In terms of what is an audio diary that is an exploration and documentation of my thoughts and feelings on things that affect me.
Exploring the difficult feelings involved in moving away and leaving all of your familiar places.
On patriarchy and whiteness and how both systems of power need to be handled with an enormous amount of care to receive any kind of positive result especially in situations where these systems are being called out to see how they’ve been complicit in the oppression of other ppl who don’t also benefit from these systems.
An angry monologue about the weight of constantly bending myself into a system of whiteness to survive.
I shared a traumatic experience I had 5 years ago and how that has made me develop unhealthy coping mechanisms and how I’m learning to embrace healing from new and healthy platonic love and to let go of overgrown pain.
A discussion/questioning of the ways I demonstrate care for myself and how present and honest that demonstration is.