teenage dirtbag: Recent Episodes
zara
life is so confusing as a teenager. i like to say we’re all “teenage dirtbags” cause most of us are just emotional wrecks at these ages but our emotions matter and in this podcast im going to be venting so that anyone that’s feeling similarly is comforted by the fact that someone out there gets it. they understand. that you’re not the only one going through that. i love you, let’s heal together <3
here i talk and cry, pretty much it. this episode is for everyone to listen but it’s also mostly directed to my future husband.
in my last episode i was telling u a little bit about a friend i have in college (Travis) which i believe the Lord is calling through me, here i show you the voice notes which i sent my friends while being super excited about what was happening.
here i continue giving you updates on important things that have taken place in the past few months, enjoy lol (in the pic, the one in the middle is hannah and the one next to her is emily).
here i give you updates on things i've mentioned in the past few episodes and i talk to you about my first day ever at work, enjoy :) (the pic is how the classroom looked while organizing. crazy right).
in this episode i explain to you in detail and apologize for experience with my latest crush and my lack of self control.
in this episode i read to you the list i made of “future husband requirements” LOL. enjoy 💀
talking about my day & thoughts + how random dads i see in public remind me of you. (spoiler alert: i cried💀) and yes, that photo of the yellow tree is the tree i see on my walk to the gym)
i am ready. yes, it’ll be a process but i am so excited to see the joyful outcome of my new bright perspectives, my new constant denial of the lies the devil tries to feed me and my new way of rebuking any thoughts that go against God’s ways.
this episode is my poor effort into putting into words the biggest emotion that i’ve been feeling lately. impotence. so basically none of the things that affect me mentally are things that i can control or change. i have to just accept them as they are or continue to have hope that someday they’ll change. imagine feeling like no one can understand you the way you understand them cause you’re “made” to give others that feeling and not to receive it but also, that feeling of understanding is the only thing you want. well i don’t have to imagine, that’s how i feel.
life is so confusing as a teenager. i like to say we’re all “teenage dirtbags” cause most of us are just emotional wrecks at these ages but our emotions still matter even though they’re so inconsistent and changing so in this podcast im going to be venting and really just speaking my mind so that anyone that’s feeling similarly is comforted by the fact that someone out there gets it. someone understands. that you’re not the only one going through that. i love you, let’s heal together <3