This is exactly, authentically who I am, in reality, in daily life. I do not, and have not ever possessed the capacity to create or affect an online persona. I also do not have the ability to lie, on any and EVERY subject, no matter how upsetting, controversial, or truly raw a topic it may be for any one person possibly seeing, or hearing my content. I hold strong beliefs, opinions, but yet have an immense capacity for empathy, understanding, kindness with random cause, and rarely, a wildly incensed setdown for one who has it coming truly and deservedly, without ever having the intention to say or create words or images to hurt someone intentionally. I value my moral compass and intuition above all. I possess abilities in my very core that many will simply not believe are real or true, and that have forever been a burden, an unwanted and often deeply terrifying set of realities. I deeply believe if you do not like the content someone puts out, that you should use your privilege of choice, and stop, change the 'channel', and allow only that which makes you feel joy, wonder, curiosity and education, into your consciousness. I send light and love into every soul I possibly can. I am a light worker with a foul mouth, a dirty mind, and a dark and often warped sense of humor and of the life we are in. I have deep, extreme trauma, pain, suffering and dysfunction in my every day life, and I am a totally open book about it ALL, for the sole cause of potentially reaching that one soul who needed to hear that precise thing to process their own despair at that moment. I am filled with fire, empathy, darkness, light, and pure, undiluted, fiercely independent fire forged courage, and hard won battles that have given me the joy of choosing to stay alive, in circumstances that have killed more than I can bear to deeply consider. Thank you for being a part of my path, my purpose, and my journey.
KamaroPayne (which is my username uniformly on every social media platform, as well as my email, plus at yahoo dot com) If you are in need, do not EVER hesitate to reach for me. My purpose is to hold you up, help guide you to the start of your path, and assist you in finding your light.
This one goes on a bit. Settle in with your squatty potty. But do give it a go, I get there in the end, I promise
Sorry about the weird interruption in this; a phone call came in while I was recording, and I don't have it in me to start over.
Yes, another longer recording. This is on the topic of spirituality, to a degree, so if that's not your gig, don't listen. But if you feel defeated, or confused, like you don't have a purpose. Listen. You can change. I can help you to do it.
This is a longer post, but I urge you to give it a listen. The message is one we all need to deeply consider starting to employ in our daily existence. Love, light and blessings.
This is me describing what happened, in my actual real life, in the past one hour. It's May 4th, 2017, 3:23am. Love and Light.
Live Action Musical Theater; total Improv, as if this wasn't painfully obvious upon listening 😏
Religion, Spirituality, Spirituality existing inside the parameters of religion. One true source is not my truth. Anyway, ramblings.
This is all true; whether or not you choose to believe does not matter to me, or to Spirit.
It only takes you asking the universe, and really listening for the answer. You will be answered, and you will be healed. It comes in time, practice patience.
Just press play. If you know anyone who suffers physically, mentally, or otherwise, play this for them.
@Akiva @Gurl_Sour @SaraESpivey @TheMeatSection @Nburrr @FateofMind @RainbowAshes
These are a few of my favorite things :~}