ACCESS: A Podcast About Abortion: Recent Episodes
Garnet Henderson
You've heard a lot of debates about abortion. But how much do you know about it, really? ACCESS pulls back the curtain, demystifying abortion by bringing you real, first person stories and expert perspectives. Each episode tackles a different topic.
Today we're sharing an episode with you from our friends at Ritually, a Brazen Media podcast.
Last year Nelufar had an abortion. The decision to terminate her pregnancy wasn’t difficult, but the process was. Though studies show abortion pills are safe and around 95-99% effective, in Nelufar’s case, they didn’t work. Shaken by her experiences seeking what should have been routine healthcare, Nelufar turns to full-spectrum doula Sara Bakr for rituals to help her heal from the trauma of medical gaslighting. At a farm and retreat center in the English countryside, Sara and the community who live and work there support Nelufar to process and move on from the experience.
If you're pregnant and want to talk with someone about your options, you can call the All-Options Talkline 1-888-493-0092 in the US and Canada, or the British Pregnancy Advisory Service at 03457 30 40 30. For more resources and a confidential talkline in the UK, check out abortiontalk.com/talk.
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Resources:
- I Need an A
- Online Abortion Resource Squad
- If/When/How’s Repro Legal Helpline and Repro Legal Defense Fund
- Find your local abortion fund
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Past episodes referenced:
- Episode 15: How Anti-Abortion Doctors and Hospitals Put Pregnant People in Danger
- Episode 1: What Actually Happens During an Abortion?
- Episode 2: COVID-19 and the Divided States of Abortion
- Episode 3: The At-Home Abortion Revolution
Resources:
- I Need an A
- Plan C
- Miscarriage and Abortion Hotline
- If/When/How Repro Legal Helpline
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Guests:
- Jasmine Geonzon, researcher at Media Matters for America
- Steph Herold, MPH, researcher at Advancing New Standards in Reproductive Health
Sources:
- Abortion Onscreen in 2022 — ANSIRH
- In the days after Roe's reversal, the top 5 US papers continue to miss key context about the dire revocation of abortion access — Media Matters
- How right-wing media reacted to the Supreme Court overturning Roe v. Wade — Media Matters
- Murdoch outlets disingenuously claim Kansas abortion vote shows “democracy alive and well” despite steep election obstacles — Media Matters
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Guest: Jessica Flaum, director of Abortion: Add to Cart.
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Guests:
- Nikki Lewis, birth mom and advocate
- Susan, adoptee and writer
- Gretchen Sisson, PhD, sociologist at Advancing New Standards in Reproductive Health
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This episode is brought to you by OVID, an independent streaming service offering a huge collection of documentaries and contemporary world cinema. This month, OVID has released a special collection of hard-to-find documentaries chronicling the fight for abortion rights over the past fifty years, in the context of the rise of right-wing Christianity in politics, and in the law. OVID is offering ACCESS listeners a special discount offer. Get 50% off the regular monthly membership price of $6.99 if you use promo code ACCESS at checkout! Visit www.ovid.tv to subscribe.
Logo by Kate Ryan, theme music by Lily Sloane. Additional music in this episode from Blue Dot Sessions. Photo courtesy Nikki Lewis.
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Note: This episode states that abortion is banned in Louisiana. However, as of about 6pm on July 12, a court has blocked the state’s trigger ban, allowing abortion services to resume for now.
Where are clinics open?
- Guttmacher: State abortion policies post-Roe
- I Need an A
- Abortion Finder
Information about abortion pills
- Plan C
Support independent clinics
- Keep Our Clinics
- West Alabama Women’s Center (staying open in AL)
- Desert Star Family Planning (staying open in AZ)
- Partners in Abortion Care (new clinic in MD)
- Whole Woman’s Health (moving from TX to NM)
- Red River Women’s Clinic (moving from ND to MN)
- Jackson Women’s Health Organization (moving from MS to NM)
Abortion Funds
- National Network of Abortion Funds
- List of abortion funds by state
Practical support networks
- Haven Coalition
- Apiary for Practical Support
Criminalization
- If/When/How
- Repro Legal Defense Fund
Digital security
- Digital Defense Fund Guide to Abortion Privacy
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This reporting was supported by the International Women’s Media Foundation’s Reproductive Rights Reporting Fund. A written version of the story appears online and in print in The Nation: “What This Later-Abortion Story Tells Us About a Post-Roe Future.”
Guests:
- Kristyn Smith, We Testify abortion storyteller
- Caroline Kitchener, political reporter for The Washington Post (Byron Calhoun says abortion is never necessary to save a mother’s life. He’s the only high-risk OB/GYN in central West Virginia.)
- Dr. Matthew Reeves, founder and executive director of Dupont Clinic
- Dr. Debra Stulberg, associate professor of family medicine at the University of Chicago Medicine and director of the Reproductive Health Outcomes and Disparities Research Group
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Guest:
Dr. Iman Alsaden, medical director of Planned Parenthood Great Plains
Resources:
- Roe Fund (Oklahoma Abortion Fund)
- Abortion Finder
- I Need an A
- Aid Access
- Plan C
- If/When/How Repro Legal Helpline
- Miscarriage + Abortion Hotline
- Digital Defense Fund guides for online safety and privacy
- National Abortion Federation hotline (abortion referrals and financial assistance)
- How to Show Up For Abortion Access by Alison Turkos
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Co-moderated by ACCESS and Reproductive Transparency Now.
Panelists:
- Dázon Dixon Diallo, MPH: Founder and President of SisterLove, the first women-centered HIV and sexual and reproductive health organization in the Southeast
- Aimee Registe, Esq.: Policy and Advocacy Program Manager at SisterLove
- Andrea Swartzendruber, PhD, MPH: Associate Professor in the Epidemiology and Biostatistics Department in the College of Public Health at the University of Georgia and Co-Founder of CPC Map
- Danielle Lambert, PhD, MPH: Assistant Professor in the Epidemiology and Biostatistics Department in the College of Public Health at the University of Georgia and Co-Founder of CPC Map
- Maleeha Aziz: Community Organizer at Texas Equal Access (TEA) Fund and Abortion Storyteller with We Testify
Resources:
- How to Show Up For Abortion Access by Alison Turkos
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Guests:
- Anise Simon, Maleeha Aziz, and Nick, We Testify storytellers
- Rev. Dr. Serene Jones, president, Union Theological Seminary
- Rafa Kidvai, director, Repro Legal Defense Fund
- Rabbi Salem Pearce, executive director, Carolina Jews for Justice; counselor, Faith Aloud
- Lauren Morrissey, co-executive director and co-founder, Student Coalition for Reproductive Justice; administrative associate, Catholics for Choice
- Rev. Aaron Payson, minister, Unitarian Universalist Church of Worcester; former board member, Religious Coalition for Reproductive Choice
- Kristin Hady, clinic escort; community engagement coordinator, Abortion Access Front
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Photos courtesy We Testify. Logo by Kate Ryan, theme music by Lily Sloane. Additional music in this episode from Blue Dot Sessions.
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Guests:
- Hillary Schneller, senior staff attorney at the Center for Reproductive Rights
- Dr. DeShawn Taylor, founder and owner of Desert Star Family Planning
- And: Kelsey Ryland, Elizabeth Nash, Amber Gavin, Jessy Rosales, Kimberly McGuire, Jeryl Hayes, Josie Pinto, Julie Jenkins, Amy Hagstrom Miller, Jacqueline Ayers, Kathaleen Pittman, Tammi Kromenaker, Karli Vanzile, Erin Grant, Amanda Hambrick Ashcraft
Resources:
- Abortion Care Network: Communities Need Clinics
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Guest: Josie Pinto, executive director of Reproductive Freedom Fund of New Hampshire.
Listener-submitted audio from Alexx Noumena of Tampa Bay Abortion Fund, Angela Vega, and Asha Dahya.
Read about Black women-led Hoochies of Houston and their experience with Women's March organizers on Twitter.
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Guest: Elizabeth Nash, principal policy associate for state issues, Guttmacher Institute
Resources:
- If Roe v. Wade Falls: Travel Distances for People Seeking Abortion
- 26 States Are Certain or Likely to Ban Abortion Without Roe: Here’s Which Ones and Why
- Supreme Court oral arguments livestream
- Supreme Court Cases: Abortion and Contraception
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Resources:
- I Need an A
- needabortion.org
- Aid Access
- Plan C
- If/When/How Repro Legal Helpline
- Miscarriage + Abortion Hotline
- Digital Defense Fund guides for online safety and privacy
- National Abortion Federation hotline (abortion referrals and financial assistance)
Texas Abortion Funds:
- Buckle Bunnies Fund
- Lilith Fund
- TEA Fund
- Frontera Fund
- Fund Texas Choice
- Jane's Due Process
- Clinic Access Support Network
- West Fund
- The Afiya Center
- The Bridge Collective
- Whole Woman's Health Alliance Stigma Relief Fund
More funds:
- Indigenous Women Rising (open to all indigenous people in the U.S. and Canada)
- Mariposa Fund (helps undocumented people seeking abortions)
- Brigid Alliance (helps people travel for later abortion care)
Support independent abortion providers:
- Keep Our Clinics
50% of proceeds from ACCESS merch sales this week go to Texas abortion funds. You can also donate to support the show.
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Guests:
- Sam Romero, We Testify storyteller
- Andrea Swartzendruber, PhD, MPH, associate professor at the University of Georgia College of Public Health and co-creator of the CPC Map
- Amy Hagstrom Miller, president and CEO of Whole Woman’s Health and Whole Woman’s Health Alliance
- Marc Hearron, senior counsel at the Center for Reproductive Rights
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Guest: Julia Kaye, staff attorney with the ACLU Reproductive Freedom Project
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Guests:
- Elizabeth Nash, principal policy associate for state issues, Guttmacher Institute
- Kamyon Conner, executive director, TEA Fund
- Virginia State Senator Jennifer McClellan
More resources:
- Guttmacher state policy midyear trends report
- TxPEP research brief on SB8
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Guests:
- Abby Johnson (no, not that one)
- Yamani Hernandez, executive director of the National Network of Abortion Funds
- Kelsey Ryland, co-director of the All* Above All abortion coverage campaign
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- New Handbook for a Post-Roe America
- West Alabama Women’s Center
- Yellowhammer Fund
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Guests:
Layidua and Sarah, We Testify abortion storytellers
Corinne Rocca, PhD, epidemiologist at the University of California San Francisco and researcher on the Turnaway Study
Northwestern Professor Katie Watson, lawyer, bioethicist, and author of Scarlet A
Special thanks to Renee Bracey Sherman of We Testify. Logo by Kate Ryan, music by Lily Sloane.
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Guests:
- Kayla Winston, We Testify abortion storyteller (read more about Kayla’s experience here)
- Diana Greene Foster, PhD, professor and demographer at the University of California, San Francisco (Turnaway Study website and book)
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- The Abortion Project
- Abortion Intentions Care Plan
- What’s in our abortion doula bags?
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Guest: Molly Shah, Anti-Abortion Protesters Get Special Treatment from Police, The Real News
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Guests:
- Miranda, Texas
- Larada, Ohio
- Sarah, Oregon
Special thanks to We Testify and Fund Texas Choice for connecting us with two of our guests. Logo by Kate Ryan, theme music by Lily Sloane. Additional music in this episode from Blue Dot Sessions. Photo by Robin Marty.
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Guests:
- Calla Hales, executive director of A Preferred Women’s Health Center
- Heather Mobley and Jessica Thomas of Charlotte for Choice
- Kim Gibson and Derenda Hancock of Pinkhouse Defenders and We Engage
- Lara Chelian of Northland Family Planning
- Elena Salisbury, abortion clinic escort in Nebraska
- Steph Black, abortion clinic escort in Washington, D.C.
- L and S, abortion clinic escorts in New Jersey
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Guest: Dr. Meera Shah, chief medical officer of Planned Parenthood Hudson Peconic and author of You're The Only One I've Told.
This conversation was originally streamed as part of the EstroGenius Festival on October 24, 2020.
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Note: this episode includes discussion of pregnancy loss.
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Guests:
- Christina Taylor
- Dr. Warren Hern of Boulder Abortion Clinic
- HK Gray
- Briana McLennan
- Dr. Valerie Peterson
- Jenn Chalifoux
Other links from the episode:
- Summary of research on later abortion from Ibis Reproductive Health
- TEA Fund’s Post Abortion Truth and Healing group and other resources
- The Brigid Alliance
- The Turnaway Study
Special thanks to We Testify and Patient Forward. Music by Lily Sloane, logo by Kate Ryan. Transcript available on our website.
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Guests:
- Kelsea McLain, We Testify abortion storyteller
- Dr. Daniel Grossman, Director of Advancing New Standards in Reproductive Health
- Dr. Jane*, a founder of the Miscarriage and Abortion Hotline
- Jill Adams, Executive Director of If/When/How
Music by Lily Sloane, logo by Kate Ryan. Photo: We Testify storytellers, courtesy We Testify. Transcript available on our website.
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*pseudonym
Guests:
- Dr. Meera Shah, Chief Medical Officer of Planned Parenthood Hudson Peconic and author of You’re the Only One I’ve Told
- Leah Coplon, certified nurse midwife and Program Director for Maine Family Planning
- Dr. Bhavik Kumar, Medical Director for Primary and Trans Care at Planned Parenthood Gulf Coast
Music by Lily Sloane, logo by Kate Ryan, photo by Robin Marty. Transcript available on our website.
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Guest: Dr. Meera Shah, family medicine physician, Chief Medical Officer of Planned Parenthood Hudson Peconic, and author of You’re the Only One I’ve Told: The Stories Behind Abortion.
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For an illustration of some of the medical instruments Dr. Shah mentions in this episode, visit our website to see photos by Robin Marty. You'll find the full episode transcript there, too.
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