Love Is The Author: Recent Episodes

Jaymee Carpenter

Honoring the Great Mystery that connects us all.

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Jaymee and the ascended homeless master Jesus Christ return with a wildly entertaining back to back episode, bursting with hilarity and wisdom, including Jesus's story of getting thrown out of Rajneeshpuram (Wild, Wild Country!) by Osho himself ("The Buddha was being driven in a Rolls Royce protected by an AK47!")Plus Jesus shares his vision for America as our next US President.

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Jaymee met a wandering yogi on the street who introduced himself as JESUS CHRIST, with a current CA drivers license to boot. Their epic sidewalk discussion led to the recording of this highly entertaining episode the following day. You'll hear stories of Jesus's experiences mouth-kissing Ram Dass, getting snuck into the sold out show with Timothy Leary, outsmarting Krishnamurti, learning the Hare Krishna mantra with Allen Ginsberg in '68, and nostalgic recollections from the craziest three day weekend of his life, 2000 years ago.

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Jaymee and his partner/manager Lacee Dilmore break down the uniqueness of their psychospiritual mentorship services, the mysterious genius of relationship, and how confronting death has been the path to unconditional love.

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Jaymee takes an 80 minute solo of spiritual teachings and stories from a recent road trip to Northern California.

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This is a deeply meaningful conversation between Jaymee and his Step-Father, David "DZ" Zweifel: a legendary artist, surfer, outdoorsman and land steward who helped raise Jaymee and remains one of his life's largest influences. They discuss the cultivation of the artistic spirit, learning to surf in Waikiki in 1967, the evolution of fatherhood, and the events that led up to 17 year old Jaymee running away from home and dropping out of high school.

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Jaymee's Dharma brother Devendra Banhart returns as guest host of this episode to interview Jaymee on the subject of spiritual practice and unconditional love.

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David Nichtern, founder of Dharma Moon and Krishna Das's tasteful guitarist for over 30 years, returns to the podcast to deep dive Tibetan Buddhism with Jaymee, and chuckle heartily at some of the absurd scenarios produced within the modern day spiritual unfoldment of a householder.

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They will also discuss the Dharma Moon Meditation Teacher Training beginning in June 2024. Click here for more info about the Dharma Moon 100 Hour Mindfulness Meditation Teacher Training. [https://bit.ly/3QdCcZu (https://bit.ly/3QdCcZu)]

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Tulku Orgyen P'huntsok Rinpoche is a Vajrayana Buddhist teacher originally from a place called Pemaköd in Tibet, known as the secret land of rainbows. His now lives and teaches in Santa Barbara, CA, and is one of Jaymee's root guru's within the Nyingma lineage of Tibetan Buddhism. This is an expansive discussion on the nature of emptiness, the fundamentals of Buddhism, how to generate selfless service and the secret recipe to having a healthy debate without aggression.

TULKU WEB: ⁠⁠⁠⁠www.odiyanainstitute.org/tulku-orgyen-phuntsok

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Bob Roth is the CEO of The David Lynch Foundation who has been a teacher of Transcendental Meditation for over 50 years. He's taught some of the worlds greatest entertainers and artists including Martin Scorcese, Katy Perry, Hugh Jackman and Oprah Winfrey, and he genuinely wants to teach and you next.

BOB ROTH WEB: ⁠www.meditationbob.com

DAVID LYNCH FOUNDATION: www.davidlynchfoundation.org

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This is a conversation between Jaymee and his spiritual teacher, Vajrayana Buddhist master Lama Lhanang Rinpoche. Recorded in person in Jaymee and Lacee's bedroom in front of an audience of spiritual friends gathered for a blessing ceremony in their home on April 4, 2024.

LAMA LHANANG ONLINE: www.buddhistsandiego.com

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Daren Thomas Magee is a multidisciplinary artist and the creative force behind the lifestyle brand Real Fun, Wow! Jaymee and Daren are former co-hosts of a weekly podcast titled Mystical/Cynical based on their friendship, which produced 60 episodes over two seasons and created a loyal fanbase around the world. This is Daren and Jaymee's first recorded conversation together since the show ended in 2022.

SHOP REAL FUN WOW!: www.realfunwow.com

DAREN'S PODCAST: https://shorturl.at/mAKL0

MYSTICAL/CYNICAL: https://shorturl.at/pvIR1

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Jaymee and his partner/manager Lacee Dilmore share the intimate details of their truly unique relationship, and the spiritual practices they rely on to sustain their love and sanity. Recorded on the afternoon of Lacee's 39th birthday (March 18 2024).

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Jaymee and Krishna Das have an uncommon conversation about music, devotion, surrender, cynicism, and silence.

KRISHNA DAS WEB: www.krishnadas.com

LARRY BRILLIANT BOOK: www.larrybrilliant.com

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Kim Krans (creator of THE WILD UNKNOWN TAROT series) makes her second appearance on the podcast. Sarah Hyland is a comedic actress and former cast member of MTV’s Punk'd and Fox's Mad TV. Kim and Sarah did not know each other prior to the recording of this episode, a social experiment Jaymee curated which led to one of the most unique and hilarious discussions this podcast has ever hosted.

KIM KRANS WEB: https://kimkrans.com/

SARAH HYLAND WEB: https://sarahhylandisfunny.com/bio

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Legendary tattoo artist Robert Ryan returns for his third and most potent conversation with Jaymee, discussing the release of his first tarot deck TAROT TANTRA ESOTERICA and third book, a hearty companion guide to the tarot deck under the same name. The conversation was recorded in Devendra Banhart's living room on a beautiful afternoon in Los Angeles, and covers a range of subjects dripping with mystical and artistic wonder.

TAROT TANTRA ESOTERICA: https://rakinglightprojects.com/products/tarot-tantra-esoterica-tarot-deck

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Nanea Reeves is the CEO & C0-Founder of TRIPP, a mind bending VR meditation app named one of Time Magazines "Best Inventions of 2022". Nanea is also the widow of Jaymee's legendary mentor Vic Anderson, the man who taught Jaymee how to meditate 20 years ago and introduced him to Tibetan Buddhism. This is the first long form conversation Nanea and Jaymee have had since Vic's passing in 2015, and she shares in detail how she helped Vic achieve beautiful death in his last two months on Earth, and how it led to the creation of TRIPP. This is a highly inspiring, one of a kind conversation on mortality, sanity, unconditional love, mental health, addiction recovery and magic. Jaymee considers this episode to be one of the most significant conversations of his life.

TRIPP: www.tripp.com

7 STEPS TO A BEAUTIFUL DEATH: https://nanea.medium.com/7-steps-to-a-beautiful-death-8e38619921b3

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Nick Mulvey is a UK artist who's music is deeply emotional, pushing the boundaries of songwriting and sound, traditional and experimental, acoustic and electronic. In the past he's collaborated with Ram Dass and East Forest, and his newest single "Freedom Now" (released today 2.13.24) is his most ambitious piece of music to date, a collaboration with Grammy Award winning Pakistani singer Arooj Aftab and legendary Iranian actress/musician Golshifteh Farahani. Nick has been one of Jaymee's favorite songwriters of the past decade, and the two men have a deeply revealing conversation about Nick's spiritual rebirth of the past year, and how it's affected his songwriting and his outlook.

NICK MULVEY: https://linktr.ee/nickmulvey

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This episode features an epic conversation with Kim Krans, visionary multidisciplinary artist, author, and the creator of The New York Times Bestseller THE WILD UNKNOWN TAROT series. Her first solo album in 10 years MIRRORMIRROR (released 2/2/24) is a stunning devotional album, featuring a duet with recent guest of the podcast Jim James of My Morning Jacket. Jaymee is a longtime fan of Kim's work, and the creative sparks fly between the two new friends for 90 minutes, discussing everything from their devotion to "I Don't Know", to the creative authorship found within modern day mysticism. You'll also hear the origin story of THE WILD UNKNOWN, Kim's calling to awaken closeted artists everywhere, and how to turn your life into a living prayer.MIRRORMIRROR: www.kimkrans.com/musicTHE WILD UNKNOWN: www.kimkrans.com/the-wild-unknownLOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.MIXED BY: Chris FallerINSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor / @kim_krans / @the_wild_unkownMANAGEMENT/INFO/BOOK SPIRITUAL MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE: lacee@loveistheauthor.com CONTACT: jaymee@loveistheauthor.com

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Juliette Lewis is an iconic artist who needs no introduction. She's been avoiding interview requests for a while from the mainstream, but recently became a fan of Love Is The Author and sought Jaymee out to have a deeper conversation on the process of cultivating intuition, navigating suffering, and liberating the artistic spirit. She also shares the secret inspirations behind some of her most legendary roles, including Mallory Knox from Oliver Stone's Natural Born Killers. "Was it fate or conscious manifesting... that is and has been one of the questions of late. And the Love Is The Author podcast with Jaymee is the perfect guide to ponder it with... oh and so much more. It was fun and easy and a trip." - Juliette LewisRecorded outdoors at the Love Serve Remember Foundation HQ in Ojai, CA, with guest appearances by hawks, an owl, and an assortment of other birds. JULIETTE LEWIS WEB: ⁠⁠⁠⁠www.juliettelewis.com⁠LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor / @juliettelewis INTERESTED IN MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE? email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com or on IG: @unconventionalgardener

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Shannon Lay is one of Jaymee's favorite independent recording artists, who's last three Sub Pop releases "August", "Geist", and "Covers, Vol. 1" were celebrated roundly by both critics and die hard music fans, cementing her as one of the most exciting artists in freak folk scene.Shannon: "I got to have the most lovely chat with Jaymee on the Love Is The Author podcast. We spanned a lot of territory and touched on the complexity of everything and nothing. We laughed and we cried and we invite you to listen and enjoy." SHANNON LAY WEB: www.shannonlay.comLOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.MIXED BY: Christopher FallerFOLLOW THE LITA (IG): @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE! email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Jim James is the frontman of the legendary rock group My Morning Jacket. He is one of Jaymee's favorite songwriters and human beings of all time, a modern day mystic in the tradition of artists like George Harrison, Alice Coltrane and Andre 3000. This is a deeply therapeutic conversation between two new friends exchanging notes of personal healing, spiritual growth and devotion, and the art of surrender. Jim shares how the song "Wonderful (The Way I Feel)" arrived from a depressive spell, and the reverb accident that led to creating his iconic vocal style. Most importantly, he shares how success and meeting his heroes didn't solve his problems, and how the music of Marvin Gaye introduced him to the possibility of a God beyond religion."We are God working in Love" - Jim James, episode 86JIM JAMES WEB: ⁠www.jimjames.comMY MORNING JACKET WEB: www.mymorningjacket.comLOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.MIXED BY: Christopher FallerINSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener + @removadorBOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Samuel Bercholz is the legendary founder and editor in chief of Shambhala Publications. He is a close friend and mentor of Jaymee's who is making his sixth appearance on the podcast. Ivan Bercholz is the current Vice President of Shambhala Publications (Sam's son) who has run the family business for over a decade with his sister Sarah.This interview was conducted at the Fairmont Mirarmar Hotel in Santa Monica in Sam's suite on the 10th floor. Sam and Ivan were spending some last moments together before Ivan travels back to east to begin a year long solitary retreat, completely unplugged and out of contact with the world, including his family. This interview is emotionally charged, full of incredible stories and an endless stream of Dharma teachings.LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE or LACEE! email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Tiger Lennon Carpenter returns to the podcast a 16 year old to hang with his old man and share some of the hard earned wisdom of his first two years in high school. Jaymee and Tiger begin the talk discussing music and it's role in maintaining Tiger's mental health, but the talk meanders into Tiger offering solid advice for adults desiring greater communication with children, what it's like growing up middle class surrounded by affluence, how Tiger felt being karmically recognized by Jaymee's Tibetan Buddhist guru, and how he evolved his inner critic into self love.LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener  BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE or LACEE! email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Kyle Thomas is recording artist "KING TUFF", also known for being a member of the band "WITCH" and for his original freak folk project "FEATHERS". Jaymee feels Kyle's most recent album "SMALLTOWN STARDUST" (Sub Pop) is a masterpiece, a deeply spiritual album that isn't sneaking in religious messages or mantras; it's a call to return to the magic and simplicity of art creation, nature and friendship. Jaymee and Kyle become fast friends in this episode, which is rank with laughter, amazing album recommendations, fun stories about his friendships with Josh Tillman (Father John Misty), J. Mascis, Devendra Banhart, Tim Heidecker, and what it was like recently being joined onstage by their hero Ringo Starr.KING TUFF WEB: https://kingtuffworld.net/LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener + @kingtuffy BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE or LACEE! email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Jaymee and his partner/manager Lacee are back with a two part "YAWN + LOKO" themed episode, sharing the series of highly auspicious circumstances that led to their being guests of the 3rd Annual Ram Dass Legacy Retreat in Maui. Fun stories of their private moments with legendary teachers David Nichtern, Jack Kornfield and Trudy Goodman, Annie Lamott and Neal Allen, and Krishna Das's extraordinary blessing of Jaymee's new mala beads. So much magic we had to split the episode into two parts!Maui still needs our help. Displaced homeowners are having to make mortgage payments on totaled homes. Maui Food Bank is a centralized force for good in the region that so many depend on. DONATE HERE: https://mauifoodbank.org/donate/LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener BOOK SPIRITUAL MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE or LACEE! email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Raghu Markus is Executive Director of the Love Serve Remember Foundation, which preserves the legacy and teachings of Ram Dass and the great Indian saint Neem Karoli Baba ("Maharaji-ji"). Raghu is also host of Mindrolling Podcast, and is easily recognizable as the friendly voice who introduces hundreds of Ram Dass lectures on the Here And Now Podcast. Raghu and Jaymee have become close friends over the past year, and it is through the vehicle of this extraordinary friendship that Jaymee was able on this occasion to capture his favorite Raghu Markus interview of all time, super loose and full of spiritual hi-jinks. Recorded live at Ram Dass HQ in Ojai, CA, in the highly charged Love Serve Remember kirtan space.Watch the full length Episode 77 interview with Raghu on our new Love Is The Author YouTube channel: ⁠https://www.youtube.com/@loveistheauthor⁠RAM DASS & LOVE SERVE REMEMBER: https://www.ramdass.org/LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: hosted/recorded/produced by Jaymee Carpenter.INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardenerCONTACT: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Pete Holmes is one of the funniest and most attractive stand-up comedians in the whole world. He's also a great father, husband, podcaster and a devoted spiritual practitioner who somehow finds time to maintain his ripped abs. Pete has a new Netflix stand-up special coming out next Tuesday, October 24th called I Am Not For Everybody that you can set a reminder to watch. It could save your life.Watch the full length video companion on our new Love Is The Author YouTube channel: https://youtu.be/OUMqnyD7cTQPete's special I Am Not For Everybody out Tuesday October 24 on Netflix: https://www.netflix.com/search?q=Pete%20holmesVisit www.peteholmes.com for tickets and merch.Love Is The Author podcast: hosted and produced by Jaymee Carpenter.Contact: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Rob Dietrich is the currently the Master Distiller of Metallica's Blackened American Whiskey, though he may have the most diverse resume in his field, reflecting a man that remains impossible to categorize (and hard to hold down for long). Rob is a combat veteran who joined the Army in his twenties and served three tours, one of them being the incident referred to as "Black Hawk Down". He's a lifelong die-hard music fan of every genre, who chooses to have a record player in his home instead of a television. Rob also has an impressive music career, formerly having worked for Bill Graham Presents for a decade (his first assignment for the world famous promoter was The Tibetan Freedom Concert in 1996, which made an indelible impression and impact on his life). This another episode that feels like "Jaymee's made a new best friend" (which seem to be happening more often these days). This episode was the brainchild of Jaymee's brother Benjamin Carpenter, who works for Rob and Metallica at Blackened.Also discussed:  why vinyl records and coolections are important Big Black (and other groups you haven't heard of that we have) details you never hear about joining the army and being in combat how psychedelics & going off the grid reduced combat PTSD why fireworks are lame for veterans (and dogs) the importance of listening to your children trusting intuition How to keep your sanity in the hell of war the car ride w/ Beastie Boy Adam Yauch that changed his life what it's like to meet and work for your hero's Pioneering Black Noise Sonic Enhancement at BlackenedFEATURED GUEST: Rob Dietrich (@whiskeyrob on IG)MORE ABOUT BLACKENED: www.blackenedwhiskey.comFEATURED MUSIC: "Nothing Else Matters" by Metallica (performed by Phoebe Bridgers) + "Bodhisattva Vow" by Beastie Boys.LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE or LACEE! email: lacee@loveistheauthor.comTHANK YOU: Benjamin Carpenter and Metallica.

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This is a very special conversation on the importance of the teacher/student relationship between Jaymee and his root guru, the Venerable Lama Lhanang Rinpoche. FEATURED MUSIC: "Rabbit In Your Headlights" by UNKLE + "Skill Of The Man" by The Bees.JIGME LINGPA CENTER (San Diego): http://www.buddhistsandiego.comLOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE or LACEE! email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Welcome Jaymee's younger brother Ryland to the podcast with his new bride, Sarah, to share the unfoldment of their supernatural love story, and offer solid relationship advice not only for romantic partnerships, but for the relationship we have with ourselves.Also discussed: the ingredients of hospitality the MDMA assisted therapy session that healed Ryland Sarahs experience as a sommelier at a Michelin star restaurant human beings emotional/intuitive relationship with nature the secret rhythm of mushroom foraging Ryland & Sarah's wedding, officiated by Jaymee why manipulation is not a bad word what Ryland wanted to be since childhood their new venture as a documentary team (www.zweifelstudios.com)FEATURED GUESTS: Ryland & Sarah ZweifelFEATURED MUSIC: Daniel Norgren's The Power + George Harrison's I'd Have You Anytime (outtake)LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener + @zweifelstudiosBOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE or LACEE! email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Zach Leary is the host of the MAPS (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies) Podcast and the son of psychedelic pioneer Timothy Leary. Zach grew up surrounded by the deities of the counterculture, and had the extraordinary karma of being partially raised by Ram Dass, but life wasn't all rainbows and orange sunshine growing up Leary. In an intimate conversation with Jaymee, Zach generously shares the pain and the magic of being raised in and out of the shadow of the most polarizing public figures and brilliant minds of the 20th century. Chalked full of rarely heard stories from the dinner table of the psychedelic revolution, including Ram Dass's secret grudge and Timothy's final moments on Earth, call a trip sitter as we journey through the extraordinary life of Zach Leary.

MAPS PODCAST https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/maps-podcast/id1217974024

ZACH ON INSTA! @zachlearydrome

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For his 30th birthday, Levi James' partner Karley wanted to blow his mind with the perfect present, something intangible to encourage his spiritual growth. Knowing how big of a fan Levi is of both Love Is The Author and Jaymee's former podcast Mystical/Cynical, Karley blindly reached out to Lacee months ago from their home near Calgary, Canada to see if she could schedule two future in-person mentorship sessions with Jaymee, and surprise Levi with an unforgettable trip to Ojai.

What Levi received this week upon his arrival was far more psychedelic and unexpected: a full immersion into the podcast itself! Jaymee created an interactive podcast experience for Levi's birthday, touring sites featured on the show including John Dennis' vintage shop (Episode 22), a special visit with Raghu Markus at the Love Serve Remember kirtan space, a meditation at dusk with the Love Is The Author sangha in Ojai, finally ending up on the set of Mystical/Cynical Season 2 (Jaymee and Lacee's couch) as today's guest.

As if this episode weren't bursting enough, the show takes an unexpected turn when Levi shares the moving story of how he found this show, including the craziest Ayahusaca story you've ever heard, guaranteed.

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Legendary founder/editor in chief of Shambhala Publications Samuel Bercholz returns for his 5th appearance on the podcast to pick up the mic he dropped here in January. Instead, he drops the mic at least 5 more times in this gorgeous new episode dripping with crazy wisdom, penetrating truths and an onslaught of questionable humor. Sparks fly as Samuel and Jaymee share about the rebellious nature of the Buddha and how skepticism is widely used as a vehicle toward developing Buddhist fatih. Sam explains what "Dharma Combat" is and "Latter Day Hippies" are, why he needed to die in order to learn how to be human, more first hand stories of being a close personal friend and student of Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche's, and of course... in the usual Sam fashion, a few more controversial nuggets you won't hear anywhere else.

FEATURED GUEST: Samuel Bercholz

FEATURED MUSIC: "In A Cistern" by Devendra Banhart + Noah Georgeson (Refuge)

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener 

BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE or LACEE!email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Jaymee and his partner Lacee are back as YAWN & LOKO to TUNE IN to indwelling presence, to TURN YOU ON to The Science Of Mind, and to DROP YOU OUT of your bummer trip habitual patterns through elevating conscious awareness. So slow down your rap, take an extra micro-dose and trip out on the space of spiritual imagination we've created for you in this super dank Episode 68.

FEATURED GUEST: Lacee Dilmore

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener 

BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w/ JAYMEE or LACEE!email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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"Gonzo Recovery" is a phrase Jaymee coined to describe his healing journey out of 12 step sobriety, how he returned to sanity and now maintains a positive relationship with altered states of consciousness after a decade spent in recovery, therapy, meditation, plant medicine ceremonies and spiritual growth. Jaymee's best friend, attorney and music publisher Jeremy Smith share gnarly (untold) stories from their checkered pasts as former addicts, some of the most incomprehensible amends they had to make in the wake of their destruction, the necessity of focused periods of abstinence, though Jaymee ultimately makes a compelling case for why 12 Step Recovery and mental health treatment were only the first stops on his healing journey.

GUEST INTERVIEWER: Jeremy Smith

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

RECORDED LIVE! at Love Serve Remember Foundation in Ojai, CA

INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor / @unconventionalgardener / @ezjaz

BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w JAYMEE! email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

EPISODE SPECIAL THANKS! Raghu Markus & Katrina Fernandez, Love Serve Remember Foundation, Zoomania Publishing and Lacee Dilmore.

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A new friend of Jaymee's (actor/screenwriter Thomas Ronca who was raised on Tibetan Buddhism and the teachings of Trungpa Rinpoche), conducts a 90 minute Autobiography Of A Yogi style interview with Jaymee in the Love Serve Remember Foundation kirtan space at Raghu Markus's home in Ojai, CA. Jaymee shares what it was like running away from home at 17 and landing on The Deftones couch in Sacramento, the backstory of how his band got the gig as prom band on That 70's Show, what is was like having a conversation with Father John Misty in a population 18 town called "Harmony", Jaymee's life dealing drugs and surviving addiction and homelessness in downtown Los Angeles, how he found the Beastie Boys and their recording studio in the 90's by studying the hints left in their lyrics, and how he became an ego maniac for 10 years in AA. Jaymee also shares an updated recipe for how to manifest your dreams, how to outgrow any disdain you have for your past, and why he's fallen in love with "Mother Unknown".

GUEST INTERVIEWER:Thomas Ronca

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor / @beherenownetwork / @jaketakesfotos_ / @thomasronca

BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS w JAYMEE! email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

EPISODE SPECIAL THANKS! Raghu Markus & Katrina Fernandez, Thomas Ronca, Chris Faller, Jake Lenz for photo/film documentation, and Lacee Dilmore.

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Nicole Macias McNamara is the star of HBO's Emmy winning series 100 Foot Wave. Wife and partner of legendary big wave surfer Garrett McNamara, over the past decade Nicole has become a legend of her own as the creative intuitive force behind their international big wave surfing operation. She masterfully balances multiple high pressure roles in their life, while being a dedicated mother to their 3 children, and step-mother to Garett's 3 children from his previous marriage. Jaymee has been a fan of Nicole's ability to maintain a life of constant surrender on both the shows seasons, and asks how her family are able to maintain authenticity while living life in the limelight, constantly being filmed. You'll hear Nicole make a solid case for the monumental importance of breathing, the surprising loneliness of the spiritual path, how she changed her mind about plant medicine without using plant medicine, and a ton of fun extras about the making of 100 Foot Wave.

100 FOOT WAVE! www.hbo.com/100-foot-wave/season-1

VITAL LIVING SPIRITUAL ORGANIZATION! www.vitallivingway.com/

WAVE OF LIFE FOUNDATION! www.garrettmcnamara.com/foundation

NICOLE ON INSTA! @mamaunearthed

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LITA INSTA! @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener

MGMT / BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Jaymee goes full stream of consciousness for 60 minutes straight in this "Ghost Dog" themed episode, covering everything from psychedelically induced ego deaths, to how he healed from childhood sexual abuse utilizing the buddhist concept of interconnectedness. Jaymee shares everyday practices for living a gentle existence with no enemies, and why it's so important for parents to develop meditative awareness as a primary vehicle for listening more to their children. All of this and an insane amount more to get "Still As Fuck!" to on an unforgettable Episode 64. LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter. INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener  BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS!  lacee@loveistheauthor.com BOOK JAYMEE ON CAMEO! @jaymeecarpenter

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Jaymee and his partner Lacee return as YAWN + LOKO to pop the hood and give you all another peek at the inner workings of their conscious romantic partnership, covering everything from expressions of unconditional love to practices in non-conceptional awareness. Jaymee shares what it was like to officiate his brother Ryland's wedding ceremony completely unscripted this past week in Lake Tahoe, and why it's important as a parent to be your child's friend. Lacee names Action Bronson as her ongoing authenticity inspiration, and hopes all women learn their inherent squirting power. All of this, plus the show opens with a personal message for Jaymee from a Kill Tony Podcast legend!

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener + @william.f.montgomery1

MGMT / BOOK MENTORSHIP SESSIONS  lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Jaymee introduces you to his miraculous new neighbors, musicians and spiritual seekers Genevieve Schatz & Chris Faller. Chris is a former member of the arena rock band The Hush Sound, and Genevieve is a featured vocalist on the new Goo Goo Dolls album. The young married couple and longtime music collaborators from Chicago are devotees of Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaj-ji) who cosmically landed in the next door apartment of Jaymee and Lacee. This episode is insanely hilarious 90 minute hang, dripping with wonder and sincerity. Jaymee gives a Lebowski-esque explanation of the ancient meditation method "Kriya Yoga"and shares his new "Obama's Cabinet" philosophy. Chris shares what it was like getting signed at an early age, immediately opening up for Fall Out Boy's arena tour, and how surprisingly disappointing he found that success can be. Genevieve gives a live demonstration of her highly tuned gift of clairvoyance and explains (perhaps once and for all) just what the hell "astral projecting" is.

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor + @verver9 + @unconventionalgardener 

MGMT/BOOK/INFO! lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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This is a very special conversation on the Nature of God between Jaymee, his mother Victoria Roberts and his partner/manager Lacee Dilmore - recorded in the heart of Joshua Tree, CA during the full Strawberry Moon. All three contributors share their collective wisdom and accumulated experiences forming/maintaining relationships with the "Invisible Supply", how to see Love in the face of differences, and Oneness in a sea of duality.

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor + @verver9 + @unconventionalgardener

MGMT/BOOK/INFO! lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Dïn Morris and Michael Morgan grew up with Jaymee in Altadena, CA. The three friends and collaborators have known each other spanning 3 decades, developing lifelong bonds early on with each other through their collective love of record collecting, beat making, photography, burritos and spiritual understanding. Whenever these three friends get together, they are a vortex of synchronicity and unconditional love. Din and Michael are two of the most important men in Jaymee's life; exuding wisdom, fearless introspection and prolific artistry while remaining humble.

In this episode (one of Jaymee's personal favorite's) the three friends discuss the gift of daydreaming, the endless search by way of needle drop, the cultivation of intuition through beat making, what it was like playing frisbee with each other in the dark (inspired by Hazrat Inyat Khan's book The Mysticism Of Sound And Music), what it was like spending time with each other in the slow before the world got fast, how exponential growth within ones artistry comes as a result of inviting in criticism (willingly), personal fashion developing from a relationship with nature, their love of art that creates more of a question than an answer, and what album should be played when they pass away.

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter

RECORDED AT DUSK in OJAI, CA

INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor + @din_morris + @michaeljosephmorgan

MGMT/BOOK/INFO! lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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In this episode, Jaymee fields topics and questions posed to him by some of the legendary guests who have graced the L.I.T.A Podcast in the last year including: Raghu Markus, Samuel Bercholz, Devendra Banhart, David Nichtern, Susan Piver, Robert Ryan, Jim & Carolyn Gimian, and Andy Karr. A rare late evening recording in Los Angeles moderated by a stoned Lacee Dilmore sets the tone for a very special "YAWN & LOKO" episode, and sets the stage for Jaymee to process some of his recent struggles in real time, and admit things he didn't plan to say.

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter

RECORDED AT DEVIN'S HOUSE in West Hills, CA

INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener + @david_nichtern + @devendrabanhart + @susan.piver + @robertryan323 + @sam8402 + @andy_karr

MGMT/BOOK/INFO! lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Andy Karr is the author of the forthcoming Shambhala Publications release Into The Mirror: A Buddhist Journey through Mind, Matter, and the Nature of Reality, released May 23. He is a Buddhist teacher who studied under Shunryu Suzuki Roshi and Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche before moving to Paris in 1979, where he co-founded the first Shambhala Center in France. Andy is a dharma photographer who has co-authored a book on the subject: The Practice Of Contemplative Photography (Shambhala Publications). He and Jaymee nerd out on Buddhism taking root in the west, share their fascination and fandom of Dzongsar Jamyang Khyentse Rinpoche, and Andy reads an ancient Buddhist scripture that proves Love Is The Author of all!!!

ANDY on the WEB:https://www.andykarrauthor.com/

INTO THE MIRROR (Shambhala): https://bit.ly/3MwfsRZ

ANDY on INSTAGRAM:@andy_karr

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited, hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

LITA on INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor 

CONTACT/MGMT/INFO: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Samuel Bercholz, founder/editor-in-chief of legendary spiritual press Shambhala Publications and close friend/student of Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche, returns for his 4th appearance on the podcast! Jaymee and Sam had been playing phone tag and decided to turn their catch up with each other into something to share for the benefit of all beings equally. The two friends don't disappoint with this new L.I.T.A classic.

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener

MGMT/BOOK/INFO! lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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YAWN & LOKO star in this De La Soul Is Dead themed episode, the couple's first podcast after a month long hiatus from the show. Jaymee (Yawn) and his partner/manager Lacee (Loko) take their time fielding amazing questions posed by some of their mentees around the globe.

FEATURING! original episodic music by Lottie Darger - and narration by Max Krone.

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST! produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

INSTAGRAM! @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener + @lottieandthevoid + krone_zone

MGMT/BOOK/INFO! lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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This episode features Jaymee in an extremely rare conversation with Lady Diana Mukpo, wife of The Venerable Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche, on the 36th anniversary of his Parinirvana ("death"). Lady Diana had originally invited Jaymee to her home in Florida to record the episode in person, but she found herself unexpectedly hospitalized nearing the recording date. To Jaymee's astonishment, Lady Diana remained committed to their recording on this day, and the two were able to meet for the first time over zoom and record this conversation from her hospital bed on one of the most significant days of her life.

Coming fresh off the heels of Jaymee finishing Lady Diana's incredible book Dragon Thunder: My Life With Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche, Jaymee intentionally chooses to direct the focus of this episode less on the powerful teachings or magical events of Trungpa Rinpoche's life that usually fill the spotlight, and more on the human story behind two of the most significant and controversial/misunderstood figures in Tibetan Buddhism reaching America. Jaymee and Lady Diana discuss whether or not Trungpa Rinpoche suffered from PTSD, and you'll hear about a moment early on where she rerouted his attempt to commit suicide.

This episode shines spotlight on the brilliant integrity and determination of Lady Diana - a young woman of 16 facing the patriarchal dark ages of emotionality and equality, only to find an indestructible karmic calling as Trungpa Rinpoche's partner, best friend, and lover. The contributions she and Trungpa Rinpoche have made toward establishing a path of non-aggression for western society is unparalleled, and the merit truly beyond measure.

This is Part One of their talk together, with a follow up planned in the coming months.

The episode features authorized uses of "Won't You Come Home" and "Memorial" by Devendra Banhart, who began this Trungpa Rinpoche adventure for Jaymee by introducing him to Shambhala Publications founder Samuel Bercholz, now a friend, guest of multiple episodes and major supporter of this podcast. Jaymee would also like to thank Carolyn Rose Gimian and Jim Gimian for making the introduction between he and Lady Diana. Also to the Duncan Family for their support.

DRAGON THUNDER book: https://amzn.to/3MeLyTF

CRAZY WISDOM documentary: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkUjUsexJw4

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor

CONTACT/MGMT/INFO: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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This episode chronicles the hard earned spiritual unfoldment of the great saint, author and editor Parvati Markus, who's first acid trip (Golden Sunshine/Owlsey acid) in 1969 led her directly to a first encounter with a freshly anointed Ram Dass, beaming with light at his fathers farm. Parvati became Ram Dass's personal secretary for two years, helping him edit his spiritual classic Be Here Now while saving up money to eventually travel to India with her heart set solely on meeting Neem Karoli Baba, who she believed to be the source of Ram Dass's inner light. After an arduous journey traveling through India for the first time in 1971, she contracted hepatitis while traveling, she eventually made it to darshan with Maharaj-ji, and reads her journal notes from her first encounter with him. Parvati is a Love Serve Remember rebel, who for 7 months lived with Maharaj-ji alongside her early cronies Ram Dass, Krishna Das, Mirabai Bush, Rameshwar Das and a young Raghu Markus - who Parvati spontaneously married at the behest of Maharaj-ji on this trip, presiding himself over the ceremony. Parvati then had the incredible honor of becoming Maharaj-ji's "private secretary", where she experienced countless first hand account miracles and a lifetime's worth of wisdom and grace, which she emanates. Parvati is the author of Whisper In The Heart, and Love Everyone, both books inspired by the wisdom and presence of Neem Karoli Baba, and has been a contributing editor for 50 years of a range of Love Serve Remember authors. Parvati is an inspirational woman who exhibited impeccable devotion, respect and selfless service throughout her spiritual journey, and shares stories generously and in great detail throughout this episode.

Love Everyone: The Transcendent Wisdom Of Neem Karoli Baba: https://amzn.to/3znSLsE

Whisper In The Heart: https://amzn.to/3ZmmEUY

PARVATI MARKUS / WEB: www.parvatimarkus.com

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INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor

CONTACT/MGMT/INFO: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Susan Piver is the New York Times bestselling author of nine books, an internationally renowned Buddhist meditation teacher and public speaker, and former record industry professional, having worked at legendary independent Hip-Hop label Tommy Boy, as well as Rounder Records where she helped Alison Krauss achieve a Platinum album. Susan has been a guest on Oprah twice, has been a speaker at Harvard and Google, and founded the worlds largest online only meditation center - The Open Heart Project. But as she shares throughout the course of this highly engaging conversation with Jaymee, all of these accomplishments pale in comparison to her eventually discovering the writings and teachings of Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche (posthumously), which indirectly led to a life-altering encounter with Shambhala Publications founder Samuel Bercholz, who became her Tibetan Buddhist teacher (and still is to this day). Jaymee surprises Susan with an (unannounced) pop in visit from Samuel deep into an episode that has been rank with generous smatterings of praise and tears of gratitude shed by her prior to his arrival, creating a sincere moment of magic for her on the anniversary of a car accident that almost took her life. The conversation between Jaymee and Susan is like hearing two long lost friends who have never met each other, an hour drenched in an ocean of openness and shared devotion.

SUSAN / WEB: www.openheartproject.com

SUSAN / INSTAGRAM: @susan.piver

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INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor

CONTACT/MGMT/INFO: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Niki Cremmen is a 27 year old mental health coach and recovery worker based in Los Angeles, CA, who a decade ago had a spiritual awakening that led to her achieving 10 years of sobriety, recovery from an eating disorder, and becoming a addiction recovery professional. This episode ended up being one of Jaymee's favorite conversations on the podcast yet! The two discuss how to find the middle ground of awareness without becoming hyper-aware, the line between letting things happen and making them happen, and methods to develop becoming a naturally giving person. Niki leads Jaymee in a live guided meditation from her Awakening: 12 weeks To Inner Freedom course, and Jaymee blows Niki's mind with his thoughts about addiction, healing and spiritual devotion. 

NIKI / INSTAGRAM: @nikicremmen

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INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener

MGMT/BOOK/INFO: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Jaymee (YAWN) and his partner/manager Lacee (LOKO) share more tasteful nudes of the inner workings of their relationship in this 55 minute "Give Zero Fucks" episode, covering everything from the ineffable to the... well... painfully effable. Lacee discusses at length how she handles jealousy in their relationship, and the couple invite you in to a recent brush they had with their relationship ending, and how it yielded an even deeper love between them.

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener

MGMT/BOOK/INFO: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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David Nichtern is the Founder and CEO of Dharma Moon, a senior Buddhist teacher and meditation practitioner who was one of the initial American students of Tibetan Buddhist meditation master Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche. He's an accomplished musician/composer who went from being in a bluegrass band with Jerry Garcia to making his mark as a songwriter with a legit 1970's hit ("Midnight At The Oasis") produced by music industry icon Lenny Waronker. As a guitarist he's played with Stevie Wonder and Paul Simon, and produced multiple records for and toured with Krishna Das as his guitarist for decades. He's also the critically acclaimed author of Creativity, Spirituality & Making A Buck, is a beloved fixture of The Duncan Trussell Family Hour podcast (and notably Duncan's meditation teacher), who was immortalized as an animated character on The Midnight Gospel (Netflix).

Sparks fly for 90 minutes during Jaymee and David's first discussion. The two nerd out and riff on everything from uncommon Tibetan Buddhist practices and teachings, to nostalgia for the music scene in Los Angeles's in the 1970's. David offers a window into his role at Dharma Moon as a mentor, meditation instructor and his passion for training future Dharma teachers, and Jaymee introduces himself by sharing some of the legendary stories of his spiritual unfoldment.

(upcoming) DHARMA MOON TEACHER TRAINING (march 3 - June 4th) : https://bit.ly/3meNZdK

(upcoming) DHARMA MOON INTRO to MINDFULNESS COURSE (march 3rd-5th): https://www.dharmamoon.com/mindfulness-meditation-teacher-training

DAVID'S BOOKS: https://www.dharmamoon.com/books

DAVID/INSTAGRAM: @david_nichtern

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

FEAT. SONG: "Another Day" by Peter Sarstedt

INSTAGRAM: @loveistheauthor

MGMT: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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This past week, a small gathering of Jaymee's students and friends at Love Is The Author Wednesday's at WANTS/NEEDS Community Arts Collective in Ventura, CA take turn asking Jaymee questions about relationships, the loneliness of the spiritual path, how to relate with humanity, and the recipe for surrender. 

For more information about Love Is The Author Wednesday's atWANTS/NEEDS, visit: www.WNTSNDS.com or @wantsneedsventura on IG.

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

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Carolyn Rose Gimian is the Executive Director of the Chogyam Trungpa Institute, and was a close student of Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche's who later served as editor of many of his classic books including Shambhala: Sacred Path Of The Warrior and Smile At Fear. Carolyn, her husband James (Jim) Gimian and Samuel Bercholz (founder, Shambhala Publications) were some of the earliest members of Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche's sangha, nearly involved with nearly every facet of his life for the entirety of his 17 years he remained alive in America. Carolyn, Jim and Samuel remain surrendered devotees of Trungpa Rinpoche to this day, and are generous, living testaments to the wisdom contained in his teachings. Collectively, they share countless humorous and heartwarming stories of what it was like being on the front lines of Tibetan Buddhism arriving in America, watching the emergence of Pema Chodrön (and the surprisingly hilarious car she drove in her first year as a nun), what it was like spending long periods of time with Trungpa Rinpoche's deceased body for 6 weeks after he passed, and how smoke can turn into a rainbow. Also, Carolyn shares exciting news about the highly anticipated Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library.

CHOGYAM TRUNGPA DIGITAL LIBRARY: https://library.chogyamtrungpa.com

SHAMBHALA PUBLICATIONS: https://shambhala.org

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR PODCAST: produced, edited, and hosted by* Jaymee Carpenter**.

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This YAWN & LOKO themed episode was recorded live on the new "Love Is The Author Wednesday's" at WANTS/NEEDS Community Arts Collective in downtown Ventura, CA. On this episode, Jaymee and his partner/manager Lacee discuss the gnarly details of what it was like working side by side for over a decade in addiction and mental health treatment, and how those years served as a unique training ground for the couple to emerge as gifted spiritual teachers. If you think you've heard all of Jaymee and Lacee's stories, get ready to see them both in a whole new light. Also, actor Jason Segal walks by WANTS/NEEDS (on air) and gives a wave to Jaymee (this is not the first time this has happened). 

"Work funds my altruism habit..." - (Jaymee)

For more information about "Love Is The Author Wednesday's at WANTS/NEEDS, visit: www.WNTSNDS.com or @wantsneedsventura on IG.

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"I may be crucified for this... but happily!"

Sam Bercholz is the Founder and Editor In Chief of Shambhala Publications, was an attendant, student, close friend and constant collaborator of Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche's for the last 17 years of his life, publishing virtually Trungpa's entire literary catalog. He co-hosted a weekly public radio show with Alan Watts (produced by an Anton Lavey devotee), and Sam personally introduced Trungpa Rinpoche to Alan Watts ("Alan was Trunpa's literary hero.") He shares the details of their first meeting, and the bombshell first impression Alan Watts made on Trungpa Rinpoche ("That was a horrible disappointment"). Sam also made the introduction between renowned Zen Master Suzuki Roshi and Trungpa Rinpoche, which became a lifelong friendship between the two most significant Buddhist teachers in North American history. Sam also grew up with Alan Ginsberg, Lawrence Ferlinghetti and Lex Hixon, was the original mover and shaker of the spiritual boom in the Bay Area in the late 1960's and 70's. He even hosted His Holiness Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche (considered the living Buddha of the last 100 years) on his only visit to North America in 1976.

Sam tells mind-blowing stories of what it was like for him to be the "designated driver" for Trungpa Rinpoche's early acid tests with his students ("best job ever") and how Trungpa never appeared to be affected by the LSD or the alcohol intake. Sam shares (for the first time publicly) his feelings about the controversial offshoot Shambhala Buddhism, which he reveals was created years after Trungpa Rinpoche's death, without his personal blessing and against many of his students support. "I tried to stop Shambhala Buddhism from happening. I thought it was a mistake to create a new religion, because Trungpa Rinpoche was not into starting new religions."

Sam also shares about his relationship with legendary poet Jim Harrison, and towards the end of the podcast, fields questions from Jaymee's student Tim D'amico and his partner Lacee.

"I had many meetings with Trungpa Rinpoche while he was taking a crap..." - Sam Bercholz

*LOVE IS THE AUTHOR: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

*Recorded live on location: Langham Huntington Hotel in Pasadena, CA.

Opening/closing music: "Spinning Love"* by Sam Cohen** (30th Century Records)

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YAWN & LOKO (Jaymee and Lacee) return with another "BED-IN" themed episode, discussing the annihilation of ego in relationships, creative license in spiritual practice, how it is Lacee developed a relationship with God without any spiritual background, and details her rapidly evolving devotion to Neem Karoli Baba aka "Maharaj-ji". Plus the couple share fun stories from kirtan this past New Year's Day with Raghu Markus and the Love Serve Remember satsang in Ojai, CA. Also, listen for where the phrase "put a finger in a butt" finds its relevance in today's episode, recorded live from bed on the couple's vacation in Joshua Tree, CA. 

Follow Lacee on Instagram: @unconventionalgardener

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Harshada David Wagner is a spiritual teacher based on Ojai, CA, with more than 25 years of teaching experience in the wisdom traditions of Yoga, Bhakti, Vedanta, and Tantra. He's also some one who's first savior was punk rock/hardcore music, who amazingly got sober at 16 years of age in his hometown of Peoria, Illinois and was given a copy of the Ram Dass spiritual classic Be Here Now, which changed the course of Harshada's life. He spent years in study while maintaining his recovery, eventually met his guru and made his spiritual life his highest priority, spending years in study and purification practices, emerging as a spiritual teacher and author who regularly hosts retreats in India and the US, individual mentorship services, and has featured meditations on the Insight Timer app. He also had the experience of interviewing Ram Dass at his home in Maui, and shares an "off camera" story they had about psychedelics.

Jaymee and Harshada have a spirited conversation about cults, fatherhood, modern day monasticism, how to avoid the trappings of spiritual materialism, and why the bathwater could end up as valuable as the baby. The two new friends also discuss the importance of irreverent comedy, and how after decades of conventional recovery, micro-dosing psilocybin ended up assisted Harshada in evolving his emotional recovery, expanding the artist within him.

Harshada on YouTube: https://bit.ly/3WrcNMU

Harshada the web: https://www.davidhwagner.com

Harshada's Interview With Ram Dass: https://bit.ly/3jwwO6b

Harshada's IG: @harshadawagner

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Barbara Doux is a French filmmaker who became a Wing Chun martial artist solely to become a better photographer, bungee jumped as a therapy to conquer anxiety, took two yoga teacher training's in India to overcome depression, and manifested a dream gig as an assistant photographing 3 continents in 30 days. Barbara has been searching her entire life to find her voice, she suspects developed into a recent bout with stage 4 throat (thyroid) cancer, which she was ultimately successful in treating.  

Barbara accepted Jaymee's invitation to be a guest on this show  solely on the strength of her belief that Jaymee could be someone to help find her voice and bring about healing. This is the first time she has shared her story publicly, which is jam packed with story after story of how to overcome adversity, create a dream life of creativity with no connections or easy ways in, and how to take calculated risks in business and in travel and stay alive. 

Barbara's Short Film "Organic Family Farm (Peru)": https://youtu.be/XGCzr26GYrE 

Barbara Doux's website: www.barbaradoux.com  

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This episode features Jaymee's best recorded advice on the subject of addiction, mental health, recovery and treatment, and how to carve out an unconventional path of sobriety utilizing abstinence and emotional intelligence. You'll hear some of the most beautiful things ever said on planet Earth about addicts, and how they are truly saints, mislabeled by the collective. The talk is a conversation between Jaymee and his student Alex K, who originally met as rehab owner and patient in 2019 at the addiction and mental health center Jaymee co-founded and formerly operated in Santa Barbara. The discussion that follows between them is one of the most informative resources on the the above subjects, as Alex K generously shares his unique story of the destruction that led him to seek treatment, and eventually to co-creating a new path forward of recovery with Jaymee; one absent of labels, diagnosis, or any idea of not being enough.

OPENING SONG: "Let It Happen" from the new album COMETA by Nick Hakim (2022)

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This episode features Jaymee's second interview with legendary tattoo icon and street monk Robert Ryan of Electric Tattoo, and Jaymee's teacher, Vajrayana Buddhist Master Lama Lhanang Rinpoche. Recorded LIVE on location, grand opening weekend of WANTS/NEEDS Community Arts Collective, on the morning after the packed premier of Robert Ryan's art show "DUALITY" in that space. The atmosphere of recording was a rare stormy Sunday morning in downtown Ventura, CA, which surprisingly did hold back attendees from returning the morning after for a truly stunning talk on the subject of "Dharma Art".

The episode opens with excerpts from a special "Ganesha Puja"ceremony Robert Ryan offered that morning prior to the taping of this show, and closes with a deeply moving blessing and powerful healing chant from Lama Lhanang.

ROBERT RYAN ON IG: @robertryan323

ROBERT RYAN ON VICE: https://youtu.be/gbVTEuVrCl8

"DEITY" BOOK: https://bit.ly/3bM8xoJ

WANTS/NEEDS - "DUALITY" (R. RYAN PRINTS & MERCH): www.wntsnds.com

LAMA LHANANG RINPOCHE: https://www.buddhistsandiego.com

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Metsa Nihue is an internationally renowned Onaya (medicine man) and healer who specializes in traditional Amazonian lineages and plant medicines. He lived and trained in the Peruvian Amazon for 15 years under the guidance of the Quechua-Lamistas, Aguarunas and Shipibo indigenous peoples, and has been leading ayahuasca retreats and plant medicine rituals around the world for the past decade. He is a Reiki master healer and a Sun Dancer with the Dakota Tipi Nation, and a part of the Native American Church of the Denee Nation. He is a leader in the field of psychedelic studies and the preservation of indigenous communities and traditions of South America.

It was 7 years ago that Jaymee sat in two ayahuasca ceremonies facilitated by Metsa, one of which birthed Jaymee receiving the message "Love Is The Author": a philosophy Jaymee has lived by ever since. This is Metsa's and Jaymee's first conversation ever; the two men did not speak in the shared space 7 years ago, and had not seen each other since. Metsa has lived a life of privacy until now, so it is an incredible honor to present you his first podcast.

METSA SERIES: www.metsaseries.com

METSA MUSIC: www.metsamusic.com

SACRED WAY FOUNDATION: www.sacredwaysfoundation.org

FOLLOW METSA ON IG: @metsaseries

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Here's an episode that feels like hanging backstage in an imaginary "Green Room" with Jaymee & his partner/manager Lacee Dilmore (aka YAWN & LOKO). There's a ton of laughter and silliness at the start of the episode, but it evolves into a lengthy conversation between the two on a range of subjects including what the notion of "non-self" is and how they practice it daily in their relationship with each other as romantic partners. They also discuss the future of Love Is The Author as a podcast and a spiritual movement, and how it is taking shape in the world.  LOVE IS THE AUTHOR POD: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter. Follow us on Instagram: @loveistheauthor + @unconventionalgardener MGMT/INFO: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Bob Roth is arguably the most recognizable Transcendental Meditation teacher living today, having taught TM now for over 50 years to some of the greatest creative minds on the planet including Oprah Winfrey, Russell Brand, Tom Hanks, and Martin Scorcese (truly to name only a few). Bob is the CEO and Executive Director of The David Lynch Foundation, a worldwide charity which has brought meditation to over 500,000 inner-city youth in underserved schools in 35 countries, to veterans and their families who suffer from post-traumatic stress, and to women and children who are survivors of domestic violence. Bob shares what it was like being taught directly from Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, what it's like being friends with The Beatles, and the story you've never heard about their time with the Maharishi in Rishikesh, India in 1968, and the amends that all four Beatles made individually throughout their lives to the Maharishi. He shares insider stories from over 50 years of inner exploration and hand delivering Transcendental Meditation to the masses.

This was Jaymee and Bob's first meeting ever. The two men fall gushingly head over heals for each other in real time throughout the episode, and Bob reveals why he felt he had to meet Jaymee after hearing Episode 38 w/ Cody of Totally Blown. If you're a longtime listener of this podcast, you'll hear your host receive an abundance of nuanced validation from a legendary spiritual teacher and world figure, which could warm your heart to hear Jaymee receive.

Opening song "Consciousness" composed and performed by Jaymee Carpenter. Closing song "How Would You Know?" by Jaymee Carpenter and Keith Slettedahl.

BOB'S WEBSITE: www.meditationbob.com

DAVID LYNCH FOUNDATION: www.davidlynchfoundation.org

FOLLOW BOB ON IG: @meditationbob

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Cody Montgomery is the brainchild and designer behind TOTALLY BLOWN, a clothing company that makes distressed clothing using shotguns in Joshua Tree, CA. Cody uses the shotgun as a tool to create beautiful and complex clothing that blurs the lines between contemporary art, contemporary fashion, and social activism. This unique approach creates intensely charged objects that are usable, aesthetically original, and address issues related to gun use and gun violence. Cody was raised on a farm in Fairfield, Iowa by parents who have been deeply involved in the Transcendental Meditation movement since the mid 1970's. TOTALLY BLOWN was conceived and launched in 2013, and within it's first year was being sold in Urban Outfitters, and has since collaborated with Amiri and  been featured in Vogue. A decade into an operation that is now a massive success worldwide, Cody shares with us his unique visionary mindset, how meditation has played a central role in his confidence as an artist, and how fatherhood and family have changed his life.  Visit TOTALLY BLOWN online: www.totallyblown.us  Follow TOTALLY BLOWN on IG: @totally__blown LOVE IS THE AUTHOR: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter. Follow LITA on Instagram: @loveistheauthor MGMT/INFO: lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Sandy and Jason of Enid And Edgar Vintage in Ojai, CA are salt of the earth people who were once high school sweethearts. Their vintage shop is a one of a kind shopping experience, set outdoors underneath a gigantic oak tree, next to their modest home where they home school their children, and live a slow, highly intentional existence, rich with quality time and meaningful connection. Enid And Edgar has always felt more like a church of nature or a vintage community gathering space, with a loyal congregation of thrift devotees who flock to bask in the atmosphere of radical acceptance created by Sandy and Jason. So naturally, when Jaymee learned that Sandy and Jason and the fam were going to be closing their Ojai doors for good to relocate to Nevada City in northern California, he asked if he could record a farewell episode of the LITA podcast live on location during Enid and Edgar's final day of business in Ojai.

Sandy and Jason, who are historically very private people, share their incredible true life story here for the first time, which will undoubtedly be one of the most heartwarming stories you've EVER heard, period. The episode begins with Jaymee interviewing their 16 year old son, Jonas, who helps run the family business, and has started a vintage business of his own. You'll hear the sounds of the city swirling through the conversation, hawks flying above, friends off mic coming to share their appreciation, and some of the best damn parenting and relationship advice you'll get on planet Earth. You'll also hear tips for how to harness imagination and how to find your passion.

This episode is dripping and oozing with sincerity, with kindness, and a love story too beautiful to believe.

Enid And Edgar online: www.enidandedgarvintage.com

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On Saturday October 15th, 2022, on the eve of his 46th Birthday, Jaymee was inducted into the Nyingma Lineage of Tibetan Buddhism by the Venerable Lama Lhanang Rinpoche in an intimate public ceremony held at the future site of WANTS/NEEDS. At this ceremony, Jaymee took a formal Bodhisattva Vow, dedicating himself to the service of all living beings throughout this and all future lifetimes, and was given the name "Jidbe Jamso" by Lama, which in Tibetan means "Ocean Of Compassion". Jaymee was joined by a generous attendance of family, friends, and a collection of students of his from around the country, many of whom he had never met in person but had developed longterm, intimate relationships with over the pandemic via Zoom. After the Vow ceremony, Jaymee invited 4 of these students to join him for a podcast to discuss their individual journeys, and what makes the Love Is The Author community and teachings so damn special.

Kell Duncan is the owner of The Churchill in downtown Phoenix, Arizona, a local community gathering space. This past year Kell was awarded the "City Center Award" for his positive impact on Phoenix. Anthony (Tony) Mai is an Opthalmology Resident Doctor at The University Of Utah Hospital. Duncan Stewart has a PhD in Philosophy and was a former educator at The University Of Utah. He is currently a Research Strategist. Rebecca Brett is the owner of Minnow Lane in Philadelphia, PA.

Throughout October and November 2022, Love Is The Author has been offering its first "School Of Unlearning" Immersion Course to one of Jaymee's longtime students, Alex K. Stick around for a bonus postgame interview and check-in with Alex on what led to him seeking this course, how he's discovering his voice, and the power of "no, thank you."

Follow Kell on Instagram: @kellitubbi

Follow Alex on Instagram: @Alex.kolarczyk

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"Dirty Saints" are what Jaymee calls people who spends a good portion of their life in various forms of abuse and intoxication, who at some point face their demons by doing deep internal work on themselves, and then spend the rest of their lives searching for others to bless with the gift of identification. Mike "One Shot" Coulter is the definitive "Dirty Saint", a man who bleeds emotion and famously "won't do anything in life that doesn't have a chance of breaking my heart." An incredibly talented therapist, craftsman, and songwriter, Mike can now add author to his list of credits, having nearly completed his first book, a 500+ page collection of autobiographical writings that he describes more as the "secrets list" he "would've rather died than ever share with anyone". Mike speaks (as usual) with a raw sincerity with his ongoing struggle with body image, sex and drug addiction, and how hard it has been to live knowing how many hearts he's broken. But he's found a reason to live and share every bit gold he finds within his former wretchedness. As he puts it: "people are the spiritual intervention that have got me here." Explore MIke's Writing: www.biggerthanchristmas.com Mike on IG: @semtexkiss Mike's Cell: (310) 739-0653 LOVE IS THE AUTHOR: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter. MGMT: lacee@loveistheauthor.com Follow L.I.T.A on Instagram: @loveistheauthor

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The script is flipped in Episode 34 as Jaymee is interviewed by his longtime student, Alex K., who has been enrolled in a 30 day Love Is The Author themed "Immersion Course" with Jaymee in person at his home in Ojai, CA: a focused period of study, meditation, and integration all of the paths and processes Jaymee and Lacee live by each day. This conversation takes place in week two of the course, and gives a direct window in to what it feels like being a student of Jaymee's, and what a tireless jukebox of wisdom "Jaymee's Inner Teacher" has become. 

Special guest introduction: Lacee Dilmore. 

Guest Interviewer: Alex K.

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On September 19th, 2022, the Venerable Lama Lhanang Rinpoche, a particularly magical and important Tibetan Buddhist Lama, spent a full day in Jaymee's home in Ojai, CA. recording this podcast, performing healing ceremonies and offering longevity blessings for hours to the many dozens of attendees that day. Jaymee was honored to serve as Lama's attendee throughout the day and witnessed firsthand Lama's tireless drive to give each person who sought his wisdom quality time with him, most of which transpired from Jaymee and Lacee's bedroom. Lama barely drink water, ate nothing and needed very little rest for 10 hours straight. Jaymee's received direct teachings and blessings from Lama throughout the day, some of which are being shared with you now on this podcast.

The interview is truly a masterpiece of wild information. For starters, Lama explains what ghosts are comprised of, and the potential karmic repercussions of having emotional attachments via a 5 minute Norm Macdonald style joke. Lama dazzles Jaymee with the most comprehensive forensic analysis Jaymee had ever read (or heard) regarding the elemental process of death, and the mechanics of how each living beings momentum of karma accumulated over countless lifetimes transcends death. He does a George W. Bush impression, and gives a particularly funny answer to "Lama, what's your thoughts about psychedelics?" Lama (rolling his eyes): "Nowadays, everybody is a shaman."

At the close of the episode, Lama erupts into a deep harmonic blessing chant without warning, which will give you chills.

Lama Lhanang currently resides in San Diego, CA, and directs the Jigme Lingpa Center.

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After Jaymee's mother, artist Victoria Roberts, had survived a horribly abusive childhood by establishing a foundational relationship with God being Love, she arrived in London in 1971 at the age of 18 and was instantly swept into the inner circle of rock legends The Who and The Faces. The first time Who drummer Keith Moon met Victoria at The Roundhouse in London in 1971, he confessed his innermost feelings of guilt over the accidental death of his driver and bodyguard Neil Boland just months before, a rare showing of vulnerability from the late rock legend. Victoria taught Ronnie Wood from the Faces (now The Rolling Stones) how to ice skate around that time, and was with The Faces when they trashed Alice Cooper's after party at the legendary Rainbow Theatre while he was still performing on stage. A year later, after listening to Stephen Stills first solo record in 1972, she simply imagined herself hanging out with him... two months later, Victoria was searching for an unlocked window at Stephen Stills Boulder, CO home to climb through, hellbent on cleaning the house, which from the outside looked trashed and partied in heavily. What'd Stephen do when he arrived home a few days later when he found her as an intruder in his home? He gave her a job for the next year as his live-in assistant/housekeeper.

Victoria's life is an exemplarily demonstration of how thought can physically manifest, and how one can radical heal themselves and others through self love and living a life of honesty. She shares her multi-layered process of healing herself from the unspeakable horrors of her youth, how an accidental psilocybin trip at 16 years old played an integral role, and how on multiple occasions in life she talked herself out of being raped by discussing her spiritual healing with each looming aggressors. Victoria's life is also a great example that you may find your artistic voice in late in the game, and how simple and beautifully sweet it it all can be.

VICTORIA's ART: www.victoria-roberts.com and on IG: @Victoria_roberts_art

VICTORIA'S JEWLERY: www.indianlodgeroad.com and on IG: @indianlodgeroad

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After surviving crippling illness at birth, an emotionally disturbed violent alcoholic father in his youth, a bi-polar diagnosis at 13 that had him experimented on with every psych med and therapist on the market for nearly 20 years, Ben Pecorari at 26 years of age sought out spiritual mentorship sessions with Jaymee in the summer of 2021, keeping one secret to himself... he was going to commit suicide if Jaymee couldn't help. It's a year later, and Ben not only wants to live, but he LOVES LIFE passionately EVERYDAY and is ready to give back to the 805. Through their time in mentorship sessions, Ben had a vision of creating a community art collective in downtown Ventura, CA focusing on tattoo culture, spirituality, food, that would also double as an all ages music venue. After a dedicated year of processing core traumas and finding his purpose in sessions with Jaymee, Ben's dream has become a reality, now having signed a lease on a beautiful space on Main Street in downtown Ventura the day before this podcast was recorded. "WANTS/NEEDS: Community Art Collective" is coming to downtown Ventura, CA in December 2022. This podcast was recorded as Ben and Jaymee's final mentorship session to commemorate their year together of healing work, to celebrate Ben's newfound joy and freedom, and to share the most Hunter S. Thompson-ish crazy life story this podcast has ever featured. This episode is sure to be a new favorite. Get ready to have your mind blown of what is possible within healing utilizing presence and emotional intelligence, and look out for the grand opening of "WANTS/NEEDS" this December.

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Raghu Markus is the Executive Director of the Love Serve Remember Foundation, co-founder of the Be Here Now Network, host of Ram Dass: Here and Now as well as his own Mindrolling podcast. He is a devotee and direct disciple of Neem Karoli Baba (Maharaji), whom Raghu lived with in India for 18 solid months alongside Ram Dass and Krishna Das in the early 1970's. Raghu is the chief storyteller within the Love Serve Remember satsang, and spends most of his time joyfully recounting deep and meaningful stories about his friend and mentor Ram Dass, so Jaymee took time to ask about Raghu's early life in Montreal for a change. Raghu shared what it was like having his first transcendent experience as a teenager in a jazz club watching John Coltrane play "My Favorite Things" right in front of him, how he and his friends used to sneak off to watch films that were banned by his teachers, and how his early psychedelic experimentation led straight to his first job as a program director of CKGM-FM in Montreal, where he would fatefully encounter Ram Dass as if it were all intricately designed. This episode is full of first hand accounts of what it was like to be in the direct care and company of Neem Karoli Baba, a miracle being who the majority of humans have only experienced through Ram Dass's many lectures, his service work, and his smile... all of which Raghu confirms was Maharaji pouring through his dedicated student. You'll also hear the story of the time Ram Dass felt like an imposter, and the extraordinary pep talk Maharaji gave him on the spot, as well as the time Maharaji taught Raghu, a nice jewish boy from Canada, how to "meditate like Christ". Recorded in the kirtan hall of Love Serve Remember headquarters, a legitimate "Grace-land" that caused Jaymee to feel like he was on acid, prepare for this unforgettable "Raghu after dark" themed episode!

Mindrolling podcast: https://bit.ly/3AG1gkt

Ram Dass: Here And Now podcast: https://bit.ly/3KbSkXg

Raghu on Instagram: @mindrolling_podcast

Love Serve Remember Foundation: www.ramdass.org

"Brilliant Disguise" film: www.ramdass.org/brilliantdisguise

"Whisper In The Heart" book by Parvati Markus: https://amzn.to/3R1bDEF

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Jon "Vasu" Seskevich has been a trailblazing nurse clinician and primary disciple of Ram Dass's for 50 years. After two years of obsessively reading and re-reading Be Here Now in the early 70's while hitchhiking and practicing kundalini yoga, Jon endured a difficult LSD experience and took a shot in the dark writing Ram Dass a letter to ask his advice in processing the bad trip. Much to Jon's surprise, not only did Ram Dass write him back, but his return letter set in motion a lifelong teacher/student relationship between the two that directly led to Jon creating his own revolutionary career and curriculum in compassionate nursing care at Duke University between 1990-2019. Jon is a breathtakingly genuine and humble sweetheart of a man, a record keeper of the highest order, so in love with the world and earnestly devoted to cultivating path of the expansive Heart. For the Love Serve Remember heads and hardcores, this episode is an absolute gold mine - chalked full of mind-blowing first hand accounts of Ram Dass sewing the seeds of Love in the West, as well as the full circle experience Jon had being Ram Dass's nurse on one of his last pilgrimages to India in 2004.

My friend Jon "Vasu" Seskevich recorded this podcast on the day before he was to undergo heart surgery, which I have released in the early morning hours of his surgery (August 16, 2022) as living prayer for him and his extraordinary passion for alleviating the suffering of beings. As you listen, know that Jon is open to healing thoughts and energy being directed his way. The world certainly has much still to benefit from this true saint, who is deep undercover agent for the divine. In the final moments of this episode performs a round of a rare English translation of the Hanuman Chalisa on his harmonium.

Fore more about Jon "Vasu" Seskevich on the web: www.jonvasu.com

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Our most requested return guest, Jaymee's partner and manager Lacee Jené Dilmore returns to share her wisdom in this Woodstock '69 themed episode. Lacee shares intimate details of her process, and Jaymee revels in being in the presence of the only spiritual teacher he's ever seen naked. Featuring a psychedelic sound-collage of Woodstock '69 concertgoer/organizer footage interviews guaranteed to bring on a contact high and trigger flashbacks! 

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Samuel Bercholz is the Founder and Editor In Chief of the legendary Shambhala Publications, original publisher of an entire library of spiritual classics by Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche, Pema Chödron, Shunryu Suzuki, Dzongsar Jamyang Khyentse Rinpoche (to name a few), and was an early student of Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche's. Samuel is the genuine article mover and shaker of the early Buddhist scene in the US, and what George Martin was for The Beatles, Samuel has been for the Dharma flourishing in the West (though you'll hear he considers himself more of a Forest Gump). You'll hear the unbelievable stories of Samuel as an 18 year old co-hosting a weekly San Francisco based radio show with legendary Zen philosopher Alan Watts called "Adventures In Consciousness", and the last epic hang Chögyam Trungpa had with Alan Watts on the day Alan died. Samuel then blows Jaymee's mind by describing Chogyam Trungpa needing to perform an exorcism for Alan Watts a month later, claiming Alan "doesn't know he is dead" and "is stuck" in the bardo. You'll hear about Samuel's friendship with legendary clandestine chemist Owsley Stanley in San Francisco, who synthesized a drug that left Samuel high for two weeks straight. As if this isn't enough, Samuel has flatlined twice in his life, and in his most recent book "A Guided Tour Of Hell" (as well as on this podcast), Samuel shares the gory details of his experience, what he describes as feeling like an eternity in a hell realm, followed by the surprising pain of returning to his body ("leaving is easy; coming back is incredibly painful"). Stacks of Shambhala books have changed Jaymee's life over the past decade, so this episode was truly a high point of Jaymee's life, living vicariously through one of the most captivating figures in the history of American publishing. Shambhala Publications: www.shambhala.com "A Guided Tour Of Hell" book: https://bit.ly/3awDjlm Steve Buscemi and Sam Bercholz discuss "A Guided Tour In Hell": https://vimeo.com/217433321 LOVE IS THE AUTHOR: produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter. MANAGEMENT: Lacee Dilmore  - lacee@loveistheauthor.com Follow us on Instagram: @loveistheauthor

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Robert Ryan is one of the most sought after tattoo artist's in the world, and an icon and pioneer of spiritually themed tattoo's inspired by the 19th century Kalighat tradition of Calcutta, India. After growing up on the east coast, largely inspired by hip-hop, punk rock, beat poetry and graffiiti culture, Robert had a life altering encounter with a Hare Krishna devotee who rerouted the direction of his life toward spiritual principles and practices. Robert has since become synonymous with living a highly intentional monastic lifestyle, and is constantly in one form of spiritual practice or another throughout the day. Even while tattooing for hours he manages to chant and stay focused. Robert remains endlessly inspired to create some of the most visually stunning sacred imagery of modern times. He is the author of two books "Inborn Absolute" and "Deity", and was featured on the Vice show Tattoo Age. Robert is co-owner of Electric Tattoo in Asbury Park, New Jersey, where he tattoo's 5 days a week. "Deity" book: https://bit.ly/3bM8xoJ  "The Inborn Absolute" book: https://bit.ly/3utriDV "Tattoo Age" on Vice: https://youtu.be/gbVTEuVrCl8 Robert Ryan on Instagram: @robertryan323

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Tulku Orgyen Rinpoche is a Vajra Master within the Nyingma lineage of Tibetan Buddhism, and Jaymee's "root guru". Born in the Hidden Land of Pemaköd, a sacred place well known to Himalayan Buddhists, Tulku Rinpoche was recognized as a reincarnate shortly after his birth by one of the most notable Tibetan Buddhist masters of the 20th century, His Holiness Dudjom Rinpoche, and began formal training as a toddler to fulfill the role of his incarnation. Tulku Rinpoche later founded the Odiyana Institute in Santa Barbara, a center where people can come to learn more about Tibetan Buddhist teachings. Jaymee wanted to use this opportunity to ask questions he had never heard asked of enlightened masters, such as "Have you ever been in love?", "what's the most miraculous thing you've ever seen?" and "what're your thoughts on depression, anxiety and suicide?" This conversation is one of Tulku's first recordings and his first ever podcast, and Jaymee has always felt Tulku's speech carry's blessings that transmit beyond the words spoken, so listen closely to this timeless advice on how to attain inner freedom, passed along in an unbroken chain from the lips of the teacher to the ears of the student for over 2600 years. This conversation is heartwarming, hilarious, and the information is profound. It is an incredibly rare and auspicious opportunity to meet an enlightened Vajra master within a lifetime, let alone get to records a long-form conversation with one. Podcasts like this episode simply do not exist in abundance, so enjoy your karma and take everything you hear to heart.

Learn more about the Odiyana Institute and Tulku Orgyen Rinpoche: https://www.odiyanainstitute.org

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Francisco Mazza is the Director of the Krishnamurti Foundation Of America in Ojai, CA. How did this disappointed, disenchanted youth growing up nihilist in the streets of Mendoza, Argentina, find his way to a genuine spiritual unfoldment? Would you believe surfing, ambient music and industrial bands like Ministry and Nine Inch Nails could lead one to the teachings of Krishnamurti? Francisco shares how his unique connection to the world renown spiritual teacher was forged, and how the journey beginning as a humble student led to being Director of the Foundation. Jaymee and Francisco cultivate a new friendship over a conversation that at times borders on poetry, with a generous smattering of hard earned spiritual gems, Brian Eno lyrics and frequent eruptions of laughter. 

Learn more about the Krishnamurti Foundation of America: www.kfa.org 

Follow Francisco Mazza on Instagram: @franciscolmazza

*Opening and closing music written and performed by J. Carpenter

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

MANAGEMENT: Lacee Dilmore  - lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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Jaymee's 14 year old son Tiger Lennon Carpenter co-hosts this heartwarming Father's Day themed episode, and interviews his dad. Come spend some quality time and sit in on a truly unique father/son relationship, covering more ground conversationally in an hour together than many have been able to in a lifetime.  

*Opening song "Toybox" by J. Carpenter (composed using only his children's toys as instruments)

*Closing song "God Only Knows" (B. Wilson) performed by Jaymee's friend Benny.

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

MANAGEMENT: Lacee Dilmore  - lacee@loveistheauthor.com

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"NO BIG DEAL" is a new, laid back 10 min guided meditation offering from Jaymee for beginners and/or daily practitioners looking to strengthen meditative consciousness and identify less with thought. An easy one for a busy morning, a lunch break at work, or simply a peaceful way to end the day - here's an interesting way for you and Jaymee to spend some quality time together.

4 min intro > 10 min meditation > 2 min outro.

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Christopher Noxon is an author, artist and contributing journalist for The New Yorker, Details, The New York Times Magazine, and Salon. He has authored three books, one of which "Good Trouble: Lessons from the Civil Rights Playbook" recently made headlines after it was placed on a banned book list in Virginia Beach as a prop of conservative political theatre. His first book "Rejuvenille" landed him as guest on Good Morning America and The Colbert Report in the same day, and Christopher shares what it was like hanging out with Stephen Colbert "out of character" in the green room. But most importantly of all, Christopher shares notes from navigating the recent profound loss of his 20 year old son Charlie, who tragically passed away on their family ski trip together in 2020. Christopher shares the difference between trauma and grief, the beauty he experienced mourning within the jewish tradition of "sitting shiva", and the not so subtle way Charlie recently snuck into Christopher's art unbeknownst to him. This episode is a resource for learning how best to support friends or family who are experiencing profound loss, how you don't have to "move on" to move forward, and how Unconditional Love transcends the impermanence of form.

For more on Christopher Noxon, visit: www.christophernoxon.com

Christopher Noxon's art on Instagram: @noxonpics

LOVE IS THE AUTHOR produced, edited, and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter.

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"NO BIG DEAL" is a new, laid back 10 min guided meditation offering for beginners and/or daily practitioners looking to strengthen meditative consciousness and identify less with thought. An easy one for a busy morning, a lunch break at work, or simply a peaceful way to end the day, here's an interesting way for us to spend quality time together.

4 min intro > 10 min meditation > 2 min outro.

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John Dennis is one of Jaymee's favorite people on the planet. The "Quentin Tarantino of vintage", John is a true historian and die hard fan of thrift, style and decay, and is a dedicated practitioner and believer in the art of up-cycling. Through his wildly successful vintage company Sam Roberts LA and his brick and mortar Valley Of The Moon in Ojai, CA., John expresses himself boldly through the clothing he designs and repurposes. A true relic himself and genuine article California hippie with a heart of gold, John tells the story of the first half of his life being chewed up and spit out by the rat race, and how the relationship between he and his son became the biggest inspiration for seeking a new path truer to his heart, smothered in dust and dripping with beauty. This conversation is hilarious and heartwarming, between two bearded freaks who are living their dreams after losing it all. 

Shop Sam Roberts LA: www.samrobertsla.com

Follow John on IG: @samrobertsla

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*Produced, engineered, edited, and hosted by J. Carpenter. 

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This episode features the unbelievable true life story of Jaymee's friend and Dharma brother Dorje Tsewang, who at the age of 21 escaped the Chinese occupation of his homeland Tibet on foot in an arduous journey through the Himalayan Mountains. Dorje, a Tibetan Buddhist in a group of 12 faced sub zero weather conditions with no shelter, empty pockets and very little food, warmed only by a burning notion of a better life existing elsewhere. After 30 days and narrowly escaping death on multiple occasions, Dorje reached the safety of Nepal and spent the next 5 years in a Tibetan Refugee camp, where he would eventually meet his wife Dolkar (an exceptional chef). Dorje shares the auspicious miracles that landed the couple as permanent residents of Ojai, CA 20 years ago, and the causes and conditions that led to opening Mandala Restaurant, a sanctuary of the Ojai Valley. Chalked full of wisdom, laughter, Buddhist concepts and practical advice for finding true happiness, Jaymee and Dorje's share simple life adjustments that can lead to awakening unconditional love for all beings. Plus, Dorje reads a poem out loud by artist/creator Sister Cody (@sistercody) that Dorje considers to be "true dharma".

*Opening music "The Chase Begins" by composed and performed by Jaymee Carpenter.

*Closing music "Ever Changing" written and performed by J. Carpenter (lyrics by R. Kendall Forrey)

*Recorded, edited, produced and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter

For more information on Tibetan Aid Foundation or to donate, visit: www.tibetanaidfoundation.org

Visit Mandala Restaurant in Ojai: www.mandalallc.com

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Management: Lacee Dilmore (lacee@loveistheauthor.com)

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This episode begins with a sound bath by Kelly Jean Anderson, recorded live on location at the legendary spiritual center and meditation garden Meditation Mount in Ojai, CA. Jaymee's interview with Kelly afterwards is a stunner, full of incredible information on how she overcome decades of addiction, sexual trauma, auto-immune and mental disorders through a sincere devotion to her spiritual path and many spiritual technologies, including a life altering dose of DMT. Kelly now lives a life of "all day self care", and shares how she reversed the "hard wiring of self loathing" into a loving "self-mentorship" relationship. She recently lost a loved one to suicide, and shares what it's like to survive "thinking you'll never be ok again". She also shares a beautiful technique for practicing forgiveness. You'll hear a dazzling array of birds chirping throughout this recording from high atop the Valley Of The Moon.    

For more information on visiting Meditation Mount, visit: www.meditationmount.org

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WARNING: EPISODE IS 1:1 PSYCHOACTIVE AND MAY CAUSE A CONTACT HIGH. Jaymee's barber Brenton Butler of Brenton's Barbershop in Ojai is on today's episode. Brenton shares insightful information on navigating an ADD, how memes have been educational tools for understanding mental health disorders, how he overcame homelessness and addiction and followed his dream, how to be spiritual without being spiritual, and why he remains a die hard Kanye West fan. Held beautifully in a swirling audio landscape, blending rare groove, Hip-Hop and hear-lucinatory sound designs, welcome to Brenton's Psychoactive Barbershop Lounge

Sound/music design/editing/hosted/produced byJaymee Carpenter

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Lacee joins Jaymee for a "Bed-In" style episode, and the couple intimately share the full story of their relationship, and what they feel makes it a success. Held warmly in a new psychedelic tapestry of sound design and music production, this "Yawn & Loko" episode delivers the sound of the couples Love.

Cover photo: Lou Mora

Sound/music design, editing/production and hosted by Jaymee Carpenter

For info on Spiritual Mentorship with Jaymee or Lacee through Love Is The Author, DM Lacee on Instagram: @unconventionalgardener

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Jaymee weaves storytelling and an assemblage of recommended songs by musicians who have inspired him throughout his life into the Love Is The Author Mixtape Vol.1. Variety Hour. 

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This weeks episode focuses on the life and times of Jaymee's late spiritual teacher, Vic Anderson, and the nature of spiritual mentorship. Jaymee is joined by Megan Malone, a mentee of his who recently launched a Love Is The Author Meditation Group with her partner in their hometown of Buffalo, NY. Jaymee and  Megan discuss at length the most meaningful qualities of their own student/teacher relationship, what's important to look for in a teacher, and how to be a student. Their discussion is accompanied by actual soundbites of Vic telling the story of how he transformed from being a lowly drug addict to a gentle, spiritual giant who (motivated by the compassion of Tibetan Buddhism and the Tibetan people) risked his final years on Earth rebuilding monasteries in Tibet, while learning about the nature of his mind through ancient meditation techniques as a means of preparing for the eventuality of his own death.

*Cover photo by: Lou Mora

LITA on Instagram: @loveistheauthor 

Megan on Instagram: @megan.malone.rn

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When Devendra and Jaymee get together, they instantly become two children deep at play, bursting with positive energy, ceaselessly driven to expose the interconnectedness of life while utilizing Tibetan Buddhism as their primary navigation system. This episode is less of an interview and more of a natural long form conversation between two people who love each other. Jaymee and Devendra open up about overcoming their (former) heroin addiction, their experiences in recovery, how they found the Tibetan Buddhist path and eventually became immersed, fueled most recently by their shared obsession with the writings of Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche. They also share the common themes of their ayahuasca experiences. Plus: the brilliant concept for Devendra's forthcoming album (near completion), the mind-blowing synchronicity that began their relationship, and how they both feel their passion for practicing Buddhism is equalled only to the feeling of falling madly in love. 

*Closing music by J. Carpenter

*Cover photo by: Lou Mora

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Raum Goods founder Tyler Pinkos is on a quest to (literally) connect people back to the planet and nature through his highly intentional creation, an ethically-sourced shoe with the worlds first copper rivets in the sole, directly connecting the bottom of your feet to the surface of the earth as a form of grounding oneself to Earth's naturally occurring electrons. Tyler has an uncommon origin story of having no established feeling of purpose in early life through his college years, possessing only an open mind, an entrepreneurial spirit, and respect for the Earth. He took the first job he was offered out of college at DC Shoes in Southern California as a brand developer, which led to a blossoming career (spanning multiple shoe companies) and a passion he couldn't have seen coming, creating one opportunity after another. A life-altering encounter with legendary music producer Rick Rubin, followed by a synchronistic run-in with an expert Turkish cobbler at a coffee shop, led Tyler to the inspiration for the Raum prototype (pronounced 'Roam'), which he eventually launched in 2019 after launching a wildly successful crowd-funding campaign. Quite simply put, Raum Goods are the most stylish, ethically motivated and produced shoes on the planet, significantly reducing waste and pollution typically created by the footwear industry through methods virtually unheard of in modern footwear, which Tyler outlines on the podcast. He is a humble entrepreneurial visionary, a genuine steward of the earth, attuning himself solely to where the subtle openings of life appear and invite him to create.

Explore Raum Goods: www.raumgoods.com or on Instagram: @raumgoods

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Jaymee's youngest brother Ryland Zweifel has an incredible story to tell. Surfer, survivalist, and documentarian, Ryland shares how he navigated childhood and the pain of their parents divorce, moving 10 times in his first 10 years of life, and what it felt like to constantly be the "new kid". He shares the recent realizations that came from looking back on a life living with his father in the wilderness of Big Sur with no electricity one year, and the next year living the height of modern life of Los Angeles with their mother, fully cracked out on World of Warcraft 3. These juxtapositions taught Ryland what's important life, and when tragedy struck in high school, Ryland shares honestly and vulnerably about how he found his voice and made a life changing decision that rerouted not only his fate, but the fate of many people he loves. The brothers share the arc of their relationship, and how they connected late in life through meditation and spiritual seeking.  Ryland shares about the film he shot recently with his mentor, surfer and primitive skills teacher Gabriel Kelly, who decided to take a leap of faith by leaving all his possessions behind and stepping out of modern life into the great unknown, with no cell phone, wallet, food, clothing, sleeping gear, wearing nothing but a wetsuit. Gabe wanted to see how far he could travel and survive based on his humanity, his ability to communicate and  connect, and his primitive survival skills, and felt willing to die in search of answers to existential questions. Ryland tested his comfort levels by committing fully to the journey without amenities, learning how to be a versatile one man production crew without any comforts. Ryland and  Gabriels combined karma creates one mind-blowing synchronicity after another coupled with Jedi level manifestations at crucial moments, taking the men all the way from their starting point in Santa Barbara to the treacherous fjords north of Vancouver Island. You won't believe how the film ends! It's a Searching For Sugarman caliber plot reveal.  This is Jaymee's favorite episode to date and he highly recommends you listen to it from start to finish!  Ryland's photography on Instagram: @ryland_zweifel  Ryland's film: @nothingbutawetsuit Cover shot: Lou Mora Theme Music by J. Carpenter

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In 2018, Danny Kiddie had a skateboarding accident that shattered his skull, causing irreparable brain damage, paralyzing half of his face and claiming his sense of smell. The emotional trauma of the accident led Danny to a dangerous repetition of acts of self harm, and in 2020, he entered Good Heart Recovery, an addiction and mental health facility in Santa Barbara, CA Jaymee co-founded and (formerly) operated. The two began an incredible healing journey that continues to this day as mentor and mentee. On the episode, Danny shares with raw honesty not only how he healed from self-harm, but how he currently struggles with self-doubt and isolation in the wake the recent passing of his brother, who was Danny's single greatest influence in life. Danny has a poetry to his process, infusing his words with a raw, transparent vulnerability that is both endearing and exceptionally rare to experience. At one point, Jaymee asks Danny to read 2 separate text messages Danny sent Jaymee over the past year, so that Danny may have the opportunity to experience the beauty of his own words. You can actually hear Danny in real time experience his own love coming back to him! This episode is full of examples of the essentiality of both the glorious and the wretched moments in life, and how to find faith, empowerment and trust in a path with no visible guarantees. 

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Friend of the show Mike "One Shot" Coulter joins Jaymee for an entire episode dedicated to parsing through the supernatural qualities of The Beatles documentary "Get Back". Prior to watching the film, Mike (a former major label recording artist) was not particularly a Beatles fan and wanted to watch it more as an appreciator of documentaries, and Jaymee (former songwriter/producer) is your run of the mill Beatle superfan/historian who's biggest influence in life are The Beatles. Though the two entered into the film with separate preferences and in different mindsets, both interestingly walked away with a similar feeling, summed up perfectly in a Portuguese word Mike has tattooed on his hand: sau·da·de (noun) - a feeling of longing, melancholy, or nostalgia.

Warning: This episode shares a lot of details about the film, though nothing discussed would be technically considered a "spoiler alert". It's a discussion mostly of personal feelings experienced. The episode does share interesting Beatle facts not included in the film to add additional context to what was happening in John, Paul, George and Ringo's lives at the time the film was shot, and the backstory of how Peter Jackson became the films director.

Choir intro + outro music by: J. Carpenter/R.Maynes (recorded at Sir George Martin's Air Studios London)

Cover photo: Lou Mora

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An engaging conversation between Jaymee and Lacee that began over lunch became this impromptu episode. The hosts discuss the unifying themes reported from heroic doses of psilocybin, the sacredness within making sacrifices on the spiritual path, the importance of cultivating consciousness through daily meditation, and Lacee shares a dream she had involving Ram Dass that she believes initiated a healing. 

Theme song by J. Carpenter

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Danielle Ryan Broida is a Registered Herbalist (AHG), Certified Holistic Nutritionist and National Educator at Four Sigmatic. She's is a key player in the worldwide mushroom movement and brings her passion and expertise in herbal medicine, clinical practice, teaching, formulation, and her deep love for fungi to everything she does. She's had an adventurous education including becoming a Certified Yoga Instructor in Rishikesh on the banks of the Ganges River, later worked with a Naturopathic Doctor in Indonesia where she became a Certified Raw Chef and Detox Coach. Danielle is currently an Instructor of Mycology at the Colorado School of Clinical Herbalism, and just completed co-authoring a book with Four Sigmatic founder Tero Isokauppila titled Healing Adaptogens to be released in late 2022. This conversation between friends is a rich resource for mycology, herbalism, plant medicines, and Jaymee correlates the functionality of mushrooms with Buddhist monastic vows and traditions. 

Explore more of Danielle: www.danielleryanwellness.com / www.us.foursigmatic.com 

on Instagram: @danielleryanbroida / @foursigmatic

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Jaymee rides the LITA pod solo and attempts to answer insightful questions posed by a few of his mentees. ​ ​*The 57 min documentary mentioned on the life of Tibetan Buddhist Meditation Master Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche titled "Brilliant Moon" can be found free on YouTube. It is narrated by Richard Gere, and features Lou Reed as the voice of Rinpoche. ​ ​Special thanks to Megan, Jacqueline, Celia and Mike from the LITA sangha for contributing such thoughtful questions. ​

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Miguel Rivera is a traditional sweat lodge ceremony facilitator, musician, award-winning supervising sound editor for television and film (Narcos, Star Trek, Samsara), and primary mentor of Jaymee's. Miguel comes from a long line of healers and has a truly unique story to share dating back to his early upbringing in Guatemala. He was eventually adopted by Native American elders, participated in years of Sundancing and Vision Questing, and has been constructing and facilitating sweat lodge ceremonies across the United States for two decades. He's been an active mentor of countless Veterans and at risk youth, and is a board member of multiple programs designed to reestablish neglected relationships between nature and humans. In 2014, Jaymee began his relationship under Miguel's tutelage, co-facilitating weekly sweat lodge ceremonies for newly sober people on land blessed by His Holiness The Dalai Lama and Chumash elders specifically for this purpose. Miguel is an inexhaustible resource of indigenous wisdom, compassion, and throughout this episode he offers monumental servings of simple truths designed to reconnect you with nature and  elevate consciousness.  

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Jaymee & Lacee close out the year with Sam Harris impressions and conscientious objections to societal norms. Lacee births the phrase "counter-conditioning" to describe the act of defying multigenerational habitual patterns, and Jaymee drops a few postmodern-Buddhist freestyle rants. The couple also figure out on air whether the LITA podcast will continue with the upcoming return of the Mystical/Cynical podcast in January 2022.

So get ready to slow the fuck down for an hour as we painstakingly remove the splinters and claws of samsara, one homegrown realization at a time.

We would additionally like to wish you a HAPPY NEW YEAR! Thank you for your attention this past year, and for making our conversations a valued part of your life.

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Jaymee and Lacee "open the kimono" (so to speak) for an intimately revealing episode, as the couple explore a number of topics including: how to spiritually navigate sexual droughts in romantic partnership, social media's race to capture human attention, the potential euphoria associated with having a good poop, the shocking benefits of having "period sex", Lacee's first dildo and Jaymee's "experimental" pencil. They also discuss how meditation can lead to sex! So get ready for an hour long TMI with generous smatterings of hard earned spiritual insights.

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Jaymee's neighbor Daren Thomas Magee (aka artist Real Fun, Wow!) takes his seat in the nostalgia mobile for the first long form discussion he and  Jaymee have had since ending the Mystical Cynical podcast. Daren shares a number of subjects including his daily mental health routine, the spooky arrival of his mustache, the emptiness of having your dreams come true, singlehandedly blows the whistle on social media 'shadow-banning', and the two friends offer yet another intimate public viewing of their naturally occurring situation-ship. So crank up the fart button and listen closely in for the kombucha burps, this episode is an 80 minute hug for all you broken-hearted 'Mysti-Cynies' out there! Shop Daren's art and products: www.realfunwow.com or follow him on Instagram: @realfunwow

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Artist, Surfer, and White Water Raft Guide Drew Madden is our guest on the podcast today. Drew was a fan of the Mystical Cynical podcast from it's inception, which led him to reach out to Jaymee for mentorship in May of 2021 to help him heal a broken heart and broaden his emotional intelligence bandwidth. The two began a beautiful healing journey together meeting weekly (via Zoom) which has created a deep connection between the two men, who in fact met for the first time in person to record this podcast, which was a highly surreal experience for both of them. Just before the pandemic hit, Drew converted a 2016 Dodge Pro Master (high roof extended) van beautifully for a life on the road, which has been his primary residence for the past year, mostly traveling the California coast, following the surf, bettering himself and building his business Rivers To Sea stickers. Throughout the course of the mentorship, Drew and Jaymee discovered an enormous synchronicity between them that they share on the podcast, along with a greatest hits of takeaway's from their many sessions together. This episode is full of inspiration and encouragement if you're an aspiring artist or blossoming adventurer. You can find Drew and his whimsical illustrations on Instagram: @rivers.to.sea or through his website: www.riverstoseastickers.com

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In this divine feminine charged episode w/ Jaymee's partner & manager Lacee, the two break down how to spiritualize PMS, how sex can evolve in healthy relationship, the importance of assertiveness as well as apology, and what part meditation plays in maintaining overall health and happiness.

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The time has come for you to meet Jaymee & Lacee's psychedelic love child, the legendary Mike 'One Shot' Coulter. This episode is rank with compelling evidence to support the notion that forces are always working behind the scenes to orchestrate epic encounters with life changing potential(s), such as the truly unbelievable story of how Mike entered into Jaymee & Lacee's lives. Mike is someone who (at a low point in his life) made fun of Jaymee prior to knowing him, and a mind-blowing confluence of events would bring the two men together in a whirlwind of synchronistic forces as patient and clinician in a Malibu addiction treatment setting. Mike now credits Jaymee (and Lacee) for having saved his life and redirected his purpose into becoming a therapist and EMDR facilitator, all by learning to unapologetically be himself. Mike is also an amazing songwriter, and in this episode we share the title track of his solo album 'Saviors', which you can find wherever you stream music.

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On this very special music themed episode of the LITA podcast, Jaymee shares how he created a life as a music producer and film/tv composer after having been homeless in downtown Los Angeles at the age of 26. This lead to a career creating music for Bravo shows Top Chef, Project Runway, and Real Housewives, composing a film score for an official selection of the Sundance Film Festival, and recording music with Phoebe Bridgers when she was an unknown teenage songwriter. For the first time ever publicly, Jaymee shares two songs he wrote and produced in 2013 that feature Phoebe on lead vocals ('MAYBE IN THE END' & 'THERE GOES THE NEIGHBORHOOD'), as well as some other choice unreleased pieces of his music. But this isn't just another music podcast: Jaymee shares how an insatiable appetite to build a name for himself as a musician lead to him walking away from his music career to focus solely on broadening his spiritual condition, which lead to his finding true fulfillment in life beyond the arts.   Cover photo by Lou Mora Opening theme song 'If Not Now, Them When' written and performed by J. Carpenter.

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Extraordinary multi-instrumentalist musician and longtime meditator Dave Cipriani joins Jaymee to share stories of the month he spent meditating w/ Pema Chödron at Gampo Abbey, how a path magically unfolded for him in his 20's to learn Indian Slide Guitar in India with Pandit Barun Kumar Pal (a senior disciple of Ravi Shankar), his great fortune studying music w/ jazz great Charlie Byrd, what it was like studying meditation at Shambhala in the 90's, and his recent healing experiences w/ ayahuasca. Dave also plays live for us on classical guitar an incredible rendition of Nirvana's 'Smells Like Teen Spirit', and an evening raga on Indian Slide Guitar. This episode is steeped in Buddhist concepts and philosophies that will be easily palatable for beginners, and demonstrates virtuoso musicianship that will move you deeply. You can find more about Dave at: www.DaveCipriani.com and on Instagram: @davecipriani

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Opening/closing theme song 'If Not Now, Them When' written and performed by J. Carpenter.

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Season 2 of LITA, now in high fidelity! Lacee joins Jaymee for a jam packed 63 minute synergistic stream of consciousness, touching on a variety of subjects including: how to keep self awareness from becoming self-consciousness, you are what you digest, intuition vs. karma, how to become graceful with age, Lacee's newfound respect for cannabis, and how Reese's doesn't give a shit about you. Featuring new theme song 'If Not Now, Then When?' written, performed and produced by Jaymee.

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Jaymee takes the wheel for an epic 55 minute stream of consciousness on how to unlock the many untapped potentials within our human experience.

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Lacee joins Jaymee for their first podcast together in nearly a year! The twin flames spend the hour discussing the importance of surrender, the illusion of loss, and how they've maintained the integrity of their spiritual growth, even when it nearly cost them their relationship this past year.

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Jaymee and Austin spend an additional hour answering questions and addressing topics presented by listeners

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Austin White was a former client of Jaymee's in 2017. Leaving behind a trail of destruction fueled by addiction and long-standing emotional wounds, Austin serendipitously entered the treatment center Jaymee co-founded after leading police on a high speed pursuit in Santa Barbara while in a manic state. They instantly began an unbelievable journey of healing and spiritual growth that led to Austin becoming Jaymee's predecessor at the center where they originally met and did their profound work together. Austin vulnerably shares his dramatic and heartwarming story of spiritual awakening with us all, so much so that you can hear his voice tremble.

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Lacee and Jaymee ask each other questions relating to their pasts, their present, and both of their aspirations for the future. Some subjects discussed: the lasting imprint of altruism, how to remain spiritual living in the material world, dating an active addict, & empowerment of stay at home mothers.

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In this deeply moving episode, Jaymee interviews his mother (artist Victoria Roberts) about how she overcame her childhood sexual abuse through the concentrated application of her spiritual beliefs, and how one whopping dose of psychedelics in her teens played an integral therapeutic role in her making peace with the associated emotional trauma. This episode is jam packed with unbelievable stories of faith in action when all odds were stacked against Victoria, how speaking Truth rooted in Divine Love quite literally saved her life on multiple occasions.

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Recorded on #InternationalPodcastDay ! Prior to recording this episode, Jaymee + Lacee took time to prepare a number of questions for each other to answer on the spot during the podcast without giving one another a preview of their list. Questions like: "describe the difference between the power in saying YES and the power in saying NO to life" and "what intangible need is #CancelCulture fulfilling within humanity" catch each other off guard in the best way. This potent episode certainly provides the audience more answers than questions, so enjoy 59 minutes of stream of consciousness Q&A between our hosts!

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Part 2/2. Divorce. Cutting. Meth. Brain damage. Anxiety/depression. Suicidal ideation. Psyche holds. Treatment. Spiritual awakening. Liberation. Overcoming death. Infinite Wisdom. This two part episode features the miraculous Danny Kiddie, a 28 year old former client of Jaymee & Lacee's who's inspirational story is guaranteed to uplift and motivate you. Jaymee and Danny cover tons of ground and unpack the key elements that have been most useful throughout his rapid healing process. We're excited to share this captivating discussion with you! .

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Divorce. Cutting. Meth. Brain damage. Anxiety/depression. Suicidal ideation. Psyche holds. Treatment. Spiritual awakening. Liberation. Overcoming death. Infinite Wisdom. This two part episode features the miraculous Danny Kiddie, a 28 year old former client of Jaymee & Lacee's who's inspirational story is guaranteed to uplift and motivate you. Jaymee and Danny cover tons of ground and unpack the key elements that have been most useful throughout his rapid healing process. We're excited to share this captivating discussion with you!

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Equine therapist Corey Cardenas is a soul sister of Jaymee and Lacee's, and she joins the podcast as it's first guest! A devoted spiritual practitioner, mother, and black belt in karate, Corey engages in a spirited conversation with Jaymee & Lacee based in cards they pull from their newly acquired deck, 'The Wild Unknown Archetypes'. Through conversations about death, spotting patterns in life, individualized recovery, anti-depressants, and 'God' as a word, the group lovingly self apply the phrase 'Box Breakers' to themselves, referring to the barrier breaking psycho-spiritual work they do with humans.

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Jaymee and Lacee share some of their mind-blowing experiences with the phenomena of Synchronicity, and attempt to unpack the implications of a unifying interconnectedness element within spiritual life.

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This entire episode is an exploration of Lacee and Jaymee's relationship, which they credit as being one of the greatest successes of their lives. The discussion includes new ideas on how to maintain romantic partnerships, and how what most refer to as Love is actually possession. Lacee and Jaymee each take turns sharing 3 words they feel describe each other, and humorously tell the story of how they lost their shit when the original completed recording of this episode got deleted earlier that day.  

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Jaymee offers a guided meditation, but first, discusses how he was first introduced to the practice, and why he believes daily meditation is the most important thing he's ever done for himself.

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Jaymee and Lacee discuss how they initially merged with the unfoldment of their individual spiritual paths, some of what their practices and pursuits have yielded, and the otherworldly plant medicine origins of the term 'Love Is The Author'.

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In this episode, hosts Jaymee Carpenter and Lacee Dilmore take the opportunity to introduce themselves, give their backgrounds both professionally and personally, and state their intentions for the podcast ongoing.