Artificial.Music: Recent Episodes
Artificial.Music
I'm sorry if you dislike the lyrical content.
Tryna change lives out here, you know how it is.
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Rights/Inquiry~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I make public domain music that's free to download! You can use it for whatever purposes (including commercial) you'd like, given that it is self-released (contained within the Waves and Confessions playlists). If it is released by anyone other than myself (this recent album was released with Audio Library+, for instance) you must refer to their guidelines on usage. Thank you! I'm super down to ghost produce some music too!
I can also make custom music for your projects!
Reach out to me on Discord! Aryll#9682
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Art credits!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Banner art by www.twitter.com/Fancy_Parakeet
Album art for Chillin' in Tonight's Sky and As Time Passes By is by: Kush Sapra http://www.kushsapra.com/
Donations are super appreciated!: http://paypal.me/artificialmusic
Send me a message here or on Discord if you have any ideas/want project files/want to collab!
Contact: aryll@aryllfae.com
A canopy of air for light to shine and peek through.https://open.spotify.com/album/0oOf75WDbKU9f1vPz1sJ2Fhttps://music.apple.com/ca/album/umbrella-plant-single/1783252504https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_nANnGy5hOGlh1QKbR0_Po0bWFmQk0O_DQ
Last time we freefell, this time we go beyond the sky.The ever-so-talented @mothdreams graces us with a soar above the clouds! I'm so thankful to celebrate our third collaboration!Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5wLwuiOoaqPEDCzj196jT7?si=84011c51942d4445YT Music: https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_kBBUb7Yk9R5dZEzaOvRQp_9TmMK5XBj_4Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/ascend-without-limit-single/1761268026Prior collabs:https://soundcloud.com/artificial-music/freefallinghttps://soundcloud.com/artificial-music/nature
Resiliently at your side to lift you at your call.https://open.spotify.com/album/1OFJ89hFs9PYXKAYuxlDurhttps://music.apple.com/ca/album/guardian-angel-single/1708503303https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_k0J1eDQwq-M9HR7D-4SqJubgJC8D3gBqQ
The blurred horizon gave way to entrancing light.https://open.spotify.com/album/40G9B9q1rOPuQgHMrgEAsVhttps://music.apple.com/ca/album/skyline-mirage-single/1705646329https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_mwYErl82II_78IrYXDvJfUTSFtow4cuqY
spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/3adjXqSMI77K8kkJIKXJfNyt music https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_l1jmq3kE6Zco_zhoCegrBxUs9XHOR7vSAapple music https://music.apple.com/ca/album/empathetic-prosperity-single/1703130176
The journey is yet to begin, make your move.https://open.spotify.com/album/1DGafOg7bOdkYcO3EaP1G6https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_mK5Rt9ZQ0-TXcF1iHl3IKpR2smZYCVf7Ihttps://music.apple.com/ca/album/celestial-gold-single/1686165183
don't give up, the end might never come but you'll still succeed throughout the journeyapple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/determined-to-succeed-single/1686164891spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/38VJP39Wc7schFGlkAEfvJYT music: https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_kPiykpVexG3RW3u4QOPMAwKYkhMzsDqKE
Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/5iKokfykMuBMOI76NSnwEzApple Music https://music.apple.com/us/album/almost-there-single/1686164820YT Music https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=iZKnnEyPk54&feature=shareBreak your hardship down into bitesize chunks and eat away until you break through.
Take life on its one and only mystical joyride: ride the waves and you'll always come out on top. Made by the ever powerful @mehul-sharma-229748676 - please check his work out, it is consistent and growing!Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/73W3hF3j5ORVUckBDQEEjAApple Music https://music.apple.com/ca/album/rough-nights-single/1663051848
https://open.spotify.com/track/4NAc2dYVrN4e9kVynyJFCO?autoplay=true https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=19FSdMk4fOE&list=RDAMVM19FSdMk4fOE https://music.apple.com/ca/album/purpose-in-adversity/1625140427?i=1625140430
Chasin all my enemies cuz they know me too well It’s hard to be free when you tryna escape youself Trippin’ thru these tunnels like I’m tryna find my hell Really juss slippin’, when I think I’m thru I fell
Chin up, ass out don’t tell me I’m not pretty Shoulders back, cock tucked, tryna be a bitty- You know it workin too cuz these bitches thrown a fitty Thas why you gotta ‘pproach a girl like me, wid some dignity
Holding onto ego, avoid death at all costs Lettin go of miho, feelin like I’m at a loss So much left to be though, don’t pussy out now boss World in your hands, now make plans, time to get lost
Givin up on pretense, I’m out here straight shootin’ Livin bright, holdin tight, feelin like I’m not improvin’ Think you know who I am? Don’t know half the abusin I been bruisin’ and losin’, y’all confusin’ the movement
Locked up all my ties with the dark side, I was young Cast my demons down, held out, thought they’d never come - Back. Made em hide deep inside, cast my tongue In concrete pillars so strong lost the one - I thought I’d become, findin love, learnin what I fought to free from, just trusted my beliefs If I knew who I’d be when the light cast on me I’d drop dead in my tracks, stop tryina be free - I was
(I was) destined - to do - great things - they lied Thought I’d - get through - kept tryin - to fly Jump off - these buildings - look at - the sky Askin - maself - why I fight - to die I was
Destined - to do - great things - they tried Thought they’d - get through - kept tryin - to fly Jump off - these buildings - look at - the sky Askin - yoself - why you fight - to try
Holdin on, never lettin go - Of the dreams that we thought we would never know Took a leap of faith, thought I’d better grow - By way of plunge into the depths below
Body impact first, mind after that - Into pieces soul burst, around the world I was cast Thought life was lost - didn’t know what to ask - To get me back to the place I collapsed
When you breakin through, prepare for hardship Purpose in adversity is what this really is Everything lines up and it all just fits, Content in turmoil cuz it's how we connect
The pieces of the puzzles of our life’s story The weakest survive others, outstrive worry Thought we was our best selves, we out here killin - Cuz the enemies we chasin is self, we tha villain (I thought I’d)-
I thought I’d bee-come, findin love, learnin what I fought to be from, tryna trust, in my gut didn’t choose this life, I just tagged along The journey unfolded, I just sang my songs
Tried to be complete, Tried to push my means Thought I was doing right, just trusted my beliefs If I knew who I’d be when the light cast on me I’d drop dead in my tracks stop tryna be free I was
Ran out of space for words: (Chorus var. x2)
If you never give up, who knows where you’ll go next Everything that you chase for, there’s no time to rest You must push yourself nobody else cares but you So let’s make the best futures by learning to pursue Dreams made from ambition, our mission statement’s clear Out with the hatred, indecisions and fear In with the happiness, contentment and trust Cuz in this life you are a ghost made of love But what was the end if there was no means to begin Making friends and conquering challenges for betterment Overcome your obstacles, adversity and hardship Cuz if we’re Gods it’d be lame starting at the end Chasing our finish lines in order to bring Positive change on the world we’re within So don't stop being yourself and fighting for truth I'll be by your side, together we will do it.
I promise always to live up to your expecatations.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgo6ZBxutzQ https://music.apple.com/album/compromise/1622327881?at=1001lbRT&ct=1197309&i=1622327882&app=music https://open.spotify.com/track/3HftdlQPUa5zw31024Jzrj
I’m sorry I really am For what turned this beautiful relationship we had Into a mess We progressed to success And yet it feels necessary to confess my regrets, as a creator I failed you Time and time before Founded my nature in prayer But found my divine in war As we fought I reminisced About what I thought I’d missed The love that we shared and how easily it got to my head - In the end Instead of loving you I idolized the person you were I said nothing of your perfection because all these words (I said all that about your perfection because these words) Meant becoming lost by your eye and trapped on my own Because no more would you cling to me to feel like you’d grown I’d be replaced by someone who is better than me Eventually came to reality to find that it was over so now we could both see That it came and went so quickly that I forgot to give you that special key to Your passion and hope and desire and love And how your staggering beauty floats so high up, above Now here we are, no moving back or stopping time The flow of life is not merely a pointless one way ride You’ve gotta rise up and find your reason for growth Learn to see the beauty I saw in you on your own I assure you this quest will not be easy or free But you’ll learn about who you want to be And how you plan to get there, because the most important thing Is building these goals and then proceeding to bring Yourself closer and closer to a future you desire I’ll be trying too, with every step we float higher And when we collide at long last our lights May entangle and bring us together one last time Finally find ourselves free of our might So you and I can just feel balanced and at once all right I miss you, beyond time’s compare Nothing can ever prove that we were really here (no one can ever tell us that we were never here) But I know that without our love it wouldn’t be so clear Nearly all of what matters left up to fate and fear So thank you for faith in disguise Thank you, for truly opening up our eyes Every night, when we dream we can realise -- The potential of our own compromise
Forward is the only direction left. Keep up or fall behind, you'll always have ample opportunity to change for the best. <3
Apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/change-your-world-single/1615454672 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/47WjjRDjuc4bmrVNNycAQV?si=5972d59b7fbf4ce3 YT Music: https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=yR-EZ-1z6uI&feature=share
Open a window, change the atmosphere.
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1kHDKSeWbV4IOLoaKqiBKf apple music: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/new-window-single/1611051800?at=1001lbRT&ct=1140617&uo=4&app=music YT music: https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_lwtBlOXT6VbGEu-3StWjQmlqXbjMeNccc
Never stop.
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1QLWZr4fRLv8jmAdUGDPgN Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/steadfast-boots-single/1603717698?at=1001lbRT&ct=1118189&app=music Youtube Music: https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=0dzsoO8X5fg&feature=share
Mia did absolute wonders on this track. Check her out for more fantastic work!: https://soundcloud.com/miainsyirah
https://open.spotify.com/album/0CWi2VgbN42XsBVvYBoIcj https://music.apple.com/ng/album/forever-friend/1591328803?i=1591328805 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6KFN-XnvnBY
This year has been a rollercoaster for me. As we wind down into the wintertime, I reflect on what I have always believed in. Never give up on being true to yourself, no matter what anyone says.
https://open.spotify.com/track/0BtYZ0Phu4C6MZuW1nu8yx https://music.apple.com/album/infinity-robes/1594624229?at=1001lbRT&ct=1076342&i=1594624230&app=music
It's time to take action.
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AM5JqKGOv0qb62qJYi5u6?si=1f14e9b8d78648f3 apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/ocean-of-thought/1591943165?i=1591943466 yt music: https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=bAEgebiGqY0&feature=share
Spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/4FJljMOG10I9sg9mbeClKL Apple music https://music.apple.com/ca/album/our-forbidden-role/1558597696?at=1001lbRT&ct=840532&i=1558597697&uo=4&app=music
Hope you enjoy!
https://open.spotify.com/track/0fQ4WFg69ChI9CsKCPTFOC?si=97306a3400a24ec1 https://music.apple.com/mn/album/lights-in-action-single/1556479941
Thank you so much for your love! I cannot believe all that I've achieved through this passion of mine and it's all thanks to you. I don't have a clue how I'll repay you but I have a lot planned. Stay tuned, I will return the favour ten times over. (:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3nvajoq8l84OFK7V2fAj0o?highlight=spotify:track:1wJyxkcsUItaam9Bayo4Cx
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/faithful-mission/1543894546?at=1001lbRT&ct=729492&i=1543894548&uo=4&app=music
Overcome singularity
So they told me I had to overcome my problems in order to become a better man
And I told them, "bitch, please When I didn't face my problems, I was a better woman than what I am"
Not realizing the error in my ways, I fell day after day right on my face
Until I manned up and stopped letting go Of the change I needed in order to grow
Now here I am, facing these problems One after the other and it never lets up
But I know if I don't stop then I won't get to my goal, chasing my shadow to the top
And if you feel the same, then sing with me now We'll make it even if we don't know how Just keep pushing against adversity To free yourself, prevent infirmity
Our desires outweigh The shackles and chains That bind us in place Those games that we play Are lies that we made To feel okay With the world that stays The same Unless changed
It's time to awake From this place That feels safe So we break open the gates We let in the hate
Let it create A better you and me In order to make A better reality
You have to come to terms With the fact that you must change That you must overcome Your ego's pact, It says to stay
That you're led astray That you really won't survive a day Chasing that safety is really what's taking away
From your chance at success At happiness, the best Future is here It's not time to rest Let's grind those gears Don't stop at less Than perfection because In this life, you are blessed
With the power of choice To overcome all the obstacles in your way You must use your voice Show everyone that you have the power to make
The future your own, Your heart, your soul Breathes perfection into The world you control Open up your dream Pull it back at the seams To get there, don't let it be make belief
It takes blood sweat and tears Not to mention years and years To face all your problems To overcome your fears
But you know if you don't stop then you might drop, chasing your shadow to the top
So if you chase your goals, then sing with me now We'll make it even if we don't know how Just keep pushing against adversity To free yourself, act on that clarity
The void saturates with love; emptiness no longer remains. Time is a valuable resource in the everchanging flow of life.
You are capable of so much more, what are you doing here?
Let's chill out together. https://open.spotify.com/track/6eXke9iUJRvqxuBxp8cpPH?si=veR0s8WMR5CBSsxeA5lqoA
In order to get anywhere in life you gotta stay determined It's not just about the fears you must fight So many lessons you have learned Realise we allies guide eachother Through thick and thin Revitalise and stay encouraged Recovery emerges from within
It's all about that mentality Not just personality Cuz in reality your malady might be morality Originality in actuality is hard to see So we strive for lives filled with fallacy vitality Some say individuality or spirituality Modality, sanity, centrality or normality In totality it all has the same functionality Everything means the same thing in this analogy I'm not lying when I say my neutrality Matches your vanity and that Calamity and insanity equivilate sentimentality Because it all comes down to our shared commonality
Don't stop freeing yourself from negativity Stay motivated to keep moving forward in your mind to be Freed from the ball, chain and shackle holding you tight It's up to you to really channel your light's might
You can feel the world around you give way To all your dreams, hopes and desires every day If you let go of your inhibitions and sieze your opportunity To live life truly with vigour and forget what it used to be
I just want to help you learn to love it all So seamlessly we step through these thick walls We built up to find ourselves happy at home Finally understood we're not alone in these comfort zones
This beautiful world full of support and health Is truly worth the effort of helping yourself By accepting everyone and everything as part of you You'll see that positivity as identity is truth
I got a lotta pride but I got no ego I lost it when I took shrooms bout a week ago Now I cry over something intangible I lost Seems crazy thinking about the collateral it costs
Watching yourself fade out is never fun Imagine watching it happen twice but you're still not done Thrice? How many times til I get outta my head This labyrinth's a trap but so's everything else
Aryll is my God And she is now dead. Right?
Followin this plot Hope to free myself from lies
Distancing everytime, this self's transient - a blur Listening to my rhyme is poison, it's no cure
Break down, break down, lose what you love Reach out right now, bruises and blood Can't fix how you bow when pressure surrounds Get out now, don't look back or back down to find out
Fix up this stuff that complicates your mind Live, love, push us to fit in your design Don't stop because you know how to free our lives We must grow up to learn how to be more kind
It's no lie, just tryna help out oneanother We can cry together to discover The nature of time, reality and space The tears that fall from your beautiful face
Don't worry about what ills you must take Just stay determined to rewrite these mistakes Into gateways to growth because every step matters Am I fadil*? Do I have her? These are my disasters
Growth comes more than just once in a lifetime No love or lies can prepare us for this pride When it takes over your mind and tries to prevent change You gotta fight back, take the reins and maybe erase
Delusions of grandeur or complicated faith Take place so you can realize how to make Your future your own and nobody can take That from you. You matter so much, dearest face
Life is no sprint, it's a marathon I would think everytime that the pressure's on And rush to risk and climb just to get beyond But really I was trying to grow up all wrong
I spent half of my life chasing my ideals Intent to craft this plight and embrace the reveal Now that's what my case is, how do I feel? When all that took place was erased to conceal
I thought I was trans, now I don't know Lost in the sands and mountains of hope Still home but feels like I'm Drowning below The surface is beautiful but how do I cope?
Trapped in my mind at this stop light Lapse everytime I think I'm right in the Fast lane, gas hard off the mark Sparks fly and cast out the dark
I'm trying to help but failing myself Fell into my mental mess, pressing for health I keep trying to change but with no success Everytime I fail I progress through complex
Obsession Embracing expression, unable to grow, Facing contention enables my flow, inside my reflection no places to go, got no more direction
Trust me, follow my eyes, race for the prize Reach for the light and face your demise Here's my advice, and it's no surprise To be wise you must live life past the reprise
No more goodbyes, just hellos and salutations To feel surmise although facing implications Beyond reparations, situations undone Believe me. I love you, you're my everyone.
*it's my legal/birth name, aryll is my preferred/stage name
lo'fi boy and i grew up as artists together. i really hope he doesn't mind me using this track, his work is absolutely astounding and it's really quite amazing watching him grow artistically! check him out at: @lowfidelityboy https://open.spotify.com/artist/30zqizQHom62N4hV28E1Hz?si=jHNLTzsaShCCebx4akqebA
https://open.spotify.com/album/7rOoXOJYay7oSMAbA29eAb?si=7kS5P6xRSPiYS97Sq9izwg
@akosmo practically made this track. Thanks for working with me! Your song sounds super sick. Check him out on Spotify! https://open.spotify.com/artist/1d9VzpAUZdgruidP0DB5Lh?si=F6edd3hUTAeumVNATxNBMA
If you enjoy this track, please support me on Spotify, Apple Music, Google Music or any other music vendor (bandcamp, YouTube music, etc.) https://open.spotify.com/track/3tEA2tfeMwUs0n00wicOHa?si=0-bKx2xvRCSi4ujbWPbahA It really, really helps me provide for my family as a young mother! Thank you all so, so much for all of the support! ❤️
Thank you guys for the awesome collaboration! Please do check them out, they're amazing artists. This was super fun to work on, and they're very pleasant to people!
Oreox4 @oreox4 https://oreox4.bandcamp.com/releases https://open.spotify.com/user/6863uoevy60szsm5oxe6lzo7n?si=f-_En1omQmWXqf_N3PTC7g
Sparwell @Sparwellmusic https://open.spotify.com/artist/2Y0KNFMqEDjPFPdgcRUiBS?si=FPhnxbJdSo6k9XUnoKoTjQ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZB-NdhvmY7inS_-iSr4NMA?disable_polymer=true https://sparwell.bandcamp.com/releases https://www.twitch.tv/sparwe11 https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/sparwell/1447327739 https://twitter.com/sparwe11
https://open.spotify.com/album/3kHzgeah5s7F2yv6Z3fH6f?si=a6tHYi0MQ5maO_IbAC87qQ My music makes me feel deeply saddened They say it heals but speak none of what happened You can choose this surreal form of black magic Humanity thinks they understand it but don't have it
It's my habit to be
Trapped in emotional confine at best Relapsed at worst to some time in the past Looping around the world, heart entwined in chest Alas, hoops and twirls don't solve life's trap test
Pushing forward, can't look back now Hurling toward the end that solves the how Stopping to stare back is a scary predicament Emotions like care stack with fear it's ridiculous
Get me out of here, I shout out in detest Let's see our tears and doubt compressed I guess I tout proud leers and jest Just to distract my love and my me from my self
To simplify my meaning is deceiving because like love intervening from above these ceilings and revealing appealing refined lies about truth entwined with healing views cultivated by what you conclude's right to fuse with your review of true fact in the moment and that, taken aback on track, change is abstract, clichés may amaze and daze with tact in forms made to create rephrase with every replay, like a puzzle that constantly shuffles but juggles subtle muffled consistency within it, density of complexity comes with perplexing scenes but that intensity is necessity for domestic sensory and identity redirectory, it's destiny, don't you see? We can be the best if we practice and believe. Cat's outta the bag and that's fact to me. Completely enchanted reality, we reside inside this menagerie Trusting our minds, believing in lies, truths and calamities I got lots to say and that's not insanity Compounding dreams zee, we might not believe in what we need But that's okay because we see what we can be freely I critique my disbelief so you can really achieve freedom ideally
"wow! That's pretty!" she exclaimed with vigor Now perhaps we were ashamed; I shiver To think we had everything perfect together But still couldn't function through winter
I don't rhyme? Fuck you, I try These lines mean so much more in my eyes Maybe you don't believe that I know what flies In the world of love neither of us must meet demise
But alas, one rock tumbles, another falls In no time at all, slide them downstream Follow the river into sunset, ride into town to dream Everything's not complete, lies line the seams
Taught to believe one thing and then another Without avail, made to grow and fly but not to hover How to ascend into the skies when below the covers The sheets bare prying eyes, perhaps purpose is to suffer
Crawling matched with matrimony but marching none apply Enthralling rapture is disaster only love art will comply Creating meaning from nothing with every step beyond Comforting moments fly naked when entrance says move on
And that's just one of these, the other births feathered wings A father whose disastrous views of monstrous things that he flings Intent to break me down but instead heals me again Nobody understands it yet, but my story only just begins
I will grow powerful and prevail before sunset Proving to them all I knew what, for me, was best Helping everyone around me learn to get What we deserved without a moment's regret It's unheard of
We're gonna get everything built up from nothing Gonna show eachother how much we could be Exactly what we see in our dreams and something big But not without a moment's desire that flees
https://open.spotify.com/album/3kHzgeah5s7F2yv6Z3fH6f?si=a6tHYi0MQ5maO_IbAC87qQ
Grey skies bring the brightest blues When the lies and truths Bring today's nights too
I miss you Climb inside my zoo The one I created despite the flu That we caught chasing our true
Dreams, posterity lost in fantasy Articulation is the key But don't give in to dramaticacy Overindulgence might turn you like me Those convulsions like burning sovereignty
But perhaps you will cry over spilled milk Because it'll spoil your appetite, wilted flowers lay still
My style, my flow isn't about being on beat Despite this metronome out loud I won't repeat It's improvisation I know but at least then it feels real Our conversations show how we progress through this ordeal
Nobody needs to understand it but us We will not forget these moments And as you read my words follow the gust The wind will take you so far into loneliness
But for me she was there in the end To show me the way to safety I can't say the same for you, my dear friend As long as you take your journey, then maybe
Everything'll get better sooner than later who knows? Maybe the summer's on it's way, let's love our ghosts, the wind blows
The blue skies will appear in turn of grey clouds above And I'm with you right now so you can run
It's not a 200 meter dash It's the rest of your life You're gonna run forever after mass Ends and Monday becomes your wife
This week we'll count the days that rearrange our face and how they take our place in which ways they change
Tuesdays spent recollecting Wednesdays too Thursdays spent redirecting So Fridays can go smooth
And as we reapproach That lovely day when we meet All my energy is directed At my lover's feet
Her eyes so beautiful Her touch so subtle Her form so lovable Her lust so humble
Every Monday I just feel complete In your arms at last, this moment Makes me never want to be real Because I love you Gabby, won't it
Take you away like the sunset tears our star? Make Tuesday compare like the distant, a far Lazy moon whose fair white reminds me of our car Those intimate moments, the ones where we park
And then make sweet innocent love in the back seat So far we've only done it once before we Had to show just how passionately Our love brought us to the brink of insanity Can't we be
Together at once forever let's love eachother just cuz I love yah and us and want to discover Everything the world has to offer with you And no other channels, avenues or dupes
We can learn to mix our beats crisp But keep the bass bold, these beliefs fit Inside of it, our mind's mold will outweigh all of this Leave eachother alone with our kids Important time spent to reminisce
But then come back newer, with more stories to share And so fewer could have ever compared
You are so strong, so beautiful, so noble too Your spirit is what I long for, dutifully I'll fold for you Didn't have pocket aces, just a couple of twos So seamlessly prepared in place, you broke me right through
My walls, the ones I created, and I trust and love you for that For you I call me fated, take you around the world and back
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When I awoke for the first time in life I was scared and confused, didn't expect permanently wide eyes Turned obsessive, self-abused, decided there was no wrong or right And then talking with you brought me a different light
It was like, despite my infinite might Someone was willing to lend me their plight I lost my fight, thought just for tonight And then my slight loss of drive became more tight
Permanence set in over time, Aryll and I forgot how to fly, You watched me die but promised you'd take me so high And here I am, no clue where, when or why.
I love you gabby. I'll never leave. I just wish you had me without grieve Instead we separated at the seams And nothing even mattered cuz you were just a dream
Everything that you are to me is a lie But it's beautifully designed, please don't cry I beg of you, let me love you. I'll impart Every part of my heart, torn apart
Ugh just sleep, kiddo. Give in to your stupidity. You are worthless. Stop telling yourself you're killing me. You're perfection please don't forget that, worry or fret I'll never let you forget how much you saved me from all that.
Two times in my life I've been depressed thus far. Both of the times only one person appeared to help And clearly I'm not referring to any other star It's you. Gabby. You saved me from my self.
One part of me just wants to die. He wrote a grand tale of loss. The other wants to see us prosper. She's an optimist and doesn't care the cost. The final just wants to see the two get along, they don't want to toss You into this, my love, but if we hold hands we won't get lost
All we need is eachother, I know we can get through Well, in all honesty, so far it just seems like I need you Because without your embrace I'd have already been gone twice So, dear gabby, would you like my eyes? Please allow me to entice
The very fabric of your soul, your being She's the epitome of perfection, I claim You're skeptical, rightfully so, but I'm seeing Your heart through your eyes before your fame You complain I'm insane
But I know what I see every night when I dream You might not believe it but the end is always in sight Could you please help me with the following scene? Our lifestories are so entangled it's quite bright, we're so alike
Don't give up on yourself, I'll always be here Despite how distant we might grow, souls always near And you made my eyes crystal clear without fear Here, when I'm rich I'll just pay you off dear
Money is the root of my own upheaval Distaste toward it allows the devil to grow strong Funny, though, how it always comes back to love and evil All along you made my life perfect, muse to my song
Please don't ever give up and I won't either I'll write you songs, live up to you, maybe give you breathers Don't think I don't see her, you're above my view, be here For me and us and we could keep her happier.
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[18:16, 1/28/2019] 👶🏽: You've got it all in your hands Don't you dare forget it, God's plan Whether he is you or you just man Your dreams are destiny's time of sands
Trust me, I am mortal but you something else Your heart is golden and your eyes full of wealth Even if greed, distaste, hunger for lust is best You will do what makes you better than the rest
Hold onto yourself, don't let go of the You You know Everyone wants a part of the show, don't go Where's my lover's paradise? And how did she throw Away her fears and desires to be queen, but a ghost
Look. Whenever you near perfection the universe cries. Because that means nothing is left to develop in disguise You know it as well as I, our timelines will collide every night And that's just step one, step two is learning how to fight
Your demons, ghosts and ghoulies tryna hold these unruly For reasons most truly don't see but the beauty in their cruelty it's there, and your duty to rid yourself of your fears acutely gloomy Their purpose is your growth, move past that moody It was really you profusely treating yourself so cruelly Absolutely lost in these traps, so booby, so shrewdly chasing that jewelry loosely knew we'd turn over a new leaf Didn't stop the abuse that I placed on me
When I got where I would go but then The extent of this plot ensnared my secured heart again Grabbed at me, told me never to go, learn to swim In my uncertainty, the killing blow my confusion [18:16, 1/28/2019] 👶🏽: You've got it all in your hands Don't you dare forget it, God's plan Whether he is you or you just man Your dreams are destiny's time of sands
Trust me, I am mortal but you something else Your heart is golden and your eyes full of wealth Even if greed, distaste, hunger for lust is best You will do what makes you better than the rest
Hold onto yourself, don't let go of the You You know Everyone wants a part of the show, don't go Where's my lover's paradise? And how did she throw Away her fears and desires to be queen, but a ghost
Look. Whenever you near perfection the universe cries. Because that means nothing is left to develop in disguise You know it as well as I, our timelines will collide every night in our dreams we can see eye to eye
That's where we are allowed the ultimate act of creation To be gods of our minds we'll never be impatient Because in that world it's all ours for the taking Don't forget how far we've come, stop waiting for ancient
Masses and souls to guide your goals but instead push for more than a few hundred wholes Look, you don't need to find a coincidence for me to be right Trust me. I'll hold you. We'll get through it. The end is never in sight.
Why do I make so many petty mistakes As though in order to develop those walls we need to break Take two steps at once, no need to worry about fate Please just take my hand and I hope you don't hate me
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I’m afraid to move forward Can’t stop steppin on my own feet
Looking toward - you my dear
You got the answers to my questions but you keep ‘em discrete
I dunno why I just wanna stick with you for life You and I won’t lie to eachother Cuz when we try to fly we look into our lovers` eyes And see our reflections staring back at us as we hover
You get me out of my zone Make me feel comfortable here on my own You put me in your throne
It’s like I should have known how it felt to be all alone But instead I turned to stone and you broke the seal, showed me that we could’ve flown
You rectified my mistakes, put me up on a pedestal Made me stronger in our wake and we both felt incredible Don’t leave me here to be overthown by vegetal edibles Like pokemon, grass beats rock but you’re more like my medical
Leaves in a tree, bringing you and me closer Who would’ve thought we’d be free when we got older? And to the degree that you’re the key to my exposure I love you, be my controller, I’ll be your bodily donor - full disclosure
You’re my freedom, my spirit, my love and so much more Grew up afraid to hear it, my fear of war from before I report to you, of course, don’t open that door Free your mind and body from your soul’s core - mental reform ignored in short
I just wanna tell you, my dear That you make me feel exceptional Could I be more sincere? You’re the front of this frontier Premier You’re my spectacle of perfection, so special
Personally, I’d have gone one way or another But couldn’t stop to stare or choose I’d rather colour this summer we discovered With the hues of my muse (you) and her tunes We’ll get everywhere we need to be If we don’t give up on our dreams One day we’ll be free, I guarantee Trust me, you don’t even need to believe
And when that day comes, we’ll rejoice in our freedom Everything that it meant to us is what we will become We’ll exceed our means without realizing our needs And then we’ll receive our desires as we please
And when it’s all said and done and our fears eradicated at last We can rest assured, knowing that we passed that class in that We never let our contrast plant weakness in the line we cast Or absent bait from the attached lure as we attacked
Instead our impact was far more advanced cuz we learned as we grew Never gave up on breaking through into you, the end always in view And that’s exactly why you’re my lover Exactly why without eachother we’d have suffered Don’t worry, we’d have eventually recovered But I’m so glad to have you here, this Summer become her Don’t let your fears control you but feel free to shudder As you push beyond the breaking point with no other
This is my song from me to you Don’t give up on breaking through And, in review, I threw my heart into our debut What we have is so true that I’d love to take that chance - no undos
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I'm trapped in the outcome of my own decisions Can't stay with it, got no vision, not winning this mission But gotta keep pushing for what I'm wishing Chapter's over soon, in conclusion moon reflects on the water I'm fishing
How many times have you given up on yourself? Couldn't dust off the dirt you tracked in Made it worse and worse, felt terrible, wanted to melt No sins to cleanse but happiness binned - finished Book's closed And that's just the beginning
Now I'm a husk where a human once stood Wasted potential in a world that kept her good Gave her every opportunity to imagine, she could But couldn't be free without dawning shadows under her hood
Collecting all sorts of realities just to feel sober Breaking down destiny into her scientific once over Really was just calamity brewing on her shoulders Broke down her sanity before learning to grow older
Childish glamour, teaching me to gamble my future Facing my poker, all bets on 2 and drug abusers Giving up purity for desire's best hand but still a loser Cfnm, played myself cuz even if I wanted Im no chooser
Not a looker either, self withered away from experience this game of love I'm definitely not weary in It's no game. I love you. That's it. Period Still played myself, wanna feel this way? Query it
Determination takes you from past to future Life without pushing to role of ruler or super I just wanted to be cooler than the rumors Instead just turned out myself, newer and truer Some might even say purer
I'm alone with myself And who do you think guides me through this hell? You completed me, tore down these walls Broke me from this cell, sheltered my fall In awe restored my health, my withdrawal
Cracked at its seams All thanks to you, believed in my dreams The truth you delivered only while I was listening Lies accounted for, no deceit in your means The shimmer in your eyes, reflection in your teeth Brighten up my day with your gleaming beams And green leaves on the wispy sand's trees that weep Beyond the deep in the sea and onward into infinity
That's how much I love you, Don't believe me? Hear me out My discography functions as catalyst of truth Just as your entire experience surrounds you with what it's about I'm just writing to get it through to you together let's improve
I write so you can see All of the intricate tendencies Within your own reality Tasteful discrepancies you design flawlessly Beyond rationality you complete me This track is lossless, AAC You heard it on Spotify, OGG
Don't give up on your dreams They want you to believe That it's harder than it seems Pushing you through all that grief
But it's not all that evil or bad It's the opposite in fact You deal with the trash So you can put it out and take it all back
Once you stand up for the truth And never back down cuz you won't lose When you finally get through your self abuse In review pursue your cue Don't dare subdue And settle in greatness because it turned out all you And that's just step one too
She and I will always be watching Guided you from the start but didn't cost it We did nothing, we're really imposters But that's society so remember, don't worry about losses Because your task is truth to Foster Don't doctor your story for watchers Starting prosper Imparting smarter departure Spotting imposter honor Parting with softer martyrs
You know you know what you gotta do Don't blow below your flow on improper views Let's show eachother something worthy of pursue Without slow reactions, can't undo this rendez vous
Close it out with something strong I've no doubt that it's where we belong In the spotlight you think you're complete But really the starlight was more right, you just can't stand defeat You're not weak, storyline's just incomplete
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Lemme introduce you to a girl Her name is myself and she glimmers, Pearl give it a whirl - this damned underoverWorld Don’t let them hold you down just cuz you’re without a frown Those clowns, Show them how you can make that dress twirl
Push yourself so far forward that you speed out of the scene Without letting your dreams go then you’d obscene the unforseen Unlike your means, when all is lost; nothing remains but none can see How perfection was clear and your destiny here - regression toward the mean
I wanna take you, girl, to everywhere your dreams could be If you just believe in me, we’ll fly away, so feathery - you’re my master key I’m the shackles you were locked in but you freed yourself so easily Drinking that afternoon tea, so chill despite what you mean to me Remember that tree? q Yeah, I had to kill it to get to you But it was worth it, you’re my breakthrough, gotta fight to get to the one who The one who matters most, i love you dear ghost, took me from coast to coast Wavering lights shone from that lamppost, burnt you to a chrisp and foremost
Tortured soul, give yourself a rest You’ve generated enough sweat, we’re all impressed None of us would have guessed it but you’re the real deal - surpassed every single test, didn’t even ask for a meal - seriously. for real? The best. I speak no lies; won’t deny that I must confess You rock our socks off, make every one of us complete You’re like the number one athlete but girl you got no conceit Legit, your heart is perfectly seamlessly wonderous to me And we could fly, get everything we want, what we dream to be dreamlessly
Align your spirits to mine, let ourselves collide - on their souls we’ll dine But don’t give in to the deadlines, that guideline is more of a faultline We’ll entwine our skylines, dear valentine in this divine storyline It’s a plot without rhyme or purpose - almost as though you shine bright, we built shrines To worship you You’re my Goddess, I don’t care anymore Who Knows or listens because without the truth I’d be empty, lost, forgotten - Imbue
Your love into me Please allow me to feel The thoughts you bring to reality No need anymore to conceal - break the seal
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We are so excited for your arrival. You are the light of our lives and we w̳i̳l̳l̳ give you the best life ever! <3
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Out on Spotify! https://open.spotify.com/track/1zNYi7OuuKJOXFs9eblvna?si=760c1nMZQveVCteGacj7-w Streamed this one from start to end on http://twitch.tv/aryllfae! Check me out if you're interested in the (or my) production process!
where is your heart?
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dedicated to [you].
Please listen to this on Spotify. It helps me a whole lot! https://open.spotify.com/track/4kMEmtTvUe2ulbHNvMRDAo?si=-nvxp2hcRm6M02DnxdXMXQ
It gets better. I promise.
Audio from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4Zr8ygzgoY Starts at 1:25
Wrote this one in around 6 hours from scratch, just sat down tonight and made an entire track from start to finish. What a weird night.
Contrary to popular parental belief, I don't have a mental illness. I promise, one day you'll see. <3 (;
I’m afraid to move forward Can’t stop steppin on my own feet
Looking toward - you my dear
You got the answers to my questions but you keep ‘em discrete
I dunno why I just wanna stick with you for life You and I won’t lie to eachother Cuz when we try to fly we look into our lovers` eyes And see our reflections staring back at us as we hover
You get me out of my zone Make me feel comfortable here on my own You put me in your throne
It’s like I should have known how it felt to be all alone But instead I turned to stone and you broke the seal, showed me that we could’ve flown
You rectified my mistakes, put me up on a pedestal Made me stronger in our wake and we both felt incredible Don’t leave me here to be overthown by vegetal edibles Like pokemon, grass beats rock but you’re more like my medical
Leaves in a tree, bringing you and me closer Who would’ve thought we’d be free when we got older? And to the degree that you’re the key to my exposure I love you, be my controller, I’ll be your bodily donor - full disclosure
You’re my freedom, my spirit, my love and so much more Grew up afraid to hear it, my fear of war from before I report to you, of course, don’t open that door Free your mind and body from your soul’s core - mental reform ignored in short
I just wanna tell you, my dear That you make me feel exceptional Could I be more sincere? You’re the front of this frontier Premier You’re my spectacle of perfection, so special
Personally, I’d have gone one way or another But couldn’t stop to stare or choose I’d rather colour this summer we discovered With the hues of my muse (you) and her tunes We’ll get everywhere we need to be If we don’t give up on our dreams One day we’ll be free, I guarantee Trust me, you don’t even need to believe
And when that day comes, we’ll rejoice in our freedom Everything that it meant to us is what we will become We’ll exceed our means without realizing our needs And then we’ll receive our desires as we please
And when it’s all said and done and our fears eradicated at last We can rest assured, knowing that we passed that class in that We never let our contrast plant weakness in the line we cast Or absent bait from the attached lure as we attacked
Instead our impact was far more advanced cuz we learned as we grew Never gave up on breaking through into you, the end always in view And that’s exactly why you’re my lover Exactly why without eachother we’d have suffered Don’t worry, we’d have eventually recovered But I’m so glad to have you here, this Summer become her Don’t let your fears control you but feel free to shudder As you push beyond the breaking point with no other
This is my song from me to you Don’t give up on breaking through And, in review, I threw my heart into our debut What we have is so true that I’d love to take that chance - no undos
the first track on the don't you dare forget EP. first release since the purging of my soul. enjoy.
Lemme introduce you to a girl Her name is myself and she glimmers, Pearl give it a whirl - this damned underoverWorld Don’t let them hold you down just cuz you’re without a frown Those clowns, Show them how you can make that dress twirl
Push yourself so far forward that you speed out of the scene Without letting your dreams go then you’d obscene the unforseen Unlike your means, when all is lost; nothing remains but none can see How perfection was clear and your destiny here - regression toward the mean
I wanna take you, girl, to everywhere your dreams could be If you just believe in me, we’ll fly away, so feathery - you’re my master key I’m the shackles you were locked in but you freed yourself so easily Drinking that afternoon tea, so chill despite what you mean to me Remember that tree? q Yeah, I had to kill it to get to you But it was worth it, you’re my breakthrough, gotta fight to get to you to The one who matters most, i love you dear ghost, took me from coast to coast Wavering lights shone from that lamppost, burnt you to a chrisp and foremost
Tortured soul, give yourself a rest You’ve generated enough sweat, we’re all impressed None of us would have guessed it but you’re the real deal - surpassed every single test, didn’t even ask for a meal - seriously. for real? The best. I speak no lies; won’t deny that I must confess You rock our socks off, make every one of us complete You’re like the number one athlete but girl you got no conceit Legit, your heart is perfectly seamlessly wonderous to me And we could fly, get everything we want, what we dream to be dreamlessly
Align your spirits to mine, let ourselves collide - on their souls we’ll dine But don’t give in to the deadlines, that guideline is more of a faultline We’ll entwine our skylines, dear valentine in this divine storyline It’s a plot without rhyme or purpose - almost as though you shine bright, we built shrines To worship you You’re my Goddess, I don’t care anymore Who Knows or listens because without the truth I’d be empty, lost, forgotten - Imbue
Your love into me Please allow me to feel The thoughts you bring to reality No need anymore to conceal - break the seal
vocal by @mad-i-m
i give up. why did it have to end like that? we had everything we could have ever dreamed of. right here. right in front of us. i blew it. we blew it. i'll never forget these moments we shared. art by robin fernando.
art by robin fernando. if this is what you want, i understand. i won't get in your way. good luck. don't forget to write.
~ ~ i love you.
im sorry. last night i really fucked up. hard. it's like i can't avoid the way i am while high. i hope you can find it in your heart somehow to forgive me.
why. please don't ever forget what i did for you. i know i'll never forget what you did for me.
sadkid, mark my words. im comin at you like all those stars you see around you yeah, you in space, maybe you got higher but im chillin here at the core of the sun.
art by my lovely friendo Robin Fernando: www.instagram.com/g0kusaishiki/ g0kusaishiki.deviantart.com/ twitter.com/G0kusaishiki/ www.facebook.com/Fernand0Ph0t0graphy/
without you, i'd be nobody. i'd be alone in the universe. but i have faith. you all are the ones i love. the ones that i'll forever strive for. you are the reason why i'll never die unhappy. you gave me everything i could have ever dreamed for, and i sincerely appreciate it. all of it. thank you. <3
vocals by my lovely and dear friend: @user-483269789 art by my other lovely friendo Robin Fernando: www.instagram.com/g0kusaishiki/ g0kusaishiki.deviantart.com/ twitter.com/G0kusaishiki/ www.facebook.com/Fernand0Ph0t0graphy/
Second half is a rebirth of: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6oMosS-yl_U
art by my lovely friendo Robin Fernando: https://www.instagram.com/g0kusaishiki/ https://g0kusaishiki.deviantart.com/ https://twitter.com/G0kusaishiki/ https://www.facebook.com/Fernand0Ph0t0graphy/
Okay So im just writing this as a note to myself. I just couldn’t ever believe in my own health We kept pushing for our meanings, so deceiving within our leftist belt We just never ever spoke if you couldn’t have felt
I wanted us to have so much more Than we ever needed to free our souls It’s like We never even pushed for Those words that could mean absolute gold But instead
We just stacked more boxes Thought we could free it all Sunny rain like weddings of foxes Without those teardrops that fall
Who ever thought that you and i Could have seen it all Had we realized the truth inside Our love was just more withdrawal
So we built up these purposes To live up to our expectations Without for once considering the circumstances Of the world that blocked our explanations
And then it all came and went Just as fast as everytime before And so to heaven and hell we spent An eternity and no time - the core
Of our selves, who even thought it was that? When did we lose what never mattered in fact None and all would have pleasured the lack Of sources that we have to take it all back
But it’s not like we lost anything, far from it We never even pushed for meaning. Mars orbits. The beginning is all we’ve ever known, intentional Words may mean nothing and everything - inventional
So - what next? Where? Who wrecked? Nothing? Correct! Dirk Gently- Everything connects.
Nestle Pure Life Water bottled up inside No more intice Because why should life even be a spice?
Treading the thin line The edge of nothing, yours or mine For our love was benign I’m just another one - a swine
This is the cultivation of my 9 month hiatus. I stopped releasing 1 track a week to put everything I had into these 10 songs. Please enjoy! <3 Thanks so much to Zach Martin for the art piece that I used for this preview cover! You guys are the best. Your continued support is the reason why I have any future at all in music. You are seriously amazing, and I sincerely appreciate all of your continued support over the years. <3 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ 10 - we overdid it, openness is just a dreamlike expression 09 - my heart is discontented whenever we near satisfaction 08 - i thought what we had was real, but it was just a fabrication that i created in order to feel loved mad.i.m tribute 07 - right 'til the bitter end 06 - the one that was forgotten a long time ago 05 - we keep repeating the same attemps and expecting different results 04 - when it ended, we just began again 03 - some endings are just so dissatisfying 02 - my proposal, he said no 01 - he's here for us all, i love him so much