wandering thoughts...: Recent Episodes

Wandering Thoughts

hi, i'm mariella :)) i'm a 14 year old girl and a Christian who's learning to live life to the fullest. as i talk about topics that have been wandering in my mind and expressed through writing, i hope that this space would give you perspective from a teenager's eye in life.

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its been a while, but i feel as though this is something i’d share. something i’d share that would matter, but not effectively in a personal manner. 🤍

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this is a raw authentic recording, no edits, of my pure soul speaking. if you do by chance listen to this, i thank u a lot 🤍 forgive the background noise and all the stutters :)) (disclaimer: bgm not mine)

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finally, we're here yall!!! to open the doors to this new season, here's my year recap of 2022. you were able to see me from the first months of the year as we ended off the last season, so here's a continuation of how the year went before we close it off and start off with a new, entirely changed season. :))

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happy valentines day to you all! in this episode, i took the time to reflect on how i’ve been feeling. i accepted my vulnerability and used it to see how i should go on with my days, even if the light seems dim. puhon <33 disclaimer: bgm not mine!!! used for ambience purposes

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hi there! here’s a raw recording of my latest journal entry as a kickstart to season 3. as life goes on and seasons change, we ought to go through many hardships— and that includes friendship breakups. come with me as i talk about my revelations over these past few months of growing up :,)) disclaimer: bgm not mine!! used for ambience purposes

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in this episode, i celebrate my birthday turning fifteen. as i reflect on the previous year full of growth and love, i manage to put these feelings into words. i hope that as you listen to this, you will also be reminded of the gratitude and the love you have in your life.

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in this episode, i talk about what i learned during these past few weeks. as i take a creative break, it led me to finding out what i want to produce as a content creator. i hope that as you listen to this, you are reminded that it’s okay to take a rest and take it step by step.

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in this episode, i talk about the recent day blues of life lately. as i go through life in a teenager’s eye, it takes me a long time to process and finally acknowledge what i feel. i hope that as you listen to this, you are reminded that whenever it seems that no one listens, God chooses you.

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in this episode, i talk about procrastination in a day-to-day basis. as i go in to summer break, i go through a life cycle of being lazy and moving productivity nonstop. i hope that as you listen to this, we will all be able to work out on living life in an introspective.

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in this episode, i talk about how i have been feeling over the past few weeks since the presidential elections had happened. i let all of what i have been thinking about the elections since it started, to the very end. i hope that as you listen to this, we will all be able to accept what is ahead of us as we continue to live.

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in this episode, i talk about having an existential crisis as seasons in our life end and begin and having to move forward through it all. as a wonderful and memorable school year ends for me, i go through wanting to stay in an environment that's bound to change soon. i hope that as you listen to this, you are able to figure out how to stay spiritually grounded with me.

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in this episode, i talk about the FOMO in the past and in the future. i'm just gunna say it, this episode is a gem!! definitely one of my favorite episodes we have done, and i hope that with the wisdom that i have shared, you may be with me as we learn to let go of the burdens that we don't need to carry.

disclaimer: the songs mentioned and played in this episode are not mine.

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in this episode, i talk to you guys about what has happened in my life over this past month of April. with all of the struggles and trials in catching up with you guys here, i finally get to go on here to open up about burnouts, healing, and the overall thought of living in a linear and bumpy mountain. i hope that in listening to this episode, you will be able to let yourself live the way you want and need to be.

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in this episode, im here at night, to talk about my week lately. it's a crazy rollercoaster of emotions in this journey, where i reflected and realized a lot of things that God has done in my life today. i hope that in listening to this, you may also be able to realize that God is doing more in your life, and it takes each step to see it all happen.

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in this episode, i come here to talk about gratitude once again. for the longest time, i haven't been acknowledging this term, and as i talk about it, i hope that you will be able to reflect on this too. i hope that you and i, together, will be able to think about all that we are grateful for, even in the most general and littlest things.

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today in this episode, i come back to talk about why i came back and why i stopped. i talk about how i've changed, and what you can expect in our future episodes. i hope that in listening to this podcast, i have given you time for clarity and rest before we go on with out lives. 

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In this episode, I talk about the Podcasters and YouTubers that I listen to and watch! 

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In this episode, I talk about the Asian-American Hate Crimes and Racism that have been going on this week.

Links to help: https://linktr.ee/deniseniqq

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In this episode, I talk about my current situation with friendships and gratitude.

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In this episode, I talk about how my quarantine has gone from the beginning until now! 

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In this episode, I introduce myself, my hobbies, how I started this podcast, and what you will be expecting here!