Garden of EDan: Recent Episodes
Estrian Danzell
Recent challenges in my life exposed areas that still require lots of grace, love and healing.
As I draw closer to myself, I understand I have no choice but to lean in to God who is the only one who knows me better than I know myself. Surrendering to His will has always been a battle for me... But He has never failed to deliver on His promise that it ALWAYS works out for me in the end.
Reassurance for myself, and others out there like me who may be facing a season of trials... "this too shall pass"
In this episode I link my childhood trauma experiences to my adult relationships. Healing is painful but necessary and rewarding.
How fitness helped me pivot to my present life and mindset. I went from a morbid mental state to the growing and glowing sunflower I strive to continue to be now.
Sharing about some of my struggles with mental illness. My hope is that my journey of growth and healing will inspire others who may feel just as stuck as I did, to get themselves out of the water.
After feeling like I've been living beneath my truest potential for the entirety of my adulthood, I have finally found the courage to use what I believe is my most inherent gift. I have denied my inner most voice for an extremely long time because my deepest fear was failing at the one thing I always knew I was good at. My fear of failure along with the fear of not being universally accepted, cornered me into a life of settling... but not anymore. In an unrelenting effort to face these fears and to reach to the place I know I need to be, with an intentional desire to align myself with the greatness I know I harbour within, I want share with you my journey through the gift of my voice -- no, I won't be singing; but I am quite the chatterbox.
Thanks for joining me. I hope it is worth your while.