Wildly Unapologetic: Breaking the Silence with Indrani: Recent Episodes
Indrani Phillips
Raw, Real facts about my life. Marriage, Parenting, My body in my 40's ... I am breaking the silence on the things we "shouldn't" talk about. It's time.
It is soooo powerful to see how far we've come when the same scenario presents itself.
I share this because I WISH someone would have shared their honest experiences with me when I was on my journey of triggers and shame around self pleasure.
Because as women we are DESIGNED for pleasure. And when we heal the triggers, stigma and culture/religion/traditions we were taught around pleasure, we can experience so much depth in ourselves a deep intimacy with our partner.
Re-BIRTH is starting next week. Check out the details here.
And as always, DM me here with questions, podcast topic ideas and takeaways you have right here.
Until next time ... I'll leave you with this. What if you truly believed your relationship could get even more passionate, fun and intimate over time? How would your daily experience change?
-XX
Indrani
This is a big one.
And while I used to agree to this, now I disagree.
Why? Because I WAS THR CHEATER. And now in my 2nd marriage, I have not cheated in 15 years. I share it all in this podcast.
Enjoy!
P.S. If you are ready to develop your emotional mastery so you can get what you want in your relationships and life without waiting for others to change, the EA method is open for enrollment.
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Taking you along my evolution, in all areas of my life. So, let's get into my current embodiment ... SEX
Sex was not a pleasurable thing for me. I dive into a bit of my journey and now that I am devoted to pleasure, I am investigating the world of porn.
Follow along, share your thoughts, ask your questions you have!
P.S. Want to know more about the Pleasure Queen program? DM me "PQ" here for the exclusive pricing and details.
Want to know more about EA? DM me "EA" here for the exclusive pricing and details.
And share with me, what are your views about threesomes?
Taking you along my evolution, in all areas of my life. So, let's get into my current embodiment ... SEX
Sex was not a pleasurable thing for me. I dive into a bit of my journey and now that I am devoted to pleasure, I am investigating the world of porn.
Follow along, share your thoughts, ask your questions you have!
P.S. Want to know more about the Pleasure Queen program? DM me "PQ" here for the exclusive pricing and details.
Want to know more about EA? DM me "EA" here for the exclusive pricing and details.
And share with me, what are your views about porn?
This session was powerful. I share how I led myself when things did not go as planned.
We can be the victim. Or the leader. The choice is always ours.
When our partner does not have the time, energy or desire to satisfy us …
It can be a total mind f*ck.
Questioning the relationship …
Worried he is not into you as much as before …
Wondering if this will be enough for you for the rest of your life …
Going down the WORST case scenario possible.
Wondering if there is someone else out there that can give you everything you want … this one is dangerous.
The anxiety heightens as your worthiness level drops.
To avoid these thoughts, you avoid it.
Push down your desires.
Find other things to replace it.
(For me it was food + shopping.)
Dive into other things.
Like your family
Your work
Your hobby
Your community
While distractions can be the perfect thing at times, it does not replace our desires.
And it is time to start fulfilling our desires. On our own. So we don’t need to depend on anyone else to satisfy us.
When we can source our own safety, fulfillment and joy, we are a force to reckon with.
We stop needing our partner …
And we start to desire them instead.
It is a whole different MF vibe.
A Big Pu$$y energy.
Which is sexy AF to our men.
Why is this happening to me again?!?!
When I first started my journey in personal growth, it was both challenging and exciting. But when things would happen over and over ... like the same type of argument or pattern with my man. Or the same type of issue with Money ... I would be sooo triggered. I would get mad at myself, the situation ... the Universe. Because I thought I already did enough work around the situation. So, why is it coming up AGAIN?!?!
In this episode, I share my journey with the "Why is this happening to me again?!!?"
Enjoy!
- XX
Indrani
P.S. - If you want to know more about EA: Embody & Amplify Leadership Self Mastery Program, dm me here m.me/indrani24
And for all of you that love the cliff notes, I got you ...
Podcast Cliff Notes
0:00- Journey for personal growth and development
-Becoming our best self
-Invest our mind, time and energy
-Part of us anticipates not experiencing the lows of life
-Unconscious victim surfacing
-The need to never feel this again
1:00- See it in a different way
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When we experience the highs and lows of life
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What if we’re here to feel every emotion?
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The ultimate goal is how we can lead our self through the darkness, storms, triggers, emotions, and past wounds.
2:00- When we go through personal development, growth and expansion
-It takes all the pressure off
-It makes it more fun
-Process emotions when we experience darkness
3:00- Have tools to guide us
-The path to take
-The growth
-How your experiences will get even better and easier
-Leading yourself without bypassing and suppressing
-Becoming unstoppable
-Taking an action from place of scarcity, doubt and fear
-Take our power back
-Take full ownership
-Find magic in experiences
-Lead and inspire the world
5:00-When same thing happens again
-Instead of asking why is this happening to me?
Ask how is this happening for me?
-Find tools in leading yourself ASAP
-Used the EA tools
-Leadership master program is a life-changing revolutionary
-Instead of hijacking my joy, it only takes moment to process it
-I embodied the methods and tools I used
6:30- The beautiful part of discovering our mind
-We can reprogram, retrain, and rewire our mind
-Continuously repeating the patterns, intentions, and new belief systems
7:00 Testimonies from my clients
-transmute and process triggers into medicines
-this is what we need to heal
-Having trust and knowing magic happens
8:00-How would your life change?
Rabbit holes, Upward Spirals & Leadership Mastery
This episode is another raw moment of the "OH SHIT" times when we get unexpected news that can take us down the rabbit hole of doubt, worry and concern. And how I led myself through it and used awareness and emotional mastery tools to get out of the dark rabbit hole and instead catapult into the upward spiral of desire.
Enjoy!
- XX
Indrani
P.S. - If you want to know more about EA: Embody & Amplify Leadership Self Mastery Program, dm me here
And for all of you that love the cliff notes, I got you ...
Podcast Cliff Notes
0:00 - Unexpected moments in our lives
-Two different paths we can choose from in every circumstance
-Downward or Upward Spiral
-80% of our thoughts are negative, fear-based, and protection.
1:08 – Outcome of our life depends on the choices we make
-How we processed everything we received is within our control
1:35- Emotional shift
-Got an email from our renter
-At the moment I felt my body contracts.
-Thoughts came flooding in like waves are crashing against me
2:45- Who I used to be, will be avoiding them
-Getting out of the water
-Disconnecting completely
3:00- Who I am now
-Who I chose to be in that situation honors that part of me.
-Understanding that nothing can always be good.
-As I honored that process it honored the feelings.
-I was able to move on.
-I was able to process instead of avoiding them
4:00-Process and release of emotions
-I was able to open up to my husband
-Open up space for possibility and truth
-Set up limitations
-Started to plant seeds for my desires
5:00- Be appreciative
-Starting to appreciate growth
-Appreciating what I have become
6:40 –Used one of the tools in EA method
-Get in to the frequency of what I desire instead of focusing on fears
-Get in to possibility
7:00- Upward Spiral
-Feeling gratitude
-Feeling excitement
-Feeling appreciative, instead of allowing news to ruin everything.
7:30- Contemplating feelings
-Where in your life you feel contractions?
-What story do you have?
-Do you have a downward spiral of worry or doubt?
8:00- Things I love the most about EA methods
-Game changer
-Lead myself through those feelings
-Lead myself through those emotions
-Lead myself through the triggers
9:30-Create clarity
-Extract inner wisdom
-Reframe the whole situation
-Take a line action that is in the frequency of my desire
10:40- Being grateful
-Surrender everything that is out of our control
11:00- Importance of EA method
-Areas or triggers in your life
-First step to transformation is awareness
12:00- Closing
-Inspirations how I lead myself
Neon Green Bikinis, Frankenstein & Emotional Roller Coaster
This episode was recorded shortly after I got my lipo suction + skin removal surgery. I share my journey of why I chose to do this. The emotions, thoughts and judgements around elective surgery. I share the aftermath of my surgery. And the potent duality I experienced on my journey.
I would love to know, where do you experience duality in your life?
- XX
Indrani
P.S. - If you want to know more about EA: Embody & Amplify Leadership Self Mastery Program, dm me here
And for all of you that love the cliff notes, I got you ...
Podcast Cliff Notes
0:00- Neon Green String Bikini
-First time in years
0:40- The Surgery
-Painful
-All types of feeling and emotions
-The Unconscious Victim: No need to do it, you are fine, you are old,
-The Wounded Warrior: Just do it, do it for yourself
-The Sh…. Leader: energy, wisdom, a place of desire and possibility, nmasculine and feminine energy
2: 37- Decision-Making
-Consults and negotiating
-What do I need?
-What feels good for me?
-Inner wisdom tool
-Fear release tool
-Energy expansion and Pleasure tripping tool
-Researched before making the decision
5:48- The Emotional Roller Coaster
-What will people think of me?
-Issues came up during the process
-Took my full ownership
-Judgment days
-Work through on my own triggers, hurts, and wounds
-I didn’t feel safe to share
-Days I feel fine, days of feeling horrible
-Feeling frustrated
8:17- Neon Bikini / Frankenstein
-It felt amazing
-It was incredible to see the transformation
-Sharing from the place power and confirmation, instead of neediness and lack of validation
-Place of duality: light and dark
-Celebrating of investing in myself
-Honoring and holding the pain in my body.
-Leading myself with grace
-Loving my body and honoring the scars
11:53- Gratitude and Desire
-The success in life, business, and career
-Success in relationship
-Holding gratitude and desire is powerful.
-Leading ourselves through the darkness
-Face darkness with grace
14:03- The EA method
-Lead myself through the times of darkness.
-Lead myself through the emotions all over.
-Lead myself through my triggers.
-Developing the tools.
-Address the “HOW” for me
16:03-Emotion-Mastery Tools
-Revolutionized everything.
-Process my emotions
-Identify the patterns
-Create a clarity in making decisions
-Help process the energy within moments
-Invest in myself
-Everything was possible
18:02- Closing
-Where in your life are you experiencing duality?
Granola, Marriage + Emotional Intelligence
It is the little things that can cause huge rifts in our relationships. Because the little things can add up. Real Quick. It can blind us to the kind acts our partner has done. And if we do not process it, it can deteriorate our passion, intimacy and connection.
It is how my last marriage ended.
In this episode, I share a real life example of what happened in my marriage. And how emotional mastery has been the key to a hotter than hot marriage after 10 years.
Enjoy! Comment below and let me know your biggest takeaway. And what you would like me to share on next!
- XX
Indrani
P.S. - If you want to know more about EA: Embody & Amplify Leadership Self Mastery Program, dm me here
And for all of you that love the details of the call, I got you too.
Call Notes:
0:00- Bag of Granola
-Husband forget the granola
1:10- Emotional shift
-Used one of the tools in the EA method
-Patterns of emotions
2:15- The Power I gave people
-No one has the power to control my emotions
-Energy expansion and Fear release tool
3:04- Process of Emotions
-Move through emotions
-Clarity into the duality of what I have
4:00- Conversation with my husband
-Express and have him understand
4:58- Granola for breakfast
-I got what I wanted
-Processing wounds and energy, speaking my truth
-Appreciate each other
-Healing the past wounds
-Triggers are blessings and gift
-Release the layers of conditioning, patterns, unworthiness and belief systems that are not in alignment to our desires, worthiness, confidence, and to who you are meant to be.
7:02- I did not want to do this work
-I thought emotions are a bad thing
-I thought emotions makes us weak
-I wanted to be strong and independent
8:06- Leading myself
-Sometimes, it's hard to lead myself because I’m in it. I am in the storm.
-I get to be led by my tools
-I got tired of talking to therapists
-Community of women
-Share celebration and support each other
-How far we’ve come
10:30- Bowl of Gratitude
10:50- Closing
-Expand or perspectives
-We heal the world, we inspire others to do the same.