll pretend to know that

Things come out my mouth that I should probably learn to hold back

Why do I expect to have the patience that I don't have?

Over and over, expecting a different result, yeah

Hey, at least in my mind

I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me

There I hold my head high

Get everything right, delusional maybe

If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings?

Where I'm better than we both know I could be, oh

Still, at least in my mind

I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me

They're like, "Hey Mike

You can't keep kicking yourself for the things you say, like

There's some people that you could never make right"

And really, do I wanna sweat shit? No

I don't know why I don't let this go

Hold it inside, let it take control

Tell me what I should've said and I'll pretend to know that

Things come out my mouth that I should probably learn to hold back

Why do I expect to have the patience that I don't have

Over and over and over and over and, oh my God

Hey, at least in my mind

I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me

There I hold my head high

Get everything right, delusional maybe

If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings?

Where I'm better than we both know I could be, oh

Still, at least in my mind

I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me

I keep telling myself to stop carin'

'Cause they live for keeping me staring

And they'll drag it on and make me respond

To get more retweets and more sharing

I don't need the manager, no Karen

'Cause what's wrong seems so apparent

'Cause I'm too alive for bad fucking vibes

And I'm so damn sick of being stuck inside

Side, side, side, yeah

Hey, at least in my mind

I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me

There I hold my head high

Get everything right, delusional maybe

If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings

Where I'm better than we both know I could be, oh

Still, at least in my mind

I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me

If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings?

If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings?

If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings?

If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings?


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Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise

Living another day in disguise

These feelings can't be right

Lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight

Stand up and fight

Now fighting rages on and on

To challenge me you must be strong

I'll walk your land but don't be long

Two million soldiers can't be wrong

Its no fun but I've been here before

I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war

(Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things)

Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother in front of her son

(Change this from my consciousness and please erase my dreams)

Fight for honor, fight for your life

Pray to god that our side is right

You know we won but still we lose, until I make it home to you

I see your mother filled with tears we grew up so fast where did those years go

Memories won't let you cry unless I don't return tonight

So many soldiers on the other side, I take their live so they don't take mine

(Scared to make it out alive now murders all I know)

Nobody tells me all the reasons were here, I am a weapon so there's nothing to fear

(Another day another life but nothing real to show for)

Fight for honor, fight for your life

Pray to god that our side is right

You know we won but still we lose, until I make it home to you

I see your mother filled with tears we grew up so fast where did those years go

Memories won't let you cry unless I don't return tonight

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise

Living another day in disguise

These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight

Watching the death toll rise wondering how I'm alive

Strangers blood on my hands, shot all I can

There were no silent nights watching your brothers all die

To destroy all their plans with no thought of me (no thought of me)

No thought of me

Walk the city lonely

Memories that haunt are passing by

A murderer walks your street tonight

Forgive me for my crimes, don't forget that I was so young

Fought so scared in the name of God and country


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Lyrics

There comes a day when we all find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say

There's no one left to tell

I know why you're running away

There's a place where nothing seems

To be assembled quite cohesively

It's all your mind, all your mind

Something little shouldn't feel this way

We got a million thoughts we can't convey

It's all your life, all your life!

It's four in the morning

You got one more chance to die

Like beautiful stories the greatest

Chapters flew right by

There comes a day when we

All find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say

There's no one left to tell

I know why you're running away

These things don't happen here

Another fictional reality

It's all you'll find, all you'll find!

It's just as good as any other day

I'm going to teach you about mortality

No it's not right, it's not right!

It's four in the morning

You got one more chance to die

Like beautiful stories the greatest

Chapters flew right by

There comes a day when we

All find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say

There's no one left to tell

I know why you're running away

In many ways I guess I'll never let you go

I'm close behind but I've got room here left to grow

Until our second chance

Just enjoy the dance

And find out who we are

Let's find out what we are

(These dreams will never leave you)

Never leave you asking why

It's four in the morning

You got one more chance to die

Like beautiful stories

The greatest chapters flew right by

There comes a day when we

All find out for ourselves

That once we have the words to say

There's no one left to tell

I know why you're running

I know why you're running away


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Lyrics: [Verse 1]

Take off at the speed of sound

Bright lights, colors all around

I'm running wild, livin' fast and free

Got no regrets inside of me

[Pre-Chorus]

Not lookin' back

Not givin' up

Not letting go

I'll keep on running

[Chorus]

I'm gonna reach for the stars

Although they look pretty far

I'm gonna find my own way

And take a chance on today

[Post-Chorus]

The sky with stars so bright

The colors feel so right

I've never felt like this. I'll keep on runnin'

The sky with stars so bright

The colors feel so right

Just take my hand; we're gonna reach for the stars

Tonight! Tonight!

[Verse 2]

Wake up, livin' day by day

Do what I want, and I'll do it my way

The world is flying right below my feet

Got no regrets inside of me

[Pre-Chorus]

Not lookin' back (Not lookin' back)

Not givin' up (Not givin' up)

Not letting go

I'll keep on running

[Chorus]

I'm gonna reach for the stars

Although they look pretty far

I'm gonna find my own way

And take a chance on today

[Post-Chorus]

The sky with stars so bright

The colors feel so right

I've never felt like this. I'll keep on runnin'

The sky with stars so bright

The colors feel so right

Just take my hand; we're gonna reach for the stars

Tonight! Tonight!

[Interlude]

[Post-Chorus]

I've got it in my sight

The colors feel so right

Got my feet off the ground. I'll keep on runnin'

Oh, I can feel it now

The colors all around

Just take my hand; we're gonna reach for the stars

Just take a chance (Just take a chance)

We'll do it right again

(We're gonna reach for the stars)

Just take my hand (Just take my hand)

We'll take a chance tonight

Reach for the stars

Tonight! Tonight!


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lyrics:

fiction line 1: now i think I understand, how this world can overcome a man

fiction line 2: and here on the highway I can understand the rest

save me: I can understand it either


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Today I sold my brother

Into hell, for evermore

Choice there was no other

I'm sad to say, it's not the last time

I look into your body

Fill you up with enemies

It's wave, oh, for the next life

I don't know if I alone want you

She says what about my story time

Afraid, a little side of it is under spy

Some will eventually go out and die.

I think he really wants to die

I don't really want to die

I think he really swallowed

Raise it up to the lord

If I die tomorrow, try to pull on me

Come to me with nothing

Watch you bleed, forever more

Soon he runs into his time, holding on

Choices on my own tongue

I'm strong enough, such I can deem, of

There is so long here

It's not enough for the last time

I look into your body

Fill you up with enemies

It's wave oh for the next life

I don't know if I alone want you

Yeah

Saket has some better things to hug you by my time

I went for the study of the evil souls and I wish they

Replied

Well, I sat down on your stone and I talked with you

For a while

And did you think that it was worth it

It's burnin' on its' head

And I won't believe this even happens here

I won't rest until you bloody

Sanest, darn this, I can't get you out of sight

You're fucking fault

Sick for ya, sign of amaze

Sick for ya, you'll be numbing for days

For the way, these mother fuckers never fail.

Sick for ya

So, sick for ya


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lyrics : their are none


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lyrics: Skull

They all know

They all know

Sorry did I wake your dreams?

Some questions are up to be

We only only wake up when we sleep

Left by the lunar light

Troubles are all we find

Lost our way tonight

Is it something we said?

Is it something we said to them?

Is it something we said?

Save me

I'm trapped in a vile world

Where the ending's all the same as every other

We're only here to die

Save me

I'm losing my only dream

I could use some guiding light

Some place to go

If you hear me let me know

They all know

They all know

Ever since the day you left

My fate's been set alone

How many years to walk this path alone?

So much to see tonight

So why'd you close your eyes?

Why can't I shut mine?

Is it something we did?

Is it something we did to them?

Is it something we did?

Save me

I'm trapped in a vile world

Where the ending's all the same as every other

We're only here to die

Save me

I'm losing my only dream

I can use some guiding light

Some place to go

If you hear me let me know

If you hear me let me know

Aaaah

Help me find my way

I said help me find my way

No force inside of me

Stone cold lips and help me see

All lies into a degree

Losing you I wanna be

You'll find out I do

He maybe out of his mind

But some day you will find

That sanity's left us all blind

And dragged us all behind

Of moment's seemed to go's eyes

Crystal blue disguise

They say that all beauty must die

I say it just moves on

If you'd only open your mind

Then someday you will find

Insanity's left us behind

And walked right through the night

I can see the picture's clear

As yesterday pictures of my own

I can hear the voice's begging you to stay

But know you're not alone

Save me,

I'm trapped in a vile world

Where the ending's all the same as every other

We're only here to die

Save me

I'm losing my only dream

I can use some guiding light

Some place to go

If you hear me let me know

If you hear me let me know

Tonight we all die young

Tonight we all die young

Tonight we all die young

Tonight we all die young

Tonight we all die young

Tonight we all die young

Tonight we all die young

Tonight we all die

Tonight we all die young


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lyrics: Lost the meaning of our stay

Learn to live another day

Doubt the choices that we made

I know that we can't hide our shame

It's only in disguise

Drowning in our own debris

Fool our thoughts as though we're free

Close our eyes so we can see

The depth of all we mean to be

If only in my eyes

I don't mind

(Read the writing on the wall)

Mother cries

(Tortured voices as we crawl)

Find me on my better days

To lose it once again

In a way

So try and love me while you can

And take the time to understand

As long as I can touch your face

You know I'll never leave this place

If only in my mind

I don't mind

(Read the writing on the wall)

My cry

(Tortured voices as we crawl)

Find me on my better days

To lose it once again

But I seem to find out better ways

To consciously pretend

Sadness all I want to say

And it seems to run away

I'll run away

With you tonight

Launder all my sins away

And just like that mistakes are made

You know

Tonight the world dies

I don't mind

(Read the writing on the wall)

Mother cries

(Tortured voices as we crawl)

Find me on my better days

To lose it once again

But I seem to find out better ways

To consciously pretend


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lyrics: So I arrived, naked and cold

A welcomed change from the abeyance of a ghost town catacomb

No need for counsel I appreciate the time I'm not alone

(Why don't you get my lawyer on the phone)

There were days these child eyes

Would overlook the ugliness and fantasize

I found my heart for the first time and I awakened in me

I left myself to navigate, and oh I felt control

(It seems these sheep have quite an appetite)

Who is the crowd that peers through the cage,

As we perform here upon the stage?

As the boy became a man

In came a calm sophistication I can hardly understand

So lost in ego, didn't notice when the time had slipped away

(Yeah, everybody's got a sob story)

Jesus Christ, was born to die

Leave it to man to levitate his own to idolize

We're simply sociopaths with no communication baby

I see your angle but we differ from our points of view

(So tell me, what's your cross to bear?)

Who is the crowd that peers through the cage,

As we perform here upon the stage?

Tell me a lie in a beautiful way

I believe in answers just not today

Hope my wheels don't abandon me now,

Seeing that I'm out here alone

I'm running out of fight

And the wind speaks a comforting voice,

Guiding me to her arms

Mother, I'm alright

It took the birth of sin to snake-rattle the mind

Before a blow to the head by the gavel of time

To wake up

Won't you wake up?

When did the walking apes decide that nuclear war

Was now the only solution for them keeping the score?

Just wake up

Can't you wake up?

Who is the crowd that peers through the cage,

As we perform here upon the stage?

Tell me a lie in a beautiful way

I believe in answers just not today


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Beauty queen of only eighteen, she had some trouble with herself

He was always there to help her, she always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door

I've had you so many times, but somehow I want more

I don't mind spending every day

Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Look for the girl with the broken smile

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved

And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door, I want to make you feel beautiful

I know I tend to get so insecure, it doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's a compromise that moves us along, yeah

My heart is full and my door's always open, you come anytime you want, yeah

I don't mind spending every day

Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Look for the girl with the broken smile

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved

And she will be loved

And she will be loved

And she will be loved

I know where you hide, alone in your car

Know all of the things that make you who you are

I know that goodbye means nothing at all

Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls, yeah

Tap on my window, knock on my door, I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day

Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh

Look for the girl with the broken smile

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved

And she will be loved

And she will be loved

And she will be loved

Yeah, yeah

I don't mind spending every day (Ooh, ooh)

Out on your corner in the pouring rain

(Please don't try so hard to say goodbye)


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Hahaha, this is about you

Beware, beware, be skeptical

Of their smiles, their smiles of plated gold

Deceit so natural

But a wolf in sheep's clothing is more than a warning

Baa baa, black sheep, have you any soul?

No sir, by the way, what the hell are morals?

Jack be nimble, Jack be quick

Jill's a little whore, and her alibis are dirty tricks

So could you

Tell me how you're sleeping easy

How you're only thinking of yourself

Show me how you justify

Telling all your lies like second nature

Listen, mark my words, one day (one day)

You will pay, you will pay

Karma's gonna come collect your debt

Aware, aware, you stalk your prey

With criminal mentality

You sink your teeth into the people you depend on

Infecting everyone, you're quite the problem

Fee-fi-fo-fum, you better run and hide

I smell the blood of a petty little coward

Jack be lethal, Jack be slick

Jill will leave you lonely, dying in a filthy ditch

So could you

Tell me how you're sleeping easy

How you're only thinking of yourself

Show me how you justify

Telling all your lies like second nature

Listen, mark my words, one day (one day)

You will pay, you will pay

Karma's gonna come collect your debt

Maybe you'll change

Abandon all your wicked ways

Make amends and start anew again

Maybe you'll see

All the wrongs you did to me

And start all over, start all over again

Who am I kidding?

Now, let's not get overzealous here

You've always been a huge piece of shit

If I could kill you, I would

But it's frowned upon in all fifty states

Having said that, burn in hell, yeah

Oh, oh, oh

So tell me how you're sleeping easy

How you're only thinking of yourself

Show me how you justify

Telling all your lies like second nature

Listen, mark my words, one day (one day)

You will pay, you will pay

Karma's gonna come collect your debt

Karma's gonna come collect your debt

Karma's gonna come collect your debt


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My hearts a stereo

It beats for you, so listen close

Hear my thoughts in every note, oh oh

Make me your radio

Turn me up when you feel low

This melody was meant for you

Just sing along to my stereo

Gym Class Hero, baby!

If I was just another dusty record on the shelf

Would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?

If I asked you to scratch my back, could you manage that?

Like it read well, check it Travie, I can handle that

Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks

It's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks

I used to, used to, used to, used to, now I'm over that

'Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts

If I could only find a note to make you understand

I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand

Just keep it stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune

And know my hearts a stereo that only plays for you

My hearts a stereo

It beats for you, so listen close

Hear my thoughts in every note, oh oh

Make me your radio

Turn me up when you feel low

This melody was meant for you

Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh oh oh to my stereo

Oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo

Let's go!

If I was an old-school fifty pound boombox

Would you hold me on your shoulder, wherever you walk?

Would you turn my volume up in front of the cops?

And crank it higher everytime they told you to stop

And all I ask is that you dont get mad at me

When you have to purchase mad D batteries

Appreciate every mixtape your friends make

You never know we come and go like on the interstate

I think I finally found a note to make you understand

If you can hit it, sing along and take me by the hand

Just keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune

You know my hearts a stereo that only plays for you

My hearts a stereo

It beats for you, so listen close

Hear my thoughts in every note, oh oh

Make me your radio

Turn me up when you feel low

This melody was meant for you

Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh oh oh to my stereo

Oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo

I only pray you'll never leave me behind (never leave me)

Because good music can be so hard to find (so hard to find)

I take your hand and pull it closer to mine (yeah)

Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind

My hearts a stereo

It beats for you, so listen close

Hear my thoughts in every note, oh oh

Make me your radio

Turn me up when you feel low

This melody was meant for you

Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh oh oh to my stereo

Oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo


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Lyrics

Okay! Ya ya ya ya ya!

Day after day (your home life's a wreck)

The powers that be just breathe down your neck

You get no respect (you get no relief)

You gotta speak up and yell out your piece

So back off your rules

Back off the jive

'Cause I'm sick of not living to stay alive

Leave me alone

Asking a lot

I don't wanna to be controlled

That's all I want

That's all I want

That's all I want

That's all I want

Ya ya ya ya ya!

How many times (is it gonna take)

'Til someone around you hears what you say?

You've tried being cool (you feel like a lie)

You've played by their rules, now it's their turn to try

So back off your rules

Back off your jive

'Cause I'm sick of not living to stay alive

Leave me alone

Not asking a lot

Just don't wanna to be controlled

That's all I want

That's all I want

That's all I want

That's all I want

I said it before

I'll say it again

If you could just listen, then it might make sense

So back off your rules

Back off your jive

'Cause I'm sick of not living to stay alive

Leave me alone

Not asking a lot

Just don't wanna to be controlled

That's all I want

That's all I want

That's all I want

Ya ya ya ya ya!


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Before the story begins, is it such a sin,

For me to take what's mine, until the end of time

We were more than friends, before the story ends,

And I will take what's mine, create what

God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,

I was weak with fear that

Something would go wrong,

Before the possibilities came true,

I took all possibility from you

Almost laughed myself to tears,

Conjuring her deepest fears

(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,

I can't believe it,

Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,

Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed

Even when she was sleepin'

Now she's just so perfect I've

Never been quite so fucking deep in

It goes on and on and on,

I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,

With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime

Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs

And I know, I know it's not your time

But bye, bye

And a word to the wise when the fire dies

You think it's over but it's just begun

But baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart

Let's make a new start

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah

But baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,

Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,

Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,

To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear

Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times

I can't believe it

Ripped his heart out right before his eyes

Eyes over easy

Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways

I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done

'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven

While you burned in hell, no peace forever

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime

Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs

And I know, I know it's not your time

But bye, bye

And a word to the wise when the fire dies

You think it's over but it's just begun

But baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart

Let's make a new start

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah

But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long

(What will you do, not long enough)

To make it up to you

(I pray to God that you do)

I'll do whatever you want me to do

(Well then I'll grant you one chance)

And if it's not enough

(If it's not enough, If it's not enough)

If it's not enough

(Not enough)

Try again

(Try again)

And again

(And again)

Over and over again

We're coming back, coming back

We'll live forever, live forever

Let's have wedding, have a wedding

Let's start the killing, start the killing

"Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life'"

"Yes, I do"

"Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life'"

"I do"

"I now pronounce you"

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime

Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs

And I know, I know it's not your time

But bye, bye

And a word to the wise when the fire dies

You think it's over but it's just begun

But baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart

Let's make a new start

'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah

But baby don't cry


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Take the time just to listen

When the voices screaming are much too loud

Take a look in the distance

Try and see it all

Chances are that you might find

That we share a common discomfort now

I feel I'm walking a fine line

Tell me only if it's real

Still I'm on my way

(On and on it goes)

Vacant hope to take

Hey, I can't live in here for another day

Darkness has kept the light concealed

Grim as ever

Hold onto faith as I dig another grave

Meanwhile the mice endure the wheel

Real as ever

And it seems I've been buried alive

I walked the fields through the fire

Taking steps until I found solid ground

Followed dreams reaching higher

Couldn't survive the fall

Much has changed since the last time

And I feel a little less certain now

You know I jumped at the first sign

Tell me only if it's real

Memories seem to fade

(On and on it goes)

Wash my view away

Hey, I can't live in here for another day

Darkness has kept the light concealed

Grim as ever

Hold onto faith as I dig another grave

Meanwhile the mice endure the wheel

Real as ever

And I'm chained like a slave

Trapped in the dark

Slammed all the locks

Death calls my name

And it seems I've been buried alive

Take you down now

Burn it all out

Throw you all around

Get your fucking hands off me!

What's it feel like?

Took the wrong route

Watch it fall apart

Now you're knockin' at the wrong gate

For you to pay the toll

A price for you alone

The only deal you'll find

I'll gladly take your soul

While it seems sick

Sober up quick

Psycho lunatic

Crushing you with hands of fate

Shame to find out when it's too late

But you're all the same

Trapped inside inferno awaits

Evil thoughts can hide

I'll help release the mind

I'll peel away the skin

Release the dark within

This is now your life

Strike you from the light

This is now your life

Die buried alive

This is now your life (what's it feel like?)

Strike you from the light (let me take in your soul)

This is now your life (what's it feel like?)

Die buried alive (let me take in your soul)

This is now your life

Die buried alive


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I've been away

Searching for a reason

Another purpose to find

I've sailed the seas

Fought my many demons

I've looked to gods in the skies

I've stood in hell

Where many had to suffer

I stared the devil in the eyes

Walked many roads

To witness ancient idols

And found the great gates of fire

Had many storms

Question my conviction

Gave armies reason to rise

The hangman's searching

For bones he can borrow

While I escaped in the night

Fight or flight

Live again, all roads end

I'll be coming home

Tend your light 'cause on this night

I'll be coming home

Escaped the hail of calculated mortars

Then drank the blood of a king

The desert rain has washed away direction

Had angels looking after me, so it seems

Live again, all roads end

I'll be coming home

Tend your light 'cause on this night

I'll be coming home

My story ends

Not far from where it started

My weary limbs have grown old

I've seen the world through the eyes of a nomad

Home is where the heart is I've been told, so I go

Live again, all roads end

I'll be coming home

Tend your light 'cause on this night

I'll be coming home

I'm coming home

I'm coming home

I'm coming home

I'm coming home


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Cross off the days gone

Cross off the days gone

Gone by

Wasting away

A self-inflicted slow decay

What should've been, what never was

Became the end for both of us

Heavy is the hand that points the finger (Finger)

Heavy is the heart that's filled with anger (Anger)

So lay them all to waste

Years you decided to erase

And cross off the days

So black out and hide behind the lines

Keep staring down the sun and hope the

Light will finally blind your eyes from seeing

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone by

Cutting you free

The phantom limb was part of me

You have lived, you have lost

The separation's worth the cost

Heavy are the words that go unspoken (Spoken)

Heavy are the promises now broken (Broken)

Will you learn to love the taste

Of the destruction in your wake?

Cross off the days

So black out and hide behind the lines

Keep staring down the sun and hope the

Light will finally blind your eyes from seeing

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone

Gone by

Making my way back from the madness

Shifting my thoughts from the blackness

And the sadness, but the fact is

I'm swinging through life like a clenched fist

Fuck sanity, I wanna bleed

Can't kill the pain, it's everything

It's all I feel

It's what I breathe

Turn the hate I breed into what I need

Heavy is the hand that points the finger (Finger)

Heavy is the heart that's filled with anger (Anger)

Did you survey everything you laid to waste

And cross off the days?

So black out and hide behind the lines

Keep staring down the sun and hope the

Light will finally blind your eyes from seeing

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone by

Cross off the days gone by


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Hush now, don't you cry

Wipe away the teardrop from your eye

You're lying safe in bed

It was all a bad dream spinning in your head

Your mind tricked you to feel the pain

Of someone close to you leaving the game of life

So here it is, another chance

Wide awake you face the day

Your dream is over

Or has it just begun?

There's a place I like to hide

A doorway that I run through in the night

Relax child, you were there

But only didn't realize and you were scared

It's a place where you will learn

To face your fears, retrace the years

And ride the whims of your mind

Commanding in another world

Suddenly, you hear and see

This magic new dimension

Will be watching over you

(I-I-I)

Am gonna help you see it through

(I-I-I)

Will protect you in the night

(I-I-I)

Am smiling next to you, in Silent Lucidity

If you open your mind for me

You won't rely on open eyes to see

The walls you built within

Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin

Living twice at once you learn

You're safe from the pain in the dream domain

A soul set free to fly

A round trip journey in your head

Master of illusion, can you realize

Your dream's alive, you can be the guide but...

Will be watching over you

(I-I-I)

Gonna help you see it through

(I-I-I)

Will protect you in the night

(I-I-I)

Am smiling next to you


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Hush now, don't you cry

Wipe away the teardrop from your eye

You're lying safe in bed

It was all a bad dream spinning in your head

Your mind tricked you to feel the pain

Of someone close to you leaving the game of life

So here it is, another chance

Wide awake you face the day

Your dream is over

Or has it just begun?

There's a place I like to hide

A doorway that I run through in the night

Relax child, you were there

But only didn't realize and you were scared

It's a place where you will learn

To face your fears, retrace the years

And ride the whims of your mind

Commanding in another world

Suddenly, you hear and see

This magic new dimension

Will be watching over you

(I-I-I)

Am gonna help you see it through

(I-I-I)

Will protect you in the night

(I-I-I)

Am smiling next to you, in Silent Lucidity

If you open your mind for me

You won't rely on open eyes to see

The walls you built within

Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin

Living twice at once you learn

You're safe from the pain in the dream domain

A soul set free to fly

A round trip journey in your head

Master of illusion, can you realize

Your dream's alive, you can be the guide but...

Will be watching over you

(I-I-I)

Gonna help you see it through

(I-I-I)

Will protect you in the night

(I-I-I)

Am smiling next to you


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My 16 locked and loaded

All fear has been avoided

You say the words and my weapon is drawn

This one could be my last time

Some people call it war crime

I may be staring down a lethal sight

(To die)

Nothing shocks you like a bullet hole

Leaving my fear on the danger line

Suffering no man should ever know

Leaving my faith on the danger line

I do this for my family

My daughter loves her daddy

Too many talk down on things they don't know

With colors never faded

Reckless and unabated

They may take me but never take us all

(I'll crawl)

Nothing shocks you like a bullet hole

Leaving my fear on the danger line

Suffering a man should never know

Leaving my faith on the danger line

I know what you're thinking

I've been there before

So think of the times

The time we spent laughing away

So think of the times at home

(Life without a care)

Now I find myself in my own blood

(Never thought I'd lie in my own blood)

The damage done is far beyond repair

I never put my faith in up above

(Never had much faith in up above)

But now, I'm hoping someone's there

I never meant to leave this world alone

I never meant to hurt the ones who care

And all this time I thought we'd just grow old

You know, no one said it's fair

Tell my baby girl that it's alright

I've sung my last song today

Remind the Lord to leave his light on for me

I'm free


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My 16 locked and loaded

All fear has been avoided

You say the words and my weapon is drawn

This one could be my last time

Some people call it war crime

I may be staring down a lethal sight

(To die)

Nothing shocks you like a bullet hole

Leaving my fear on the danger line

Suffering no man should ever know

Leaving my faith on the danger line

I do this for my family

My daughter loves her daddy

Too many talk down on things they don't know

With colors never faded

Reckless and unabated

They may take me but never take us all

(I'll crawl)

Nothing shocks you like a bullet hole

Leaving my fear on the danger line

Suffering a man should never know

Leaving my faith on the danger line

I know what you're thinking

I've been there before

So think of the times

The time we spent laughing away

So think of the times at home

(Life without a care)

Now I find myself in my own blood

(Never thought I'd lie in my own blood)

The damage done is far beyond repair

I never put my faith in up above

(Never had much faith in up above)

But now, I'm hoping someone's there

I never meant to leave this world alone

I never meant to hurt the ones who care

And all this time I thought we'd just grow old

You know, no one said it's fair

Tell my baby girl that it's alright

I've sung my last song today

Remind the Lord to leave his light on for me

I'm free


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Run away, I'm living with a hole inside

A piece of me that I have yet to find

Edge of reason, lines uneven, turn me off, feel the blood so cold

Like a product that was bought and sold, asking me for the impossible

I ain't waiting for a miracle; I ain't waiting for the world to change

Under my skin lives the reason, under my armor I lost it all

No more faith, no savior made of our designs

Fooled me before, I tell ya' not this time

Raped my body, lost my vision, lost my mind, I had to let it go

Another day living irrational, another day inside this dying soul

I ain't waiting for a miracle; I ain't waiting for the world to change

Under my skin lives the reason, under my armor I lost it all

There's something in your eyes

A part of me that I recognize

I wanna let you know

We'd be there if we could and it's alright

You taught me how to feel

It's no wonder I'd do anything

Tell me why'd you have to go

With the worst to come lost the best I know

Time - seems like we lost it all

Burn it all! Burn it to the fucking ground!

Believe the words that I don't want me around

Life revision, indecision, world collision, and heads will roll

With nothing left except the pain to show

Mental manic driven overflow

I ain't waiting for a miracle; I ain't waiting for the world to change

Under my skin lives the reason, under my armor I lost it all


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Run away, I'm living with a hole inside

A piece of me that I have yet to find

Edge of reason, lines uneven, turn me off, feel the blood so cold

Like a product that was bought and sold, asking me for the impossible

I ain't waiting for a miracle; I ain't waiting for the world to change

Under my skin lives the reason, under my armor I lost it all

No more faith, no savior made of our designs

Fooled me before, I tell ya' not this time

Raped my body, lost my vision, lost my mind, I had to let it go

Another day living irrational, another day inside this dying soul

I ain't waiting for a miracle; I ain't waiting for the world to change

Under my skin lives the reason, under my armor I lost it all

There's something in your eyes

A part of me that I recognize

I wanna let you know

We'd be there if we could and it's alright

You taught me how to feel

It's no wonder I'd do anything

Tell me why'd you have to go

With the worst to come lost the best I know

Time - seems like we lost it all

Burn it all! Burn it to the fucking ground!

Believe the words that I don't want me around

Life revision, indecision, world collision, and heads will roll

With nothing left except the pain to show

Mental manic driven overflow

I ain't waiting for a miracle; I ain't waiting for the world to change

Under my skin lives the reason, under my armor I lost it all


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i don't have any lyrics because the rev was dying while singing this, this was part of the nightmare demo's that the rev was in


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There's a calmness to the air outside

Watch the sun color the site of a morning sky

But all I see are clouds of darkest grey

A full eclipse to veil the start of another day

Hear the laughter as the children smile

Hold a newborn close and dream for a little while

But all I hear is death knock at my door

And think of painful journeys our young must endure

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Touch the water with your own two hands

Let the freedom bell bring calm to a troubled land

But all I feel are my two feet in chains

I know the system, but I can't figure out the game

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Take it all away from me

Take it all away

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight

Set me free tonight


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Lyrics:

Hush now drift off to sleep

Reality a memory

Don't be scared of what you find

Yeah it's all just in your mind

Monsters that live inside

Your head at night they are alright

'Cause they can never compare

To the ones that live outside

So dream dream dream your dream

'Cause when you're awake the nightmare awaits

So dream, dream dream your dream

'Cause when you're awake the nightmare awaits

It's a fantasy they'll be seeing you soon

Nowhere left to go terrors keep breaking through

So dream dream dream your dream

'Cause when you're awake the nightmare will become the truth

Rows of teeth penetrate

There's no escape the veil is raised

Every mistake visible

So was it me after all

A music box that creaks

The melody brings solemn peace

But only for one more breath

The last one you might have left

So dream dream dream your dream

'Cause when you're awake the nightmare awaits

So dream dream dream your dream

'Cause when you're awake the nightmare awaits

It's a fantasy they'll be seeing you soon

Nowhere left to go terrors keep breaking through

So dream dream dream your dream

'Cause when you're awake the nightmare will become the truth

The ticking clock breaks the spell with every beat

Illusion or not you are safe for now so dream

So dream your dream

So dream your dream

So dream dream dream your dream

'Cause when you're awake the nightmare awaits

So dream dream dream your dream

'Cause when you're awake the nightmare awaits

It's a fantasy they'll be seeing you soon

Nowhere left to go terrors keep breaking through

So dream dream dream your dream

'Cause when you're awake the nightmare will become the truth


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Lyrics:

Hey, uh, are we rolling?

Yeah, okay, no it's, that's fine

I read a fun fact about the brain and

How it starts to deteriorate when

We get to twenty-seven or thereabouts (yeah)

It got me thinking about my head

And what I can do to help stimulate it

Makes me sad, but I've forgotten what I'm on about

(Ah!)

Looked on the bright side, got keratitis

And you can't sit there unless you're righteous

I wear a happy face like I'm Ed Gein

I feel all numb now, is that a feeling?

Like a plastic boxed orange with no peel on

I wanna waste, I wanna waste, I wanna waste away

(Yeah!)

Alone, getting high on a Saturday night

I'm on the edge of a knife

Nobody cares if I'm dead or alive

Oh, what a wonderful life

Oi, Debbie Downer, what's your problem?

Don't wanna be here, still call shotgun

You got the FOMO coursing through my veins (yo, yay, yo, yay)

This is not a drill, no, this is the real world

Domesticated, still a little feral

Well, don't you know to chew with your mouth closed?

(And it's all gone wrong!)

Alone, getting high on a Saturday night

I'm on the edge of a knife (yeah)

Nobody cares if I'm dead or alive

Oh, what a wonderful life

(Oh, what a wonderful life)

(Oh, what a wonderful life)

Alright

I got a Type Two kinda thirstiness

A far-out otherworldliness

And one day this might hurt me less

But everybody knows I'm still down

Don't tell me what the butcher does

There's no need for the obvious

So ugly, still, it's kinda lush

But everybody knows I made vows

Left feet on the podium

Can't think of an alternate

And hell yeah, I'm the awkwardest

But everybody knows I got bounce

Alone, getting high on a Saturday night

I'm on the edge of a knife

Nobody cares if I'm dead or alive

Oh, what a wonderful life

Oh, what a wonderful life

Oh, what a wonderful life

Nobody cares if I'm dead or alive

Oh, what a wonderful life


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Lyrics:

Tell me tell me

教えて 教えてよ

The mechanism

その仕組みを

Who is inside me?

僕の中に誰がいるの?

It's broken It's broken

壊れた 壊れたよ

In this world

この世界で

You laugh

君が笑う

Without seeing anything

何も見えずに

I'm broken

壊れた僕なんてさ

Hold your breath

息を止めて

I can't unravel I can't unravel anymore

ほどけない もう ほどけないよ

Even the truth freeze

真実さえ freeze

Can be broken cannot be broken

壊せる 壊せない

Crazy not crazy

狂える 狂えない

I found you and shook

あなたを見つけて 揺れた

Gradually I'm in a distorted world

歪んだ世界にだんだん僕は

It's transparent and invisible

透き通って見えなくなって

Don't find me

見つけないで 僕のことを

Don't stare

見つめないで

In the world drawn by someone

誰かが描いた世界の中で

I don't want to hurt you

あなたを傷つけたくはないよ

Remember me

覚えていて 僕のことを

Stay vivid

鮮やかなまま

Infinite loneliness is entwined

無限に広がる孤独が絡まる

The memory of laughing innocently stuck

無邪気に笑った記憶が刺さって

I can't move I can't move

動けない 動けない

I can't move I can't move

動けない 動けない

I can't move I can't move

動けない 動けないよ

Unravelling the world

Unravelling the world

I have changed I couldn't change

変わってしまった 変えられなかった

Two people entwined two people perish

2つが絡まる 2人が滅びる

Can be broken cannot be broken

壊せる 壊せない

Crazy not crazy

狂える 狂えない

I won't pollute you

あなたを汚せないよ 揺れた

Gradually I'm in a distorted world

歪んだ世界にだんだん僕は

It's transparent and invisible

透き通って見えなくなって

Don't find me

見つけないで 僕のことを

Don't stare

見つめないで

In a lonely trap set up by someone

誰かが仕組んだ孤独な罠に

Before the future unravels

未来がほどけてしまう前に

Remember me

思い出して 僕のことを

Stay vivid

鮮やかなまま

Don't forget don't forget

忘れないで 忘れないで

Don't forget don't forget

忘れないで 忘れないで

What has changed is paralyze

変わってしまったことに paralyze

Paradise full of things that can't be changed

変えられないことだらけの paradise

Remember me

覚えていて 僕のことを

tell me

教えて

tell me

教えて

Who is inside me?

僕の中に誰がいるの?


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Lyrics:

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

No I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to

Blood is getter hotter

Body's getting colder

I've told you once,

I'm the only one who holds her

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to

I look inside of myself,

And try to find someone else

Someone who's willing to die,

Instead of watching you cry for help.

I know that blood will be spilled,

And if you wont, then I will.

My grave will never be filled,

It's either kill or be killed.

So let heaven be told,

That some may come some may go,

Where I'll end up, I don't know.

But I ain't dying alone,

I keep on asking the question,

"Can I be saved by confession?"

You see this blood on my hands at least there's no reaching to Heaven.

I got to pick up the pieces,

I got to bury them deep

And when you look into my eyes

I'll be the last thing you see

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to.

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

No I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to.

Words turned into blood, and the blood keeps on pouring,

From every pour I wipe it up, cause this just could be the moment

Now someone gotta die and now my only opponent

'Cause I won't watch my baby cry,

So I keep on just going.

Am I a man or a beast,

Its mother nature at least

Watch humanity cease,

Cause it's our human disease.

You got to kill when you gotta kill,

Yeah that's what they say.

And I can't go against God's will,

You better pray

'Cause I'm an angel, a demon.

Yeah I'm hell and I'm heaven

I'm everything you couldn't be, now you believe in the devil.

I got to pick up the pieces, I got to bury them deep

And when the dirt hits the coffin

Just go to sleep.

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to.

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

No I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to.

Blood is getter hotter

Body's getting colder

I've told you once,

I'm the only one who holds her

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die

Now that I see

I see you buried

Six feet below.

Another life, goes into the night.

I couldn't let him breathe,

'Cause I didn't wanna die

Now that I see

I see you buried

Six feet below.

It's not alright

Can't you hear me as I cry?

I couldn't let you live,

'Cause I didn't wanna die

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

No I don't wanna die

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

I don't wanna die,

So you're gonna have to.

I don't wanna die.

I don't wanna die.

No I don't wanna die

So you're gonna have to.


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Pour me, pour me, pour me another,

It haunts me, haunts me,

Like no other,

One more drink, then I swear that I'm going home,

Truth is, I don't really have a place to go,

So pour me, pour me, pour me another.

I wake up right about the mid-afternoon,

With the sun in the sky but nights coming soon,

I walk to the mirror just to fix myself,

Yeah life gets harder when you love nothing else,

So I pick my pills from the counter drawer,

Pick my self-esteem up off the fucking floor,

I guess I'm a man of no recourse,

As I crack another bottle, got no remorse,

And I'll say a little prayer for the child in me,

I swear I used to be what I truly believe,

That I'm not just a man with these broken dreams,

Even I could go to heaven,

If I'm part the seas,

So

Pour me, pour me, pour me another,

It haunts me, haunts me,

Like no other,

One more drink, then I swear that I'm going home,

Truth is, I don't really have a place to go,

So pour me, pour me, pour me another.

People get sick and they watch you bleed,

When you fall from the top, boy you better believe,

At the bottom, they got just, yeah, just what you need,

Well at the bottom, you can't swim 'cause you drank up the sea,

Then we stop and we look up to the sky,

They don't ask any questions, they ask us why?

Don't have any answers, don't know what to say,

Our knees are getting tired,

Too tired to pray,

That's when we laid down into the road,

We all seem to walk and I guess walking alone,

And I'm not just a man with these broken dreams,

Even I could go to heaven,

If I'm part deceased.

Pour me, pour me, pour me another,

It haunts me, haunts me,

Like no other,

One more drink, then I swear that I'm going home,

Truth is, I don't really have a place to go,

So pour me, pour me, pour me another.

Time just seems to go on and on,

On and on,

And on and on,

Life inside a bottle all alone,

All alone,

The bottles gone,

I'm not just a man with these broken dreams,

Even I could go to heaven,

If I'm part deceased,

Whats life inside a bottle if it's cold?

One more song and I'm finally free,

I'll meet you here in heaven, between the sea,

'Cause I'm not just a man with these broken dreams,

Even I could go to heaven,

If I'm part deceased.

So

Pour me, pour me, pour me another,

It haunts me, haunts me,

Like no other,

One more drink, then I swear that I'm going home,

Truth is, I don't really have a place to go,

So pour me, pour me, pour me another.

Pour me, pour me, pour me, pour me,

Pour me another,

Pour me, pour me, pour me, pour me,

Pour me another.


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I can't believe that when I breathe

There's something good inside of me, just one good thing inside

So close to me, that memory

Of that one good thing inside of me, just one good thing inside of me, yeah

If I ran out the backdoor, nobody would stop me, but where would I go?

'Cause I ain't ever had a real home, so what do I know?

So I could keep running, hide until they find me, but what would that do?

If they could only know what I knew, what would it prove?

I should've seen the writing on the wall, instead, I'm left to fall

'Cause the longer I'm away, the more we stay the same

Looking back, would've thought I knew it all

Instead, I'm left to fall, did I throw it all away?

I can't believe that when I breathe

There's something good inside of me, just one good thing inside

So close to me, that memory

Of that one good thing inside of me, just one good thing inside of me, yeah

Don't you know, little boy? They'll lay you to waste, man

Little do they know every song has a lifespan

Never taken one, but I'm taking my last chance

To hold all we know and let go with both hands

So don't you know the clouds are made from concrete?

Right through the stone, can you hear my heartbeat?

Beats through my bones like the memory left me

Not for a second or a minute when I dream

I wanna go home, like the home that I keep

You can dig six or 66 feet

We could live forever, still your misery missed me

Hold this song together with a bottle of whiskey

Look into the mirror at the lines that time drew

See them painted white and the eyes that shine through

My heart beats heavy in an open chest

And I wanna say goodbye but there's nobody left

I can't believe that when I breathe

There's something good inside of me, just one good thing inside

So close to me, that memory

Of that one good thing inside of me, just one good thing inside of me, yeah

I broke it all and I put it to test

Put your hand to mine and feel this emptiness

There's no beat in my chest 'cause there's nothing left

No, it ain't goodbye, it's a last caress

What's another dream? You can hardly sleep

Can you believe bad things only happen to me?

God knows one day you will finally see

That scars will heal but were meant to bleed

Do you realize I would lie for you?

Please have my last breath, I would die for you

I know I'm no good, but my heart beats true

You know I'm gonna fight, though I might be scared to lose

You took me in and I fucked it up again

An empty promise? No, I won't pretend

'Cause in the end, we need someone to solve 'em

Nobody can fix me if I'm part of the problem

I can't believe that when I breathe

There's something good inside of me, just one good thing inside

So close to me, that memory

Of that one good thing inside of me, just one good thing inside of me, yeah


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Take my hand, let's go

Somewhere we can rest our souls

We'll sit where it's warm

You say: "Look, we're here alone"

I was running in circles

I hurt myself just to find my purpose

Everything was so worthless, I didn't deserve this

But to me, you were perfect

I'm scattered through this life

If this is life, I'll say goodbye

She's gone like an angel

With wings, let me burn tonight

I was running in circles

I hurt myself just to find my purpose

Everything was so worthless, I didn't deserve this

But to me, you were perfect

I see me writing on this paper, praying for some savior

Wishing to intake her and save her

In a world so, so godless, so thoughtless

I don't know how we wrought this, all the love that you brought us

It feels like I'm killing myself, just wheeling myself

Just to pray for some help

I'd give it all just to have, have your eternity

'Cause it's all that assures me, it's worth all that hurts me

I'd give you my heart, and I'd let you just hold it

I'd give you my soul, but I already sold it

On that day, that day I walked away in December

I will always remember, I'll regret it forever

I remember brown eyes so sad and blue skies

Turned to darkness that night, I'm so sick of the fight

I won't breathe unless you breathe, won't bleed unless you bleed

Won't be unless you be, till I'm gone and I can sleep

I was running in circles

I hurt myself just to find my purpose

Everything was so worthless, I didn't deserve this

But to me, you were perfect

I was running in circles

I hurt myself just to find my purpose

Everything was so worthless, I didn't deserve this

But to me, you were perfect

I've gone away, seen better times than yesterday

It's hard to say that everything will be okay

I've gone away, seen better times than yesterday

It's hard to say that everything will be okay


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I don't mind, no, I don't mind, I don't mind the rain

The simple things and subtleties, they always stay the same

I don't mind that I don't mind, no, I don't mind the rain

Like a widow's heart, we fall apart then never fade away, fade away

Oh, like a child, do you know where I came from?

No, I don't, but I'm singing all the same songs

I'm alone, and you're looking for your anyone

Does it hurt just to know that it's all gone?

I could feel the pain in the words that you say

Hidden in the letters that were written to no name

Let me be the hands that you hold to your face

'Cause I'd give it all up if I could take it away

Buried in red, white, and silenced in blue

Some will die too late, and somebody too soon

And if he could come back, we'll see what it cost him

We had to lose it all just to know that we lost one

I am just a shape in the shadow of greats

I am just a voice in the chоir of saints

Oh, all the souls that nobody could save

And just like a light, we faded away

I don't mind, no, I don't mind, I don't mind the rain

The simple things and subtleties, they always stay the same

I don't mind that I don't mind, no, I don't mind the rain

Like a widow's heart, we fall apart then never fade away, fade away

Fade away

As I fade away, away, away

If I could take it all back

Before the flags were forced to wave at half mast

That was long before my heart became black

There's no way to make it change or go back

You know that some of us grow old with no home

Some of us die in a cold house with no hope

Still surrounded by the people you don't know, so don't go

'Cause once it's over the time fades your photo

How many goodbyes could fit in a lifetime?

How many good lies can make it seem alright?

What do you see when you look into my eyes?

Or in the sky right before you say goodnight?

I could be the son that stands beside your bed

And I could be the voice right inside of your head

I could say goodbye, and you know where I went

I just wrote a letter that'll never be sent

I don't mind, no, I don't mind, I don't mind the rain

The simple things and subtleties, they always stay the same

I don't mind that I don't mind, no, I don't mind the rain

Like a widow's heart, we fall apart then never fade away, fade away

Fade away

As I fade away, away, away

As I fade away, away, away

As I fade away

Fade away

As I fade away


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Step one, you say we need to talk

He walks, you say sit down, it's just a talk

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left, and you stay right

Between the lines of fear and blame

You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best

'Cause after all, you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you've told him all along

And pray to God he hears you

And I pray to God he hears you

And where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice

You lower yours and grant him one last choice

Drive until you lose the road

Or break with the ones you've followed

He will do one of two things

He will admit to everything

Or he'll say he's just not the same

And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

How to save a life

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

How to save a life


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Lyrics: Now I think I understand

How this world can overcome a man

Like a friend we saw it through

In the end I gave my life for you

Gave you all I had to give

Found a place for me to rest my head

While I may be hard to find

Heard there's peace just on the other side

Not that I could

Or that I would

Let it burn

Under my skin

Let it burn

Left this life to set me free

Took a piece of you inside of me

All this hurt can finally fade

Promise me you'll never feel afraid

Not the I could

Or that I would

Let it burn

Under my skin

Let it burn

I hope it's worth it

Here on the highway, yeah

I know you'll find your own way

When I'm not with you

So tell everybody

The ones who walk beside me, yeah

I hope you'll find your own way

When I'm not with you tonight

I hope it's worth it

What's left behind me, yeah

I know you'll find your own way

When I'm not with you

So tell everybody

The ones who walk beside me, yeah

I know you'll find your own way

When I'm not with you tonight


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Lyrics: A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love purpose undefined

While I recall all the words you spoke to me

Can't help but wish that I was there

And where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is

To hold her when I'm not around

When I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

But I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again oh no

Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road

There's no one here while the city sleeps

And all the shops are closed

Can't help but think of the times I've had with you

Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around

When I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again oh no

Once again

Some search, never finding a way

Before long, they waste away

I found you, something told me to stay

I gave in, to selfish ways

And how I miss someone to hold

When hope begins to fade

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love purpose undefined

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around

When I'm much too far away

We all need the person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again oh no

Once again


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Lyrics: Time is money and money's time

We wasted every second dime

On diets, lawyers, shrinks and apps, and flags and plastic surgery

Now Willy Wonka, Major Tom

Ali and Leia have moved on

Signal the final curtain call in all its atomic pageantry

Bravissimo, hip hip hurray

For this fireworks display

Mind and body blown away

What a radiant crescendo

Ticker tape parade

Our hair and skin like Marilyn Monroe

In an afterwind

Time is money, money's time

We wasted every second dime

On politicians, fancy water, and guns, and plastic surgery

Like our Prince and Reenie's mom

All the dolphins have moved on

Signaling the final curtain call in all its atomic pageantry

Bravissimo, hip hip hurray

What a glorious display

Melt our joyous hearts away

Under the mushroom cloud confetti

Hip hip hurray

For this fireworks display

Mind and body blown away

What a radiant crescendo

Hip hip hurray

Hip hip hurray

Ticker tape parade

Our hair and skin like Marilyn Monroe

In an afterwind

Time is money, money's time

We wasted every second dime

On diets, lawyers, shrinks, and apps, and flags, and plastic surgery

Now Willy Wonka, Major Tom

Ali and Leia have moved on

Signal the final curtain call in all its atomic pageantry


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lyrics: I feel insane every single time

I'm asked to compromise

'Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways

And that's the way it stays

So how long did I expect

Love to outweigh ignorance?

By that look on your face

I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane

I'm not insane, I'm not, not insane

(I'm not)

Come back to me, it's almost easy

(Set it off)

Come back again, it's almost easy

Shame pulses through my heart

From the things I've done to you

It's hard to face but the fact remains

That this is nothing new

I left you bound and tied

With suicidal memories

Selfish beneath the skin

But deep inside I'm not insane

I'm not insane, I'm not insane

I'm not insane, I'm not, not insane

(I'm not)

Come back to me, it's almost easy

(Set it off)

Come back again, it's almost easy

(You learned your lesson)

Come back to me, it's almost easy

(It's still your fault)

Come back again, it's almost easy

Now that I've lost you, it kills me to say

(Hurts to say)

I've tried to hold on as you've slowly slipped away

I'm losing the fight, I've treated you so wrong

Now let me make it right

(Make it all right)

I'm not insane, I'm not insane

I'm not insane, I'm not, not insane

(I'm not)

Come back to me, it's almost easy

(Set it off)

Come back again, it's almost easy

(You learned your lesson)

Come back to me, it's almost easy

(It's still your fault)

Come back again, it's almost easy


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Lyrics: Another turning point

A fork stuck in the road

Time grabs you by the wrist

Directs you where to go

So make the best of this test

And don't ask why

It's not a question

But a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable

But in the end it's right

I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs

And still frames in your mind

Hang it on a shelf

In good health and good time

Tattoos of memories

And dead skin on trial

For what it's worth

It was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable

But in the end it's right

I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable

But in the end it's right

I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable

But in the end it's right

I hope you had the time of your life


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Lyrics: Do you know what's worth fighting for

When it's not worth dying for?

Does it take your breath away

And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?

And you look for a place to hide?

Did someone break your heart inside?

You're in ruins

One, twenty one guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, twenty one guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I

When you're at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control

And your thoughts have taken their toll

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass

And the hangover doesn't pass

Nothing's ever built to last

You're in ruins

One, twenty one guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, twenty one guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I

Did you try to live on your own

When you burned down the house and home?

Did you stand too close to the fire?

Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die

And you can't get another try

Something inside this heart has died

You're in ruins

One, twenty one guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, twenty one guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

One, twenty one guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, twenty one guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I


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Lyrics: I can't stand it, I know you planned it

I'm gonna set it straight, this Watergate

I can't stand rocking when I'm in here

'Cause your crystal ball ain't so crystal clear

So while you sit back and wonder why

I got this fucking thorn in my side

Oh my God, it's a mirage

I'm tellin' y'all, it's a sabotage

So, so, so, so listen up 'cause you can't say nothin'

You'll shut me down with a push of your button?

But you, I'm out and I'm gone

I'll tell you now, I keep it on and on

'Cause what you see you might not get

And we can bet, so don't you get souped yet

You're scheming on a thing that's a mirage

I'm trying to tell you now, it's sabotage

Why

Our backs are now against the wall?

Listen all y'all, it's a sabotage

Listen all y'all, it's a sabotage

Listen all y'all, it's a sabotage

Listen all y'all, it's a sabotage

I can't stand it, I know you planned it

I'm gonna set it straight, this Watergate

Lord, I can't stand rockin' when I'm in this place

Because I feel disgrace because you're all in my face

But make no mistakes and switch up my channel

I'm Buddy Rich when I fly off the handle

What could it be? It's a mirage

You're scheming on a thing, that's sabotage


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Lyrics: It's easier not to be wise

And measure these things by your brains

I sank into Eden with you

Alone in the church by and by

I'll read to you here, save your eyes

You'll need them; your boat is at sea

Your anchor is up, you've been swept away

And the greatest of teachers won't hesitate

To leave you there, by yourself

Chained to fate

I alone love you

I alone tempt you

I alone love you

Fear is not the end of this

I alone love you

I alone tempt you

I alone love you

It's easier not to be great

And measure these things by your eyes

We long to be here by his resolve

Alone in the church by and by

To cradle the baby in space

And leave you there by yourself

Chained to fate

I alone love you

I alone tempt you

I alone love you

Fear is not the end of this

I alone love you

I alone tempt you

I alone love you

Yeah

I alone love you

I alone tempt you

I alone love you

Yeah

Oh, now, we took it back too far

Only love can save us now

All these riddles that you burn

All come runnin' back to you

All these rhythms that you hide

Only love can save us now

All these riddles that you burn

Yeah, yeah, yeah

I alone love you

I alone tempt you

I alone love you

Fear is not the end of this

I alone love you

I alone tempt you

I alone love you

Yeah

I alone love you

I alone tempt you

I alone love you

Aaah

I alone love you

I alone tempt you

I alone love you


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Lyrics: When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

I wish I was special

You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doin' here?

I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts

I wanna have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I'm not around

So fuckin' special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doin' here?

I don't belong here

She's running out the door (run)

She's running out

She run, run, run, run,

Run...

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doin' here?

I don't belong here

I don't belong here


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Lyrics: Nightmare

Now your nightmare comes to life

Dragged you down below, down to the devil's show

To be his guest forever (peace of mind is less than never)

Hate to twist your mind, but God ain't on your side

An old acquaintance severed (burn the world your last endeavor)

Flesh is burning, you can smell it in the air

'Cause men like you have such an easy soul to steal (steal)

So stand in line while they ink numbers in your head

You're now a slave until the end of time here

Nothing stops the madness turning

Haunting, yearning, pull the trigger

You should've known the price of evil

And it hurts to know that you belong here, yeah

Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare

While your nightmare comes to life

Can't wake up in sweat, 'cause it ain't over yet

Still dancin' with your demons (victim of your own creation)

Beyond the will to fight, where all that's wrong is right

Where hate don't need a reason (loathing self-assassination)

You've been lied to just to rape you of your sight

And now they have the nerve to tell you how to feel (feel)

So sedated as they medicate your brain

And while you slowly go insane they tell you

Given with the best intentions

Help you with your complications

You should've known the price of evil

And it hurts to know that you belong here, yeah

No one to call, everybody to fear

Your tragic fate is lookin' so clear, yeah

Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare

Ha, ha, ha, ha

Fight (fight), not to fail (fail), not to fall (fall)

Or you'll end up like the others

Die (die), die again (die), drenched in sin (sin)

With no respect for another

Oh

Down (down), feel the fire (fire), feel the hate (hate)

Your pain is what we desire

Lost (lost), hit the wall (wall), watch you crawl (crawl)

Such a replaceable liar

And I know you hear their voices (calling from above)

And I know they may seem real (these signals of love)

But our life's made up of choices (some without appeal)

They took for granted your soul

And it's ours now to steal

As your nightmare comes to life

You should've known the price of evil

And it hurts to know that you belong here, yeah

No one to call, everybody to fear

Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah

Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare


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lyrics: Well, I'm not a vampire

But I feel like one

Sometimes I sleep all day

Because I hate the sunlight

My hands are always shaking

Body's always aching

And the dark is when I feed

Well, I can lure any woman that I want to in my bed

With me

And whiskey seems to be my holy water

Mothers better lock your doors

And hide your daughters

I'm insane

Well, I can feel it in my bones

Coursing through my veins

When did I become so cold?

For goodness' sakes

Where is my self control?

If home is where my heart is

Then my heart has lost all hope

Well, I'm not a zombie

But I feel like one today

Self-induced comatose, chemical daze

My head is always spinning

From this dizzy, blurry vision

And my stomach has had enough

I feel like a lady

That is pregnant with a baby

'Cause I'm always throwing up

Hi, my name is Ronnie

I'm an addict

(Hi, Ronnie)

Daddy should've never raised me on Black Sabbath

I'm insane

Well, I can feel it in my bones

Coursing through my veins

When did I become so cold?

For goodness' sakes

Where is my self control?

If home is where my heart is

Then my heart has lost all hope

God bless all of you now

'Cause I'm going straight to hell

And I'm taking you down with me

'Cause you know damn well

I'm insane

Well, I can feel it in my bones

Coursing through my veins

When did I become so cold?

I'm insane

Well, I can feel it in my bones

Coursing through my veins

When did I become so cold?

For goodness' sakes

Where is my self control?

If home is where my heart is

Then my heart has lost all hope

All hope

All hope


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Lyrics: House full of roses

A letter on the stairs

A tape full of messages

For anyone who cares

Collage of broken words

and stories full of tears

Remembering your life

'Cause we wish that you were here

Nothing is harder

Than to wake up all alone

Realize it's not okay

It's the end of all you know

Time keeps passing by

But it seems I'm frozen still

Scars are left behind

But some too deep to feel

And some say this can't be real

And I've lost my power to feel tonight

We're all just victims of a crime

When all's gone and can't be regained

We can't seem to shelter the pain inside

We're all just victims of a crime

Some days you'll find me

In a place I like to go

Ask questions to myself

'Bout the things I'll never know

What's left to find

'Cause I need a little more

I need a little time

Can we even up the score?

And some say this can't be real

And I've lost my power to feel tonight

We're all just victims of a crime

When all's gone and can't be regained

We can't seem to shelter the pain inside

We're all just victims of a crime

And nothing lasts forever

For all good days it's true

I'd rather tred it all

For somehow saving you

It must have been the season

That've threw us out of line

Once I stood so tall

Now I'm searching for a sign

So don't need your salvation

With promises and kind

And all those speculations

Save it for another time

'Cause we all need a reason

A reason just to stay

Some just can't be bothered

To stick around another day

And some say this can't be real

And I've lost my power to feel tonight

We've all been victims of a crime

When all is gone and can't be regained

We can't seem to shelter the pain inside (oh)

We've all been victims of a crime

Victims of a crime

Living with this crime

I'm missing you

I'm missing you

I'm missing you

I'm missing you


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Lyrics

Do you have the time to listen to me whine

About nothing and everything all at once?

I am one of those

Melodramatic fools

Neurotic to the bone

No doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps

Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me

It all keeps adding up

I think I'm cracking up

Am I just paranoid

Or am I just stoned?

I went to a shrink

To analyze my dreams

She says it's lack of sex that's bringing me down

I went to a whore

He said my life's a bore

So quit my whining 'cause it's bringing her down

Sometimes I give myself the creeps

Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me

It all keeps adding up

I think I'm cracking up

Am I just paranoid?

Ah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Grasping to control

So I better hold on

Sometimes I give myself the creeps

Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me

It all keeps adding up

I think I'm cracking up

Am I just paranoid?

Or am I just stoned?


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Lyrics: Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry

These streets we travel on

Will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while

I can move on with you around

I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?

I'd do anything for a smile

Holding you 'til our time is done

We both know the day will come

But I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn

I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry

A melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us

Changing this fable we live in

No longer needed here so where do we go?

Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?

But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn

I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry

A melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here

Don't wanna die alone without you here

Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah

Or kiss your lips again?

Woah, so I never want to leave you

And the memories of us to see I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here

Don't wanna die alone without you here

Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [then continues in the background]

I stand here alone

Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

I stand here alone

Falling away from you, no chance to get back home


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lyrics:I cannot take this anymore

I'm saying everything I've said before

All these words they make no sense

I find bliss in ignorance

Less I hear the less you'll say

But you'll find that out anyway

Just like before

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear

Wish I could find a way to disappear

All these thoughts they make no sense

I find bliss in ignorance

Nothing seems to go away

Over and over again

Just like before

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to, break

Shut up when I'm talking to you

Shut up, shut up, shut up

Shut up when I'm talking to you

Shut up, shut up, shut up

Shut up, I'm about to break!

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to, break


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lyrics: Never feared for anything, never chained but never free

I tried to heal the broken love with all I could

Lived a life so endlessly saw beyond what others see

I tried to heal the broken love with all I could

Will you stay

Will you stay away forever

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book its burned

Place and time always on my mind

I have so much to say but you're so far away

Plans of what our futures hold

Foolish lies of growing old

It seems we're so invincible

The truth is so cold

A final song, a last request

A perfect chapter laid to rest

Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can stay you can stay awake forever

How do I live without the ones I love

Time still turns the pages of the book its burned

Place and time always on my mind

I have so much to say but you're so far away

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid

The ones that we love are here with me

Lay away a place for me 'cause as soon as I'm done

I'll be on my way to live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book its burned

Place and time always on my mind

And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay

When I have so much to say and you're so far away

I love you, you were ready

The pain is strong and urges rise

But I'll see you when He lets me

Your pain is gone, your hands are tied

So far away and I need you to know

So far away and I need you to need you to know


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lyrics: House full of roses

A letter on the stairs

A tape full of messages

For anyone who cares

Collage of broken words

and stories full of tears

Remembering your life

'Cause we wish that you were here

Nothing is harder

Than to wake up all alone

Realize it's not okay

It's the end of all you know

Time keeps passing by

But it seems I'm frozen still

Scars are left behind

But some too deep to feel

And some say this can't be real

And I've lost my power to feel tonight

We're all just victims of a crime

When all's gone and can't be regained

We can't seem to shelter the pain inside

We're all just victims of a crime

Some days you'll find me

In a place I like to go

Ask questions to myself

'Bout the things I'll never know

What's left to find

'Cause I need a little more

I need a little time

Can we even up the score?

And some say this can't be real

And I've lost my power to feel tonight

We're all just victims of a crime

When all's gone and can't be regained

We can't seem to shelter the pain inside

We're all just victims of a crime

And nothing lasts forever

For all good days it's true

I'd rather tred it all

For somehow saving you

It must have been the season

That've threw us out of line

Once I stood so tall

Now I'm searching for a sign

So don't need your salvation

With promises and kind

And all those speculations

Save it for another time

'Cause we all need a reason

A reason just to stay

Some just can't be bothered

To stick around another day

And some say this can't be real

And I've lost my power to feel tonight

We've all been victims of a crime

When all is gone and can't be regained

We can't seem to shelter the pain inside (oh)

We've all been victims of a crime

Victims of a crime

Living with this crime

I'm missing you

I'm missing you

I'm missing you

I'm missing you


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lyrics: Daddy's flown across the ocean

Leaving just a memory

A snapshot in the family album

Daddy, what else did you leave for me?

Daddy, what you leave behind for me?

All in all it was just a brick in the wall

All in all it was all just bricks in the wall

We don't need no education

We don't need no thought control

No dark sarcasm in the classroom

Teachers, leave them kids alone

Hey, teachers, leave those kids alone

All in all it's just another brick in the wall

All in all you're just another brick in the wall

We don't need no education

We don't need no thought control

No dark sarcasm in the classroom

Teachers, leave them kids alone

Hey, teachers, leave those kids alone

All in all you're just another brick in the wall

All in all you're just another brick in the wall

I don't need no arms around me

I don't need no drugs to calm me

I have seen the writing on the wall

Don't think I need anything at all

No, don't think I need anything at all

All in all it was all just bricks in the wall

All in all you were all just bricks in the wall

Goodbye, cruel world

I'm leaving you today

Goodbye

Goodbye

Goodbye

Goodbye, all you people

There's nothing you can say

To make me change my mind

Goodbye


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lyrics: Yume no tsuzuki Oikakete ita hazu nano ni

Magarikunetta hosoi michi Hito ni tsumazuku

Ano koro mitai ni tte Modoritai wakejanai no

Nakushite kita sora wo Sagashiteru

Wakattekuremasu you ni Gisei ni natta you na

Kanashii kao wa yamete yo

Tsumi no saigo wa namida janai yo Zutto kurushiku soette kunda

Deguchi mienai kanjou meiru ni Dare wo matteru no?

Shiroi no-to ni tsuzutta you ni Motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo

Nani kara Nogaretainda ... Genjitsu tte yatsu?

Kanaeru tame ni Ikiterundatte Wasurechai sou na Yoru no manaka

Bunan ni nante Yatterarenai kara ...Kaeru basho mo nai no

Kono omoi wo keshite shimau niwa Mada jinsei nagai desho (I'M ON THE WAY)

Natsukashiku naru Konna itami mo kangei jan

Ayamaranakucha ikenai yo ne Ah, Gomen ne

Umaku ienakute Shinpai kaketa mama datta ne

Ano hi kakaeta zenbu Ashita kakaeru zenbu

Junban tsuketari wa Shinaikara

Wakkate kuremasu you ni Sotto me wo tojitanda

Mitakunaimono made Miendamon

Iranai uwasa ni chotto Hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi?

Ni kai attara tomodachi datte? Uso wa yamete ne

Akai ha-to ga iradatsu you ni Karadan naka moeteirunda

Honto wa Kitai shiten no ... Genjitsutte yatsu?

Kanaeru tame ni Ikiterundatte Sakebitaku naru yo Kikoete imasu ka?

Bunan ni nante Yatterarenai kara ...Kaeru basho mo nai no

Yasashisa niwa itsumo kansha shiteru Dakara tsuyoku naritai (I'M ON THE WAY)

Susumu tame ni Teki mo mikata mo kangei jan

Dou yatte tsugi no doa Akerundakke? Kangaeteru?

Mou hikikaesenai Monogatari hajimatterunda

Me wo samase Me wo samase

Kono omoi wo keshite shimau niwa Mada jinsei nagai desho?

Yarinokoshiteru koto Yarinaoshite mitai kara

Mou ichido yukou

Kanaeru tame ni Ikiterundatte Sakebitaku naru yo Kikoete imasu ka?

Bunan ni nante Yatterarenai kara ...Kaeru basho mo nai no

Yasashisa niwa itsumo kansha shiteru Dakara tsuyoku naritai (I'M ON THE WAY)

Natsukashiku naru Konna itami mo kangei jan


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lyrics:

[Intro]

Oshiete oshiete yo sono shikumi wo

Boku no naka ni dare ga iru no?

Kowareta kowareta yo kono sekai de

Kimi ga warau nanimo miezu ni

[Verse 1]

Kowareta boku nante sa iki wo tomete

Hodokenai mou hodokenai yo shinjitsu sae

[Pre-Chorus]

Freeze

Kowaseru kowasenai kurueru kuruenai

Anata wo mitsukete

[Chorus]

Yureta yuganda sekai ni dan dan

Boku wa sukitootte mienaku natte

Mitsukenaide boku no koto wo mitsumenaide

Dareka ga egaita sekai no naka de anata wo kizutsuketaku wa nai yo

Oboeteite boku no koto wo azayaka na mama

[Verse 3]

Mugen ni hirogaru kodoku ga karamaru mujaki ni waratta kioku ga sasatte

Ugokenai ugokenai ugokenai ugokenai ugokenai ugokenai yo

Unravelling the world

[Interlude]

[Pre-Chorus]

Kawatte shimatta kaerarenakatta

Futatsu ga karamaru futari ga horobiru

Kowaseru kowasenai kurueru kuruenai

Anata wo kegasenai yo

[Chorus]

Yureta yuganda sekai ni dan dan

Boku wa sukitootte mienaku natte

Mitsukenaide boku no koto wo mitsumenaide

Dareka ga shikunda kodoku na wana ni mirai ga hodokete shimau mae ni

Omoidashite boku no koto wo azayaka na mama

[Bridge]

Wasurenaide wasurenaide wasurenaide wasurenaide

[Chorus]

Kawatte shimatta koto ni paralyze

Kaerarenai koto darake no paradise

Oboeteite boku no koto wo

[Outro]

Oshiete oshiete boku no naka ni dare ga iru no?


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