Ceci’s Thoughts of the day: Recent Episodes
Ceci Thrasher
My thoughts during hard times in life. Ceci’s Thoughts of the Ceci’s Thoughts of the Ceci’s Thoughts of the day https://vurbl.com/station/9roqDdolG4q/
I have had a lot of anxiety lately following a tragic event in my city. Also I am stronger than I think cause I thought packing to move would bring a lot of anxiety also.
I have been having some problems in my brain and have been dealing with that day by day.
How I have had a lot of medical appointments and have had to be brave and sometimes it is so hard for me.
About how busy December is and how I do not keep New Year Resolutions. Also about my mental health lately.
Life around my house has been crazy. With issues I am having since surgery and family issues. But I take it in stride and positively.
Just thinking back on where we were twenty years ago on 9/11 and the nervousness of being back to school and work
A check in since my surgery trying to heal myself the only way I know how. And doing pretty good.
My surgery is coming up only two more wake ups as I would ask a kid how many more wake ups till something big.
I have been diagnosed with gallstones and will be seeing a surgeon soon but till then I am taking it day by day.
How I enjoy seeing new things such as a new locomotive in my area and a cool looking cross. All these things make me calm and my anxiety less.
I got my second shot and had some side effects but better than getting sick. And also enjoying the warm weather.
I have seen so many amazing things in the nice weather lately. Cause I am moving through life slowly and enjoying it.
I get upset because I can’t resume to normal and other people are. I wish I could find the right balance.
How my anxiety would be very high if I had to go through a medical procedure without my support person.
I feel like when I go somewhere I am nervous and pay attention to my surroundings. I would rather be home than out since this pandemic started.
How I feel this New Year is kind of starting out a bit like last year. But it will get better.
My mental health was tested in more ways than I can count this last week and a half. But I am strong and made it through the storm.
Well we made it to the new year!! Keep your head up and try to remain optimistic about his new year!! Welcome back to the podcast!!
How you are trying to stay safe while doing your hustling and bustling of the holidays.
I have done a lot the Tuesday, Thursday and today so the rest of today I am resting. Cause I need a rest day.
It has been kind of stressful the last few days but I have done and tried to help when I can. As in really adulting.
I do not like trying to find stuff that I put somewhere and it is not where I put it. I think sometimes because of memory loss I forget where I put it. Which then I tear stuff apart.
I have so much to be thankful for in this life and I love the smells of the Thanksgiving meal and helping with it sometimes.
I have been nervous about this new medical issue that has come about. But I am trying to be strong.
It may take a while to get over this year or maybe we will look back on it in years to come just like Everything else we have had to look back on in our lives
I feel kind of off from the break in this weekend, thankfully it didn’t happen to me or my mom.
When I am not feeling the greatest mentally I should listen to the advice I give you like using my coping skills.
I think it is so nice seeing all the Christmas decorations. It brings me happiness when there was not much this year.
How a child also feels the mental health affects of this pandemic and how they could have had mental health issues before but could not know the words to tell someone.
I had a yearly appointment today it was strange to have to ring a bell to go in the waiting room. Also loving watching my Christmas movies!! Sorry if sound is strange trying my new ear buds.
I am absolutely loving this weather and it helping with my fatigue from covid and emotional. No I don’t have covid.
Happy Birthday to my cousin Larry! I hope he has a wonderful day! Also about coronavirus fatigue.
I know that everyone grieves differently. I do not get upset till I am by myself. Which may not be the same as everyone else.
We had two deaths last week and I wanted to dedicate today’s episode to them and tell you what I thought of them.
It has definitely been a rough and tough and difficult couple weeks. I was not going to do this today but had to tell you how I was feeling.
I am dealing with a lot with my family but I am trying to help and be a calming voice and cheerful voice when needed.
I am tough and know I am a fighter but this last two weeks have been difficult. And I am trying to be tough as I can and fight through everyday.
I just wanted to talk about my Great Aunt Jean today. And how much she does and means to me.
So calm people in the jungle get eaten by Sabre tooth tiger and anxious people survive because of looking around all the time.
I heard a talk show the other day all about Mental Health. These are a few things I remembered.
How I had two failures to thrive when I was a baby. And I don’t think my birth mom did not love me. She was just depressed.
How people are having trouble sleeping due to maybe the stress of everything going on. But they don’t feel stressed but their brains may not be able to rest keeping you awake.
I couldn’t believe it had been 17 years since my surgery. I am so happy with my progress.
I always seem to get anxious when I go to the dentist or the day before. I guess about what they will find.
How I would deal with my anxiety in certain situations such as dealing with emergencies
Today is my cousins birthday! And cause she is so special to me I dedicated today’s episode to her.
I am sorry that I was not on yesterday but was having a down day but picked myself up today.
I was need driven yesterday trying to get a telemedicine appointment for my mom’s leg. So I do things to help other people not so much myself
We have had quite a few homeless people where I live and one passed away a few winters ago. So the new one that is living on a park bench and everyone is trying to help him in any way they can.
How you lift up your faith during the pandemic and don’t let your stress or fear come out.
I don’t understand why people don’t talk freely about there Mental Illness cause they would have more support.
My battle to try and lose the quarantine fifteen. It is hard for me with my back to lose the weight but I am going to try.
I spent all weekend watching the space capsule splash down in the Gulf of Mexico and come home to Earth. I was so fascinated with it.
This re-recording is probably not as good as the one I did the other day. Do you ever feel like you slayed the day like superhero? I have been feeling that way.
About how I went out for a drive yesterday for the first time in a while and how what we think is a cat was crying like a baby in the middle of the night.
How fast the time and days are going by even though you are spending more time at home.
If I am doing a lot of stuff first thing in the morning I can’t seem to use my brain for anything else my brain seems to get tired and needs a rest
Your to do list and goals you try to get completed as your mental health allows you to.
I have been a little down this weekend but I am trying to perk up but right now it is hard.
How my summer fun planning has changed this year and how I am going to adapt to a different summer.
I absolutely love the shows about pools and house hunting beach houses. I just think they are so interesting.
How people from other states are excited to get away to get some normalcy in their lives.
Things that I could do before I got the rods and screws in my back. That now I can not do.
I know the good attributes in myself but I like the good in other people more than their looks.
My mistake I meant to say we eat pasta once a week not once a day. I am loving helping and learning how to cook.
So to bring this week to a end I get bitten by a spider. So now I am in a bit of pain from that.
Thanks to everyone that wrote well wishes to me. I wanted to explain what was going on with me.
With my Nana’s birthday tomorrow I have been thinking about what she would think about all this.
How I have dealt with my Scoliosis through the years. Also it is Scoliosis Awareness Month.
How I am scared of thunderstorms since my back surgery. I meant white noise not black noise.
I have been thinking so much about this weekend and what is going on that it is heavy on my mind and heart.
Summer will not be the same this year but now I am looking forward to next summer and all the events I like to go to,
The feelings I have when my aunt starts to not feel good. And how I am worried cause she can’t have visitors right now.
About what happened last night on my mom’s post with pictures and my estranged step mom’s disgusting comment.
How other people are helping in the community with food drives and being fairies to bring people treats and making masks to give away.
How the emotional toll affects you when you are taking care of someone that is not feeling well. Such as my mom right now with her leg that has bothered her since her car accident last year. It affects me because she always takes care of me all the time by making lots of meals before her leg started bothering her and making plates for me even with her leg bothering her. She does a lot for me.
About your feelings changing and weird dreams you are having. My mom’s dream about Kevin O’Leary he is from Shark Tank.
My memories of when my family would go to Crystal Beach and all the fun we had. I still love it to this day. I am a beach person.
Some of the trips through the years that I have gone on. When I say Lake Geneva I mean Lake Geneva Wisconsin
How to do a counseling appointment in the new normal and how I like talking to my counselor
I wanted to read this today cause I wanted to say how we are “Notaro Strong” as our family says. And about my great Uncle Sammy and his career.
All of my Uncle and Aunt’s wedding anniversary over 50 and 60 years. It is My Uncle Tony’s birthday today.
Three brother’s out of six had this procedure and were all over 80. And my Nana at age 82 had the procedure done.
Our strange Easter experience and how we are going to go to a restaurant for dinner even though mom hates going to restaurants for the holidays.
My Aunt Annie has gone through so much in her life. My Aunt gave me permission to talk about her illness today.
My first Easter we lived on Wickham and how my Nana would feel about Her family and Easter.
About how tired we both have been and how my mom lost her keys in swamp water cause a bee landed on her hand.