I can’t wait until 60 days for no-contact. But, for me, around 50 days of no contact is enough to think, reflect and rationalise my current relationship. I love him, still but working back in the relationship again (if he ever intends to rekindle it) will cost a lot for me. So, I decided to send the goodbye text.
Just letting out few words from my head before I went to bed. Grieving is suck! But that’s a process ya...
It’s my podcast to release my anxiety today: April 17. A month anniversary of my break up.
Just, I have untold and unwritten things in my head. I need to let them out. It’s suck that I am back to the grieving stage. I will be fine! And this podcast is as a remembrance in the future, that ‘It’s okay to revisiting the past’ but I can continue living.
I posted this after I got a reply from my therapist. She said that in life, sometimes we date people that are not the right ones for us.