Enlightenment and Drug addicts.

Hi my name is JAYRAY im thirty years old and currently single, isolated, addicted, and in bad health. My background is your same old typical drug addict suffering from years of substance abuse, failure, rejection, depression, you get the picture I'm sure.But something strange is happening to me which started a few years ago. Beginning at first I moved to a new state to try and escape my heroin addiction. Ultimately I just became a tweaker and hooked on speed instead. That was a normal result, most attempts to find recovery ended in a similar way. I see use to that. I wasn't used to the weird type of behaviors and conversations I seemed to be having with my new acquaintances. I began to experience some form of gang stalking. And in the result of that and the confusion and disinformation, I felt stripped of my manhood, individualism, and sanity almost. Because of constant lies and people purposely debugging me, I began to question everything I thought I knew. Beliefs, religion, culture, history, science, and how they related to me.

What I found, what I changed, what I learned, and how I grew mentally and spiritually. Was a complete surprise, and hasn't stopped. Once you pull one string of the brilliantly designed web of lies and deceptions, it continues to unwind and reveal new revaluation, and insight at random. And what I learned was knowledge more powerful then anything I learned in school, from my parents, from the tv, or the internet, or anywhere. All hours of work done through the years at jobs, instantly became pointless. So like me, together let's ask the same old questions, cover the same old problems, and stories, only with a empowering new viewppint. The big picture.