aaliyahholt 3Speak Podcast: Recent Episodes
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Michael catches Amanda cheating on him with her tennis coach. Outraged, Michael
chases after the man and pulls down a house he thought belonged to the coach.
Shit hits the fan when Michael realizes he made a mistake and must
pay back Martin Madrazo, the owner of the house and a gang man,
Michael is forced to come out of retirement as a bankrobber to obtain the money
he owns
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/stwcidwx
Day 168. So far my gaming rig is almost done!
I will post some gameplays to Threespeak to celebrate.
These montages helps modify the challenge for me. Although I said the challenge was for helping me with
my gaming rig, saving for a used car etc, I did say whatever I finished first, I'll end the first round
when get the GPU, I will say X days of vlogging, do a cool down to allow myself
time to record and edit a head of time.
Then pick up round 2 around the same time I started round 1 which was in June.
Although I want a DSL
camera. It will be DSL camera vs used car. Round 3 PS5 vs used car.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zhtkjvpi
Since my gaming rig is nearly complete, just need the GPU, I did another playthough of GTA V because why not. And I couldn't
think of anything else.
The game starts with Michael and Trevor pulling off one last score in North Yankon. Things fly south
when Michael "died" towards the end of it.
We cut to Michael talking to his therapist then we meet Frankin and Lamar.
GTA V is one of my favorite games.
Frankin and Lamar do more repo jobs for Simeon, until Lamar gets them fired for stealing a bike. You can get a scene
when Frankin breaks the news
to Lamar if you switch to Frankin after unlocking Michael. I recall getting it when I first played the game. If I remember correctly,
I got this switch scene after unlocking Michael.
For our first mission with Michael, Frankin tags along for a drink, that is until Jimmy calls you asking for help since
his plan to sell Michael's boat backfired.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/lfvanjmv
Day 161. Summer 2013 throwback. Summer 2013 was one of my fav summers of all time.
I went to Fox River and a summer fest in Will County.
I wish I could do this more often. Maybe when I've gotten my first ride, I could do this every summer.
Even attending some fall or winter events.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/gatvodfa
I've seen some discourse on this issue on Tiktok. There's a lot of folks
who dismiss other's pain because THEIR experience wasn't bad.
Everyone is different and we all have different pain thresholds.
Sadly, mine isn't the best.
We should advocate. Women's healthcare shouldn't be painful.
No one should dread an important screening
because of unbearable pain.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/toucowla
Day 154.
I've had it with Facebook groups. I'm sick of power hungry admins. I used to be a mod
in an Undertale group. I was added before lockdown.
I noticed all of the admins were inactive. Overwhelmed running a group by myself
and under the assumption all of the admins quit, because I haven't heard
from anyone, I either posted asking for help or
I thought about a sister community, maybe a discord, that would
be easier to do on my own.
I forgot I even made the post
A month later, the head asshole, I mean admin, came at me, While
sick as a dog.
I may drop the video ripping the guy apart.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/lpazdawr
152 days of vlogging. So far I have one more PC part to purcahse and I've aqquired all of the
parts. I started assembling the PC already with what I have so far. I created this
challenge to help me reach my goals. One of them was building my
first gaming rig.
Talking about my biggest Insecurity..
That is body image issues.
It started when I was in Jr. High. At the time, I was on ADHD meds. The increased my food cravings;
thus delaying signaling to my brain that I'm full. The doctor blamed it on soda and juice
without hesitation; when my mom didn't let me drink a lot
of sugary drinks. I drank tea and water. If I remember I asked my doc to change my
medication and that helped.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ktqlycar
The most painful exam ever. Daily vlogging day 146.
The visit turned into a surprised when the doc surprised me with a pevlic
exam. I spend my entire life thinking I didn't need them if
I am not sexually active. My first doctor from 2015 told me.
Despite this, I kept getting messages and being asked if I've had the exam.
I assumed they didn't know I wasn't active, since its normal in this society.
I could not get through the exam because it hurt too bad.
Doesn't make since why I need one if im not active.
2 things can be true. Getting your check ups are important while addressing the
elephant in the room.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/vvsrnhwp
Vlogging montage for days 139-144. Just one more PC part to go and Ill be half way there.
I created this vlogging challenge to help me reach my goals. This challenge could draw new eyes to
my blog or even my YouTube channel.
I'm working to becoming a full-time content creator via these sites, YouTube, Twitch etc
I will have a single video for you tommorrow and (hopefully) Tuesday.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/occawsry
We're back for round 2, will there be a round 3?
I started having major GI issues, so the doc order the lower scope test.
I call it a "scope test" because its easier to pronounce due to my
speech issues. Due to my existing gut issues, my instructions
were liquid diet and prep a day before the proceedure.
I may make some vlogs about my weight issues and how I feel
my period made things worse. I may make vlogs overtime as I learn more info.
The prep is the hard part.
Now you can understand why I didn't want to be on my period doing this.
I may have posted a Tiktok montage explaining this.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/qrnjzeax
day 131 of my vlogging challenge. 131 days in. The montages motify
the challenge since I also stream and trainspot full time. Also this buys me
time to record and edit. Expecally if I want to shoot something new eg shopping
for a camera or shopping for new clothes.
I started a vlogging challenge to help me reach my goals
of building my first gaming rig and saving for a used ride.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/qlwpmawg
Day 126 of the daily vlogging challenge. These montages simplify
the challenge because who knows how long I'll be doing it.
If it does take 4 years for me to reach my goal of saving for a used ride, that
could be a world record.
Let's hope Threespeak encodes this video.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/kliihvlu
I came close to quitting YouTube. I joined in 2016 orignally. I restarted my
channel when I didn't like the direction it was going in.
Overtime I joined Facebook groups and followed YouTube "gurus"
to learn how to YouTube. Overtime, I became unhappy with the costant
restrictions on what I can't and can't do because of my channel size.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/mdgddlvk
Vlogging montage for days 111-114. These montages make it eaiser to
get through this vlogging challenge. I started a vlogging challenge
to help me reach my goals of getting a gaming rig, a PS5 and
saving for a used ride.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ftvigrnm
I started a daily vlogging challenge until I reach my goals. I wanted to get my first ride and
build my first gaming rig. The challenge serves various purposes.
Getting more eyes on my YouTube. Maybe getting new eyes on my blog etc
To modify the challenge, im doing a montage to buy me time to record and
edit since my chronic issues are taking a toll on me.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/yowkmdei
Have you ever told a peer, family etc you couldn't work due to your
disabilites and they judged you? Shamed you because you could
work a job thats "easy?" This video provides more info on how
disabled people struggle to get or keep a job.
Its far beyond performing a job. Its your disability affecting
your performance or being limited due to your disability eg
can't do standing jobs, which is 80% of the jobs you're
eliminating. There's barriers in the application proceed that weed
out disabled people. Its far beyond the job itself. Its other struggles
as well. This is what I meant when I said that job program doesn't understand
disabled people. There's way more that goes into why disabled people
cannot find/keep a job.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/xhiephir
I made a video like this back in 2022. Its time for a remake. I tend to
remake certain videos when i obtain better gear.
I've talked about this through out my vlogging challenge and in
previous vlogging challenges I've done.
The one struggle I have is; before certain tests, procedures etc at the
doctor/hospital, having to prove that I am not expecting a child
even though I am not having sex, never will and don't want kids.
2 things can be true. They can't take a chance. They don't know
me from a can of paint. While feeling different from
everyone around me. I feel like im seen as a baby maker. In the US of A,
the test is not free. Imagine being out of 300 dollars simply because
of your gender.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/dilebfqa
I scheduled this video since I go to the hair salon 2morrow then Friday I'm getting
a small procedure done Friday. This video is about the longest
I've waited for an appointment, 8 months. The night before, I get a call
that the doc wasn't going to be in, causing me to crash out. Almost 100 days
of vlogging.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/nqegafrg
almost 100 days of vlogging everyday to meet my goals. I have 3 more PC parts
left to buy and I'll be done!
Day 94: I never went out for anything eg sports, plays and said its
due to my fear of rejection. That's apart of it. The main reason is due to
no one having patience for someone like me that learns differently.
I gave an example of when I was on the flag girls team, a director yelled
att me for struggling. After that, I promised to never go out for
anything because no one has the patience to help me.
day 95: A video i saved because i posted it to Youtube due to issues with Threespeak.
I guess Threespeak did me a favor randomly deciding not to
encode my videos. I edit the video to add some effort for my montages. This video
talks about what i mean when I tell me mom she doesn't understand what
its like to be in a world you don't understand.
day96: Freeprints unboxing. Freeprints allows you to print your fav photos
at an affordable price, all you pay is shipping. You'll get a freebee after that
you pay shipping if I remember correctly.
day: 97 5 below unboxing. Throwback to lockdowns. My how things have changed
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/cynwrwuw
Day 93. I'll be vlogging for an unknown amount of time since its unclear how long it
will take for me to reach my goals.
I'm going to need all the ideas I can get.
I decided to bring my chroniclly ill saga to the challenge. The first time I had
issues back in 2021, I didn't think about making a video about it.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/kltttpvl
Day 88 of vlogging everyday. Almost at day 90. Nornally, I post my Tiktoks to Dbuzz.
Dbuzz hasnt been working for 3 months so im putting the videos together for a montage.
I decided to introduce my chroniclly ill saga to Tiktok and my vlogging challenge.
At the time when my issues started, I wasnt into making content about
disabilites. I used to talk about autism and employment, I took a hiatus because of
how problematic the communites i joined were.
I thought this could add something new
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/pcykijqo
Day 86 of vlogging everyday to help me with my goals.
I started having gut issues again, so I decided to bring my
chroniclly ill series to Threespeak. I brought it to Tiktok.
Usually, I share my Tiktok's on Dbuzz. Dbuzz isn't working anymore, as in
I can't post. I hit post and it gets stuck. Therefore I will edit together
my Tiktok's to make an episode for the vlogging challenge.
I make intro videos as a way to slide into a series. Introduce it to you
and let inform you of content it make contain.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/unvunrgj
5 more days and I vlogged for 3 months.
This video explains why I decided to build a budget gaming rig
I posted a progress report on a site called Threads, a site that was
supposed to replace Twitter.
I failed to provide additonal info such as
going for a budget build to test the waters, the tutorial im following etc
Assuming no one would notice or care, I didnt think anything of it since my
posts flop. Overnight my post was flooded with people
calling the build "sketcy" making fun of me for a budget build etc
I started with a budget build to test the waters. I dont know if I will
enjoy building gaming pcs. I regret not doing this when I got the stim check
during lockdowns, then now I would be upgrading PC parts.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/baceebfg
Day 84 of vlogging everyday to help me reach my goals. I had to screen record
this because I lost the original footage when my
SSD kicked the bucket.
Season 2 of taking an unplanned trip (2023)
Same song; my grandpa's sister died suddenly and we took an unplanned trip
after a planned trip, so he can attend the funeral.
I had extreme sensory distress the last time therefore
I attended the wake but not the memorial service/funeral.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/qrqgwuqc
84 days of vlogging until I reach my goals. I started this vlogging challenge
to help me reach my goals which are
building my first gaming rig, getting a PS5 and saving for a used ride.
Day 80: An older upload I lost when my first external SSD died, I managed to
upload it to YouTube due to issues with threespeak. I made somemore edits
to add some effort to it. This modifies the challenge while buying me time
to record and edit more videos
Day 81: This vlog is about an "interesting" trip to the ER at the time
I delt with unknown gut issues. I tried urgent care, when I got there it was closed.
I had an appointment booked; it was another month away at the
time this happened.
day 82: this video is from 2019, I had to screen record from Threespeak
because I lost the original copy. I made this rant after our usual grocery routine
derailed and my mom asked a lady at target if they hired disabled people; when
I need a job like this. I felt she didnt understand theres more that goes into
being unable to work than performing a job. We don't know how our
bodies will be that day.
day 83: throwback to unboxing my PS4. Lockdown throwbacks.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/wreggxqi
Day 79 of vlogging everyday to reach my goals. This challenge servers various
purposes. To allow me to make back the money from buying PC parts because
im building my first gaming rig, to help me purchase more than one part
per check etc. Also, get my blog in front of new reader. Folks could find it
admirable im doing a daily challenge to reach my goals.
This video is about a job program I tried that I thought would help me seek employment.
the counslor I was given didnt believe that im autistic because I didn't
match how she THINKS autistic people should act.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/yujcvtsl
This footage is uncommon. I don't have many remasters of it. For those that don't understand, as I adapt better
editing for trael vlogs, I'd remaster previous ones for practice. Also when im doing daily vlogging
challenges, I remaster it to add a little effort instead of reposting it without any changes
to the original upload
Just like the trip from April 2019, my grandpa's sister passed away suddenly, thus
prompting an unplanned trip. Small world, I took a planned trip six months before this
one for my grandmother's birthday.
The rant I went on about out of know where was a result of my grandmother
making comments about my weight. I didn't want to tell her, I was clearly
fed up with her brining my weight up. SO I said I was bloated, which happens when im two week out
from my next monthly, I did get my monthly about a week or so after this trip.
When she demanded to know why im not a size 2, I went off on her.
You cannot make comments about someone's body. People get sick, have babies
and can't shed their post-partum weight, bodie's change etc
Just because your friends don't care, doesn't mean everyone does
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/pceozjef
I don't talk about certain things due to not having the energy for apathetic people, because
for someone reason empathy is a crime..
I recorded this video not to long after learning a law passed that will potentially cause
people to lose their much needed benefits.
Comments like "its time you get a job" piss me off because people who
recieve any type of help work. It enforces the notion that someone is a bad
person for needing help and because a small amount of people
who can work choose not to, that EVERYONE collecting benefits are lazy.
The job market is horrible. I've seen it on my timeline of people struggling to get hired. Not everyone's
situation is due to not trying hard enough, all it takes is one misfortune out of your controll
like an illness for you to struggle
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/abqsemuu
Day 35 of vlogging everyday until I reach my goals. Jury Duty rant.
Jury duty is being a juror for someone on trial or something. You're randomly
summoned as far as I know.
When you have chronic illness or hardships
( eg cant afford to take off work, no one to watch kids etc)
it's problematic when you're summoned. I read comments from people
who got summoned the day of a surgery or during recovery from a surgery.
If i waited 3 months for said surgery, no way im missing that. I wish they
notifed you 3 months before the court case so you have time to notify your employer or get
medical clearance. What if my doc is booked out 2 months? This is just a summary of the video.
You have to watch it to get more info.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/wowdhkwd
Day 32-35 of vlogging everyday to meet my goals. Dbuzz is down again so I may post a
progress report to fill the gap until I have more videos ready.
Day 32- why you shouldnt shame disabled people that don't work. Every is different. Everyone's
limits are different. Disability is a spectrum and people shouldn't be judged for not
being like your brother. I explain a situation where I was judged by an outsider for
being unemployed at the time
Day 33- why I dont join online movements. I've notice online activists give an off-putting
vibe with their activism. Someone can merely be unware a brand/company is problematic and when
they see you with an item from said brand eg a snadwhich from Jimmy John's, you will be harassed to the
abyss instead of people informing you. I am a firm believer in how you conduct yourself speaks for
a movement. If you put people off, they will think badly of your movement
day 34- I talk about the possibility of me losing my health care.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/vxjouwwi
Give it up for day 30 of vlogging everyday until I reach my goals. I'm making a
montage of past videos since i dont have the storage space for everything.
day 27- unboxing a dash cam. My mom got it for insurance if i got into
an accident that wasnt my fault and the other person claims I did whatever.
day 28- back when i had no idea bots were upvoting my posts on Hive. Due to the
lack of communication on this platform, this caused Hive watchers to
send Adam to downvote recent posts to 0 at the time.
day 29- the last trip I took during the "old normal" before COVID hit. At least
I got a video of the memories.
day 30- why i dont make political content on social media. The stigma
not making content on serious issues=not caring is extremely dangerous for
those that abstain from making certain videos due to bullying,
fear of being targeted etc
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/afxiqivf
I talk about being single. The reason i believe I'm still single due to being autistic and not
picking up on cues when someone is flirting with me. Someone on Instagram even noticed this.
As a result, the person may think I'm not intererested in them.
Also, its a matter of time before the person walks away when they find out im asexual so i feel its better to
push them away now and save myself the heartbreak.
Day 26 of blogging everyday until i reach my goals. Give it up for day 26.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/pmukimle
Day 25 of vlogging everyday to reach my goals of building my first gaming rig and
saving for a used ride.
Few more days and I vlogged for a month.
Also i created this challenge if I have to skip out on buying a PC part for whatever reason, hoping
I can make the money on these sites.
I am going to make a montage of older videos due to not having the space
to keep all of them; this will modify the challenge. Also meshing them together lessens the clutter
on my computer
day 23: cooking vlog. I made tacos for brunch. I want to do more of these.
Hey its more content for the challenge
day 24; dont believe everything you hear on the internet. Not every is honest. Most people will
intentionally not tell the full story.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/iibtgxsk
Back in 2021, my folks wanted Chinese food. Normallcall the order in.
Their phone wasnt working
so I had to put the order in and wait for it.
A guy wanted to talk to me.
I thought noting over it and he merely wanted to talk and nothing more.
I missed the cues that he liked me. Not just wanting to chat.
Most if not all autistic people dont pick up on non-verbal cues well.
Unless you tell me you like me, I will have no idea and assume you're just being friendly.
I realized how difficult it is to get into dating while autistic/asexual when he called me
in the middle of the night begging me to come to his house.
My mom told me when a guy calls you to his house in the middle of the night, its a booty call (he wants
sex) I didnt remember my mom telling me this. i found this guys behavior quite sus
when i refused to come to his house. It did not occur we wanted sex until he dumbed it
down. I'm asexual meaning i dont experience any sexual feelings. I am repulsed from
sex completely. Everyone is different. He barely knew me and wanted to hop in bed with me.
I think dating isnt worth it.
I could accidently lead them on from being unable to pick up on the cues. This makes dating
difficult because i have no interest in sex, finding someone mutal on the topic sounds close
to impossible. He also wanted kids, I don't.
This is just a description. You have to watch the video to understand.
since this happening, I won't give men i dont know my number
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/pugdmmob
To modify this challenge, I will combine a few days up to a weeks worth of vlogs
eg this one got vlogs for days 19-21. I started a daily vlogging challenge
to help me reach my goals of
building my first gaming rig and saving up to get my first used ride. I will name the vlog after
the longest video in the mix.
Day 19= get ready for bed with me
days 20= I told my great grandmother off for body shaming me
day 21: blue snowball ice mic review. Its a remake of a video I lost when my SSD drive died.
I didn't feel remose for telling my grandmother off because making comments about someone's
body is wrong. Its none of her4 concern. Im not 19 anymore. Im almost THIRTY.
People get sick, had babies, medical issues, meds they take etc all play a role.
The last thing they need
is your rude comments to make yourself feel good.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/proqxudo
The US got some strange ass laws. I hope these are jokes/things no one really
cares about.
Its time for a throwback. How i started on YouTube. I had poopy equiment
and had to make the best of it. I started doing videos like this in case i run
out of low-spec games to play on my channel at the time.
Its important new creators see they don't need expensive gear to
make content.
Most YouTubers started with a headset mic, webcam etc
Thats why its important for me to do throwback videos.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ivfdqzqi
Blast to the past. I miss the pre-epidemic times.
I reacted to my old cringy Facebook videos.
Christmas morning 2009 and my birthday. I was
13 about to be 14 in 2009 going into 2010. I was in the 8th grade at the time.
I missed these times. I'm glad i saved the memories.
I guess you can say one thing.. I dont age.
i was 13 in the old video and my voice didnt start dipping until i was 16 or 17
Day 16 into my daily vlogging challenge to help me reach my goals and thats building
my first gaming rig and saving and buying a used ride
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/szbbsgqb
A stream that i follow, that gives content creation advice, posted that content creation will
not last and listed ways she's prepared for the day her channel flops.
IMO, the internet wont disappear without a trace. Society trying to replace things with AI.
The internet is a big part of AI.
Content creators get too comfy with their niche, they think its gonna be revelent forever.
They dont add sub-niches in case their main ones fail.
Take a Minecraft streamer, whats their plan if people move on from Minecraft?
People will always look up how to change a car tire for those of us that
didnt have a dad/father figure to teach us.
If you topic is opstolete, so will your channel.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/pceuzuss
There's a stigma that folks who collect gov benefits are lazy. Thats far from the truth.
Benefits have work requirements. The only people who arent working are people
who are unable to work like disabled people. Only liking people that can provide labor shows
you want something in return.
For disability benefits, you get 700-900 depending on your case. You cant get married, you
can only work a limited amount of hours. No one's going to cheat for that. If someone's going to
cheat, they'd cheat in a raffle where the prize is a million dollars or something, not pretend
to be disabled for 700 bucks/mo that wont cover rent. Also disabled people
are treated like shit, people arent nice to chroniclly disabled people as they are to someone
that broke their leg.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zcphfqct
Cancel Culture; someone says something problematic (they're likely unware)
someone calls the person out. Shows proof of what happened.
When its brought to the creator attention, they will either learn
from their mistake or double down.
For the most part, people who were deserving of being canceled were being called out
Now. everyone wants clout. Their 15 mins or fame.
I used to be on this train until I looked back at times I didnt know a post was
problematic. I reminded myself when i was forced to
leave a mental health group due to everyone coming down my throat
for using a word I didnt know was problematic or didnt realize
how the post sounded. When folks could have easily advised i change the post because
this is the impression they're getting. I applied that to the situations im talking about
in the video.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/niyozdda
In 2023, Rockstar dropped their first trailer for Grand Theft Auto 6. The graphics were
similar to Red Dead 2's graphics.
Trailer 2 dropped recently and the graphics felt like you're watching a movie.
This is a side by side of both trailers that dropped.
GTA 6 been in the works since pre-epidemic, we have an offical release date May of next year.
if all goes well, we may get a trailer for pre-orders in March or Apirl of next year
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/hvsbdjig
Growing up, my neurodiverse traits were misunderstood.
Early 2000s and early 2010s were't easy.
Summer of 2008, my folks had an early morning family emergency.
Despite me being unable to process family emergencies appropritely,
my aunt made me ride to the ER.
I brought my Nintendio DS. I used it to self regulate. A common trait.
One guy may use a teddy bear, someone else may blast their iPod. Everyone is different.
For no reason, my aunt made me put the game a way. I did nothing wrong.
Then my folks were surprised I was "being mean" when my grandpa was sick.
My aunt didnt have to make me go yet it was MY fault for being "mean."
I wouldnt have been "mean" if my aunt didnt make me put the game away for
no good reason.
Overall im inexperience with being around sick people. You cant act surprised
when someone's inexperienced with sick people.. being inexperience with sick people
of course they may react inapropriately
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/rqwhsbgr
Long story short, inexperienced activist think bullying/shaming/guilt tripping people in activism will
get them to join the cause. Their behavor is pushing people away and they refuse
to listen to experienced voices.
You can't get people to join you by punishing them. They need to have a goal, clear demands
clear stragady. If you fail, look at what you did wrong, look for ways to improve. Instead these
folks wanna blame everyone else.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/menrcomc
I will be unboxing the zealsound microphone I got from Amazon.
I got an upgaded condnser mic (at least this is what was on Amazon's page)
and I noticed the mic wasn't performing the same. My snowball would get in my way.
I neded a mic that wouldn't get in my way and block most of my face.
I wanted a blue yeti however its out of my budget.
I found this mic, the body is like the Blue Yeti.
This mic also has a noise canceling feature. Press and hold the mute button until it turns
blue to cancle background noise. I get mics with this feature because due to sensory issues, I just cannot
function in a hot setting. No one wants to hear your A/C or fan in the video, thiis feature allow me to
cancel the noise and use my fan. Folks with sensory issues, issues regulating body temp or disabilites
where overheating can make them sick can't "suck it up" or "deal with it"
Normally folks wear headphones so they can hear how the audio sounds. I don't do this because it distracts me
therefore I do an audio test at different positions to know where I will be heard and where you won't hear me.
In threespeak I do not know how to upload photos. So I am sorry for the lack of photos.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/xfbnzjix
Grand theft auto 5 mission failed compilation.
I did several gameplays of GTAV and got a lot of missin failures.
I decided to put together a montage of the mission failures I've gotten.
With a side of rage. I really suck at the game.
I did various streams and lets plays of the game.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/vfobfild
Back in 2015, I posted screen shots of my fake ex-friend and her army bullying me or whatever
Facebook has a feature where they remind you about a post you made. Say you post a photo
today April 10th, Facebook will remind you April 10th of next year
and I saw the screens I posted
for no reason she decided she didn't like me, I tried finding out what I did/said wrong
the girl shot down my efforts and bullied me instead
I know her true colors and I don't need trash people like her.
I also should know, I don't want someone who bullies someone because they have mental health
issues. That they didn't ask for and can't change
(the faux ass told on herself)
when you see someone's true colors, block them or whatever
I don't want someone is who is fake, pretends to be your friend and then suddenly they don;t
like you because being different is a threat appearantly.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/aptlszbi
I originally filmed this for reels, I changed my mind after making the video.
My mom got me a Dashcam for making it easier to film some trains. Mainly when I am late
or held up at
a red light and a train approaches the crossing a few feet a way. Having this on comes in handy and it
won't hurt changing up the pont of view to add something different to my content on reels and
YouTube
I will be unboxing the C660 Dashcam. My mom got it for me from Amazon.
setting is up is pretty simple. I like how simple it was to set it up. If you're looking for something
with
no hassel, I suggest this.
There is suction thing so you can attach it to your windshield and take it
down. it comes with a car charger so you can keep it charged. Easy to put way when I am not driving
I always want something quick and easy to put away.
Also if you want to record for your safety etc, it works for that, as well.
Make sure to buy a micro
SD card. Maybe you wanna make driving videos. What ever floats your boat!
Make sure you keep the adaptor so you can plug the SD card into your computer!
I also filmed some test videos to see how well the footage came out and I am impressed with
how well
it came out. I think my mom said it was 20 bucks or so. Nice for 20 bucks. If you are on a budget
looking for a dashcam with good resouliton when recording, I suggest the one I unboxed and tested
in the video here.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/kdndthto
back in August if I recall, I was reported to Hive watchers. Some guy named Adm came, downvoted my posts to o
ran, left no messaage explaining what I did.
I had go to my vote list and go to their profile.
I had to hunt them down no less.
After getting Hive watchers discord, I left a message
after a day HW claimed I was voting myself with my "5 accounts"
when I only have one.
They just assumed the accounts were mine when I had nothing to do with them
I feel hive needs a system to notify bloggers of spam accounts. Then you can screen shot the
notification and
tell the right person about the bots/spam accounts.
I assumed this is why my earnings started dipping.
Maybe people thought I bought the accounts or something to vote for my posts. And withdrew their
support
When I don't buy fake enagagement. At least on YouTube, fake engagement hinders you
with the algorithm
had the alledged reporter knew me. they'd know I am highly critial of fake likes etc
a lot of creators can't seperate a bot/fake account from a real person which is why a guild
needs to be made
and give the creator that guild, instead of instantly reporting them
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/baajpaal
Beyond 2 souls all possible endings reaction. I recorded this video in 2021 if I recall.
I reacted to the endings I didn't get in my beyond 2 souls walkthough
You can chose life or beyond as this video has the people Jodie can live with if she choices life
Or the endings if you choose beyond (Jodie dies) Story games like this can have a lot of endings
The endings if you chose to live
Live with Ryan
Live with the homeless family you met (they aren't homeless anymore I mean in the game after the chapter when Jodie runs from the police)
Live with the guy in the Navajo dessert
Jodie is alone
If I recall theres different variations depending on your choices.
When Jodie dies, then the torch is passed onto Tuesday's daughter and Jodie is like Adien for
Zoey (Tuesday's daughter)
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/pxcwxrqt
I feel there is a miscommunication issue on these sites. When I was reported to
Hive watchers, before I was reported, no one told me the accounts voting my post were bots/fake
no one told me the low quality dbuzz posts could be seen as farming (which is what the HW
said when I had to hunt them down.) they thought I was trying to farm when I was trying to get
advice. I was trying to save a game movie to my flash drive but only the first hour of the video exported and was updating people on the delays. Someone could have just told me to add a photo or something instead of reporting me.
Also I need these sites for work since content creation is flexible and allows me to take time
for flares. Its hard getting sales, subs on Patreon, so ways people can offer their support for free helps. Also on Adms page, there were pages of people upset Adm down voted their posts
and they had no idea what they did wrong. Adm will down vote your posts, run, not even leave a message tell you what you did wrong and leave the discord so you can argue the case. This told me, creatos get zero warning. The only way I even found them is pulling down the vote list, clicking on their name and went on their profile
Maybe they made a mistake, maybe they didn't know something etc
I feel a lot of problems could be fixed if you just properly reach out
if I say something I didn't know came off differently, TELL ME nicely.
Don't just assume. say hey btw add this and that to dbuzz posts. if they ignore your advice, THEN its safe to say they don't care
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/knujolqu
Micheal doesn't have many strangers and freak missions like Trevor and frank.
To get this mission, go on the website I was on at the start on your in-game phone or computer.
Wait a day in-game and you will get a mark to go to on the map to start the quest.
Micheal must find his path to enlightement through this program and complete various tasks each day
I did some side missions with Trevor and Franklin whiile waiting for instructions
I will be covering the few secret missions Micheal has.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/tewcplmm
i logged onto Facebook and they demoentized me for "unoriginal" content for the ads on reels
program. Despite the content being 100% mine. They did not provide any additional info
so I am taking guesses.
Maybe pages that don't have diverse content is "unoriginal" to Facebook
One creator on Tiktok things the on going battle to ban Tiktok had something to do with the
demonetization.
I was told you can repurpose your content, the watermark from Tiktik/Instagram etc can't be there
"don't put your eggs in one basket" as a small creator, I have to take a chance because I can't
get people to join my kofi/Patreon. These sites are not a gofund me. its like how you join Netflix and get
to see the series exclusive to the website.
Patreon is like that, you get exclusive access to benefits/content
my video was under the impression going off what the guy on tiktok said
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zhoziqkk
I've started to notice when social justice issues rise, online activist make it
a requirement to speak and if you do't, you're labled a bad person and or canceled.
I find it dumb how we base people morals based on how loud they are about certain issues. Actions speak louder than words. Sharing a photo means nothing if you wouldn't actually defend someone being bullied. I do not like how, just because bad things are happening, activist cancel people for
"living their lives" Its like to them "so and so is happening so fun is banned"
they are likely scaring people away from the cause, they never wanna take responsibility for how they are treating people fo WHY they won't join the cause
even then. you can't force people to b activist. Its their choice. if you don't agree with it. Unfollow them and move on
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/cppadbcr
This video was recorded last year. I don't remember when. It might have been early summer. idk
so I decided to "retire" from hive. I used to make vlogs, do vlogging challenges.
Overtime it became overwheling so I decided to focus on YouTube, Tiktok etc and I can
embed my content to draw viewers to my YouTube channel. If Hive goes offline for whatever
reason, you can find me somewhere else.
I made a "final" post. I felt I was spending so much time editing, recording for no one to notice
thats hard for most creators. The post did better than I thought, a "follower" assumed I knew
and said I was "ungrateful"
I explained that I didn't know and if you just communicate like a normal person, I will know
they decided to be an asshole and prceed to harass me for "begging for money"
when I promote my kofi/Patreon. These sites are not charities, you know how you
join Netflix and you can access series exclusive to Nexflix? Kofi/Patreon is like that. I can offer
exclusive perks/content you can't get anywere else.
I should be able to express frustration with feeling like my content is not getting noticed and not get
get harassed for it. Pointing out faults should not automaticlly villianze someone.
People should be allowed to voice setbacks they have and not get harassed for it.
Hive needs a block button, or at least a "shadow ban" feature where you can "shadow ban"
the creator, they still comment but only that person sees their comment. they don't know
I blocked them, hence "shadow ban"
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/fcycohbl
This video explains why I joined these blogging platforms. You have to watch to understand.
The desciption
is to tell you what the video is about. I joined due to unemployment. At the time, I blogged
about autism and mental health issues and how they are a barrier to employment.
This was in 2018-2019. This was on my wordpress blog and I would share a summary on these sites
due to no one actually communicating before reporting me for content theft
(steem cleaners came after me
in 2019)
When the epidemic started, I also noticed some things physically disabling. So I moved the goal
post and now deal with chronic issues as well as mental health.
I joined these platforms because content creation is the only job I can keep. I also like the censorship
free aspect of the site.
I felt there was a major disconnect. I was trying to get votes since this is the only way I can some
what support myself, so I need to know what content viewers engage with, which requires me to
post more often to better test this (verbal communication would be easier, eg someone telling me
they prefer to see lets say Grand Theft Auto 5 videos)
I depend on monetization va ads etc since being a small creator, its difficult, if not impossible, to get
sales on your stuff, subscribers on Patreon etc. Patreon is a way to offer exclusive perks
to viewers.
Looking at how the coin price varies on these sites, and how anyone, with no proof, can report you
for cheating or stealing content and Hive watchers comes after you, takes your money, doesn't
communicate. Its no safe to only rely on these sites, even if you are a bigger creator. Also we don't
know Hive's future. Steemit died when the new CEO took over.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/uflnkucv
Back in 2021, I started pulling in more earnings on Steemit when the SBD price was good
I made almost 1k and Coinbase notified me that I had to report that to the IRS. Anything over 600 has to
be reported according to CB
in 2022 my earnings dropped when Steemit stopped SBD in rewards. The Steem price is lower
then my earnings on Hive dropped when the summer started
fast foward
my earnings took a huge nosedive and them mfers still telling me I have to report it
they even said I am not getting the 1099 form due to being under the IRS' min to report.
I cannot affors the filing fees for barley getting to 300 dollars
it makes me pay to file. Maybe because I file as self-employed.
maybe I should file to be safe idk
I cannot afford the filing fees. I
can't make up for it since my earnings are lower. My earnings on Facebook got lower since school
stared etc
when people are in school, fewer people online etc
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/lapmavft
Resident Evil 4 2005. I decided to do a game movie of the original resident evil. Without the OG, we wouldn't have the remake. I merged Ada's Separate Ways scenes in since with Ada's cutscenes it will probably be under a half an hour
Leon is on a mission to save the president's daughter after she was taken
by an unknown group. Leon is sent to rual Spain to look for her. It turns out there is a cult group who's sole mission is to make Ashley one of them
the YT link
in case threespeak doesn't work for some reaso
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ktfcueym
This video is about one thing, bully "activist"
when there is a cause. it seems like people use the cause
as an excuse to police people, shame, yell at, judge people etc
I fully support fighting for a cause. i will not support harassing people. Everyone process
grief, trauma etc differently and labeling someone a bad person simply because
they process differently than you is just....
If these people's only purpose is to shame people, sorry, I can't support that
I support empthy, understanding
I WILL NOT support shaming, judgement etc
everyone is different
advocacy looks different for different people.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ekaggfas
Train Sim World 2: Slippery Decent. This this mission I must control my very heavy train going down a hill in snowy weather conditions. This is going to be fun
train sim world allows you to operate virtual locomotives from
the comfort of your home.
the YT upload in case threespeak isn't working for you
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/uhtjsmlv
Trevor gets a call from the O'nell brothers after he blew up their home. The gang preps for another hiest
right after doing the Merryweather Job. I cannot stand the preps where I have to lose
the cops. They can be a pain to lose sometims.
This job called for a garbage truck, try losing the cops in a garbage truck.
My driving is still bad in this game.
The gang also inpersonate cops to claim these cars for Devon and Molly.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/rtvdqnco
The podcast is coming to threespeak. This is an audio cast that I started where I let the mask
slip. Saying what I've been holding back. This episode is about why I chose
content creation, my sudden "fame" on Facebook and the flipside that can along with it.
I prefer an audio cast.
I have episode 2 recorded its coming up soon.
stream the cast here
Support the cast
You can also get early access to the episodes on my kofi
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/eacfsjks
trevor wraps up casing the port for the next job. Frankin does more jobs
for Beverly and Barry (strangers and freak missions are side missions you can do. Mike, Frank and Trevor
carry out the Merryweather job. Not aware of what they were taking. Lester angrily confronts
the group for stealing a super weapon and have to return it, causing you to not
get paid for the job.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/thwxkluo
After the Jewlry robber hit the news, Trevor suspects Micheal is
still alive and asks his friend to look for some leads. Before dropping by, Trevor takes
out a biker trailer park. Now we can switch between all three characters.
suppoer my content on my kofi page
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ufvfknpt
Micheal has to pay back Madrazo for destorying his house.
so Lester helps plan a heist robbing a jewelry store. Micheal wants to hang with Jimmy, however Jimmy has
another plans, Telling Micheal what his sister is up to promoting Micheal to chase after
Tracy.
After the first robbery of the game, we play as trevor for the first time
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/hnapepwr
Micheal catched Amanda sleeping with the tennis coach. Micheal goes for some revenge
by bringing his house down. the problem? Micheal brought down the wrong house!
Instead he brough down the house of a man who runs a gang and must pay him back for the repairs.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/emlxsqhl
Please watch this video to understand me and my situations
I decided to "retire" from crypto blogging because my earnigs have decreased over the years.
I started to feel burnt out. I felt like I was not really getting anywhere. To people who
don't understand I am chronically ill, cannot work a normal 9-5 due to how taxing my conditions are on me, and need this to stay afloat, saw the post as expecting
to be rich or being entitled. I did not have any intentions to come off that way.
when I feel people are just judging without knowing my story, it makes me angry.
When I said I should have channeled my focus to Facebook instead of "making content for a platform keeping me broke" Meaning when I unlocked monetization on Facebook, I should have
started to work on that as my plan B. Building that. when Yt said they were allowing creators
to monetize shorts and let you enter the partner program with shorts and also
added another option to get into their program with 1k subs and a certain amount of shorts views
start building my plan C. Then when the dip happened, I could have been covered.
Meaning looking at whats happened to Steemit, who knows where the hive platform will be.
Whatever the rate is for hive or hbd, it can change within in a hour and it should have been
another sign to start building Facebook.
Instead of judgeing me from that post, wait until I release more episode of my podast
and blog
posts on my substack
or my wordpress blog
to provide more insghts on why
I was so dependant on these sites. Sometimes there is more to a story than you think.
if a post does better than I thought it would, I won't know. Sometimes I won't notice until day 3 or 4. It takes awhile for people to see the content. I tend to get a load of alerts and
can miss some.
I cannot read minds. Actually suggesting what you want to see from me can provide ideas
regardng what you want to see.
Its easy to get discouraged when a post doesn't do well and you cannot figure out what people
want with no anayltics like on YouTube.
I also added a video that I did way back regarding another time a user took me out of context
for simplying trying to get out there, what they saw in my post vs what I meant to say.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/xnsosoal
Im retiring from crypto blogging. I started making blogging content on these sites since
2017 due to unemployment. Things kicked off around the summer onf 2021. My joy was cut short when Steemit stopped sbd in rewards and issues Steem instead in 2022. the Steem price is way too low.
In June/July. my hive earnings dipped. as a result Ive struggled hard. I could no longer
afford to save for glasses, help my grandma with the truck and other stuff.
I feel ts foolish putting my time into a platform keeping my broke and struggling vs
putting time into making Facebook reels, and building my YT now that YT lowered
the moentization requirements.
I will no longer post VEDA, Vlogtober and vlogmas and instead will be for kofi/Patreon
suporters.
linktree
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/lwpryram
I thought hell would freeze over before this day came. The railroad Karen posted
a video to his YT where the cops paid him a visit for spam calling the Union Pacific
hot link for complaints about the train "harassing" him. This officer is aurguing with a clown
over a train instead of respnding to serious calls. The cop said if he keeps spam calling
the UP, he can have Shawn arrested. he also mention if UP chooses to
persue legal action, he will have a warrent for shawn's arrest and he will be charged
with a 3rd degree harasment.
During this argument, the cop basically says what I've said in my reactions and what
commenters old him.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ywxdwtua
You recall me saying Im back to making auism/mental health content, I decided to make
a vidoe begging yall to STOP asking people about their weight Stop telling people they've gained/lost
weght, stop brining up their weight and wanting an explination. JUST STOP.
Some people deal with disabilites or chronic illnesses that affects weight loss. No one should
have to, against their will, talk about their personal med issues.
Some people's genes just won't allow them to be thin like they were in high school. Its none
of your beeswax. Its between then and their doctors.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/dhuervjt
Since the railroad karen just says the same thing over and over, I decided to react if
it seems he has something new. after my last video he just claimed the same thing.
He's being harrased, the train is blocking off his area etc. This time it seems
he got something new and man, is it something.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/lesdzqhi
This is a video explaining why disabled people cannot simply "get a job."
when a disabled person gets concerned when their earnings dip or crowdfund for food etc, they are
told to "get a job" this video explains. Also how do you know they aren't applying for
jobs? they still need money until they get hired. Also (at least in the US) employers can legally
pay disabled people less than min wage. Some employers require a drs note
to miss work. Not everyone has money to get a peice of paper or get into the doctor
on the same day. Also how after we have flare-ups plays a role. if you struggle to get
time off for a cold, how can we get time off hassel free for appointments and stuff.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/iirgybev
Vlog everyday in April is done. ALthough I am late. I planned a good chunch back in march. My SSD
drive died and I lost everything. in light of Blocktrades no longer allowing US
peeps to trade on the platform, this video explains why content creation is the
only acessible job for me. My flare ups are unpredicable. They tend to last 3-4 days no
matter what I do. I need more time to recharge from burnout. Wgen physical therapy
for my ghost ankle injury left me worn out like I ran the Boston marathon,
It took nearly the entire week to recharge. Also work from
home is accessible and allows me to put my health first.
my link tree has all of my links
I need all the help I can get. I am unsure if Facebook will pay me since idk their
min payout threshold for their ads on reels program.
sharing my store or kofi can help me get a sale/supporter.
I also have crypto tips on. I added my BTC wallet
This video was scheduled.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/jebmagyl
I am broke so I decided to do a trade of my Hive. I saw a message on blocktrades
saying due to some 'changes' in the US, they will not allow US peeps to trade on the
platform. Iomy's fees are too high and I end up losing more money using them.
Because Steemit stopped SBD in the rewards for an unknown amount of time, I am going to
struggle even harder now. I am monetized on Facebook. However, they don't
pay me at least, until the 22nd. Even a reshare of my kofi or art store could
help me get a sale/supporter. I have another video coming up explaining
why content creation is the only job I can do.
Link tree has all of my links so its easier to add that.
Never put your eggs in one basket. I never wanted to do that. Its hard as hell to start a gig,
get supporters/sales etc
when you are a small creator
I have crypto donations enabled on these videos. I added my Bitcoin wallet. It would only
let me add one wallet.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/slmopgba
This is a video I did back in 2019 for D.tube. This is a video about my struggles I faced as a
small creator. Such as people telling me I need a better mic but I didn't have the money to
buy one.
Or saying my editing needs work but because the desktop I used sucked, I couldn't edit to my
potential due to playback lag and long render times. This was during y days of being an unemployed autistic adult. I had these blogs sites, my earnings on Steemit were to low (only
pulling 3/4 cents a post) it took months just to get one dollar. Hive didn't exist at the time.
I was on other crypto sites the coin value was too low.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/oyfnogjp
On my blog, I've talked about my struggles with gaining employment and blogged
about the struggle with the disability system. I recently got the paperwork in the mail
for redetermination to see if I am "still disabled"
Due to the stigma that surrounds disabilities, I can't assume this will be a walk in the park.
In case the odds are not in my favor, I will need to step it up, promote my kofi, Patreon, art store
a lot more often.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/lprdffbl
Crypto blogging is no longer a viable $$ source. At first it was. In 2021 I was collecting 100+ dollars
when the SBD price was higher. In Apirl 2022, Steemit stopped SBD in rewards
and now gives Steem. Due to the Steem price being so low, it will take time to build
enough credits for a good trade. In June/July, instead of hetting 3/4 credits a post on hive
I started to get 1 something credits and even 90 cents. I can't tell if Im doing something wrong.
I cannot make it only collecting 30 dollars or less a month. from the get-go i've been trying
to kick start other methods, however being a small creator, its a very difficult task. For example I
promote my kofi page countless times and I cannot get supporters. Before you tell a small creator
"thats on you for putting your eggs in one basket"
they probably were trying to start a bussines
or something and can't get sales
content creation is the only job thats acessible, where I can take time of for flare ups or appointments
hassel free.
I may lose my benefits, not sure. I had to fill out the redetermination paperwork. I need to be prepared
in case im denied because I hae bussiness expenses to pay and 30 dollars a month
is not going to help.
kofi
you can send me starts on Facebook
you can buy my art on my teespring shop
if you prefer monthly subscriptions, here is my Patreon
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ubgrksuc
Instead of BBQing and vibing on the lake, Chicago residents had to take cover
due to tornado warnings.
No one
Me= starts vlogging
One moment there was a watch and then a half an hour later there was a tornado
warning.
This was back n 2019, i remastered it for VEDA (april)
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/kwizlcwa
This video was made back in 2019. We stopped by a target so my grandma can get a new charger for her
phone. My mom asked the lady if they hired autistic people. i felt I was put in a
position I wasn't ready for. I feel so much happier being able to work from home. I can vouche
since i was able to achieve doing this part-time since 2021. I
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ycdtksby
I made a video review of the blue snowball back in 2020. here is a remake.
I've used 3 mics for my channel. I decided to make a review explaining
why out of all the mics, I like the snowball the best.
The upgraded condesner mic (at least thats what it says on Amazon) I did enjoy the mic
because it had a noise surpression function. I had to be close to it to pick up my voice
clearly. If I got a little far away, my voice got low.
The led mic you ma have seen in my videos, same thing..
I had to be close to the mic for it to pick up my
voice.
I had the blue snowbal ice as my first mic, the one I had before was white.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/sltmdbyx
back in 2019, I needed dental surgery. I had to look for a place in network with the
insurance plan for a consult. I tried getting an appt for once place; everything I
tried to get in an appt, the clerk, who clearly didn't want to do their job, would say the office is
"closed" and wouldn't take my name and # for the doc. Isn't it the clerk's job to book
appts for the doctor? Note I would call around 1PM. There is no dentist office
that is only open for 4 hours. Some places make pick one day out of the week to close early
( eg Saturday) This was not the case. If the office was closed, no one would be there.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/wwgipaio
I came across a tweet talking about changes Redbubble, a Print On Demand shop, is
adding. They are putting shops in tiers based on how many sales you can pull. I read the email i got and
their article in the video so you need to watch the video to see this. It seems like
they are penilizing small artist for struggling to get sales. If Redbuubble was losing money,
they couls simply raise the prices of their items or something, instead of screwing over small
creators.
I reopened a Tee Spring shop I opened back in 2016. Check it out I am slowly adding new items
I will post my photography/blender renders here.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/mmqgjbxl
Facebook paid me so I decided to buy another blue snowball. I did miss the mic, the quality
how straight foward it is. I can have the mic a good distance away from my mouth and I am still heard
clearly. With the upgraded condenser mic (the last mic I had) there was so much trial and error
to find the swee spot, with this mic its straight foward as to where the sweet spot is.
Its affordable if you're a small creator on a budget.
I made a blog post about the mic.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/wlzgflqs
For today's skit. The railroad karen is always calming hes going to file a police
report on the Union Pacific railroad for "endargering lives" because he claimes
the train "blocks off his neighborhood" there is a way out of that area. I decided to
do a POV skit on how I think this would go down.
for those who are new, I am making skits based off of the creator of this channel
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/xtbhwdok
This is a video I originall did back in 2019, during my broke Youtuber days. I remastered it to the
best of my ability. This is a video explaining things I wish people understood
about autism. Everyone is different and everyone's struggles are valid.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ygbngjgl
Today I will be unboxing my new/old mic. the reason I say that because I've had this
mic before. I used it when I started streaing and posting content on threespeak. it broke.
Now I got another on. I picked up the blue snowball ice mic black. this mic is great for
streaming, podcasts etc. This mic is affordable. the price may vary depending
on where you buy it. This mic can be a bit far from your mouth and still pick your voice up.
With the compressor filter in OBS/streamlabs and playing with the levels or using amplify in
Audaciy. The white blue snowball chord had a different shape for the end that goes into the mic.
This one has a USB C cable chord.
The pros: the mic is affordable
staight foward
good quaility for a cheap price
Cons: it picks up every sound in your room. hence why I mentioned adding the noise supression
filter in your OBS. If you want to do voice over work, you will have to treat the spot where
you plan to record
(depending on where you buy it) it doesn't come with the arm stand. Having an arm stand
helpes me keep my desk neater.
Also depending on where you buy it, it won't come with a pop filter, it prevents the
blowing into the mic sound when you say words that start with a P.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/airmbbcn
I am majorly behind on VEDA. This is a video explaining why I am NOT sorry
for what I said to my extended grandmother when she rudely
commented on my size. Her daughter gaslit me into being in the wrong for what I
said when I was put in an uncomfortable situation when I didn't have to. Sure a yelling
match wasn't the best idea, I am NOT sorry for setting boundaries.
I am not a doormat and will not let people walk all over me
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zwjugwyu
Reacting to the railroad clown, Shawn B, is getting kinda repeditive since
its the same thing. i decided it will be more fun to do a skit based on his videos
instead. i will react when/if he has something new ( eg like claiming hes gonna
be the CEO)
This part is shawn's lawyer informing him his case has a slim chance of winning
Note. I dont know anything about law and suing. I am
guessing when you want to sue your laywer takes on the case if there is a chance
you could win and may less likely to take it on if there is a small chance of winning
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/mdkmsnbc
This video was made during my broke Youtuber days. this is a little skit
I made about things that I hate about school. This was made back in 2016 and I
remastered it to the best I could. I had to hold my phone with a selfie stick because
I didn't have a tripod. Youtubing while broke was difficult but not impossible
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/azftghrg
This video was mad durng my broke content creator days. Typically I call
these remasters if I edit out more parts, ad some color correction etc. This video
is about why I think autistic people struggle the most with employment due to
how the hiring process is stacked against us
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/vvduotes
The railroad clown is at it again. He posted a (now deleted)
video saying he has a right to defend himself against the Union Pacific
when they aren't even doing anything but following orders. The clown
threatens lethal force against the crew. The video was removed maybe
an hour or so after it was posted. Im thinking he didn't take it down
willingly.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/icmrfugh
I've been reacting to our railroad Clown, Shawn B. He's claimng he's gonna
sue the Union Pacific railroad so I decided to make a parody. Now you can't just sue
and be in court. Its a tough legal process before it even reaches a law judge
do I decided to at out shawn contacting a law firm about the case.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/jlqgamuo
Im going to be behind on VEDA since my SSD drive and the videos I have prepped
are not gone
I am back to making autism and mental health content. It will be more like
this video instead of "what not to say to an anxious person"
In one of my vlogs, i started ranting into my camera about how uninvited
comments about someone is rude? Its because my grandpa's mom
had the nerve to comment on my appearance in a mean way.
I snapped. As I should. My 2 aunts acted like I over reacted and it was
impossible getting them to see it from a different side.
.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/hxyjaoej
Season 2 wraps up. heading back home. made a stop in St.Louis so my uncle
can visit his sister.
I decided to make some vlogs because why not. I got to see the
country sunset for the last time after all. getting the country sunset on the road
is a nice little way to wrap up a season. Technically this should be season 4
April season 1, October S2, August S3 and April 2023 season 4.
in regards to unexpected trips, this is season 2. it felt like another season. Same
shit different time.
my folks think its ok to make uninvited comments about
my appearance. if there is a season 3, I may not return. I enjoy sunset traveling because
the landscapes are so pretty when you hit the south.
My SSD drive died while I was away. I lost everything. all of my videos
hopefully for my steam games my progress is on steams side. I
gotta get another mic and another SSD drive.
I hope you enjoy season 2. this may be the last season at least for awhile.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/hkudcpye
If you guys recall in Season 1 when I opened the video all gloomy
because it was mourning day, for the season 2 opener, I decided not
to attend the funeral because i'm autistic and the loud music at the
church was extremely painful on my ears during the filming of season 1.
also I cannot be around large crowds in small areas. so I was home alone
for a few hours. i've been staying by myself while my mom was working
since I was 9 years old. A travel home alone video? a nice twist for this video.
I made breakfast, filmed some trains, recorded a video and uploaded to
3speak. since the upload speed is doo doo out there, it took forever.
I used my camera while my phone charged up. i always have a backup when it comes to vlogging. I'd use my phone and switch to my camera when the battery dies or I run out of space or vise versa. My SSD drive dying is another
incentive to have a backup when it comes to content creation.
I do enjoy how this house had better lighting than my space.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/euffmewd
I am behind on the Shawn B reaction saga so I don't remember the order
but thats OK. The railroad clown claims he's suing the Union pacific railroad
for doing basic railroad bussiness. He thinks its illegal to block a crossing
and the train doing switching duties/waiting for an OK from dispatch to move
is "harasment"
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ijjommel
For season 2, I attended my late aunt's wake. During season 1, I attended
the memorial but it was too much because loud
music in small spaces is extremely painful for me (autistic sensory issues)
I did some exploring. I couldn't bare seeing the burial so I did a lap
around the cemetary. This time I had more control than I did for seaosn 1. For
context, when the first aunt died, on April 5th, 2019 then this aunt died
maybe on the 3rd of Apirl in 2023, simalar vlog style, both passings were around
the same time etc. so to separate the videos to avoid confusion
the 2019 trip was season 1 and the 2023 trip is season 2. Calling it "the April" trip
won't work since both of these were in. April.
This time I have slightly better gear it was kinda warm out
I also filmed a train on the way. Hey travel railfanning is a thing.
vlogging in the town of Jericho, AR is not complete without getting a train.
instead of doing a speed lapse I decide to show the video at a normal speed.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/hohfruak
Our railroad Clown, Shawn B doesn't know how things work on the railroad
he thinks the train doing yard duties, but have to do it in his area if the train is
too long, is "harassment" and "illegal activity
im back in Chi town. Man do I miss this fast internet
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/tkhplkqz
Do you guys recall the vlogs I remastered for Vlog Everyday in April/August
where I took an "unplanned trip" well im back for a sequel. My folks
know how to flash plan. This time I will have better vlogging gear since
when I made the first videos, I didn't have anything to
stablize footage, an external phone mic etc.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/bkrkuybf
If you are a new/small creator. Budgets are you friends. Just because you
say get a raise at work, Doesn't mean buy the most expensive stuff.
Your situation can change. Just like my blog earnings suddenly dipped, I still can't
get them back up and I've been struggling. Had I stuck to a budget, it would't
be this hard.
the second video is about my horrible time at a religious school from grades 1-3 mainly due to not knowing my autistic and how strict the school was didn't help.
then wondered why I was "acting up" when you sent me to an unforgiving religious school
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/cmqssxwk
VEDA day 3 is about how doctor's appointmens can be more acessible or predictable
as an autistic person, unpredictability can make appointments difficult or
lack of acessibility can make appointments difficult. This video gives some advice
on how appointments can be more acessible.
VEDA day 4 is about rejection sensitivity, something most autistic/neurodivergent
folks face.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/wsjbihyd
I've been busy with the resident evil 4 remake that I feel behind on the
Shawn B saga. What's new? This guy is still claiming the train is sealing
off of his street even though he seem to get around the train anyway
He also thinks the crew is protesting him being the new CEO.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/mkfrllki
Its VEDA (vlog everyday in april) I will post a vlog everyday through out April.
To acommidate the load, i will combine 2/3 days.
the first video is about why disabled people cannot simply get a job. When a disabled
creator has to crowdfund for meds or whatever, the go-to reply from
non-disabled people is to get a job. I explain why thats not as
simple as you think
The second video is about an ableist counslor who refused to believe I am
autistic for a stupid reason
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/rbrweyhp
In November, I got an invite for Facebook's reels bonus program.
Not too long ago, they posted an update that they are pausing their
reels program. This has me paniced since I can't
get my earnings up on here and it seems the reels program is a good lifeline.
I still have ads, however I am not to familar with how ads work on Facebook.
After I filmed this, I found a video where a creator provided an article with more
info. I react to his video afterwards.
you gotta watch the video to understand.
my linktree has all of my links
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zbgykfhj
our favorite Youtube clown posted a short saying the train is sealing off
his neighborhood. Now his neighbors seem to fin daway around. weird, right?
I also found a video where he uttered a death threat. how is this allowed on
Youtube
but saying "fuck" is a no-no?
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/plcfsafn
After realizing Ethan is in the blast zone at the mines, the group must rush to
help Ethan and get him to safety until its too late. Earlier in the game, Ethan tells Alex
hes going to play in the mines. Alex will have a choice on whether or not to
tell gabe when he asks if Alex has seen Gabe.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/awfatjbd
Your favorite Youtube clown thinks the train crew is "spying" on him and his
neighbors. Because the train sometimes stop by his neighbors house. I lost about half of
my brain cells watching this video.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/buoymhsy
After about a week, our favorite YouTube clown in the railfan community (even thought
hes not a railfan) he made a short claiming when hes CEO of Union Pacific, hes gonna
fire the crew thats "harasing" him every night. I call bluff because I follow a channel
that gives educational advice for people who wanna work for the railroad. he covers
all news about the RR. and if UP's CEO was stepping down, he would have said
something. Even a mere post about it and hes working on a video or planning
a livestream
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ahykymri
In this video I talked about how despite
my earnings dipping, Coinbase still sends me an email saying I
have activity I needed to report to the IRS. I tried to file for an extension and it was rejected
within 15 mins. The "reason" was because my SSN and name on the e-file has to match
the database on te extension. I checked and the info IS the same. Turbo
has no way to send a support message and provide the screen shots. The only
way to chat with someone is to pay for tax advice which I cannot afford.
I don't owe any taxes, however, it costs (as of now) 150 to file. Im left with no other option
put to down down and increase my postings to come up with the money for the filing
fees. You CAN use your return. Because I am not getting one, I have to use my own money
My linktree has all the sites I use.
Vlog everyday in April is coming.
I should start prepping now. I also enabled crypto donations
where you can send BTC
You HAVE TO WATCH THE VIDEO TO GET ALL THE INFO the description is to sum up
what I will talk about in the video
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/hqpzxxun
I've noticed my earnings have dropped even lower. up until June/July of last year. i used to
get 3/4 credits a post. Then it dipped to 2/1 credit. Recently it dipped even lower. I panic
when my blog posts dip because content creation is the only job thats accessible.
It allows me to accomidate my chronic conditions etc. I have tried kick starting other
revenue streams such as Patreon. Getting people to join is the difficult
part. You're not just handing me free money on Patreon. I have to provide
a product/service. Patroen/Kofi is not a charity, its for offering viewers
exclusive perks
I am able to accomidate myself with content creation. Just like I did for Vlogmas I combined
the vlogs so I could upload every 2-3 days and it was a breeze getting through
Vlogmas.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/oueqvggz
The clown of Youtube thinks its illegal for a train to block a crossing. spoiler alert its not since
this guy lives near a railyard. another day of the train doing his job
and this guy thinks the train is sealing off his street. my facecam was blocking it
but the conductor flipped the guy off in return.
I also forgot to mention the crew could be giving him horn shows because
they think hes a railfan like me.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/czwttnao
our favorite clown (kinda) post a video '8Pm shitheel provolking anger'
this guy is mad over a train doing its job lol. (the video was been alledgly
community guildline struck) the only way to really know
is if I had the link, tried to go to it and see the message that the video
was removed for breaking YT's TOS.
im a little behind on this saga so expect 2 videos this evening
this is a mere guess since this guy doesn't have any other socials or at least
known socials
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/alcbixfj
You may recall the posts I've been making on Dbuzz. My earnings took a
nosedive since last year. I got an email from Coinbase that said I have taxable
income that I need to report. Then when I go to my documents it
said I won't get a 1099 form because my taxable activity is below the IRS'
min. I an unsure if i still need to file since it says my taxable earnings is below
the 600 min. The only way to find out is to pay for tax advice on Turbo Tax. It cost
145 dollars and thats a lot of money since my earnings dropped on Hive
and steemit stopped giving SBD in rewards
if I end of having to file, thats another 100 something dollars.
if there are any tax professionals out there, please help me out
I can't afford both the advice and filing.
I am monetized on Facebook reels and they payout on the 24th of each month.
it seems like my options are to file just in case. I can't afford both the tax advice
and filing.
I can't take the chance if they say I still have to file.
I have to do a lot of posting to try to make up some of the money so
I wouldn't be deep in the dirt struggling in April
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ufzpnkse
A man on Youtube, who folks claims is a troll but I digress, thinks a train company
is harassing him and parking the train near his house to "harass" him.
The new batch of videos making me question some things. The train stops by his
house every night so he thinnks that harassment. When he lives BY railyard and
the train is
too long to do his switching from the yard.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/sudgjgpb
Around this time in 2017, I logged onto YouTube and saw one of my channels
were suspended with no prior strikes. I was under the impression someone
reported my channel because they have no life. I did litterally nothing wrong.
I posted to some Facebook groups and people thought the games
I played caused my channel to be suspended. Now why come after me
but not everyone else doing the same thing?
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ohzaormc
if you recall the video i made entitle 'this guy thinks a train company is harassing him"
I decided to keep up with his BS and react to it. whats new, this guy thinks the snow
plows can't get to him because of the train. They normally plow the residental areas
last
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ihwawmwn
going viral isn't always sunshines and rainbows. A video tiktok took down upon
upload for "dangerous activity" I reposted it to Facebook reels, Youtube shorts,
and Instagram. The video started to blow up 3 days after I posted it
it got the attention of some trolls. This guy is blaming ME for a viral video
(with 400K views btw) showing up in their feed when the AI feeds you content
based on what you search.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/dpdfcnwm
I came across this channel that thinks a Railroad company is "harassing him"
I reacted to a few videos (there is so much nonsense on this channel I couldn't take it)
Commenters pointed out he lives near a rail yard. He thinks the train
parking by his house is "harassing him" and the crew is "doing it on purpose"
when more than likely thats where they have to stop for crew changes,
waiting for a clear signal etc. This guy is a clown
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ilohyquq
when I go afk on Twitch/Youtube, I run a montage because I feel its more engaging than
a looping be right back screen. This montage will have my best moments. Rage moments, funny
loses and many more. I stream when I am motivated and up for it. I will make a part 2 so I can switch up
the montages
support me on kofi
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/rqmtlklr
I posted one of my railfanning videos on Tikok and Facebook reels. I pointed out that
a train blew the whiste in a quiet zones. While I thought it was an act of rebellion or
something, peopel drew the crazy conclusion that I was somehow against
the rebellion. The heat simmered down (see what I did there) when I started posting
video replies) after that the heat picked up on Facebook reels to the point
i had to delete comments/block people and limt comments. I believed they were
intentionally misreading me because I cleared up the misunderstanding in replies
and a different comment
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zxadukhb
A short recap. I hurt my ankle back in August. I orignally booked an appointment
to a foot specialistm they were booked until after Thanksgiving at the time
I booked the appointment (September)
the doc filed for an MRI.I had that done. Went to the place to follow up only to be
told the results were normal. Its so frustating that no imaging can find what I did
to it. I can't move it up and down, can hardly walk/bare weight on it, swollen all around
and no imaging will tell us what I did to it when I feel. its not like that for nothing
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/vnwzxcxp
I get that getting work is tough. Begging someone to commission you after
they clearly told you they are struggling money-wise is off putting.
I have been having trouble getting someone I originally commissioned for a
channel banner that I've been struggling since my earnings dipped. I commissoned
them before my hive earnings dipped.
i CLEARLY told this person my earnings took a hit and i've struggled as a result.
They insist I commission them instead of saying
"sorry that happened."
I posted roblox content 4xs a month. if they charge 100 per thumbnail,
thats 400 dollars
and in the video I showed you I am down to 400/300 after deducting the
expenses like the phone bill and the bill for the heating system.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/knzpwpiw
This is a video about an abusive ex-friend that was outright horrible to me just
for being human and making mistakes. They constantly bullied me on their timeline
to their followers, taking shit about me, making fun of me etc. I blocked
him on all of my accounts so I could not get reciepts. I explain why I deemed
them abusive. Homie acted like I commited a crime.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/jsjdgyot
This is a video is about some things I noticed that my now ex-friend was
toxic. Its not abusive then toxic. Now a friend/partner or whoever doesn't have to beat you to be abusive, they
can be emotionally abusive/manipulative. Him bailing on me for being
LGBTQ+ was just the tip of the iceberg.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/tieiomvf
For this combo. I will be reviewing a microphone that I've been using on my channel
since 2020. I talk about some of the basic feature the mic has. This mic
cancels out background noise. This is good for if you want to do music, voice over etc
and may not have the money/space to build a recording booth in your home.
blog post
I talk about one more thing I want to say about my now ex friend who recently go distant
after telling him I am LGBT+ (because I thought he would accept me)
I talked about other times where I felt he wasn't a good friend and how I feel
some things could be avoided if he properly communicated
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/spfndzmo
For this mesh group for videos for vlogmas.
The first video is a video voice more of my struggles. I wanted to inform eveyone that I will
have to increase my postings since the revenue dip is greatly affecting me and need
to make up for the loss. Since its going to be tough getting supports on Patreon/Ko-fi.
I won't spam non-sense. I am going to mix up my posts. from Dpolls to twitter promo, my
YT content, Twitch lives etc
The second video is a remaster of when I called out a guy who scammed on on facebook
last year by tricking me into thinking he wanted to support me.
The last video is a remaster where I explained the issues I had on Steemit back in 2018-2019
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/uliyoihs
Vlogmas day 16 and 17. the first video. I thought I would explain a Tweet a wrote
expressing my annoyance with getting unsolicited messages
everytime I use Twitch hash tags to promote my stream content.
I mean to say is there are ways to promote your content besides messaging
100s of people everyday
I have entered the second helping of having to survive off of my blog earnings
when my benefits run low early in the month, The challenge is harder since
my earnings dipped when the summer started.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/mnfawxvc
I saw a quote show up on my Facebook feel that said "cut them off quietly, they know what they did."
I thought it was tone deaf in away. Sometimes someone really won't know what they
did/said. For example wit that weirdo i met, I told him I did not like phone calls
and to please text. Ignored my words and called right after being told. The
he crossed the line calling me in the middle of the night to beg me to sleep with him.
I had to cut im off silently since talking to him wasn't working.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ixfwxtwz
For vlogmas I give more updates about my injured ankle (still waiting to get into
the MRI for testing) I thought I'd give an update regarding the second appointment
I had sfter the "waste of time" appointment I had during vlogtober.
The second video is me reacting to the dumbest acephobic reply I got. I voiced a sheer
frustration I have with constantly having to prove I am not expecting a child
even though I am a sex-replused asexual and never been in a relationship. Once
user did not take that I am sex-repulsed lightly.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/gqaezjfa
This is about an 8 year friendship that I had with someone that I met before
I graduated from high school. I decided to vent about them, at least this is how I felt
that they grew distant from me after telling them I am LGBT+
The person sent me a vauge message asking when did I support "them"
I had no clue who he was talking about so I said you need to explain more I follow
a lot of people. He asked about the pride emoji in my bio (that I removed later on)
He had a smile emoji when he origianlly asked in his vauge message that mislead
me into thinking he would accept me but it wasn't the case. Its one thing if something
just isn't for you, but to tell someone they're wrong for who they are is where he crossed
the line
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/uefazgog
For vlogmas . I am talking about the biggest mistake I am seeing artists make.
I started using certain hastages. I started getting unwanted messages from people
reaching out to see if will commission from them. Instead of making a websit and showcasing
samples and prices, they choose to message everyone using the hashtag 'twitchstreamer'
I also talked about a huge lesson I learned about putting money away. I regret not putting
money away when I was getting 100-200 bucks on steemit, I should have been putting
away money. Now since my earnings suddenly dipped (steemit stopped SBD and
my post earnings on Hive dropped and I don't know what changed in my content)
If I had of saved I wouldn't be struggling as hard.
I also tried to start other options like offering early viewing of my videos, however I am having
trouble getting supporters etc.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/lglgduim
The first video was done sometime last year. I never uploaded it for some reason.
This is a green screen that you can put at the back of your gaming chair. If you use OBS, you can
add a Chroma Key filter or film behind the green screen and add the chroma key
in your editor. Makre sure you have good lighting and you're not wearing green or black.
For the next video I unboxed a new LED Mic that I found at Walmart, You can change the
color of the mic. This mic has a background noise surpressor which makes life easier. You
can add a noise filter in OBS as well. Some editors have noise surpressers however
I don't like using those.
For the last video I unboxed an LED keyboard (gaming keyboard). I needed a shorter keyboard
since I got a new keyboard holder and this one is a shorter than the one I first had.
I needed a shorter keyboard. I enjoy using the led ones to kep me see the keys better.
I got it at my local 5 Below.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/yavlgpdf
for this round of vlogmas we have videos for days 3-6. The first video I talk about
how difficult Amazon's affilate program is because I am struggling to get sales. Even thought
I explain the issues I had before getting said item and how it can benefit the viewer.
The next video is about a rant where a tyrant group admin removed me from a group because
I shared a video that said I hated being autistic. I got a message from the admint talking about
"we dont tolerate hate blah blah" it wasn't a hate video. The guy should have watched
the video before making judgements
The last video is about a rant after a troll came on a premeire making fun of me because
from October-December is harder for me to get views. Common hard periods
are May and June
due to COVID and school starting
earlier Early July-August and then October-December.
My biggest peak was during COVID
when everything was shut down.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/frxpsbpt
I will be combining vlogmas vlogs this way I can upload every 3 days or so. the first video
my folks and I are shopping for food before an impending snowstorm. The second video
I talk about some signs I missed that my therapist sucks. The 3rd video I explain why working
from home is better for me
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ecpajznk
Vlogtober is done. I know I am late. This challenge was a bit tough because the week
I wanted to edit, I had the flu or someting.
I decided to do some railfanning made easy. I knew once I got back to
the city it wasn't going to be this easy. My folks live near a train track.
I mean my folks down south.
Hopefully I can return downsouth next summer and do more railfanning
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/dmjubtyg
I am catching up with Vlogtober. This is a vlog mini celebrating my
grandmothers 100th birthday. This trip was a fun one. full of fun times, meeting
the extended peeps and so on. I got burnt out from Vlogtober
(mainly due to being sick the week I planned out for editing) I decided
to remaster my vlogs and make minis. I will do that anytime I feel burnt out
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/rbopgayo
I decided to prep some minis since vlogtober got a bit too much. This is a min for the
vlog when I went out of town for an end of summer vacy. I want to also post it to IG reels
but I felt it would serve as a good mini.
Anytime I get overloaded with daily vlog challenges, I will remaster or make a mini or my videos
This is a mini of that end of summer trip that I took down south.
I wanna relive it abit
I was glad i got the change to travel for the first time in awhile and
got some photos/videos.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/vitamrir
I really need to finish vlogtober so prepare for more posts. I hurt my ankle again. The first time
I hurt it back in 2010 in gymnastics class. Back in August I hurt my ankle again
after I slipped when I got out of the shower. It didn't start hurting and swelling
until 3 hours later. i downplayed it as another sprain.
Long story short i went to Urgent care under the impression they'd give me a boot
or at least a brace for injuries. They refered me to a foot doc.
The UC doc said I sprained the back tendon
I went to an appointment I scheduled to see if someone had a slightly sooner
opening. The nurse said the notes from the Xray I took indicated the scan
was normal which is sus. Unless the UC doc also saw the notes
but she figured my ankle wasn't swollen like that for nothing
so she speculated common causes. WHen going to a specialist, at most
they need a guess so they know what to look for when doing their
own exam
the foot doc said spains would be healed by now typically. If I sprained it, it would have
been healed by now or they would have seen it on the ultrasound
when you hurt your foot or whatever it doesn't heal the same as
the foot you didn't hurt. So they'd would see the tissue forming ove the sprain
(whatever its called)
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/tddmdagr
I decided to make a part 2 of a video I did where I talk about the one thing
that upset me. I am sorry for the music being too loud at the begining.
I could swear I lowered it. I might have undid with without realizing it.
In the first episode I talked about how, since I was like 15, how it upset me
constantly having to prove I am not expecting before certain tests. I really
didn't starting making it a huge deal until I was 19/20. In this video I
explain why I feel this upsets some folks.
I think it goes far beyond just making your job harder and complaing for the hell of it,
many folks go through their journey getting their disability dxed not being
believed by doctors. Constantly going through that can really skew your thinking
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/hnwenzrc
This is a video where I rant about Facebook groups. I joined some
Youtube Facebook groups to connect to other Youtubers.
One case made me angry. I joined a group that had threads for
gaming, tech, make up etc. I shared one video to gaming and
another to vlogs. I came back the next day and I was muted
for "posting the same link twice" how is that a mutable offense? Do these people
not understand its hard for a creator to keep track and could share the same video
to the group by mistake. I made this video ranting about how it pissed me off
that these admins got a no room for error mentality
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/mkanxrmw
This is a video ranting about the most ableist therapist I've ever gotten. This is when I used to
go see a therapist. I got a call from her that she was leaving. The clinic picked another one
3 weeks later. The guy turned out to be a peice of shit. I had to leave the clinic
because he was useless as a brick
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/nracsfpe
When someone opens up about their mental health struggle,
sometimes the person they are talking to will commonly respond
with saying other people have it worse. They think this doing something
but you are only making the person think they are only allowed to
go through things if they're on their death bed.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/oezluscs
This video is from 2019. This is a venting video I made explaining that I am
jelous of couples. I feel being single is lonely. Seeing everyone
around you in relationships, getting engaged, married, posting PDA photos.
It feels like its a constant reminder of something I feel I will never get to experience
I feel no one wants me because I am autistic. I met a guy but all he wanted
was to have sex with me, he never liked me. He only "feel for me" because
he thought I would sleep with him.
I feel like I am invisable to guys who actually care more about building a connection
than sex.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/wlysvnov
RE means remastered. This is a video from 2019 where I talk about attending
a funeral for the first time, however anxiety made the experience horrible
because the church my extended folks attend is small
and the entire town of Jericho, where my aunt was the mayor before she
died. In my daily photo challenge video
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zqgxwgug
This is a vlog that I did back in 2019 when I started back on meds.
I went a year without my anxiety meds because I had to leave my last
therapist because he's ableist trash. Due to the policy the place
had (i have to see a therapist to see a pych) I could no longer go to get
my meds. So I tried going back to the doctor I saw previously
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/swiikfwe
This is a video I made back in 2020 about the struggles I faced as a small creator on
Youtube. I encountered problems such as not having the money for better
equipment, being able to get a gaming PC/console so I can play the latest
games/games I missed out on. Or telling viewers there is nothing I can do
if they point out the audio or editing
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/eoohpktk
This is a video from 2019 that I remastered about things that I wish people
understood about autistic people. These are the things that I wish people
knew/understood. Everyone is different so I cannot say as a fact that
everyone else feels this way.
Day 19 for Vlogtober. Despite being sick for a week at the start, I think
I kept up pretty decently.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/drcbxaij
I need to tripple my posts so I can get caught up with vlogtober.
This is a video I made about the struggles that I faced as a small
creator on Youtube. This is a part 2 to a video I made clearing up some of the points I made
in part 1 (I cann't find part 1 on my computer right now)
I feel I didn't explain enough so I made this video. When/if I find part 1 I will
post it
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/uxntawkc
This is a little promo video for my editing services. I film and edit my videos
for all of my social platforms. I figured I can help others who struggle to stay
consistant on their channels due to work/school etc.
I am a gaming channel, my main expertise is gaming.
Such as lets plays, reviews, montages etc
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/tjvelotc
For vlogtober day 16, we made it to day 16. I decided to make this
video venting about something that I've been getting upset about since
I was 15/16. In this video, I explain why it always upsets me when I got to
a doctor or before certain tests, having to prove I am not expecting despite
never being in a relationshop and being asexual. It feels frustrating
being different from the crowd. And how I feel powerless when I am not believed
when
I inform the person checking me in that I am single and sex-repulsed.
I explain why I think this upsets some folks and its far beyond just making the job
difficult.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/tamcmmdt
This is a video that I posted to YT back in 2020 explaining why I hate
being autistic. I remastered it. When I remaster a video, it can have
color correction
editing out uneeded parts
changing the music etc
In this video I explain why I hate being autistic and listed
some common issues that I faced along the way
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/dqgugcpf
This is a video ranting about another case where someone twisted my
intentions to something that wasn't implied. long story short, the standard
case of merely trying to connect to someone and they accuse you of making it about
you (which was the last thing on your mind)
Its common for autistic people to give an example of a familar story that happened
to them as a way to show they know how the other party feels, however, the other
party twists this as you stealing their spotlight instead of
you just being a decent person.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/fmpuuxjv
Don't always believe what someone tells you about a person. How do you
know they are telling you the full truth. I gave an example
where the IRL sister of a friend on mine on Faceook randomly messaged me claiming that
my friend, Ed, wasn't who he claimed to be yet didn't show a single
peice of proof to back the claim.
If someone is making claims about someone and they do not show proof
you should be a bit sus instead of just taking their word for it
Think about it, you found something that daming about someone
but didn't gather proof?
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/gvtgcges
I recently got back into railfanning. So I took a clip of a train I railfanned
while I was down south back in 2019 for this video. I miss railfanning
in the south. It was so easy. Here is a quick little video. I haven't had the chance to edit for
vlogtober because I got sick at the beginning of the month.
I got a quick video of a stacker train that passed by, these stackers can
get long.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/jifmynbp
This is a video from 2017 that I made talking about things schools
don't teach but should. When I was in high school there were classess for
these things, not all students have the room on their schedule.
My school had an acting class, I never had the room for it on my schedule.
This is a video from 2017 that I remastered with editing out more pauses
and did some color correction.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/odnldgdu
I made a video about a time I was accused of harrassment for simply being
an active viewer on a Facebook page. In the old video I had gameplay in the
background and I also reacted to said video. I decided to do a remake of that
video.
My friend invited me to like a page he helped run. Due to hopw Facebook worded
the alert, I thought he created the page. I was just being
an acttive viewer.
One day I got a message from the creator of the page that I was
"harrassing" people and they would remove me as a follower if I did not stop.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/iulvtujt
This is a video that I originally recorded for VEDA (April) but it never got
uploaded. This is a quick vlog I filmed going to get food. I decided to
talk a bit out blogging and stuff. This was a way to sliding back into
vlogging. I used to make vlogs on Youtube
but I quit because this one viewer could not accept that
I was limited with that I can do. At least now I was able to get better
equipment formy videos.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/mbmobhyx
This is a video that I once had on Youtube when i used to have a vlog channel.
Since I did a little railfanning in the video, I decided to take that moment for Vlogtober
Not sure what train this is. Norfolk Southern or Union Pacific, various trains run through
this crossing.
I filmed this on my tablet at the time because my phone ran out of
space for recording.
This is a mixed train meaning it has various cars. Most of the time you would be
an exclusive stacker train or a coal train or a tanker. This one had various cars.
Sorry if I don't use the best terminology I don't know much about trains.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/inrtrlsb
Vlogtober day 7. In the US Thanksgiving isn't until Novmeber. I just wanted to
post this since its a throwback video. Normally we'd use the oven but it
was not working so we decided to BBQ. Luckily, the weather permitted
that year. I miss 2016. It was a good year (kinda). it was the year I started doing Youtube.
The video was on Youtube originally.
when I remaster an older video, it can include but not limited to
color correction
editing out out unneeded parts
changing the music
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/kpavefpt
This is a remaster of a video I posted back in 2016 when I did a
skincare routine. I usually remaster some of my older videos to buy me time
to edit new videos. To prevent me from rushing to get a video ready.
At the time I was a broke ass creator with only a phone (no microphone, tripod etc)
soo my videos weren't the best at the time.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ztqtnjmt
Vlogtober day 5. I have explained in several posts/videos in the past that I
have been struggling to stretch my money ever since having to give my
grandma 125 of my already limited funds. Therefore I will be posting content more
often. I also explained I've been struggling ever since on Steemit SBD stopped
being given in post rewards.
I am not going to spam every hour. I will do every 4-6 hours.
I thought I would let you guys know whats going on.
Making content on this sites/embedding my YouTube/Twitch content is the
only job thats accessilbe for me and where I can have my own flow and
take time off if I need it.
Like right now I've been sick since Saturday. it wouldn't be this easy if I had
a regular job.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/siqjkaxi
Day 4 of vlogtober. I took some moments from my end of summer vacation
and put together a speedlapse of the country sunset. Taking one last look at the country
sunset. After this who knows how long it will be before I will see another country
sunset.
I enjoy sunets especally country sunsets. They look so pretty.
I forgot to post this earlier since I've been sick since Saturday. Enjoy some
golden hour videography
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ybjsxyir
I took this from some of my travel vlogs from the recent getaway.
I did a lot fo railfanning while I was down south. My folks live by a train track and
down
the street from the siding.
Railfanning is where you film/photograph trains. I haven't used my camera for filming
so I need to get the hang of it.
I would have taken my tri-pod but I didn't have much room.
I may post an end of year video of all of my rail videos we'll see.
Its way easier railfaning in the country than in the city where I live. My folks are
right by a train track so I just ran outside when I heard the train coming.
In the city Im chasing them like their Pokemon,
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/lyugncwd
This is a video I made explaining how hard it really is to start a
business especally when you don't have a following yet.
I explain how difficult it was for me to get a few things I had
in mind off of the ground. I feel it will be difficult getting people to trust me. With the
rise of scams, the viewer really has to do their homework
before spending their money on whatever
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/qbzfdooi
Youtube just announced that they will allow monetization
with copyright music. I would guess it will be like Instagram where they
have a list of music that you can use and as long as the song you use
is on the list you're good.
Its the first day of Vlogtober, You can share the revenue with the copyright holder
So you can have a cut taken from your revenue as a way to pay to use the
track. Not sure how this will work for creators not in the partner program. I suppose
YT
will do what they always do show ads and the copyright holder keeps the money
but
your video won't be blocked/muted/taken down.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/qzwknoht
I am reacting to a video I made back in 2019 where I talked
about some hate I got on Steemit. Once user thought
I was a terrible person for making money on
Steemit and another guy bullied me because
I did not understand what whitnesses do. I felt I did nothing wrong
on these sites. I am doing what everyone else is doing.
I wish if you did something wrong, the person would fucking
tell you so you can fix your mistake
~image is from pixabay
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/btaurlab
I am back home as of now. Boy, do I miss my fats uploads.
Anyways, since no one went anywhere and I had nothing for a last day
in the country vlog, i decided to dedicate the vlog to railfanning.
Since once I got back to the city, railfanning wasn't going to be this easy.
I will also have a vlog heading back to the city to wrap up the end of summer
vacay. It was fun.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/bzilbhfn
Its the end of VEDA. I will still post the remaining vlogs from the
current trip. Since I didn't do much on the day I shot this,
I decided to do a speedlapse for the landscapes. It was fall when
I took this trip so no crops.
So far I took a Spring trip, summer trip and a fall trip.
I don't see a winter trip happening. Mainly bc the country
doesn't treat the roads for ice and snow like the city.
It would be nice to take a winter trip.
my remasters can be but not limited to
changing the music
color correction
editing out parts I no longer want
adding transitions etc.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/nvutygku
For this addition, I took a trip trick to the store with my cousin while
getting some food for dinner, after that I did some railfanning and got some
sunset shots.
For those of you who don't know, railfanning is basically filming/photographing
trains. Its easier to railfan out here than in Chicago. All I do is jsut run outside when
I hear the train coming. In chicago I'd spot the train and getting to it
before it ends to film it is a challenge due to traffic, stoplights etc
or I am making my way and the crossing barriers lower. or my rail
videos I nomrmally add music to make the video less bland/boring. I tend to find
music that fits the mood.
If I want to make a video, I will do outside and do it when the sun goes down
too hot in the day time.
I got some sunset footage, The golden hour in sourthern spots is so pretty along the
landscapes. I love getting landscape photos and video footage.
I am a photographer/videographer and the golden hour spots
are my favorite to get on camera. For the photographers/videographers
what do you like to get on camera.
I used my DSL camera because space on my phone ran out. I always have this
problem with my a good thing I brought my camera
and other filming gear. This is my change to enjoy being
a passenger before I go back home.
I have a being out of town while broke challenge coming out. I got to edit it.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/wfgiokuv
Saturday, August 29th, was my greatgrandmother's 100th birthday.
Her kids threw her a birthday party with a roaring 1920s theme. Or in my
case "my prom theme remastered" since my mom explain its
basically the Gastby era. I came 400 miles to celebrate my
grandmother's birthday. I needed to make sacrifices with footage
since the first vlog being 30 mins took forever to upload
with the internet being a freaking snail. I got more speedlapse
footage along the way. The landscapes are amazing. The only place I can
get some sweet landscape photos. We arrived at the venue the party was
being held. There was a live band and a Dj. The had a smashing
budget this time. This must have cost a fortune. I couldn't have the scenes
witht he music too long incase I had uploading issues and had to
put this on YT.
There was a photographer and a videographer there. I could never speak infront of
300 people due to my anxiety. My aunt is brave lol. This is like my prome theme
but my prom was for my generation. I couldn't dance too much due to
my injured ankle. It hurst if I stand/walk on it too much.
I will do to the doc when I get back to Chicago.
I have pictures I will upload for the daily photo challenge.
It was too dark to do any videos on the way back. It gets so dark out here you
need an industral flashlight if you want to walk at night.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/yabsxauo
I am posting a vlog about an old trip while on a new trip. Huh? This is to buy me some
time to get the new vlogs up. They take time tp put together since
I do not have my full set up with me. I didn't bring my gaming laptop
which does things quicker like renders, updates etc.
This is when I went to that forrest park for a picnic, in the fall. I will
try to post some of the new travel vlogs for the last of VEDA. I will upload them
after VEDA as well
I thought it was cool that I got to explore a different part of the state. I've
never seen this part of the state before.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/nerqaijv
im back in the country for another trip. This time I took the bus. Last time my
folks can to get us. There's nothing like a fall travel vlog.
It was too dark to vlog so thats why there isn't much from me. Also I was on the bus with
other people. If I had a row to myself that would be a different story.
I didn't. For this upcoming trip, I will try my best to get as much as I can.
Hopefully it will be light out when I leave so I can get something.
Since I am posting vlogs and photos of multiple trips. i will add the year I posted
it to avoid confusion.
I want to try to post the vlogs for this new trip as part of VEDA
This post has been scheduled.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/yluocdhz
Remember when I took a trip downsouth back in April? Well i am taking
another one. This video was back in October. Fall travel is kinda fun.
In the video, I mention an attempt to raise some funds from blogging
on these sites failed because due to the low Steem price, I only got
11 USD.
I had to do another one for the upcoming trip I am taking. Maybe it will be
more sucessful than the one I talked about in this video.
The preprations I mentioned were getting my hair done and having to
get money my folks gave me since my fundraiser was a bust. And gathering what I want
to bring
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/vbpecgbb
The last day for fun and adventures before heading back to Chicago. My unplanned
trip came to an end. Minus the funeral, it was fun being in the south, exploring, taking
photos. Shopping etc. I am going to remaster the October trip as well.
I may finish off VEDA with the remastered series since I am going to be traveling
for the last of August. In this video I went outside to make a video/take photos.
I felt free during this trip. I really did. I had to get up at like 4am when I headed back.
The videos for this upcoming trip will be better with my new gear
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/rhbjwqfj
CVS gives you those 5 dollar credits that you can use to buy items in the store.
I got one so I decided to turn this video into a little snack haul. Note I did not eat all of
these snacks. I got some for my mom. I have a Walgreens one. I am not sure if
I posted it for VEDA(April)
Day 23 of VEDA. Its been a fun yet tough challenge.
I will preschedule some posts for Friday since if all goes well, I will be traveling.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ankxikis
Today I will be unboxing and trying out a vlogging kit that I got. I wanted to grab something
that may be useful for my trip if all goes well. Its been awhile since I did an unboxing video.
This vlogging kit comes with
a little tripid
lighting
a microphone
and a phone mount.
This is great for if you want to travel and want to pack light.
I am glad I can up my game with my vlogging game. When I made those travel vlogs they weren't the best due to no money to stableize my footage.
Now I can and I cannot wait to give this a try.
What you need to start vloggong
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ofbozilp
This is a reaction to a video I made back in 2019 for DTube where the people
in a mental health "support" group ran me out overmiswording a post.
I expressed my discomfort with older dude who appear to be 50/60 hitting on me.
I may have used the wrong words. Instead of the people in the group asking for clarity or
informing me how the posts sounds so I can fix my mistake, i was aggressivly attacked
to the point where I had to leave the group because too many people were attacking
me to simply block the bullies
my lastes dbuzz tweet needs some love right now!!!!
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/acmlwqer
This is a video that I remastered where I rant about Youtube punishing small
Youtubers. After some tool livestreamed himself doing a mass shooting, Youtube
made changes that required people to have 1k subs on Youtube. The guy
said "subscribe to pewdiepie" before doing what he did. Pews and a channel
called T-series were in a subscriber war at the time. YouTube could have
just made those against their TOS instead of taking mobile streaming
from small channels. The offender streamed his crime on Facebook.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zreszjdm
I will be unboxing some of my photos that I printed using an app called Freeprints.
You can print photos you've taken on your phone or photos you have stored
on your google drive/iCloud. You can print your photos for free The only thing you
pay is shipping. This is a great way to print your photos instead of spending a ton
of money for the ink cartridges and a printer. The app is for apple/.adroid devices.
The download link
I only have an andriod device. I don't own any apple products. Just search Freeprints
in the apple store.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/obyxaoeh
Small disclaimer, not every may have the time/resources/money to start their own
empire and work from home. However for people already getting a head start
(like if you get money from Youtube, Threespeak, streaming etc) this video
is just why you should concider working for yourself full-time.
Being chronically ill, I'd call off more than a healthy person calling out
a few times a year for a cold or a stomach ache. Employers don't alot
Also note if this content is not a good fit for this group please let me know what groups
would be a better fit.
Also this video was scheduled in advance so it will take time for me to read comments
blog posts: 6 reasons why I suggest self-employment
why working for home is better for me
why I chose to work from home
`image is from Pixabay
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/jpzvvuod
It was that day. The day of one of my aunt's funeral. I was dreading it ( I mean
who wouldn't) I realized I made a huge mistake going when I saw how many people were there
. I have an anxiety disorder and being in crowded places with little room
will surely make things hard. Then there was a dinner afterwards and I got some golden hour footage.
Also the loud music was triggeing my sensory issues. my remastes can include
but not be limited to
color correction
changing the music (if I didn't like the music I picked)
editing out unwanted parts and so on. It all depends on the video and what it calls for
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/otfmbhrr
Back in 2019, I saw a comment from Steem cleaners
to confirm that the content I am posting is mine and saying stolen
conent should not be rewarded. They even found my Twitter somehow.
I believe I was reported because I asked them why are they getting on my
case and wouldn't tell me.
I could not find any info on what SC came after me so I guessed I was reported
for posting stolen content
I would have gotten a better understand if Steem cleaners said something like
"hello, we have recieved X amount of reports about stolen content all users who's
accounts
were made after X are being askedd to verify. We send you a DM on Twitter for more
instructions" instead of saying stolen content should not be voted and that they cannot
delete posts off the platform, which I took at them thinking I was posting stolen
content.
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https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/rsnqikgh
I feel people don't really understand how difficult it can be to find a job. I feel
when people say :get a job' and if you say you're applying and not
getting interviews they will say you're not trying. They don't get the process
to get a job isn't as instant as they think.
I feel people think getting a job is as simple as walking into a place
and getting hired. now its sending in applications, hoping your
application passes the AI screening etc.
This skit may not have been on point but hiring staff usually will have an excuse
not to hire you. The common one is not enough experience. Thats what training is for.
So you can get experience.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/cttweglq
This is a video that I did back in 2016. I was fixing a Taco salad for dinner. I couldn't
show much. At the time during my broke Youtuber days, I didn't have the money to
get a tripod to put my phone on.
My remasters are but not limited to
color correction
editing out uneeded parts and so on.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zphnzknl
I founded out I needed dental surgery back in 2013. My teeth started bothering me
in 2019 so I started the process to get it done. I went to get my teeth cleaned and I
was given a list of people who took my insurance. I called one place that seems sus
because everytime I tried to make an appointment the clerck would just
tell me the office was close... it was noon. What office closes at noon unless its a Saturday?
Wouldn't even ask for my name and number and have the doctor call me
when they got in
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/wxanvagg
This is a throwback to a trip I took back in 2019. Althought it was unplanned.
It was fun to travel vlog and travel blog was a dream of mine. I felt so alive in these
videos and thats is when I realized what helps me. Being able to do these things.
Now that I have my own laptop, I can even post the vlogs while I am there.
My remasters can be but not limited to
changing the music
color correction
editing out uneeded parts etc
I enjoy looking back at old memories
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/csqlwhgu
This is a video I originally filmed for Vlog everyday in Apirl but I ran out
of room so I am posting it for August. The weather changing messes with my
allergies and such so tought my chest tightness and pain was caused by that. Normally
I face a lot of allergy problems when the weather changes from hot to cold.
At the time the clinic was closed and they were only allowing emergency appointments
or more or less something that can't be done over the phone. I called
the clinic. They asked the COVID questions like asked me did I have
the basic signs like headache, fever etc. I suppose the syptoms were enough for them
to ask the advance covid questions like if my fingers or lips are blue.
The oncall nurse told me to go to the ER after being on the phone for a few minutes.
Due to a possbile COVID, they flagged my case higher and I
only waited like 5 mins before being taken to a room.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/jawoxpec
In this video, I will be showing you how to edit your photos with Canva. Canva is free. there
is a pro version if you want access to more features Editing your photos
can really make a difference and up your photogaphy game. I've notice the
magic I can create simply editing my photos to make them pop.
I believe in not spending a ton of money when you're starting out. A photo taken in bad
lighting can be given the magic touch via editing.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/pckfunyl
This is a remaster of a vlog series I did when I took an unplanned
trip to the south. One of my grandpa's sistes passed
and we had little time to get ready. The fam came to get us.
We had like 3/4 days to get ready. All i can say is I need 2 weeks to
plan for a trip. To map out what I need, map out how much money to save.
research the area etc
At the time I shot these, I didn't not have money for a selfie stick to
stabilize my footage so I had to lose some of the quality to use
the feature in my editor. I remastered these the best I can
my remasteres can be but not limited to
color correction, adding new music, editing out unneeded parts etc
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/wxgzomyl
This video is going to be about my thoughts on Cancel Culture.
This is when a public figure does something ( eg promotes a scam)
lets say the person didn't know the site was a scam. Someone sees
it and labeles them a scammer and so on.
I explain why I feel it doesn't do anything. If your cancel
train led to the persn losing their job or any other karma
I feel at times people will do anything to get their 15 mins of fame on
social media. If I say something i didn't know is a slur, informing me
what I said is wrong and I fix the mistake, the person can't milk that
vs already assuming the person's intentions were ill.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/jpluhyeb
I became vocal about my mental health around the time I got into Youtube which was 2017/2018
At times I'd tell people if I hardly message its due to social anxiety
that they will go off on me (because people have gone off on me for calling or texting them)
but people removed me from their friends list anyway despit commenting on
their psots and liking their stuff.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/dedgyzin
I joined Steemit back in 2017 due to unemployment. I started off earning somewhat
alright. I noticed it dropped overtime. In 2019 I was more vocal about my struggles
to get eyes on my content. I merely needed the money to uprade my gear
for Yt. I believe what broke the camel's back was making a poll asking
people how much have their rewards dropped after a hardfork Steemit made.
Perhaps they felt my content is less than stellar and me thinking I deserve all this
money for sub-par content made them think i just wanted it easy. i felt they could have asked
me what is holding me back from making better content. Since I did gaming, playing
different games. I would have mentioned no funds to get a gaming computer and a console
so I can play different games
I tend to misword things. I made a video entitled why I hate being autistic, instead of asking me
to elabborate on the point(s) the guy didn't quit catch, he invalidated my autistic struggles.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zrjxrsvj
I remastered a video that I made back in 2019. I went to jewel to
get some ice creams and soup about a week before
that dental surgery. I touched it up with some contrast and edited
out some parts I felt is unneeded. I may remaster those vlogs I made when I went down
south both times.
And I did a little car chat. When I am alone when I got out I like take advantage of it.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/wmmuuopy
This is a video that I originally made last year. I forgot I recorded it.
This is the first how I plan my content video since I started getting better gear for my channel
At the time, I used my Snowball mic for these videos and my streams. I use a webcam
to show myself. I get my background music from epidemic sounds. Its a paid
subscription.
I use OBS to record my gameplay along with an Elgato capture card.
I use audacity to edit the audio. This allows me to enhance the audio. At the time, I used
the Adobe editor. Now I used Wondershare Filmora. I had to cut
some stuff due to having to give my grandma, with my already limited funds, over 100
bucks for the new heating and air system.
For thumbnails I use Canva or Photopea (its like photoshop)
I use Canva pro to allow me to have more options.
I use these steps for both my YT videos that I embed and my Threespeak videos
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/xlycdwtu
I will be talking about negative comments
I've gotten about my videos especally during my broke Youtuber days.
I explain why I saw some of the comments as the person being a
hater. I also talk about how I feel the person could have wordered
their comment(s) so I could get a better understanding.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/vskaqrgg
I made this video in 2017 originally. I remastered it the vest way I could. I added some
contrast and stuff to make the picture look better.
This was a rant/story time when I tried to take my driver's test. They wouldn't let
me because I didn't have proof I took driver's ED. Eve thought in my state (Illionis) drivers ed
is/was a graduation requirement. Last time I checked you needed to be 18
and I was 19.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/sndlbrfh
back in 2017, I used to have 3 channels. One for gaming, one for vlogs and another for
tutorials. It became overwhelming so I merged back into one channel. A week after
the merge, I saw one of the channels was supspended for "breaking the rules"
surrounding YouTube's spam, scams policy.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/lhzarzku
Another scammer found me on Facebook. This person messages me out
of know where asking me if I got a grant check. Everything is so sus
first I never signed up for anything and they're saying I "won" something
How did they get my email? its no where on my profile.
I only link my email on my YT Facebook page
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zeixawer
This video was posted to Dtube back in 2019. DTube videos expire after awhile.
This is a video
I made responding to the hate I didn't understand why I got from someone
In June of 2019, this user thought I was this horrible person for making steemit my
"income stream" when I did nothing wrong. The reason I say
this is because when I called him out for downvoting me for no reason, I said its
pathetic you down vote people for no reason and then he said
its pathetic I use Steemit as my "income stream"
IF I did something wrong, the guy
never communicated to me what I
did that was so horrible and why am I a bad person for making
money on here but not everyone else. I feel had the guy actually communicated what
I did wrong or their confusion, I would have clear it up in a video. Instead
the guy wouldn't tell me what I did that was so wrong, proceeds to
make me look to see if making money was against Steemit's TOS and called me
entiitled. How is doing what everyone else is doing "entitlement?"
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/egsiehrm
Someone I follow on Twitter posted a thread regarding their stance on cancel cultture and
why I agreed with the person 100%
I feel people are quick to outright label someone racist or whatever from a misworded
tweet or maybe they didn't know their comments were disrespectful. Or folks
holding a mistake someone made against them and won't let them, at least try
to learn from the mistakes.
I feel simple commication would clear up the situation. However I feel people
rather take things out of context, intentionally bring up the person's past mistakes etc
so they can get clout on their socials.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/xnvpufui
My friend invited me to like a page he admined. Based on the notification, I thought he created
the page. i liked, commented. shared posts they uploaded.
One day I got a message from one of the admins that I
was "harrassing" them and they would ban me if I didn't stop. I asked
them to present proof of who I "harrased" since they knew there was no
proof because I didn't harrass anyone, they said I commented on post made by Ed and
Leon.
How is that harrasement? They posted to the page more than this person did.
They think being a regular viewer is harrasment.
If thats the case regulars you get on here or Youtube or whatever you use are harrasing you using this guy's logic.
Its one
thing if the comments were bullying or creepy etc
but I was being a genuine follower and this is how they treat me. Viewers do not like pages that mistreat their audience.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zoaxmnoh
If you recall, I made a video with proof calling out a creepy dude that I met (he didn't show his true colors right away)
before knowing me for 5 mins he asked for my #. I said I don't give my # out unless I know you, I should have been more clear and said know you WELL. Also, I was acting like I was in a rush when the guy asked for my digits again. I did it as a hint that I was not interested. I said to add me on Instagram (literally any social would work) and he said he had no social media at all. He also told me he made music/Youtube videos. I was left wondering how this guy markets himself
if he has no social media. Music is a competitive niche. I explain why having places to market yourself is important when you create any sort of content and how one misfortune can mess him up and he'd be screwed for simply having no source besides Youtube vs someone who loses their YT but they have Twitch or Tik Tok or their blog etc where viewers can still find them and buy their services
support my content: https://ko-fi.com/gamingwithjazz
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/jphzzgxf
This is the last thing (for now) that I want to say about that creepy
dude that I met eariler this month.
Here is the previous video I made: https://ko-fi.com/gamingwithjazz
I post some content to my ko-fi page.
The guy didn't respect that I don't give my digits out if I don't know you
well. I suppose he thought a 10 min chat made the cut. It didn't.
The stunt he pulled was so gross. Later he wanted to claim he was
"joking" that fact that he thought that was ok to joke about is just.
NO
Watch the last video I made about him so this video will make sense
For context, I made a video about a guy I met eariler this month and a week ago,
he calls me without warning in the middle of the night wanting me to come
to his house. I said NO and he wasn't respecting that. Then admitted
he wanted to sleep with me. Note: he barely knows me
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/rusiijkk
This stream was blocked worldwide due to a song o the radio. I have sumitted
to mute the songs but for some reason it didn't go through. So I have to submit
again. You can view the video here in the meantime. Or if you don't liek Threespeak, the
video is also on my KO-fi page: https://ko-fi.com/gamingwithjazz
Since this time or year is rough for views I will do live streams until July.
I will post shorts on my channel when I am not streaming, however,
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/yhhxtopw
I met this dude early this month when I went to the eatary to pick up food for my folks.
I thought things would kick off but I felt my space wasn't respected. I said
I don't give my phone number to people I barely know. Instead of
respecting that and asking what I prefer, kept asking for my #. This is a
reality for women, they are afriad to say no because men do hurt/kill them etc.
Things got really sus last night when he, out of nowwhere, expected me to come
to his house to get with him.
I feel this is not proper manners. I was at the Jewel onnce and this guy asked
for my name and for my #
I said I don't give strangers my # and he went on about his day.
That guy is a good example of respecting boundaries.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/uzkgysqo
Episode 4 of reacting to my old videos. This is a "get a job" rant video
that I made back in 2019 and I decided to react to it. It rubs me the wrong
way when people don't believe content creation cannot be a full-time job
( don't just rely on commissions, ads etc expand your options)
for disabled or ill folk, a job like this is the only thing they
can do to accomidate appointments, flares etc.
We shouldn't judge without knowing the story. This is the only job
where I am able to acccomidate appointments, take breaks for flares etc
my mic: https://gamingwithjazz.com/2021-upgraded-condenser-mic-unboxing/
I used OBS to record my screen
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/vksaaaml
I posted one of my gaming clips for a game I've played often, Detroit Become Human.
The game has a bad ending. If you let Kara and Alice get taken the game shows what
happens
after that. I suppose either someone not in the gaming space or the AI bots were tripped
and thought it was sexual content (even though I feel it isn't)
I posted the video May 11th and I saw got the taken down alert
a few days ago. Its pisses me off that acutal content that breaks the rules
stays up but harmless content gets removed.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/evlztzpb
Here is a part 2 for the video that I made where I explain how hard it was when
my autism was undetected. In the first video I talked about
how my folks sent me to a school that didn't understand my brain
is different. No one understood me. No one wanted to (before punishing me)
explain why something is wrong so I can understand and won't do it again.
I have a blog post coming up this weekend about this topic.
I may upload these videos to my Ko-fi page.
I explain how going to a school with no support did more
harm to me than good. or at least thats how I felt.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/hljaijry
This is a video I made back in 2019. I think it was for VEDA (August)
I made a video talking about the hate I got from someone
who thought I was a bad person for making money on these sites.
Little due they due do to several chronic conditions, a normal job wouldn't
work for me so I decided to work from home so I can take breaks when I need to
accomidate doctor's apointments etc. I wish people judged less and understood more
I talk about these things on my blog, refer to my off-topic catagory: https://gamingwithjazz.com/category/off-topic/
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zctebfod
When I started my channel in 2019, I made a video explaining my life
before my folks knew that I am autistic. I mentioned them sending me to a
strict religious school. I felt no one understood me and I didn't understand them.
I felt the school punished my ADHD.autistic traits. Punished me for innocent misunderstandings
or miscommincations. I felt like (during grades 1-3, my folks didn't even try
to get me help and wanted to be in denial that I have learning difficulties
and wanted to just think I was not trying and I was misbehaving.
Part 2 will be up tomrrow or Wedensday.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/skwwbauw
This is a reaction to a sample series that I wrote 10 YEARS ago based on something
I experienced,
The story is about a teen, Ally Holt (me) her mom's bf won't believe her when she tries
to tell him she has improved her grade since the report card came out..
A rift between Ally and Mike causes Ally to run away. IRL, I didn't actually run away
I concidered it though.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/xwjqvmaj
Today's video I will be reacting to my old video that I posted to DTube in
- This video was about how I felt discouraged on Steemit.
The earnings on my posts were extremely low.. My earnings may not be that much
now but at least I can save quicker with 1 credit vs 0.04. I've explained that due
to autism and other disabilites, I would not be able to handle a normal job
and turned to these sites to make money with my content. I also wanted other places
to share it. I was discouraging seening how low my learnings were and couldn't
figure out how to push it in front of more people.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/xxgkioan
Another scammer story. If you recall last year, I made a blog post and a video about
a guy who scammed me on Facebook. This time another person like them
message me on Instgram and tried to scam me in a simialar fashion as
the guy from last year. This scammer claimed I needed to
pay their accountant in order for the tip to go through on Paypal.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/koohbcfh
I am starting a series where I react to my old videos that
were once on DTube and Verond. DTube archives videos after awhile
and a Youtube clone site called Verond died in early 2020 (I noticed it was gone
when COVID got bad)
This video is a rant I made about how I feel my mom doesn't understand
why I choce to work from home by posting on these sites (to start)
and build my website blog etc
depending on the video, I will only leave in key points when I react to my videos.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/txwgxlmh
This was a video I recorded around the lockdowns during the epidemic.
I had gotten a new phone where I could record in 4k so I wanted to
try the phone out and see. It was intended for Instagram or Twitter but
I forgot I had it. I talked about how I was able to get better things for my
Youtube channel now that I had a little funds coming in. I recorded his while my
folks were in the store. I stayed in the car since the last time
I went to the store during the peak of the lockdowns
the place was crowded like Six flags and I was trying so hard not
to have a panic attack.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/fdeqauiq
I will be doing a flash review of some wireless earbuds that I picked up.
These earbuds are so much better than wired headphones. For example
constantly untagling my headphones, them getting broken etc
With this wireless ones, this can be handy when driving if someone calls you and
you're alone. Or if you're making a video on your phone
the earbuds will be geat for that. When you're done you put them in the
case and they are safe and sound. when the battery is low the
pods will charge when you put them in the case.
Having these can make activites like working out, shopping etc so much easier.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/hpmrmbac
Here's a throwback to a cooking vlog I attempted to make. It was hard to do without a tripod.
I used a tablet and jus leaned that on something. This was when I wanted to
take a vlog channel that I had in another direction.
I did enjoy the cooking videos for a short while. I may do some again
with my new equipment.
I post these older videos so you can see my growth from then the video was made to now
when this video was mad I had no money for better audio or a tripod
now I do and I have more flexibility with my vlogs
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/znavvegf
Day 27 of VEDA. Almost there. This is a video that I filmed for YouTube then
I changed my mind and never uploaded it. grabbed some planner stuff from the dollar
store. I decorated it off screen because I wanted to save time (also I didn't have a tri-pod to
show the process at the time)
I have a different video showing the stuff I bought from the dollar store.
You will see it if I can find it.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ijqzqggh
Day 26. We're almost done with VEDA. Woo woo. In this video, I explain
why i quit vlogging. I picked up the urge to vlog back in 2016. Later
on I noticed it was hard to meet the quality viewers expected due to no
money to get the things I needed to improve. I got my first "hater"
in 2017. I felt he couldn't accept me for me nor understand I was trying the
best I could with what I had. I felt like the lack of gear held me back.
I get that you don't need pricey things to have quality content, I didn't have a penny to
my name to get even affordable options.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/iktefhof
I will be giving you tips on how to increase your vlogging content production.
Although in the video I mentioned vlogging everyday challenges like Vlogtober,
these tips can work for your normal vlogging schedule as well
as vlogging challenges you want to do.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/uyftedct
After Sean wakes up in jail, the cop takes him into the questioning room.
What you did in the game depends on what crime(s) Officer Campbell will
mention in Sean's file. Daniel will come to save you, If his morality is low
he will show no concern for Campbell. If his moral compass is high
he will be concered.
This was from a video I intended for Youtube but I got busy with my
streaming/lets play marathons I forgot I prepped this video.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/vzxxpver
This is a throwback to the first vlog I did in awhile. This was in 2018.
The last Vlog I did was for Vlogmas in 2017. I quit vlogging because
I came across a viewer who couldn't accept me for me
and wanted me to change to fit them. I am tired of masking so I quit vlogging.
I decided to start again now that I post vlogs here on threespeak.
This may have been filmed in Jly or August of 2018.
My Twitter and Insta is xaaliyahholtx
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/sykohxbe
Karen informs the boys that the cops are looking for them
after the events at Haven Point. Karen gived the boys a chance to escape
and takes the blame for what happened at Haven.
This was from my episode mini series that I did. I got busy with my
streaming/lets play marathon when true colors came out and I forgot about
these videos
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/tjylxfih
Its been awhile since I( did a video like this. At the time I made other videos like
this, I didn't have the money for what I needed to make
the quality better. When i'm with my grandma its
hard to vlog because she loves to comment on everything I do.
She wants 135 bucks from me a month and making these videos will
add to that. The mask fogs my glasses up ugh.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/njzzatmb
thowback to the first vlog I posted to Youtube when I first (re)started my YouTube
channel. This vlog was just to kick off the channel a bit, This was during my broke
Youtuber days. I post these throwback videos so you guys
can see the growth between when the video was posted and now.
I did touch the video up a bit with my newly accquired editing skills.
we have about a week and a half left of VEAD woo woo.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/zttlvcfs
This is a video I did venting about how rough I felt it is growing up with religious folks.
I felt like my mom used God to stop me from having certain interests.
As an autistic peson, interest help us self-regulate and I felt like
the only thing to help me cop was being taken away from me.
My folks sent me to a religious private school.
My grandma tried getting me to join her church when I was on summer
break in 2011.
As an autistic person, church is too overwhelming and i hated
the fact that my mom was making me go to a place she
knows causes me sensory overload.
I did upload videos on a site called Verond but the site died I think before
COVID hit.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/jshaggzo
This is a vlog I did when I attended a therapy session that I had. I originally went
to a place thats closer. However they thought I had Medicare which they do not
take. The copay was 90 bucks which I could not afford at the time.
My mom told me about this place she goes to.
As of now, I no longer go to this place because my old doctor left and the new one
they gave me is ableist trash.
This was a video that I intended for Youtube then I later on changed my mind or deleted
my vlogs when I rebranded.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ljjabjvy
I used to be broke as hell. I didn't have money for better equipment on Youtube. I started posting
content on these platforms (Hive didn't exist yet) my earnings were too low on Steemit
then there was Weku (how Steemit looked before the communites) the value of the coin
was too low etc. These are the struggles that I faced. At least to me, the better the equipment
the more features and freedom you have.
These struggles affected my blog because I had no money for hosting.
I have some blog posts about this
Blog post #1: https://gamingwithjazz.com/my-struggles-as-a-small-broke-youtuber/
Blog post #2: https://gamingwithjazz.com/problems-that-i-face-as-a-small-youtuber/
Microphone used: https://gamingwithjazz.com/2021-upgraded-condenser-mic-unboxing/
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/xsbzqldb
I started blogging about autism in 2019 but in 2020 I bought hosting for my blog.
I've had no louck blogging about autism. I struggled to grow my blog and my
socials talking
about autism.
I've been having troube coming up with ideas for my blog. I lost interest in
making autism videos. I did it because due to not having a good computer to play newer
games, I was limited. Therefore I added different things to my channel.
I like blogging about gaming more. I won't quit forever. I may do an autism blog post
for my off-topic series.
I made a blog post, you can read it here: https://gamingwithjazz.com/im-rebranding-my-blog/
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/gdzatqni
Its been awhile since I did a vlog. I am not as into vlogging as I used to me.
I rather do it when I am motivated. I made content for 3speak and YouTube and you will see
more of that. Now I gotta help my grandpa pay off a new heating/air system.
And a snowblower
which were all needs.
-Image is from Pixabay
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/hguzzteg
Happy Holidays. This is a Christmas vlog I did back in 2016 when I used to be a vlogger.
I still like to vlog now, I just prefer to have a gaming channel.
I set the table, get some shots outside (it was like 60 degrees F in December the year I shot this.
Funny normally I need a coat but its December, the middle of winter and all
I need is a jacket like its fall.
Anyways happy holidays. My question at the end is nul and void because of
the new nomal lol.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/jkjyyrhf
This video was back in 2019. This video was sorta in context after this prick bullied me
because
I didn't understand what he was saying when he was asking me about witnesess
on these sites. When I held him accountable he condoned is actions
and calling me ableist slurs(yes retarded is a slur towards neurodivergent people/disabled people etc). Now I know if someone asks me about witnesses, ignore them
better than being called slurs, right?
I used a few examples to back my message in this video. But this video was intented on calling that prick out.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/wpitfyii
At the start of episode 5, you can draw the canyon. Daniel wants to be in the drawing. His reaction
will depend on his morality. I love that you can include Daniel in your drawing.
Also Daniel can help pack up the camp with his powers which is kinda neat.
You can also check Sean's diary to keep up with the time skips in the game
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/octclmcr
A platform where people write blog posts and I've yet to see a single mod/whale be
understanding of writers block if my posts didn't have what they should.
This video is a heads up about the struggles I have with thinking of what to say in my posts
When I share my travel videos, its easier to explain whats in the video than
what is not in the video. One of the mods in the haveyoubeenhere group
flagged my post. I could only gather they assumed I did that on purpose.
If they had of reached out to me, I would have explained. What if most low-quality posts
aren't on purpose, but because the person hits a block and the jucies
stop flowing. You will never kow just assuming they did the post like
that on purpose and flagging their posts rather than reaching out.
Stealing content, the person knows what they are doing
I feel this platform needs more 'post forgiveness' which is why I made that
poll on Dpoll.
At least keep 'writers block' in mind when you're reading posts.
Give them advice you
use to form your posts rather than outright flagging.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/dqfkcnro
Early this month (I think) Facebook, Instagram and what's app went down. Twitter and Tiktok
were the only ones standin so people on Twitter made some memes
about the outage. Some memes were from the Squid Games (i did not understand the SG memes), I made the video BEFORE
I watched the show.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/oxinlxiq
Note this video is from 2019, I am just reposting it for Threespeak
I should have posted this vlog before the vlog where I had the surgery. I forgot this
video existed. I attended the consolt so we know whats going on. Dental care is high as hell
Merica, right? Fortunatly they had payment plans. This video was from 2019. In June.
I was a vlogger on these sites. I may start it back up. I've got better vlogging gear.
I am reposting my DTube vlogs (at least the ones I can find)
I may have been a little dramatic. After the surgery, i was high as a kite.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/pjjsbiff
This vlog is from 2019. This is a get ready with me/grocery shopping vlog. When i first strted
vlogging in 2016/2017, I did these videos pretty often but got bored with it. At the time, I decided
to do one vlog per season.
Also (off screen) my folks kept bringing up a job, despite me saying I decided to work
from home. It feels like my folks just don't like the fact that I am happier with this job.
Mking my content takes time.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/pabefpiz
This video is from 2019, when I wanted to be a vlogger. I go over how I plan my content
for these sites. At the time, I posted content on Steemit, DTube, a site called Verond
and I had 2 channels, one gaming channel and a vlog channel.
I have a better planner now. I bought the dollar store ones since at the time, I was broke
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/qjtsfvhj
This is a video I made back in 2019 about a job program that I thought would help
me find a job that's right for me, didn't work out. I was given a counselor that refused
to believe I am autistic because I don't fit the stereotype. As a result of this, was not
placed correctly/didn't get the proper help.
It seems like this program is for disabled people who are seeking employment, who
were previously employed.
The coach never made it clear how many applications she expected us to send in, yet was constantly on my back when I wasn't sending out enough applications.
The coach said I wasn't emailing her enough yet she never made it clear how many times a week i needed to email her and for what reason(s) to email her.
Also its tought for doisable people to get a job for various reasons so why was it such a shock to her when someone wasn't applying for enough jobs.
I will link some blog articles that I wrote about this
Sings I missed that that program would not help me
[The most stressful program that I went through
]https://theloneaspie.com/the-most-stressful-job/)
Ignorant 'professional claimed I am not autistic
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/hkhqbwbt
This video is from 2019 I think. This is a video I made called out a therapist I had that turned
out to be a POS. He would down play my issues because I don't fit the sterotype
regarding how an autistic peson should 'be.' In his eyes if HE didn't have the records
of your illness, he will claim you don't have it. I hated ths guy with every fiber of my being.
This guy didn't understand different aspects of a condition.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/ybrscojt
I feel as though some folks don't get that employment for everyone is different.
They believe because its easy for THEM to get a job they think eveyone elses situation
is the same. The first scene of the skit, to me, implies you just walk into a place as
for a job and its yours. But its applying, having to stand out from 100s of people
wanting the same job. Some people are limited as to the jobs they can do due to
the distance if they pay for Uber and busses only go so far.
Some folks struggle to get an interview. If they're lucky and get the interview,
the hiring manager may
use the 'not enough experience' excuse when you can train them to gain experience.
The interview version of the skit; only experince some can gain, (like if they held fundraisers
for their school) not all employers
count it.
I probably epicly failed this, but its hard to say what struggle to showcase since everyone
has a different experience.
Also note: this video was done in 2019. the reason it matters is because
during this time, I was limited on equipment to make better videos.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/mmynbujt
This video is from 2018. This is a story time about my fake friend. I was blindsided
by someone who was pretending to be my friend. I guess they got sick of pretending and
tried making my friend hate me because of the beef they made up on the fly.
Just like on Survivor, trust no one. They can/will blindside you. This was posted to Youtube
before I rebranded.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/shulzgtn
I joined Steemit.com back in 2017 due to unemployment. I talked about my employment struggles
on my blog theloneaspie.com
I encountered some problems along the way.
Alegedlly, I was reported for possible plagrism because Steem cleaners came and said stolen content
should not be rewarded and they could not delete posts
so I guessed someone reported me.
-image is from pixabay
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=aaliyahholt/bznvlmdb
This was from early 2017. Maybe a few days after I merged back to one channel, I saw that
my old gaming channel was suspended. I got an email from Youtube that
my channel is suspened for violating their TOS when I did nothing wrong. Even if I did something
I did know broke YouTube's rules, the fact that their emails are so vague and don't tell
you directly what rule you violated and what video(s) contained the violation. To get
an outright suspention/termination you have to be massed reported.
My channel has 30 subs. What could a channel with 30 subs could
have possibly do to get a mass flag. Also, YouTube made a change that they can recruit
YouTube 'hero' to flag channels they think break their rules and
someone abused their power when reporting my channel.