As I am on strict rest post my surgery, I found my anger building for what I see on the news and social media. Where I used to numb myself with drugs and sex, I have learned to use healthier avenues to get rid of my frustration, so I write music, go to my studio, and spend hours creating. It is better than any therapy in my opinion. This will be available on all platforms this winter, but here is a sneak peek of the demo before the mastering process. If you join my page now on Spotify, you will be notified when the album is available.Spotify Artist Pagehttps://tinyurl.com/k3ubwn3wDJ Bill BennettUpside Down World EP DEMOUpside Down WorldRainbow Sidewalks The Day Democracy DiedMirror, Mirror On My Screen Painted Lines Runaway Roads
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My passion for creating music is a thing of the past.Or so I thought.I imagine a painter gets the same therapy by starting with a blank canvas and then creating an image using different mediums and colors.My colors have always been sound. In high school, the synths of HOOKED ON LOVE by Dead or Alive, and the beats of Man To Man Parish played in my room as I taped Farrah Fawcett posters over my Steve Kelso Colt Posters.Living in fear daily of what would happen if my father found out I was gay. Music saved me then, and I guess it still saves me now.Locking myself in a room for hours, maybe days and just being in a matrix of possible sounds calms me.When I started this mix, I had no intention of sharing it.Many people will hear sounds, and call it not music.But a few of you, that see the world in a different light will enjoy this ride. It's my fears, faith, hope, anger, and resolution in a 3-day therapy session. Hope you enjoy the ride.
To be frank, I am making these mixes for my yoga practice but if anyone wants to enjoy them, cool.
To be frank, I am making these mixes for my yoga practice but if anyone wants to enjoy them, cool.Namaste 1 Silence - KidnapTwo Lanes - Rolling BackYotto - Another RiffAnyma & Janus - ClaireFractures - Lane 8Runway - Ben Boomer Cafe Del Mar. Energy 52
DJ Bill BennettEXODUSI am very proud of this album that contains new mixes of my previous singles and new tracks I never released. Many of us have had a very difficult time since the quarantine. I have made a decision to not release my new album for sale.I really do not want the anxiety of getting daily notifications on this album sales stats, commissions etc. My haters will have a field day with this one.But I know now what haters stands for...Have AngerTowardsEveryoneReachingSuccessI have done 2 giant tours, several billboard club hits...I have been there and have the T-Shirt.I am now 55, I have no desire to be on magazine covers or in the gay rags.I just want my art out there. The world, the universe is energy. And we get back what we put into it.This is my gift to you.I hope it helps eliminate the darkness that has been around us these past few years.I hope it brings you joy.I hope it makes you smile.I hope it makes you move.I hope it makes your 2024.I do ask two favors of you.First, on your first listen please use headphones and listen to the entire album from start to finish to fully experience my art. Secondly, share this link with your friends. If this makes someones day, week or year... I have done my job.Namaste. Bill Bennett Special Thanks to Troy Bronstein, Pete Massiti, Tyler Nelson, Colton Ford, James Roy, Abigail, Suzanne Palmer, Sony Australia, Larry Flick, SIRIUS XM, Evan Cowden, The Trevor Project, Matt Zarley, Sunscreem London, Pepper MaShay, Twisted Dee, Brian Reyes, Tony Ruiz. 1. Sexual High. Eve Gallagher2. Interlude3. Breakaway Bill Bennett 4. We Belong. Matt Zarley 5. Tonight I Dream. James Roy6. Cum. Noa Tylo7. No One Can Love You More Than Me Jason Walker8. Forever Young. Abigail9. Manhunt Pepper Mashay 10. Fame Suzanne Palmer12. Let Me Live Again Colton Ford13. Rise Above James Roy14. Exodus Sunscreem
When I said I am retiring from DJ ing, I meant in clubs.
Remixing is therapy for me.
I have been moving, I cannot reply to all the DMs.
But here you go.... A new remix series of the songs we consider therapy. Enjoy boys.
Vol 1 contains my favorite remixes of Kylie, Cher, Abba, Madonna and many surprises.
I hope this set lifts you as it has me.
After I kick these out nothing makes me happier than jumping on my bike with my ear buds riding through Central Park. I literally look like I am in a spinning class.
This is a new chapter in my life.
I have no desire to date or hook up with anyone.
I know some have waved and seemed put off I didn't stop.
Please don't take it personal.
When you see me doing this... I am literally in the midst of a therapy session.
When I am in this state it is the happiest place on earth for me.
Again , do not take it personally. I am not ignoring you. I do not think I am any better than anyone else.
I only have love for all of you.
I am working on myself right now.
with my multiple injuries this past year, I cannot tell you what a dark place I was in, I don't ever want to go back there.
I do not think I will escape the darkness next time.
Jack Neilson I dont know why but when I made this set I thought you of brother.
Namaste Bill Bennett
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
Many of you have asked me to release my mash ups and remixes from my podcasts as " singles ". I am starting a new series called VAULT. Enjoy, here is the first Mash Up which I have used on dance floors for over a decade.
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I am not one to get sappy but I miss seeing my buddy Larry Flick in NYC. The last time we saw one another was right before the virus pulled the rug out from us. I am so grateful you are in my life. I was remixing some older tracks and these lyrics made me think of you. Was gonna just send you the mix, then I was like, fuck it...I'll make a podcast of some epic tunes we shared. I only knew you for a whileI never saw your smile'Til it was time to goTime to go away (time to go away)Sometimes it's hard to recognizeLove comes as a surpriseAnd it's too lateIt's just too late to stayToo late to stayWe'll always be togetherHowever far it seems (love never ends)We'll always be togetherTogether in electric dreamsBecause of the friendship that you gaveHas taught me to be braveNo matter where I go I'll never find a better prize(Find a better prize)Though you're miles and miles awayI see you every dayI don't have to try, I just close my eyesI close my eyesWe'll always be togetherHowever far it seems (love never ends)We'll always be togetherTogether in electric dreamsWe'll always be togetherHowever far it seems (love never ends)We'll always be togetherTogether in electric dreamsWe'll always be togetherHowever far it seems (love never ends)We'll always be togetherTogether in electric dreamsWe'll always be togetherHowever far it seems (love never ends)We'll always be togetherTogether in electric dreams(We'll always be together)
This is NOT the set list from the tour. I am a huge fan of his but I have to say, I was a bit disappointed with the presentation of the tour. I get you had a budget and could not have the visuals and props that Beyonce would have. But I feel you could have really taken it up a notch by following a set list like this. Not performing Evan Hansen songs, I get you are over it. You're not Madonna yet and you're building a fan base, many from the movie and/or play.I feel not performing them was a mistake. His last tour actually had cleaner and better performances.I think he is a bit lost in his relationship and it's taking precedence over his career.Also, he dances in his music videos, he had so many opportunities to do dancing similar to the videos. Closing, a few costume changes would have brought the excitement level up a notch. I also get you're in love, I don't think bringing his BF on stage is a good move either. He is a product, less is more, so keep a mystery about it. I wish he would have hired an art director for this tour. Giant screens or TV screens around the stage are not expensive, when I was touring we would rent them frequently. He is young and developing, I hope he takes it up a notch.If I was hired to put together the tour, the set list would be...Imagine ( Intro )Everything I Did To Get To YouCarefullyRainI Wanna Love You But I Don'tIntermission 1 ( Visuals ) King Of World 2Silence (TV screens flicker on and off behind curtains similar to Evan Hansen's stage )For Forever Words Fail Only UsDark TimesGrow As We GrowFound TonightRiverShare Your AddressHappy To Be SadEncoreImagine AcousticEncoreWaving Through A Window House Lights UpImagine RemixBen leaves the arena
We have all been there ..." Don't Feel Special My Ex Fucks Everyone"You can check out the 3-hour visual version of this DJ set at Dj Bill Bennett live set@ https://youtu.be/sl6bGiiYOPMApple Podcasthttps://tinyurl.com/2tfh22jzSoundcloud https://tinyurl.com/v93k2h9n
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I never thought in a million years I would put this on a podcast. It actually never crossed my mind … until tonight. Years ago when I was working on Breakaway The guys I worked with were classically trained. I knew nothing about music and they gave me many of these tracks to listen to. They are classical versions of songs by U2, Cranberries , Eurythmics and more. Their point was for me to understand how layers of different elements can invoke emotion without a vocalist. Years later … When I am stressed and I do not want to hear anyone talk , don’t want to watch TV , and do not want music with lyrics or the club unce , unce , unce. I put this on. Since I recognize the songs some of it I find comforting. When I left work tonight and heard of the Texas school shootings. I just wanted to escape all the media of it and zone out. I didn’t want to think. I wanted to be numb for awhile This is how I do it. I used to use drugs and alcohol to instead. This may be something you like. Or you may hate it. Either or 🤷🏼♂️
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I was going to make a tracklist, but after I wrapped this up ( after several fuck ups ) I was finding myself not knowing what song was coming next. I love when Djs sample things and do it well. Mark Anthony on Montreal is the best at this IMO.
This set was originally 4 hours and I did some massive editing.
I chose to delete 2 hours, mostly mainstream 80 songs, I was bored after a demo listen, When Doves Cry, Human League, and a few others got axed. I just wasn't feeling them, Started feeling like a wedding.
There is no better high for me than to watch a dance floor lose their shit when a song comes in and they had no idea it was coming.
Especially when it is an anthem from our younger years. That song that you played a hundred times when someone first broke your heart or the first concert you saw. When I can slip that in without you knowing it's coming it can make you feel like you are on drugs. It is a natural high and I feel this art has left the world of DJing now that anyone can DJ with a laptop.
I enjoy painting an experience for you with sound, on my dance floor or on the treadmill.
I am really happy how this one turned out. It made me smile a lot when I went back and listened to the master copy. And I have been bitchy lately, so imagine what it can do for you.
Enjoy the set, I'm All Out Of Love. Yes, I went there. I remixed fucking Air Supply. And we both know when you're in your car you will put the windows up and sing the lyrics at the top of your lungs, lol.
Remember when someone tells you that you cannot do something. They are wrong. They cant do it. After years of experience I have found most people who see your talent want to hold you back. Don't get in your own way and don't beat yourself up. Enough people are waiting in that line to do that for you.
Namaste Bill Bennett
I have over 15 years of remixes. I will be updating this podcast every 4 - 6 weeks. I have to remaster the old tracks and that takes time. I will put an asterisk* by a song/remix that is a new entry. I will also put a date here that this set was last updated.
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I have over 15 years of remixes. I will be updating this podcast every 4 - 6 weeks. I have to remaster the old tracks and that takes time. I will put an asterisk* by a song/remix that is a new entry. I will also put a date here that this set was last updated.
Last Update May 11, 2022
DJ Bill Bennett Vault - Unreleased Madonna Mixes PART 1 Ghostown Hung Up Till Death Do Us Part Love Spent Masterpiece Open Your Heart Give It 2 Me Into the Groove I Don't Give A ... Express Yourself Music Holiday Everybody Lilke A Prayer Devil Prey Girl Gone Wild Burning Up Sorry Miles Away 4 Minutes Celebration Issac Vogue Erotica Paradse Not For Me Sky Fits Heaven Love Spent Borderline Take A Bow Inside Out Get Together Ray Of Light Nobody Knows Me Think Of Me Spanish Eyes Hold Tight Ce;ebration Lucky Star Holy Water Youll See Borderline Let It Will be Paradise Not For Me Deeper and Deeper Rebel Heart Power Of Goodbye Whos That Girl American Life Over And Over Lucky Star Mother Father Wash All Over Me Oh Father Give Me All Your Love
PART 2 Bill's Intro Borrowed Time Interlude For Fans Turn Up The Radio * Causing A Commotion Secret * Jump Live To Tell * Addicted American Pie Like A Virgin * Frozen *
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This one is for all the guys I started my DJ/Remixing career with at Cobalt Detroit. No, I have never forgotten where I came from.
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I was in yoga today and right before class started one of the girls that always stands behind ( I stand in the very front ) me says “ How are you doing ?” I said good…. She replies “ you don’t know do you ?”
I look at her puzzled.
She said “ your buddy, Caleb”
I didn’t reply.
She said “ he was killed” My eyes watered up and I felt like I was hit by a truck. Then without missing a beat the instructor starts the class.
She meant well but I wish she would of told me after class. It took everything I had not to loose it. I wanted to actually leave outside for a moment.
But I realized. That’s what yoga practice is about. Facing head on life’s challenges and getting through them with grace not like a bull in a china shop. So I closed my eyes and dedicated my practice to Caleb.
After class I found out that he and his team died in a crash. No survivors.
Caleb and I were yoga buddies, not much more. He came to my boot camp a few times and said it was too easy. Lol. I tried to beat him down but he was strong as a bull.
Caleb was straight and actually most my friends are. But I remember when he first found out I was gay , I worried that like many other straight guys that he would step back.
Caleb didn’t. He didn’t care.
Caleb was a free spirit.
He was a helicopter pilot for a crisis team that fought forest fires. He actually was in Australia for 6 months fighting fires there and I didn’t know he was back. He loved what he did.
Most guys that do crisis work , are kinda… well full of themselves. He was not. And actually he was the one who told me I should go for helicopter crisis nursing.
So today has been difficult.
It seems so unfair that people who are truly good people are taken from us when there are so many other people I know are terrible humans ; and nothing ever happens to them.
The only thing that helps me get through times like this , when my mind is going to a bad place is remixing music.
I can put my headphones for hours and can shut the world out and how angry I am it right now.
One day I was with Caleb and ABBA came on in my jeep.
Where most straight guys would cringe. He owned it and started dancing…. I laughed. He said “ Dancing Queen is my jam “ , we both laughed. This mix is for you buddy.
Thank you for being a light in a world that is so dark. You inspired me. B2
This album is dedicated to the people that used to love that tried to silence or harm me. The ones that would take their love away from me and bread crumb me when they needed something. the ones that told me I was too old , too fat , disposable and that something was wrong with me.
But these fuckers can live in sunlight.
One of the reasons this project took so long was because I let these vampires into my life, my heart and my bed.
I was also in a brutal 9-month court battle with my ex-partner, and to make it worse I was not prepared to learn more of his lies as the courts unfolded his true colors.
A complete con artist and psychopath.
I’m talking Lifetime may be buying the rights soon.
The most surprising part was learning he had a plan to kill me at the end but did not go through with it. Yet he got the drugs in me then raped me when I was groggy and filmed it for his collection. Which he used to bait guys on Scrif and Grinder.
Imagine having someone inside you and holding you thinking you found your partner , to later on finding out that he wanted you gone band was filing you without your knowledge
And who do you talk to about that ? If I heard someone talking about that I would think they were insane. So I kept it to myself.
And I had to process this while I was working ain a Covid ICU putting people in body bags at the hospital.
I Then I did something stupid. I sent my ex groceries. My thought at the time was I was hoping it could just stop his insanity. It took it to another level. I was not allowed to do that so he filed the complaint and I was put in the general population of the Baltimore State Prison. I was the only white guy in there.
Just when I thought there was no way he could hurt me anymore then he did. It went to a whole new level.
When I finally got out and was able to get home; I bought a bag of blow, a bottle of vodka, and a few razor blades and I sat in the bathtub. I was planning on taking my life.
Until I saw my dogs all sitting in the doorway looking at me. I crawled out of the tub and layer on the floor with them. I cried all night. They never left my side.
It was then that the universe forced me into a fire I did not want to go into. Nor one that I thought I had the strength to endure. Taking a true look at myself and asking why did I let this man do this to me.
It would of been easier to play the victim. But I gave him the scissors multiple times , hoping I would get difficult results.
I died that night , I do not mean physically, I mean spiritually.
I have never been in so much pain , so alone or scared.
I had given all of myself to someone who I just wanted to love me.
Isn’t that what we all want?
And just like my father that rejected me for being who I am.
When I looked in the mirror , I saw a broken 50 year old man but inside was that 4th grader just wanting to be held. To be told it’s going to be ok and mostly that I was loved.
For 50 fucking years that’s al I ever wanted.
And what a cliche it is but quoting the Wizard of Oz when the good witch tells Dorothy. “ you had the power all along “.
Loving yourself , setting boundaries and staying far away from toxic people has to be the hardest lesson we face.
Many choose to numb themselves with sugar , drugs , sex and /or alcohol instead of looking in that mirror.
Fuck, I did for 50 years.
Not anymore.
This album, set or whatever you want to call it is my story. It is my walk through the fire and my rise from the ashes on the other side.
Nobody will ever take away my confidence again.
If this speaks to you.
I'm waiting on the other side.
The cool thing about when you get over here…
you will be "UNFUCKWITHABLE 👆"
🙏🏻 Bill Bennett
Allie X. Love Me Wrong https://youtu.be/zc0x0fHzde0
Vibrations Podcast https://soundcloud.com/djbillbennett/vibrations
Meditation link
https://youtu.be/CXKGOagdn6E
YouTube Channel
https://youtube.com/c/BillBennettFitOver50
A Narcissistic Abuse Story - My Story - NUMB Audio Only
Meredith Miller http://www.InnerIntegration.comNumb
Soundtrack Dj Bill Bennett https://soundcloud.com/djbillbennett/...
Rumination https://youtu.be/xvMbE9rHeYo
Gaslighting https://youtu.be/FISZshe9L3s
Trauma Bond https://youtu.be/kmB9fpHVd2o
Devalued & Discarded https://youtu.be/Oik4IsgQ4uk
Future Faking https://youtu.be/BBMaZLBKNko
Projection https://youtu.be/58kED7LSSBk
Love Bombing https://youtu.be/WhILcuoVhgE
Triangulation https://youtu.be/qS4knTxthuI
Grab the free meal plan at BennettNow.com > go to Meal Plan tab. Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
Namaste Bill Bennett BennettNow.com
Protein Powder Recommendation https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07MTK5Y9X/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o05_s01?ie=UTF8&psc=1
Grab the free meal plan at BennettNow.com > go to Meal Plan tab. Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
Namaste Bill Bennett BennettNow.com
Grab the free meal plan at BennettNow.com > go to Meal Plan tab. Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
Namaste Bill Bennett BennettNow.com
Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
Namaste Bill Bennett BennettNow.com
Related Links
Links Gun Control Madonna https://youtu.be/zv-sdTOw5cs Sia The Greatest https://youtu.be/GKSRyLdjsPA
Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
Namaste Bill Bennett BennettNow.com
Related Links https://www.simplypsychology.org/maslow.html#gsc.tab=0
https://medium.com/curious/the-problem-with-maslows-pyramid-ee8566dd1af
When you've been kicked down, just know when you get back up you will be stronger and better than ever.
Do you know what’s in your tap water? Check this out. Tap Water Test: www.ewg.org/tapwater/
I recommend getting this specific filter to remove fluoride: crystalquest.com/products/water-p…filter-cartridge
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There is also fluoride in the water, which can affect the thyroid and skin. On top of that, there is a chemical called chloramine, which is not good for the body.
There is a legal dose of these chemicals in tap water does but it does not mean that they are safe. The legal limits of these contaminants have not been evaluated for 20 years.
A few chemicals that could be in your tap water: 1. Bromodichloromethane 2. Chloroform 3. Haloacetic acid 4. Nitrates 5. TTHM Four of these five chemicals are known to cause cancer.
Do you know what’s in your tap water? Check this out. Tap Water Test: https://www.ewg.org/tapwater/
I recommend getting this specific filter to remove fluoride: https://crystalquest.com/products/water-pitcher-fluoride-removal-filter-cartridge
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There is also fluoride in the water, which can affect the thyroid and skin. On top of that, there is a chemical called chloramine, which is not good for the body.
There is a legal dose of these chemicals in tap water does but it does not mean that they are safe. The legal limits of these contaminants have not been evaluated for 20 years.
A few chemicals that could be in your tap water: 1. Bromodichloromethane 2. Chloroform 3. Haloacetic acid 4. Nitrates 5. TTHM Four of these five chemicals are known to cause cancer.
Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
Namaste Bill Bennett BennettNow.com
https://youtu.be/NbQiCaoG6U0
Do yourself a favor, listen to this on headphones at least once.
Trance is by far my favorite genre, mostly because every time I listen to it, I can feel a different emotion. Here I used it with some progressive house.
This podcast almost didn't happen. It's quite apparent I started this mix many, many months ago after a relationship ended where I found out the man I was with was a complete liar. And every time I went back to it, it brought up quite a bit of pain, and I had to stop.
So I ask of you a favor. On your first listen, dim the lights, burn some candles, lay back, close your eyes and go on this ride. The last track makes this one, I promise.
Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
Namaste Bill Bennett BennettNow.com
Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
Namaste Bill Bennett BennettNow.com Masaru Emoto studied how water is affected by different words, sounds and images. Links below. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5cyQVu_8EFc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OnbZN54IZNE https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDNhH8deZPg
Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
Namaste Bill Bennett BennettNow.com
Steroids and Testosterone Therapy - Fat Loss Over 50
Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
Namaste Bill Bennett BennettNow.com
Fat Loss 50 And Over
Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
Namaste Bill Bennett BennettNow.com
Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
BennettNow.com
Fitness has so much more to do with just eating broccoli and getting in your workouts. Especially over 50. How many guys do you know that look great but are a total head case? My program covers the bases, and you will lose fat and keep it off, but more importantly, I will meet with you weekly to make sure your head is in the right place. The world is getting more challenging to live in, and I can help you feel your best again.
BennettNow.com
I wanted to do this for a while but was always so overwhelmed when I looked at Barry's catalog of remixes. I thought, how in the hell do I pick 15 - 20 of his mixes to put on a podcast dedicated to him. One night I was on a plane, and I opened this project up and just went with my gut on the remix choices. I picked the ones that most influenced me to become a remixer Dj when I was at COBALT in Detroit.
Dive In The Pool, yeah. Barry love you, but if I hear that song again I will put a fork in my eye. So I left it off this podcast.
Years later, my DJ career took off, and I found myself opening or playing along with some of the best gay DJs in North America.
But nobody intimidated me as much as Barry. I mean, cmon. He worked with Cher, Whitney, Madonna, and the list continues. We crossed paths many times over the years when I was touring. He always was nice; we just nodded to one another and moved on.
Until one night, I was DJing in Palm Springs, CA. The club's sound system was crashing all night. It was horrible. One of the club employees comes into the DJ booth and says, Mr. Barry Harris wants to know if this remix is yours? I was playing a mix of mine of Let The Music Play by Shannon.
It had to be one of the worst sets I have played in my life; I was over their sound system; it was just a joke. And I was like, are you fucking kidding me? This is the night Barry hears me spin a set.
But I said yes, he left. Then he came back and said, " Mr Harris would like to meet you
After my set, they guided me to a VIP area where he laid back on a couch with his feet up and about 2 -3 boys around him.
I walked up and was like, hey Barry, what's up?
Barry looks up, " Don't worry about the system, I know how horrible that is for you. You are very talented Bill don't let that ruin your night."
I said Thank You, laughed and left.
You have had more impact on artists over the past years than you can imagine, Barry.
This mix is for you sir.."
Music from the upcoming documentary film " Numb " 1. Numb - Elderbrook 2. See Through - Big Data (feat. L1ZY) 3. Love Me Wrong remix - Allie X & Troye Sivan - 4. Put Me To Work - Big Data 5. Too Late = Washed Out (Lost Lake Remix) 6. Snakehips & MØ - Don 7. Truth -Shallou 8. Obsessed - Dynoro (Kamronne Remix) 9. Run Away - Big Data (Original Mix) 10. Nobody Like You (Sun Soaked Mix) 11. San Holo - I Still See Your Face (Lotus Remix) 12. Carousel - Dancing On My Own 13. Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Israel Kamakawiwo
I f***king love this set. No commercial pop vocal crap. Pure art with music. Enjoy
The Best Of 2020 will be ready later this month
Wait for it; this doesn't go where you think it will. I used to love messing with my dance floors when I was DJing. Playing with people's minds to make them think we were going in a direction musically, then completely fucking with them and throwing something in that takes them back to high school. Enjoy. I had fun with this set.
Bill Bennett BennettNow.com
Part 3
Celebration Rock Mix Burning Up Sorry ( Interlude ) Super Pop Animal Holiday Jump GGW ( She Works Hard For The Money Mix ) Vogue
Madonna Quarantined On The Dance Floor Part 2 DJ Bill Bennett Remixes Remember, when I put this together, I was envisioning a vegas show, with slow pieces and build-ups. Part 2 I see as the middle section of a 3 section vegas show. This section is slower paced.
Enjoy! Part 2 Ghostown Wash All Over Me / Rain Interlude Miles Away La Isla Bonita Into The Groove Express Yourself Everybody Take A Bow You'll See
Madonna Quarantined On The Dance Floor Part 1 DJ Bill Bennett Remixes Parts of this are a traditional continuous mix. But when I put this together, I was envisioning a vegas show, with slow pieces and build-ups. I imagine one of the most incredible visuals that anyone has ever seen. Lay back, close your eyes and enjoy.
Enjoy! Part 1 Love Spent Don't Cry For Me Argentina Give It 2 Me Frozen Music Hung Up 4 Minutes Masterpiece
Cover concept: IanJopson NYC
Freedom Set Part 2 I was floored it worked but threw in Olivia Newton-John, Irene Cara, Boston, Prince, Toto, and more. Enjoy!
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This one was a bit challenging, and I used all of my favorite 80's rock ballads from Journey, Foreigner, Bon Jovi, Def Leppard, Joan Jett, and Billy Squier Enjoy!