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Chrysanthe Tan

Composer, violinist, and singer-songwriter Chrysanthe Tan speaks in 3-minute bursts on the introverted creative life. Or rather...what it's really like to be an independent, autistic artist in LA. (sigh)

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A brief update.

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A brief update.

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What intangible things would be on your resume? Instagram: @chrysanthetan (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter: @chrysanthetan (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook: /chrysanthetan (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Patreon: /chrysanthetan (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)

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On why creative people don't always realize they are creative. Instagram: @chrysanthetan (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter: @chrysanthetan (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook: /chrysanthetan (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Patreon: /chrysanthetan (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)

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AKA how many times can I practice saying "hello?" KowA5QUm7X5l21mbdbu4

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My microwave broke, and I learned a lesson about the ingredient of time in any art.

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This is a continuation of the last episode.

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Now that more people are working from home and discovering that "home all the time" life, I feel crowded.

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A brief update.

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The tasks that seem fun in the morning are very different than the ones that seem fun at night. Seems I need to master my arc.

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A brief update.

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A brief update.

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didn’t die

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might die

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A brief update.

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A brief update.

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A brief update.

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A brief update.

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A brief update.

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Thoughts? Comments? Questions? Drop me a line at any of the following! Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Special Patreon crew (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)

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All the cellists, violists, and violinists listening to this will know exactly what I’m talking about… Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Special Patreon crew (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)

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What are your sleeping habits like? Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Special Patreon crew (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)

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So this is kind of roundabout... Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) PS: Wanna hear the embarrassing song? Become a Friend of Xanthe (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan) (FOX) for instant "access!" :P That is in quotes so as to manage your expectations of this song...

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What do you think of this concept? Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) PS: Wanna chat more and suggest future topics? Become a Friend of Xanthe! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)

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...in which Xanthe goes to a party. Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) PS: If you like what I do and want to join more conversations like this, you're invited to join my Patreon community! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)

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I think about this often. Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) PS: If you like what I do and want to join more conversations like this, you're invited to join my Patreon community! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)

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Pondering things after listening to YouTuber Elle Mills talk on the PatreCon stage... Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Note: My patrons had early access to this episode last week! If you'd like to hear future episodes of Xanthe Briefly before everyone else, please consider joining my Patreon family! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)

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Don't worry, this one isn't going anywhere. Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Note: My patrons had early access to this episode last week! If you'd like to hear future episodes of Xanthe Briefly before everyone else, please consider joining my Patreon family! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)

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Honestly, if you have any tips for managing this, I'd love to hear them... Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Note: I published this episode early to my patrons several days ago! From now on, I will be posting all my episodes early to my patrons first, before setting them to public release. If you'd like to hear future episodes of Xanthe Briefly before everyone else, please consider joining my Patreon family! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)

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Decisions are my kryptonite. Join my Patreon family! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Regular ol’ website (http://chrysanthetan.com)

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Inspired. No spoons. What is life right now. Join my Patreon family! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Regular ol’ website (http://chrysanthetan.com)

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Friends are a rare advent for me...at least real friends who "see" me and get me. Join my Patreon family! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Regular ol’ website (http://chrysanthetan.com)

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I'm doing something I've never done before, and it requires putting myself out there. SIGH. I'm nervous that everyone will be annoyed by my Patreon poster push, lose all of their respect for me, and simply not be interested in my (what I think is cool) offer. In other words, just a normal day! If you want the special poster, click here and become a $5 patron! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Regular ol’ website (http://chrysanthetan.com)

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Failing but trying, dammit. Join my Patreon family! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Regular ol’ website (http://chrysanthetan.com)

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I really needed this win today! Eternal thank you to my awesome vet, Westchester Veterinary & Cat Center. Please send Anakin good healing and health vibes as we finish up this treatment and move to aftercare. Join my Patreon family! (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Regular ol’ website (http://chrysanthetan.com)

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All that said, I am truly grateful that I am ABLE to work and that I have jobs. Speaking of which...if you enjoy Xanthe Briefly and want to support future episodes and have access to secret music demos, my private journal entries, and weekly private livestreams, you should totally join my Patreon family (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)! Otherwise, I'd still love to connect with you on regular ol' social media: Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Regular ol’ website (http://chrysanthetan.com)

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So grateful for you. Yes you. You listening and reading right now. Speaking of which...if you enjoy Xanthe Briefly and want to support future episodes and have access to secret music demos, my private journal entries, and weekly private livestreams, you should totally join my Patreon family (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)! Otherwise, I'd still love to connect with you on regular ol' social media: Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Regular ol’ website (http://chrysanthetan.com)

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I'm so glad I went to this awesome Patreon meetup. Creators must stick together! Speaking of which...if you enjoy Xanthe Briefly and want to support future episodes and have access to secret music demos, my private journal entries, and weekly private livestreams, you should totally join my Patreon family (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)! Otherwise, I'd still love to connect with you on regular ol' social media: Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Regular ol’ website (http://chrysanthetan.com)

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I’m totally kidding. But if you’re curious, it’s called Underscore (https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/underscore/id1355272049?mt=2). chrysanthetan.com (http://chrysanthetan.com) patreon.com/chrysanthetan (http://Patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter: @chrysanthetan (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram: @chrysanthetan (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook: Chrysanthe Tan (http://Facebook.com/chrysanthetan) — Chrysanthe Tan composer, violinist, songwriter chrysanthetan.com

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Don’t make assumptions about other people’s taste in music. chrysanthetan.com (http://chrysanthetan.com) patreon.com/chrysanthetan (http://Patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter: @chrysanthetan (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram: @chrysanthetan (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook: Chrysanthe Tan (http://Facebook.com/chrysanthetan)

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Part 2 of “Gig Hangover” episode Patreon family! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon

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Long gigs (and events) always make me feel hungover the next day. Patreon family! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon

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sensory isolation…warmth…comfort...cocoon…focus... Patreon family! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon

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Part 4/4. Current mood. It is October 2, 2017. chrysanthetan.com (http://chrysanthetan.com) patreon.com/chrysanthetan (http://Patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter: @chrysanthetan (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram: @chrysanthetan (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook: Chrysanthe Tan (http://Facebook.com/chrysanthetan)

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Part 3 of mood.

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Part 2. Current mood. It is October 2, 2017. chrysanthetan.com (http://chrysanthetan.com) patreon.com/chrysanthetan (http://Patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter: @chrysanthetan (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram: @chrysanthetan (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook: Chrysanthe Tan (http://Facebook.com/chrysanthetan)

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Current mood. It is October 2, 2017. chrysanthetan.com (http://chrysanthetan.com) patreon.com/chrysanthetan (http://Patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter: @chrysanthetan (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram: @chrysanthetan (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook: Chrysanthe Tan (http://Facebook.com/chrysanthetan)

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Truth be told, I like fidget cubes much better than fidget spinners (and I like other toys, materials, and stim activities more than I like either of those things). But still: Don’t ban them just because the neurotypical public may have “ruined” them and made them annoying for everyone. Many autistic and ADHD people like myself use them and rely on stimming activities or toys to relieve anxiety and pent up emotion! Patreon family! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon

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Part 2 of 2. Tell me what you think of my voice! I’m honestly curious... Patreon family! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon

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This is part 1 of a two-part episode. Patreon family! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon

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This is super weird to admit, considering I have a huge literary background… But hey, a few autistic people I’ve met apparently relate! 😬 Twitter Facebook (http://Facebook.com/chrysanthetan

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Not very articulate, but you get the point. Be direct. Be specific. Have a deadline. Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Patreon (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan)

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Controversial opinion... Patreon family! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon

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Feel free to join in! Just use the hashtag #365hd to share daily positive moments. Twitter: @ChrysantheTan (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Patreon: patreon.com/chrysanthetan (http://smarturl.it/chrysanthepatreon)

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Relaxing is so much harder than I expected. Do I need to meditate? Give me tips! Lord, I'm sorry for the annoying noise. I think I was half asleep when I made this... If you liked this, check out my Patreon (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan)! Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram (http://Instagram.com/chrysanthetan) YouTube (http://YouTube.com/chrysanthetan)

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Happy Pride Month! Links to cool organizations by and for queer people of color. Support them! Master list is here (http://qpocshoutouts.com/qpoc-resources/projects-organizations/

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I need to remind myself that some days, I'm okay. That Viola Kid is on YouTube (http://YouTube.com/ThatViolaKid), Patreon (http://Patreon.com/ThatViolaKid), and Instagram (http://instagram.com/ThatViolaKid)! If you become either of our patrons by June 18th, you will be invited to a special secret concert livestream! My Patreon is here (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon).

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I’m the WORST networker, but this one trick has helped me out a lot. Patreon family! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon

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Single and asocial AF. Thank god for Netflix, the Internet, and my two long distance best friends.

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I anticipate it won't be easy to change my sleep habits, but I want to try. If any listeners have tips, I'm all ears! chrysanthe@chrysanthetan.com

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It's been a problem since I was 4 or even younger.

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Hard to explain though... Join my tight-knit Patreon family! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon

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Performers, test-takers, presenters...we've all had these nightmares. They suck. Cross your fingers for me! I hope to have positive updates in a couple weeks! Like this show? Like my music? Want to buy me coffee once a month? Become a $1/month patron! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://Facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Thoughts? Questions? Comments? chrysanthe@chrysanthetan.com — Chrysanthe Tan composer, violinist, writer www.chrysanthetan.com

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I have SO MANY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS this'll have to spill over into future episodes. Curious for your thoughts too! Like this show? Like my music? Would you like to buy me coffee every month? Become a $1 patron! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://Facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Thoughts? Questions? Comments? chrysanthe@chrysanthetan.com — Chrysanthe Tan composer, violinist, writer www.chrysanthetan.com

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Annoyingly necessary, especially when preparing for something important. Consider supporting my Patreon for $1/month! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://Facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Thoughts? Questions? Comments? chrysanthe@chrysanthetan.com — Chrysanthe Tan composer, violinist, writer www.chrysanthetan.com

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It's a joy. And I feel kind of bad about it. But not really. Join my Patreon family! (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://Facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Thoughts? Questions? Comments? chrysanthe@chrysanthetan.com — Chrysanthe Tan composer, violinist, writer www.chrysanthetan.com

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PRAISE THE HOLY HEAVENS FOR TECHNOLOGY I don’t fear the encroachment of technology on our daily lives. I embrace it. Actually, scratch that: I eagerly welcome and took forward to it. Note to Self Podcast (http://www.wnyc.org/shows/notetoself

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Rules for an Everything Journal 1) Embrace imperfection. You’ll make mistakes and cross things out, and that’s OKAY. 2) Write, draw, scribble, tape ticket stubs and other memories…do anything! 3) Literally, do whatever you want. Don’t be hard on yourself. Additional tips: - If you have writer’s block, look back in your old Everything Journal(s). You may find gems! - I personally use a Moleskine Large Music Notebook (http://amzn.to/2iHT2yp), because it has both blank and music staff pages. Video and photo examples of my Everything Journals here (https://www.patreon.com/posts/new-year-rituals-7630245) Let me know if you start your own! I’d love to see pictures. Tweet me (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Show me on Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook me (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Other links Patreon (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Email: chrysanthe@chrysanthetan.com

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How to start a positivity jar 1) Get a jar (or clear receptacle) 2) Cut a ton of strips of paper (so you don’t have to cut them throughout the year) 3) Write little sentences on the paper strips whenever you feel like it. Fold strips, toss in jar, and watch your positivity jar fill up! Video and photo of my positivity jars here (https://www.patreon.com/posts/new-year-rituals-7630245) Let me know if you start your own positivity jar! Tweet me (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Show me on Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook me (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan) Other links Patreon (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Email: chrysanthe@chrysanthetan.com

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Blame it on my shy childhood, preference for written communication, and obsession with data… I’d love to connect with you: Patreon (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon

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“15 Reasons I Appreciate My Depression” (https://medium.com/invisible-illness/15-ways-i-appreciate-my-depression-63175bcc0738#.pdmuptee0) by Amanda Gelender I’d love to connect with you: Patreon (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Email: chrysanthe@chrysanthetan.com

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What. Is happening. Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Patreon (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan)

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I took a 5 month break from podcasting because... Website (http://chrysanthetan.com) Patreon (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Instagram (http://instagram.com/chrysanthetan) Facebook (http://facebook.com/chrysanthetan)

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Solitude and Solidarity: Creative Artists Need ‘Em Both (https://brevity.wordpress.com/2016/03/23/solitude-and-solidarity-creative-artists-need-em-both/) Website (http://chrysanthetan.com/) Patreon (http://patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Twitter (http://twitter.com/chrysanthetan)

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It’s like sex on Valentine’s Day. Website (http://chrysanthetan.com

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I really did want to be an archaeologist. May have also wanted to be a Barbie. chrysanthetan.com (http://www.chrysanthetan.com)

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When we pre-crastinate, we get tasks out of the way very quickly, rather than waiting on them. I tend to pre-creastinate on more trivial tasks, while I continue to procrastinate on serious goals. Pre-crastination can ease our mental burdens and make us feel temporarily accomplished for having achieved a small goal. One potential way to harness the positive effects of pre-crastination is to break down our big goals (the ones we tend to procrastinate on) into smaller, manageable chunks. That way, we can still benefit from confidence boost of more frequent accomplishments while tricking ourselves into making progress on our real, procrastinatory goals. Pre-Crastination: The Opposite of Procrastination (http://www.scientificamerican.com/article/pre-crastination-the-opposite-of-procrastination/) by David A. Rosenbaum and Edward A. Wasserman for Scientific American Where to find me My Website (https://www.chrysanthetan.com

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Haircuts - aren't they amazing? Wearing my hair how I want to wear it (as opposed to how others want to see me) is a small but empowering act of self-affirmation. What's your relationship to your hair? How do you affirm yourself? PS: Screw what everyone else thinks. This is about you. Where to find me My Website (https://www.chrysanthetan.com) Twitter (https://www.twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Email me at chrysanthetan@gmail.com Subscribe to my mailing list (http://chrysanthetan.us6.list-manage2.com/subscribe?u=2cfa091b8c391646b3afab8d1&id=ad84bba9ba) for a free song download. Stories album for piano, strings, and electronics now on iTunes (https://geo.itunes.apple.com/us/album/stories/id1012794946?mt=1&app=music) Enjoy my music? I’d love to have your support on Patreon (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon) for as little as $1/month!

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Woke up disappointed. Somehow turned my day around. This is how. Note: Please do not confuse disappointment and sadness with depression. Depression is something much different that I also do experience, but that was not the case this morning. Cheryl B. Engelhardt (http://www.cbemusic.com/#!home/mainPage), songwriter, composer, music biz & branding consultant In the Key of Success podcast (https://geo.itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/key-conversations/id1044285312?mt=2) Where to find me My Website (https://www.chrysanthetan.com

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My first musical episode! For this one, I randomly selected a few words from my Patreon (http://bit.ly/ctpatreon) suggestion box and interpreted them with my violin. If you'd like to join my Patreon and give me suggestions for my next batch of musical interpretations, you can do so here (http://www.patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Here are the words I "play" in this episode query: to ask; to question defy: to challenge the power of; resist boldly echo: to resound with an echo (a repetition or close imitation) Thank you to Kevin Hsu, Tyler Ford (http://myfriendtyler.com), and Paola for those verb suggestions! Where to find me My Website (https://www.chrysanthetan.com) Twitter (https://www.twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Patreon (https://www.patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Email me at chrysanthetan@gmail.com My Stories album on iTunes (https://geo.itunes.apple.com/us/album/stories/id1012794946?mt=1&app=music) Thanks for listening!

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The agony of perfectionism, my embarrassing confession, and a book recommendation for fellow perfectionists. PS: I ended up changing the name of the podcast shortly after recording this, but I’m keeping the episode anyway. All in the spirit of accepting my process, right? Book recommendation: Show Your Work (http://amzn.to/1KtXk8n) by Austin Kleon Where to find me My Website (https://www.chrysanthetan.com) Twitter (https://www.twitter.com/chrysanthetan) Patreon (https://www.patreon.com/chrysanthetan) Email me at chrysanthetan@gmail.com