My dog will eat my face: Recent Episodes
Joseph Colaprete
Description of one mans experience as he dies in hospice care, not knowing what may come or when it will end. Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
In this final season episode I will provide a more lighthearted question and answer session as I read various questions I've received from fans. Maybe you?? Either way, all of it is ad libbed, so should be a good celebration of chaos, if nothing else.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
My quality of life has taken a severe beating the last few weeks, and has certainly taxed me. While I summarize one most the recent changes here, I don't change my views on my life and mortality. Also, some housekeeping due to technical changes are shared.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
The trumpets have sounded, and the horsemen have been set free on the land. Except, I have an extra 5th one for some reason. In this brief podcast, I provide a medical update, and some unnerving symptoms that may be signs that the end is nigh (for me, not you, or maybe you too? I have no idea, I'm just a podcaster).--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
Some of my friends and family have challenged my atheism in the last few weeks, when referring to being able to turn around a dreadful crisis that I was in. However, I think another aspect is what truly helped me to see things through, as I attempt to explain here, and conclude it is a far more attainable and liberating strength that any one of us may share...--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
As I fight to regain my hospice coverage, while an emotional shooting range, I tried to use a strategy I outlined in Episode 30 on "game theory" in real life, and come to interesting results.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
Be forewarned, this podcast will truly test your patience and ability to listen to my incessant rants. But, as Virgil once said, "All things can be mastered through endurance." So it is true here as well! Although I discuss "game theory," I can demonstrate that it applies also to real life, and it leaves me with a very dark, but perhaps unmoving, conclusion.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I fight for my rights to receive treatment needed to stay alive for as long as I can, despite a terrible event exercised by what can only be described as a sociopathic entity.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
Further updates to my long battle for my hospice rights and care. If you, or someone you know is in hospice, pondering hospice, or similar situation, this podcast may be quite useful. Or not. You get what pay for, after-all. Your current balance due is zero. Although, I would accept a real large goose egg. That'd make my day. Dunno why.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
The day I utmost feared has now come and passed. With it, some fears, but new challenges present themselves. Gee.... just like every other day in life!--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
Many things have changed in recent weeks, very suddenly, and not giving much hope. The quote used in the title here, I use with hope that I too am as mistaken as Frederick.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
While I provide weekly updates as best I can, I think it's prudent to take a step back, and observe how my condition has changed over the past months or even years. Some observations may be surprising.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
After planning a podcast topic this week, I was thwarted at the last moment by an unfortunate event. It's high time I provide the necessary disclaimer: I'm a freak of nature.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
Well, I finally got what I've been asking my hospice team for, for many years. Blood work. I didn't get all of the results that I wanted, but what I did get is not unlike being pardoned for your planned execution by quartering, but rather being told you merely only have to endure abacination.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
In this podcast I find myself struggling with anger, which has been tearing me down for years. I need to thwart this anger, and not turn to savagery.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I've learned one important thing in my life, and that is to say what you need to say to others when you can. It's not only good best practice, but an obligation we all have.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I dared to have a short conversation with someone who seems to cherish and love their drama and victimhood. How they responded surprised me.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I explore recent issues where I find myself lamenting the loss of my own identity. I question if I need to redefine myself, or has that not really changed?--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I originally planned to not record any podcasts during the holidays, but had to squeeze one in after hearing perhaps the most naive and asinine theistic phrase for the entire previous year.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I'm normally quite "the Grinch" or "Scrooge" this time of year. But, even with physical problems, I seemed to find heaps of laughter and joy. It's not too hard to find. My secret; I'm too lazy to be sad or angry for more than a couple days.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I had a conversation with a hospice nurse I never met before, and she asked how could I be at peace with death. I couldn't give any abbreviated answer, but here is my subsequent attempt to do so.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I share three impactful moments in my life that are prime examples of ableism, a concept I long shunned because it sounded silly to me. But moreover, I resisted any labeling that may cast me as a "victim." Well, I was wrong. Very wrong.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
In the episode published close to Thanksgiving, I share a different perspective that I have formulated over the years where having gratitude does not stop at the end of positive experiences.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
A continuation of my last podcast, where I try to address the emotional issues that I experience in my long decline with Congestive Heart Failure.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
When I begun this podcast some time ago, I composed an episode of what it's like to die of congestive heart failure (CHF). Having now been several years into this long transition, I think this topics could be more accurately addressed today.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
Despite worsening health issues, which I will discuss with some brevity, I wanted to share the details of those who I adore with all my heart and who, even now, is the best part of my life.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
We all have this occasional feelings if miss opportunities, and "what ifs" - how we may have missed a chance to improve our lives, even if fleeting. I had such a moment recently, but here I share how I have, actually, made the right choices in life.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I abhor victimization, and have never fallen into the trap of relinquishing that power over my happiness to others. Despite fleeting temptation, don't do this. And I'll explain why.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
A new health scare has reared its ugly head, and I need to somehow find out what it even is. Also, I need to brush up my Welsh.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
In a recent conversation with my hospice nurse, she asked particular questions that got me thinking. Specifically, am I "spiritual" or is there a better word?--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
In this podcast I provide a short health update, and then do my part to never forget a horrific event. Did you forget?
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As I struggle to keep my life moving and facing terrible fatigue, I must find a way to be at peace with how I live today, to be able to accept whatever may come tomorrow.
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Changes within my body in recent weeks have been mostly good, only some bad, but all of it is utterly confusing.
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After the trials and tribulations of the past few months, I've faced an arduous task of rebuilding and returning to my normal, boring life. Sometimes you don't realize the value of something, until it's lost.
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Yet again, after all the bad events in my life, the enduring potty pad saga continues. This time it includes a visit from the police!
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Where have I been for the last month or so? Unfortunately, nowhere good. It was a journey through a viscous psychotic episode, a nursing home, and back again.
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Some things start with the most innocuous events. And that is precisely what happened in my life, where my dogs potty pad sent me down a new path, I would never otherwise have gone. There's the well known "butterfly effect" but I have now discovered the similar "potty pad effect." www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I wanted to give a full episode, as a sort of tribute, to my best friend. While only 20 lbs, and covered in fur, my best friend (prior and current) gives me tremendous support throughout all the years. He has been and continues to be essential help throughout my disease.
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Last week I was caught in a rather depressive and exhausted state. When seeing a different counselor today, I had an epiphany that I used to slowly overcome much of this angst.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
This podcast essentially is an unscripted explanation of the weeks of sadness I've had, and it has oozed to the top, putting me in a rather despondent state. I try to talk through it, and surprisingly, find some comfort within myself.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
While not true in a literal sense, I am in the morally sense. What that means and how you will be on the cover too.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
Grown utterly sick of the standard medical advice, I provide a proper solution for CHF sufferers. No, I have no medical degree.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I've been levied more miserable symptoms lately. Among the worst is frequent collapsing and injuring myself even more. In this episode I describe the symptoms and their consequences. www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #syncope #fainting--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
Major shifts in my battle against CHF have turned me down a dark road. I don't know when it will heh even worse still, but I'm afraid to ask.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I wish to define a "full life" San demonstrate it is not merely a "good" life. Mistakes and calamity are central to living well. twww.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #foregiveness--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/yumyumfaceface/support
I've been in a depressed dog lately, but someone close to me showed me another angle of this displeasure. www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #depression--- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
Telling those you love your feelings for them is no small task, but the rewards are vast and mitigate regret. www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #honesty #love #affection--- This episode is sponsored by 路 Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
I've fallen victim to terrible psychological disposition that can strike at any time, and can cause more damage than just that to your intelligence, but to your sense of self. It's real. Is here. And I'm it's latest victim.--- This episode is sponsored by 路 Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
A brief and honest discussion of one of the most difficult topics there is: suicide. Listener discretion is advised. www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #suicide #hospice #surviving #CHF--- This episode is sponsored by 路 Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
I this podcast I intend to giver a more detailed description of what I'm facing health wise, as well as the terrible psychological effects it has on my person. www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #mental health #psychosis--- This episode is sponsored by 路 Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
Ugh, I have not been doing well. I hope it's not a "new normal" for me. This is a brief health update for those who are interested. A thousands pardons for it being so brief, I hope to make a more complete podcast when I get my voice back (no more punk rock mosh pits and hockey games for me 馃槥)--- This episode is sponsored by 路 Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
In this episode I bring forward an all too taboo topic to maintain good company: money. More specifically, how it shamelessly emboldens itself even in the face of a fatal disease. www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #money #social security--- This episode is sponsored by 路 Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
As I manage my grim disability budget, I chased down some research relating to how power companies can very well kill their customers.--- This episode is sponsored by 路 Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
Many people have said to me they haven't can't live a "full life." Here I try to challenge that, and address how one can simply begin a full life, despite their circumstances. Also, I discover Seneca and Mr T have so much in common. www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #death #dying #hospice #pain #CHF #happiness--- This episode is sponsored by 路 Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
A loyal listener, my father, asked me to make a record of my health history, since the unique nature of it my help others solve similar issues in the future. www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #genetic #deficiency #death #dying #experience #hospice #pain #CHF--- This episode is sponsored by 路 Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
I wish a merry Saturnalia to all my listeners, and provide some background if this holiday season, which is about as Christian as is Mel Brooks. www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #Christmas #xmas #saturn #saturnalia #death #dying #experience #hospice--- This episode is sponsored by 路 Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
Is college worth it? More specifically, did I waste precious time I have here on this earth by attending college? That would make bummed out. www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #college #education #death #dying #experience #hospice #pain #CHF--- This episode is sponsored by 路 Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
No matter how hard you may try, some people may just not like you; or even hate you. Be warned, but don't fret.--- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/yumyumfaceface/support
Does the age of death really matter? It certainly impacts death, but is so versatile, I think that, in the end, it doesn't really matter. www.Patreon.com/mydpgwilleatmyface #death #dying #experience #hospice #pain #CHF #age
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Think of thanksgiving as an opportunity to celebrate what you're grateful for. You may find you have more in life than you realized. www.Patreon.com/mydpgwilleatmyface #thanksgiving #death #dying #experience #hospice #pain #CHF
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I summarize the worst experiences of dying (so far) from my experiences. You can support the podcast more by going to www.Patreon.com/mydpgwilleatmyface #death #dying #experience #hospice #pain #CHF
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The name says it all. In the past two weeks I've started to receive extra care at home, organized by my family. I discuss the pros and one con in this podcast. #homecare #family #CHF #dying #death #acceptance lwww.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Accepting a gift is a lot harder than it sounds. I've always been intensely independent. Perhaps old lessons can teach me how to cope with new issues. #coping #CHF #dying #death #acceptance lwww.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I've definitely entered Horace's "tomorrow" - and I need to be able to cope with just how violent death is. I was not expecting this. #coping #CHF #dying #death lwww.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I've been plagued with severe physical and emotional problems due to my sickness advancing into the next stage, if there is one. These are daunting problems, and I see no way out.
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In this episode, I provide a new update on generally what it's like to die. Many things have changed since I first published a podcast on this topic. My whole world order, you can say, has changed. #CHF -#dying #death lwww.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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A summary of my recent injuries that tell one I'm on a clear path to death. Believe it or not, falling down is a real thing. To support the podcast got to www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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A quick review of the hardest part of my disease. The hardest part may surprise you. #Inability to walk #hospice #heart failure #dying #coping #psychosis #CHF mrexixmcertwww.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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A quick summary of events to me losing the ability to walk then regaining the ability. #Inability to walk #hospice #heart failure #dying #coping # mrexixmcertwww.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Taking quick stock of where I am today with managing medical and mental health issues as I go through this experience. #hospice #heart failure #dying #coping www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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A reasoning for the latest fog of content #therapy #hospice #dying #stoicsm #depression http://www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Brief health update and associated physical accident which tested my emotional resolve. This led to a broader epiphany how I may handle my illness. #depression #hospice #heart failure #dying #coping www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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An open dialogue about not just mental illness in general, but my mental illness. The o my way to manage this blight is open discussion. Only a crazy person would stigmatize the topic. #depression #psychosis #stigma #hospice #heart failure #dying #coping www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I describe both the good and the bad that I have observed since my duel diagnosis of CHF and kidney failure.
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More bad news befouled me this last week; worsening medical news indicating severe organ failure is inevitable at this point. So, how does one cope or respond to such a calamity in their life? #hospice #heart failure #dying #coping www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Recent lab work has revealed that I'm facing rapid and severe medical calamity; even more so than I previously had been accustomed to. I have to figure out what this means to me in my life and what I can do next in response to this calamity. #dying #hospice #lab work #heart failure #disease #calamity http://www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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A different perception of reality lifted me out of a depressive funk, yet again. #heart failure #therapy #hospice #dying #stoicsm #depression http://www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Some holiday well wishes, and a description of my debacle of a holiday. #independence day #july4th #hospice #heart failure #dying http://www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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When you think you're fully prepared for the fight, or the news you'll get, nothing will fully prepare you for the actual event. Not unlike in war, there is always the unexpected, the sudden unknowns, the fog that make whatever you've prepared yourself for, a significant challenge once it's no longer an expectation or simulation.
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I open up about more about my worsening health and it's impact on some family. #Heart Failure #Declining Abilities #Pulmonary hypertension http://www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyfacw
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In this podcast, I detail what it means to me to live a full life and how I've accomplished that, while acknowledging some blatant differences between my values and others'. #heart failure #end of life #meaning of life #full life #happiness www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I recently rediscovered and age-old problem I have, that haunts me to this day and has become my worst enemy... #heart failure #therapy #hospice #dying http://www.Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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As a history buff I've often viewed my life through the lense of a rising and now falling empire. Here I explain my views of my decline. Also, I announce I'll be welcoming a visitor shortly. #heart failure #end of life #pain #assistance www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I've experienced some of the hardest days of my life, as my condition worsens. I try to explain what's happening, with broken words. Bare with me, it's not my best work, by far, but a very important change to the narrative. #incontinence #major pain. heart failure #collapsing #pain management www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Details of my sudden chair attack, and a rough poll of fears of fellow heart failure sufferers. #heart failure #collapsing #pain management www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Facing a "new normal," if increased pain and physical suffering will be a challenge. This is my first (and likely worst) attempt at creating a means to handle it. #heart failure #collapsing #pain management www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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My own week of "falling down" - but more literal and slightly less graphic. And yet, in both the movie and the podcast we're fighting for our life. #heart failure #collapsing #ventrical failure www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Every week I'm asked if I have adequate support for my dying process; I answered "yes" for the first time ever this week. Why? #heart failure #arterial failure #finding peace #stocism www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Why don't I fear solitude? Rather, I cherish it. I wonder why and what that means to me as I approach my last day. #heart failure #jail #arterial failure #journaling www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Episode 36: A dive into the victimhood and it's lethal attack on the human souls. #victimhood# heart failure #jail #arterial failure #journaling www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Recently I've endured a swarm of worsening conditions, and many reminders of how fragile I am and lucky to be alive #dying #heart failure #jail #recovery #arterial failure #journaling www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Episode two covering recent history and end of a long career. #dying #heart failure #career www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I'm in a living hell, or maybe not? Maybe I died and went there. Here I am venting and whining. I'm only human, all too human. #dying #heart failure www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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A brief history of my career, since so many have asked. First part of two. #dying #heart failure #jail #recovery #career www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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More meditation compositions from Orlando jail. #dying #heart failure #jail #recovery #meditation #journaling www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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More meditations from "Orlando Jail" and my reflection since they were composed some 5-6 yrs ago. #dying #heart failure #jail #recovery #meditation www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Since it's a slow week, I elected the share some of my musings from Orlando Jail (aka rehab). #dying #heart failure #jail #recovery #meditation www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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In this episode I discuss how my efforts to seek joy have paid off, at least for one moment, and are in the face of yet even more bad news from the doctors. #dying #heart failure #immunity #happiness www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Apparently living a good life is key not only to happiness, but also finding peace at death. An analysis of two topics normally sparring apart. #dying #heart failure #hope #happiness #peace www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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A brief reflection of my life, and the corresponding conclusion and message that I must press to loved ones for when I finally depart this earth #dying #heart failure #classifications #don't look up www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I asked my doctor what "kind" of heart failure I have, and I got a detailed answer. I have to handle these facts and provide a final judgment on the kind of life I've lived, before it's gone. #dying #heart failure #classifications #life expectancy www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I entered into a discussion with someone about death and dying and disclose that here. Also, for some reason, I sound high to me throughout the podcast. No clue why! #dying #heart failure #death www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Despite my physical ailments and frailty, I've adopted a new pooch to have companionship and a new friendship with! Despite the naysayers, I'm living my life, welcoming a new being into my life pooch. #dying #heart failure #hope #adopting www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I've fought many hard battles to improve my life lately - and won. And now, I find myself wanting to go further, to reduce my medical suffering and to even adopt a new pooch. #dying #side effects #heart failure #hope #adopting www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I pose the question, after so much loss, and while I'm so much suffering, why am I still alive? I think I found the answer. Support the podcast more at www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #failure #dying #survival #staying alive
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Bonus episode, done on the fly. It's a new year, and I hope it's a good one for us all. Also someone died. Meh. #death #Betty White #New Year www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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A bonus holiday episode and quick update for listeners. Plus some more China flashback storytelling. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #failure #dying #saturnalia #China
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In this podcast I discuss my difficulty in staying aloft and find happiness and how I resort to the minimal gain for fear of lack of no gain. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #failure #dying #happiness #depression #disease
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A brief health update and the sharing of some personal experiences: could they be a sign of some sort of afterlife awaiting? Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #failure #dying #paranormal #afterlife
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More and more I see the world today suffering from its own affliction of horrendous fear, and see it taking away life before it could even have a chance. This is my brief analysis of this and why I refuse to go the same way. support the podcast more by going to http://www.Patreon.con/mydogwilleatmyface #heart #heart failure #heart failure #fear #covid #violence
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In this episode I will try to explore my recent "loss" and see if I can find a way out of the valley of grief that has shattered me. The ending may be surprising. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #dying #seneca #dog #stoicsm #loss
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I have lost my best friend, my true companion in life, my everything: my fluffy butt, Nero. This video is not monetized. #death #dog #animal #support #dying #alone Support the podcast more by going to http://Patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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I've always been steadfast and fiercely alone, but operating that way is starting to fail. And I'm not sure how to remedy that. Also, happy thanksgiving! Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #dying #life style #heart failure #adapting #thanksgiving
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The rambling rantings of a dying man begin in this first podcast. An introduction and brief foundational start of this journey into the abyss. Yippee!! #hospice #journal #dying #heart Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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A remediate analysis of what it means to live "well," especially when facing the end of the road. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #dying #life style #heart failure
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"Bonus" episode (if you want to call it that). And a random story about ransom and welcome mats. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Facing dangerous situations is ubiquitous in life; I summarize my most recent dangers and decide how best to face them. Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface #hospice #heart #dying #employment #self defense
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How I have dealt with danger to-date has been less than stellar. I tend to run or hide from danger, which is no good in my current struggle. How can I better battle this current danger? Also, some very unsavory examples of my failures at handling danger. #hospice #heart #dying #Marcus Aurelias #Danger #Fight or Flight Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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A quick discussion of overcoming internal crises that don't exist, in myself and others. Also, is my nurse hitting on me? #hospice #heart #dying #Marcus Aurelias #Crisis Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Brief health update for friends and family (and the morbidly curious). Things have become much worse, details within... #hospice #heart #dying
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In this brief, "bonus" episode this week I provide a much needed update regarding my health: where it's at, and where it's going. #hospice #heart #dying #death #heart failure Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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A short summary of my more wacky adventures overseas, and the lessons I have learned from those events that I still carry with me today. #travel #hospice #heart #dying Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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This episode will discuss the emotional fallout from the dying process, at least for me. This is only to-date, of course, and I have a long ways to go. #hospice #heart #dying #death Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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Here I describe what my experience has been like physically, and why it has made gravity my arch nemesis. #hospice #heart #dying Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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What the heck is wrong with me anyway? How do I think I daily cope with it? What's the correct pronunciation of Aeneid? #hospice #journal #dying #heart Support more www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface
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