MrJungleMonkey

i Love you Mikey...you are my inspiration and the perfect son....................................................

It's therapy......not in it for the $$$..it is a release from the chaos in my head to the DAW. My music is about transcending this current reality through music..my music is about my life, my pain, my whole being...it will never be for money, that just creates expectations and boundaries and being a true artist...i do 3d modeling, drawing, and graphic design too, anything creative I excel but definitely have been fired from my share of monkey left brain jobs...been hard because i have schiophrenia and adhd...i get bored easy and just fuck the office..done that for years ..also i get disability now so i can raise my son and do art....went to school for game design but stuck on music...seems my mind is only at peace when i'm lost in music land...a song can create euphoria in me and transform my whole life...i find i'm oversensitive to music and sound...some people don't seem to feel anything from it.....my style is different i know...but i'm stil learning and developing..all these songs are not mastered and are not finished...i am waiting 10 years more until i'm ready..i'm at about 20000 hours...lost 3 years worth from the fucking cops....i really have no life and it is just my family and music..... So i'm working on punch..drum sequences....more mssaive..1000's of hours on that fucking program..lol.....lots of drugs spent on it haha ..jk....gotta work on structure..and structuring my daily routine..getting over heavy addiction and fighting for my son back.....lacking equipment .....need triple monitors..drum pad maybe but thats it..i find i work 50 percent fast with duals....TRAP has me hooked.... Music is all. 15 years later and through the after math of life music seams to reign supreme....