"Jesus here...": Recent Episodes

Anonymous

Christmas Eve 2014 I was diagnosed with incurable cancer. They said I’d be dead in 9 to 18 months. In 2018 I was still alive and being treated but I was struggling. I went on a trip to Israel and while I was there something extraordinary happened. As I walked and wandered and waited I felt Jesus speak to me. Words of encouragement, comfort and challenge. It’s these words that I have recorded and share with you now with the hope that, in Him, you will find all you need, want and long for.

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When I was worried about the future

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When I was doubting

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When I was frightened

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When the tumour was growing and painful

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When I was waiting for my cancer scan results

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When I was feeling spiritually empty

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When my son got married and he and his fiancé asked me to speak at the wedding

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When I was praying on New Year’s Eve

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When I was thinking of the me I let others see

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When I was considering mine

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When I was thinking about what I wanted for Christmas

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When I was tempted to believe the enemies lies

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When I was doubting God’s love for me

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When my future seemed frightening

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When I was tempted to run away from Jesus

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When I despaired

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When I was filled with doubt

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When I was filled with doubt

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When circumstances were hard

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When I was catastrophising

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When I was once again worrying

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When I was once again worrying

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When I was wondering if it was all worth it

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When my life felt very heavy

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When I was wanting more than just Jesus

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When I was doubting Jesus’ love for me

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When I was doubting that Jesus was even there

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When I was feeling in a desert place

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When I was feeling weak

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When I was worrying about taking a risk on God’s behalf

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When, once again, I was worrying at the start of a new year that Jesus wouldn’t be able to meet my needs.

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When I was looking at an old and battered sycamore tree

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When my life felt completely exhausting.

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When the impact of Covid was really hitting home and I was finding it hard to be honest with Jesus.

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When the impact of Covid was really hitting home and I was finding it hard to be honest with Jesus

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When I was feeling really anxious

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When COVID came (part 2)

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When COVID came (part 1)

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When I felt like giving up

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When I woke up feeling very grateful that I was alive but then spent the rest of the day worrying about the future

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When I was very much feeling that God didn’t love me because I’d let Him down…again

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When I was wondering what it would be like to live by faith

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When I was feeling REALLY LOW

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At Christmas when I was feeling particularly full of despair

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When my life was going really well (part 2)

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When my life was going really well (part 1)

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When I made some time to be with Jesus (part 2)

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When I made some time to be with Jesus (part 1)

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When I wanted to hate.

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When I was raging about the evil in the world.

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When I was by the ocean.

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When I was feeling really weak.

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When I wanted to give up.

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When I was resenting my life.

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When I was feeling sorry for myself.

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When I was wondering how much to give.

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When I was wondering what my money is for.

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When I was thinking about wealth.

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As I was thinking about my future.

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When I was wondering what it means to give Jesus my life.

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When I was wondering what Jesus wants from me.

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When I struggle to read the Bible.

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When I struggle to be still.

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When I was finding it hard to make the time to be with Jesus.

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When I doubted God’s power.

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When I was doubting God’s power.

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When I was dissatisfied with my life.

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When comparing my life with others.

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Thinking again of my sin.

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When I was filled with shame for my past.

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When I was thinking about my daily to-do list.

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When I was wondering what the purpose of my life was.

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When I was thinking about my work.

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When I was wondering how to share my faith with others

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When I thought I didn’t matter to God.

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When my busy life was crowding Jesus out.

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When I felt my prayers weren’t answered.

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When praying seemed pointless.

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When I didn’t want to pray.

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When I was feeling a failure.

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When I let Jesus down…again.

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When I was finding it really hard to forgive.

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When I was angry with someone in church.

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When I was worrying about the future.

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At the beginning of a new year when I was feeling anxious.

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After visiting Mount Carmel,where Elijah defeated the prophets of Baal.

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After visiting where Jesus reputedly fed the five thousand and then taking a boat out onto the Sea of Galilee.

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After visiting Capernaum,where Jesus based Himself for His ministry,and seeing the actual house where He stayed with Peter and his mother.

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After visiting Mount Tabor where Jesus was transfigured.

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After watching sunrise on the Sea of Galilee.

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After visiting an orphanage and the site of Lazarus’ Tomb.

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After queuing for two hours at the Church of the Nativity in Bethlehem and watching queue jumpers bribe their way to the front.

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After walking the Via Dolorosa, which Jesus was reputed to have ascended carrying His cross.

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After visiting Jerusalem’s wailing wall and the pool at Bethesda,where Jesus,before He healed a crippled man,asked him what He wanted.

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After visiting Gethsemane, where Jesus prayed while His disciples slept on the night before the crucifixion.