Rads...: Recent Episodes
MJ
i know my actions were intolerable and revolting and i'm sorry for it. i love you more than words can describe even if you don't wanna believe it. i regret every selfish and Manipulative action and i accept my consequences ensuring i WILL better myself to not allow the past to repeat itself. i am sorry. you may not want anything to do with me but ill always be here for you since you still and forever will be my turd. the silence kills but i deserve it. after everything that has happened even though days and week past im still crying over you. youre so special and sweet and i cant get my head over the fact that i let myself do what i did. i got over confident thinking that i had everything secured perfectly and that maybe you would stick around forever as a friend ofc or like... look idk how to put it cause friends w benifits sound bad. im not gonna say that you dont mean anything and that i did it on purpose because trust me the love i got for you fck.... i lay here in the same place everyday thinking what i couldve done to have not allowed this to happen and i just feel guilty. as i said before im genuinely sorry and i love you.