Kevin's Podcast: Recent Episodes
Kevin O'Malley
Civil Harassment Prevention Restraining Order Case Number 20CH009434
Audio response to 3 Day Notice
https://drive.google.com/file/d/19o2i0RoHUl7DDNBFhNpP6iFWvX8lGzGv/view?usp=sharing
Note that Anchor has been very buggy/slow lately. The 10 second intro blurb took 5 minutes to upload.
Update July 20
Right at the very height of my dangerous interactions with the landlord, when I got a court order case # 20CH009434 restraining the landlord from the actions he's been doing, determining them to be CRIMINAL if he continues to do them.... that was when I couldnt even fuqqing update my podcasts.
I was in correspondence with Anchor FM. They are nice people but they don't seem to have taken this thing very seriously. This was how I chose to process my anxiety and their platform couldn't even operate during the height of my anxiety. This is some kind of lesson to be understood, that we should rely upon God and not the world. But I'm still in the middle of this bullshit because my restraining order has not been served yet, even though I waved it in front of the landlord's face when he intruded onto my living quarters without my permission, with no notice. He knows there's a TRO on the way and can fight it. All because I was not in much of a fuqqing position to process my fuqqing anxiety.
Anyways, maybe I can get back to processing my anxiety rather than releasing it onto souls who are just trying to do their jobs.
It turns out that during this time of heavy bandwidth usage (uploading vicious dog videos), T-Mobile put a 'throttle' on my account. I paid for an upgrade, the T-Mobile 'expert' said that the throttle would be removed within an hour. Next day, no removal. I called T-Mobile, very very heightened anxiety situation with the dog right at the moment I was getting the bullshit condescending patronizing runaround from the T-Mobile technician and I had a meltdown.
I called T-Mobile back, they said a supervisor would call me. I kept saying this was a life threatening situation. But ... no call back. Finally yesterday evening when I was booted from my OWN Zoom Depressed Anonymous meeting with only 4 members online. This was about the 6th time I've been booted, it involves getting knocked off the meeting and having to sign in again, usually about a dozen times within a 15 minute period. Extremely frustrating, extremely aggravating, emotionally dangerous.
Last night when I got booted from my DA meeting I called T-MObile, went through the hoops one more time, and they got my "throttle" removed from my account. I am finally able to start uploading audio again into Anchor.
This has been surreal.
3 major issues
This episode has proven to be extremely difficult to update. Bandwidth issues. Anchor takes 5 minutes just to get to this page.
Landlord chose the force-upon-force path rather than the 1Cor6 Christian Mediation path.
Birth process involves pain and controlled violence. Birth of 12SMART. Precariat class social union.
Original Title
Amygdala Bouncing
A for Amygdala , Assholes,
B for Bouncing, Bullies, Bullshit
C for... Cuestion? Care?
Starting out with an amygdala bouncing recording after the dog trees me in the morning. A for Agoraphobia. C for Care, B for but NOT Care. C for Cold.
Sometimes people use that word "foreseeable" in real bullshit ways.
Adding F for Fairness
Audit is latin for he hears. Precariat class bookkeepers audited by illiterate business owner.
12SMART precariat class will carry a card which will serve as a form of Mirandizing. Notification of rights and assertion of privileges, such as since God records every imprint of every molecule onto holographic sides of black holes, we know that everything will be brought into the light. So we record things.
https://www.newspapers.com/newspage/38878260/
picture of my mother 1956 "Angel of Belmont"
Happy Mother's Day, Mom. Mother of the Year. I think she won that twice. Then they stopped giving out the award.
B is for Bible promise, but in my case unfulfilled.
I can't sing, it's more like cringing because it's cringeworthy to listen to what I sing. I can write a song represented by 12SMART and sing in a different way than what others hear as a song.
POTO = Pointing Out The Obvious.
Dog came by right when I was starting the episode. Good example right off the bat of doing the right thing, doing the obvious, but also an example of unhealthy corners being pushed by codependent people.
Originally started as the Intrade Media Bias Index, maybe we can generate it as the PredictIt Media Bias Index.
Kind of like the Miranda rights that have to be read to every person under arrest in the USA. Miranda was the guy's NAME. We need something not based on a name but an acronym of Agape Authority Mediation Request Precariat Class Truthfulness Based One Minute Mediat Manager Self Management 12SMART 12CREST Anonymous--Glory Continuum....
Deriving concepts from the book "The One Minute Manager", another book called "The No Asshole Rule" for work environments. Accessing external truthfulness based mediated/moderated/immediated solutions available for cheap for the precariat class who is becoming more media savvy, the mediat precariat, rather than the mediots who are media idiots....
This Civil class won't be applicable to everyone, the way that Civilian class is applicable to Everyone who is supposedly Subject to the Rule of Law because that has become twisted in modern society in such a way that the wealthy and powerful have access to much more resources of the law than the precariat class do. It's not Civilian it is Precariat. Free or cheap or easy access to Agape based rules to move forward on, such that the Meek will Inherit this Earth. We are the precariat meek.
How do you C: Compel A: Authority to submit to precariat class christian based mediation efforts?
Barry Bonds example
Heiner, Melissa packaging lady, Thomas/dog
Need other examples
biblical access to Cerebral Cortex of others: COUNSEL
The perfect is the enemy of the good.
If you wait for perfect conditions, you will never get anything done.” (Ecclesiastes 11:4 TLB) From Past…
Good cop / bad cop negotiation technique
threat of violence from dog, "calm" but forceful discussion of issues with dismissiveness and forcefulness a few seconds later
I wrote this article a couple years ago. It's been vanished from the internet. It was on DISQUS.
Secondary followup article
https://www.blogger.com/u/2/blogger.g?blogID=7042021624289743875&useLegacyBlogger=true#editor/target=post;postID=2745469652632485709;onPublishedMenu=posts;onClosedMenu=posts;postNum=0;src=postname
I had started out talking about doing this chapter when I got interrupted by the vicious dog. The dog wrote chapter 2 as a metaphor. So now we are starting chapter 3, assuming I can remember what I was getting at.
Starting this, my intention was to talk about some more discrepancies between christians who supposedly care but in reality they're engaging bullshiite, being assholes, and abusing authority. This happened RIGHT when I was opening this episode.
12CREST is 12 Steps -- Christian Rational Emotive Self Talk
I also at one time had a second acronym
12 Steps Celebrate Recovery ... EST is what I ended up luzing track of.
Hard to figure out what the police consider priority calls.
Update of next day landlord situation. Storage details. Exasperation.
Persistence vs. Follow Through. Lots of POTO: Pointing Out The Obvious.
dealing with the anxiety
bringing others up to speed
Christians can be assholes who abuse authority
Corona Virus
Monster Dog
Codependency
Mental Illness
Limbic System
Daniel to go to UCLA
I've got an LG K20 Plus
Right when the dog was totally growling at me in a menacing manner, that's when Rochelle called and the video DROPPED. And then the same exact thing happened a second time within maybe an hour later. This is a very dangerous bug.
It's not really my house but it seemed like a good title. The dog was barking at me inside my domicile, inside the shack where I live, inside my own personal cave. My thoughts. This is a good metaphor/analogy for what's going on.
Dog Pound lady said that this situation is going to get worse because that dog has tasted my blood.
More storage details.
side notes on stirling cycle motor for reducing temperature in storage unit, Hayden Table pricing.
Lifestyle choices. Clearing out storage. Choices with church offering place to live, choices about storage and what I would do and how I would do it, which is obviously different than how Rochelle does things. She called on what she calls the batphone, she can talk about her Uncle Ted on that phone.
Christian Mediation
requires both sides to agree
Bible verse: Things that are done in the darkness will be brought out into the light.
God is a God of light.
Weaknesses of 12 step groups:
Depression Anonymous, christian based.
The thing cut off at 30 minutes. That ain't right.
Charlemagne in 800 AD, Caesar Crossing the RubiCon River as a Roman General, Christopher Columbus Crossing the Atlantic Ocean in 1492, and Jesus Claiming equality with God Himself.
Recording people is going to become the signature of the precariat class.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Precariat
The bible calls itself the Sword of Truth. And when society moved on from swords to guns, the sword of truth became the Main Stream Electronic Media, starting with radio, then TV, cable and now Internet.
I need to know how to upload my recordings. Maybe even my videos.