pensively: Recent Episodes

Nyssa Ndey

a space where i discuss things at a moment's whim. none of what i say is to be taken as fact or dogma. rather, it's simply a space where i express a part of myself and my evolution of thought.

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hello, everyone. i have returned with yet another installment of my podcast, pensively. in this episode, i discuss my realization that i am neurodivergent and how it has allowed me to come to a fuller sense of self. in the end, i conclude with a bit of open-endedness about where my journey with understanding my neurodivergency will take me. 

sound credits: 

"Steady Rain.wav" by pulswelle is licensed under CC BY 3.0 / Sound volume slightly lowered from original

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hello, all. it appears that i have been neglectful of my podcast as of late. my last episode was...yikes...5 months ago. but, i have an explanation as to  why i had such an inpromptu hiatus, which is what this podcast episode and its corresponding YouTube video (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1HnoO1oaeM) will explain. 

let me know what you think about this episode (and others) by connecting with me on my other socials: twitter, tiktok, and facebook.  my handle is @artsieneenee on all of them. Also, feel free to follow my new YouTube channel for more long-form content. The channel name is just my name: 'Nyssa Ndey'. thanks! :D

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hello, everyone! i am back with my latest installment (albeit, quite late) of my podcast, pensively. this episode is a bit different because the audio came from a video i recorded on my phone. if you are interested in seeing an excerpt of this video (originally, i had planned to upload the full episode but I could only upload a clip due to technical difficulities) check out my instagram igtv! my handle is @artsieneenee. if not, feel free to listen to the podcast audio as per usual during your leisure time. this episode will be more unscripted as i discuss three topics: why i love african music, my relationship with my african features, and my thoughts on lil nas x's latest music video. it's a lot to take in so i advise you to sit down, grab a cup of tea, and just chill as you listen. hehe!

let me know what you think about this episode (and others) by connecting with me on my other socials: twitter, tiktok, and facebook.  my handle is @artsieneenee on all of them. 

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hello, everyone! i am back from my short hiatus to bring you the first episode of season 2 of my podcast! hooray! in this episode, i will discuss how one should approach spirituality for the first time, a list of suggested topics to research, and the importance of intersectionality and social justice within the area of spirituality. i'm so excited to share my knowledge with you all so grab a cup of tea, snuggle in your bed or chair, and have a listen! hehe 

let me know what you think about this episode (and others) by connecting with me on my socials: instagram, twitter, tiktok, and now facebook.  my handle is @artsieneenee on all of them. also please feel free to visit my website at https://nyssandey.wixsite.com/modelportfolio 

sound credits: 

"Little fire.ogg" by Glaneur de sons is licensed under CC BY 3.0

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this episode discusses a revelation that i had while on a brief social media break. i came into an interesting insight about a time in my life that i didn't know had such an impact on the origin of my anxiety and loneliness issues. it utterly moved me, so much so that i began to ponder on my relationship with my parents towards the end and what i should do about it. 

let me know what you think about this episode (and others) by connecting with me on my socials, which you can find through my anchor page. 

sound credits: 

"Little fire.ogg" by Glaneur de sons is licensed under CC BY 3.0

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this installment of the pensively podcast goes into what i've been meaning to talk about but haven't got around to: plants! until now, i was a bit hesitant to discuss plants as i felt my knowledge was quite extensive. but now that i am pursuing an undergraduate degree in plant biology, i finally feel comfortable to expound a bit more on the topic. hopefully you guys enjoy the episode! let me know what you think on my socials, which you can find through my Anchor page. 

sound credits:

"Little fire.ogg" by Glaneur de sons is licensed under CC BY 3.0

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hello, hello! in this episode, i sit down and have a chill reflection session about my body image. i go over some of the factors in my life that influenced it and how i am still navigating living it despite having found no tangible solutions thus far. here's to growing! enjoy!!! <3 <3

sound credits: 

"Little fire.ogg" by Glaneur de sons is licensed under CC BY 3.0 / Sound volume slightly lowered from original

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i have returned! yes after a month-long hiatus i bring you this special episode of mine on african music. yay! i'm so excited to share with you all something that is near and dear to me. i hope that by listening you appreciate the significance each of the five songs im showcasing today and that you are inspired to ponder on the songs from your own playlist that make you feel joy. 

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this episode is all about...you guessed it... your shadow self! here i explore the definition of shadow self, its importance and relation to astrology, and why you should utilize it in your own life. 

Sources: 

  • https://www.harleytherapy.co.uk/counselling/shadow-self.htm#:~:text=What%20is%20the%20'shadow'%20self,that%20we%20recognise%20our%20shadow.
  • https://risingwoman.com/retrograde-planets/
  • https://www.astrology.com/retrograde/neptune-retrograde
  • https://www.lionsroar.com/how-to-practice-feeding-your-demons/ (article I mentioned on a practical way to use shadow work)

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in this episode, I give my thoughts on what's happening now and how it triggered a shift in me to go from a defeated/apathetic stance to a more invigorated one

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a very short ep on where i am in life and what i am doing to navigate through it. enjoy!!!


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title says it all. my apologies for the delay...i've been busy as of late. but, now i've returned with a new episode! this time with more rambles, ums, and awkward sounds/pauses. enjoy!!!

sources i used while researching sappho: 

  • https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poets/sappho

    • https://www.literarymatters.org/1-1-sappho-31/
    • https://www.theguardian.com/books/2004/feb/02/classics

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in this episode, i discuss how the notion of absolute truth isn't real and that it is actually of a relativistic nature. 

video source used: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgH9KXEQ0YU

sound credits: 

"Little fire.ogg" by Glaneur de sons is licensed under CC BY 3.0 / Sound volume slightly lowered from original


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in this episode, i discuss (perhaps a bit long-windedly and repetitive) body hair on women and how societal messages impact how we navigate the world. 

sources used: 

https://www.healthline.com/health/womens-health/body-hair#1

https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/on-december-23-twitter-user-iranikanjari-posted-183816238.html

https://womensmuseum.wordpress.com/2017/11/22/the-history-of-female-hair-removal/

en.wikipedia.com/wiki/Gillette


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me expressing my greetings to all my listeners and explaining the jist of my podcast. enjoy!!