Awake with Awareness: Recent Episodes

Alice

A journey of self-acceptance, healing, and love

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An amateur and inappropriate analysis on class/race intersectionality

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How generational trauma affected my work choices

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I have no motivation

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To be continued

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Don’t do it

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Following along

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Using envy as tool for self improvement

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Still in love

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Reflection after open mic

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You can reach a state of desirelessness when you realize you already have everything you need

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Dealing with small irritations is all

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Like the title says

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I talk about Jesus Christ and my faith

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Don’t give yourself to people who are committed to bringing you down

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Moving on with grace and fun

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Don’t compromise your integrity and self expression for a relationship

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Walking has been my latest obsession. Hear me muse

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Me crying cause my relationship failed for the tenth something time. I’ll be fine

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I’m no longer a Mormon in the Mountains

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I've been doing too much and being too much. Help. jk. I can't be helped

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Bitches thought they were being funny by dining and dashing and stealing my cash. Nah

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On being gayer than I thought, psychedelics, and being aware of how self-absorbed I am

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I am committed to my car

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Reflections from a workshop I went to about having a loving relationship with yourself.

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ya know

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My reflections on the resentments I felt towards family, friends, and institutions. More importantly, I discuss the resentment I feel towards myself.

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Talking about my feelings

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My self-esteem is fine I swear

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My very first attempt at spoken word poetry. Just practicing, obviously feeling self-conscious about it but you gotta practice if you wanna get good. This one is kind of about how it's hard to love myself sometimes.

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Reflecting on how I fall into the same destructive love addiction patterns. 

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When you don't know where to go, pray and God will listen. There is a Higher Power that wants to help you. 

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Once in a while, I would just like to record my stream of consciousness just because I can. It started off with me being mindblown that I am a Korean immigrant and then it just kind of became it's own thing after that. Thank you for listening to me talk though. It makes me feel so heard and loved. <3

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A 3 minute prayer for when you are going through a hard time. Much love <3

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Some resources:

https://www.thehotline.org/

https://streetsmartwomen.com/maybe-he-doesnt-hit-you/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/21-warning-signs-of-an-emotionally-abusive-relationship/

https://www.helpguide.org/articles/abuse/getting-out-of-an-abusive-relationship.htm

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August 27 2020 marks my first day of sobriety. Holding myself accountable every day with patience, love, and grace. 

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Step 1 of the 12 steps as a sex and love addict. Personal stories

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I share with you a very personal problem and how I am connecting it to a spiritual lesson about breaking bad habits and forming good habits. 

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I talk about me being very emotionally triggered the other day and how recognizing, accepting, and learning from your emotional triggers foster your spiritual growth. 

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"Shame needs 3 things to grow out of control: secrecy, silence, and judgment." - Brene Brown. We heal from shame when we speak about it.

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The first step is admitting you have an addiction. I share my deepest source of insecurity in regards to being a love addict. Excuse the background noise at times. 

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Let go and clear space for new adventures

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The most important relationships you will ever have in this lifetime is with yourself. 

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Focusing your Awareness

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Mini-meditations from the book Awareness: exploring, experimenting, experiencing by John O. Stevens. Podcast hosted by Alice Lee