Ramshackle Mind: Recent Episodes
Mario
Every Sunday @ 10am / This podcast is showing hope. It is dedicated to all those whose lives are affected by depression, suicidality, fear and worry. I want to tell you the story of my Ramshackle mind, explaining how depression arising and developing in a bad way and how I managed to go back to a life without fear, depression and terrible thoughts. Let me inspire you, guide you and help you to make a change and a decision for life. There is hope, for each one of us.
And all of a sudden there was this evil voice in my head demanding my death, every 5 minutes for several days...
just by accident I found out that my marriage turned into a lie and than my suicide thoughts showed up and became a deadly tornado.
..... well .... is he? ... is she? ... is it? ... or isn´t God at all? and if... what is it then?
Gays in love might be always sort of difficult. It can be heaven and hell at the same time ....
More than a decade I lived in a mental health paradise after I had my coming out and met the man of my life...
Following your dreams means learning for life and teaching you, that the reality is designed in your inner self and not outside of you.
It is helping to forgive, to find a new focus in life and to understand the people around, if you see the "Why". Stopp judging the "What", because only the "why" shows the intention behind every action.
It was a priest who did something special and made foregiveness availiable. And this was very non catholic.
Our actions are based on the emotions of the past and this is why the emotions of the past are always creating our future.
And one day, I was 14 years old, out of the blue, my mother told me that my father is just my stepfather ... Halleluja
... and than there was this one day I couldn´t handle my life any more. Death would be the only solution to escape such parents.
What happend to the old geezer and how the situation from the past is ruling my health of the present.
Born as a unwonted boy in a convent because my Nazi grandparents freaked out
Well the drama started, when my mother got pregnant with 15 years from a Italian and my Nazi Grandparetns freaked out.
The value of a human being, before and after losing the partner through suicide)
I felt that our relationship and I as a person had no value to keep on living
The days before the suicide happend - what have we done?
I describe the terrible situation the days before the Suicide took place and how different people were helpless involved in the situation
The day a suicide triggered my personal apocalypse and wiped out everything that mattered.
Let me tell you why I did this podcast and why I adress people who have problems with mental health issues.