Tea with Natalie: Recent Episodes

Natalie

Millenial. Expat. Dreamer. Writer. Boarder. And lots of other things. Living my life, writing my book and talking about it on air. Have a listen! Cover art photo by http://instagram.com/jamakassi

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Freedom...how do I get it? Let me know if you know

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All the greatest writers experienced a lot of pain...maybe I’m one of the greats?))

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Life won’t want you...you have to get off your ass to get somewhere. And I know depression doesn’t help your case (my) case but self-medicating is not an option, not for me anyway

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It’s time to give it up and be better to yourself. Do you think I should make these podcasts longer? Write me a Dm on Instagram @ nataliiatotka

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Some updates, almost crying, life lessons and life goals, relationships...life, etc

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Talking to the moon 🌝 at 4am in German country...

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I needed to talk it out..thank you for whoever’s listening 👂 to this

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The world is always changing and you never know what’s gonna happen. So it is up to us to build something for ourselves, that is certain, wherever we are, whatever the situation is. For me it’s yoga 🧘‍♀️, boxing 🥊, running, reading 📖. What are your rituals?

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Omg...I recorded this episode like a week ago but I somehow couldn’t load it and publish it, was really upset it didn’t work out but it finally did and I’m so happy about it, will go now and write something in my gratitude journal 📓 thank you for listening 👂 🎧 love you all 💕

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This was recorded a couple of days ago, when my phone 📲 was still working....about that in the next episode....tomorrow

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Covid situation in Germany, Ukrainian girl trying to figure out her life in Germany 🇩🇪, yada yada yada

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They say we have to be grateful right???

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Covid-19, me vs bf, moms bday, calm, cleaning, eating, enjoying life...I have missed you all soooo much ❤️🎈🥰

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Sitting here...on the lake, listening to the sound of waves...

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A fast rant before getting a taxi and going to work...cause I forgot my bike on the island 😳🤦‍♀️ and I forgot that I forgot it there. How typical!

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Inspiration comes in the process

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If we weren’t spending so much time distracting ourselves, think of how much we could have done for our health, our careers and our relationships

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Late shift morning routine....+ some stories 🤪

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I’m trying really hard here not to be depressed

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A podcast episode about nothing ))

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Life updates, soft voices, past, memories...

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Trying to be grateful for little things

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My damage and smth about it

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Something poetic and something so true

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It’s about me wanting to hurt myself

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We can be the discipline that we’re looking for, be an example for yourself. You can be more. You can do more

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Inside my everyday life...depression, struggles...me

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I’m scared. But not about getting the virus but being able to live and go to the store and buy stuff, pay my bills. Maybe in these times it’s preposterous to think like that, but that’s a reality of my everyday life. I just wanted to share

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I’m freaking out, but trying not to show it as much

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I wanted to go snowboarding 🏂 because it’s probably one of the last times I’m gonna be able to go this season, but Is it an escape???

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The Bold type, Katy Keene & heartbreak 💔

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Is it ever easy? Nope. Can it be more productive? Can it be better? You can make it better, and yes - it is damn hard.

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God, do I love to wait....😩🙄🤦‍♀️ no, I don’t, especially when it’s about my life, my career.....my WORK PERMIT!!!!!! But well, what else can I do? Go snowboarding 🏂??? 🤔 hell yeah

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How great it is to be uncomfortable 😣 said no one ever and yet they say that’s where magic happens

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Or I hope it’s forever...I hope it stays, I hope it helps me, I hope he stays away so I can move on with my life...

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Manipulation, emotional and physical abuse...you don’t even know you’re in a game, until you stop playing it

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I had to look at my insta to remember everything important that happened this year)) short memory I guess 🙄😂

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The morning show, me, sexual abuse, harassment...life really

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My middle in the night, more like early morning softness..

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“When you can feel the remarkable, uncommon texture of your soul, you can’t imagine letting anyone else close who isn’t perfectly meant to intertwine with it” ~ butterflies rising ~

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Talking mystical, subconscious...what is real and what’s not? What do you believe in? Do you think Universe speaks to us in dream or is it just our subconscious playing tricks?

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I’m trying for real this time. Trying to be better to myself, do better for my own sake, love myself enough to not let people crush my hopes and dreams

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Friendships, depression, love, crushes, dating stories)) all that and more in my new episode

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I’m back and I have lots to be depressed about 🙄 about. I’m scared and I’m desperate...and I’m sick of it. Let’s hear about my juvi break / escape

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Is happiness the goal or is it a way? Is it a constant or is it just a glimpse? What the hell is happiness and how do I catch it?

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I’ve learned a lot over the years. Some things aren’t easy to admit and yet I believe in my mom’s wisdom and the reality of things, reality of change. It is inevitable and it’ll have to come at some point

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How I organize, what I do on a daily basis and all kinds of talk...enjoy

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Based on life experience, lots and lots of love experience....and new amazon Prime series called “Modern love” based on Modern love essays from the New York Times

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An attempt to write like one of the greatest article writers - Nicholas Cole 😌 I tried, I wasn’t so bad at all. And also hopefully helped someone

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There isn’t one. Or is there? Should you even bother and say that? Do you want to hurt the person like that? Listen and find out what I think

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To get out of the rut - get out of the rut. It’s easy to say, definitely not easy to do. But once you start with smth small, you’ll be inclined to do more, that’s how it usually works. So let’s do it !!!

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No shit talk. No shit lessons. Getting personal and vulnerable here..been crying some, it’s one ☝️ of those days

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It’s metaphorical, don’t worry 😉

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It’s something I’ve been talking about for a long time and it is still hard and it is still confusing...it’s “take it one day at a time” kinda thing.

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Random entry from the daily stoic, I’m still sick but recovering. Thank you for listening 👂

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Just some apps I use to edit photos on insta

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I guess I was trying to talk to you without being able to actually talk to you. But this is better. You can’t talk back and since I’m sure you won’t ever hear this, here I go.

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Just bear with me..pride hurt, people are shit but we can’t do anything about it

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Because I didn’t listen to my gut - I’ve got myself a lesson. Stung a bit, but well, lesson learned. Let’s move on. Hopefully better people ahead.

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It’s time.

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“The practice of course waiting - choosing to wait for sex and denying instant gratification so that you can see clearly, make better decisions, and position yourself for blessings - is the key to finding not just happiness but spirit-deep fulfillment.” - The Wait, DeVon Franklin

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I wish I was a person I am now today 5 years ago, but it doesn’t work like that. I am who I am because of all the shit I’ve been through and apparently that’s the way in this world. Otherwise, you can’t grow as a human as a mind.

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Rape culture is something that hasn’t really been in my life but I actually realized that I was wrong and I remembered smth from the past that I forgot. More on this in the next episodes

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I frankly didn’t even feel July. Was there a July?

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This is sooooo easy and yet do we do it? No, we don’t. But I started doing it and I feel empowered, I feel power in myself. I feel like I can do anything and guess what? I can.

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Something as obvious as change, sometimes is extremely hard

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For anyone who’s still listening 👂 I am grateful 🙏🙂

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My article is finally published and I am really grateful and excited to present you, my new piece, originally published on Thought Catalog: This is how you say “I’m sorry” 😌☺️ I hope you like it 🙃🤗

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People talk about how they feel behind because they don’t have the relationship, the house 🏡, the dog 🐶 or the babies they want. Well, I actually feel extremely grateful to be single and to have time to do everything I want and figure out my heart ❤️

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In the best Forest 🌳 Gump tradition, I am back to running 🏃‍♀️ after taking a couple of days off because of crazy work schedule

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Scripture aka future journaling, how to do it, what to write, how often 😌 all in here and more

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My life, my smoothie, my first YouTube video 😳🥰

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I hate fit people. Something I might say while actually being jealous and proud, extremely proud and respectful since I actually love fit people. They are my role models, inspiration and motivation. Recording this one after my run 🏃‍♀️ Love, Natalie

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Set me on fire, set me on fire I’m still alive I’m still alive, Bet you didn’t think 🤔 that I’d come back to life - “Stronger” The Score

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Yay. I’m back on my running schedule. 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️see it on my insta @iamnataliiatotka

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I don’t mean, stop going out or hanging out with friends. What I’m saying is be selective, be better with your time-shares 😊 make it count. Life isn’t as long as you think. It’s mostly just “blink” and you’re on your deathbed..how that happened, no clue 😲😩😭😂😂😂

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Miss 🏡 home, our new president, inauguration and all that stuff. About my running in the next episode

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Home sweet home, love, life...puppies...trip...excitement

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First episode back...let’s ease into it 😌

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Instagram, puppies 🐶, new president

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Fat fat fat ....blah blah...chocolate....Game of Thrones 😳😤 www.patreon.com/nataliiatotka...oh no dash, slash whatever...sorry 😏

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Home, the place where I could go.. Home the place where I belong...

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Пою немножко под видео на YouTube 😌 Singing 🎤 a bit

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Stop obsessing

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I feel guilty about complaining, I feel guilty when I spend too much money, I feel guilty about a lot of things...and what do I do? The same things, over and over again

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Updates on life, being weird, going to gym, a bit sick 🤕, pups 🐶 , love and life on the crazy 😜 side

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Change is usually hard. Sometimes it’s exciting and terrifying. But it’s always, always gonna surprise you 😌🙌 my first tea 🍵 talk 🥰

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Trust is the basis of everything. So can you really love without trust? Maybe. But are you sure you want to hurt yourself that way?

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On life and bettering myself + news

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Love, life, alone, Quora....life some more. Dogs 🐕 in the middle of the night. Hahah. All good

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Love isn’t the feeling you get when you touch her breasts; or cup her ass when she straddles you; it’s not your sexual fantasies about a random sweet girl on Instagram...

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Just a short info about my life and what’s happening

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I don’t know what else to say

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Just throwing my feelings out there

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Thoughts 💭

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It’s GaryVee. It’s always been GaryVee. He’s my guy. I think 🤔 if my binge on him rather than some shit on Netflix (which btw I don’t have anymore!!!🙏) I’d get to where I want to be much fast 💨 er

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I’m that guy who’s out of a long-term relationship wanting to date everyone 😂 - Gary Vee And I am in sync on that)) watching GaryVee on YouTube and drawing on Procreate

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I was jut lying in my bed and suddenly....I thought it was behind me but he’s still in the back of my head and I can’t....

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By Tatsuo Yousuke and me (just my voice actually) 😌💖 Hope you like it guys 🙏👌🏻

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Nicolas Cole, Gary Vee...& my Netflix life @😓

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Life sweeps 🧹 you off your feet 🦶 and you’re lying on the ground not understanding what had just happened. It happened more times to me than I can count. Or bother to count...listen to the end 🙏

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Walking the dogs 🐕, enjoying my life in the sun ☀️, said no winter ❄️ person ever)), welcome to my Patreon creative lab 🧪, support my art 🖼 and my creative life with Patreons only content 😌🙏💖

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I didn’t record an episode with David (maybe next time)...but I hope 🤞 you will like this concoction of sorts))

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Finally I’ve chosen my Instagram layout...don’t know if I’m gonna stick to it but let’s see. Not that I’m Irish ☘️ but I kinda like how they say “shite”))

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Breakups are tough on all of us...let’s not blame anyone. Let’s just leave it as it is and embark on our journey away from those people 😒

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It was amazing regardless anything and everything..so what if it didn’t work out the way I was planning, it worked out differently and that was great 👍🏻

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Some GaryVee and some me 😌

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I hope 🤞 I’m gonna stay alive

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Navy Seal Commander solution to failure. My life and all kinds of stuff in-between. 🤗

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A short message since I haven’t checked in in a bit...and happy Valentine’s Day 💖💖💖💖😘🥰😌🙏

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Robert Rodriquez talks with his son. “You never have to be upset about anything. Everything is for a purpose.”

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In this episode, I give advice to my younger self. Something I wish I did in the early stages of me dating guys. But I guess, I learn the hard way.

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I absolutely had to share this. Cause I’m guilty of not really doing this and I’d like to, so since it’s a great advice, I thought I’d share. 😘

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The glass-throwing wasn’t intentional. What this episode is really about is “The tool of titans”. Well, some of it. 🙃🤪

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My first article on Unwritten - “The journey to self-love is never ending, but here’s the start.” Enjoy!

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Well well well, I have to stop 🛑 it’s been insane

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You shouldn’t regret your kindness. Even if the person didn’t deserve it. Especially if the person didn’t deserve it.

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Time isn’t precious at all, because it is an illusion. What you perceive as precious is not time but the one point that is our time: the NOW. That is precious indeed. The more you are focused on time - past and future - the more you miss the Now, the most precious thing there is. - Eckhart Tolle

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I’m done researching the hell out of it and I’m done worrying and I’m done overthinking. It’s coming out

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Take off the blindfold and see how your life can be changed. Not easily, not really. But it can be. Just by Googling

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It does. Eventually. Might take a while. Good luck to you 🤗

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I think this is so basic and so easy to do and yet the majority doesn’t do it. Everybody’s about money 💰 dough and ROI. But start 🛫 with a small thing like that and see how it all changes.

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Coffee ☕️ shop. Croissant 🥐. Book 📚. Me

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For Anchor app and my listeners

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I suppose I can, can you?

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What is the alternative anyway?

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I’m not sure if this is even relevant. Like does it even matter? I don’t have time to do things I want to do with myself, when am I supposed to go out with all those ppl?))

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What is the simplest thing that you think would make the world a little bit better yet most people aren’t doing so? - question on Quora. Yes, I write on Quora now 😌💖🥰

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Give your brain a break - do something with your hands.

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In this episode I’m talking about Mel Robbins’ e-mail sessions that are connected to the “5-Second Rule” 📚 book and that I’m working through these days. If you get a chance, pick up the book and subscribe for the e-mail sessions because those are great 👍🏻

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Writers do it too. I do it too. I pull all the beauty and all the love I have in me and I write about it...I’m afraid love won’t come back to me, so I write about it as much as I can.

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Don’t worry about those who talk behind your back, they’re behind for a reason. Reach out to me on Fb: Nataliia Totka, Medium, Instagram (iamnataliiatotka; nataliia_totka) ♥️😌 and stay safe, hopefully also from people who talk shit about you

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Well well, 20K listens 😌😌😌😌♥️♥️♥️♥️ I appreciate it so much. My new article is out, just sharing as always)) love, N

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Me in snow ❄️ happy.

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Well, yeah....this article was long overdue. And since I’ve experienced all that, I thought I’d write about. I mean, that’s what I do anyway, right??)) write about my experiences 😌 thank you for listening, love - Me

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It’s been eventful 🙄🥳🥳🥳🥳❄️🥰

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Just a little wish for you this holiday season 🎄🎁 With love as always, Natalie ❤️

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When on the way back home from work 🙄

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Imperfection is tough. Especially when the whole world thinks you’re ugly. The whole world can go to hell. You gotta claim your imperfections and flaws and embrace the beauty of it. ♥️♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏🙏love, Natalie. I know it’s easier said than done, I still struggle with it.

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Finally I opened the season...🏂🏂🏂❄️❄️❄️🎄🎄🎄🏔🏔🏔

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Very often in life we hate certain things and then somehow come to realize that it’s not so bad after all, it could be real nice actually. Everything has its advantages and disadvantages. Stay tuned for more 😌🤗♥️

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All that crap that people pull on you - never mind. They bring themselves down. Do your thing, put the headphones on and dance your soul away. Cause they ain’t worth it

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Trying to motivate myself and you at the same time. My struggles, my laziness, my insecurities. 😏

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Some sweets 🍭 as well. It doesn’t really help, especially when it’s all over and all you can do is lie in bed and be full and wanna puke 🤢 just enough to regret eating all those things))

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This is not a sponsored episode. I have yet to get paid for whatever I’m doing online 🙄. I am merely sharing my experience with you and how I like to spend my spare time which is learning and getting certifications from online courses.

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My daily annoyances and how I deal)) happy bee 🐝 at the moment ☝️

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Something I wrote one day in my vkontakte community and shared pretty much everywhere: instagram, medium, Commaful and now here 😌 I hope you like it ♥️

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Something I had to listen to today. I feel like I’ve outgrown this.

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Can we be good enough? Or are we already good enough? A ridiculous story about a grade turned into the feeling of never being worthy. I hope it turns out ok in the end.

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A true story of my future romance 🤗🤗🤗 This is how it’s gonna be. Hand-written weekly letter from abroad. Love budding in the hearts of “us”. 😂😌🥰♥️ And more...on today’s episode 😘

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I hate dating. Starting again, trying to find someone, to have a new relationship, trying to find someone special. Well....it’s tough, but it’s life.

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Psychological tricks. How can you trick yourself into perfection? How can you trick your mind into working for you rather than against you?

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Enjoy)) and if you don’t like smth or love smth on my podcast, feel free to leave a review on Apple 🍎 Podcasts ♥️♥️♥️love, Nat

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Damn he’s so good-looking. My thoughts as I watch the movie. Such a pretty Aussie 😌😌😌♥️♥️♥️ I mean, come on....ven con mama?)))

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Just another singing one.

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The now, don’t rush it

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Another singing one. Just love this song and wanted to sing along. “The feelings you’re surrounded, the feeling you’re alone...”

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“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.” The Stoics wanted to push past simply “accepting” what is - they wanted to be grateful and happy with what is.

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Watching “the holiday calendar” and feeling it all. In the mood for Christmas 🎄 already. “It’s how you make me feel that counts” ♥️♥️♥️😘😘😘🍿

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The episode’s name is the exact name of Matthew Hussey’s video you definitely should watch on YouTube. About that and more on the new episode 😘♥️♥️😘😍😍😍 love you guys and wish you a good start of the week

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Some rant, some more rant and some tears

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It happens once in a while. Today it’s just caught me off guard...wanting to feel smth...smth similar to what I had felt with Christian and Damon)). I’m mostly happy being single right now and I prefer it that way but there are times I wish something hugged me from the back. Someone who loves me and who I love.

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Just wanted to share something nice 😌

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The real talk about real stuff. Beware, a lot of serious “me” talk. 🤗♥️😘 And thank you for listening

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You gotta admit I was holding on like a champ...or at least tried to)) it’s hard to NOT cry once you’ve started..Katie Cotugno and “Top Ten” ♥️😌🤗

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Guys, so sorry...I recorded it yesterday but somehow didn’t get to actually publishing it...🤔🤔🤔weird, I know))

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Well, it happens from time to time. I just miss it, miss it all and I need time to get back on the horse.

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Haven’t slept, another 2 or 3 hours to wait....want to stay...want to go home and hug Mom again ☹️

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How random photos change your evening and how to be Parisian 😏🤔

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Not an easy task, for sure. But life will always be bad and good simultaneously. 😌🙏 yeap, i was trying to speak with a british accent. 😂🤗

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Sing 🎶 me a song, lover. Take me to church and let’s get married))

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Happy and peaceful, mostly haha

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Listen and find out 😌

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The daily stoic

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Just imagine it for a second. Find the solution and let it all go

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Y me he dado cuenta de que hay alguien a quien odio... aún más que a ti. A mi. No me soporto. Me doy asco

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I believe strongly in this “concept”. Maybe it’s because I believe in fate or maybe it’s because I’m a hopeless romantic. 😌 Quein sabes?)

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My 6-days-old article from Thought Catalog ♥️😌🙏

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I’m just so fascinated by the language. 💖💖💖

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Cuando la verdad se impone y es demasiado dolorosa para afrontarla...

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Another Spanish episode..just posting the quotes I like ♥️🙏😌

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Some Spanish in the feed. Love ♥️

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Love Switzerland 🇨🇭 have I said it enough times?? Can it please love me back??? 😣🤪😌

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On a trip somewhere special. Thank you for listening 👂

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My life, my upcoming birthday 🎁 and my “I don’t want a lover, I want a real-ass friend” originally published in Thought Catalog

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My new article that was originally published on Thought Catalog. But you can also find it on my Thrive Global Page. I’m glad to announce that I am also a contributing writer for Thrive Global now ♥️😌

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Some new articles, exciting news, some bickering

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I’m trying to enjoy my life while struggling with it 🤔🤔🤔 how is that?))

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It’s as always about me and a lesson I take out of the whole thing. I hope it helps

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Life is a mess. But maybe sometimes it is much more than a total mess not worth pursuing.

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This is important!!!!! Listen carefully !!!! You matter, your life matters. You have to take care of yourself: your needs, your insecurities, your mind and your body and only then you can go and save the world 🌎❤️ love, N

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I know it’s hard...and I choose negativity and misery all the time...but maybe try something different this time??)

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Don’t you agree?? Cause I do)) this day, tomorrow I’ll be probably sleeping off this sleepless night “hangover” 😌😂🙄

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Not sure which date would mine be. The date we said good-byes? 27th September, or the day of my bday? Or the day we met? I would choose my bday as the ultimate date ❤️😌

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Give yourself time. Don’t stop the tears. Don’t try to swallow every little bit of your expression because it is inconvenient and seems weak to the outside world. Live with it. Bear with it. Write some shitty poetry. Go to the bookstore.

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With a cup of tea in my hands and a strong belief that everything happens in my favor

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These days it’s the novel in trying to write/finish/create 🤔 wracking my brain

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Sorry for the first part 😫 I don’t know what happened there🤔

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I hope it all got recorded 😫

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I’m negative a lot in a way. I’d like to change that. That said, I’m “saying” my dream life to reality 😌❤️

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Maybe I should change the adjectives I use regarding myself

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Frankly, I don’t care if you hate me, I hate myself for all of the world already

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A more or less short description of my hopes and dreams and wants))

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I’m uncertain of what came first, my love for seclusion or affection for books, but both came together with an aversion to be seen.

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That’s it for now ❤️ more to come. Thank you for listening 👂

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As always me chatting around and blabbing. Thank you for being here 🙏😌☺️

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Finished Gary Vee’s “Crushing it”.

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Griffin Peterson ❤️ Colleen Hoover ❤️🙏😌😌😌

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Do you know what Zeppelin is?

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Have you watched all new “younger”??? Are you procrastinating your hopes and dreams like I do??? #thestruggleisreal

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Blah blah blah....Him again??? Yeap, sorry. my upcoming bday, my sucky writing, my love, my life

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Not crying again????? Yes, crying again)) and so much more about life, struggles and me

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I wish I got love but this is just a song I’m crappily singing 🎤 again. Russia song by MiyagGi & Эндшпиль ❤️

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I love this Russian song and I don’t care if I sound bad 🤪

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Today I’m reading Shakespeare for you

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We all are messed-up in some way. Some more than the others. Don’t feed your insecurities, work on them. Work on yourself.

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About me and life and stuff

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Am I ready and able?

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By John Ronand ❤️

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That’s when it gets real

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The weight is bugging me a smidge, the non-writing is bugging me....🤪😫

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Is there such clothes anyway??))) I’ve struggled my whole life to buy clothes. It either didn’t fit or didn’t look as good or costed too much...I wish there was a place you could go and put on stuff that you know already would look good on you and doesn’t cost much 😫😫😫🤔🤔🤔🤔😂😂😂😂

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I just remembered smth cute about the “bottom line” ))) but that’s not the point. Just listen to the episode and clap 👏🏻 away 😘😘😘💕💕💕❤️❤️❤️

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Do not mind the sloppy, the crying me...that’s what you get today guys. It’s a real freaking emotion if some of you don’t know what it is

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Tyrant mostly. Haha

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Denial denial, updates and how my life isn’t my own

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I say....find out by listening to the episode ☺️

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For real 😳 it took me that and more...reading...watching...figuring things out

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Кавер Миша Марвин - С ней

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Sebastian Yatra

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A person you have to be, a person you want to be

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Cover Ella Henderson

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Cover “A thousand years”

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When you know things are ending, you freak out and you try to hold on

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I don’t care 🤷‍♀️ how I sound, I just like to sing sometimes

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Gary V the fuck out of your life

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Yours as always ❤️ Nat here

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Maybe tomorrow 😂😂😂

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Sick me on the background 😷😱😷

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💕🌸❤️

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“Life is a big, fat gigantic stinking mess, that’s the beauty of it, too” - Gayle Forman

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Just a bit of grieving for something ungraspable

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And lots more on my new episode

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Was a pleasure btw 😉😌

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For all the writers out there 💕❤️

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After all the shitty singing there’s a message for you guys ❤️☺️

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But ominous 😂

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❤️☺️love y’all

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Insta: nataliia_totka; website: haleyjames3.wixsite.com/website

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This is the vlog I told you about: https://youtu.be/0FKVqoiozf0 And stay tuned for the special treat tomorrow ☺️💕❤️

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You’re welcome 😉 and thank you so much as well for all the wishes ☺️ Level Up Daily 😍💕❤️

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Check out GaryVee’s insta: https://instagram.com/p/BggXiKcgGsA/ 💕💕💕

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https://youtu.be/UY9kdm50dTc - my youtube video link. Be sure to give it a thumbs up and subscribe ☺️ maybe i'll become famous someday

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Every once in a while I start texting, write a paragraph, but then I delete the message... (lyrics)

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That was a weird one because my roommate came in and I couldn't say everything I wanted....she doesn't know I have a podcast, I don't like sharing my private things that much 😂other than for the whole internet to read and to hear to 😂 but not for the people I work with. I weirdly don't want them to know this part of me.

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🎤 singing, talking, loving, talking some more. Time to get back to doing ☺️

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You might know her already, but if you don’t - you have to get to know her. I give you - bright beautiful world 🌍 and some of me as well ☺️☺️☺️

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Another embarrassing episode when I cry on air....what is wrong with me?

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Come on....that was epic. Tears, goosebumps. Everything. Also talking about productivity, life, tv-series (obviously) and writing ✍️

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All in all about all. My call with Positive Vibes, my day, my work, my crazy productivity strike 😂

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This was quite a treat. I talked to Positive Vibes about nothing and everything. Was pretty nervous but it was a nice 20-minute blast 😍😌😂

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While talking to you guys...usually it’s beneficial to get out of your comfort zone..but maybe not necessarily when it’s -20 outside 😫

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Part 2

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A story of my life....

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Timing is everything

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What is the point in all of this? The meaning?

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I let myself forget I want him...because that’s what I need; I let myself forget I want him next to me...because that hurts less; I let myself forget we share a world and I let myself forget we are bound by the invisible red thread... because I’m afraid. I better let myself forget

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Between Austria 🇦🇹 Germany 🇩🇪 and Switzerland 🇨🇭

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I don’t want anything to do with you

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Volume 2. Some more talking and some more figuring out

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Another talk with me about life and fate

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Remember to...

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Have faith in your ability to make it happen, have faith in yourself, have faith in the process and have patience for life, because some things take time. And because the most important things in life don’t happen in one day, it all happens overtime. Your growth, your evolution takes time and when the majestic TIME will be done with you, - you’ll be an impeccable piece of art. 💕☺️

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What can be better than going to the mountains after a snowfall? What can be better than chasing your dream? What can be better than making it all happen for yourself?

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Let’s go through my life for a bit 😎☝️let’s see what happens))

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Listen. A little talk about value

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Your past doesn’t define your future.

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Update on the day, the latest and one important lesson ☺️ hope you like it and thank you for listening 😘💕

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There are choices we make every day. Whether they are the right choices or wrong ones we can’t possibly know. We live with the choices we make; we walk around like we didn’t choose these lives for ourselves. But we did.

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Just listen....

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Call me crazy...😜I don’t care 🤷‍♀️

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About everything and nothing

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We all grow up and become more uninterested in people who talk behind our backs. We change. The older we get, the less time we have for bullshit. With age we stop putting up with lies. The time will come and you will admit that a lot of things stopped being important.

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Does it exist even? That kinda love? If you want to hear me cry on air, - go ahead and listen 😢 hope it helps some ppl somehow, and hope it helps me someday

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Be honest. With yourself and with others. Take a leap and say the truth. To someone’s face.

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Don’t judge me trying to sing so hard 😌😂

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It is easy to go back to the familiar; it is easy to walk the well-trodden path; it is also easy to settle in and give up; it is easy to conform and adapt. But don’t fall for that, don’t fall for the person y u once were, because you can be better

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I want to believe again. I want to find again. I want to feel that indescribable feeling. That impossible thing that rarely happens in the world, the love that defies all odds. I want the kind of love that stays and waits if needed. I want my picture frame with him not to be a waste, I want him to be the person. The One. But whoever it is, whoever it will be - I’ll be happy and I will get what I want.

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Yesterday’s shenanigans. Talks and conversations. Love. Pain. Trouble. Understanding. Misunderstanding. Friends.

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God has a plan for us and we are here to fulfill our destiny. To make something of ourselves, to live life fully and to love love love. 💕 God wants us to walk a different way if he erases people from our life. It might hurt us and it might torture our hearts just a little bit more than too much already. But that is just how it is. Transformation is painful, change is painful, loved one leaving is painful. But it is needed for us for the reasons we will only understand in the far future. For now, enjoy the path you’re walking and have a great weekend. 😌☺️😊

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I hope you don’t hate my voice 😂 I never preview/prehear my recordings because then I would hate them and delete everything 😂 that’s why I really really hope I didn’t sound that bad. And if I did, well, tough shit.

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Someday, when I am happy with the ONE, when I’m whole and healed, when I’ve figured out my career, my hopes and dreams, - I’ll stop being a jerk to myself and let it all go.

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I’ve been doing silly things. I’ve been thinking and I’ve been thinking but then I went with the flow and ended up who knows where. I don’t know what I’m doing but maybe the path will appear as I walk it?

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So I'm back at the gym - happy and sore and happy 🤗 Had some work-related happiness past couple of days 💕😍💖kinda unexpected but really really nice 👍 development

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It's been a day. And it's been an experience. Like it is every day. Trying to be better, trying to get a grip.

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What is fate? Describe it. Play with the word, take it in your hands and twist it and turn it. See what happens.

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Bright beautiful world 🌎 I really appreciate the call-in and your concern ❤️💕 it touched my heart and made me emotional 😭 again. I thank you a lot 🤗💖from my heart to yours, just a bit of love

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Fourth day and I'm already in tears. But being proactive. Changing my life poco a poco

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Thank you guys 😊

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Let's 😴 sleep our hangovers off and kickstart our new lives, new resolutions, new adventures and new goals

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Let's drink champagne and enjoy the last day of this year. Prepare for 2018 and hope that it's better, hope that it's smarter and brighter than 2017 and 2016 altogether ❤️ happy new year, guys 🎊💖❄️

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Almost there...

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Well well.....just don't cry when you listen to my whining 😂

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Let's hear it all: the hurt, the fun, the crazy and the amazing, the love and the pain....

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It's been quite a year...

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But can you really lie in bed and ask God to do something so you'll have your faith, so you could believe again? So you know he's the one?

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Remember that 30 books 📚 left to read I've told you about? Well, there are 10 left and I feel very motivational and very determined to finish this challenge. Yuhu ❤️🤗🤗🤗

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Does everything have to be a struggle? Aren't you sick of it? Because I am sick of life being hard, I am sick of things that never ever come easy to me. Thank you God, for today, because it was a revelation in a way but now I don't know what to do about it, how to live with myself, how to go on, how to be the girl I always knew I could be... how?

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What is life about? Where's your heart these days? Is it exactly where your body is located or somewhere else?

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Where is your heart? ❤️think about it...

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Have a merry Christmas 🎄🎁 everybody

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I used to say that home is where your heart is.... well, my heart have been at my parents house for almost all my life...but then something changed and except wanting sweets and books for Christmas, the only thing I wanted for Christmas was a man...a very tall, attractive man who made me feel something. And then took it away. But then someone else came by and healed my heart, just to break it again...and my heart is with him this year, wherever he is...although part of it will always be at home in Ukraine 🇺🇦

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Find a way back to yourself. Stop letting ppl drain your energy. Get out and take your life back. Stop bitching and find your purpose. What are you doing it for?

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Let's do this, yo. Let's give ourselves some pre-Christmas boost and believe that we can do everything if we believe in ourselves.

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Let's do this !!! 19 books to go 📚📚📚it feels like a reading sprint rather than normal reading challenge 😂 but I gotta crush this goal 😎😎😎

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It's a magical time of the year. Let's have hope. See the beauty, enjoy it. Be in the moment.

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He was something I have never experienced before and will never experience after

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We have to stop accepting less. We have to fight for what we deserve. We gotta fight our laziness, our comfort, our minds to get where we want to get. We have to stop sleeping in, we have to stop lying in bed depressed all day. We have to get up and get going.

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It's time to get out of bed and do what you're supposed to do rather than staying in bed and do what is easier, more comfortable. Depression is a disease and laziness too. But we have the tools to conquer it so maybe at least try?

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Life is short and life is long. Life is depressing and hopeful. Life is full of people who'll hurt you and people who will bring you joy. And there's also one person who will kiss you like no other and who will make you believe that love could be like in the movies 🎥 ❤️🙏🤗

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We need to start cherishing ourselves. Need to start celebrating our journey and accept all the lessons we should learn and all the ways we are blessed more than we are hurt. We need to stop judging ourselves for the past and celebrate our broken hearts as much as the organs which are still more or less whole

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I can invent all kinds of reasons and pick fights with him all I want, but he is a boy who looks at me like no other, the boy who holds my hand tight, the boy who is on his knees when the mere "sorry" isn't enough, he is a boy who took my breath away by not doing anything special and maybe he is not the boy for me, but I will try not to push him away because of my messed-up, clichéd personality.

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It all comes down to your mindset and your attitude. You can't change people, but you can change YOU. You can change your view, your perspective, your mindset and your attitude. Color your life bright red or depressive black, it is for you to decide

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Love is difficult. Love is complicated. Love is weird and painful and it takes a toll on you. But it is supposedly all worth it in the end. I wouldn't know, would I? But I know something...

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Let's be happy it all happened and let's have enough faith to believe in the possibility of it happening again. 💕because you never know, maybe your heart was right, maybe it picked right.

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There are things we can't control. There are feelings we can't help. There are people who never change, just become more and more themselves

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Hope and faith always dominate. They have to. Otherwise we'd stay in "pain and struggle" mode forever. We gotta believe in the better days, in happiness, in no-matter-what goals, in love that comes back and in new love, in love that is always there and in the heartbreak that is always temporary.

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It's important to keep your mind and your eyes on the goal, whatever happens. Decide what you want NOW. And keep going or crawling to it

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Maybe the out-of-this-world kiss is worth waiting for?

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I was living my life, walking around, eavesdropping on conversations, going on dates and spending money on books and sweets. Then you came along and took my navy blue backpack

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Let's be in the moment, enjoy the beauty around us and be grateful for all we have

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I've been screaming to the whole world 🌎 that I don't know what love is and how it feels, but the minute I start thinking about particular man or dating someone new - it is like I'm trying to catch the bullet.

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The most important work is done behind the scenes

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Why me? Why me? Why am I so lucky?

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Let's try and pull through, wait it out, wait till it passes...and if we wait long enough all our lives will pass us by.

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Even if you're sick, you have kids, dogs, cats, cattle you gotta get up and go do it all like a pro 😍🤗☺️❤️💕

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Do the work, no excuses. I am 😩 exhausted, you are exhausted, the whole world is exhausted but you gotta do it

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How would the most amazing day be n your life feel like? What would you be doing? With whom? Where? When?

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What are we gonna choose today?

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What's the point of life? Is there one?

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What is the point? The sense of it all? How to deal with heartbreak? Is there a good in good-bye? Do we make it worse by overthinking? How do we survive?

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Endure. Endure. Endure

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Freedom. Love. Snowboarding