Kodie's Mind: Recent Episodes
Kodie Wood
Hey all and welcome to Kodie's Mind. I'm obviously Kodie and here what's running through my mind. Here I will say what I think of sport, politics, case, haunted places and anything else on my mind. I hope you sure what you think with me.
I have slowly started my YouTube channel back up. I have video ideas lined up for helping my business and career.
I have been in the booktok community undercover that I have thought of joining. I have now joined that community and can't wait to see what happens.
I have a little of a close to getting my one of my dream trucks. I don't know if I will get my dream trucks but anytime soon or at all.
My journey has been an up and down a lot this year that I don't like. I have a trainer that I'm working with, and I feel like I'm letting her down.
This year has not gone the way I thought it would. I had two family members pass in a couple months of one other. I have also been stressing myself out with my new business and old business. I have been in my head to mush other a lot of things.
I have been trying the lose weight for years. It's not easy when you can't do the whole of it.
I was told to work hard for what I want. I work hard and still can't even get what I want. There are "kids" that just want the shit hand to them.
I Have started my new business. Its on the hard road right now but with time I hope and pray it will get better.
I think the Small Town song is good and true. People need to just look at the bigger picture of it.
My family is complicated. I can't talk to them about something without opening a big can of worms. I just want someone to understand and talk to mt to help me out.
I don't know if I should even start the new business, I'm thing of. Do I start it now or wait till I move. I wish I could have some help with my think.
I'm think of stating a booktok but just don't know if anyone will like the books I read. Also I'll probably get yelled at got my book storage.
Why can we just have to months just be months again. It's just like we have to make everyone happy when we really can't.
It's a other year and I have not been where I want to be this year. I really hate having the worst hand in life.
I some wired and neat hobby's that I like. I want to just add to the list to grow. I know that some of the hobbies will come in heady in life.
The plan I had for this year is not working out like I thought it would. It's the middle of the year and I'm not even close to what I was planning for this years.
The new news that is happening in nascar. I said that wrong name for the drive in the ARCA Menards Series. Nascar just has so much going on right its a little hard to keep track.
I have to say on everything in everything that in politics that are out now. There's so much that is going on it hard to keep up.
I don't know if it's me but moving when you don't have money is just so much stress. I know that the move will be good for me, and I need it but it's hard.
Heres what i have to say about this year and year after. Im hoping that next year we can get someone to understand what is going on than what they think is going on like everything is good when its not.
The Phoenix track for nascar just doesn't have that much. The March race is just not that fun. The race in November has a big star for the concert and that it.
I think that everything with the guns is just crazy right now. I don't know what to say but what you listen to.
I working on try to start two new business's for when I move. I have big plans for the businesses like I do with Wood's Country Crafts. I'm hopfully that people will like to two new businesses and even Wood's Country Crafts.
I have new necklace out that are nascar meets steampunk. I have very different new product's that I'm working on to come out soon. I have big plan for after I move that I can't wait to show and tell everyone. I will as be doing YouTube for my business here soon I'm planning.
I have had my page a paid one now and lost all my fans. I do have new content coming out soon. Also working on now content that is different for me. I don't know what to rally do to get more fans but to like post more but it's hard when I work 9-5 job.
I lot of things have been going on for me. I'm in the process of moving. My big man dog is not doing so well. He has cancer and has stop eating. My plan for having more money coming in is not work out that well that I don't know what to do.
Pleasing my family is hard. I have times I'm like ok yes, I'll do this just to please you and the other times it's like can I just do me. I have to make mistakes to learn from them. I have what I think made the BIGGEST mistake I can make. I also know that I'm chasing stupid and impractical dreams, but they have a meaning to them that my family will not understand.
There's some big and little new this year for Nascar. A big driver is leave come the end of the year. There are new drivers in the Cup. I can wait to see what this year brings.
Leigh Occhi disappeared on August 27, 1992, during Hurricane Andrews. She was home alone because her mom was at work for some home opening and her dad was living in Virginia. Her mom called the house when she heard about the hurricane and when she doesn't get a response, she want to home to check on Leigh where she finds the garage door open and the lights on. She entered to the house to find blood smeared on the wall and she called law enforcement. Law enforcement found additional pools of bloods in Leigh's bedroom, smeared in the hallway, bathroom that looked like it was cleaned up and also on her bedroom door. The mom said that some of her clothes were missing with law enforcement found a bloody nightgown in the hamper. Her stepfather was ruled as a a suspect because of abusing her. He was ruled out by an alibi and passing a polygraph.
I'm still feel like I'm doing something wrong with my onlyfans. I'm going to say something that I don't really like to say because well has questioned asked. I don't know what Ican really do when in still a virgin and have like two toys but only one that I'm using.
I have some big goals for my business this year that I'm going to make happen. I'm think of adding another business to it. I'm really excited for my business this year.
This year is going to be year. I'm going to do everything I can to get where i should have been years ago. I'm going to work header then ever and don't care who i pass of along the way.
Jeanette Loff was an actress, musician and singer that died on August 1, 1942. She had ammonia at the time of her death. She had severe chemical burns to her throat and mouth. She ingested the ammonia to "on the coast" and coroner unable the determine whether the ingested was accidentally or intentionally. She was suffering from a suffering from a stomach ailment and may have taken the wrong medication.
I don't know how you would take the wrong medication?
Christmas is not the some like it was before. I don't have a joyful Christmas and I haven't had a one in I don't know how long. I don't think I'll be a Christmas person mush longer.
I would love to make more videos for my channel. I have some ideas for some videos that I sure in this episode.
I have this big plan for how I would love next year to go. I'm working hard to get it in plan that I also feel like it won't work out. I'm hoping that my plan works so I can just live life and have fun.
I cannot believe what people are say about how anyone builds their trucks. I go a build is a build its more about about that then why or what why they got the money form it. I also think that you shout be in any truck group because just being a woman in the trucks is just hard.
After the 2020 voting we had everyone is on the fence of voting because of everything that happen. Are they really do what they say if the win. We are going backwards then forward in just two years.
I don't know what my path in life is anymore. I don't ever know what path I'm on but one that sucks and nowhere out. I keep just fighting and fight with no end in sight.
I think that there will be new problems that will come up with next year. The drivers are in different races or new cars. The drama is going to I think wilder and crazier.
Abigal Willams (14) and Liberty German (13) were best friends hiking the Monon High Bridge. When Liberty posts pictures of the hike on her snapchat that happened to be the last time they were heard from. The family thought to search from them before called police when they don't show up to be picked up. Thier body's where find the next day 0.5 miles from where they want miss. The only thing that police could get the prime suspect was a picture of a man on the bridge that Liberty take on her snapchart and a voice auto too. There has been other suspect, but they were ruled out.
Amber Hagerman was 9 years old riding her bike with her brother when he was worried about what their mother said about just riding the block, so he turned back. She was gone before he could tell her to come back. A man that saw her get kidnapped called the police that by the time they got there her bike was the only thing left. Four days later her body was found naked with blood and buries all over. Her throat was slit also. She is the reason for the Amber Alerts now.
I know that it takes time for everything to happens, but I feel like I'm not good enough. That I'm not as pretty or sexy as everyone else.
I love the imagination that I have that a lot of the time I wish that it was real. Imagination can be a good thing to help out to get out of your head like me. It also can be a good thing for making crafts too.
I keep see all this tarot card reading on my for you page. They are all love or twin flame that I don't know if I should believe them and how too. I also don't believe that they will come try.
The fucked up new cars for Nascar really are going in the wrong way and that ways backwards. The two-way rolling for what happens is just fucked up.
I think that social media is not hard work like getting up and going in to clock. They want now what that you have to work for your money not sit on their ass watching the imager money tree grow.
My business in still on the ground stage that everything I do to get it off the ground just don't work I feel like. I really would like to have it be my job so i have more free time to do what I love and just live life.
I have a really bad year so far. I do wish to go back the begging of the year. I have fought back this year more than another year that I can think of.
Terry Rasmussen aka The Chameleon Killer. He was DNA to four body's in 55-gallon drums that where find in Bear Brooks. For those murders he was under the name Bob Evans. Also, under that name he killed a woman with a six-month-old who he run away will under a new name Curtis Kimball. He was arrested under that name for DUI and child elect that he failed to appear in court. He then under another name Gordon Jenson abandoned the child in an RV park in California. Under the name Gerry Mockerman he was driving a stolen vehicle and get arrested that he then did three years in prison for child abandonment. He then married and murdered Eunsoon Jun under the name Larry Vanner.
Danny Hamlin needs to just drive for his own damn team. He hands the win to his own driver. Ty Gibbs needs to get his head out of his ass and know that just because he drives for his grandfather doesn't mean that you can be an asshole.
I want to stop fighting life and being in a cage. I just want to be free and have a live that I want then just wishing for it. I want to be me where I can grow and just live.
I have a TikTok crush and want to talk to him but don't even know what to say to him. The guy is 6-foot tattoos, works out country man that can get and have any woman he wants so way would he go for me a 5-foot weird big girl that overthinks on everything. I don't know what else to say.
I have done everything to get a good hand in life but for some unknown reason I just keep get the same hand over and over again. I feel like ending it and giving up all together. I would say more but listening to it is all that is needed.
Wattpad is a what I think is the best for a lot of different kind of stories. I have two different list of published books I need to get to read and to get for movie with book to read too. Look me up on Wattpad and see what I read.
This is my longest episode ever. I have been thinking or overthinking everything now a days. I don't know if I should just give up on my dreams or not. I think I'll never find love like I see on TikTok. I have a TikTok crush that I know is way out of my league that I don't even what to message him. I also want to give up on my small business and Onlyfans because I'm doing everything right but still nothing. That writing this I sound more pathetic.
Everyone remembers where and what they were doing. There are people that still have nightmares of the day. The day is when everyone come together.
I want to have a conversation with every one of the drives that will probably somewhere end with me hitting them. They all just need to just grow up.
I don't get how people can just not just say thank you, please or even welcome. They also don't know just what I like to think is to be respectable. I don't know why it's so hard for something that was drilled into our brains.
Fruits Basket is the first manga I read and anime I have watched. I have a mini backpack and blanket. Also, the manga's next part of the series.
I was never what I thought going to read Twilight but I did. I now have a whole collection of Twilight merchandise.
Rodney Alcala was nicknamed the dating game killer. He was listed as a sex offender and still end up with a job at the Time. He was sentence to 25 years to life but only if California releases him from custody. He was convicted on charges to abduction and murder of a 12-year-old, but it was overturned twice because a jury know about his criminal record. He wrote a book about how he was innocent all while in custody. He should have stayed in jail the first time he was arrested then be what I think reward for killing by being on a game show and having a job in the Time.
Alan and Terry Westerfield want missing in 1964 after their stepfather says he take them to the movies for a double feature. Some employees say that they do and don't see the boys. I believe that the boys were killed by their stepfather because no one saw the boys leave the house. I also believe that if they were kidnapped by someone at the movie theater then killed.
I believe and think that you should work for your money. Also, that the money you have you should save not spend it all on food to eat or gas for your vehicle. When you get paid more than you spend more too. Just spend full price in stand of getting it one clearance.
I believe us woman should have to right to choose on our body's. More baby's and kids out in that world can lead to different problem's out there that right know we don't need. We have enough problems right now to add down the road.
I had three great experiences at IMTA. All three times I want I learn something different. Every time I want, I know that I may not get a call back. That the first time I did not get one, but I was noticed and take that as a good thing.
Here I am talking about a little of my journey to become an actress. I'm working every why I can to achieve my goal and dream. I am not done learning that i can't wait to learn more as I grow further in the industry.
Start an Onlyfans to feel more confident and yet I don't know what I'm doing. I'm think that I'm not good enough for fans to follow me. Also, with thinking that makes me think I'm not good enough for someone to love that I'll be the lady with 100 dogs in stand of cats.
Here is what I have to say on politics and sports. They are all short because I can go more in-depth on the subject that I will go down more rabbit holes. I can go for miles down the rabbit holes that will be more rabbit holes.
I have a crazy dream to move to Taxes and live in a tiny house on a big piece of land will drive a Dodge Ram 3500 called the Beast. My business to have a horse trailer converted into a sells trailer that I would park at the fixed-up gas station that is my main shop for build trucks, jeeps and cars for people that will show them off.
I have a small business call Wood's Country Crafts on Etsy, Instagram, Facebook and Tiktok. I had my business for about 6 years now and it's not half or close to where I would like to be. My business is 90's cartoons meet my favorite Nascar and that being a tomboy all the time is something to be proud of.