Not That Crazy: Recent Episodes

Caitlin Kirkpatrick | Soulfire Productions

Finally, a spirituality podcast that doesn't take itself too seriously. Caitlin's on a mission to bring the super woo back down to planet Earth & make it a little more... well, human. It's spirituality - but for the rest of us.

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Today on the show, Caitlin shares another story about a pivotal life moment while at a concert on mushrooms. It was almost as if the universe perfectly curated this experience for her, even though she had no idea it was coming. She details the evening’s events, all the emotions that came with it, and how the mushrooms helped her gain such clarity about her life at the time. This is yet another example of how psychedelics help us quickly come to clear, peaceful conclusions to create mindful shifts in our lives. Yes, we may be able to make sound decisions without using psychedelics, but psilocybin helps streamline the process and makes it a lot more fun.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • What happens when we rely on others for solidity
  • Why music and psychedelics are the best way to access deeper parts of our psyche
  • The mushroom trip that helped Caitlin close the chapter of her life in LA
  • Plant medicine’s seemingly never-ending benefits

Resources:

  • Not So Black Friday Sale

This show is supported by:

  • Psychedelic Water® | Use this link for 10% off!

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Guide
  • Sign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Let’s talk about mushrooms! In today’s solo, Caitlin talks about how casual doses of mushrooms impact our social interactions. She tells a story about a recent interaction that has her pondering an idea: Those dedicated to self-work and shadow work can integrate things more easily than those who enter the psychedelic experience with less intentionality. We all know that psychedelics help us approach others with unconditional love, but some of us have a harder time maintaining an open heart once the mushrooms wear off.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Feeling peoples’ literal souls through touch cognition
  • That time Caitlin’s unconditional love was stonewalled
  • Do the work sober to get the most out of psychedelics
  • WTF – Caitlin can’t even pick a damn hair color

Resources:

  • Not So Black Friday Sale

This show is supported by:

  • Cured Nutrition® | Use Code ‘NTC’ to Get 10% off first order

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Guide
  • Sign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Whether it be alcohol, marijuana, or even something “healthy”, like work or exercise, we all have our thing we turn to when we need to unplug. But when’s the last time you’ve reflected on your relationship with whatever it is you’re using to escape? In today’s solo, Caitlin opens up about how her relationship with alcohol has evolved over the years and shares some of the things that she now prefers in its place. By being honest about her experience, Caitlin invites us all to reflect on our relationships with our numbing device of choice: Could a healthier option achieve the same or better results?

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Stop normalizing post-drinking sadness
  • How Ahai energy training forever changed Caitlin’s drinking habits
  • Food for thought: We’re all just a little depressed
  • Becoming aware of–and upleveling–your setpoint
  • WTF - Driving on empty…Just get the gas!

Resources:

  • Not So Black Friday Sale

This show is supported by:

  • Cured Nutrition® | Use Code ‘NTC’ to Get 10% off first order

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Guide
  • Sign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Caitlin’s bringing the fire in today’s solo, unpacking her experience existing in the mainstream vs. spiritual spaces — and what it’s like feeling like you fit into neither. As she’s witnessed this desire to homogenize the spirituality space, along with this p*ssing contest of who can present as “the most” spiritual, she’s on a mission to spread acceptance and curiosity around the uniqueness of our spiritual paths.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Creating your own place within existing spaces
  • Feeling resistance to the label of ‘spiritual’
  • Spiritual p*ssing contests: presenting as ‘the most’ spiritual
  • Normalizing spirituality as the connection to self & Spirit
  • The lack of acceptance & curiosity in society

This show is supported by:

  • Cured Nutrition® | Use Code ‘NTC’ to Get 10% off first order

Referenced Episodes:

    1. Spiritual Bullsh*t: The Power of Discernment with Kelli Moore
    1. WTF It Actually Means to Be Spiritual

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Guide
  • Sign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Tiffany Gaines blends astrology and human design to help clients understand their shopping tendencies and personal style, helping connect them to their true essence. Today’s conversation unpacks the energetics of style and the nuanced layers of emotion that come with letting go of the old to step into a new energy. Tiffany and Caitlin also talk about breaking out of society’s standards and the boxes we put ourselves in to explore what’s the most authentic expression of you.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Energetics of style & understanding your authentic expression
  • Tapping into different sides of yourself through style
  • Letting go of emotionally heavy items & releasing guilt
  • Healing after substance use & using clothing as a manipulative tool
  • Reconnecting with your inner child through style

This show is supported by:

  • Cured Nutrition® | Use Code ‘NTC’ to Get 10% off first order

Connect with Tiffany:

  • Instagram: @epiphanywithtiffany
  • Podcast: Epiphany with Tiffany
  • Website: www.epiphanywithtiffany.com
  • Tiffany’s Life & Style Coaching Services
  • Email: tiffany@epiphanywithtiffany.com

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Guide
  • Sign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Today on the show, Caitlin is joined by the CEO and co-founder of SoulFire productions, Kelli Moore. Caitlin confides that she’s been questioning why she self-identifies as a spiritual person, and having trouble finding the middle ground between the woo and normalcy. This leads the two to honestly critique the spiritual, personal development community, highlighting both the benefits and the darker truths and offering some tips for discerning which leaders are truly in integrity.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Caitlin’s revolt against being labeled a “spiritual” person
  • Calling out the Cult of Spirituality
  • Spotting manipulation within the spiritual community
  • WTF - That time Kelli threw up on Conner's dick

This show is supported by:

  • Cured Nutrition® | Use Code ‘NTC’ to Get 10% off first order

Connect with Kelli:

  • Instagram: @kellitmoore
  • Podcast: Okay, Babe

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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It can be hard to notice when certain friends and family members are not capable of showing up for you in the way that you need and deserve, but there are people out there that can show up for you in that way. In this solo episode, Caitlin talks about giving the people who actually do show up for you priority over those you feel obligated to. Because, in reality, you’re really only obligated to yourself…and if you’re not going to show up for yourself, no one else will either.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Plot twist: Caitlin’s really been moonlighting as “corporate Caitlin”
  • That time work spontaneously scheduled a mandatory in-person meeting while Caitlin was out of state
  • How to show up for yourself when your workload triggers a stress response
  • Do hummingbirds actually have a sixth sense?

This show is supported by:

  • Cured Nutrition® | Use Code ‘NTC’ to Get 10% off first order

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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This idea that you need to “re-become” whole is bullshit. You are already whole, and you always have been. It really is that simple, but that doesn’t mean it’s easy to embody. In today’s solo, Caitlin reminds you that your power is truly always there for you and that you get to be the leading energy of your life, not the overwhelming sensations that you feel some of the time. If you’re struggling with any of this, remember that, at any moment, you can plug back into your power source. At any moment, you can start living from your authority. It’s not something you need to take back.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Why Caitlin can't even with "taking your power back"
  • Why we can’t just stop battling our own “mental fuckery”
  • The reel that was really a mirror for the way Caitlin has been triggering herself lately
  • We may always carry our wounds, but we've had something way better for even longer
  • WTF am I doing? Rock photography on mushrooms in Sedona

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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In this episode, Caitlin chats with holistic nutritionist, business coach, author and fellow self-projected projector podcaster, Samantha Gladish. Samantha helps health and wellness coaches and online service providers find their soul-aligned clients to grow their online businesses and up-level their bank accounts.

Caitlin and Samantha bond over the similarities within their human design charts, the sometimes awkward life of a podcaster and psychedelics. They also open up about overcoming their people-pleasing tendencies and how making big life changes guided by your own inner voices is the best way to take care of your soul.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Why Samantha’s not really new to the “woo”
  • That moment when Samantha knew she had to focus on business coaching
  • How we’re really just constantly evolving into truer versions of ourselves
  • Why podcasting is so hard when you’re a self projected projector
  • Delving into the magic of “gene keys”
  • Don’t even with your scarcity mindset
  • Is LSD really that scary?

Connect with Samantha:

  • Podcast: Wellness Witch
  • Instagram: @holisticwellnessfoodie
  • Website: holisticwellness.ca
  • YouTube: Samantha Gladish
  • Facebook: Holistic Wellness Foodie

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Your biggest insecurity probably isn’t what you think. It’s not about how smart you are, how pretty you are, or whatever it is that you believe you are. There’s something deeper at play. You can play the game and try to hide it from yourself and the world or you can find out what it is, meet it, and learn to love the shit out of it. Once you learn to love your real insecurity, then you can start to truly be free.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Caitlin’s same same but different insecurities over the years
  • The sneaky thing Caitlin was actually insecure about
  • WTF am I doing? Why doesn’t teleportation exist yet?

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Intro - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Kerry Ferber is a Grief Guide, Energy Healer, and Certified Spiritual Life Coach who’s specialized in energetic alchemy and vibrational transmutation. She assists people moving through layers of grief and anxiety through her Grounded Grieving offering and loves helping create space for our new stories to emerge.

Inspired by the energies of the "1" in numerology, Caitlin and Kerry discuss WTF it really feels like to rebuild yourself - or your life - after a period of destruction. They connect over a wide range of topics including trusting yourself, identifying and advocating for your needs and embracing constant rebirth, change and expansion—even when you have no idea where it's leading.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • A fresh start doesn’t equal sunshine & rainbows
  • Is it a Phoenix Rising or really just a Fool’s Journey?
  • Who even cares if you have no idea where you’re going? The universe does!
  • Being one with yourself and everything else
  • Why are we so afraid of expansion and change?
  • Embracing your inner chameleon - Styling your life to fit the current version of yourself

Connect with Kerry:

  • Website: kerryferber.com
  • Instagram: @kerry.ferber
  • Kerry’s Grounded Grieving Journey: Grounded Grieving Journey–Kerry Ferber
  • Email: kerry.ferber@gmail.com

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Human Design Reading
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Nowadays, we’re always hearing the word “healing” within the spirituality and personal development space. But healing should only be used when discussing wounds and diseases, not inner work. Healing implies that something needs to change in order for us to become whole again, but, the truth is, we’re actually already whole. So, instead of talking about “healing ourselves”, we should be talking about reintegrating the parts of us that we’ve been trying to shed. When we can fully accept, love and appreciate all aspects of ourselves, our experience of walking through the world changes for the better.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Why the idea of “healing,” as it relates to inner work, is bullshit
  • WTF “heal” and “integrate” actually mean
  • How you’re actually kind of like an egg
  • WTF am I doing? Who closes at 5:45 on a Saturday?!

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Human Design Reading
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Every now and again, our minds have a hard time staying present. Instead, we focus on the past or future, often creating false realities that leave us feeling super anxious. We’ve all heard that “staying present”, or focusing on “right now”, is the way out, but are we ever given the tools for how to do this? In today’s solo, Caitlin talks about some of her recent anxieties and the techniques she uses to help her anchor into “right now”.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • How Caitlin has been managing her anxiety as of late
  • Why you can’t wish your way out of discomfort
  • Tips to let right now be perfect, even when it isn’t

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Human Design Reading
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Today on the show, Caitlin is joined by spiritual business coach, podcast host and fellow Human Design lover, Jess Bubbico. Caitlin and Jess bond over their shared goal of making the “woo” less taboo and talk about how to integrate Human Design in your personal, dating and work life.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Human Design and dating
  • Embracing Human Design as an experiment and leaning into what works for you
  • How spirituality, coaching, and entrepreneurship have evolved and where they might be headed
  • The tangible benefits of Human Design in business and beyond
  • The importance of understanding the basics of Human Design before diving too deep

Connect with Jess:

  • Website: loveyourwoo.com
  • Instagram: @loveyourwoo
  • Podcast: Love Your Woo

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Human Design Reading
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Have you ever thought about the difference between spirituality and personal development? In today’s solo, Caitlin ponders why it seems like things that fall under spirituality are often met with a bit more resistance than things labeled personal development, and whether or not this is fair. Could they be more similar than they are different?

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Where’s the line between spirituality and personal development?
  • Different types of resistance (to change) and skepticism
  • Can meditation be viewed as a form of personal development?
  • How spirituality and personal development are connected
  • Why some degree of spiritual connection is essential

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Human Design Reading
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Whether we like to admit it or not, we all carry deeply rooted shame. There’s no getting around it. And yes, even those of us who claim we “have no shame” still have shame. On today’s episode, Caitlin explains how human design can be used as a tool to help us uncover and get to know our shame. Once we spend time with these aspects of ourselves, we can begin to truly love and accept every part of us–even the ugly ones. Being honest with ourselves in this way is a big step that propels us forward on our journey of growth and self-love.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Making friends with your own shame
  • The importance of shadow work
  • How being open to feedback can lead to more self-growth
  • The power of human design in helping us accept and love all parts of ourselves
  • Leveraging the lines for deeper integration

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
  • Sign up link for Human Design Reading
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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In today’s world, so many of us are constantly seeking to numb ourselves. We consider anxiety, depression and a general lack of enthusiasm to be a normal part of life. But it’s not. If you’re not feeling vibrant, energetic and excited for life, this is a sign that you have gotten off track and your intuition may be the missing piece. In today’s solo, Caitlin shares some personal stories about being both in and out of tune with her own intuition, and explains why you must tune into, and follow, yours if you truly want to thrive.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • How intuition and alignment go hand and hand
  • The different ways that intuition manifests itself
  • Some signs that you may already be following your intuition
  • Intuition from the human design perspective
  • How committed we are to our patterns

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Caitlin’s Human Design Course
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Emily Fitz is a former waitress turned multiple six-figure entrepreneur. She’s super passionate about serving others and has managed to make a career out of it. On today’s episode, Caitlin and Emily talk about morning routines, embracing resistance, connecting with abundance and take a deep dive into what it truly means to be a conscious entrepreneur. Caitlin and Emily agree: There is magic in the unknown. Are you ready to explore?

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Embracing resistance in order to grow
  • How Emily discovered her life’s work
  • The concept of Conscious Entrepreneurship
  • Why you should always step into “the more”
  • How abundance is more mental than physical

Connect with Emily:

  • Instagram: @the.emilyfitz
  • Website: The Content Goddess

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Caitlin’s Human Design Course
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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In today's solo, Caitlin explores the idea of interconnectedness and how it relates to us as humans. She also discusses our propensity to just "manage" symptoms, why we tend to only look for solutions in one area rather than broadening our lens, and where we may have picked these behaviors up from.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • The interconnectedness of the various aspects of self
  • What happens when we stop "managing" symptoms & actually move through them
  • Different approaches to medicine & how they may have influenced the way we approach self care
  • Ensuring we have tools in the toolbox to support all aspects of ourselves
  • I am everything - “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Caitlin’s Human Design Course
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Today, Caitlin chats with Jess Esfandiary about her experience with non-monogamy and polyamory. Jess shares how an accidental threesome was the catalyst for her and her husbands’ journey as an open couple, and how being open ensures consistent growth within romantic relationships.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Navigating non-monogamy/polyamory
  • Trust and communication within relationships
  • Jess’s experience after coming out as poly
  • Life lessons learned from non-monogamy
  • Advice for those interested in exploring non-monogamy

Connect with Jess:

  • Instagram: @journey.with.jessica
  • Open Late the Podcast on Instagram
  • Open Late Podcast on Tik Tok

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Sign up link for Caitlin’s Human Design Course
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Today, Caitlin is sharing reflections on her 30th birthday and Saturn return! Caitlin unpacks what this transformational journey has been like for her — from the feeling of friction and contracting inward to feeling like she can be all of herself in all spaces.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • How Caitlin’s transformed during her Saturn return
  • What Caitlin expected vs. what resulted from her Ahai training
  • Caitlin’s deep self-forgiveness & rediscovering herself
  • Giving yourself the love you give others
  • Finding safety within yourself: how to be all of you in all spaces
  • Coachella, baby! - “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Christina is an intuitive channel, celebrity healer, the founder of Ahai™ 7D Energy Healing, and author of the best-selling book, Manifestation Mastery: How to Shift Your Reality & Co-Create with the Universe. She has been featured in top publications such as Forbes, Entrepreneur, and Buzzfeed, and is the host of her own spirituality podcast of 6+ years, Christina the Channel.

Christina never believed in spirituality or manifestation until she reached her breaking point with multiple chronic illnesses, which led her to discover energy healing and her intuitive gifts. By age 25 she had fully healed and built a 7-figure business with the help of divinely channeled messages, energy work, brain rewiring, manifestation, and her background as a Functional Nutritional Therapy Practitioner. Christina has transformed thousands of lives and businesses by helping people expand their perception of what is possible, tap into their intuition, and master the energetics of their health, relationships, and businesses.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • How Christina’s health journey led her to spirituality & her calling
  • How to reframe fear around change & transition
  • Spirituality is science; your fear is keeping you contained
  • Setting intentions, manifesting, & trusting signs in life
  • Discerning what feels abundant to you & how to embody that
  • You control how you feel: take back your power
  • Gain clarity on your life: energy detoxing & spending time alone
  • Earth Offerings + Energy Healings: Christina’s “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Christina:

  • Book: ManifestationMasteryBook.com
  • Learn more:christinathechannel.com
  • Personal IG:@christinathechannel
  • Podcast: Christina The Channel

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Chelsey Schiller is an energy healer & psychic channel. She is passionate about helping entrepreneurs heal from trauma, develop their intuitive gifts & co-create with their soul business! Her mentoring centers around liberating lightworkers into bold expression & their soul's service.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Chelsey’s healing journey that led her to her soul service
  • How to take your power back by tapping into your intuition
  • How to ask, receive, and trust your higher guidance
  • Tangible tips for grounding into your body to receive clarity & connect to your spirituality
  • What to know about healing mother wounds & your feminine expression
  • Following her Inner Nudge: Chelsey’s “WTF am I doing?”

Follow Chelsey:

  • Website: chelseyschiller.com
  • IG: @iamchelseyschiller

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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In today’s solo, Caitlin’s talking about The Placebo Effect and how it relates to spirituality — and in other words — if it works, who cares if it’s real?! May this episode inspire you to dig into your skepticism, release judgment, and allow you to look deeper into why you may be resistant to exploring spiritual practices.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • No more gaslighting or invalidating people’s experiences
  • How the strength of your belief can change your physiology
  • Why are you resistant to trying spiritual practices?
  • Becoming more open, curious, and nonjudgmental
  • We Went to Heaven: “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Robyn McKay is an award-winning psychologist, multi-6-figure entrepreneur, and an executive coach to top leaders in Fortune 500 companies and entertainment.

Dr. McKay is also a leading expert in the new field of Spiritual Intelligence. She builds bridges between reason and intuition, science and spirit, and her clients' heads and hearts.

In her life outside the office, Robyn loves hiking on the desert trails near her home in Scottsdale, AZ and climbing the red rocks of Sedona.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Robyn & Caitlin’s experiences as highly intuitive & spiritually intelligent children
  • The turning point for Robyn into her true calling
  • Positive psychology as the bridge between reason & intuition
  • Emotional & spiritual intelligence as the future of leadership
  • Why it’s critical we curate our mental health, emotions, & heal trauma
  • Don’t date potential: Robyn’s “WTF am I doing?”

Follow Robyn:

  • Website: www.drrobynmckay.com
  • IG: dr.robynmckay

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Today, Caitlin is digging deeper into using your Authority in Human Design. As a follow-up to last week’s episode, she unpacks the two biggest blocks that keep people from leaning into and trusting their Authority.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • A scientific approach to understanding your Authority
  • How Caitlin uses biofeedback, her body, and mind for decision-making
  • What to know about disliking your body & trusting your Authority
  • How we dissociate from our bodies & how that disconnection will block you
  • My Brain on Mushrooms: “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Listen to Human Design: Make Effortless Decisions Using Your Authority
  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Today we’re diving into Human Design! Caitlin’s approach to sharing this tool will be how to implement it in your day-to-day to create more ease, flow, and fun in your life. Today, she talks about how learning to tap into her Authority has allowed her to stop bouncing back and forth in her mind, and instead, make clear and effortless decisions.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Why learning your Human Design will create more ease & flow in life
  • How Caitlin experiences her Authority of ‘Self-Projected’
  • Using your Authority over your mind to make decisions
  • How you can learn to tap into your specific Authority
  • Dead Phones & Detours: “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Today’s conversation with Jamie Morrissey is a dive into emotional healing and how emotions provide beautiful insight to help serve you in life. Jamie shares her mental health journey, going from practicing psychology to health coaching, and finally energy work to understand and heal her anxiety and depression. Caitlin and Jamie unpack why it’s important to honor your feelings and let them flow through you as they arise, and share tools for harnessing the power of your emotions.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Jamie’s mental health journey that led her to energy work
  • Factors that affect our mental & emotional health
  • How our emotions serve us & provide feedback on our life
  • Using gratitude to transmute lower vibration emotions
  • Tools for emotional healing
  • Jamie’s leap of faith: “WTF am I doing?”

Follow Jamie:

  • IG: @jamie.spiritualrebel

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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In today’s solo, Caitlin is digging into the topic of self-limiting beliefs, how they restrict us from living the life we want, and ways to begin releasing ourselves from their grip. 

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • How our minds keep us from living the life we want
  • Becoming aware & deconstructing the stories you tell yourself
  • Being radically honest about what your desires are
  • How we are influenced by others & become limited in our thinking
  • Tangible tools for unraveling your limiting beliefs
  • Panic Packing: “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Referenced episode: You’re in Choice: Rewrite the Narrative of Your Life
  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Katie McKnight is an energy healer and coach who works with people who are new to their spiritual awakening, helping them move through it in a fun and easeful way. Caitlin and Katie talk about spiritual awakenings — how at some point in life, we often reach a crossroad of questioning what we’ve known, who we are, and where we want to go from here. They unpack the feeling of pressure with time, moving out of victim mentality, and how to leverage your spiritual side to be more in your humanness.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Easing the feeling of pressure in life
  • How to calm a chaotic mind by tuning into your body
  • Get unstuck by getting curious and asking questions
  • Harmonizing your body, mind, and soul
  • Personal responsibility & moving out of victim mentality
  • Expedite your growth by working with a coach
  • House-buying & Quick Trips: “WTF am I doing?”

Follow Katie:

  • IG: @katiebmcknight
  • Website: mcknightwellness.com

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Today, Caitlin is coming at you with a solo episode, unpacking how she confronted her deepest fear and rewrote that narrative for herself — completely shifting the trajectory of her life. Caitlin shares how we are always in choice, and by shifting the lens through which we view our experience, we’re able to take steps to change what our lives become.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • How Caitlin confronted her deepest fear
  • Becoming aware of your subconscious fears
  • How we take on other people’s stories & fears
  • Making choices that align with what you desire
  • Tripping on Broadway: “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Today, Caitlin is talking with our first guest and her dear friend, Sara Bradley! Sara is an energy healer, coach for type-A women, and host of The Feisty Feminine Podcast. As we continue to dip our toes into the waters of spirituality, Sara shares her healing journey that led her on the spiritual and coaching path. She explores how releasing the need to control her body, food, and money deepened her sense of self-trust and feeling safe in her body. Caitlin and Sara also unpack the energetic and emotional aspects of physical healing, and what to know about masculine and feminine energy dynamics in relationships.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • How Sara’s healing journey led her to coaching others
  • The energetic & emotional sides of healing your body
  • Releasing our need to control & learning to find safety within ourselves
  • Tips for learning to express & regulate your emotions
  • How to build your trust muscle
  • Masculine & feminine energy dynamics in relationships
  • Trust & business: Sara’s “WTF am I doing?”

Follow Sara:

  • IG: @sarabwellness
  • Podcast: The Feisty Feminine Podcast
  • Website: sarabwellness.com

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Today, Caitlin digs into the power of asking ourselves better questions. It’s first developing awareness around how life is always giving us feedback — whether it’s our health, relationships, career — and then learning to ask questions to uncover who we are and what we want in life.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • How life is always giving us feedback
  • Asking questions around the feedback we receive
  • Dismantling the boxes that define you
  • Allowing others to be mirrors for you & support your growth
  • Nomad life & long drives: “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Let’s talk about spirituality and what it actually means to be spiritual. You may think of crystals, meditation, tarot readings and yoga (material objects or tools associated with being woo-woo), but being spiritual is not about the material objects. It’s all about cultivating connection and building a relationship with yourself and something greater than you — join Caitlin as she unpacks this in today’s episode.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • Why faith and fact can coexist
  • Society’s obsession with the material
  • Building a relationship with your own spirit
  • Practices and tools to help you with intention setting
  • Microdosing mushrooms: “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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We don’t always know how the experiences we have in life will shape the person we become, or the person we choose to become. It’s sometimes our own challenges, or seeing the challenges of others, that inspire us to take the action we need. And in the moments of challenge, when we lean in and get curious, there’s actually a lot of expansion that can happen. Today, Caitlin shares her experiences of growing up and watching her mother navigate MS, along with her own health challenges that led her to help others.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

  • How Caitlin’s mother’s experience with MS shaped her journey
  • When the dream job becomes a nightmare
  • Finding functional medicine and why it wasn’t “it”
  • The vision for the Not That Crazy community
  • Becoming nomadic: “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Caitlin:

  • Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
  • Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

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Finally, a spirituality podcast that doesn't take itself too seriously. Caitlin's on a mission to bring the super woo back down to planet Earth & make it a little more... well, human. It's spirituality - but for the rest of us.