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As the lone survivor, Porus Morealenowtis remembers his friends Nil, Norstaer and Tank through a dirge which recaps AWAKEN S1E6 hosted by GM TN.

The Dirge of Porus – AWAKEN S1E6

Hello; me name’s Porus.
Porus Morealenowtis, but you can call me Porus…

This here is a song dedicated to me friends Nil, Norstaer and Tank.
May they AWAKEN to a warm fire, warm food, and warm ale; you fought well, me friends.
I shant forget ye.

We AWAKENED ‘pon a shore, near a fire and a board, and we pondered which path to take.
Nil, he climbed up on a tree; hollered down, “Come, follow me”.
Four days later, we ventured to the Tower.

It was Dark, or just unclean, many steps was what I gleaned.
To the top we climbed in several hours.
Suits of armor, stood entombed.
Darknesss, chaos, soon ensued.
Til Norstaer Dispelled it through and through.

So Heroic was our Tank, with Nil at the flank — never missing, always hitting with his bow.
Bolts of lightning shot through air, cries of pain and burning hair.
Suits of armor falling rusted to the ground.

Duegar Wizard lying there; pools of blood gushed everywhere.
“So Black Tower has fallen” said he last.
Down the Tower we descend, but alas a bitter end.
4 souls entered but only 1 returned.

With the Reaper did I plea; not the Duegar, just the 3.
“Could you spare them, and just take me instead?”

I AWAKENED in the end, just I Porus, not me friends.
They live on, in memories and in song.
And this is that song…

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Just a rough concept for brass; existing parts during practice sounded pretty good already!

  1. Joy to the World (Unspeakable Joy): Has some brass concepts added
  2. O Come All Ye Faithful: no brass concepts added
  3. Hallelujah What A Savior (Christmas): has some brass concepts added

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Have you ever been so saturated in sin that you began to believe there was no way for you to ever ask for forgiveness and rebuild the relationship with God?

In your rebellion, he can/will leave you to your own devices of sin; yet, in his sovereignty, mercy and grace, will run to you when you turn back to him. It is only through the work of the Holy Spirit which redirects our hearts toward Jesus.

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Desaturation

``` Lord, desaturate me; drain this technicolour darkness from my veins. Spirit, replenish me; fill me with the freedom found in the great name of Jesus.

Remove the scales from my eyes, shatter the hardness of my heart. Desaturate how I’ve been desensitized; desaturate what I’ve become to you, Jesus.

Lead me out from these shadows, to the substance of You. When I cling to these shadows, my life slips through, away from Jesus, Lord Jesus.

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Has it almost been over a year and half since the world seemingly stopped because of COVID? During this season, there were periods where it seemed like time merely paused yet kept on moving, where one day kept bleeding into the next, then into the next month, and then next year…

This is a song about that cognitive disconnect, when reality feels like a mere simulation which we can choose to terminate and “wake up”. Yet, we are reminded that this life is just a light temporary affliction and a fractal reflection of what is to come; that this place is not our home; that an eternity of glory awaits where there will be no more tears, nor pain, nor suffering.

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Simulation

``` Is this just a simulation before real life begins? If I lose the power to go on, is there no hope at all for me?

Street by street, the lights are growing dimmer, and the Lie of True Clarity by living in Darkness reverberates in this cell.

There is no fog within the Truth; freedom has already been won (by blood). My debts already paid; wrongs made right.

This life is real, though only temporary; Eternity calls, yet for how long (is beyond my time)?

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