Heart Soul Human: Recent Episodes

Zach Kaufman and Neil Disyamonthon

Bridging practicality with grounded spirituality & personal transformation, we're here to take you to the full expression of all that you are-full heart, full soul, and fully human. We're your reminder to feel it all and have fun along the way. From our hearts to yours, we are Zach (future physician) & Neil (trained therapist & ex-monk) - 2 healers and Akashic Record readers here for your growth! Let's vibe together & cry together as we transform to thrive.

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Trigger warning as this is a heavier episode. This episode we discuss a seemingly heavy topic that maybe doesn't always need to be. As a society, we pathologize death and make it taboo. Alternately, we share ways people can begin to process and support ourselves and loved ones through what can be the most difficult times of our lives.

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Episode Highlights

  • Ryan Gosling's deep message to Zach
  • Death is an unnecessarily taboo subject
  • Bringing clarity through openness and awareness of death
  • We pathologize death when it's normal
  • Bittersweet gathering of family in community around a passing
  • Preparing people for the emotional disruption of loss
  • Needing permission to die and waiting for other family members
  • Zach's experiencing switching from a dying patient to communal family prayer
  • Giving permission to grieve despite how that feels or looks
  • Removing yourself from the role of caretaker and dropping into the role of family member
  • Holding non-judgemental silence for people in immediate grief
  • What 1 thing would Zach give to families grieving to be able to support them?

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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Fear is of the divine but thinks it is separate from the divine. It acts to create separation and a sense of lack. In a higher consciousness, fear acts to invite you forward through compassion rather than being dominated by our fear.

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Episode Highlights

  • Manifesting fears through lies
  • Feeling the constriction of lies and the expansion of truth
  • "There isn't a lie that was told that wasn't told in fear"-the Guides via Paul Selig
  • Fear manifests an agenda and stems from a sense of lack
  • Does fear exist in higher consciousness
  • The invitation of fear when operating at a higher vibration
  • The division of fear & the using fear as a path to unity
  • When you lie, you rob people of their autonomy
  • We can share but we can't choose for others

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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What are your thoughts about thoughts? The nature of your thoughts change as you elevate in consciousness. Thoughts can arise from your internal world, belong to others, or stem from the collective. They're reflections of your inner state and mirrors to others around you. That's why it's important to learn what thoughts belong to you. Listen up if you want to get thinking about your thoughts!

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Episode Highlights

  • Your thoughts evolve as you elevate in consciousness
  • Beginning to gain information differently
  • Connecting to the minds of others
  • Separating your thoughts from the thoughts of others
  • Which of your thoughts are you responsible for addressing
  • We mirror each other for the sake of each other
  • Letting thoughts move through you

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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What does it mean to open or close in the face of challenge? Do you reject the experience? Do you end up projecting it onto your external world? Stay open honor your authentic power and let go of your fear that leads to closure.

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Episode Highlights

  • To guided foam roll meditation ASMR or not to guided foam roll meditation ASMR?
  • As a challenge arises, it creates internal conflict leading us to externalize
  • Common forms of closure
  • Rejecting the experience and projecting it while you close
  • What does it look like to be open in the moment?
  • The fear of close is a fear of the loss of power
  • Ego power vs authentic power

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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Join us this week for the triumphant return of our returning guest, Cierra! It has been a year and a half since our last episode together and we catch up on her inner spiritual journey during her childhood and over that time frame.

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Episode Highlights

  • Experiences with religion and spirituality
  • The experiences that prompted a re-exploration of Christianity
  • Love, forgiveness, and what exists at the core of these religious teachings
  • Ramifications and mechanisms of greed

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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It's always a journey in the early parts of developing new skills. We talk about getting your mindset right and addressing these struggles as you develop and grow. We also explore the balance of ease and flow vs friction and obstacles when manifesting and being on your path.

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Episode Highlights

  • The barriers in the early part of new skill development
  • Self-judgment and getting battered by waves while learning new skills
  • Looking at failure as fleeting moments on the path of development
  • Emotions are form, they aren't consciousness
  • Learning how to deal with the emotions is part of the development itself
  • If its manifestation, should it always be easy?
  • Taking away the unnecessary friction to allow you to continually show up
  • External obstacles vs internal obstacles
  • Observe it, learn from it, and elevate

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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Is taking action helpful for self-worth or is there something deeper than that? Are your actions in alignment to your values? Here's a quickie to help you settle into your self-worth and align your life to your worth without the extra pressure.

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Episode Highlights

  • What is self-worth actually?
  • Passive and active aspects of self-worth
  • Aligning how you think of yourself to how you show up in your life
  • Your evolving perception of yourself
  • Letting yourself "be" in order to grow your self-worth

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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Is taking action helpful for self-worth or is there something deeper than that? Are your actions in alignment to your values? Here's a quickie to help you settle into your self-worth and align your life to your worth without the extra pressure.

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Episode Highlights

  • What is self-worth actually?
  • Passive and active aspects of self-worth
  • Aligning how you think of yourself to how you show up in your life
  • Your evolving perception of yourself
  • Letting yourself "be" in order to grow your self-worth

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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Is dealing with the psychological more helpful than the emotional? Which comes first? Listen and learn the difference between resolving something emotionally vs psychologically!

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Episode Highlights

  • Psychological conclusion as acceptance vs emotional resolution as finding peace through meeting a need
  • The linear conscious vs the non-linear subconscious
  • Using psychological reframing to direct the underlying emotion
  • Moving through the layers of healing

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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When we forgive, we move through ego to express our higher self. Forgiveness is an act for the sake of ourselves. It's an opportunity to heal ourselves and improve our lives. Here's where to start.

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Episode Highlights

  • Forgiveness liberates the self
  • Most people aren't aware of how they impact you
  • Processing reactivity to get to a deeper experience
  • Dealing with anger and emotional reactions in the moment
  • Start by naming how you're feeling
  • Feeling anguish through your heart to express deeper grounded emotion
  • Forgiveness is a continuum
  • Exposing your nervous system to difficult memories
  • Forgiveness is transmutation and emotional alchemy
  • Taking ego and pride out of the situation
  • Forgiving yourself in the process of forgiving others
  • You can still hold boundaries or have needs met while forgiving

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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It's easy to think you deserve something when you actually don't. These things often take effort and intention that we haven't learned to apply yet. As humans, there's also lots that we inherently deserve as a birthright. This episode, we share our thoughts on what we intrinsically deserve vs what is earned.

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Episode Highlights

  • What we think we deserve vs what's earned
  • The loss of happiness is a product of the loss of innocence as we age
  • Neil in spiritual brain is a marshmallow floating in the ocean
  • Revering somebody as a soul and earning respect as a person
  • Confidence as an outcome of self-esteem and belief put into action
  • Having a shell of confidence and whole grounded confidence
  • Intrinsic spiritual characteristics that are inherent
  • Earned success, relational success, admiration and status as things that are earned through effort

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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We're picking up big "patience" vibes for this year. Last year shook things up. This year we plant the seed and water it. We talk about patience and consistency as major keys to success this year and share our tips on how to build that in your life.

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Episode Highlights

  • Long days, short weeks and time funkiness
  • Feeling the energy of "steadiness" and "putting in work" to start 2024
  • Using patience to build something new in your life
  • Seeing the outcome of patience
  • 4 tips to develop patience and consistency

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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Feeling like you're not growing enough is hard especially when you're wanting to get to the next level. Maybe you aren't growing, maybe you're wasting your time. Here are some tips to decipher what's really going on and how to proceed.

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Episode Highlights

  • Stop trying to fix yourself if you're a growth-oriented person
  • Information overload and integrating meaningful action
  • The self-perception issue of growing and not realizing it
  • Meaningless action and taking accountability for the outcome
  • Having an unbiased viewpoint
  • Why are you doing what you're doing
  • Acting habitually vs "intuition" and "knowing"

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest

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Sometimes life throws you a hard few months or few hard years. Instead of the downward spiral, remember you can become something greater in those times. Let's upward spiral and glow up your faith instead. If you're having a tough time, here are some tips to begin building something positive.

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Episode Highlights

  • Anchoring into doing the work consistently
  • Reflecting on what you thought you wanted in the past
  • Connecting to something greater than yourself
  • Surrounding yourself with support
  • Giving to others to create internal positivity
  • Evolutionary biology and the Dad bod

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly

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In this week's episode, we welcome back a long time friend of the podcast. Albert is a Chiropractor, athlete, and lover of all the play that life has to offer. This is why it was devastating for him to battle against a rapid decline in his health, among several other unexpected challenges life had in store. However, as our very own Neil Disy often says, "our greatest weaknesses often hold our greatest gifts." Tune in to this week's episodes to see how to mine for the gold within the grime and own your authentic expression.

Episode Highlights

  • No matter what I did, things kept falling apart
  • Releasing ego and accepting where you are
  • Finding confidence in decision making
  • Finding beauty in the broken
  • Committing to consistency and attainable goals
  • Becoming a "sturdy soul"
  • Challenging your body beyond what your mind believes it can do
  • Having empathy for younger versions of yourself
  • 3 Takeaways from this year: mindset (decide what you want for yourself and embodying that person), consistency in small changes, kill your ego

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly

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Here's your step-by-step how to guide to self-healing through inner child work, shadow work, and somatic healing. We share our broken-down frameworks for our practices to heal and move through what's holding you back. Step-by-step frameworks are in the show notes below.

Episode Highlights

  • Receiving a vision or sensation as a message in inner child work
  • Working with your different awarenesses in experiencing your healing
  • Ways of being with "little you" and meeting their needs through love
  • Allowing the nervous system to hold love in a difficult experience
  • Integrating this healed version of yourself back into your current self
  • Connecting to the parts of your body that hold your trigger
  • Letting that somatic space speak to you
  • Validating and affirming your inner child
  • Maturing the inner child
  • Loving and filling back in the healed space in your body
  • Using your breath to break up energies in your body
  • Grounding emotions into your physical heart to connect to the essence of an emotion
  • Emanating emotions outwardly & wide
  • Healing with grace and no pressure to find your way to love

Zach's Framework for Self-Healing

  1. Sit with your emotion
  2. Allow it to create a vision & let the vision unfold
  3. Address the younger self, fulfill their needs, and inject love into the memory
  4. Integrate the younger self into you

Neil's Framework for Self-Healing

  1. Acknowledge the emotion or trigger and find where it sits in the body
  2. Explore deeply into this part of the body. Ask it questions & let it speak to you and express out loud
  3. Validate the child, if connecting to the inner child
  4. Mature the inner child by growing their sense of self (provide truthful empowering reframes and mature non-victim perspectives)
  5. If not connecting with the inner child, then connect with the physical space of the body to move the energy. Once complete, bring love into and fill the newly cleared space

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly

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Aligning to your purpose will bring you to life with more motivation and inspiration. It's a process of going deeper and connecting to your heart beyond ego. The person with purpose chooses how they show up every day which begins to realign life to purpose itself. Here's how to do just that...

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Episode Highlights

  • The spiral non-linear path of developing purpose
  • Finding your life purpose in work or letting work support your purpose
  • Purposes and goals are not the same thing
  • Removing the pressure of finding purpose and the freedom to explore what's meaningful to you
  • The need for self-awareness and alignment in stepping into purpose
  • Who you are is more important than what you bring
  • How you choose to do things can realign you to purpose
  • How to Start Finding Purpose: connection to death and heart, practices to connect to truth beyond ego, healing emotional barriers, identifying your inspirations/values, developing "weaknesses" into strengths, exploring your archetype

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly

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Explore your traumas to heal them. This episode we dive into core aspects of healing our traumas. We share about connecting to parts of you that carry this experience, how to let yourself get into a space where you can connect, and ways to move past some the the blocks keeping you from connecting more deeply. Part 2 coming next episode...

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Episode Highlights
* Looking at the different layers/perspectives of our traumas * The first step of healing-exploring and experiencing as opposed to fixing * Set & setting as your pre-requisite for exploring trauma & emotion * Moving through blocks to your healing and exploration-relaxing, non judgment, witnessing, practices to move energy, grounding & sitting with an intention

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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We can all develop discipline or any trait as we choose to commit to a habit. This habit becomes our reality and identity over time. These traits, discipline, are the ego's expression of our soul's will. This episode we explore discipline and our journeys in them, including the most helpful tools for committing to a change.

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In this week's episode, Zach and Neil take us through the process of cultivating witness consciousness and what this in turn teaches us about the mind. They then go on to discuss how to free ourselves from our lower emotions and thought patterns.2

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Does it ever feel like part of you is suffocating when you try to let go of certain thought patterns and just surrender? This episode we explore the process of surrender, highlight when you may be emotionally bypassing, and how experiencing surrender evolves over time.

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More times than not desires act to fulfill an egoic need. But what are your true needs and what do they speak to for you? Listen along and explore the differences between desires, needs, and how you can align both.

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Join us this week as Zach discusses the practice of keeping an open heart in the midst of life's challenges. He addresses such questions as, what does it mean to "stay open?" Why should we do it? How do we do it? Finally, Zach walks us through an exercise to help us through a process of experiential learning.

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Your reality never stays the same. It's always evolving with your and your ever-evolving expectations. This episode we talk about:

  • Expectations shaping your view of reality
  • Changing and how your reality changes with you
  • Psychological layers impacting your perception
  • Unbearably happy Buddhists and neil
  • If trying to manifest an intention changes your reality

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This episode we talk about Zach's culture shock moving from small town Sacramento to big town Southern California. Zach shares the rule of 3's when moving. We the personalities of big and small towns, taking on the emotions of people around us, & empathy vs authenticity.

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Chill out with Zach and Neil at night. Lay back and mellow out as we riff on attachment styles, identifying with personality traits, acknowledging our animal responses, ways of listening to your needs, and f*cking up for the better.

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Join us this week as Neil and Zach break down some hands-on tools for improving your relationships. In this episode we discuss the power of identifying negative emotions and patterns in order to bring them to light in partnership, as well as tools for repatterning our thoughts and emotions.

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Zach shares the stories behind his top rules of the road from his hangover-esque trip to Utah. We also share about moments of slowing down and finding awe by feeling the energy around you.

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In this week's episode, as with many others, an innocuous question turns into a thought-provoking discussion on concepts of Christ Consciousness and the Garden of Eden. Was it a real place, or a reflection of what already exists from the vantage point of higher consciousness? Join us for this (surprisingly) non-denominational but highly spiritual discussion.

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Join us for this Pandy Dropper of an episode as we flip the script! In this week's episode, guest becomes host, student becomes master (jk), ice becomes cube (and goes on to have a successful acting career) - Alexa interviews Zach!

Topics for this week include Zach and Neil's decision to pursue podcasting, Zach's motivations to pursue medicine, and ways in which we can improve the patient-doctor relationship.

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In this week's episode, we have a special guest and long-time friend of the podcast, Alexa Beurger. Tune in as Zach and Alexa discuss their experiences with stand-up comedy and martial arts (Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu, Muy Thai, wrastlin'). 

Some topics include:

  • Situational awareness, stage-freight, perfectionism

  • Being in conversation with the audience. What makes a good audience?

  • How stand-up changed the way we see the world and ourselves

  • Jiu-Jitsu, wrestling and stand-up as art forms and modes of expression

  • The need for community and non-sexualized physical intimacy

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Join us this week as Zach guides us through a meditation meant to connect us to our hearts, our Intuition and a state of inner Peace and Joy.

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This week, join Neil and Zach as they unpack what it means to strengthen one's nervous system and build the capacity to meet life's storms with calm and grace.

Topics include: (1) What it means to have a dysregulated nervous system, (2) Neil and Zach's experience with being tested to their limits and stretching their capacity, (3) Struggling with the desire for validation, (4) Embodiment practices to help strengthen the nervous system and build energetic capacity, (5) Tension as a gateway to deeper Intimacy.

This episode was inspired by the work of John Wineland and David Deida, who can be found on Instagram, YouTube and who have published books in the space of Spiritual Intimacy and Embodiment.

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Join us for a moment from each of our heart's as both Zach & Neil share some of their own personal pieces of poetry along with the meaning and process behind them. This leads to conversations around our ego needs vs our true needs and how our needs are actually being met.

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

  • Follow Neil's poetry on medium @ https://medium.com/@neildisya

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Join us this week while we answer the questions "What is the importance of community? How do you grow and sustain a community?" Ironically, we answered these questions separately but did so with a twist. This week, Zach answers as Neil and Neil answers as Zach! Neither one of us knows what the other will say, but we will all get a chance to see how well we know one another!

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

  • Follow Neil's poetry on medium @ https://medium.com/@neildisya

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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In this week's double drop, Zach takes time to break down key moments of his life that helped to shape the man he has become today. In this series, he discusses four key timeframes in his life and breaks down the key experiences, relationships, and lessons of these chapters.

Part 2: Zach finishes the lessons of his adolescence and focuses on key experiences of his adulthood. Some topics include his prior engagement, his journey into medicine, and the major values and lessons that shape his current worldview.

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

  • Follow Neil's poetry on medium @ https://medium.com/@neildisya

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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In this week's double drop, Zach takes time to break down key moments of his life that helped to shape the man he has become today. In this series, he discusses four key timeframes in his life and breaks down the key experiences, relationships, and lessons of these chapters.

Part 1: Zach focuses on his early childhood up through the end of his time in high school. In this episode, he focuses on his struggle balancing masculinity and femininity, fear and courage, and what it takes to be a leader.

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Follow Neil's poetry on medium @ https://medium.com/@neildisya

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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This week, Neil and Zach deconstruct the approach to doing those things in life which scare us but offer a tremendous amount of growth. Some topics include: 

  • The importance of starting small and building in intensity

  • The importance of process, rather than goal-oriented approaches

  • How do we approach creativity?

  • "Why do you want it?"

  • How creative practices have helped to change and shape our worldview

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Follow Neil's poetry on medium @ https://medium.com/@neildisya

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Zach shares how he is shifting into owning his desires while letting go of pride. Neil talks about his process of becoming more and the mental tools he's using to deal with stress and overwhelm.

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Episode Highlights
* Traits of the Zach Neil Lovechild * Zach relinquishing pride to cultivate humility & owning our desires 5:34 * Neil owning his responsibility to duty & the process of becoming 18:26

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

  • Follow Neil's poetry on medium @ https://medium.com/@neildisya

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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We ask what makes people so drawn to Christmas, Winter, and the holidays. This episode explores our unmet needs as adults that we naturally gravitate toward during the holidays. Don't be overwhelmed this season.. chill out, grab a cup, and get cozy with us!

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Episode Highlights

  • The power of perception in being busy & overwhelmed 0:15
  • Why are people so drawn to Christmas and the holidays? 8:56
  • Do communities with different values feel differently about Christmas? 15:11
  • How Christmas & Winter meet our unmet needs for grounding, reflection, and peace 20:26

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Follow Neil's poetry on medium @ https://medium.com/@neildisya

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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In this week's episode, Zach and Neil discuss the importance of simple acts of kindness and their impact in the world. They take time to define what kindness means to them, and discuss the role that presence and authenticity play in their expression. Remember this holiday season that everything is A.O.K.!

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Episode Highlights

  • The rarity of small acts of kindness 1:02
  • Zach’s Starbucks story of kindness 4:10
  • Becoming more present by noticing sensation in your body 8:22
  • Showing up as who you are allows others to be who they are 12:01
  • Fostering kindness through authenticity… East Coast kind vs West Coast nice 16:09
  • How acts of kindness make the world better 20:19
  • Our go to hot drinks for the holidays 25:20

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Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Zach and Sal wrap up this two-part episode by reflecting on the major lessons of Sal's 20's and share a sweet moment cherishing the memories of their friendship. Some topics of discussion include:

  • Accepting the process and making space for discipline
  • Sal cultivates more empathy and self-awareness
  • Mindfulness is not meant to change you, but rather to give you space to choose what part of yourself shines through
  • The chest bump that shook the world

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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If you love to love and you love a good bromance, then tune in for what we've got this week! Zach brings on an old friend to reflect on the growth and maturation that's occurred for them in the last decade. Some topics they touch upon include:

  • Who you are becoming can't be fathomed from your current vantage point

  • Learning to value peak experiences and mundane moments equally

  • Learning to build a life worth having

  • Does objectivity exist or are all phenomena products of subjective experience?

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Have trouble setting boundaries (empaths) or think you may need to (people pleasers)? Maybe you struggle when people set them with you. This episode shares the ins & outs of how boundaries serve us from creating safety to connection, respecting and not taking boundaries personally, and how to effectively set them yourself.

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Episode Highlights

  • Favorite Thanksgiving eats 2:24
  • What is a boundary and where does it come from? 5:21
  • The relationship between your sense of safety and the ability to establish boundaries 7:58
  • The process of needing to over-establish boundaries to not needing them 10:43
  • Boundaries as a form of understanding, connection, and intimacy 11:42
  • Respecting boundaries when you don’t understand them 19:18
  • Moving beyond internalizing when somebody sets a boundary with you 23:16
  • Separating from other peoples’ feelings as an empath 30:16
  • How to identify that you need to set a boundary 31:41
  • How to set a boundary 34:51

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Zach talks about the importance of self-awareness as a foundation for self-acceptance, how to come into a harmonious relationship with one's personality, the distinction between cocky and confident, and a new motto to live this next chapter of your life by."

If you would like clarity on these concepts in your own life or would like to book a reading, reach out to Zach on IG @justzachkaufman or email him at zelikaufman125@gmail.com

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Here's an episode to make you smile! What does it mean to feel joy & where does it come from? We talk about its roots in social connection, inner peace, and the natural flow of consciousness. Zach shares meditative practices & Neil guides you through an easy Inner Smile Meditation

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Episode Highlights

  • Neil and Zach’s stories of squats and the ripping of the trousers 4:35
  • What does joy look like & where does it come from 16:00
  • Feeling joy in your body and moving beyond the mammalian fear response 19:54
  • The experience meditative peaceful joy vs joy in social connection 24:23
  • Meditating on the joy of what underlies everything 28:04
  • Does joy precede inner peace or does inner peace precede joy 31:39
  • Freewill vs being a tool for consciousness to flow through us 37:00
  • The silence that pervades all sound 42:00
  • Guided inner smile meditation for joy 43:30

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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We are still in the trick-or-treat mode as we share old Halloween stories.  Zach has a song of fire & ice and Jungle Man meets an Asian quail man. We share the secret of candy corn and re-invent Halloween.

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Episode Highlights

  • Zach’s halloween costume synchronicities, old costumes and Super Zach 1:28
  • Our favorite halloween costumes of yore featuring skeletons, Asian Quail Man twins, & ninjas 9:26
  • The most divisive questions…candy corn, favorite halloween candies, and the halloween bag vs pillowcase 16:58
  • How would you remake halloween? 23:01
  • Our words will be on the internet forever 29:44

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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We aren't sure if this episode is a trick or a treat from us to you..but tune in anyways and find out! We share the history of the Jack O'Lantern, Zach's real-life ghost stories, and our stories of connecting to old passed-on pets. 

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Episode Highlights

  • The Story of the Jack O’Lantern, the dumby devil, & honoring your word 7:37
  • Zach’s real ghost stories 13:57
  • More Zach paranormal poltergeist stories 18:36
  • Our old stories of connecting with old passed away pets - Peace the dog & Kimbu the cat 22:59

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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How much of somebody's behavior is due to being an @$$h*le vs underlying mental health issues? Does a diagnosis change how you see somebody? We get into this thought as we talk about trauma underlying addiction, its common psychological impacts, and finding gratitude after treatment.

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Episode Highlights

  • Jackass movies, the nervous system, & addiction 1:07
  • The trauma roots of addiction 3:56
  • Common psychological comorbidities of PTSD 5:39
  • Does a diagnosis change the way you see somebody? 7:24
  • People are always doing the best with what they have 14:01
  • Zach’s clinical diagnosis of a witch 20:16
  • People finding gratitude after addiction treatment 21:45
  • The Kybalion & using the Hermetic Principle of Polarity to shift to higher conscious emotional states 26:23
  • Kit Kat or Twix? 33:35
  • PBJ or PB & Nutella…and the Elvis 34:36

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Are you a person who seeks attention and validation or are you a person who actually needs to take a compliment? Don't forget that you don't have to wait to reinvent yourself and become something different. 

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Zach and Neil reunite and explore a big question- can humans live sustainably with the world as we progress more and more technologically? And what about us as human beings...how do we live in a way that honors our natural ancestral roots?

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Episode Highlights

  • Looking at our relationship to work and prioritizing satisfaction 1:30
  • It’s also important to reach max effort at times 4:24
  • Our ideal environments we’d want to live in and why some areas prioritize community & connection 5:33
  • Can humans sustainably live in harmony with the earth? 15:32
  • Living in way that is universally natural for us individually as humans 29:17

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Neil shares a reminder to enjoy the beauty in life amidst our everyday busy'ness through slowing down to embrace connection & a deep sense of appreciation.

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Ever feel like you need to impress others? Try to be more of this and less of that? You don't need to steer your personality! It's time to get out of the driver's seat and let yourself naturally you. Listen in with Zach on his reflections in this solo episode.

If you would like clarity on these concepts in your own life or would like to book a reading, reach out to Zach on IG @justzachkaufman or email him at zelikaufman125@gmail.com

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Episode Highlights

  • Being away from home and slipping into old routines 2:52
  • Anchoring yourself into stability, safety, and predictability 7:15
  • Being a different person in different environments 10:35
  • Not wanting to be social or liked giving freedom to be yourself 15:32
  • Making a good first impression by settling in and being 18:55
  • Lean back in your life and find what feels natural 23:11
  • We aren’t in the driver’s seat of our personality 27:32

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Let's all go to hot topic!...or talk about them. Should we teach children to discern against religion in the educational system? Does separation of church and state actually exist in our country's foundation? What about the right to bear arms? Would teaching students discernment come at the expense of faith? Let's get hot on some topics!

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Episode Highlights

  • Should we teach children to challenge religion in school 1:26
  • Did we misconstrue the meaning of our country’s ideological foundations? 6:37
  • Amending the Constitution and the right to bear arms 8:35
  • Developing discernment and rationality at the expense of faith 17:23
  • Are teachers equipped to teach discernment and faith? 22:38
  • Being imperfect and teaching through authenticity 25:14
  • Teachers are f*cking amazing 28:14
  • What would we change in the educational system 32:13

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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We build the scaffolding of who we are based on how we come to know our lives & that can only take us so far. Eventually, you need to break it down to rebuild. You have to challenge your reality to uncover the truth. Speaking of truth, what matters more...the ideals of Capital T truth or the subjective reality of small t truth?

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Episode Highlights

  • Our weaknesses don’t go away, you just learn to work with them 1:50
  • Productivity driven by low self-worth vs self-motivation 3:32
  • Rebuilding your world view for dedication to the truth 7:13
  • Asking yourself “how could this be true” 12:05
  • It’s not your responsibility to change somebody’s beliefs 14:41
  • Capital T vs lowercase t truth, ideals vs reality…what actually matters? 20:31
  • Different pathways to the divine through Christ & Buddha consciousness 27:44
  • Making a decision or setting an intention that creates an instant reaction in your life, energy, and mind 32:24
  • Coming back to love 36:15
  • Give yourself the space and patience you need & let go of self-judgment 39:02

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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The spiritual path is a path that takes you to fulfillment through intimacy with yourself & your soul. Join former CEO turned channel, teacher, and spiritual guide Ahna Hendrix, as we talk about this journey. We cover everything from the faded path vs. soul path, faith through God and religion, Ahna's reiki-like healing with the Akashic Records, removing labels to become a pure channel, & ego-humbling growth.

Find Ahna Hendrix

  • Website: https://ahnahendrix.com/
  • YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5fsN8oqu8Ib8IcvpYZA4jQ
  • Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ahnahendrix/
  • Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ahnahendrix/
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Episode Highlights

  • The mess of empathic energetic sensitivity and being a normal person 2:42
  • Evolving from God-loving Christian to CEO to metaphysical awakening 6:59
  • Discerning your soul path from the faded path 12:23
  • The growth brought on by the entrepreneurial & spiritual paths 14:43
  • Finding faith in God through religion AND spirituality 20:25
  • Being led to reiki-like physical healing in the Akashic Records by being a channel for what comes through 23:52
  • The gifts of not knowing & not labeling your spiritual gifts to allow yourself to have a pure connection 30:43
  • Being humbled and letting your ego go 38:33
  • What to do to progress through the journey of spiritual living 41:08
  • Ask yourself this one thing to find total fulfillment 47:47
  • Working with Ahna..courses on confidence/the Akashic Records, Akashic Soul Readings, Akashic Restoration Sessions, & Human Design 49:19
  • Connecting with Ahna 51:01
  • Get 10% off working with Ahna 52:23

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Neil @neildisy

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Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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What are you needing to nourish yourself from your heart to soul to human needs? Is your identity true to who you really are..or is it something you created for your ego?

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Episode Highlights

  • How do you nourish yourself? 1:49
  • What forms of nourishment are you needing now? 3:53
  • Creating space by from survival needs to inner needs 7:11
  • The ego-gratifying hypocrisy of religious identity 8:49
  • Has your identity created you or have you created your identity? 11:58
  • The ability to create your identity is a gift 13:58
  • Does inspiration speaks to a deeper part of you or something beyond you 15:03
  • Do you actually identity with your current identity? 17:15
  • Listen to yourself first to change your life for the better 20:00

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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This episode is a discussion about Zach's experiences working with rare physical diseases and our admiration of the strength of the souls that endure them.

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Episode Highlights

  • The story of Steve the Lama, sent from Source 2:50
  • Rare physical disease and the strength of a soul 6:05
  • What would you give them to help if you could? 11:35
  • Viewing these lives through the lens of soul planning 17:08
  • Normalizing somebody’s experience to allow them to develop identity 25:02

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Having crazy dreams? Ever wake up in a dream or get chased...how's our breakdown! We also connect  these dreams to different phases along the spiritual path within a lifetime & soul lifetimes.

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Episode Highlights

  • Zach’s dream  about waking up and realizing he’s a ghost 00:00:47
  • The significance of waking up in a dream 4:32
  • Waxing and waning becoming more spiritual & human as we grow 8:14
  • The path of spiritual experience through a lifetime & a soul progression13:53
  • Being chased in a dream shows a part of you coming into consciousness 19:20
  • Personal intentions: responsibility, consistency, and discerning boundaries 26:41

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Are you too much or not enough? Our relationships reflect this to us. They even show us how we're trying to fulfill our unmet needs through others as empaths. Plus, enjoy a side of talk about emotional consent and honoring communication boundaries.

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

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Episode Highlights

  • Catching up on story time with attunements, guarded people from drivers & patients, and the benefits of student professionals 1:58
  • Neil’s experiences with feeling like too much vs not enough 13:57
  • Attracting in partners to meet your unmet personal needs 17:16
  • Your surroundings reflect your needs and the qualities you’re meant to develop 23:29
  • “Let the weeds grow with the wheat” 36:27
  • Helping people without telling them what to do 39:47
  • Discerning what intuition is meant to be shared with people 43:26
  • Emotional consent and anticipating/honoring boundaries 47:16
  • Addressing perspective on feeling too much or not enough 55:14
  • The right partner will be drawn by your gifts, not repelled by them 58:52

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Cierra and Zach discuss the transition from polyamory to monogamy, dating in a (very) long distance relationship, and share some of their lessons from partnership

Find Cierra Dae@cierradae

  • Website: https://www.presentdaes.com
  • Email: cierradae@presentdaes.com
  • Grounded Parenting 1:1 Program - https://www.presentdaes.com/groundedparenting

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Episode Highlights

  • Introducing Cierra Dae and the start of Zach & Cierra's relationship 1:35
  • Transitioning from polyamory into monogamy & Zach’s past life karmic patterns 15:17
  • Receiving greater emotional depth through monogamy 30:06
  • The emotions of transitioning out of polyamory while going deeper into monogamy 37:06
  • Avoiding manipulation and expectation in relationship through communication 41:18
  • Justifying your bullshit & guilt shame defensiveness 52:29
  • Working with fear & Zach’s biggest fear in this relationship 58:13
  • A poem by Cierra 1:11:07

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Episode Highlights

  • Switching it on & off for work life balance (plus man rompers, crop tops, & beefy vs leafy) 4:31
  • …balancing the kill switch & all-or-nothing addictive mentality 15:37
  • The mistake of thinking you should do it the way others do 21:58
  • Is there anything wrong with being average? 23:45
  • Stop trying to fix yourself and love yourself 24:57
  • Zach’s reflection on carrying anger that’s not his 30:08
  • Let pride be an anchor & celebrate your accomplishments 33:59
  • Comparing yourself to self-ideals vs being motivated by them 36:56
  • Thoughts about fatherhood 42:34
  • Parents messing up a kid is inevitable 44:23

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Neil @neildisy

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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If you would like clarity on these concepts in your own life or would like to book a reading, reach out to Zach on IG @justzachkaufman

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Episode Highlights

  • Don’t sacrifice yourself to fit an identity that’s sold to you 4:53
  • Let the information you’re consuming be a tool used in context 7:58
  • Questions to ask yourself for discernment 10:18
  • How do we come back to ourselves and figure out our authentic needs 15:51
  • Mindfulness is your buffer for information overload 19:24
  • Checking your intuition against somebody else’s 22:39

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Episode Highlights

  • Zach’s hero’ing tale of heroes & men and stomach problems in the mountains 2:48
  • The signs that told Zach to temporarily become vegetarian? 7:18
  • The impact of low-quality meats in restaurants on empaths 9:35
  • Consuming the vibration of food that matches your current vibrational needs 12:07
  • Transitioning to needing energetic sustenance in addition to physical sustenance...and breatharians 18:03
  • Following your individual ancestral nutritional needs 21:01
  • How do I know what my genetic nutritional needs are? 33:12

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Get a reading or mentorship w/ Neil at  www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly52

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Episode Highlights

  • Channeling begins 1:19
  • Channeling ends 6:38
  • Surrendering vs control 7:54
  • Truth & strength comes when you make space for yourself 11:45
  • Physical change starts in the energetic 13:15

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Neil @neildisy

  • Get a reading or mentorship w/ Neil at  www.neildisy.com

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Episode Highlights

  • Neil drank 3 rockstars a day & childhood Zach stayed up for 3 days after Redbull 3:41
  • Neil’s current intentions around having fun in the mundane & “being” from the soul 9:05
  • Catching yourself when you’re inauthentic 14:00
  • Is extroversion or introversion actually a learned response? 22:47
  • Caffeine converts feminine yin into masculine yang 29:41
  • The masculine feminine balance of the chakras 31:03

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Get a reading or mentorship w/ Neil at  www.neildisy.com

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Join Zachariah Grace for an episode to nurture & nourish your body with the energy of the Divine Mother. Zachariah shares magical flute healing for the throat chakra and a guided energy healing to nurture you. This episode is all about the energy with a beautifully gifted energy Master!

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Episode Highlights

  • How Native American flute supports throat chakra, verbal expression, channeling & healing through the body 1:32
  • Zachariah shares throat chakra flute healing for Heart Soul Human 5:28
  • Healing through resonance and the Akashic Records with different chakra flutes 10:31
  • The experience of teaching reiki in-person versus online 17:13
  • Reiki energy vs Egyptian Sekhem energy 20:47
  • Finding Zachariah’s own form of therapeutic energetic massage 25:49
  • Zachariah’s story of coming into his gifts through grief & trauma 30:15
  • Guided energy healing with the Graces 38:22
  • The divine mother energy 44:17
  • How to find Zachariah Grace 47:26
  • A last message from Zachariah 50:21

Find Zachariah Grace @ https://zachthereikiguy.com

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Get a reading or mentorship w/ Neil at www.neildisy.com

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Spirit & the Guides share a message about the current stage of transition into your next level of being. This comes through challenging your identity, experiencing through emotions, and arriving at a new state of self. Join in for a message straight from Source!

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Get a reading or mentorship w/ Neil at  www.neildisy.com

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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How is free speech necessary even though it's dangerous? Well, we're living in a time of both disruption and elevation. Love hot guys? Apparently, we do too, and here are our top choices on good lookin' men. And...Neil may have attempted and completed the infamous Dirty Dancing lift...

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Episode Highlights

  • Southpark, taboo expression, and the need for free speech 7:52
  • Free speech is only dangerous because people have been censored and repressed 13:29
  • Disrupting society’s speech patterns and using language more lightly 15:53
  • Should we have total complete free speech? 21:30
  • Zach and Neil are HOT & talk about other good lookin men 25:18
  • Neil hits the Dirty Dancing lift 33:33

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Get a reading or mentorship w/ Neil at www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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How do you cultivate your unfuckwithableness? What's the better intention to carry between "what can I give" or "what do you need"? How do you show up from a place of being responsible to your own worth? Zach and Neil figure it all out together this episode.

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Episode Highlights

  • Just keep walking 2:44
  • Learning to be consistent and unfuckwithable day by day 5:05
  • Spirit will shove messages in your face sometimes 12:40
  • Neil thinks about being Daddy Neil one day 14:49
  • Build joy through living your philosophy & aligning your life to your values 24:07
  • What can I give to you vs what are you needing from me 32:44

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Get a reading or mentorship w/ Neil at  www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Ever wonder how people analyze their dreams? Well us too...and we figure it out live together with a recent dream of Zach's! Love, your shirtless therapist friend & Shamanic guide in the mountain

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Episode Highlights
* Flowers can’t always be in bloom, you never know what season somebody is in 6:32 * Breaking down Zach’s dream with your shirtless therapist friend-the obese old man, the pause, and your wisdom 8:46 * Gifted responsibility-the shaman, the suburbs and the doctor 17:13 * The journey of the Alchemist and the unexpected detours 23:37 * Shifting karmic patterns through boundaries, action & intention 25:42 * Our relationship to our spiritual practices 43:04 * Using your gifts consciously 50:51

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Get a reading or mentorship w/ Neil at www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Zach shares a late-night solo episode on the things we all struggle with-patience and doubt. He shares about building emotional self intimacy, your energetic emotional mirrors, and the ways doubt's bitterness show us our sweetness.

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Episode Highlights

  • Building emotional intimacy with yourself 2:15
  • Relationships are catalysts to show our true beliefs 5:05
  • The Mirror Effect of Matter-all matter is light energy 9:25
  • Patience will help you ride out your storms 13:12
  • How doubt can benefit us 15:52

Check Us Out

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Get a reading or mentorship w/ Neil at  www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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I thought I knew, but I actually didn't...so then, should you be in full surrender to Source or default to your own will & knowing?  What if it's actually about trusting yourself like you trust Source? What if your acceptance is what will actually change your life and your experience of your emotional baggage?

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Episode Highlights

  • I thought I knew what I wanted, but I actually didn’t 3:26
  • Am I supposed to be in full surrender or exerting my will? 8:00
  • The braiding of the will-the divine through you & as you 10:51
  • Can you trust yourself the way you’ve learned to trust God? 13:46
  • Removing your need for control over emotion 19:31
  • Changing your narrative through acceptance 25:50

Check Us Out

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Get a reading w/ Zach by emailing - zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Get a reading or mentorship w/ Neil at  www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Welcome to a conversation with your guides...or...more so, how to have one with your guides! What do your guides want for you? Do they care if you complain, tantrum, or set boundaries for your needs? And how do our soul's innate traits support our life's calling?

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Episode Highlights

  • Having tantrums, conversations, and setting boundaries with your guides 1:27
  • Older souls have more control over the difficulty of their life than young souls 5:39
  • Our guides want us to have accountability over our actions 10:25
  • What soul characteristics make us good at our calling? 17:27
  • Chop wood, carry water 29:02
  • Past life personality traits become tools for each new life 31:47
  • When spirit takes off the training wheels and gives you control 35:14

Check Us Out

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Gen-Z disconnecting for the sake of connection might be the answer to society's need for kindness. Why did Southern hospitality disappear as we moved West for gold? How will Gen Z's free-spirited wanderlust change America just like the 60's? Will technology get the best of us? And what's the deal with Putin...from a soul perspective...

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Episode Highlights

  • Experiencing gratitude from unexpected kindness and generosity 3:45
  • Cultural and linguistic roots of kindness in the US and abroad 8:58
  • Why does hospitality only exist in the South while the West gets more individualized 13:11
  • Community as the pillar of our collective growth 16:53
  • Gen Z will change society with their free spirit & wanderlust 20:49
  • Finding connection to life through disconnecting from the virtual world 28:48
  • “How do we utilize technology to its fullest without sacrificing our humanity in the process?” 32:14
  • Moments that gave us faith in humanity and show us what we’re fighting for 35:31
  • Looking at Putin from the perspective of soul 40:15
  • What would the world be like if we taught children mindfulness? 49:40

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Do you honor your needs? We share about using "inverse intention", building confidence after healing, and finding your way into balance & being by reading what's fulfilling vs satisfying to your body. And...most importantly, we compare America's founding fathers & which president really has America's Ass. Thank you...we're sorry...

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Episode Highlights

  • Disconnecting from the world to honor your needs with “inverse intention” 1:15
  • “Sensual is using a feather in the bedroom, sensual is using the whole damn chicken” 4:23
  • Building confidence after the overwhelm from healing 6:52
  • What it feels like when you aren’t honoring your needs 13:23
  • We make random noises and talk about sexy Mt. Rushmore/presidential ass…you’re welcome 17:29
  • The balance of feeling vs thinking vs being 22:32
  • Understanding what’s fulfilling vs satisfying by reading your body 28:46

Check Us Out

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Benjamin Fritz jams on the journey we all go through, especially our fellow big feelers. He shares on leaving the corporate world for more, the leap of desperation leading him to the right people that truly get him, and realizing the big triggering truth about freedom.

Find Benjamin Fritz @benjamin.m.fritz

  • Youtube: Benjamin Fritz

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Episode Highlights

  • Lovin cheesy chick flicks with no shame 1:08
  • “If you’re serious about it, you’ll make the investment..its shaming” 5:45
  • Finding the right people who get you 12:53
  • “There’s a piece of me that’s not fully seen in this” 19:00
  • Our forms of connection & presence as a child 22:10
  • Freedom and flow can still exist even if your life isn’t what feels good to you 29:56
  • Structure creates space for freedom 34:38
  • Connect with Benjamin 46:15
  • What Does It Mean to Live? 51:20

Check Us Out

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Join us for this late-night solo episode where Zach takes us through his reflections on the purpose of self-punishment, the true power of forgiveness, and what it means to make amends.

If you would like clarity on these concepts in your own life or would like to book a reading, reach out to Zach on IG @justzachkaufman

Ask Us A Question and we'll answer on air - TAP HERE TO ASK

Episode Highlights

  • An excerpt on Forgiveness from Paul Selig and The Guides 2:57
  • You are punished by your act, not for your act 6:18
  • Self-punishment only serves one purpose - to make an impression that requires learning 8:12
  • Healing from the ways you punish yourself 10:15
  • “You can forgive yourself without the other person forgiving you “13:28
  • Releasing the pattern and the ways you manifest your wound 19:22
  • Take stock in the areas in which we can harm others & take accountability to be better 23:17

Check Us Out

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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We welcome back Cierra Dae for a dive into the thing we all love to hate & hate to love...Karmic Relationships & Soul Mates. Cierra talks about the deep ties and learning with soul mates in their many forms, navigating transitioning & short-term friendships, and how our attachment style & wounding get reflected back to us in our connections.

Episode Highlights

  • Soul mate relationships are deep ties for profound learning 2:21
  • Understanding wounding in friendships that don’t last 4:52
  • Navigating transitioning friendships 14:29
  • A to B, karmic relationships 21:23
  • Seeing your attachment style through connections 27:31
  • The illusion of love and the misperception of fear in relationship 35:02
  • Twin Flame & Soul Mate relationships 40:17
  • Your practice of presence to see others in their full capacity 50:18

Find Cierra Dae@cierradae

  • Website: https://www.presentdaes.com
  • Email: cierradae@presentdaes.com
  • Grounded Parenting 1:1 Program - https://www.presentdaes.com/groundedparenting

Check Us Out

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Let's embrace being really flawed, challenge our identities & perceptions in favor of presence, and love that being human is already super. Spiritual Actor, Warren Chow, shares about the practice of freefall and being an expression of the Truth and your truth. Join Warren for "3 honest breaths" in our talk about the art of performance and human living.

Find Warren Chow @chowstyle.movement

Episode Highlights

  • We have to stop being superhuman. Being human is already super 3:55
  • “If I can just become aware, I can become empowered… I am here” 7:42
  • Everything is a practice and that makes it all okay 12:03
  • 3 honest breaths to come back to yourself 14:54
  • Letting go of “the formula” & becoming a vehicle for perspective in the art of spiritual acting 16:30
  • “I don’t need people to love my work. I would love people to love what I do” 23:20
  • Let go, enjoy the freefall, & let life happen for you 24:56
  • Challenging your identity as a practice for a stronger foundation 28:27
  • “We are the creators of our hells…if we can create our own hells, can we not create our own heavens?” 31:15
  • Walking the tightrope of presence to live as the character you’re performing 33:14
  • “I am not different from what is around me. I am a part of it” 40:29
  • Finding confidence in the freefall and redefining failure 44:28
  • What does it mean to live: “let’s embrace being really fucking flawed” 49:39

Check Us Out

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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This is a heart-to-heart all about the heart with Neil. He also takes you through guided healing to take you into your own inner strength. Unravel your heart as you move past your heart walls, its need for control, and find yourself with a deeper version of yourself...all through coming into the fullness of your heart and your authentic self!

More on Neil's Powerfully Full Men's Group Program @ www.neildisy.com/powerfullyfull
or
Book a 1-on-1 session with Neil @ www.neildisy.com

Episode Highlights

  • The heart is your magic sauce 2:11
  • We become disconnected from heart and controlled by that 3:23
  • Feeling our hearts is scary because we also feel what’s on the other end 4:14
  • The heart is your north star 6:11
  • Working with the fear surrounding our heart 7:32
  • We unconsciously regain control through fear in attempt to create power 11:44
  • Working with fear and emotions builds strength of heart 13:22
  • Guided healing to take your heart from pain to power 15:20
  • Connect to your heart more than you think you need 25:13
  • 1-on-1 sessions with Neil on life transitions & emotional transformations 27:33
  • Powerfully Full Men’s Group Program 28:44

Check Us Out

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Want to be thoroughly entertained by two emotionally intelligent spiritual men? Well hello! Join us as we share our most recent "offs" & downs and magically turn it all into a great episode... I mean, just check the show note topics...

Episode Highlights

  • Kablamo McYeah, Bro…ED issues, the bloody catheter, and appropriately inappropriate jokes 1:03
  • Neil walks a blind guy into an accident 3:07
  • Neon Neil and the skates of fire 5:23
  • Dr. Heely’s and the wheelie bar of shin death 7:51
  • P.E. Heely’s and the lychee jellies 8:36
  • Neil’s wet bathroom issues… 9:44
  • Zach’s birthday card pull - Balance 11:23
  • Neil’s card pull - New Beginnings 20:18
  • Finding balance for the better 29:09

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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We celebrate a year of life with Zach as he shares his full heart. This is Zach's story of moving from life with immense pain into deep loving purpose. Join us and let Zach bring you hope and true selfless self-love.

Episode Highlights

  • The gift of doing what you’re meant to do 5:41
  • Overcoming codependence and becoming comfortable in yourself 9:19
  • Being with loneliness & feeling like I have a sense of duty that goes beyond me 11:33
  • How did you realize your sense of purpose? 13:43
  • “I make them feel less lost & less alone” 16:39
  • Changing the healthcare system with care, openness, and collaboration 21:59
  • Pain and feeling unloved & unworthy made me who I am today 24:47
  • How to deal with immense pain 32:27
  • What does little Zach want to say to you? 36:48
  • Zach is America’s Ass…on your left 38:48
  • Believe that you matter 40:48

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Happy New Year and welcome to Zachuary, folks! We start this year by going deep into heart, emotions, acceptance, and aligning to the true values of your heart and soul. Let's go, go, go...with love!

Episode Highlights

  • Zach’s New Year reflections-shifting your subconscious through the heart & owning up for integrity 5:23
  • I learned how to take things less personally this year 10:54
  • How to get to what you truly are needing to focus on by learning your “user manual” & your sense of power 15:25
  • Learn who you are by watching what you allow in your life 21:10
  • Self Acceptance and the process of accepting your thoughts & feelings 24:05
  • People can’t perceive your internal experience but respond to your openness 30:36
  • If you accept where you are, there will be a lot more flow in this area of your life 34:30
  • When the soul laughs at the ego 39:06
  • Punching holes to express anger and the masculine drive to exert your power & will 43:44
  • What is your heart craving most? 46:04

Check Us Out

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Merry Chrismakwanzaachanuhstivus for the rest of us! Our gift to you, we teach you ways to access your true gifts. These are your truths, they're what you are meant to express in this life. They're the light you're meant to shine. And guess what? It starts with opening your heart! Here's how...

Episode Highlights

  • How we approach gift giving, like actually 3:57
  • Navigating resistance to your innate gift of an open heart 12:03
  • Digesting the energy your carrying from the world 18:36
  • Emptying into feeling the consciousness within you 20:11
  • Moving into your gifts by going from emotions into THE truth 21:10
  • Different ways to guide yourself to awareness of your gifts 24:34
  • When somebody is ready to go into a past memory vs when its not necessary 33:09
  • Getting started in the work & the beauty developed by going inward 39:33
  • Using breathwork to work with your body 42:17
  • What are our greatest gifts? 45:05
  • You’ve only just hit the surface of who you are 51:55

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Zach & Neil discover the Gene Keys and geek the hell out over our "Life Path" keys! Neil talks the sacral plexus gut center, finding ease & divine expression, and moving from fear to strength. Zach shares about ascension and elevating greed & non-ambition into aspiration.

Episode Highlights

  • Basics of the Gene Keys and our epigenetic traits & life plans 2:22
  • Neil’s life purpose gene key - the Beauty of the Beast 5:52
  • The intuitive sacral plexus center and blocked energy 10:47
  • Clearing gut energy through divine expression and learning to just be 16:40
  • Learning to honor flow and find effortless presence 19:51
  • Neil’s repressed gene key - the fear of your strength and power 24:55
  • Zach’s life purpose gene key - the Serpent Path of Ascension 33:46
  • The shadows of being greedy & unambitious 34:29
  • Elevating from greed to aspiration to ascension 38:18
  • Helping the world through selfless greed 42:21
  • Early expressions of aspirations 48:51
  • Balancing aspiration and force 50:43

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Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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We wrap up Neilvember as Zach share's his rapping to start the episode. This episode is Neil's celebration marking the end of a full life cycle. Neil reflects on his life and growth from a chronic quitter to a journey into strength of will, finding a love for humanity, and finally feeling a part of the world rather than apart from it. 

Episode Highlights

  • Neil’s magic moment of completion 3:04
  • Finding joy and balance in a committed journey 10:49
  • From quitter to strength of will 14:47
  • Being human is hard 25:08
  • Being a part of the crowd and apart from it  32:25

Check Us Out

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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The inner-child gangster herself, Cierra Dae, shares with us the ins & outs of her transition from monogamy to polyamory. With a relatable story on seeking love, worth & validation through partnership, Cierra drops some big emotional intelligence bombs. What does the inner child have to do with your relationship and your partner's needs? Do you honor your partner as a human or an object you own? Do you have enough space for a new partner?

Episode Highlights

  • The different types of non-monogamy from monogamish to polyamory 3:54
  • Cierra’s story finding polyamory through seeking love, worth & validation 14:39
  • The felt need to keep up & have more partners in polyamory...Do I have enough space? 25:18
  • The moments where you lean out the most are the moments you need to lean in 29:58
  • Shifting from blaming your partner to “naming where you’re at” & the inner child seeking parenting 33:32
  • How do we address the inner child in relationship without becoming the other person’s therapist while holding space for sexuality? 39:42
  • Finding emotional intelligence through monogamy 43:38
  • The lesson of ownership & individuality in non-monogamy 45:27
  • Energetic hygiene 54:04
  • The drama in casual relationships 58:37
  • How to transition a relationship into polyamory 1:01:48
  • How to find or work with Cierra 1:08:45

Find Cierra Dae@cierradae

  • Website: https://www.presentdaes.com
  • Email: cierradae@presentdaes.com
  • Grounded Parenting 1:1 Program - https://www.presentdaes.com/groundedparenting

Polyamory Resources

  • Multiamory Podcast : https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/multiamory/id913403767
  • Polysecure Book: https://www.amazon.com/Polysecure-Attachment-Trauma-Consensual-Nonmonogamy-ebook/dp/B08F5L14MY/ref=nodl_

Poly Instagram Resources:

  • @Polyphilia
  • @Polyamfam

Check Us Out

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Half advice, half call to action. In this episode, Zach discusses the necessity of truth as the cornerstone of healthy relationships. He gives us examples of challenging scenarios and walks us through how to apply honesty gracefully.

Want Relationship Coaching with@justzachkaufman? 

Email zelikaufman125@gmail.com

or get a reading from Zach www.calendly.com/eli125

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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There's strength waiting in the lessons you've learned... and these are mine. Neil talks about what he learned from his parents: smiling through discomfort & being overly empathetic at the sacrifice of himself. Zach takes Neil through an impromptu healing as he lets go of "the weight that he carries" and embraces "the strength that he holds".

Episode Highlights

  • Neil’s greatest lessons from each parent: an infinite smile and sacrificial love of others 2:02
  • A somatic healing of these lessons through my body 7:25
  • The somatic emotions and strengths hiding in back my pain 9:28
  • What happens if I fail? 12:40
  • Celebrating myself for the first time and closing this initial “life cycle” 17:27
  • Zach takes Neil through some energetic healing 20:10
  • From “the weight that I carry” to “the strength that I hold” 25:39
  • Breaking free from the need for life to be hard into gratitude for the help I was given 28:52

Check Us Out

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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When you hear the word "relationship: what image pops up in your mind? What expectations do you have? In this mini-episode, Zach challenges us to reconsider everything we thought we knew about relationships. Sometimes it takes letting go of what we think so that we can create what we want.

Want Relationship Coaching with@justzachkaufman? Email zelikaufman125@gmail.com

or

Get a reading from Zach www.calendly.com/eli125

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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We start by celebrating Neilvember, I mean November..Neil reflects on the core of his life lessons that all start from birth trauma. Did you know old souls often incarnate as NICU nurses? And souls go into and out of the body after birth and before death! How about "physician assisted transitions" instead of suicide? Join us as we kick off a November of gratitude and love for our lives!

Episode Highlights

  • The Month of Neilvember, Neilstevus & his pre-mature birth story 2:35
  • Old souls guiding infants as NICU nurses 6:49
  • The experiences of souls in newborns 11:59
  • Souls leaving the body toward the end of life 16:10
  • Taking a moment of love for our passed loved ones 20:22
  • Our thoughts on Physician Assisted Suicide 21:56
  • Why Neil became a Social Worker 33:54
  • The timeline of Neil as a cop 38:40
  • We will always find a way of doing what we’re meant to do in this life 41:04

Check Us Out

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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We're talkin' dark energy, entity attachments, the argument for & against scary movies, and what it actually means when people are drawn to Halloween.  Get into the spirit as we get Spooktacular through all levels of consciousness in typical Heart Soul Human fashion! And of course, there's zombies, emotions, and dessert. 

Episode Highlights

  • What are the origins of Zombies? 4:15
  • Our thoughts on voodoo & dark energy 7:52
  • 1-on-1 Relationship Coaching with Zach 11:13
  • When entities attach to people 13:02
  • Our argument for and against scary movies 19:59
  • Connections between dark energy and our repressed darkness 23:59
  • Being drawn to Halloween is actually being drawn to Spirit  30:20
  • The true spirit of the Holidays from Halloween to New Years 38:04

Check Us Out

Zach @justzachkaufman

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • zelikaufman125@gmail.com

Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com

Contact
Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Did you know spirits actually help us learn more about ourselves?! In our month of spook, this episode we share our ghost stories and the valuable lessons we've learned from entities along the way... from electronics that go bump in the night, hearing voices and seeing figures, and loving visits from old pets. Tune in for some October fright with us!

Episode Highlights

  • Feeling nostalgia as grief and gratitude 0:49
  • Somatic emotions and their impacts on our thoughts, emotions, and physical health 10:13
  • Picking up on spirits & entities from other people as empaths 17:36
  • Entity attachments as reflections of yourself & tools for learning 25:10
  • Spirits visiting while we are in between sleep & wakefulness 28:18
  • Neil’s ghost story with sleep paralysis at a bachelor party 33:28
  • Zach’s ghost stories with seeing a figure & the talking baby monitor 37:59
  • Spirits and the energy of a home 42:26
  • Weird things happen in the middle of the night to Neil’s phone 50:32
  • Halloween as a time to connect to passed over loved ones & pets 59:19

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Have some fun as we kick off a month of Spook. We start off talking about balance and flow for somatic stress & health. Then it's spook time... Do you think vampires can grow hair because they drink blood or is the blood all about energetic life force. Who is Team Edward or Team Jacob? What werewolf-type creature would you be? What's your favorite elemental type?

Episode Highlights

  • “I somaticize stress so powerfully” & moving stagnant energy 2:05
  • My feminine balances my masculine work 6:52
  • Finding just the right amount of intentional effort for performance 8:27
  • “Flow state happens when you are at the edge of your capability”12:27
  • If vampires are dead that means they can’t grow hair 14:13
  • Neil man cries watching the Purge & Zach man cries over Captain America 19:20
  • Team Jacob or Team Edward.. are you pasty or tan?? 23:08
  • If you could be any creature or “were-anything”, what would you be? 25:38
  • Druids and choosing our own totem element 28:41

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Consciousness is a trip! This episode reflects on different aspects of consciousness through our experiences with vaccinations, hypnotherapy, and spiritual healing. Neil shares about recent pulls toward ayahuasca. Plus, one important lesson on working with the information you get from readings!

Episode Highlights

  • Vaccinations from various levels of consciousness 8:19
  • Our reflections on hypnotherapy, embodiment and consciousness 18:58
  • Are your spiritual intuitive visions real truth or representations of your perceptions? 29:15
  • Ayahuasca begins to present to Neil 34:22
  • Working with the information you receive from intuitive readings 40:01
  • Asking the Universe for a sign 45:53

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Our traumas create our world, bring us our lessons and alchemize our greatest growth. Your cohosts share some of their traumas and the ways they've molded their lives & relationships with others and the world around them. Neil talks about meeting his needs for feminine nurturance and Zach shares about his need for courage to mature from "prodigal son" to leader.

Episode Highlights

  • Storytime with Zach and Neil
  • Neil shares his birth trauma & the core of his root chakra issues 13:04
  • Neil talks about navigating attachments, soul path lessons, & relational dynamics from root chakra issues 16:51
  • Meeting our needs as the “third” in our friends’ relationships 20:42
  • Embracing authenticity and leaning into vulnerability & fear 27:07
  • Neil’s ways of cultivating his feminine to meet his own needs 32:14
  • Transitioning through maturation from the prodigal son to the embodied leader 36:52
  • Zach’s dream seeing both his young and mature self 45:09
  • It’s safer to be yourself than you think, but it takes courage 51:45

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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This episode is a deep dive for deep feeling spirituals trying to figure out friendships amongst the layers of triggers, empathic sensitivity, psychic knowing, and astrology. Join Zach & Psychic Maya Joy as they share about their friendship and the different levels of cultivating honest communication through boundaries, love, truth, and mutual respect.

Full Youtube Video Episode on Maya's Dream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m7PiJWmiZUY

Episode Highlights

  • WELCOME & INTRODUCTION
    • Maya’s Struggles with Relationships
    • Drawing Moths to Your Flame
  • THE STORY OF OUR FRIENDSHIP
    • The Story of Your Friendship
    • Overcoming Fear & Insecurity
    • North Node Astrology & Our Friendship
    • An Example of Psychometry
  • CULTIVATING HONEST COMMUNICATION
    • Empathy & Helping People Feel Seen
    • Cultivating Direct, and “Meta,” Communication
    • Self Acceptance & Speaking The Truth
    • Being Who You Are & Addressing The Unspoken
    • Putting on a False Performance
    • Boundaries
    • Disagreements & Fear of Upsetting The Other Person
    • The importance of Mutuality
    • Feeling Statements versus Blaming Statements
    • Considering How Your Energy Impacts Another
    • Expressing Gratitude & Appreciation
    • Releasing Expectations

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Heartsoulhuman@gmail.com

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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Zach and Neil start this episode in an uncut conversation. We get into the historical and sociological roots of Asian masculinity in the West along with finding the version of God that you need most. Zach shares the subconscious message of his dreams as we navigate finding balance & YOUR right way through transitions.

Cultivating Spiritually Connected Friendships with Zach & Maya Joy (psychic)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m7PiJWmiZUY

Episode Highlights

  • Historical roots of Asian stereotyping 8:01
  • Asian cultural normativity of trans LGBTQ 10:44
  • Finding God & religion in the ways that serve you 12:38
  • Welcome to this episode of Heart Soul Human 23:01
  • Zach’s dream & finding the subconscious message of your dreams 24:41
  • Navigating the transitions & discovering your balance in letting go as you change 39:25
  • Feeling the energy of the future as a sensitive intuitive empath 48:54
  • “If you shift things enough, you’ll end up in a different reincarnation” & the energy behind timeline shifts 56:26
  • Straddling the worlds of higher vibration and the physical world 1:11:57
  • Zach’s youtube interview with psychic, Maya Joy, on spiritual friendships 1:21:16

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Honor yourself, your needs, and your journey from pain & victimhood to loving power. This episode is about understanding your inner Karen, as well as Karen herself. You have your triggers as does the world around you. Our traumas and emotions are our life's journey-they carry our pain, our love, and our purpose. They are the evolution of who you are in this lifetime.

Episode Highlights

  • Reflections after a moment of prayer for Afghanistan 3:36
  • The only problem of humanity is the denial of the divine in all things 6:07
  • Your pain is not your fault 11:36
  • Respect your process- it's our journey through and beyond it 13:20
  • The other side of a trigger beyond the pain 16:44
  • The progression of our pain into their matured personality traits 19:45
  • Honoring when you are a victim & that you can empower yourself beyond victimhood 28:12
  • Addiction provides numbing for the empathic intuitive’s sensory overload 31:43
  • Loving your pains through acceptance & awareness 37:25
  • An attunement to “the Upper Room” as known through Paul Selig via "the Guides" 43:44
  • Paul Selig, the Guides, & "the Kingdom" 52:50

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Zach and Neil exchange readings for each other that take you to your heart. There are bits and pieces of these readings that are meant for everybody listening...especially,  Zach's healing to help bring you into the expansion of your heart. We also talk about the ways readings can impact us beyond mental awareness. Join us for a big GOOPY heart-filled episode!

Episode Highlights

  • Zach does a reading for Neil 3:33
  • A Healing to Fill Your Heart with Love - “Consciousness & Love” 9:47
  • Neil does a reading for Zach 23:29
  • Reflecting on our reading exchanges in big goopy heart energy 31:26
  • Technology can’t keep up with the spiritual sauciness 35:20
  • We are being brought to moments to help you see yourself powerfully 38:47
  • The different ways readings & healings are integrated and shift us 40:47

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Neil @neildisy

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Here's a little bit of everything... from experiencing Source through breathwork, to the masculine experience of tough love & commitment, to the coming together of Christ Conscioussness & Buddha for a practical perspective to working through your sh*t!

Episode Highlights

  • Zach’s breathwork experience with the “ego eradicator” &experiencing collective death 4:14
  • Putting it on the line & the gift camaraderie for the masculine in painful moments 13:28
  • The life-changing power of tough love & committed work 19:56
  • Neil’s experience with God in holotropic breathwork & learning to stop pushing 25:16
  • Feeling the pain of Christ & Buddha Consciousness 31:11
  • How does Christ & Buddha Consciousness  come together for us practically 33:28
  • Working with pain- using acceptance as a bridge to love 42:05

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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The story of your life is the key to your purpose. When you learn to zoom out you can see who the main character in your life really is. Your pains and weaknesses become passions, your gifts and purpose evolve to come together, your story grows as you grow. Zach & Neil dissect their purpose and help guide you into understanding yours more fully!

Episode Highlights

  • Zach & Neil's experiences finding and transitioning in purpose 3:22
  • Finding your purpose through your inner child’s desires- the Ninja & Buzz Lightyear 8:24
  • Seeing yourself as a character in this life to understand your life path 14:34
  • The first part of your life is karmic foundation setting for your true life 23:50
  • Navigating changing purpose & how purpose comes together 30:38
  • Zach’s connection to purpose through novels 33:32
  • The balance of self-sacrifice and prioritizing the self 38:10
  • Remember...only take what resonates with you 54:28

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5

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This episode is your clinic on how to work through judgment, self-thoughts, & find peace within the moment. Jayden Grahlman shares a pure message of acceptance of reality & our self-innocence to open the heart and mind as one so you can move beyond your mental restraints. Bringing you music & miracles...enjoy this episode with this wonderful musician & coach.

Episode Highlights

  • Finding his spiritual path through “The Lesson” 2:36 11
  • “Separation creates awakened art” 7:39
  • The world is a projection of your own mind 12:21
  • Finding peace in the acceptance of our reality 18:25
  • The core wound of humanity is sexual 27:06
  • We will always move toward what we believe serves us & away from what we believe does not 38:25
  • When the mind is open, the heart is open as one 43:37
  • Jayden’s album Grail Codes & the healing of heart for truth 56:07
  • Working with Jayden 1-on-1 to ignite your passion and move past confusion 57:35

Find Jayden Grahlman@jayden_grahlman

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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We shifted timelines for a few years & just switched back to our original path! This shift back occurred mid-July as we are now finding ourselves in big integration. This is why the old stories and experiences are coming back strong. We are now tasked with aligning the old self to this more recent "elevated self". This episode helps you to make sense of the shifts as you navigate this massive shift!

Episode Highlights

  • We collectively shifted timelines last week 7:12
  • We’re now returning to our original path after a “detour” 9:29
  • Finding your unique path to connection in meditation 13:42
  • Bringing your elevated self back to your core self post timeline shift 18:49
  • Staying balanced as we navigate the transition 22:35
  • How Neil & Zach are navigating our internal shifts 32:21
  • “It felt like I was handicapped the last few years” 43:53
  • Starting over fresh in “the process” 47:47

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Neil @neildisy

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Masculine energy is full presence & external conscious awareness. Feminine energy is full surrender to feeling and ever-changing flow. This episode helps you feel into your core energetic essence to deepen your experience of your authentic expression. Our wounding brings us into a "shell" state of being while embodiment allows us to experience life beyond that. Tune in for the how-to on unlocking your embodied self!

Episode Highlights

  • Understanding the masculine as consciousness and feminine as ever-changing 6:48
  • How to tell your core essence of masculine or feminine 9:04
  • Core masc/fem essence versus shell essence & the impact of wounding 14:24
  • The progressions of masculine and feminine in individuality and coupling 16:50
  • What is sexual polarity 24:48
  • Third stage intimacy and leadership 27:43
  • Experiencing masculine embodiment for deeper presence 32:28
  • Masculine burden as responsibility and awareness 42:09
  • Practicing intention breath into the body to evoke masculine & feminine energy 44:51
  • Masculine & feminine in sexual encounters 55:26
  • Relationship coaching with Zach 1:03:33

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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You got into a relationship to validate your own needs from a false sense of self... We've all been there. Albert Yanez II shares his story of finding identity in fitness and losing it all in a moment. That loss brought him to a relationship that ultimately brought him to finding himself, his values, and his non-negotiables in life. If you're struggling in a relationship or needing to get over one, this episode is for you!

Episode Highlights

  • Finding identity in fitness and being forced to break free after developing a false sense of self 3:18
  • Validating your personal needs through a partner 16:07
  • I’m being gaslit by my partner 22:06
  • Creating personal time and communicating needs in relationship 36:07
  • Compromising yourself at your own expense 47:47
  • Balancing codependence & presence in the 3 levels of love 52:59
  • Finding freedom post breakup by seeing yourself in truth with 1:04:20
  • The need to not be needed 1:30:38
  • Is this right for me today? 1:38:13
  • What’s next for you, your needs, your non-negotiables, and your values post breakup 1:47:15
  • Navigating the end of a relationship 1:59:21

Find Albert Yanez, II @apex.healthandperformace

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What are you seeking and how are you in integrity to that? Our lives, lessons, & soul plans serve to bring us to this awareness so we can heal. Sometimes it takes a reminder of our mortality to live our life with this perspective. Sometimes it takes to surrender to spirit. Sometimes it takes finding integrity in our actions. We unravel this for you to help bring you to your independence and the power of your human will.

Episode Highlights

  • Moments of feeling mortality rejuvenate our life 1:20
  • The reality of polyamory forces awareness & presence 9:19
  • What you keep in shadow remains scary 11:41
  • Neil's experience of moving beyond habitual fear14:26
  • We select certain past soul traumas to carry into each present life to impact us or be healed 16:32
  • We heal different layers of past life trauma through pre-life healing, spiritual healing, and intentional action 24:58
  • Zach’s defining values of justice and integrity 28:37
  • Neil’s commitment to integrity for what’s “best for my greater good” 34:27
  • Flow vs action 37:31
  • Spiritually bypassing responsibility for the sake of flow 40:49
  • Questions for reflection to align yourself to receive fully from a place of self-integrity 44:09

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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The body keeps score. Our state of being is often a reflection of the energy in our bodies. Stuck and down days show us our needs and it's up to us to figure out how to work with ourselves in those days. We get pulled to create space for ourselves but what do we do with it? It's about getting the energy out and things flowing. It has to be felt, expressed, or moved!

Our Free Reading GIVEAWAY

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Winners will be decided on July 1st and we will announce winners in the following episode!

Episode Highlights

  • Feminine energy feels post full moon energy 5:13
  • Navigating the need for space versus the need for connection 10:52
  • How to know if you’re stuck in a thought loop & get out of it 11:52
  • Working with emotion in depression and stuckness 19:09
  • Emotional energy stored in the physical body 34:44
  • Zach and Neil talk pet peeves & what they are showing us 36:43

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Neil @neildisy

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Feel like you're left trying to pick up the pieces while stumbling on what to do next? Drop your ego & read your life to understand your story. Then let that guide you into flow as you stand in who you truly are- the primal & the divine, the dark & the light. You are Source embodied.

"There are times where spirit will set things in your place and it's up to you to do something with this"...

Our Free Reading GIVEAWAY

  • Share a screenshot of Heart Soul Human to your Instagram stories. Just make sure to tag Neil (@neildisy) & Zach (@justzachkaufman)
  • If you're on an iPhone, leave a review on apple podcasts for Heart Soul Human (leave your Instagram handle so we can reach out directly)

Winners will be decided on July 1st and we will announce winners in the following episode!

Episode Highlights

  • The spectrum of gender identity and soul progression 6:45
  • Honoring commitment in integrating shifts & finding flow in “doing the work” 14:10
  • Are you forcing grind or aligning to what’s right …ego vs truth 22:48
  • The power of deciding how to make a shift and committing to it 24:26
  • Listen to your life to understand how to integrate your lessons & awarenesses 26:22
  • “I am not that” or “I am that” 31:09
  • Do you know who I am… I am eternal 36:12
  • A Channeled Message from the Akashic Records with Zach 40:38
  • Let energy do the work for you in its own time as you receive healing & activations 52:22
  • FREE READING GIVEAWAY details 57:42

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Our thoughts & emotions impact our world-they can create chaos or manifest magic. When you pair the ability to work with your emotional response with the energy of intentional thought, you create POWERFUL manifestations. Here's how you do it!

"Open beyond the emotion to receive beyond that emotion"...

Our Free Reading GIVEAWAY

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Winners will be decided on July 1st and we will announce winners in the following episode!

Episode Highlights

  • The roles of thought & emotion as potential/probability in creating your world 2:48
  • What we feel gets reflected back to us in waves 6:41
  • How to use your emotions in everyday life10:51
  • Use the energy of your emotions with intentional thought to manifest 20:20
  • Alchemizing your emotional response into power 26:33
  • How to tie aligned thoughts into your emotional response 32:41
  • “I’m feeling this sh*t, but what do I want to come back to me” 35:42
  • Open beyond the emotion to receive beyond that emotion 38:03
  • FREE READING GIVEAWAY details 40:37

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Neil @neildisy

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Welcome to Heart Soul Human and our collective journey to spiritual & personal transformation. Here's your sneak peek at episode 2 releasing next week in a 2-episode premiere!

As a thank you to our audience and a celebration of Heart Soul Human, Zach & Neil are doing a giveaway...Win a 1-on-1 Akashic Record reading with either of us!

How to Win?

  • Share a screenshot of Heart Soul Human to your Instagram stories. Just make sure to tag Neil (@neildisy) & Zach (@justzachkaufman)
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Welcome to Heart Soul Human and our collective journey to spiritual & personal transformation. Here's your sneak peek at episode 1 releasing next week in a 2 episode premiere!

As a thank you to our audience and a celebration of Heart Soul Human, Zach & Neil are doing a giveaway...Win a 1-on-1 Akashic Record reading with either of us!

How to Win?

  • Share a screenshot of Heart Soul Human to your Instagram stories. Just make sure to tag Neil (@neildisy) & Zach (@justzachkaufman)
  • If you're on an iPhone, leave a review on apple podcasts for Heart Soul Human (leave your Instagram handle so we can reach out directly)

Winners will be decided on July 1st and we will announce winners in the following episode!

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Zach & Neil say goodbye...With our heart & soul, we give our love to all our favorite humans. Listen in as we share our story and transitions...We leave you with one final gift (free Akashic Record readings) from us at the end of the episode as a final thank you!

We love you 3,000.

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I wake up exhausted, is it astral traveling? What it means to have Spiritual FOMO about different spiritual gifts & experiences. Why are we bound to our conscious reality when we live in a quantum non-physical life? Can't keep to a spiritual routine...here's what to do instead!

Episode Highlights

  • Q: I’m waking up exhausted, am I astral traveling while I sleep? 3:45
    • Looking at sleep hygiene for exhaustion and poor sleep 4:25
    • The effects of astral travel & spiritual energy on your sleep 7:59
    • What to do when you experience spiritual fatigue…are you receiving as much as you do & give? 10:27
  • Q: What’s the value of an out-of-body experience or astral projection? I have FOMO! 15:09
  • Q: When we live in a quantum reality, are we bound to our conscious reality? 21:48
  • Q: I need to start a spiritual routine, but I keep BS’ing myself. What’s wrong with me?? 32:42
  • The more you judge something about yourself, the more you reinforce it 38:29
  • BIG special announcements and free Neil & Zach readings coming 42:02

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass

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Emma Vaillant & Zach get raw with their authentic reflections in the evolution of love & connection in their twin flame journey. They embody the true gifts that come from a twin flame dynamic. This is a story of pure soul love helping to bring out the best in each other... from triggering pain to sustained devotional love in friendship.

"It’s devotion to each other’s path and wellbeing… Devotion to that in another person, regardless of what that means for you, is one of the pre-requisites to being able to maintain a true love relationship over time"

"The moment we invalidate each other is the moment we steer away from each other’s hearts"

Tap Here to Ask a Question & We'll Answer on Air

Episode Highlights

  • Finding your yourself and soul through soul love at first sight
  • “You saw something in me that no one had ever seen in me and I disagreed” 10:48
  • Finding home in connection through triggering & pain 16:36
  • Devotion to authentic love for cultivating sustainable long term connection 28:17
  • Our belief systems create expectations for how relationships should work 36:28
  • Navigating polyamory as a vessel for the projection of our wounds 42:14
  • Heartfelt reflections beyond intimate relationship 1:06:19
  • The gift of twin flames to reflect your truth 1:13:39

Find Emma Vaillant @emmanaomicoaching

  • Have a discovery call w/ Emma

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Why does it feel like your guides are delayed sometimes or just ever so slightly off? Curious about angels showing up out of nowhere to perform miracles? Do you hold a soul particle of a God or Ascended Master...what does that even mean? AND...how much of your present life is a direct result of your future self going and healing the past?

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Episode Highlights

  • Reading messages from our guides and their delayed non-human sense of time 2:48
  • The difference between Angels vs Guides 5:49
  • Why higher beings can only show up briefly in physical form to perform miracles 9:32
  • Holding soul particles of Gods & Goddesses as part of you 14:00
  • Our spiritual gifts unconsciously flow through our unique gifts as people 16:02
  • Zach & Neil share their baby Woke Bro Valentine’s day stories 27:53
  • Neil clears past lives and blocks to receiving by healing his shoulder 33:08
  • Are present healing experiences the result of your future self healing past lives? 42:00

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
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The human experience is the game of the ego. This episode breaks down working with our spiritual ego for self-growth. We share ways to decode reading your triggers and desires as a flag for what wants to be worked on and what wants to be cultivated on the way to finding a healthy balanced ego.

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Episode Highlights

  • The ego vs the spiritual ego 6:33
  • Zach’s experiences letting go of spiritual ego over time 11:26
  • Why you should be empowered when you're triggered 18:48
  • Decoding your desires to see what to working through or where you’re going 26:20
  • The path to the balanced ego 32:52

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Explore the overlooked root chakra & its role in our spiritual expression and personal growth. Get practical tips to cultivate the chakra and receive an energetic healing to work through blocks at the end of this episode. Do you have an excess or deficient rook chakra? Can't quite manage to manifest or get your projects to come to life? The root is why.

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Episode Highlights

  • The role of the root chakra in our spiritual expansion 1:33
  • Root chakra 101-understanding your root chakra and how it’s impacting you 6:14
  • The developmental growth of the root chakra through infancy & root chakra deficiency/excess 14:28
  • How to balance the root chakra physically and spiritually 24:35
  • Take homes on working with your root chakra 31:53
  • Guided energy healing for your root chakra with Neil 32:54

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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  • The Empath Experience -sometimes your feelings and experiences aren’t yours, they’re from the people around you-1:47
  • Picking up other people’s energy and emotions will also reveal your own inner world 4:37
  • The blessing and curses of grounding & our threshold for feeling  6:56
  • The Florida Man Theory-the  way we each react to high energy aka vortexes  9:50
  • How the expression of our empathic sensitivity reflects our needs 17:11
  • Spiritual expansion comes through balancing 26:21
  • Lightworkers are anchoring our ascension through grounded self embodiment 35:15

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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  • Neil goes 75 Hard 2:29
  • Breaking through energetic ceilings as we up-level spiritually 8:27
  • Coming back down and integrating after we go up 12:43
  • As we grow spiritually, our energetic density changes 15:25
  • Werewolves and Vampires & HGH and Rogaine 21:33
  • How meditation plays into the development of focus and will power 25:07
  • Psychedelics as a bridge to higher consciousness, for better or worse 30:50
  • Going beyond what your body and mind are able to handle in psychedelics & consciousness 37:12
  • Using psychedelics to cross transition periods in our lives 43:37
  • Finding your personal flow of balance and discipline 50:04
  • From 3D to 5 D consciousness-our collective integration & balancing 53:48

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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  • Using tools & technologies as a bridge for support versus a crutch
  • Movies vs Series-hero archetypes, depth and character development 4:30
  • The least common archetypes in our cultures 9:52
  • The progression of archetypes, character, and traits as we grow 13:30
  • How to deal with the inner bits that are eating at you wanting attention 22:23
  • Common signs that there is a part of you wanting to be heard 24:31
  • What is the story you are telling yourself 27:30
  • Where in your life are you trying to get people to agree to your internal story 29:52
  • Q & A: How do you cultivate intimacy beyond going into your wounds 35:12

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Episode Highlights

  • The two common things that keep us ungrounded 4:54
  • Neil’s story of finding balance after going up spiritually & how it changed his readings 8:43
  • Understanding if you need to go into the upper or lower chakras 12:14
  • Tricks to connect to your upper or lower chakras15:03
  • Balancing yourself through your heart chakra 18:09
  • Find the uniqueness of your connection & energetic system 22:13
  • The root chakra 24:18
  • The sacral chakra 25:33
  • The solar plexus 30:19
  • Deficiencies, balance, overactive chakras & the flow of source energy 33:40

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Neil @neildisy

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Can you be a boss spiritual & still live a normal life with a 9-5? Hell to the yes you can and here's how! We talk about integrating your spirituality & normal life, honoring your own needs as the divine itself, what we reject & what it says about our soul plans, and a Spring channeled message from the Akashic Records.

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Episode Highlights

  • Q & A: Can you be a boss spiritual person & still live a normal 9-5? 3:21
  • There’s no way you need to live in order to be spiritual 5:26
  • Finding balance in spirituality & everyday life 13:00
  • Honoring yourself is honoring spirit itself 18:24
  • Your lessons lie in the things you hide from and reject 22:19
  • When you don’t think you're growing is when you’re growing the most 24:00
  • A Channeled Message for reflection going into Spring 26:14
  • Learn to Manifest from the Soul with Neil 33:46

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Get personal with us and hear our own experiences with codependency in relationships. We explore individuality and self-talk within a relationship, the ways our wounds evolve over time, trauma bonding, and finding personal balance through the healing journey.

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Episode Highlights

  • Neil gets a message from the Akashic Records about individuality & connection within a relationship 3:36
  • Zach reflects on self-soothing and the self-talk we imprint in our relationships 6:58
  • Neil shares how his inner needs surfaced in different ways through past relationships 11:34
  • I dealt with my neediness but still found myself in a trauma bond 15:24
  • The path of how our relationship and inner wounds express differently over time 17:49
  • Finding our balance as we shift through the healing spectrum 22:44

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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We navigate questions on coming out of the spiritual closet to the people around you & handling the fear around that, what conversations to have with a partner who isn't spiritual and doesn't understand you, and why we feel the need to justify our actions and choices. There are bombs left and right on this Q & A episode! You're going to love this listen.

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Episode Highlights

  • How do you come out of the spiritual closet to the world and family 2:50
  • What do you do when your partner is not as spiritual as you 15:50
  • Why you feel like you need to justify your pleasure and needs 29:46
  • Handling the stress and need for purpose when life stops in its tracks 41:30

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @justzachkaufman

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Zach and Neil talk to you each one on one today. Zach shares a download on the innate innocence of the soul on its spiritual path that only comes through shedding layers. Neil talks about the mess of not knowing what's next as you shift and change along your path.

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Episode Highlights

  • Zach- Uncovering the innocence of the soul 1:43
  • Neil- Embracing the struggle of the unknown as we change 7:29

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Neil @neildisy

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What does raising your vibration actually mean? Learn the how & why of healing, energy, generational trauma, the epigenetics of energy, and the balance of free will & spirit.
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Episode Highlights

  • Understanding the basics of energy 6:58
  • All matter is energy and intention affects reality 9:27
  • Everything vibrates giving off sound and light 13:01
  • Frequencies heal our body by bringing us to our natural state 21:07
  • How aligning the frequencies of our body affects our epigenetics 23:14
  • Why we have healing responses/attunement fevers & what it has to do with epigenetics 26:27
  • Our epigenetic healing of trauma, karmic and ancestral ties when releasing old emotional frequencies 33:42
  • What happens when we try to override spirit with free will 46:51

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Neil @neildisy

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  • Soul Truth Alignment Facebook Group

Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

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Can you trust the information out there? We answer a big question we're all wondering that's plaguing the spiritual world...what's the deal with false teachers or spiritual leaders sharing false information. What's actually true? And what choices are right and true to you?Tap Here to Join the Waitlist for Manifest from the Soul(Neil's 6 week channeled Manifestation Course-audience members receive first access & a discount)

Episode Highlights

  • Experiencing future parts of yourself in energetic activations 5:21
  • Zach’s experiences with spiritual guidance in his silent time 8:23
  • A Channeled Message from the Akashic Records: Align to the Divine Self 10:49
  • Q & A: What’s the deal with people who are spiritual leaders but are wrong? 24:23
  • Q & A: What do I do when I feel out of my skin trying to make this shift? 33:28

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @wokebrodoc

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  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

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Learn ways to get a grip on common issues faced along your spiritual journey. Ranging from sleep issues and why they occur, astral traveling in our dreams, handling doubt at the low points of our journeys, and the process of change from the inside out.Tap Here to Join the Waitlist for Manifest from the Soul(Neil's 6 week channeled Manifestation Course-audience members receive first access & a discount)

Episode Highlights

  • How our triggers and biases can show uncovered parts of ourselves waiting to come to life 3:40
  • The process of changing our thoughts and the power of awareness 7:16
  • We don’t know where we are going and how all the pieces come together but it’s perfect 14:21
  • Q & A: What can I do about sleep and exhaustion since my spiritual awakening? 18:05
  • Q & A: Advice for those surrendering to Universe and handling the self doubt along this path 30:21

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Neil @neildisy

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  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

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How do we navigate the ways we are expected to show up in our lives with the ways we are needing to show up for ourselves? We can swing from our masculine to our feminine, build time for both, and reapproach the ways we do things to bring more of one energy flow into the other. The Akashic Records also channel a message and healing on integration and wholeness in a follow-up from their episode 18 New Year channeling.Tap Here to Join the Waitlist for Manifest from the Soul(Neil's 6 week channeled Manifestation Course-audience members receive first access & a discount)

Episode Highlights

  • Shifting from the constant mental on switch to a calm mind 1:51
  • 2021 is the year of “the meet in the middle” i.e. integration 6:58
  • Journaling from Zach on becoming new 9:43
  • A message & energetic experience from the Akashic Records on coming into wholeness within yourself and together as a whole 15:52
  • How to ask us questions 29:18
  • Q & A: How do I navigate the natural flow of masculine and feminine energies when one is more needed in life when you’re not naturally in that flow 30:30
  • Breaking away from toxic self standards and outcome focused living 40:30

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Neil @neildisy

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  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

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We dig into your questions this episode as Zach and Neil answer practically and intuitively. You asked why people always see the worst in situations & how to stay centered while integrating messages from higher self, guides, inner child, and all the other intuitive voices. Remember to ask us a question below and we'll answer!

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Episode Highlights

  • The Manifestation Course from the Akashic Records 1:16
  • What happens when the body gets hot or cold during energetic shifts 3:53
  • Why Neil is Santa Clause and Zach is Thanksgiving 7:57
  • The timeline of our energetic shifts moving into Spring 10:33
  • Ask us a question, we will answer them 17:13
  • Why do people choose to see the worst of a situation 18:15
  • How do we stay centered when we’re flailing around trying to integrate all the different voices to listen to (guides, inner self, inner child, higher self, etc) 36:22

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Neil @neildisy

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Join in for a powerful channeled message and energetic activation from the Akashic Records. The Guides share about the new version of the self that exists this year. Receive an energetic activation into all things new, including your deepest heartfelt dreams and the magic of life.

"Choose to believe in yourself, the ways you choose to believe and see the world, and the way you show up in it. New, with big dreams, big hopes, big aspirations to live a life with joy and magic."

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Neil @neildisy

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Episode Highlights

  • Little Neil’s realization that our lives are orchestrated 2:55
  • The satisfactorily story and how parts of your life pull from other areas of your life 5:22
  • Channeled teachings on living in the magic of the new self 9:48
  • Channeled guided energetic activation to manifest from heart 14:08

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Its the holidays and time to settle into everything that's happened this year. Neil and Zach guide you through moving beyond your lessons and all things old as you sit back this year's end. This is what the Saturn Conjunction helps us to do as a society and individually. Tune in for the goods, how to's and insightful channeling!

"We are shifting into a higher level frequency, into oneness, ultimately into love…shifting from capitalistic, from greed, fear into oneness, coming together, into love. That’s the shift within our structures. That’s what’s happening within ourselves"

"You must not reclaim your past into your future. As you know the things of your past and you speak to them, you go into alignment with them. You claim them in the moment you stand in."

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  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Episode Highlights

  • The Great Conjunction-shifting from 3D to 5D aka from fear based states into higher vibrational expression 5:20
  • Facing the shadow head on for what it is and transforming your shadow 12:47
  • Seeing the truth of something, someone, or yourself and the divine within each 16:02
  • Releasing our past and the ways they dictate our present beliefs and desires 19:35
  • Channeled teachings on releasing the old to allow yourself to be fully present 21:52
  • Neil burns his forearms listening to Zach’s spiritual magic 32:17
  • What of the old are you holding on to? 36:15
  • Bloopers and funny stories 43:25

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This episode is a big heart filled talk about the Akashic Records. What are they and what should you expect after a reading? What if you're nervous for one? What blocks your spiritual gifts from opening more and gets in the way for new intuitive readers stepping into their gifts?

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Neil @neildisy

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"The Akashic Records is..a vibration that is all around us. It’s a dimension outside of a dimension. When you enter you get to bring that dimension to us. It’s energy flowing all around"

“When I’m in my heart close to my soul, it seems like I need to learn less lessons. And that’s the guidance”

  • Colin Harris, the box-less limitless Akashic spiritual bundle of love aka Christmas in a man 0:46
  • What are the Akashic Records 5:48
  • The power of the Records beyond words-the magic is in the energy 8:03
  • The path to Spirit through heart, trust, and intuition 11:50
  • Anchoring into heart to hear the message when you think you misunderstood Spirit's guidance 14:01
  • An easy practice to get into heart 20:03
  • Your third eye is already open, but the key to expanding your gifts is paying attention to the other chakra’s. 23:01
  • Addressing throat chakra energy, speaking your truth, and energetic blocks in the body 24:11
  • Dealing with triggers while triggering others as an empath 27:26
  • How to love your insecurities and lesser sides 29:43
  • Getting over our self judgement and doubt as we step into our intuitive gifts 38:26
  • The sticking points of reading the Akashic Records when you first start 49:00
  • The Records are actually THE FORCE and you are one with it 51:45
  • What short and long term changes should you expect to see after receiving a Record reading 58:05
  • What you should know if you’re considering your first reading but are nervous 1:02:46
  • A final message from Colin- Love is the answer, being an empath is not a burden, the journey within is the most rewarding gift 1:08:32

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Learn about what happens to a soul after death AND within your various lives within your life. Is that crazy enough yet? Good, because so is this episode. We move into the woo, the quantum, and the infinite & beyond of time. Ain’t time crazy?

"You have source, pluck off a ball of source you have soul, you pluck off a ball of soul and you have a higher self, and that higher self manifests into a bunch of different incarnations and manages them all…outside of time"
"Any lesson that you learn in any given life…you actually do a great service to all of your incarnations at every point in time because it actually heals and elevates your higher self"

  • Which souls go where and do what between lives 4:21
  • Your soul and guides review the “fight tape” of the soul’s most recent life and plan for the next round 9:37
  • Our lives beyond the linear and the ways we experience everything at once 15:25
  • Its not just past lives that express in the present, its your future lives as well 18:42
  • "Emotional Laundering" and the ways we experience our emotions through different planes of consciousness 22:18
  • Living out your potential futures in the present 25:25
  • Major and minor time slips within our life's timeline 28:55
  • Stories of slipping into different timeframes, being one with the force, and how that all works- the Milli Vanilli Theory 32:36
  • A channeled teaching from the Akashic Records 36:00
  • A funny vision about the Guides from before this channeling 58:47
  • Final words about inner adversity after spiritual moments of release, connection and activation 59:55

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Neil @neildisy

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A big THANK YOU from Zach and Neil to you all! Zach brings a message on shedding & becoming through the seasons along with a special channeled message from the Akashic Records.

Woke Wasted Live- Book HEREA Journey to Truth: Navigate Your Awakening & Claim Your Deep TruthJoin Neil and Zach for live banter, teachings, and channeling. We’ll explore the process of navigating the emotional rollercoaster of facing your lessons/limiting beliefs, & your transformation from this year's 2020 upheaval (Saturday 12/5/2020 @ 11am PST).

  • What are you shedding and becoming
  • A Message from the Akashic Records 6:10

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Neil @neildisy

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We get into a fun one with the woo side of things. Learn about the soul and it's purpose in our human lives. What's the point of it? If its me, how is it different or separate from me? SO you're telling me I'm God because I have a soul...maybe! Tune in and listen. You'll experience a journey into your soul at the end of the show with a channeling from the Akashic Records!

Woke Wasted Live- Book HEREA Journey to Truth: Navigate Your Awakening & Claim Your Deep TruthJoin Neil and Zach for live banter, teachings, and channeling. We’ll explore the process of navigating the emotional rollercoaster of facing your lessons/limiting beliefs, & your transformation from this year's 2020 upheaval (Saturday 12/5/2020 @ 11am PST).

"The soul wants desires and wants to experience the manifest world of God through your eyes, the soul or the divine as Zach, the soul of the divine as Neil, or as Joan or Jodeci, or Erykah Badu"
"If you talk about the soul, it’s you in your purest. The fullest expression of you without this human body. It is that part of you that has always been and always will be. Beyond this physical form, that’s always connected to source, that’s always connected to the beyond, that’s always connected to the everything, every one, every life"

  • Woke Wasted Live-the details ... Book HERE 6:09
  • The soul is your unique expression of the divine and Source 11:31
  • The purpose of each incarnation, free will, and our difficult experiences 17:47
  • How we learn to create or manifest as normal humans & how that takes us closer to Source 21:43
  • What about the souls that aren’t born into a body with us 31:36
  • If the soul is innate, why are am I not already expressing it 33:37
  • You’re a spiritual soul even when you don’t think so…confirmed by gut instinct, a mother’s knowing, and moments of synchronicity (with stories) 40:46
  • Akashic Records Time - A Journey Into Your Soul’s Guidance 47:14

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

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Neil and Zach talk about the faults of the ways we are taught to love in our relationships. Learn about the healthiest ways you can show up while supporting individuality. Why is it important to open up your mind for yourself & others? Because the other side carries SO MUCH MORE than you can ever perceive in the present.

"*Love wants what is best for you. It wants your love and it wants your freedom"

"Our agendas for people and our expectations of people really just highlight the places where we are in perceived lack than any deficit that has to do with those people in their truth"
"Your greatest strength is not even at its full potential… and that greatness inside of you is just what you can perceive in this moment*"

  • Woke Wasted Live event coming Saturday 12/5/2020 @ 11am PST... Book HERE
  • Why the ways we’re taught to love aren’t always helpful. Moving beyond that opens doors for more because the truest love is about freedom & the expression of the other 5:38
  • Moving beyond repeating patterns of validation in our relationships by holding boundaries & structure to not act out of our own need for comfort & control 10:21
  • Finding and meeting the needs of both people in each present moment and coming together in that 15:38
  • We are built to become the innate expression of our soul. A parent’s job is to encourage that unique expression through structures and frameworks that free the Self 19:24
  • The best thing we can do to support people and improve any connection is encourage the very best authentic expression of them self that allows them to thrive 22:22
  • What we seek for others shows we we desire for ourselves 24:11
  • How much validation do we need? We often seek quantity, not quality, to continue to feed our own needs and fulfillment 25:33
  • “Open up your mind to the things that could be better than you imagine and don’t reject the things that align themselves on your path…don’t push away the possibility that things could be great” 30:47
  • “Your greatest strength is not even at its full potential…and there’s more beyond that, that’s just the ceiling that you can see, you haven’t even seen the sky beyond it” 36:52
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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @wokebrodoc

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  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Credits
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass

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Zach brings you a quick, deep, and dirty solo episode on seeing the truth of our realities within ourselves and the world around us. Biases, patterns, and assumed beliefs separate us from each other and the world. But love, curiosity, and acceptance bring us together...and most importantly, to ourselves.

"I*n order to truly accept somebody, in order to truly love them, you have to give them the space to be who they are and a lot of us don’t know who we are. Society doesn’t give us the space to know who we are."

"As you continue to accept, you create a foundation upon which you can begin to love something, because you can’t love a lie.*"

  • Zach frolics through a field with the Woke wasted family
  • Your beliefs wall you off from reality 3:05
  • When we have an idea about who someone is, we don’t give them the chance to show us who they really are 7:15
  • Let go of your agenda and expectations. Cultivate a sense of authentic curiosity 11:36
  • Planting seeds and watering them with love 13:01
  • Have we taken enough space to know who we are, rather than who we were taught to be? Accept where you are in judgement and in doing so, accept where they are in judgement 15:56
  • Contact Zach before November 22nd to schedule a donation-based Akashic Record reading! 19:37

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Neil @neildisy

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  • Soul Truth Alignment Facebook Group

Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Credits:
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass

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Neil and Zach talk about frustration and carrying the weight of the little things plus how they deal with it for a refreshing night of sleep. They share their meditation practices and how to build an intentional practice to meet your needs while connecting to Source. Zach finishes with a channeled message from the Akashic Records on love, reassurance, and compassion through these next few weeks.

  • Zach talks fall and his ugg boots with crunchy leaf contests & PSL’s
  • Dealing with irritability and frustration along with all the little things that poke at you every day
  • Practices for unwinding at the end of the day & being with yourself
  • Discovering your intention for meditation + some how to’s
  • How do you connect to spirit and self
  • A channeled message of love, reassurance and compassion from the Akashic Records

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Neil @neildisy

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  • Soul Truth Alignment Facebook Group

Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Credits:
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass

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9 Neil channels the Records with a healing experience on expanding you capacity for love and bringing light to your shadow. The Woke Bro's get break down their thoughts on the message. They get into the how to's of being in your sh*t while seeing value of your experiences and bringing love to them.

  • Special surprises coming for the Woke Wasted audience and apparel!
  • Channeling the Records-expanding your capacity for love and loving the shadows
  • Feeling the energy of the message versus the words of the message & feeling the energy of your own experiences
  • With your lessons you can’t always get what you want, but you get what you need. So get cozy in em'
  • Be present in each moment and experience
  • Taking a step back is never a step back
  • Anger and frustration are a-ok

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We talk about how receiving love can be difficult and stressful. Neil and Zach share their work to heal this through birth healing and reparenting.

  • We serenade you with call me maybe (listener discretion advised)
  • The theme of the day-accepting love
  • It’s okay to not be ready for lessons
  • Zach shares his story on receiving love and his 3 days of reparenting
  • Neil accepts his resilience and how he's relearning to accept love as an adult
  • Love can be a stressor and that's okay
  • New patterns of self love
  • Playing like a child to be in a state of pure love and joy
  • The wheels fall off the wagon and this episode finally ends

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Neil @neildisy

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Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Credits:
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass

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7-Neil channels a heart warming message of love from the Akashic Records on this year's emotional roller coaster of upheaval and alignment.

  • Feeling love for all your experiences this year
  • Bringing darkness to consciousness to align you to self & truth
  • The gifts of having gone through difficulty
  • Move forward with love and play...We're almost through it, baby!

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Neil @neildisy

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  • Soul Truth Alignment Facebook Group

Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Credits:
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass

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6-Zach takes us on a late night adventure. No partner in crime, no Records, no frills.

  • "What if I'm not ready to share my story?"
  • What does it mean to be in Truth & what does that look like?
  • Be honest with where you're at. You don't need to be anywhere but where you are on the journey. Slowing down adds depth and texture.
  • Sometimes sharing your boundaries is better than sharing your wounds
  • Zach forgets what he's talking about and then Zach reminds Zach about what Zach was talking about
  • Zach is proud and gives himself a hi-five
  • You don't need to make yourself mad right now. It's okay if you miss them.
  • Truth is the foundation of Love and Compassion. Love and Compassion are the canvas for integrated experience and joyful expression.
  • Zach invents the sleeping fedora courtesy of Bruno Mars

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Neil @neildisy

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  • Soul Truth Alignment Facebook Group

Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Credits:
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass

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5-Post bath, Neil talks about his story breaking into spirituality and his gifts. He shares recent full moon realizations from the last month's rollercoaster of lessons and experiences.

  • Neil discovers bubble baths and rediscovers the importance of his inner child
  • Stumbling onto healing birth trauma and it's connections to Neil's life, love and relationships
  • Neil's path becoming aware of his gifts, leaving his career and adventurin into his spiritual growth

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Neil @neildisy

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  • Soul Truth Alignment Facebook Group

Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Credits:
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass

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4-Life affects our body on different levels & impacts how we live. We share how to work with, calm down, and expand the power of our body through self talk and physical healing practices.

  • Talking Magic Mike, daisy dukes, & Zach's nuts med school story
  • How self talk effects the body & how you show up in life
  • Tricks to create space in the nervous system for more power in your life
  • Body massage, opening your energy, and loving into neglected areas
  • Channeled Healing w/ Zach-Anchoring, connecting, and clearing the body & gut (43:05)
  • Channeled Healing w/ Neil- Bringing loving power into body and connecting to earth (51:22)

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Neil @neildisy

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  • Soul Truth Alignment Facebook Group

Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Credits:
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass

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2 We get vulnerable talking about integrating our inner feminine while embracing taboo dark emotions on our journey into wholeness. Learn to embrace your needs to as you begin to open more deeply into your masculine and feminine energies.

  • Fuzzy sweaters, bath robes, and masculine healing nipple play
  • Vulnerability of men and their feminine expression
  • What it looks like to express masculine and feminine energy
  • Inner child healing through the masculine and feminine energies
  • Danger, emotional, and anger assimilation
  • Meeting your needs in any emotional state

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Neil @neildisy

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  • Soul Truth Alignment Facebook Group

Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Credits:
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass

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3- We talk about finding inner freedom as you handle all the obligations of life while trying to take on the rollercoaster of life, healing, growth, & aligning to the soul. 

  • How do you do it all, Zach?
  • Bringing your energy to the present moment
  • Making aligned choices
  • Going inward, acting, and being through body & soul
  • Moving from alignment into inner Freedom
  • Messages from the Records through Neil & Zach

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Neil @neildisy

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  • Soul Truth Alignment Facebook Group

Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Credits:
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass

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1 Welcome to THE Intro

  • What is Woke Wasted?
    • Refusing to fit molds and owning your deepest truths
  • Neil and Zach’s bromantic meet cute
  • Coming into our gifts and Woke Wasted’s launch delay
  • A Message from the Records through Zach with an energy attunement
  • A Message from the Records through Neil with source healing

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Neil @neildisy

  • Work w/ Neil www.neildisy.com
  • Soul Truth Alignment Facebook Group

Zach @wokebrodoc

  • Work w/ Zach www.calendly.com/eli125
  • Off the Record (Akashic) Facebook Group

Credits:
Music-Max Van Soest @ max_fly5
Cover Artwork-Kelsey Glass @ k.divine.glass